#Just dying inside

[thursdaymorningchild]

"Because I am a coward and I love you too much to let you go."- Armand, The Story of Daniel the Devil's Minion ,Queen of the Damned

FUCK OFF I DID NOT MAKE THIS CONNECTION I AM FINE THIS IS FINE EVERYTHING IS FINE

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Okay so it’s been a like week or something since I’ve been online.

I’ve had an almost constant migraine for the last week and even just looking at my fiancé’s tumblr messages was killing my eyes.

I finally got my medication refilled and finally successfully avoided the dog and her irritatingly high pitched and loud whining for two days so the headache is finally starting to go away.

I’ll probably still be off for a little bit more just to see when it finally goes away and stops making my eyes suffer.

I swear to god, I’ll cut off my hair myself if that’s what it takes to make it go away because my hair is usually a big part of my migraines.

[riseleon]

GUYS GUYS GUYS- what if...

Ditto, but like... failed mutant turtle experiment ditto-

Like the four turtles.

But like, draxum tried before and he just made something like ditto?

Am I making sense rn?

Am I just being stupid?

[frostytheduck]

That feeling when your conservative (ignorant mostly) parent is watching a political video on the TV and it's filled with Transphobia and they're agreeing with the video...

I don't have the spoons to explain why an attitude like this is dangerous and thanks to algorithms the only content he gets is more conservative crap and nothing from a different perspective than the one he has.

[fonthoura]

Hc where Garak knows Julian is a liar, but he can't, for the life of him, know what he's lying about.

Like, he has this feeling, given to him by years of training and an observant eyes, that Julian is very purposefully unauthentic, and it seems that no one else notices.

He sees how Julian talks a lot and overshares, but never really says anything, to the point where his friends would have a hard time answering any question about him, like, for fucks sake, it took reading his file to get to know his date of birth because no one knew.

Jadzia thinks he has a brother, Miles is convinced he has a sister, and Garak is fairly sure he is an only child, the problem is, Julian doesn't talk about it. He talks too much and hardly says anything.

Garak also notices how he is always tense, as if holding back, like when he lets himself be punched when he clearly sees it coming, when he let's things break even though Garak is sure he could've caught them mid air, how he seems to calculate the perfect amount of clumsy in a day (once he even bumped into Garak and pretended to be distracted) and no one notices.

But Garak does, Garak knows he is lying about something, he feels it, specially when he looses on games and arguments, like he could not think of something else but Garak sees it in his eyes that he is hiding something.

And Garak constantly gets worried, despite his best knowledge, about him.

He knows how lonely it is, to keep yourself hidden from the world, to not let anyone know you, to hold the weight of a thousand secrets on his body, and constantly he sees this weight taking it's toll on the doctor.

Julian keeps people at arms length, he gets close on condition, he larps with Miles, discuss literature with Garak and converses with Jadzia, but keeps them all compartmentalized, always distant, even his crush on Jadzia being shallow, no real depth to it.

Julian seems skin deep and Garak knows how it feels and aches for him.

So he constantly tries to scratch the surface, aways tries to get Julian out of his lie made shell like Julian does to him, and he doesn't succeed, but he keeps trying.

Specially after he finds out that Julian had been gone for a month and not even him noticed it, he knows it's because no one would, because Julian keeps so much of himself hidden that you can't distinguish him from a fake.

And then, doctor Zimmermann shows up...

[aroaceleovaldez]

my personal favorite interpretation of Nico's confession to Percy in BoO and Percy's reaction is that. Nico was one foot in the grave at the time - heavily injured, exhausted, probably suffering from blood loss, actively turning into shadows, etc etc. And he mentions himself several times that he's not acting quite like himself, such as smiling a lot and his mind wandering and his vision being unsure. Dude is OUT OF IT. He is one strong breeze away from crumpling on the floor and falling unconscious for multiple days (again).

a.) no wonder Will was like "three days in the infirmary now. you will melt into a puddle if you try and summon a wishbone." cause Nico was probably standing there with a glassy look in his eyes waving like a leaf in the wind on the verge of collapsing.

b.) just imagine Percy's pov: The guy you've known for three years stumbles up to you on the verge of death, clearly still bleeding and half-fading into nothingness. Obviously a little delirious at best. Normally he's extremely awkward talking to people and hates physical interaction and every time he talks to you he looks like he wants to run away as fast as possible. You are 80% sure he wants you dead but is trying to be polite about it. He walks up to you with the confidence only someone suffering from extreme dehydration/major blood loss on the verge of passing out can have, tells you that you're not his type, high-fives your girlfriend (who you thought he had a crush on?) (you weren't even sure he knew what high-fives were. you're still not sure he does) and stumbles off without finishing the conversation. You ask your girlfriend if she understands what the hell just happened. She has no idea either. You decide to chalk it up to him having no idea what was going on either.

Three days later Nico wakes up in the infirmary in a cold sweat, having remembered that interaction and goes "WHAT HAVE I DONE?!"

[aka-indulgence]

I love Dadster.

I also love the concept of Dadster-in-law

[zuppizup]

My angsty brain: So… Callum’s Dad died of some kind lung condition, eh? Sure would be a shame if that was hereditary

[doydoune]

paper history

[wolfchans]

mission: do a sexy spell!

[bisexualchaosdemon]

Okay, but what if Colleen's death causes Zane to become completely disillusioned and despise the Ravens? He had already shown that he is willing to go for the throat when he feels wronged. He just lost the woman he loved and he's already graduated, so what has he got to lose?

What's to stop him from exposing the horrors of the Nest? The isolation, the lack of autonomy, the sixteen hour days, and the harsh punishments... I get that there are a lot of things that it would be unrealistic for him to share but–

What if he tells the world about Riko sitting the defence line down and asking them to break Jean? What if he names all of the men who volunteered to assault a minor?

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Still alive, barely. Turns out I was sick with a headcold that triggered a week long migraine/potential lupus flare?. What a great fuckin week and a half. This is cowritten by my cat who has refused to leave my room, where I've been holed up for the last week or so.

[agir1ukn0w]

luffy @ the going merry: you can talk??

seasoned one piece fans:

[momoitou]

18 girlymatsu

I'm cooking smt evil!!!

[shiraishi--kanade]

[nazura]