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A Stepcest Love Story About Jim
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Chapter 1, Chapter 2
Trying to decide if I should do one update or two this weekend. Either way, I hope you all enjoy it!
Word Count: 4,963
Warning(s): SMUT (MINORS DNI), Swearing, Family Drama, Infidelity, Step-Daughter/Step-Father relations, Emotional Cheating, Drinking, Arguing, Forbidden Love, Lying, Self Loathing, Sneaking Around...I think that's it.
Summary: This is the final straw that breaks the camel's back.
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I do not give permission/consent for my stories/works to get posted elsewhere. I do not condone this type of relationship/behavior, this is for entertainment purposes only.
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Chapter 3
2 Weeks Later...
Ever since you and Jim fell asleep holding each other close on your bed, you’ve done your best to stay away. Coming up with any excuse to reject any invite your Mother extends. It was silly of you to think that she wouldn’t ask Jim to text you on her behalf.
Unknown Number: Y/N?
Y/N: Who is this?
Unknown Number: Uh, it’s Jim.
Y/N: How did you get my number?
Unknown Number: Your Mother.
Y/N: Of course. Of course.
Unknown Number: She thinks you’re mad at her because you won’t come over, and thinks you’ll talk to me.
Y/N: I’m not mad at anyone, it’s just better for me to stay away.
Unknown Number: We don’t think so.
Y/N: Jim...don’t.
Unknown Number: Nothing happened.
Y/N: Did you tell her?
Unknown Number: No, because there’s nothing to tell her.
On the one hand, you know that the both of you know that’s total bullshit. On the other hand, technically, nothing did happen. Plus, you know the more you stay away, the more she’s going to bother you and Jim which wouldn’t be good either. So, you explain everything to Ciara, and while she gives you a stern talking to, she agrees to accompany you to whatever your Mother invites you to.
“So, are you two a thing now?” she scoffed once she poured the both of you a cup of coffee.
“That’s not funny.”
“You’re the one who cuddled him-”
“We were both just drunk and overwhelmed. You know how I get when I’m drunk, and you know I only drink like that when I’m around her, Rose, or the both of them at once.”
“Fair point. Well, how do you feel about him?”
“I don’t know? Nothing. He’s my stepfather-”“Yeah, cause that matters.”
“Ci, I’m sitting here asking you to be my decoy. I’m very much aware of what can’t happen.”
“It’s not like you need someone to play devil’s advocate in this situation, but she did go out of her way to keep him a secret and make you the bad guy.”
“He’s good for her and I don’t need her thinking I took someone else from her-”“You’ve never taken anything from her.”“You and I both know that’s not how she views any of it. She had no problems until she got knocked up with me.”
“I hate your Mother.”“Yeah, I know,” you laughed. “Just gotta get through the Summer,” you smiled weakly.
The plan worked well enough, because whenever Ciara didn’t feel like being there or could sense that you were feeling uncomfortable, she could easily say-
“Darragh needs help with Nora, she’s become really fussy lately. I’m sorry, but we have to go. Y/N is always our last hope if we can’t calm her ourselves.”
Well, apparently that excuse was working too well, because two nights ago you got a call you’d been praying to avoid.
“Jim’s children are coming over this weekend! You’ll be able to make it, right?” your Mother beamed as soon as you picked up the phone.
Jim had to be standing right next to her.
“Oh...why would I be coming?”
“To meet them! They’re your step-siblings!”
“Uh...Ciara and I made plans with Darragh, cause he’ll be dropping Nora. We figured we all go out.”
“That’s even better! We can all hangout together!”
“Mum, why not-”
“Y/N, it’ll be good for everyone. They need to meet you. We’re all a family now.”
How the fuck is this your fault?
“Yeah, you’re right. Fine.”
“Why are you upset?”“I’m not upset about anything. I’ll see you then-”
“You don’t know the time-”“Just text it to me,” you bit before hanging up.
All of this leads to why you’re currently pacing around in your childhood bedroom. You don’t even know why you’re flustered. You already knew he has children, so why does it matter so much? Why do you care if they like you? It shouldn’t make a difference whether they like you or not. It’s not like you’re going to be hanging around much, especially when you go back to school, so why it driving you mad now?
“Hey, you okay?” Jim asks softly as he makes his way into your room, closing the door behind him.
You just glare at him as you continue to pace.
“What? This wasn’t my idea. We got to talkin’ about doin’ somethin’ small for the weekend, and she realized that my children haven’t met you, and decided to put this together.”
“You don’t want me to meet them?”
“It’s not that.”
“Well, what is it, then?”
“I don’t want them to meet you like this. All flustered and mad-”
“I’m not mad.”
“Don’t be a liar.” “I shouldn’t even be here. What the fuck?!”
“Calm down,” he begs softly, placing his hands on either side of you.
God, you hate how much you’ve missed his touch.
“They’re going to love you, today is going to be fine, and it’ll be done with before you know.”
“How do you know they’ll love me?”
“I know my kids.” “Jim-”
“Don’t stay away anymore.” “God, I can’t have that talk right now.” “What talk?”
“Don’t make me feel stupid on top of everything else!”
“We didn’t do anything-” “Jim, you flirted with me that night. We were standin’ outside my room, you flirted with me, and I liked it. I liked it a lot. Then, we stayed up talking and fell asleep holding each other...I shouldn’t be here.”
“Angel-” “You’re married to my Mother, Jim! My Mother! I can’t...we can’t-”
Taking a deep breath, he releases you and looks down at you. His eyes search the features, while you get lost in his ocean blue eyes.
“I don’t want...we just get along,” he smiles softly at you. “Aren’t we supposed to? I’m not trying to be some sort of father figure in your life, because you clearly don’t need one. If it’ll make you feel better, I’ll only speak to you when you’re here-”
“It won’t, Jim. That’s the problem. It will just-”
“Here you two are!” Ciara whisper yells as she makes her way into your room. “Lover boy, I’m gonna need you to get down there and rein in your wife.” “What do you mean?”
“Her nerves are winning the battle and shes started drinking.” He scowls as he storms out, “fucks sake!”
You finally feel like you can breathe again.
“What the fuck was that?!”
Shaking your head, you make your way over to your bed and sit, “I shouldn’t be here.”
“You tried to get out of it-”
“Ci, I shouldn’t be here. I should be as far away from him as possible, and-”
“Why...you don’t...Y/N-”
“It’s just a crush,” you quickly defend, but the scoff that leaves her mouth lets you know that she doesn’t believe you at all. “It is!”
“Your stepfather?”
“I haven’t even known him that long! Okay, this is exactly what I mean. I shouldn’t be here.”
“Alright, his kids aren’t here yet. Darragh is already fed up with your Mother, so it shouldn’t be hard for us to get out of here.” Grabbing your hand, she quickly leads you out of the room, “lets go.”
Ciara and Darragh exchange a look as he bounces Nora in his arms, and as soon as her foot hits the bottom step, and he’s instantly getting up, Nora giggling at his fast movement. They decided to bring her last minute, and it honestly brought you more comfort than you thought it would.
“Y/M/N I just remembered, I told my parents we’d come by today with Y/N, and it’s too late to cancel-”
“Nonsense!” your Mother slurs as she appears with a smile painted on her face, as an exasperated Jim follows behind her. “The kids are excited and almost here-”
“I figure we can leave now and just come back tomorrow for lunch or something. They’re here for the-”
He’s cut off by the doorbell ringing, and you close your eyes in defeat. Fuck.
You muster the best smile you can as you make your way to the front door, “Hi, I’m Y/N.”
His ex-wife has mixture of irritation and anger on her face, but she does her best to hide it with a smile.
“You must be the stepdaughter,” she smiles bitterly, and you force yourself to swallow down your irritation.
You still don’t even know how you ended up in this situation.
“I’m Y/N,” you greet as the two children run towards Jim, who’s more than happy to greet them and give them bear hugs.
You hate how much it pulls on your heartstrings.
“Hey Danielle!” your Mother slurs and Danielle looks completely taken aback.
It’s not as if you can blame her.
“It’s been a while!”
“I’ve been so busy,” your Mother laughs, engulfing her in a hug.
You just want the ground to swallow you whole.
You shake your head and offer a kind smile towards Danielle before telling her, “my best friend, her boyfriend and child, and I will be here all night.”
“Glad to hear it,” she laughs awkwardly, once your Mother finally lets go of her.
“Thanks for bringing ‘em, Danielle,” Jim offers softly as he comes up behind you, mindlessly resting his hand on your shoulder.
The look on her face lets you know that she thinks this is Peyton’s Place, or something close to it. Once again: you can’t blame her.
“You’ll give me a ring if something happens, yeah?” she asks Jim.
“Of course,” he promises with a small chuckle.
Danielle gives your Mother one last look before looking at you and nodding, turning, and leaving.
“Who’s up for a movie?!” you ask excitedly, turning around and making your way back into the house, being met with cheers.
God save you from the hell that’s about to reign down on you.
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“It’s like your Mother constantly goes out of her way to be a bitch,” Ciara scowls and you laugh.
You’ve done your best to keep your Mother at bay, but it’s been useless. You gave the children (your “siblings”) a choice between ‘Shrek’ and ‘Robots’, and you were so happy they chose ‘Robots’. Your Mother always hated Shrek (for reasons forever unknown to you), and you were afraid it would’ve pushed her further into whatever anxiety depressed state she was in. Turns out, no matter what, she was determined to push herself further into her stupor.
“They really seem to fuckin’ love you,” she slurred as she plopped herself down on one of the kitchen chairs, drink in hand.
“Mother, stop,” you snapped, “these are your stepchildren! Get it together!”
“Why did ya even have to come home?”
“You invited me for the Summer!”
“Ya just had to-”
“Go to bed,”
“Is everythin’ okay in here?” Jim asked softly as he made his way into the kitchen.
“As if you give a fuck,” she mumbled before she took another sip of her drink.
“Stop it!” you snapped again in a hushed tone. “Go upstairs and sleep it off.”
“I’m your Mother!”
“It’s a shame you’ve never acted like it. Now go!”
She mumbled something incoherent as she grabbed her glass and got up. She glared at you before got on her tiptoes and kissed Jim on the cheek, then finally made her way upstairs. You wanted to throw the bottle against the wall, but you knew it would only make things worse for everyone involved.
“Angel-”
“You sure picked a real fuckin’ winner,” you scoffed humorlessly as you started to pace.
“Just calm down-”
“Are ya okay?”
“I’m fine, just take a moment,” he begged as he stood in front of you.
“This was her idea and...I’m leaving tomorrow.”
“Don’t do that.”
“Why not? Me being here only makes things worse. Only makes her worse.”
“I want you here.”
“Once I’m gone, she’ll be back to the way she was before. You’ll be living in wedded bloody bliss again in no time.”
“Angel, you don’t get it,” he chuckled humorlessly as he cupped your face and looked down at you.
“Fuck.”
“Yeah.”
“Jim...no. If anything, that means that I really need to leave.”
“I won’t...I can’t. We can’t...right?”
“Of course!”
“Then why are you lookin at me like that?” he asked softly.
You should’ve moved away from him. You should’ve said ‘no’, but you just stood there like deer stuck in the headlights.
“Tell me you’ll stay.”
“Jim I...”
“Say it, Angel.”
“It’s not right.”
“I know, but I can’t stop it. I don’t want to.”
“I’m your stepdaughter, Jim. This can’t happen.”
“Do you really feel that way? Do you look to me as a Father figure?”
“You know I don’t, but...you’re married. To my Mother.”
“Angel, I have tried so hard, but this...this feels right. Doesn’t it feel right to you? Like it should’ve always been like this?”
“Jim-”
“Doesn’t it feel right?”
You inhaled deeply before you closed your eyes, “yes.”
“I want to be yours, Angel.”
“Jim...stop it. We can’t do this. You’re just mad at her right now, and you have every right to be. You’ll feel differently in-”
“It’s never felt like this with her. Even before you, I’ve never felt the same towards her as I do for you, or for anyone for that matter. I didn’t know I could.”
“Please don’t tell me this. I can’t hear it, Jim.”
“Then let me show you.”
He didn’t give you a chance to even think before he crashed his lips into yours. You hated how natural it felt, because it was wrong. It was wrong on so many levels. The kiss was gentle, but desperate, like he knew it wouldn’t last long. Like he knew it couldn’t last long. Instinctively, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, loving the way your bodies meshed together as you tried to sear this moment and feeling into your brain.
You knew this could never happen again.
He backed you against the kitchen wall and gripped your ass tight, before he hoisted you up and you wrapped your legs around his slim frame. The man didn’t look it, but he was stronger than you imagined.
And you’d imagined a lot.
You moaned as he started to kiss down from your jawline to your neck, “Jim...please.”
“I’ll do anything you want, Angel. Just tell me what you want.”
“You,” you whimpered as you ground yourself against him.
“Fuck!”
“I just want you!” you assured him as quietly as you could. “I just need you!”
“Can’t wait to-”
“Dad! Do you need help with anythin’?!” his son called from the living area, and it pulled you both out of your trances.
“No, I’ll be back with the popcorn soon!” Jim called as he looked up into your eyes.
When the hell did he even start making popcorn?
He slowly put you down as he let out a heavy sigh, “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t...we shouldn’t keep dancing around this.”
“I’ll leave in the morning-”
“I don’t want that at all. Stay tonight and we’ll figure this all-”
“Jim, this can’t happen again. Ever again.”
“We both want it to-”
“This will fan out before it even has a chance to turn into anything-”
“I love you.”
“Stop it, Jim.”
“I love you. I’m in love with you.”
“I’m just a nice vacation from my Mother, and you’ll-”
“You think that’s all I want? Close your legs to me forever, I’ll still want you, Angel.”
“Jim-”
“We can figure this out.”
“We have! We can’t do this ever again.”
He chuckled humorlessly as he pressed himself against you, “is that what you truly believe? That this is the end of it?”
“Jim-”
“Dad!” his son yelled, which only made him chuckle softly.
“I’m comin’” he called back. “This isn’t done,” he promised before he walked away.
Since that little incident in the kitchen, you’ve avoided all eye contact with Jim, as well as any close encounters. You feel like everyone will know if you two lock eyes, and you truly can’t deal with that right now. You can’t deal with any of it. How the hell did it even get this point? Just this morning, he told you that there’s nothing to be worried about, and now...?
You can’t do this. You can’t fall for this trap. He’s just hurting, and it’ll all go to shit. How can he be in love with you? He barely even knows you, but he claims to be in love with you? How would it even work? It can’t. Your Mother will hate the both of you, and she’d have every right. This is so-
“Babe, did you hear me?” Ciara laughs softly, pulling you out of your thoughts.
“I’m sorry, no, I’m so drained,” you chuckle softly, shaking your head.
You’ve got to stop.
“Are you sure you don’t wanna stay over tonight?”
“I should stay. Who knows what she’ll be like in the morning, and I don’t want the kids dealing with her with just Jim. If the day needs to be saved, I’ll be here.”
“Well, aren’t you noble? Well, that and I’m sure you want to continue what you and Jim started.”
You can feel your blood freezing.
“What...how...?”
“Besides the way you avoided him like the plague, I was going in there to check on you, and saw you up against the wall, and him being the reason for it.”
“Oh my God!”
“I’m not going to say anything and I’m not going to judge you. However, you two do need to figure this out, and figure it out soon.”
“I don’t even know how it got to this point. He claims he’s in love with me, but how can that be? Besides, there’s no way we can actually be together,” you groan, dropping your face into your hands. “The smart thing to do is to leave, isn’t it?”
“It is.”
“Then why is so damn hard for me to agree to leave?”
“Because you like him...a lot.”
“I’ve barely even spent time with him.”
“But the time ya have spent with him has been intimate. You both got to know each other in a personal way.”
“He’s my stepdad!”
“It’s not like you’re a child. You’re a grown woman.”
“He’s married to my Mother.”
“Because that’s goin’ so well.”
“She was fine until I came home.”
“She invited you home for the Summer! She has no reason to act like this, besides, if you didn’t set her off something else would have. She can only hide her real self for so long.”
“What if he’s actually good for her?”
“You think she can come back from this? Babe, even if he doesn’t end up with you, he’s never going to stay with her. Especially after that spectacle tonight,” she scoffs while placing her hands on her hips. “In case you forgot, she didn’t tell you that she got married.”
“C, this isn’t right.”
“I never said that it was. It’s backwards as shit, but I’ve seen the way you two look at one another. The way you both try not to look at one another. There’s something between the both of you.”
“There shouldn’t be. There shouldn’t be for so many reasons,” you sob as tears fill your eyes.. “God, maybe I’ll just head back early-”
“And go where? Do what?”
“C-”
“Just talk to him. He clearly has some things he needs to say so, at least, clear the air.”
“I can’t think when I’m around him.”
“I don’t think he’s much better, love,” she giggles softly as she gives your hand a gentle squeeze.
“I shouldn’t be this torn up about this.”
“The heart wants what it wants. Like I said, just talk. See what happens,” she smiles reassuringly before wrapping you in a tight hug. “It’s gonna be okay.”
“I don’t see how it can be.”
“Just give it time. Everything in life requires time,” she assures you, letting go as both Darragh and Jim walk in. “Tell me how it goes.”
She gives you a quick kiss on the cheek along with a reassuring nod, before making her way over to Darragh, taking his hand, and walking out. You hear Nora coo softly when Ciara lifts her up, and a small smile comes to your face.
You’d choose her life over yours any day, honestly.
The door closes and you know you’re alone with Jim which, in some ways, is the last thing you want.
“Where are the kids?” you ask softly, avoiding Jim’s heated and heavy gaze.
“Everyone’s asleep, Angel,” he promises as he corners you.
That nickname is gonna drive you insane.
“Then we should be too.”
“We’re not done-”
“Jim, I’m just a welcomed distraction. You’ll get over this. Over me.”
“I don’t want to-”
“Jim, we can’t-”
“I know your heart rate speeds up when we’re alone, Angel. Mine does too. You want me the same way I want you.”
“Sex and intimacy are not the same thing.”
“And I never said that’s what this is.”
“Jim, this can’t happen anymore-”
“You don’t think about me the same way I think about you? You don’t want me in the same way I want you?”
“She’s my Mother, Jim.”
“Do you think of me as your Stepfather? As your Father?”
“You know I don’t.”
“Then what’s wrong?” he asks as he cups your face.
“This can be the only time we do this,” you breathe as he closes the space between the both of you. “Fuck.”
“There’s my good girl,”
“Jim...we can still stop.”
“We don’t want to.”
“We shouldn’t in here,” you breathe, mind foggy as you feel his breath on your neck.
“Anything and anywhere you want,” he husks before planting feverish kisses along your neck.
Fuck, is this really going to happen?
“Maybe...maybe we should wait-”
“I can’t wait anymore, Angel.”
“What if she wakes up?”
He’s quicker than you ever imagined as he stands up straight and leads you through the house. Almost in an instant, he’s leading you downstairs and into the spare room your grandparents had made for you to hide in when their arguments with your Mother got to be too much for you.
“Problem solved,” he husks before crashing his lips into yours.
It’s wrong, on so many levels, but it feels so good. He feels so good.
“Tell me this isn’t just sex,” you moan while he kisses down your body.
“Angel, this is so much more to me,” he promises, unbuttoning your shorts and pulling down. “I love you so much,” he groans, taking in your scent.
“Jim!”
“Been dreamin’ of this cunny, Angel. Let Daddy have a taste.”
You bite down hard on your bottom and swallow down your moan as he starts to suck on your clit. Lulling your head back, you close your eyes and grip his hair tight, quickly forgetting about all the guilt you felt only moments ago.
You gasp when you feel two slender fingers push their way inside, “fuck! You’re so....ahh fuck!” you whimper as quietly as you can.
Feeling the vibration from his moaning, has you ready to cum on the spot, but you’re not ready for it to end so fast.
Jim isn’t having that.
“Don’t make me beg, Angel,” he growls, looking up at you, fucking you faster with his fingers. “Give it to me.”
“I fucking...don’t wanna...fuck!”
“C’mon, Angel. Give me what I need,” he begs, using his thumb to massage your clit.
“Fuck!”
“You sound so beautiful,” he groans doubling down on his efforts .
Your legs almost buckle as your orgasm washes over you, your desire soaks his wrist, and he fucks you through your high.
“You’re really somethin’ else,” he smirks as he slowly stands up, looking down at you with love and adoration in his eyes, while he slowly removes his fingers. “So lovely and all mine,” he whispers before delivers another soul stealing kiss.
You can taste yourself on his lips, and it only turns you on even more. Wrapping your arms around him, you let yourself get lost in him, almost completely oblivious to the fact that Jim is moving you both back towards the bed.
“Stop,” you breathe, forcing yourself to let go of him once you feel the back of your legs against the bed. “Take your shirt off.”
Lust floods his eyes as he takes a step back and slowly takes off his shirt.
If you’re going to Hell, you may as well enjoy the ride.
Your hand lightly traces over his chest as you marvel, “you’re beautiful.”
“You’re one to talk,” he chuckles softly, caressing the side of your face. “If you want to stop-”
“We’ve already started,” you giggle softly.
“I love you, Y/N. I don’t want this to be over after tonight.”
“Lets just be here tonight, my love,” you smile weakly.
It’s not like you can blame alcohol, because you haven’t had a drink all day. This is a choice you’re making all on your own. You can’t even find it in you to feel bad right now because, with how he’s looking at you, the only thing you feel is love.
“Show me how much ya love me tonight,” you whisper as you undo his jeans. “Show me how much you need me.”
In no time at all, you’re both naked and under the covers of your long forgotten “emergency” bed. A very small part of you is still in shock over what’s about to take place, but as worships your body with his tongue, you instantly realize that it’s not enough to call it off and pretend it isn’t happening.
When you feel his tongue massage your right nipple while he sucks on it like it’s the world’s best lollipop, all regrets and guilt go out the window.
“Angel?” Jim breathes, propping himself and looking down at you.
“Yeah?”
“Say it,” he pleads, slowly spearing into you.
“Oh fuck!”
“Please...fuck!” he grunts, gripping the sheets a bit tighter. “Please...please fuckin’ say it!” he begs desperately as he starts to pick up his pace.
“Fuck, I love you! I love you so...oh God!” you groan as he starts to pick up the pace.
“You’re perfect.”
“Jim!”
“I know, Angel...just...Jesus, ya grippin’ me so tight!”
“Fuck...so close!! Right there...ahht!!”
“C’mon, Angel!”
“Jim...oh...OH!!”
You both go right over the edge at the same time, with Jim dipping down to kiss you in a weak attempt to silence your moans.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
“Give me a second,” Jim laughs softly, resting his head in the crook of your neck, while softly resting his body on top of yours.
“We’re fucked. We’re so fucked,” you laugh humorlessly.
“Angel, we’re going to be together-”
“Jim, it’s not like this is some regular affair. You’re married to my Mother. You’re my Stepfather. No matter what happens, this can only end poorly.”
“Then why did you do it?” he questions, pushing himself up a little.
You cup his face and caress the right side softly, “because I love ya, Jim. I’m in love with ya.”
Jim says nothing, he just dips down and kisses you passionately, and you feel him come back to life fore you.
His thrusts start off slow as a smirk comes to his lips, “I think we should have one more go, yeah?”
You dig your nails into his shoulder blades as you arch your back, “please!”
You and Jim spend the next hour or so getting tangled in your sheets, with you two mainly telling each other how much you both love and need one another. Yes, you don’t know much about the man, but you know that you’re drawn to him in every way that a person can be drawn to someone. Your heart, soul, and mind, has never reacted to someone in this way.
He is the missing piece you’ve always been looking for.
“Jim?” you question softly, laying your head on his chest and softly playing with his chest hairs.
“Yeah?”
“We can’t do this ever again. Ya know that, right?”
“We’re gonna figure this out-”
“Jim, ya married her. My Mother. Ya can’t-”
“I’ll figure it out-”
“There’s nothing to figure out, and you know that. You’re married to my Mother and this...this is for tonight only. She may not be a good Mother, but she is my Mother. At one point, you loved her and when I’m gone, you will again. You’ll see-”
“I loved a version of her. This isn’t just some fling with you-’
“She’s my Mother, Jim! I know that I love ya, and I believe that you love me, but this can’t happen. She’d never forgive me and I wouldn’t blame her. God, if she had any idea...Jim, it can’t happen again.”
“I don’t want that.”
“I don’t either, but it’s for the best.”
“If it’s what’s best, I’ll do it,” he sighs heavily, pulling you closer to him.
“I love you, Jim.”
“I love you too, Angel.”
“You can’t be here in the morning.”
“Just let me hold you a bit longer,” he begs softly.
You nod your head softly as you blink back tears. You know that this is the right thing to do. Yeah, your heart is breaking, and you know this isn’t something you’re gonna get over over night, but it’s what needs to be done. Tonight is all you two have, but what a night it was. As you slowly start to drift off to sleep, a small smile comes to your face. For just a moment, you two had each other. You had it all.
Tomorrow, you’ll wake up and all of this will be a distant memory, and you’ll be strong enough to move on.
...right?
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Reverse mlp mermaid au
#my brain is rotting#Google how to I convince other people to draw my own version and aus of already existing characters#people should like and reblog this actually#mlp#my little pony#mermay#mermaid#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#jim kirk#james t kirk#captain kirk#but hes a merpony#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#spony#sponie#fanart#art#traditional art#spirk#spock x kirk#I tried to draw the water but it turned out meh. better luck next time#mermaid au
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Did anyone else crush on this guy growing up?
#treasure planet x reader#character x oc#oc#x black oc#original character#treasure planet#jim hawkins#disney
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do u guys to see the vision
#i want to finish this so bad it makes me look stupid#j x p#jack spicer#my art#xiaolin showdown#digital art#perse#original character#fanart#ocxcanon#the grinch#midsommar#redraw#alsi jim carrrey's grinch is so jack coded to me it's ridiculous
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Not that mask. Some old sketches I decided to color because Megan’s reaction to Jim in Darkwing’s mask is always hilarious 👀 No matter how pissed she is at him, the mask always does the trick 💞
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— “Never to Return” —
60 chapter smutty slow burn
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Catholic virgin x Cardinal Copia
Hello guys!
I can finally say that I have successfully finished writing my 200.000 words slow burn “Never to Return”, where a young Woman of God escapes the restraints of her Catholic upbringing with the help of our beloved Cardinal Copia. Throughout the story, unexpected things happen, and we will learn more about the characters’ pasts. Things turn sinful…, in every way.
Read it here (AO3) or click the link in the title. It is 18+, so MDNI, please!
Thank you all! 💓
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CSI Season 2 Episode 19 --Stalker
CSI Season 2 Episode 19
--Stalker
When we went into work, Nick and I stopped by Gil’s office. We had a discussion last night at his place about doing the right thing – telling the department that we were in a relationship. In my previous place of employment, they would have reprimanded me for seducing a coworker. Then I would have been demoted. Nick reassured me that this wasn’t the case here – that numerous coworker’s had relationships within the department.
Nick had rubbed my back as I tried to calm my breathing. I was worked up just by asking him what if they split us up. Moved us to a different shift, because then we wouldn’t be able to see each other. Nick shook his head, his crooked smile enveloping his face.
“That won’t happen, darlin’,” Nick reassured me, his Texas drawl soothing my frayed nerves at the aspect of telling Grissom that I was involved with one of his best CSI’s. I knew that Nick valued the opinion of Grissom as well, so that was also nerve-wracking.
“But how do you know?” I stressed, looking at him as I bit my lip. Nick laughed, not unkindly, but used his thumb to release my lip from the abuse of my teeth.
“Do you know how many of the lab has been together?” When I shook my head, Nick elaborated on the number of relationships he knew of, as well as how they were treated once it came out.
When we knocked on Gil’s door, he was bent over looking at something through a magnifying glass. He looked intrigued to see us at his door, both requesting an audience at the same time. Gil motioned to the chairs at his desk, wordlessly, and waited to see what we were going to say.
“We’ve been dating,” I blurted out, unable to keep it a secret any longer. Nick gave an awkward chuckle as he rubbed the back of his neck.
“Is that all?” Grissom asked, raising an eyebrow. “I thought someone was confessing to a crime. Needing help with hiding a dead body or something.”
“I didn’t want to be in any type of department violation,” I told Gil who nodded, as Nick was chuckling.
“See, I told you!” Nick pointed out.
“I see no issue with two of my CSI’s dating,” Gil remarked, already losing interest in this conversation and looking down at the bug he was studying. “I will make a note of it for your documents with the Crime Lab.”
“That’s it?” I asked, a little shocked at the handling of a relationship. Nick had validated this point and to see it occurring was honestly a little shocking.
“Yup,” Gil nodded, opening our files and putting something in the documents. “The only issue would be if you two were supervisor and subordinate. Then you wouldn’t be able to do the other’s evaluations.”
“Wow,” I breathed a sigh of relief. “Who knew?”
“I tried to tell you!” Nick smiled at me, as he shook his head, good-naturedly. “You’ve been panicking since our fourth date.”
“Well,” I tried to explain, but finally gave up. Gil gave us both a rare smile.
“Get ready, we have a 419 – it’s going to require all of us to handle the evidence,” Gil said. We both nodded and went to the locker room to get ready.
Once we were finished putting our holsters on, getting the guns loaded, and grabbing our credentials, we both exited the locker room and went to the breakroom where the others were waiting for the assignment of the night. I looked at our coworkers before taking a deep breath.
“Before Ecklie or someone says something – Nick and I are dating,” I told them. They all grinned, Warrick slapping Nick on the back, congratulating him. I rolled my eyes as Gil came into the room.
“We’ve got a 419,” Grissom said. We all got out of our seats and grabbed our gear, along with jackets. Nick had to wear a leather jacket as his clothing wasn’t at the drycleaners the other day. I had laughed at them handing someone else his clothing and told him that was the reason I do my own laundry. I doubled with Nick while Catherine and Gil were in the lead, getting to the scene first. Warrick and Sara were still back at the lab.
“It’s going to be a long night,” I told my boyfriend who nodded his head as we drove to the crime scene. He had grabbed my hand with his, entwined on the console as we listened to music on the way to scene. Once we were on the scene, Catherine and Gil went up to get the preliminary photos. Nick wanted to talk with the detectives on scene.
I grabbed my kit from the trunk and went up to the apartment building. I walked in as Grissom was coming out of the bathroom. I was looking around the apartment and my eyebrows were furrowed.
“So, has anyone seen this dog?” Gil asked, looking around the apartment and listening for any sound of the dog.
“Dog bed, dog bowl, dog food ... no dog,” Catherine remarked as they noticed the dog paraphernalia all over the house.
“Someone killed the dog?” I gasped, staring at the senior members of the team with horror. They both shrugged, not confirming or denying it. “People I get, but a dog?”
“Neighbor lady called 911 because she heard the dog yelping,” Gil stated. I sucked in a breath.
“Are we sure it’s not hiding somewhere? Or that the cops didn’t let the poor animal out when they kicked in the door?” I asked, looking around the apartment. “Here, boy!” I whistled, trying to find the dog.
“Triple locks on all the doors. Every shade drawn. State-of-the-art alarm system,” Catherine looked at the alarm panel on her wall. “As far as we know her place was perfectly hermetically sealed until the cops batter-rammed their way in.”
“Prisoner in her own home?” Gil asked, standing there looking at the aforementioned safety features.
“Maybe she was agoraphobic?” I suggested, standing in her living room.
“So, how did he get in?” Catherine raised an eyebrow as she looked at the locks.
“A better question -- how'd he get out?” Gil questioned.
“Maybe he’s with the dog?” I sneered, looking under the furniture, trying to see if the dog was hiding underneath the couch. The dog bed was small – indicating that this wasn’t a golden retriever. “The dog bed looks sort of small. This dog couldn’t be more than 25-30 pounds. And there is no fur all over the home. I think it’s a hypoallergenic breed. Or this woman keeps vacuuming a hundred times a day.”
Gil walked into the living room behind me. He was still searching for a way that the assailant could have gotten in or out of the home. Gil pushed the gauzy curtains out of the way to reveal that the windows were covered in silver.
“Aluminum foil,” Gil said, shining a light on the silver material covering the windows.
“Keeps the sunlight out,” Catherine murmured also looking at the foil lined windows.
“God knows one needs to in Vegas,” I groused, still checking under the furniture, flashing my light around. “The dog couldn’t have just disappeared!”
“Keeps the eyeballs out, too,” Grissom stated as Catherine announced she was going to process the bedroom. She left the room while I was still poking under the furniture and trying to entice a dog. The door opened and Nick came in. He raised an eyebrow at my wandering around the living room, randomly whistling.
“Did you finally lose your marbles?” Nick drawled. I huffed at my boyfriend.
“I wish!” I called out. “The victims dog totally vanished. No one can seem to account for the dog that prompted the 911 call!”
“You’ll find him, darlin’,” Nick soothed, knowing my soft spot for animals, walking down the hallway. He stopped after a moment, looking at the scene in the bathroom. Gil watched him for a few moments, before turning to point out a random spot to me. After a few moments, Gil left me on my own in the living room.
“Sorry, Nick,” I heard Gil say in the bathroom. “You've been staring at this girl for ten minutes. Do you know her?”
“No,” his voice was faint.
“Why don't you go do the bedroom? I'll get the coroner in here and finish up in the bathroom,” Gil took pity on Nick.
“Sure,” I heard footsteps go down the hall to the bedroom. I left the living room and wandered down the hall to the kitchen. Very few hiding places, but I still checked.
Catherine and Gil came up behind me in the kitchen. There was nothing. This was absurd. A canine doesn’t just disappear into thin air. It had to be here somewhere.
“Find anything?” Catherine asked, unsure why I was pouring all my energy into the missing dog. I turned to look at her, a murderous look on my face.
“Nothing at all,” I sighed. “Absolutely nothing. Why not leave the dog?”
“Why don’t you go back to the lab with Nick when he’s done processing the bedroom,” Catherine suggested. I blinked but nodded.
“Someone will find the dog, right?” I implored, pleading with my bosses. They both nodded, even though they had already guessed that the dog was probably deceased along with the victim. I went back to poking around, but eventually gave up as Nick was finished processing the bedroom.
“You alright?” I asked him as we put the evidence and kits into the back of the Yukon. Nick had been really quiet after he walked into that crime scene.
“Yeah,” Nick said, though his voice didn’t sound sincere.
“If you need to talk, I’m all ears,” I winked at him, pulling my red hair from the tight bun. I massaged my scalp as I got into the passenger seat, a headache forming in my temples.
“You alright?” Nick asked, a little concerned at the pained look on my face. I nodded, reaching into my pouch to pull out some Excedrin.
“Headache,” I muttered.
“Something about that scene,” Nick muttered, and I left him to muse about the scene. For some reason, the body rattled him. He didn’t know the victim, but there was something familiar about it.
By the time that we made it back to the crime lab, my headache had subsided to a lesser roar. It made it so that I could think. Nick grabbed the evidence from the back of the Yukon and then we entered the building. He stopped by the A/V lab to pick up a file and then we walked to find our coworkers – Warrick and Sara so they could help us in our quest to figuring out what had happened to the poor lady.
On our way to the breakroom, where Archie had advised the missing CSI’s were located, Nick noticed the latest issue of the newsletter posted on the bulletin board. We had an internal newsletter called “Crime Stopper”. This month, Nick was featured on the front cover, complete with inaccurate facts. I stifled a laugh as Nick ripped it off the clipboard, irritated at the issue.
“Don’t,” he warned, crumpling up the paper in his hand. I shook my head, holding up my hands in innocence. I had totally read through that paper – which even included Nick’s Alma Mater and the name of the fraternity he belonged. It was cute, but the others were using it as a way to tease their friend.
As we approached the breakroom, Nick and I could hear the laughter and giggling coming from the two CSI’s in the breakroom. They were sitting at the table, reading over the newsletter, laughing. It was totally absurd. Nick smiled, shaking his head at their antics.
“Who wrote this?” Warrick asked. Sara couldn’t contain her laughter.
“You're kidding me, right?” Nick asked, throwing the balled-up newsletter from the bulletin board into the trashcan.
“Nick Stokes, Crime Stopper,” Warrick read from the paper, deepening his voice. I snickered and Nick laughed, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment. “You went Hollywood on me, man.”
“And I quote, "in his off time, he enjoys creating and inventing toys." That's fascinating,” Sara said. “What kind of toys do you make, Nick?”
“I don’t know who got that information, but I can confirm that Nick doesn’t invent or create any type of toys,” I interjected.
“I thought I got my hands on all those departmental newsletters,” Nick reached down and picked up the newsletter. “Where'd you get those?”
“Greg,” Sara and Warrick said in unison.
“Yeah, that figures,” Nick’s jaw twitched in his annoyance. “All right, listen, Grissom wants us to divide and conquer. Blond hair for you, Warrick.”
“I do love a blond,” Warrick stated, holding up the bag of evidence containing the blonde hair inside.
“Sara, you're on phone records,” Nick put a folder full of phone records on the table in front of Sara who pulled a face.
“Yay,” Sara said, her tone dry as she looked down at the records she would have to comb through. Nick turned and left the room, crinkling the newsletter on his way out.
“Hey, I wasn't done reading that!” Warrick protested.
“Yes, you are!” Nick tossed the balled-up newsletter into the trash can as he left the room. I followed after him, waiting a moment, since he hadn’t given me an assignment.
“What about me?” I asked, trotting after him, questioning on how I could be of assistance to this case.
“You, my darlin’,” Nick winked at me, knowing how much his Texas drawl and pet names made me swoon, “are on a mission to see cause of death. Can you check with Doc Robbins to see if he has a COD?”
“Sure,” I smirked, walking around him. “I’ll find you when I get the results!” He nodded, continuing on his way after I pressed a kiss to his cheek.
I hated the coroner’s office. Doc Robbins and David were really nice, but it was extremely cold down there. I grabbed my fleece jacket and went into the autopsy room. Grissom and Catherine were with Robbins.
“Nick sent me down to see if we had a COD?” I asked, shivering inside the fleece jacket. Robbins usually took pity on me, sparing me a lecture, once he had caught my lips turning blue from hypothermia before.
“COD is asphyxiation,” Robbins said. “Petechial hemorrhaging, cyanosis. Oh, and she’s a natural blonde.”
“So someone died her hair?” I asked, reaching up to my own head of red hair. Robbins nodded, pointing at my natural-colored red hair.
“She wasn’t sexually assaulted either,” Catherine stated. I sighed.
“So torture, just to torture someone. Did you guys find the dog?” I asked and both Grissom and Catherine shook their heads.
“Dog?” Robbins asked, but I wasn’t up for chitchatting about the dog.
“UGH!” I groaned, leaving the morgue. I went upstairs, still shivering in my fleece jacket to find Nick fumigating the plastic bag.
“Find out anything?” He asked, raising an eyebrow at my obvious state of frustration.
“Yeah,” I sighed. “No one has found the dog yet!”
“Sunshine, I meant - ” Nick was interrupted by the sound of someone knocking on the lab door. We both looked up to see Greg.
“Heard you were looking for me?” Greg didn’t look like he wanted to be here. It looked like he wanted to be elsewhere but wanted to get it over with. I figured that Warrick told him that Nick was ticked.
“Greg. Come here. I want to talk to you for a sec,” Nick stated, looking down at the plastic bag. He put his clipboard and the pen down at the side, as he waved Greg into the room. Greg hesitated at the door.
“Come on,” Nick cajoled, waving him over. Greg finally relented, walking over to Nick’s side where he was standing looking down at a glass tank.
“What's up?” Greg asked. Nick reached over with his left hand, slapping him on the back, then gripping at the base of his neck.
“Stop invading my privacy, man, I don't like it,” Nick stated, not mad, but trying to get his point across. “I'm just trying to do my job around here. I don't need the extra attention.”
“Okay. But, I mean, you are the one who's doing the "Forensic Spotlight" in the,” Greg choked up as Nick tightened his grip. I hid my amusement as Greg winced in pain at his comment. “Department newsletter.”
“I didn't do anything, man,” Nick insisted, not letting up on his grip. “Someone from the community wrote a letter of commendation. Public affairs ran it. Cool?”
“Cool,” Greg grimaced, nodding his head. Nick finally let go of Greg’s shoulder, patting him on the back in understanding. Greg raised his eyebrows as Nick walked around the other side of the tank with his clipboard.
“So, uh,” Greg sighed, moving his shoulder subtly in a bit of pain from the neck pinching, “what are you fuming?”
“Plastic bag from the crime scene. I'm trying to get lucky -- see if I can get some prints off it,” Nick told the analyst. He opened the top of the tank and fanned the fumes. Greg was staring at the front of the plastic bag.
“Did she die of suffocation?” Greg asked. I gasped.
“How did you know?” I asked. Nick stared up at Greg, really amazed that was the only answer he was giving. Greg still stared at the plastic bag in the tank. After a moment, Greg looked up at Nick, since he didn’t get a response. Nick finally determined that Greg saw something. He walked around to the side of the tank where Greg was looking. I got off my chair and joined the two men, just to see the outline of Jane Galloway’s face on the plastic bag.
After several deadend leads that the CSI and Brass pursued throughout the day, Grissom finally called it quits with the rest of us. We departed for our homes. Nick pressed a kiss to my lips as he made sure that I was secure in my vehicle. I promised to call him once I got some sleep and then I left the Crime Lab.
I walked in my apartment, dropping the keys in the bowl by the door. I dropped my kit onto the closet floor, before walking into my living room. There were several messages on my answering machine.
“Hey Aria, just wondering how ya were doing? Give me a call sometime – Bobby,” I saved that message, having missed my surrogate uncle. He lived in South Dakota and owned a junkyard. As a kid I used to love tinkering in his yard, whenever my mom would take me to visit. Then when she married my stepfather, he forbid us from seeing Bobby.
The next message was a telemarketer. I deleted that message, before going into the kitchen. I searched high and low for something to eat – finding a few frozen meals. I preheated the oven. As I waited, I turned on the television. I watched a documentary about Egypt until my oven beeped. Then I put my food into the oven, and walked to the bathroom for a quick shower.
Once I had finished the shower, I slipped on a pair of silk pajamas and wandered to check on my food. I figured it had to be done, pulling the meal from the oven. I ate most of it, discarding the rest into the trash can. I sent a quick message to Nick, wishing him a good night, before I threw myself onto my bed, and fell asleep.
The next morning, I woke up at a reasonably late time. Once I had managed to drag myself from the comfort of my bed, I went to the bathroom – got a quick shower, before applying my makeup. Once I was finished, I went back into my room and dressed for another day of work. I always loved the height that wearing heels provided, but it wasn’t feasible when we spent sometimes upwards of 24 hours on our feet.
I was wearing a pair of light green dress pants, a darker green long-sleeved top, and I pulled on my brown combat boots. I also decided to wear my brown leather jacket to pull the outfit together. (https://www.pinterest.com/pin/647322146460814169/) I grabbed my phone, seeing that Nick had messaged me, advising he was on his way to pick me up.
I sprayed myself with my perfume, before turning off the lights. I didn’t bother with breakfast, as we had a routine. There was a little bakery on the way to the lab, where we picked up breakfast and our coffee.
“Hey!” I pulled open the door before he could knock. Nick whistled as he saw me in my work attire, my cheeks coloring at his teasing. “Nick!”
“Sorry, baby,” Nick leaned down for a kiss, before I pulled the door shut, locking the deadbolt. “I’ve never seen you in a leather jacket.”
“I’m full of surprises,” I threw back at him and he chuckled, opening up the door of the Yukon. I slid into the passenger seat. Once Nick was on the way to our bakery, I noticed something seemed off. “You okay?”
“What?” Nick seemed startled that I spoke for a second. “Yeah, just something odd.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” I asked, careful not to pry too much. He shrugged as we arrived at the bakery.
“I’m sure it’s nothing,” Nick denied, opening up my door and then we went inside. I accepted his inability to talk about it for the moment.
“If you want to talk, you know where to find me,” I told Nick who nodded. Once we each had our food and drinks, it was time to return to the crime lab. I was in and out of the locker room quickly, while Nick hung around to talk to Warrick. I figured, he was unloading the situation with his best friend. I was happy Nick had someone to confide in, if he didn’t want to talk to me.
I found Catherine and Sara in the breakroom. They were looking over the files and the information that Sara managed to find about Jane Galloway.
“What about Jane’s work history?” Catherine asked, filling up a cup of coffee. She sat down and I joined the two as they discussed the information.
“Secretary at a brokerage firm. About three weeks from the day of her death she took a leave of absence,” Sara advised – my eyebrows furrowed.
“Is that the only one?”
“Yes,” Sara confirmed.
“Medical records?” Catherine asked and Sara looked down at the paperwork in front of her.
“She saw Dr. Slater. Had a prescription for valium and librium.”
“That’s some heavy prescriptions,” I stated. “Anxiety?”
(SARA shows the report to CATHERINE who takes it and looks at it.)
“Severe anxiety due to personal reasons,” Sara handed the report to Catherine who took it to look over the information as well. “One day back from leave, Jane quits her job. No notice. Hotel receipts show she checked into the Monaco for two nights.”
“The hotel?” I questioned, taking the receipts from Sara. Then I handed them to Catherine.
“A week before that she goes on a frightened woman shopping spree,” Sara told us, showing us the receipts to multiple hardware stores. Something was off about this whole situation.
“Hardware shop receipts for locks. Locksmiths. Alarm installations. Phone screeners. The voice on her answering machine—electronic,” Sara read off the information that she could gather about Jane’s whereabouts in the weeks leading up to her death. “She changed her telephone number. She cancels all but one of her credit cards.”
“No paper trail?” I questioned. “No personal way to distinguish herself either.”
“It's as if she's trying to make herself disappear,” Catherine stated, shaking her head as we looked over the evidence.
“Make no mistake. Jane Galloway was being stalked,” Sara stated, voice confident in this answer. All of us could agree – this was textbook stalking behavior. “Emotional terrorism at its finest.”
“And her boyfriend had an alibi?” Catherine asked, disbelieving. It was rare that stalking came from an outside source – like kidnapping.
“Here's the, uh, worst part. Uh, I ran a phone check on all her incoming calls. Guess where they were coming from,” I exchanged looks with Catherine before we took the phone records that Sara was handing over.
DATE / TIME / PLACE & NUMBER CALLED 4/16 / 2:44 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0146 4/16 / 2:56 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0198 4/16 / 5:15 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0287 4/16 / 5:18 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:18 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:18 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:19 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:19 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:19 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:20 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:20 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:20 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:21 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:21 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:21 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/16 / 5:22 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0188 4/17 / 10:48 am / Summerlin, NV 555-0173 4/17 / 04:16 am / Summerlin, NV 555-0189 4/17 / 3:43 pm / Las Vegas, NV 555-0132 4/17 / 12:04 pm / Henderson, NV 555-0173
“Wait – isn’t that her own phone number?” I asked.
“Inside her house.” The realization dawned on Catherine who knew that she had to get this information to Grissom and Brass right away. We overlooked something at the crime scene.
“Good work – Sara keep digging. Aria, you help her.” Catherine gathered the phone records and left the room with her coffee. Sara and I got to work, combing through more information about Jane Galloway. I was in charge of making sure that the prescriptions wouldn’t cause some type of psychosis or hallucinations. Though with the evidence that we had gathered – I was confident that wasn’t the case.
We were working on the situation, when suddenly Sara got a phone call from Catherine. Catherine advised us to get a list of utility companies that Jane had and send all the addresses. We would all be out gathering information.
Catherine ended up with the carpet installation. Warrick and Nick were in charge of the Luna Cable company. Sara was going to talk with the appliance delivery. Grissom was talking to the gas company, and I was to talk with the alarm company.
Unfortunately, the alarm installer didn’t know anything. He couldn’t even remember Jane’s name, just that he remembered putting in the state of the art alarm system for her. He said she was strange, but most single women in Nevada were worried about their safety, so he chalked up her nervousness to that.
I had just thanked him for his assistance and was walking away when I heard my phone ring. I grabbed it out of my pocket, expecting it to be asking if I had found anything. Only for Warrick to tell me that Nick was being transported to Desert Palms Hospital. I dropped the file onto the passenger seat and flipped on the sirens, before peeling out of the parking spot.
My heart was pounding as I raced to the Desert Palms Hospital after Warrick had called to tell me that Nick had been injured. I couldn’t focus on anything other than the loud thumping in my chest as well as my hands shaking on the wheel. I don’t think that I was alright to actually drive to the hospital, but I needed to be there.
Once I had parked the SUV, haphazardly, and not entirely in a space, I rushed into the Emergency Room doors. One of the nurses took pity on me, asking me why I was there.
“My boyfriend – Nick Stokes – was just brought in? He’s part of the police,” I explained, my heart thumping.
“I think your friends are over there,” she pointed out Warrick and Brass who were pacing a length of hallway. I thanked her, ears whooshing with my heartbeat as I tripped over my feet in my haste to get to them.
“Whoa,” Warrick steadied me before I could barrel right into him. “He’s alright,” Warrick soothed.
“Are you sure?” I asked, heart still pounding loudly behind my breastbone. It almost hurt, it was beating so fast and felt like it was hitting against the bone.
“He woke up before the paramedics got there,” Warrick gave me a light smile. Just then the rest of the team rushed into the hospital, reaching our side.
“What happened?” Grissom demanded.
“He was pushed out of a window,” Warrick explained. “I didn’t see anyone leave or enter the apartment.”
“Are you sure he’s alright?” I questioned. Catherine turned her attention to me.
“Honey, you need to sit down,” she urged, forcing me into a seat. “You are as pale as a ghost. Put your head between your knees.”
Catherine forced my head down between my knees, as I attempted to steady my breathing. It took me a while to calm down, the rest of the team offering support and comfort without discussing anything else. Brass had to leave as they were searching for this Nigel that threw Nick out of a window.
Finally, the doctor exited the room that they had Nick sleeping. Sara and Catherine both stood as she came out to give us an update. I didn’t trust my legs to support my weight, depending on the information that we would receive.
“Concussion, two cracked ribs, sprained wrist, five stitches to the forehead,” she explained his injuries to us. “It could have been a lot worse.”
“But he's going to be all right?” Warrick asked the question that was stuck in the back of my throat. When the doctor nodded, I cried.
“He needs rest,” she stated, looking back at the unconscious Texan lying in a hospital bed. “But I don't see why he can't go home relatively soon.”
“Thank you, doctor,” Grissom thanked the doctor who left since she didn’t have anything further to state. Warrick was upset, while Sara sat next to me, rubbing my back.
“Damn it,” Warrick hissed, sounding upset and frustrated. “Grissom, this guy was right there. I could have had him.”
“You helped out Nick. That was the right thing to do,” Grissom reassured Warrick who didn’t look convinced.
“Doesn't feel like the right thing,” Warrick grumbled.
“If you hadn’t helped out Nick, I would have shot you Warrick,” I warned the man, who looked chagrined to have even stated that. I wiped the tears from my eyes. It had been too long since I had to sit beside someone that I loved, that I cared for, and had so much uncertainty about their injuries. The last person was my brother.
“You know, Nick was alone,” Catherine mentioned, making the blood in my veins run cold. “The Stalker could have killed him and didn't.”
“Yeah, I wonder why. Let's go back over there,” Grissom stated. Catherine stood up, walking down the hallway. Warrick started to follow the two CSI’s.
“I'm going with you.” Grissom shook his head, putting a restraining hand on Warrick’s shoulder as he turned to leave.
“No, no. You need to calm down a little,” Grissom ordered. “Talk to Nick when he wakes up.”
Sara and I remained in the hallway beside Warrick who didn’t look pleased at the orders from Grissom. I was relieved that they didn’t want me to go with them – but I think Catherine knew it would take me kicking and screaming. Just then, my phone started to ring.
“I’ve got to take this,” I stated, looking down at the unfamiliar number on my screen. I sighed, walking down the hallway away from prying eyes and ears.
“Hello?” I answered the phone to be met with the familiar rough voice of my brother.
“Aria,” he sounded relieved to have my attention.
“Why are you calling me?” I asked him. He sighed, letting out a burst of air.
“Dad’s missing,” my brother stated. I rolled my eyes. Apparently, that was the reason that my brother wanted to call me, have a reunion. All over our father.
“Uh huh,” I wandered back down the hallway when Sara appeared at the end of the deserted and secluded space, waving me on. “Dad’s missing?”
“Yes!” My brother insisted as I entered the hospital room where Nick was awake – groggy and confused but awake.
“It’s Dad,” I rolled my eyes. “You know what he’s like. He’s found himself some Jim, Jack, and Jose along with some blondes. Dad will stumble home like he’s always done at some point. No need to send out any sirens.”
“Aria, I know you and Dad didn’t get along - ”
“Didn’t get along?” I echoed, a bitter laughter forcing its way out of my lungs. “You mean the same man that told me if I wanted to go to college, I better not grace his doorstep any longer? That same father?”
“Alright, so he said some things,” my brother attempted once more.
“No, he’s said a lot of things. Namely how I was dead to him for choosing a different career. I’m sorry, but I can’t argue about this right now. My boyfriend was injured, and I need to take care of him. I’m not helping you track down Dad, when he’s not even missing,” I said firmly into the phone, taking my coworkers off guard. They weren’t used to this side of me. I was usually the nice one – bending over backwards to help out anyone with their situation.
“Aria,” my brother pleaded.
“I’m sorry,” I apologized. “But find someone else, Dean.” I hung up on my brother, turning to the other members of my team and my boyfriend. “Sorry about that. How are you feeling, Nicky?”
“Sore,” Nick groaned. “What’s wrong with your dad?”
“Nothing,” I waved him off. “He’s off on a bender.”
“Are you sure you don’t need to go?” Nick groaned, but I shook my head, a smile on my lips.
“How could I leave you all alone?” I countered, not wanting to go into my family dynamic. The reason why I was left with my stepfather for years, barely seeing my father after my mother found out the truth of the matter.
“Thanks,” Nick smiled, as the guys started to talk between each other for a while. Sara gave me a concerned look, but I shook it off, content to sit in the uncomfortable hospital chair and watch Nick grow more aware of his surroundings.
The doctor came in while Nick was awake – she explained all of his injuries. I think Nick was a little overwhelmed by the information coming his way. He just nodded his head in response, which is when I knew that he wasn’t comprehending most of what the doctor had just thrown Nick’s way.
“When can I go home?” Nick asked.
“I can release you now that you are awake,” the doctor promised. “Will someone be staying with him?”
“I will,” I raised my hand. “Nick’s my boyfriend. Warrick and Sara will have to return to the lab.”
“Okay,” she nodded. “I’ll explain what needs to happen. Follow me?”
I followed the doctor into the hallway where she explained his injuries in full, along with the instructions to follow once he was home. I accepted all the paperwork for his injuries along with the responsibility of taking care of Nick. Once she was done, she left to get the discharge papers. I went back into the room, smiling at the scene of the CSI’s talking and laughing together. Finally, the doctor came back with a wheelchair.
“Now, these painkillers are the real deal, okay?” The doctor stated, handing over a prescription of opioid painkillers. “Don't overdo it. Plenty of rest. No work for at least a week.”
I nodded, understanding the situation. I took the medication, tucking it under my armpit. I would be monitoring Nick – ensuring that he ate with the meds, and that he only took them when absolutely necessary. We didn’t need Nick spending time in rehab over an opioid prescription. Nick was sitting in the wheelchair. He had wanted to walk out, but with his ribs, he could barely walk around to get dressed.
“Will do, thank you, doctor,” Sara stated, while I was still a little emotional. The Doctor finally turned and left. I grabbed the wheelchair handles as we started down the hallway towards the parking lot.
“The gloves, you find them?” Nick asked, disregarding what the doctor had just said about his work restrictions. I shot a glare at Warrick who actually humored him.
“Catherine thinks he might have got away with them,” Warrick avoided looking at me and my murderous glare. “But, uh, Grissom did find some wacky video collection.”
“Of what?” Nick demanded, interest the case well known. I sighed, but thankfully, Sara stepped in, knowing that I was going to snap at him.
“Now, did you not just hear the doctor?” Sara told Nick and I nodded my head, though he couldn’t see me as I was pushing his wheelchair. “You're supposed to rest. We're on it, okay?”
“Yeah, relax, Ironside,” Warrick joked, finally, stopping the information dump that he was providing to the workaholic in the wheelchair.
We had gotten home, Sara helped me get Nick into the car. When she was done, I gave her a smile as I handed Nick the prescription that the hospital had filled. Nick took it, letting me shut the passenger side door. I knew that it killed him that I was doting on him – since Nick was the perfect gentleman. He insisted on always shutting my door, everything that a gentleman would do.
“You sure you don’t want me to come with you guys?” Sara asked, genuinely concerned with Nick’s inability to move. I shook my head.
“We’ll be fine. Grissom needs all the help he can get on this case,” Sara nodded, understanding that Grissom and Catherine needed help. Plus Sara was a known workaholic. “Especially now that he’s down two people.”
“Alright,” Sara smiled. “But call me if you need anything.”
“Sounds good,” I gave her a hug. “Thanks for being there.”
“No problem,” Sara waved and walked off to her own car. I got into my car and looked over at Nick who looked terrible. He seemed to be in a lot of pain and was trying to hold off on how terrible he felt.
“When I get you home, I’ll make something to eat. You shouldn’t take pain killers on an empty stomach,” Nick nodded, groaning as the car jostled his ribs. I sighed, pulling out of the parking space and then out of the hospital. Thankfully, the ride from the hospital to Nick’s house was relatively short, especially since it was really late.
Nick was leaning against me as I helped him up the walkway to his house. Then he handed me the keys, which I dropped onto the counter along with his prescription. Nick motioned for the bottle which I handed over, going into the kitchen and grabbing a bottle of water.
“You’re the best,” Nick sighed, taking two pills and setting it down on the counter. I lifted it up and read the instructions.
DESERT PALMS HOSPITAL (NAME) STOKES, NICK (FILL DATE) 4/17/02 PHONE NO. 555-0190 TAKE ON TO TWO TABLETS ... EVERY FOUR HOURS. VICODIN (EXPIRES) 04/17/03 (REFILL) 0 (BY) 11/17/02
Nick shuffled along to the sofa holding his ribs with his arm, where he settled down with a groan. I clucked my tongue in sympathy. I knew how painful broken ribs could be. Especially with the rest of his injuries; though he was no stranger to injuries. A former football player, but it had been several years since his playing days.
“Do you want something like a sandwich or do you think you want a meal?” I called out to Nick. He just groaned. “Nicky.”
“Can we wait for dinner?” Nick asked, more or less pleaded. “Just until the pills kick in and I can actually focus?” I nodded my head, exiting the kitchen.
“Sure. I’m going to wash my face and change my clothes, okay?” Nick nodded as I walked down the hall of his house. I had some clothes in one of his drawers, but I was definitely going to steal one of his shirts. Some nights, it was too exhausting to drive us both home – therefore, Nick would just let me crash at his place. He was too much of a gentleman not to trust; plus the two of us were usually exhausted from working doubles.
I giggled, grabbing one of his extra-soft LVPD shirts. He had discarded it a couple of days ago; which meant that it still smelled like him. I also grabbed a pair of my bike shorts. I went into the bathroom, peeling off my work shirt. I grabbed a washcloth and then washed my face and down my arms. As I was trying to get some of the day dirt off of my body, I heard knocking at the front door.
“I’ve got it!” Nick said. I quickly toweled off, opening the door. I didn’t bother with the LVPD shirt, as I was wearing a sports bra. It covered more than most bikini’s. I walked into the living room where a man I recognized from this case was standing in the middle of the room.
“I saw this house. I saw this house; I saw the number I saw the street name. Something is wrong here. Something terrible is going to happen here,” Morris Pearson stated. The hair on my arms stood up as I stood in the living room.
“Sir,” Nick tried to get his attention, but the psychic was just standing there, looking around. He had been right about everything else in this case – including the breakthrough of the stalker watching Jane from her attic.
“I can feel it,” he murmured, the hair on my arms rising at his words.
“Sir. Sir ... You're going to have to leave,” Nick was standing at the door.
“Please, please, listen to me!”
“Get out of here!” Nick yelled, having enough.
“Nicky! Listen to the man!” I finally interjected, believing that this man knew something. He knew too much about details that were never released to the public. This man knew about the dog.
“Listen to me!” Pearson turned to look at Nick. They stopped screaming at each other.
“I saw the address. I saw this address!” Pearson implored. Nick took a step away from the door.
“You saw my address?” Nick asked, sounding unsettled. Morris Pearson continued to walk further into the living room. I wrapped my arms around my bare stomach, wanting to run back to the bathroom for the shirt.
“Yeah, but that's not it, that's not it. I saw, I saw ... I saw crashing,” he was desperate, trying to state what he had seen in a manner that would make sense. Morris was trying to interpret what he was seeing. “I saw ... falling and crashing-- I saw somebody seeing through the back of his head. I don't know, I don't know ...”
Morris continued to mumble as he walked around. But suddenly, he stopped dead in his tracks. He turned to look at Nick.
“Green tea! Green tea! Does that mean anything to you? Green tea?” Nick and I both shared a look. It didn’t mean anything to either of us. Neither of us were very big tea drinkers, though I enjoyed a cup every now and again.
“I don't know,” Nick shook his head. Not only did he have to deal with this, but he had to deal with a concussion. His phone rang.
“Just ...” Nick stopped whatever he was about to say and answered his phone. I moved around Pearson to Nick’s side. “Hello?”
“Who?” Nick asked, looking over at me.
“Yeah, well, I'm not alone,” Nick responded.
“Your psychic's here,” Nick told who I assumed was Grissom on the other end. Then Nick hung up the phone. He looked over at me, grabbing our weapons out of the hidden compartment by the front door. Our service weapons were back at the station, but these were our personal handguns.
“Mr. Pearson,” Nick cocked his Glock 19, handing me my steel Colt M1911A1. I took the gun in hand, feeling the familiar weight, before cocking it as well. Pearson was out of our sight. Nick motioned to the hallway. “Mr. Pearson. Mr. Pearson ...”
Nick and I walked down the hallway. Nick took the lead, even though he was injured. At this point, I assumed the Vicodin was kicking in, as most of his pain seemed to take second burner. He checked the first door, nothing. Then he looked at the backdoor, but it was still locked and chained. I waited; gun drawn as Nick looked outside.
“Mr. Pearson, you back here?” Nick called, checking the other rooms. We heard the floor creak before a thud was heard.
I pointed up at the ceiling and Nick nodded. We pointed the guns at the ceiling and walked towards the living room. My heart sank as I realized it wasn’t green tea as in the drink, but rather the floor. A green T in the center of his rug. I touched Nick’s sleeve and pointed. He let out a breath at the sight, now realizing that whatever Pearson had seen was about to occur right here.
We both stood still in the living room, listening. The sounds were still coming from the ceiling. We both had our guns trained on the ceiling and all of a sudden, the ceiling caved in. A body hit the floor in front of us as debris sprayed everywhere. Nick dropped his gun while I had plaster dust in my eyes. I heard another thump but couldn’t see well due to the tears welling in my eyes. I still had my Colt in hand.
“Oh, man. You got to ... you got to watch who you let in here,” a male said. I blindly pointed my gun at the location of where the voice was heard. “Guy was snooping around all over the place. You know, smart move. Spare gun.” The male sighed, as I just blinked the dust out of my eyes, getting a clear look at the intruder.
“Put your gun down or I shoot Nick in the face,” I sighed, and set the gun down on the floor. My eyes were finally clearing up. “Ah. Keep it right by the phone, right? Right next to your address book and, and take out menus.”
Nigel Crane, the suspect in our Jane murder, gathered up my gun and then went to the front door. He secured the front door, drawing the chain and locking the door.
“Cops are on their way,” Nick said as I stood in the living room beside him. I took in a deep breath, knowing that I would have to fight this man. I squared my shoulders, planted my feet. He went to the window and pulled the blinds down.
“You wearing my clothes?” Nick sounded sickened. I did as well – knowing that I stole Nick’s clothes for comfort. What was this guy doing? Apparently, he was assuming the identify of his victims. And that explained where all of Nick’s clothing had gone.
“Oh, yeah. I'm ...” Nigel Crane seemed proud of his deviance. “You know, I-I-I picked these up at the dry cleaners and I ... I hope you don't mind. It's just that ... I'm sorry I, I just get a little confused about what's yours and what's mine.”
“You know what? I'm a little confused here myself,” Nick and I were both confused as to who this guy was and why he was trying to assume Nick’s identity. “Uh, why don't you refresh my memory. When did we meet?”
“Sports package,” Nigel Crane sounded incredulous as he snorted. “Hundred fifty channels. I-I-I even threw in a few movie channels. Free. We-we-we talked, like, forever. I mean, it's like I knew you my entire life.”
“You installed my cable.” Nick stated, brain working on overtime. I kept myself partially hidden behind Nick’s muscular body. I didn’t like the way this man was watching me, in my partial state of undress.
“Yeah. The ... the minute I met you I knew we connected. Because you told me what you did and I knew exactly what you were talking about, because ... that's what I do. I do it, too. You know, I observe people. I-I-I notice everything about them. I watch them. All the time.”
“Like you watched Jane Galloway?”
“Jane was cool. But, um, it would have never worked out between us, you know. Never. I mean, she had a boyfriend, and she was kind of stuck up. And you know what, she would have totally, totally gotten between us. So, you know, consider that a gift,” Nigel stated. “Though you have a girlfriend.” I swallowed deeply. This man was seriously unhinged and this might end badly for us.
“A gift?” Nick spat.
“Yeah. Prom night. Your date. Melissa.” Nigel smiled, looking proud of himself. “Bent over the toilet puking her guts out. Is that ringing any bells, huh?”
“Yeah,” Nick sounded freaked out.
“You know, I mean, Jane's hair was the wrong color but, you know obviously, I fixed that. Because I know how much you love redheads,” he pointed out. I felt my face flush as he motioned for me to come out. “Like this lovely specimen. You know, you ... you mentioned her name in your sleep.”
“You watch me sleep?” I felt sickened. I had slept over a couple of times at Nick’s house, used his shower since he installed the cable. He looked down at the dead psychic on Nick’s floor.
“You, um ... you want to open him up?” Nigel sounded eager, crouching down over the body. “Hmm?”
“No, no, it's, uh ... it's not our job,” Nick shook his head as he crouched down to be on eye level with Nigel. “You should know that. It's the coroner's gig.”
“Are you humoring me, Nick?” Nigel asked, sounding outraged.
“No,” Nick shook his head, voice soft.
“You know ... we made friends that day and every time since you just blew me off,” Nigel was definitely unhinged. I wondered how much longer it would take for Brass and the uniforms to come here. “Do you know that? You just completely blanked me. You are so self-absorbed.”
“Nick is not self-absorbed!” I interjected. Nigel sneered at me.
“I was right in front of your face,” he laughed. He stood up, getting more upset. “Manners, Nick! Manners!”
“ey, now, Nigel, now we got a D.B. here, huh?” Nick was trying to placate the man, buy us both some time. “You're going to help me with the crime scene, right?”z\
“No, no, I'm going to ... I'm going to ...” Nigel pointed Nick’s gun at my face. “Give you a brand-new one. I'm going to do better than that. I'm going to give you the best you ever had. Stand up, Nick, Aria. Stand up.”
Nick and I both rose to our feet. Nigel grabbed a hold of me, pulling me into his side. I shuddered at the feeling of his unoccupied hand trailing over my flesh. I really wished I had put on that T-shirt right now, as Nigel’s hand pet my abdomen.
“Nick, you know what a nine-millimeter slug does to a skull at close range? You know?” Nigel Crane held the gun in front of Nick’s face. My eyes filled with tears.
“Yeah,” Nick swallowed hard.
“Blow it right apart, right? Brains like strawberry swirled whipped cream, everywhere. And you,” Nigel pointed the loaded weapon back at Nick. “You'd have to scoop that stuff up, right? Yeah, little pieces of skull and bone and brains. All in individual baggies with the victim's name on the label.”
“ You know I don't want to disappoint you, Nigel, but this isn't the first time I've had a gun in my face,” Nick took a determined step towards Nigel.
“How do you want this to end, Nigel?” Nick asked.
“How do I want this to end?” Nigel echoed Nick’s question. “I want you to be able to remember my name.” He jammed the gun into the side of my head. Nick lunged for the gun, the two of them struggling for the gun. Shots were fired into the ceiling.
Just then, the door burst open, battering ram through the front door. The door crashed open and Brass along with several officers rushed into the house. Their guns were drawn.
“Get down! Get down!” It was a chaotic scene. Nigel kicked me hard in the face, while struggling with Nick. I let out a grunt, feeling my cheek split open, hot blood spilling down my face. Nick managed to get possession of the gun, holding it up to the ceiling. He took a step back, pulling me back with him. We watched as they handcuffed Nigel Crane.
“Hey,” Brass said to the both of us, he put a hand on the side of Nick’s neck. The two of us were emotional at the fact that some strange man was able to violate the house. We were breathing heavy, both of us shaking with anxiety. “It's, it's done. All right?”
“Yeah,” Nick said, looking for all the world like this wasn’t done, struggling not to cry. Nick pulled me into his arms, running his hand down my back as he looked at Brass who called for some paramedics to attend to my cheek.
We were taken to the police station, where Nigel Crane sat at the interrogation room table. He was just muttering the same line over and over again ‘I am one, and who am I?’. It was honestly pretty eerie to stand in the observation room, seeing him mutter to himself.
Nick had his arm around me, reassuring himself that Nigel Crane hadn’t actually shot me as he had threatened. Catherine, Grissom, Warrick, and Sara were with us, watching this bizarre man have a complete meltdown.
“Why me?” Nick murmured. “Why us?”
“I don't think it was about you, Nick. Or Jane Galloway, for that matter. I think it was more about Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. His premise is that social beings strive to belong. In Nigel's mind, Jane Galloway was someone he could control which was okay for a while but you ... you were someone he could actually become. See, Maslow's Fifth Tier of the Hierarchy is Self-Actualization.
“The problem for Nigel is that you would have to die in order for that to happen. Or else he would,” Grissom stated, making the hair on my arms stand on end. “He would have shot Aria and then himself.”
“Twenty-five years to life, Nick. It's over,” Sara stated, I turned to look at her as she sat on top of another table.
“It's not over for me or Aria,” Nick murmured. “It's over for Jane Galloway.”
“Well, we should get back to the lab,” Catherine stood, putting a hand on Nick’s shoulder and one on my back in comfort.
“Yeah,” Grissom agreed, standing up. Warrick and Sara also stood, moving towards the door. They all left the room, leaving Nick and I standing in the middle, watching the madman that tried to kill me and might have killed Nick in his own home. As it was – Nick’s house was now stained with the death of Mr. Pearson.
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Always The Babysitter - Chapter Thirty-Three: Papa
Author: @harringtonstilinski Characters: Steve Harrington x Olivia Henderson(OC) Word Count: 5,826 Warnings: squint for fluff, angst, canon violence, liv being indecisive but go with it, buggy = shopping cart in southern terms, Smut: no | yes; 18+ MINORS DNI: A/N: Hi, friends! I can't believe we're one chapter away from the end until Season 5 comes out! If you like this chapter, please do not hesitate to reblog and give some feedback, whether it be in the reblogs, comments, or my inbox. As always, read at your own risk and enjoy 😊
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Everyone jumped into gear, trying to find music for Nancy so that we could bring her out of her Vecna trance. Steve and I locked eyes as he freaked out while trying to wake up Nancy. “Whatever you guys are doing up there, hurry up!”
Erica and I looked at each other then booked it to the backroom, which I guess was Eddie’s room. “Steve says you need to hurry the hell up!”
“Yeah, no shiiiiiiit!” Dustin yelled.
“We’re trying,” Max said. “We can’t find anything.”
“Seriously, what is all this shit?” Robin asked.
“I mean, wh-wh-what are you even looking for?” Eddie asked, running back in the room, a bunch of cassettes in his arms as I stood next to him.
“Madonna, Blondie, Bowie, Beatles! Music, we need music!”
Eddie held up an Iron Maiden cassette as he and I yelled, “THIS IS MUSIC!”
I grabbed the cassette from his hand before grabbing the cassette player, running back to the mattress… only, when I got there and looked up to tell Steve we got the music, what I saw brought me back to our Junior year when he started dating Nancy; Steve holding Nancy in his arms on the ground, her telling her that everything was okay and that he was there for her.
I looked down as I heard footsteps rushing towards the mattress, tears lining my waterline. I sniffled a little then looked up, seeing Dustin looking at me, puzzled. “Uhm,” I said, wiping my lower lash line. “She broke out herself. She’s fine.”
Sighing, I said, “I’ll be outside. I just need some fresh air. Ya’know, being stuck in the Upside Down all night.” I lightly chuckled with no humor behind it at all. Before I could step around him, Dustin gave me a hug, one that I returned, tightly. He pulled away before looking up, asking Steve and Nancy if they were ready to come down.
I stepped outside, sitting on the porch that was off the right of the door… or left, depending on which way you were looking. Part of me wanted to go into Eddie’s stash to look for something to calm my racing thoughts, another part wanted a cigarette, and the last part wanted to go off into town and steal something, but I resisted all urges when I heard the door open, a voice following after, “There you are.”
Looking to my left, I watched as Steve carefully made his way across the small patch of grass that sat in between the porch and the steps to the front door, careful not to step on any sticker bushes.
“Hi,” I said, quietly, turning to face him, my legs dangling over the side.
Steve stood in between them, his neck at my eyeline. Bringing my hand up, I lightly traced over them, smiling a little, more to myself than anything.
“You’re smiling at my wounds?” he asked.
Lightly shaking my head, I snickered before looking at his eyes. “You make wounds look good. I mean–” I sighed, dropping my head again. Looking back up at him, I said, “This whole look you’re sporting right now has got you looking–” I brought up the okay hand gesture while winking and clicking my tongue once before continuing, “Fucking amazing, and I would love nothing more than to sneak off somewhere, kiss you stupid and do things to you, clothing optional.”
Steve laughed, resting his hands on my outer thighs. “I love you. And I would love to do all that, too, but we can’t, unfortunately.” He was quiet for a minute before he spoke up again. “You gonna tell me why you’re really out here? Dustin said something about you needing fresh air.”
“You don’t buy it?” I asked.
He sighed. “I do, but I know there’s more to it.”
It was my turn to sigh, my hands barely skimming over the makeshift bandage we made out of Nancy’s shirt. “Just… the way you were holding her brought me back to when you two were dating. I know I shouldn’t let it affect me, but… I guess it still kind of does. I mean, she’s been gawking at you the whole time we've been in this little group together. I just–” Another sigh. “I don’t know. I’m not jealous, but I guess I’m a little annoyed that she’s gawking at you when she clearly has Jonathan, she’s put herself in charge of this group, she’s being aggressive with her words towards Eddie, and–”
My words stopped as Steve’s lips pressed to mine, and I instantly shut the hell up, wrapped my arms around his neck gently to not hurt his wounds, and closed my eyes, relishing in the way his lips felt on mine.
I always had this feeling with Steve. I always enjoyed being with him, sexually and non-sexually. Steve was my soulmate, I could feel it. Since we were kids, I’ve always enjoyed being around him. He made me laugh, cry, feel better about myself, and I’m sure I’ve done the same with him.
He knows my boundaries, he knows what I do and don’t like, he knows my favorite song from all the artists I listen to. He just… knows. And I him. I know every single thing there is to know about Steve Harrington.
When I felt his hands under my shirt, resting on my waist, I was fucking done for. “We–” I said, pulling away from him a little. “We better stop or else I’ll be screaming your name on this porch.”
He laughed lightly at that, taking a small step back. “Well, let’s go then. The sun’s about to rise.”
~~~
We’d all decided to go across the road to Max’s trailer, it being big enough to house all of us. Steve, Eddie and myself were all sitting on the couch, Erica on one of the arms, Nancy sitting on the chair across from us, Dustin standing next to the couch, Robin sitting on the floor, leaning against the entertainment center, Max on the other side of the couch near the kitchen, and Lucas standing on the other side of Nancy by the door.
She looked traumatized as she explained what Vecna showed her. “He showed me things that haven’t happened yet. The most awful things. I saw a dark cloud spreading over Hawkins. Downtown on fire. Dead soldiers. And this… this giant creature with… a gaping mouth. And this creature wasn’t alone. There were so many monsters. An army, and they were coming into Hawkins, into our neighborhoods, our homes. And then he showed me my mom.”
I looked over at Dustin after she said that about her mom, fear in both of our eyes at our mom being hurt or worse… dead. I didn’t want to find my mom’s body because of Vecna because if I did, I wouldn’t stop looking for him to kill him right on site.
“And Holly… Mike,” Nancy continued. “And they… they were all…”
It was quiet for a moment while she quietly cried before Steve sighed next to me, saying, “Okay, but… he’s just trying to scare you, Nance. Right? I mean… I mean, it’s not real.”
“Not yet,” she whispered. “But there… there was something else.”
“Care to share with the rest of the class?” I asked.
“Liv, I’m getting there.” She looked down and around at nothing as she said, “He showed me gates. Four gates. Spreading across Hawkins. And these gates, they looked like the one outside of Eddie’s trailer, but they didn’t stop growing. And this wasn’t the Upside Down Hawkins. This was our Hawkins. Our home.”
I looked over at Steve, seeing him moving from the corner of my eye. His hands were at his mouth, one covering the other, his eyes closed. Wrapping my hand around his upper arm, I leaned my head against his shoulder, feeling the weight of what Nancy had explained.
“Four chimes,” Max said. Every single pair of eyes looked over at her, her words continuing, “Vecna’s clock. It always chimes four times. Four exactly.”
“I heard them, too,” Nancy whispered.
I sighed and closed my eyes, not really wanting to deal with any of this right now, but as I opened my eyes, I saw that we were all looking back at Nancy.
Taking a deep breath, I released it while picking my head up, saying, “He’s been telling us his plan this whole time.”
“Four kills,” Lucas said.
Turning my head to look at Lucas, all I could do was press my lips together, annoyed.
“Four gates,” he added, looking at Max.
Standing, I released an annoyed breath, walking to stand between Nancy and Lucas by the door. “I’ve been saying that for a couple days now. But no one listens to Olivia! It’s basically the end of the world.”
“Liv, if that’s true…” Dustin said. “He’s only one kill away.”
“Yeah, and who the hell do you think he’s gonna come back after.” I gestured towards Max. “Our lovely little redhead.”
“Jesus Christ,” Eddie said, burying his face in his hands. “Jesus Christ.”
“Try ‘em again,” Steve said.
Oh, did I mention that once we got to Max’s we tried calling the Byers’? No? Oh, well… we did, and no answer.
“Try ‘em again.”
Max went into the kitchen to try making that phone call again to the Byers as I heard my name being whispered. I looked over at Steve, knowing he was the one to call my name. Walking back towards the couch, he reached out his hand for me to take, which I gladly did.
I sat down between him and Eddie again just as Steve sat back on the cushions. He pulled me into him, getting into our normal sleeping position, just… sitting up on a couch.
A few seconds later, Dustin asked, “Anything?” to which Max replied, “No. Rang a few times, then went to busy signal.”
“Maybe you punched it in wrong,” Steve said. “Try it again.”
“I didn’t punch it in wrong,” Max replied.
“Well, I don’t know.”
“Dude, I think she knows how to use a phone,” Dustin said.
“I’m just saying, she could’ve typed it in wrong.”
Max had called again, so when I heard her hang up the phone again, I sighed. “Same shit,” she said.
“How is that possible?” Lucas asked.
“Maybe they’re actually busy, or they’re not home,” I said.
“No,” Dustin said. “I told you guys, Joyce has this telemarketer job. She’s always on the phone. Mike won’t stop whining about it.”
“Okay, yeah, but this phone’s been busy for, what, three days now?” Max said. “That’s not Joyce. No way. Something’s wrong.”
Taking a deep breath, I shifted on Steve, trying to get more comfortable. “Maybe they’re off on their own little adventure.”
“Max is right,” Nancy said. “It can’t be just coincidence. It can’t be.” She got up and walked to the front window, looking out of it as she continued, “Whatever’s happening in Lenora is connected to all of this. I’m sure of it. But Vecna can’t hurt them.”
“Doubt they know about Vecna,” I deadpan.
“Not if he’s dead.” Quickly turning back around to face the group, she said, “We have to go back in there. Back to the Upside Down.”
“Whoa, no, no, no, no, no,” Steve said as Eddie also said, “Nope.” Sighing, I stood and looked at her, all the seriousness I could muster in my eyes. “NO one is going back to the Upside Down. Not a fucking soul.”
Steve stood up and walked over to Nancy, standing in front of her. “Now, let’s think this through.”
“What is there to think through?” Nancy asked.
Moving to stand in between them, I looked at Nancy, rage in my eyes. “My boyfriend almost got murdered, Nancy! What if it was Jonathan! You wouldn’t go back in there!”
“She’s right,” Steve said. “We barely made it out of there in one piece.”
“Yeah, because we weren’t prepared,” Nancy said. “But this time, we will be. We’ll get weapons and protection. We’ll go through the gate, we’ll find his lair, and we’ll kill him.”
I crossed my arms and narrowed my eyes at Nancy as Steve said, “Yeah, or he’ll kill us.”
“Are you fucking serious right now?” I asked. “The only fucking reason you survived was because he wanted you to. He’s not fucking scared of us.”
“Language,” Nancy said.
“And for good reason,” Robin said, standing. “We were wrong about Venca. Henry. One. Sorry, wh-what are we calling him now?”
About four people gave their opinion, confusing Robin, to which I said, “Robs, focus, babe.”
“Right.” Not sure who she directed that at, but I’ll take it. “We’ve learned something new about Vecna/Henry/One. He’s a number like Eleven, only a sick, evil, male, child-murdering version of her with really bad skin, but my-my-my-my point is, he’s super powerful. He could turn us inside out with the snap of his fingers. It’s not a fair fight.”
“So then why fight fair?” Dustin said. “You’re right, he’s like Eleven.”
“That gives us the upperhand,” I added. “We know her strengths, and weaknesses.”
“Weaknesses?” Erica asked.
“Yeah!” I said, a small smile appearing on my face. “When El remote travels–”
“She goes into this sort of trance-like state,” Dustin said.
“Bet it’s the same for Vecna.”
“That would explain what he was doing in that attic,” Lucas said.
“Exactly!” Dustin and I said. He continued with “When he attacks his next victim, I’ll bet’cha he’s back in that attic, physical body defenseless.”
“Defenseless?” Steve said. “Yeah, what about the army of bats?” He gestured to his neck, making me a little sad.
“Right?” Dustin said. “True, we’ll have to find a way past them. Distract them somehow.”
I sighed, now seriously aggravated. “No one is going back to the Upside Down!”
“And, uh, how do we do that, exactly?” Eddie asked.
“No idea.”
“By not going,” I added.
“Dearest sister, once they’re gone, he doesn’t stand a chance!” Dustin said. “It’ll be like slaying sleeping Dracula in his coffin!”
“That all sounds good in theory,” Robin said. “But there is no pattern to Vecna’s killings. I mean, at least not one that I can decipher.”
“She’s right,” I said. “You don’t know when he’s going to attack next. Or who, for that matter.”
Without missing a beat, Max said, “Yeah, we do.”
“No.”
“I can still feel him.”
“No.”
“I’m still… marked, Liv. Cursed.”
“Don’t even think about it,” I said, pointing in her direction.
Max continued, “I ditch Kate Bush, I draw his focus back to me.”
Tears sprung to my eyes as she said this. I could see why she wanted to, but I didn’t want her to basically sacrifice herself just for Vecna to be distracted for a moment. With a couple of tears streaming down my cheeks, I whispered, “Max.”
She looked at me before Lucas added, “You can’t.”
“He’ll kill you,” Lucas and I said.
“I survived before,” she said. After a few seconds, she added, “I can survive again.”
Wanting to rip my hair out, I made a frustrated grunt, while also wanting to throw or punch something.
“Liv–”
“No!”
“I just–I need to keep him busy long enough so that you guys can get into that attic. Then you can chop his head off, stab him in the heart, blow him up with some explosives Dustin and/or Liv cooks up. I honestly–I really don’t care how you put this asshole in his grave. Just… whatever it is… whatever you do…” She looked directly at me, eyes intensely locking on mine. “Try not to miss.”
Dropping my head back, as well as dropping my arms from their crossed position, I groaned before closing my eyes. Feeling hands on my shoulders, I picked my head up and opened my eyes, meeting Steve’s somewhat worried one. “You guys stress me out.”
~~~
Eddie had grabbed a phonebook, telling us all to gather over at the dining table. I was standing between him and Steve with everyone else crowding around us as Eddie slammed the book down onto the table, pointing to a spot on the page he had opened it up to, an advertisement for The War Zone. “Check this out. The War Zone. I’ve been there once. It’s huge. They got… everything you need for, uhh… well, uh, killing things, basically.”
“Fake Rambo got enough guns there, Eddie?” I asked. “Bro, is that a grenade?”
“I mean, how is any of this legal?” Robin asked on Eddie’s left side.
“Well, lucky for us it is, so…” Eddie said, sarcastically. “This-this place is just far enough outside of Hawkins.”
“Just as long as we steer clear of the main roads, we should be able to avoid the cops and angry hicks,” I said. At the looks everyone gave, I breathed in annoyance. “For Eddie, dumbasses.”
“If we’re trying to avoid angry hicks,” Erica said. “Maybe we shouldn’t go to some store called The War Zone.”
“Normally I’d agree, but we need the weapons,” Nancy said. “So, I think it’s worth the risk.”
“Me, too,” Lucas sighed.
Leaning onto the table with the palm of my hands, I chuckled while hanging my head forward, my chin meeting my collarbone. “You guys are still fucking nuts.”
“Language,” Nancy muttered.
“Coming from the girl who said bullshit about five times in a freaking row,” I said, picking up my head to look at Nancy. “You guys are nuts for wanting to venture back to the Upside Down, and for wanting to put Eddie’s life in danger.” Turning my eyes to my brother, I said, “Dustin, what’s your stance on this? I mean, Eddie’s your other older male best friend.”
“Is it worth the time? It’ll take all day to bike there and back,” he replied.
“Who said anything about bikes?” Eddie said.
“You got some sort of car we don’t know about?” Steve asked.
Standing up straight, Eddie looked over my head at Steve, smiling as he said, “It’s not exactly a car, Steve. And it’s not exactly mine, but, uh… it’ll do.” Turning around to face Max, Eddie said, “Hey, Red, uh, you got a ski mask or a bandana, something like that?”
Audibly taking a deep breath, I turned my head to look at her, a sly smile on my face. “You got that Halloween mask from ‘84?”
She smiled a little at me before going into her bedroom to retrieve the mask, giving it to Eddie, who went outside with all of us following him. We made it to the side of one of the trailers before he put the mask on, poking his head around the side, causing me to laugh quietly.
We ran past the trailer that was across the way from us before going around the side of an RV, Eddie jumping in first. As I jumped in with Steve’s help, I heard Eddie say, “That was suffocating,” after he discarded the Michael Myers mask.
I looked back, watching as Steve jumped in behind me, everyone else following after him as I followed Eddie to the front of the RV. Watching as Eddie reached under the steering wheel, I asked, “Whoa, hey, what’re you doing?” He cut a cord as his answer, my eyes going wide. “You’re hotwiring it?”
“Where’d you learn how to do this?” Steve asked.
“It’s simple,” I said. Silence filled the air for a moment as I looked back at Steve, who had his brows scrunched. “Oh, you weren’t asking me, okay.” Turning my head back to face Eddie, Steve said, “We’ll talk about that later.”
“Ed-Eddie? Wanna answer?” I said.
“Well, Henderson, when the other dads were teaching their kids how to fish or play ball, my old man was teaching me how to hotwire. Now, I swore to myself I wouldn’t wiiiind up like he did, but now I’m wanted for murder, and soon, grand theft auto. So, uhh, I’m really living up to that Munson name.” As he explained all this, he was cutting what he needed before brushing the wires against each other.
Robin came up behind us, saying, “Uh, Eddie, I’m not sure I love the idea of you driving.”
“Oh, I’m just starting this sucker,” Eddie said. “Harrington’s got her. Don’t ‘cha, big boy?”
I looked at Eddie, confused, as the engine started, the owners demanding us to open the door that Eddie had locked upon arrival inside the RV.
“Hey!”
“They locked the door!”
“Well, are we just gonna stand here and look pretty while they try to bust in and call the cops on Eddie, or are we actually gonna steal this fucking thing?” I asked.
“Shit, go,” Steve said, pushing Eddie out of the driver’s seat. I moved to sit in the passenger seat.
“Babe, it’s just a car,” I said, seeing the panic in his eyes.
“Everybody, hang on to something!” Steve yelled, turning to face the back for a moment.
I saw Nancy moving towards the front as I looked back to see where Dustin was sitting as Lucas said, “Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Let’s go! Let’s go!”
“Drive, Steve, driiiiiiiiiiiiiiive!” Dustin yelled.
I watched as Steve put the RV in drive before putting his foot on the gas pedal, sending the vehicle forward, Lucas’ repeating of the word “Go!”
“Shit, they look pissed,” Dustin said.
“I mean, it’s not everyday you lose your house and car in one fell swoop,” Robin said.
Even through my excited laughter, I still heard everything they said.
“Hold on, hold on, hold on!” Steve said. He swerved a little, running into the trash cans at the side of the road, before making the widest turn onto the main road, almost taking us off said road a couple times.
When my laughter eventually died down, I turned to look at Steve, chuckling, “Remind me to never let you drive an RV again.”
He chuckled while trying to get a feel for it. “Okay.”
~~~
The further we drove, the more stable the vehicle seemed to be, which told me that Steve was getting a handle on it. I couldn't help but smile at him as he got more comfortable with it. Almost reminded me of when he learned how to drive, how comfortable he got in his car after his parents gifted it to him.
I could feel Nancy’s eyes staring into me as I just looked at Steve, taking a deep breath to start a conversation. “How’s it handle, babe?”
“Not half bad,” he replied. “Considering that this is a… house.”
I chuckled. “Was that a sarcastic comment I just heard?” I watched the corner of his mouth lift up a little, a quick and quiet chuckle coming from him. The moment it was quiet, I listened to the radio, singing along to what was playing on the radio, “They let me know you were gone.”
Sighing happily, I turned my head over my shoulder to look at Steve, smiling. “Do you remember when we were in, like, 7th grade and we heard this song for the first time?”
I saw the look on his face like he was thinking about it. “What’s this song again?”
“Fire and Rain by James Taylor. I remember just sitting in your room one night and this song came on the radio, and I instantly fell in love with it.” I knew he remembered what the song was, but telling him the first time I ever heard this song will forever be my favorite. That was also the night I knew I liked him as more than a friend.
“I know you know a lot about me and my… dreams, or whatever, but I don’t think I’ve ever told you this,” he said.
“Told me what?” I asked, turning a little to face him.
“Ya’know, it’s… it’s silly, but I… I’ve actually, uhm… I always had this dream that I’d have this really… really big family,” he explained. “I’m talking like a full brood of Harringtons. Like, five, six kids.”
“Six?” I asked, incredulously with my brows raised.
“Yeah. Six little nuggets. Three girls, three boys.” He chuckled as he continued, “And-and every summer, I figured all of us Harringtons, we would pack into something like this and… just see the country.”
I looked at him, falling even more in love with him as he continued, “Ya’know, the Rockies, Grand Canyon, maybe Yellowstone.” He looked at me for a moment, that same look in his eyes that I was giving him. “End up in some beachside town in California. Spend a week parked in the sand. Learn how to surf or something.” “I could see you surfing,” I said, quietly, after a moment before adding, “But, that sounds amazing.”
He looked at me, asking, “Yeah?”
I nodded my head, smiling. “Yeah.” I wanted to lean over and kiss him stupid, but couldn’t or else we’d crash. “Uhm, except for that six kid part. I love you, but that sounds like a total nightmare with a migraine.”
He looked in the back of the RV for a quick second, saying, “If only I had some practice.”
Looking back at everyone in the back, I smirked, chuckling to myself. “Yep, that’s fair.” I stretched my hand out for him to take, to which he quickly did, lacing our fingers together.
“I would kiss your hand, but I’d drag you out of your seat,” he said, chuckling, looking at me for a moment.
“I wouldn’t mind.”
He turned his head back to look out at the road as I started to sing along to the song once more, turning my own head to look out at the road.
~~~
I guess I had dozed off or something because I was being woken up by Steve whispering my name, saying that we were at War Zone. He gave me the option of staying with Dustin or coming inside. I chose the latter. Dustin could take care of himself, but that didn’t stop me from telling him to not draw attention to the RV.
Erica, myself, Steve, Max, Robin and Nancy went inside the store after having parked out back. We stood there as we all looked around, seeing a shit ton of people inside.
“So much for avoiding angry hicks,” Robin said.
“Let’s just get what we need and leave,” I said. “And, please, don’t draw attention to yourself.”
“Let’s be… fast,” Nancy said.
“Yup,” Robin added.
“Definitely,” Erica retorted.
Steve took my hand and led me to the men’s clothing section, where he picked out a leather jacket, a camo style shirt, a random pair of socks and some combat boots. After I had found a similar outfit for me that was more my style, we found Robin putting some gas cans into the buggy.
“How many of these do you think we need?” she asked.
“Five or six,” Steve answered, putting a couple more into the buggy.
I noticed Robin standing still, looking off, so I looked in the direction she was looking in before looking back and forth between her and the girl she was looking at as I remembered who that girl was. “What’cha gonna do, Robs?”
“Just stand here and gawk at her?” Steve added.
“Shut up,” she said. She took one step forward before stopping, some guy having come up to Vickie, scaring her.
The three of us watched their interaction, my excitement dwindling as I felt Robin’s confidence start to plummet. We watched them kiss, my heart breaking for Robin. I wanted to kill that boy for interrupting the moment Robin was having.
Vickie turned to look at us - well, Robin - before her boyfriend decided to do so as well, my best friend turning and running away from us as Steve and I called her name.
Erica found us a couple of minutes later, saying that Jason and his basketball buddies were in the store. Once we found Nancy, we all hauled ass out of the store, paying of course, all of our gear in all of our hands as we booked it back to the RV.
Steve opened the door, walking in first as Lucas asked what happened. “We gotta go.”
“Your old friends are here,” Erica said, sitting next to her brother.
I walked in the RV, going to sit in the passenger seat, Nancy having beat me to it. Thank God Robin had called her name, giving her a look that made her roll her eyes before getting up. I sat down as Max climbed in, closing the door.
~~~
Steve found a big ass piece of land to hide out at, everyone getting out to set up different stations, I guess. Nancy and Max were at one station with the shotgun we had purchased, Lucas and Erica making spears with knives and big ass sticks at another, Eddie and Dustin making shields out of metal trash can lids at a third station, while Steve, Robin and myself were sitting in front of the RV making homemade molotov cocktails with gasoline.
We were sitting on various flat items as we did our task; Steve to my right, Robin to my left. It was quiet for a moment between the three of us as Robin was pouring the gasoline into the bottle that was in my hand. I was looking at Steve as he was contemplating something before he spoke.
“It just doesn’t make sense,” he said.
“What doesn’t make sense,” Robin and I asked.
“That was Dan Shelter. He graduated, like, two years ago.”
“And you’re hung up on this why?” I asked.
“Because he’s in college, babe, which means he was visiting on Spring Break. I mean, wouldn’t you visit me if you were in college?”
I sighed. “Yes, but I’m not.”
“Anyway, Fast Times was returned, like, I don’t know, a week ago?” Steve said. “Right? Unless she’s got some horndog brother that we don’t know about. Which is possible. Or she’s just, like, really into Judge Reinhold?”
I watched Robin’s reaction as he went on about Vickie’s boyfriend. “Babe, I love you and this outfit is, like, top tier, but if you don’t stop talking, I’m gonna murder you in your sleep,” I said.
“Steve,” Robin said, eyes closed in what is clearly discomfort.
Steve looked over at her, asking, “What?”
“I don’t care,” she said. “And I don’t understand why you do either with everything that’s going on. Honestly, this feels like the perfect time for that little pull of the rug… because in the face of the world ending, the stakes of my love life feel spectacularly low.”
“Yeah,” Steve said, looking down. “I mean, I get you there, but… I still have hope.”
I gave Robin the bottle that I put a cloth in before Steve handed me another one. “Not everything has a happy ending,” I said.
“Yeah, yeah, believe me, I know,” Steve said, looking in front of him before back down at my hands.
I sighed in annoyance. “She’s not talking about failed romance, babe. Besides, you have me now.”
“She’s right,” Robin said, pouring the liquid into the clear bottle. “I have this terrible, gnawing feeling that…” She stopped pouring to look Steve in the eyes as she continued, “It might not work out for us this time.”
“Robin, stop,” I whispered, setting the bottle down on the ground to stand and pace in front of them.
“You think we shouldn’t be doing this?” Steve asked.
Without missing a beat, I turned my head in their direction to say a hard and quick, “No!”
“I think we’re mad fools, the lot of us, but…” Robin said, starting to pour the gas again, but stopped after her statement to sigh and look out at everyone to add, “if we don’t stop him, who will?” She looked back at Steve, saying, “We have to try, right?”
I stopped my pacing to look at my boyfriend, seeing him nodding his head ever so slightly before looking over at Robin to say, “Yeah.” He lifted the bottle in his hand before saying, “To killing Vecna.”
She grabbed one of the bottles next to her, holding it up, replying, “Slash Henry.”
They both turned their eyes to me, an expectant look in their eyes. I sighed exasperatedly and walked over to Robin, picking up another cocktail we had prepared, holding it up in the air as I walked to stand in between them, saying, “Slash One.” We clinked our bottles, Robin and I setting ours back on the ground.
I honestly didn’t know what else to do, so I walked into the RV, running my fingers through my hair once I was inside, my pacing starting up again. I didn’t even realize I had started crying or that someone had walked into the RV with me until my face was being buried into the person's chest.
I knew that person was Steve. I felt his hand on the back of my head and his lips on the top of my head. Wrapping my arms around his middle, I let out a quiet sob that made him hold me a little tighter.
“I know,” he whispered. “I’m scared, too.”
“I’m not scared for myself,” I whispered back to him. “I’m scared for Max.” Looking up at him, I felt a tear slide down my cheek as I sniffled. “She’s just a kid.”
“I know, baby, but she’s a strong kid.”
Sighing, I looked at a spot on his shirt for a moment before closing my eyes. “I’m also scared of losing you,” I whispered. It was so soft, I wondered if he heard me or not.
I got my answer as he replied, “Hey, look at me,” while putting his finger under my chin, lifting my head up so that our eyes could meet. Shaking his head while cupping my cheeks, he said, “You’re not going to lose me, you’re never going to lose me.”
I placed my hands on his wrists, more tears streaming down my face. “Do you promise?”
He nodded, quickly. “I promise. I have to kiss you stupid for the rest of our lives.”
I chuckled through my tears, sighing. “I like it when you kiss me stupid.”
~~~
I couldn’t tell you how long Steve and I held each other in the RV before the sun started to set. Everyone pretty much sat in the same seats we were all in before. Shit was getting real and our situation was starting to set in as we drove to the Creel house to drop off Max, Lucas and Erica so that they could execute their part of the plan.
Feeling Steve’s eyes on me, I looked over at him, giving a shy smile, the words “I love you” being whispered from his lips. I whispered them back before sighing.
This was going to be a long night.
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The crackle of branches interrupted the peaceful silence of the forest, quiet footsteps and quiet humming accompanied the figure that moved in the shadows of the forest. She couldn't go out into the sun unless life was unkind to her and she wanted to turn to stone, the quiet humming of a song came out of her dark blue lips and her green eyes looked down intently to find what she was looking for.
Healing plants, flowers with which she could heal the sick. Plants that would speed up the healing of wounds as well as disinfect them.
The forest around her consisted only of massive oak trees with thick bark partially dried and ready to be stripped off to be used for making houses or other tools. She made a mental note to tell the local blacksmith about the readiness of the trees to gather the needed wood from them for harvesting, her fingertips sliding over the rough texture of the wood.
A gentle smile adorned her face as she felt the power flowing through the tree.
The power of life
The power of life that everyone has, plant, troll, shape-shifter or even humans or... Gumm Gumm, the latter she dreamt in her worst nightmares. No matter what she was doing or if she was having a successful and nice day always, when she closed her eyes all she saw was Gunmar who would attack her village destroying everything she and the other trolls had created.
Her smile dropped and worry almost immediately flooded her thoughts. A heavy sigh left her lips she would give up her birthstone to protect her village even better... she would give up her soul for everyone living in the village hidden at the edge of the lush forest.
She wanted to protect every young troll hide her from the war that was beginning to take its toll and come dangerously close to them, but her husband believed that Gunmar or the humans would not dare attack them. They probably don't even know of their existence, the Troll market would never betray their location
And in a time of crisis, they would surely come here to ask for help and they would give it.
Crops are more lush than they have been in recent years, crops are surplus to the point where they can rot in sacks. Trade between the village and the stone-hearted Troll market is thriving very well, when she thought about it now her smile returned
The birds were chirping over her head as if they were happy to see her, the pleasant song you birds chirped was like honey to her ears. She loved it when birds sang a happy tune, she loved birds she always dreamed of being able to fly among them and feel that freedom that birds only knew. She gently tilted her head as she watched the birds fly over her head.
Then
She felt calm, her thoughts were simple and carefree. Everything around her was so peaceful at the same time it was dark, her bare feet touched the soft grass that tickled her she let out a quiet giggle as she felt the tickle of the grass on her stony skin, the basket, made of sticks she had on her back was loaded to the brim with flowers and other herbs
Even the best stacked ones were gently sticking out of the basket's construction. Her steps were heading towards the village already she could see a mountain on the horizon that had a large mine entrance in it, one of the many entrances to the village of Rot. She couldn't wait to set the heavy basket down on the desk, come the basket filled with herbs and other flowers might seem light however it weighed its own.
Especially after walking for several hours
She was also looking forward to seeing her husband, although she would not have to look for him, as she was probably worried again about the war, which instead of going north was coming dangerously close to them, Gunmar's army could find them any moment, but Anoana did not yet feel the danger it could entail
She was calm, but Angor however was not calm, he had increased the number of patrols around the village to know where the armies of Camelot and the armies of Gunmar were, two camps that were fighting a battle towards the victory of the humans, but it was for now a matter of time when Gunmar would win and bring eternal night.
Angor feared this, but a small spark of hope burned within him that no one would find their village. They were really far set from the war yet he still felt this uncertainty, war was never predictable and this irritated Angor
He liked to plan. He liked to know everything.
He wanted to take care of his people like the good chief that he is, his father had always taught him that , ‘Planning is important, but even more important are the trolls in the village for them you must first ensure their safety before you go into battle’.
His father was wise, Angor had always admired him when he was still young. He had even made a vow to himself that he would be the same leader his father had been and maybe even better, time was to verify if his vow spoken at night in the moonlight would fully come true.
He had an even more important task on his shoulders, not only the defence of his people was paramount, but also that of his beloved.
He had and even had to defend her from the war lest even she hear of Camelot's or Gunmar's advances, he treated her like a little troll who didn't necessarily need to hear of bloody battles somewhere beyond the village's borders, he would have been happiest to lock her within the four walls and not let her out.
Of course he knew she could handle a weapon like a bow or a dagger, but he had always worried if she would return safely from her expedition or if Gunmar would catch her or if people would catch her and lock her up somewhere in the cells of Camelot, that fear bubbling through his veins since he had not seen the end of the war.
Even if he told her not to stray too far from the village she would not listen to him
She was too stubborn
At the same time, he loved her more at the same time he hated her.
Even if she had elongated ears like an elf's, he feared whether she would hear the enemy approaching in time or whether fear would cause her to panic and fear would cause her to freeze in place. Therefore he liked to test her
Just like now
When she was returning to the village there was no way around Angor's prank as he leapt from tree to tree branch to branch of another tree doing it as imperceptibly as he could, at the same time not taking his eyes off his victim who was walking smiling and unaware of the impending attack.
Before he attacked he liked to watch her, he even loved to see how she admired nature approaching each tree to check the protection spells while admiring the magic coming out of the tree bark. How gently she handled the flowers, which she later used for decoctions to cure sick trolls or to create clever traps for dwarves.
Maybe the dwarves were useful for the hairier trolls, as they effectively ate parasites out of their fur at the same time they were very annoying, constantly tangling under their feet or making some kind of prank. To the displeasure of everyone but his own.
He always loved how carefree his wife was and yet smart. But in her own way. She wanted to protect the people from war, but thought war would never come to them, they were too hidden. Only from the top of the tree did he watch her hips sway as she walked and her blue skin contrast with the green of the grass. Her skin colour would match the sky perfectly and the pale horns on the top of her head resembled a deer, if she ventured too close to a human village some hunter might kill her by accident. Her horns resembled those of a deer, it's easy to get confused especially when her antlers are sticking up behind a bush and her body is hiding behind a bush.
He leapt onto another branch, which creaked under his weight alerting the troll beneath him, her eyes widened and her muscles tensed as she turned on her heel to check what was hiding behind her back. She saw nothing suspicious, yet she sensed a presence. Someone was nearby, but her eyes couldn't find anything suspicious
Maybe because the scarf she had tied on top of her head and whose tassels fell over her cheeks and eyes gently obscured her vision while hiding her beautiful green eyes, but the tattoo came out from under the tassels of the headband she always wore tied on the back of her head and going behind her ears, the tattoos were straight lines coming out from under her lower eyelid crossing her blue cheek ending in a sharp line, also a black line was on her lower lip following evenly on her chin.
She muttered something under her breath - Maybe it's just an animal - she muttered to herself, she might not have noticed the deer which are famous for their skittishness. She shrugged her shoulders as she was about to move towards the village again Rot noticed a strange shadow appear on one of the trees, as if something was watching her from a branch. As she looked more closely though a slow smile appeared on her face
- It's definitely an animal - she spoke louder, she spoke loudly and it was special she knew who was sitting in the tree watching her by the way trying to scare her. In her own way to tell her not to stray too far from the village even if she knows she won't listen to him - There is nothing to be afraid of - she spoke into the deaf forest as if the trees were going to answer her
And that was not the case, the silence was eerie nevertheless a shiver ran down the Troll's back as she looked deep into the dark forest, the sun was slowly setting and growing darker. She may have been a troll who would be turned to stone as soon as she stepped out into the sun, but she liked to watch the sun set, when she looked up into the sky which shimmered with familiar oranges and yellows and some of the clouds were pink she let out a breath of air - I'm late - she whispered, every evening she went out to the mountain where the entrance to the cave where the village is located
She had never missed a sunset before, her eyes dropped to the ground and her stone feet were tickled by the moss. She shook her head and moved on towards the cave entrance - Are you going Angor or not? - she spoke up suddenly not paying attention to what was happening behind her back
And this could have had disastrous consequences.
- Behind your back - spoke a deep voice behind her back, he always knew how to make shivers run down her spine. She hated him for it and fell even more in love with him, one of the reasons why she wears the amethyst carving ring on her ring finger on her left hand and still carries the dagger he forged for her at her breast.
- ‘You know how to scare me,’ she muttered, glancing over her shoulder to look at the tall troll, who could be said to be three metres tall-come on, he was a little shorter, she barely reached his shoulders and yet they fit together like lost two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. A rough giggle left Angor's lips as he looked down at her and she had to lift her head to look at him in all his glory
- I guess that's my speciality - He murmured smiling at her while tilting his head, his ram's horns making his face resemble the shape of a skull. He loved to blend into the shadows to suddenly jump out and frighten her when she least expected it, they loved this kind of fun it made them laugh maybe they were brave leaders every day but when the door closed they loved to mess with each other. This is what their marriage was about he leads and protects the village she is his right hand and helps out
Large black eyes that had gold glittering pupils watched her as she pulled a glowing stone from her pocket and began to draw an arc on the wall leaving a blue outline, just as she was about to touch the centre of the drawn arc she felt her husband's rough hands encircle her waist to draw her close hiding his face in the hollow of her neck
He humped considerably at this, his nose gently inhaling her scent of lilac and gooseberry. He could inhale it all the way to his death, his fangs gently brushing against his beloved's stony skin and the distinctive vines emerging from his arms and legs stood out against Angora's grey skin. A soft giggle issued from Anoana as she gently lifted her hand to place it on his jaw, which gently brushed the skin of her neck
- Do you know that we will have time for this in the evening? - she asked quietly, but the smile did not disappear from her face, he did not answer only winked something under his breath snuggling tighter into her neck to which she replied still with a soft giggle
- The evening will come soon Angor - she reminded him finally pulling out of his embrace - You will survive until then - she sent him a flirtatious smile, when she put the piece of stone heart back in her pocket, he sent her a gentle smile and nodded his head - she was right, later there will be time for tenderness now they had to finish their work
However, they both did not know what fate would befall
What the Norns had planned for both Trolls
Their love was strong, but would it survive even the darkest times?
He could only ask the gods that the love he had bestowed on Anoan would never fade away
When they both passed through the portal previously drawn by Anoan they knew they were finally home
But even at home it can be dangerous
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A Stepcest Love Story About Jim
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Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3
I think my internet has finally stopped hating me, but I can't be too sure. We'll see what happens.
Word Count: 5,531
Warning(s): SMUT (MINORS DNI), Swearing, Stepcest, Infidelity, Step-Daughter/Step-Father relations, Family Drama, Forbidden Love, Lying, Sneaking Around, Emotional Cheating, Drinking, Self Loathing, FLUFF, Crying...I think that's it?
Summary: You and Jim have discovered that you don't want to stop, and don't even want to entertain the idea of it.
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I do not give permission/consent for my stories/works to get posted elsewhere. I do not condone this type of behavior/relationship, this is for entertainment purposes only.
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Chapter 4
You and Jim are horrible people, there’s no other way to put it. Jim woke you up the next day with his head between your legs, and you didn’t even attempt to stop him. Nor did you stop him when he told you get on top of him and get yourself off on him. The first two hours of the day were spent getting lost in one another and, for a moment, you forgot why it was wrong.
Then, you heard your Mother the second you opened the basement door.
“Well, why did ya sleep on the sofa, Jim?!” she snapped.
“My kids are still asleep, Y/M/N,” he huffed as he ran a frustrated hand through his hair. “You were a mess yesterday and-”
“I wasn’t that bad.”
“I had to carry you up the stairs in the middle of the movie.”
“Listen, I’m sorry, okay? I got nervous and they seemed to take more to-”
“That’s been your reason for every time your shit faced now, and it’s always Y/N’s fault.”
“I don’t say that it is-”
“Yes you do, and she’s only here because you asked her to come! Jesus, where’s the woman I met? The woman I fell in love with?!” he snipped and your heart broke.
You wished you’d never come back.
“And you? What do you think?” your Mother asked once she spotted you trying to creep out of the kitchen.
“Please, leave me out-”
“What do you think?” she snapped.
You let out a heavy sigh, because you knew how the rest of the day was going to go.
“I think I should’ve never come back,” you sighed as you leaned against the entry way. “I feel like you do better when we don’t see each other, and I’m not even mad about that. That’s how things have always been between us, and I don’t know why I expected it to change. Since I’ve been home, you’ve been drinking non-stop and an emotional wreck. You asked me to come back and I feel like it’s something I shouldn’t have done. I messed up your progress,” you finished softly as you toyed with your fingers, avoiding her hurt and irritated gaze.
As far as she was concerned, you and Jim were ganging up on her. Hell, if you hadn’t spent the previous night and that morning fucking her husband, you would’ve been able to feel like you weren’t ganging up on her. However, the guilt was eating you alive instantly, and it only got worse when she grabbed a bottle of whiskey off of the top of the fridge.
It wasn’t even 10am and she’d snapped.
She was drunk off of her ass by 12pm, which meant that it was up to you to save the day for your...step-siblings.
The day wasn’t even hard because you didn’t like them, it was hard because of what you’d done. With their Father. It didn’t help that they really had seemed to take a liking to you, and they wanted to do everything with you. Especially after your Mother passed out at 1:30pm.
“You alright, Angel?” Jim asked softly once he’d closed the door behind him to your bedroom.
The room that was right next to your Mother’s.
“It’s fine. They go back tomorrow and I’ll go to Ciara’s-”
“I want you here-”
“We already had this talk. Once was enough, Jim.”
“Angel-”
“It’s wrong! You’re married to her! Even if you get a divorce, she’s still my Mother! We can’t just...no, this can’t happen again.”
“I’ve been thinkin’ about ya all day, Angel,” he confessed softly as he made his way closer to your bed.
“You’ve been thinkin’ about fuckin’ me.”
“No, I’ve been thinkin’ about you,” he confirmed softly. “Your smile, the way you laugh, the sound of your laugh, how caring and sincere you are, how thoughtful-”
“Jim-”
“I’ve been thinking about you,” he promised as his right hand cupped the side of your face. “Have you been thinking about me?”
“Jim-”
“Have you?” he asked sincerely as he focused your gaze on him.
It slipped out before you even had a chance to stop yourself.
“Yes.”
You honestly hadn’t meant to get so caught up in the kiss, and you hadn’t meant to give him a blowjob. However, both of those things happened, which led to him fucking senseless in your bed.
Which is, once again, right next to your Mother’s bedroom. The bedroom that she shares with your Stepfather.
You couldn’t get out of that house fast enough the following day. However, when you got to Ciara’s, she wasn’t proving to be much help either.
“I’m sorry, you two did what?! How many times?!” she squealed before she took a sip of wine.
“We only did that position once, but we had sex.. a few times,” you mumbled, very clearly ashamed of yourself. “What the fuck is wrong with me?”
“You’re in love,” she shrugged as if it was the most simple thing in the world.
“I’m in love with my Stepfather. He’s married to my Mother-”
“Your Mother is awful.”
“Be that as it may, she’s my Mother. She wanted to start a new chapter with Jim, and her new found sense of-”
“She did this, love. She created this fake version of herself, then let it all come crumbling down when you came home. She invited you back, then had a meltdown on the both of you. Is this right? Of course not. However, do I understand it? Of course. I know you feel terrible, and I would too, but lets not pretend you meant for any of this to happen. Hell, you didn’t even know she’d gotten married. Yes, it’s wrong, but you both did your best to fight this and seemed like the harder you two fought against it, the more she went out of her way to be problematic,” she sighed as your phone went off again. “What’s goin’ on there?”
“Jim and my Mother have been messaging me all day,” you muttered with an eye roll. “She wants me to come back because she feels awful and is tired of driving me away. He wants me to come back because he misses me and wants to fall asleep next to me. I’m staying far the fuck away from both of them.”
“You’ll be goin’ back soon enough, and that should help,” she smiled mournfully.
Honestly? It should’ve. It should’ve been enough to keep you focused and your thoughts away from all of the other bullshit. It’s your final year, and you have so many things to figure out. You need to decide on a job, figuring out living arrangements, where you’re going to live, and a million other things. However, Jim was persistent. If he wasn’t calling and texting, he was sending you flowers with the cutest notes attached.
By day four, you’d crumbled and told him to come to Ciara’s.
He took you out to dinner at a cute little restaurant outside of town, and spent the entire time picking your brain. He wanted to know if you were excited or nervous about graduating (you told him that it’s an evil mixture of both), he wanted to know if there’s anything in particular you’re excited about getting back to (you told him about the cute dog adoption center that’s not too far from campus that you visit when you’re feeling too overwhelmed), and he wanted to know your favorite things (that had you rambling longer than you meant to).
Yes, the whole thing was sweet, but you rightfully had your reservations.
“Jim, how do you know this is real? No to be a total fucking cunt, but this will be your second failed marriage. What makes you so sure this will work?” you asked softly before you took a sip of your drink.
“This isn’t like what Yvonne and I did. I was in a good marriage and I fucked it up. I fucked it up for selfish reasons and looked for everyone to blame but myself. This...I honestly never knew this side to your Mum. If I had, I wouldn’t have married her in the first place. Yvonne and I...it started for all the wrong reasons. It started for selfish reasons on both of our parts, but this isn’t wrong or selfish, I promise.”
“Your wife made you unhappy-”
“Don’t. This isn’t something I started because I was havin’ a bad day. You just...you’re so beautiful, Angel. I don’t just mean on the outside. You step up when you shouldn’t have to, you’re thoughtful, you’re so damn funny, you’re witty, you’re patient, you’re painfully considerate...I could go on for hours. When everything started to fall apart, you stepped up and kept a level head. Between the two of us, you were the more mature and calm one. Hell, this whole thing started because I can’t control my feelings for you.”
“What about when I make you mad?” you asked timidly as you toyed with your fingers.
“You’re not your Mum, Angel. We can talk things out and make it work. We can have an actual relationship that works.”
“Your kids-”
“They love you-”
“As their step-sister.”
“They’ll get used to it.”
“Jim-”
“Angel, I love you and I want this with you. I know I have a lot to prove, but I’m willing to try if you are. We’ll...test this out for a few months and you can decide-”
“A few months?! Jim, she’s my Mother-”
“I’m filing for a divorce, Angel. No matter what we do, I’m filing for a divorce. Things aren’t what they were and they never will be again,” he confessed with a scoff, but you could hear the pain in his voice.
He really thought he got it right with your Mother.
“We can’t...we have to take our time with this,” you told him softly as you tried to force yourself to come to terms with what you were saying.
What you were agreeing to.
“We can do whatever you want, Angel. Whatever you’re comfortable with.”
“We should wait until we have sex again.”
“If that’s what you want, that’s what we’ll do,” he promised with a nod as the waiter came over to ask if you both if you wanted anything else.
You folded like a lawn chair the second you and Jim were in front of Ciara’s house. You pulled him to the backseat of his car and had him until you were both spent. He ended up sleeping over Ciara’s that night, and he held you so close, as if he were afraid you’d run off in the night.
No, none of it had gone ideally. You and Jim spent every moment you could together, and he made it so easy to ignore the guilt. Every kiss, every touch, every date, every laugh...he made you forget how wrong all of it was. He made you forget that the both of you were committing the worst kind of betrayal.
Which is why you’re now pacing around your dorm room, waiting for his phone call. It doesn’t matter that you have an essay you need to start on, or that you have job applications to fill out, because you miss him and he makes you feel like a lovesick idiot. It also doesn’t help that he sent you a beautiful bouquet of pink peonies earlier in the day.
The second your phone goes off, you almost pounce to answer it.
“Baby?” you ask breathlessly, a smile coming to your lips.
A horrible way to answer the phone for the current situation you’re in, honestly.
“It’s me, Angel,” he chuckles softly. “I miss you too.”
“In my defense I ‘aven’t been this excited to speak to someone...ever,” you giggle softly and he laughs. “How was your day?”
“A bit stressful, but it was good. I hate drivin’.”
“Why were you driving?”
“Had some things to take care of,” he sighs as someone knocks on your door. “Who’s that?”
“I’ve no clue. I didn’t make any plans with anyone,” you shrug as you make your way to the door and unlock it. “JIM!” you scream, throwing your phone to the side and jumping on him as your legs wrap around him, and he laughs softly. “Why are you here?! How?!” you giggle as you wrap your arms around his neck.
“Hi to you too, Angel,” he laughs, carrying you inside with a smile, before kicking the door shut behind him. “I missed you, and I wanted you to have a good few days before...”
“Before what?” you question with a cocked eyebrow.
“When I go back....I’m filing.”
“Jim...”
“I want this, Angel. I want us. I’m not gonna regret this and I hope you won’t either.”
“I just...Jim...”
“Do you still want this?”
“You know I do, but...you have to really commit. You’re leaving your wife for her daughter. Are you truly sure this is something you want? Are ya sure you want me?”
“Get dressed,” he smiles once he sets you down, “I’ve got somewhere to-”
He’s cut off by a knock on your door, “Y/N, are you in? It’s Mum,” your Mother proclaims from the other side of your door.
FUCK. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
“What are ya doin’ here? Give us a moment, I just got out of the shower!” you panic as both you and Jim try to find a place to hide him.
“Well, Jim is gonna be gone for a few days to go and see a friend, so I figured I should come and see you. We didn’t end on the best of terms.”
“Mum, I really don’t have any issue with you or Jim. It’s just better for you if-”
“I know I haven’t always been the best Mother, but I want to change that. With time, you and Jim will grow to like each other and get along. I know I don’t always act like it, but I want all of this to work. I want us to be a proper family,” she confesses, remorse painfully clear in her voice.
By the look in his eyes, you can tell that Jim wants to say something, but he can’t without giving himself away.
“I don’t hate Jim,” you prattle on as you push him into your bathroom and motion for him to lay down in the bathtub.
You’re quick to run to the sink and wet your hair, while trying to swallow down all of the anxiety and guilt.
“I don’t hate either of you,” you continue as you look yourself over in the mirror, “I just felt that it would be better if I finished holiday with Ciara. Let you two work on things.”
Lie, lie, lie.
“I just feel like me being around only makes things worse for you, and I don’t want that,” you explain, making your way back over to the shower. “Silence your phone,” you whisper before closing the shower curtain.
Taking a deep breath, you open the door to your room, “I really wish you would’ve called.”
“I figured it would be fine since you didn’t get back too long ago. You don’t have too much work, do ya? We could grab a quick bite,” she smiles hopefully.
You truthfully don’t know what to do, because it’s not like the trip from Dublin to London is an easy one, but Jim also made the same trek and is currently hiding in your bathroom. Seeing as he is about to file for a divorce just to be with you, maybe you should go to dinner with her.
However, Jim did get here first.
“What are you doin’ tomorrow?” you ask, hopeful that she won’t be too hurt.
It’s not as if you’re saying no all together, just not right now.
“Leaving,” she laughs awkwardly. “I figured I’d head back early tomorrow. I’m hoping Jim will come back early and we can talk things out. We got into a bit of an argument before he left, and I’m afraid I’ve really made a mess of things,” she admits shyly.
Fuck.
“Let me grab my things and we’ll go,” you smile solemnly.
Quickly grabbing your phone, you text Jim a quick ‘I’m sorry’, before grabbing your purse and key to your dorm.
“Is there any place in particular that you wanna go to?” you ask, locking the door to your bedroom.
“I figured we’d go somewhere you love. My treat,” she smiles and it only makes you feel worse.
“We can go to Chez Jules, and don’t worry about me, I can pay for-”
“I’m surprisin’ ya, I should at least pay for dinner. Besides, I put you through a tough Summer-”
“It’s alright-”
“Just let me be a proper Mum for once. Please?”
You hate yourself. You hate yourself to your core. Yes, you and her have always had a turbulent relationship, but never in a million years did you see this scenario playing out as it is. Hell, you honestly didn’t think you two would be in each other’s lives at this point. You and Jim falling in love isn’t even a result of you being angry with her, it just happened. Hell, you fought it so hard because you do actually love your Mother.
Now, it’s just a big mess. You don’t want to hurt her, but you can’t pretend your feelings for Jim aren’t real. You honestly wish you never came home for the Summer.
“How does it feel to be back?” your Mother asks once you’re both seated.
“It’s weird,” you laugh awkwardly, “I can’t believe this is my final year.”
“I’m so proud. Ya did what I couldn’t.”
“You can always go back whenever you want. You know that.”
“It was never for me. I don’t think an of this was ever for me,” she laughs softly.
You don’t even catch yourself as you mumble, “don’t I know it,” slips out.
“ ‘m sorry, Y/N. I really am.”
“I didn’t mean-”
“You’re hurt and you’re angry. You have every right to be. This past Summer...I don’t know why I reacted like I did. I don’t know why I always react the way I do to you. I do love you, I just don’t know how to be a Mother. I never have and I never wanted to be one. I just...I really thought it was a role I could grow in to. I’d like to think I’m better now, but we both know that I’m not and it doesn’t even matter now. You’re an adult all on your own and your own person.”
“Can we not do this in public? I’m too sober for an argument-”
“I don’t want to argue, I want to be honest. I’m trying to...I want to apologize. Ya didn’t know about Jim and for me to react the way I did...I just felt like he was taken with you more than I would’ve liked,” she sighs as the waitress comes over.
“Y/N, I already know your order,” she laughs before turning her attention to your Mother, “for you?”
“Gin,” she smiles.
“Do you need a moment for food?”
“Um, I’ll have the pork loin steak.”
“Mum!”
“Jesus, I can afford it, as can you,” she laughs. “What do ya want?”
“I don’t-”
“She’ll take the braised shoulder of lamb,” your Mother nods, grabbing your menu and handing it back to the waitress.
“Mum, we can’t-”
“It’s a girl’s night!”
“I have class in the morning,” you lie with a giggle. “I can’t be out too late.”
“I won’t keep ya too long,” she smiles. “I just felt like this would be good for us. I was afraid if I called, ya’d say no.”
“I just...time apart has always been best for us.”
“That’s not how it should be. Jim loves ya, his kids love ya, and I just...I got jealous. You getting to the house before me...I should’ve waited, because I knew you would’ve been hurt. It was a big decision and I didn’t even take you into consideration. I was just so in love with Jim and I felt like...I figured I could finally do it, ya know? Be a proper wife and Mother. Be someone everyone could finally be proud of. I didn’t tell Jim much about my past, because it’s not anything to be proud of, but I did tell him about you. I told him that you’re the only thing I’ve done that’s right. I knew you two would get along, but I still had my reservations. The way I had been with him was a side of me you’d never seen, and I was afraid you’d resent me for being better with him and his kids than I ever was with you.”
“Why didn’t you just tell me about him?” you ask, swirling your drink in the glass.
“I don’t know. We were in our own little bubble, and it was nice. I didn’t want to ruin it, and I know you’ve never been a fan of the men I’ve been with, which I can’t blame ya for. I was just scared. It got so bad so fast, and I know it’s on me. I’ve never actually committed to this part of myself and failed before I even gave myself a chance. I let you down, again, and I’m sorry.”
You say nothing as a new wave of guilt washes over you as your dinner is delivered. How could you fuck up this badly? How could you let yourself end up in a situation that will end so horribly?
“I know it was all in my head though,” she continues after the waitress walks away. “Jim barely knows you and you don’t see him like that. You don’t know him well enough to look at him in that light. It was just my own insecurities getting in the way, and I’ll do better. I’ll be better for the both of ya.”
“What did you and Jim argue about before he left?” you ask, doing your best to fight back your tears as you cut up your lamb,
“He’s rightfully angry with me. The drinking, the way I acted around his children, the way I treated you...he said he doesn’t know how to be with me anymore. I was drunk, we both raised our voices, I threw some things...it’s not lookin’ good,” she chuckles humorlessly as she wipes away a few tears.
“What do you think-”
“He wants to leave me,” she interrupts with a shrug. “He didn’t come right out and say it, but he said it in so many words.”
“Is that what you want?”
“I don’t, but I can tell that he really is at his end. Even with sex-”
“Sex?” you eagerly cut off before you mean to.
You hate that you care so much.
“Don’t worry, I’m not goin’ to give you too much information,” she laughs softly. “We barely ever have it, and I feel like I have to beg for it anyway. When we do, he never seems to be...in the moment. He always feels a million miles away, and it feels so empty. It was never like this before, and I know it’s on me. I made such a mess of everything this Summer.”
“Maybe you two just need some time apart,” you suggest, knowing damn well that, that won’t solve anything.
The man is waiting for you in your dorm room.
“He seemed pretty put off before he left. I tried to talk to him, but he just...he walked out. He doesn’t love me anymore, and I have no one to blame but myself.”
“Well, why do you do this shite? Huh? You finally had what you wanted-”
“I know, I know,” she sighs, throwing her fork down and drying her eyes with the backs of her hand. “It was goin’ too good. I got too nervous and I just...I let my fears win. I took it out on you, I took it out on him...I can’t fix it,” she sniffles, drying her eyes.
“I can talk to him for you,” you offer quietly.
You fucking idiot.
“My estranged daughter pleading my case for me? That’s even more pathetic,” she scoffs, before taking a sip of her drink then picking up her fork. “Anyway, tell me about school! Are you more excited to be back, or to be graduatin’ soon?”
For the rest of dinner, you try to keep up appearances, but your mind is going a million miles a minute. You know what you need to do, but you also know how much it’s going to hurt. You and Jim have spent so much time trying to build some form of a relationship, and you’re about to destroy it.
To be fair, the relationship should’ve never happened in the first place.
“You’ll tell me when you’re home and safe?” you ask once you two are back at your dorm.
“Of course,” she smiles, wrapping you in a tight hug, “thank you for this. I really needed it.”
“Of course.”
“I’ll let you get back to your studies,” she laughs awkwardly as she lets go of you. “I love you.”
“I love you,” you smile with a nod before unlocking your door, “let me know when you’re at your hostel, yeah?”
“I promise.”
“Well...goodnight,” you nod once you’re in your room.”
“Night.”
You wait until you see her turn the corridor down the hall before finally closing the door, and letting out a heavy sigh. You know what comes next is gonna break both you and Jim’s heart.
“I know that sigh,” he comments as you close the door.
“Ya can’t leave her, Jim. Make it work.”
“Angel-”
“She’s so in love with you and she’s so sorry-”
“Stop it.”
“She’s my Mother! What do you want me to do-”
“Why do you keep trying to spare her feelings? She did this!”
“Jim, please-”
“I love you, Angel. I’m in love with you-”
“She’s your wife, Jim. She’s your wife and I’m her daughter. Your stepdaughter!”
“I didn’t even know you until I met you! This isn’t some relationship that we built up over years! I met you and we just-”
“Jim...please,” you sob.
He lets out a heavy as he wraps his arms around you, “please don’t cry.”
“I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be the reason you walk away-”
“She did this! She lied, she drank herself into a stupor, she lied-”
“You married her,” you sob softly, looking up to meet his heartbroken gaze. “I can’t hurt her like this, Jim. I can’t be the reason something else-”
“You’ve never taken anything from her!”
“Jim...”
“I love you! What’s the point of staying with her if my heart isn’t in it? What’s the point of faking it-”
“You two can find that happiness again-”
“I’ve found it with you, Angel,” he husks as he pins you against the wall.
“Jim...stop,” you moan as he kisses down your neck.
“No.”
“Jim-”
“Say it like you mean it. If you really want me to stop, I’ll stop,” he promises, unbuttoning your shorts and pushing them down along with your panties.
“This...this is the last time,” you whimper as he starts teasing your clit.
“Sure it is, Angel,” he chuckles as he hoists you up and forces your legs around his waist. “Whatever you say.”
“Fuck...Jim!”
“I know, Angel. I need you too,” he groans as you undo his jeans, and force them down.
“I love you so much!”
“Do ya? Do ya want me?”
You know where he’s going with this, and you know it can’t go any farther.
“You know it’s wrong, Jim! We can’t keep on as we are!”
“Lets see how wrong we can be tonight, shall we?” he chuckles as he thrust himself inside of you, barely giving you a chance to breathe before he starts loving you hard and fast.
“Jim...don’t stop!’
“That’s a good girl.”
Yes, you’re going to end things with Jim and do your best to move on from this completely fucked up situation, but for now? For now you just want to live in this moment.
You just want to be with him.
“I want to be with you,” he pants as he lays you on your bed, before resuming his pace and fucking you brutally hard. “I love you!”
“Oh my God!”
You don’t care if you two wake up the whole damn building.
“Tell me you don’t feel the same! Lie to me and tell me you don’t feel the same!”
“I fucking love...Jesus...Jim! Don’t stop!”
“That’s right, Angel. Take everything I’m givin’ ya,” he husks, pinning your hands above your head as starts biting and sucking on your neck.
“Oh fuck!”
“I’ve missed you so much, my Angel,” he grunts, the feel of his breath on your neck making you clench him tighter. “Fuck, just suckin’ me in!”
“Jim...aht...please!”
“Give it to me,” he groans as you ball your hands into fists.
You squirt hard as you lull your head back and arch your back,”fuck!”
“So good for me, Angel,” he groans as he pulls out.
Before you can whine in protest, he flips you as if you weigh nothing, and you’re instantly ready to go again.
“Hands and knees for me, Angel,” he demands gruffly, and you instantly comply, arching your back and curling your toes in anticipation. “You think we can just stop?” he asks rhetorically, gripping your hips tight before thrusting into you.
“Ah shit!”
“You’re mine, Angel. You’re mine, just like I’m yours,” he whispers seductively against the shell of your ear, thrusting harder and faster.
“Jim...I love you! Fuck, I love you so much! God...that’s it!” you cry out, strangling your pillows as he hits that spot he’s only ever been able to find. “Right fuckin’ there! Don’t stop!”
“Say it! Fuckin’ tell me what I need to hear!”
“ ‘m yours, Jim! All yours, always!”
“Fuck, not gonna...cum with me Angel! Please!” he husks pathetically, resting his head in the crook of your neck, kissing it softly as he coats your inner walls with his desire.
You have no choice but to obey, and you yell his name in the process, as mind numbing pleasure washes over you.
“So good for me, my Angel. So sweet,” he coos as he rides out both of your highs.
You’re quick to collapse onto your bed, trying to clear the euphoric clouds out
of your head. You don’t know why you thought you’d be able to think clearly
around him, especially when you’re already so emotional. You know what the
right thing to do is, but it’s not what you want. It’s not what either of you want.
You hate this so much.
“We can figure this out,” Jim promises softly as he gets in bed next to
you, instantly pulling you close.
“Jim...what we’re doing is wrong. What we’ve been doing is wrong-”
“I want to be with you.”
“You’re her husband and she’s my Mother. Jim, it should’ve never
gotten this far. We’re horrible people.”
“Are you afraid of her hating you?”
“I can deal with her hating me. Shes always resented me a bit and
that’s fine, I’ve always been able to handle it. What’s hard to handle is me
being the reason she’s heartbroken. She doesn’t deserve that.”
“It wouldn’t be-”
“Jim you may have been the one who initiated everything, but it’s not
like I ever tell you no and meant it. I want every part of ya just as much as you
want every part of me.”
“I don’t wanna stop, Angel. I don’t want you with anyone else and I
don’t wanna be with anyone else.”
“I love you and I’m so happy when we’re together. So fuckin’ happy,
but this isn’t right. You leaving her for me...Jim, we can’t.”
“So, this is it?”
“We don’t have a choice.”
“We do, you just don’t like the other option.”
“Jim, for as angry as ya are, I know you don’t wanna hurt her.”
“I don’t, but you’re who I’ve always been lookin’ for. We were made for
each other.”
“Jim...we have to let each other go.”
“After this week,” he sighs heavily, pressing a kiss to the back of your
neck, “I’ll stay away.”
“Jim, I do love you, it’s just that...this is the right thing to do. Give it a
few months, and everything will be back to how it was. It’ll hurt for a while, but
it’ll be alright.”
“How it is now is how it always should be,” he mumbles into your hair
before pressing a soft kiss into it. “Lets sleep, you have a lot of work to do in
the morning.”
It’s not like this isn’t ripping your heart up. You want to be with Jim more than
anything, but you can’t handle hurting your Mother like this. The ultimate
betrayal. You have to get over this, because what’s the point? Your
happiness shouldn’t have to make your Mother miserable. No, this is for the
best. Yes, it’ll hurt and drive you insane for a while, but it won’t always be like
this. It’ll get better.
Or so you hope.
~~
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PROJECT SUNSHINE CHAPTER FORTY THREE → CUT THE HEADLIGHTS
summary: steve harrington x oc
when another product of Hawkins National Laboratory escaped a long-survived nightmare alongside her sister, she crashed into one unsuspecting teenage boy and dragged him deeper into the dark mysteries that made up their hometown.
word count. 3.3k || masterlist
warnings: cannon typical violence, child abuse, horror, gore, and depictions of mental illness. parts of this story were written pre-season 4 release. cannon divergence.
a/n: steve & sunshine my beloveds <3
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Lovers Lake was quiet just after sunset. The sky was painted a dark, stunning shade of blue that almost looked purple, and thousands of stars twinkled overhead. The little dots of white light were still one of the most incredible things that Sunshine had ever laid her eyes on, and no matter how many nights she spent staring at them, she was captivated. The stars looked brighter in the summertime, and close enough that she could reach out and grasp them in her fingers to make a wish. If she could, she’d wish for the sea of worries to cease their raging inside her head.
On the hood of Steve’s car, Sunshine lay beside him. They were close enough that one small movement could cause their arms to brush, and the mere thought of that happening was enough to bring heat to her cheeks.
Steve had become one of the first people she turned to when she didn’t understand something. He had never made her feel stupid for her lack of knowledge when it came to certain things. Instead, he answered her questions without a second thought. But she couldn’t exactly ask Steve about her confusing flush of feelings towards him.
And those weren’t the only messy and confusing worries that occupied her mind. She was still drowning in guilt for lying to her parents about what happened during the ten years she was missing. It wasn’t the kind of guilt that she could simply fix, either. It was the kind she’d have to live with, and that made her feel even worse. Her parents were two people who truly loved her, not the kind of ‘love’ Dr. Brenner had tricked all of the lab children into believing in. Yet, she couldn’t tell them all of the fears and truths that haunted her. She couldn’t confide in them how children were supposed to be with their parents.
If she was being honest with herself, she wasn’t sure that she would tell them the truth, even if she could without consequences. For two and a half years she had spent trying to regain a semblance of normalcy in her life with her parents. Sunshine was terrified that, if they knew the whole truth, they wouldn’t be able to look at her the same. And how could she blame them for that? They thought she was dead, and when they discovered she wasn’t if they knew about the strange glow of her hands or knew the things she had done inside the Lab, there was no way they’d accept her like they had. That weighed heavily on her, the thought of her parents not being able to love her fully for the person she had been turned into. So, she had to lie.
“Everything all right, Sunshine?” Steve’s voice broke through her thoughts, bringing her back to where she was, with him in the warm summer air.
She gazed up at the star-filled sky and tried to refocus. “Yeah. I’m just…thinking.”
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him turn his head just slightly and look at her. After a moment, she mirrored his actions. In between the darkness that engulfed them on the gravel shore, she was just close enough to make out the little lines and details of his face. The softness his warm eyes always carried and how they contrasted against the sharpness of his pointed nose and jaw.
The corners of his lips tugged upwards, and his nose scrunched. “Are you thinking about how I didn’t plan for all of the mosquitos that are out tonight?”
A breathy laugh fell from Sunshine’s lips. “No,” she shook her head. “But now that you mention it…” She wore a pair of shorts and a tank top in an attempt to beat the heat, but they did nothing to stop the pesty bugs from attacking her limbs.
The night was so warm, even after the sun had set. It was the kind of heat that made your skin feel sticky and caused sweat to bead by just stepping out the door. The temperature mixed with the still-moving body of water a couple of hundred feet away and attracted all sorts of bugs. Mosquitoes left behind little itchy bites, lightning bugs danced among the stars, and crickets chirped all around them.
“What’s on your mind?” Steve asked, peering at her with curious eyes.
She sighed softly, unsure if she was even able to voice her thoughts aloud. Of course, she couldn’t bring up the whole, ‘I don’t know exactly what a crush is, but everyone seems to think I have one on you’ debacle, so she tried to tackle another issue.
“Does it ever bother you, having to lie all of the time about what we've been through?”
Steve blinked in surprise. “I guess a little,” he said. “It would be nice to not have to come up with or stick to lies all of the time. But, at the same time, I don’t really expect anyone to understand, you know? I hardly believe half of the shit we’ve been through. I can’t imagine anyone who hasn’t been through it believing us.”
He had a point, Sunshine thought. Even if they could tell the truth, they couldn’t describe that kind of horror to someone who hadn’t witnessed it.
“Yeah,” Sunshine sighed.
“It bothers you, though, doesn’t it? Having to lie to your parents?”
A tightness grew in her throat and the urge to cry hit her harder than she was expecting. She was flushed with emotions all of the time, big and difficult to understand emotions. Squeezing her eyes shut, she muttered a quiet, “Yes.”
She felt Steve’s hand brush over hers before he carefully intertwined their fingers. That had become something of a habit between them. The feeling of someone’s hand in hers almost always worked to ease Sunshine’s nerves. That was how she had once been comforted by Ivy, and over time, Steve had picked up on it. The thing was, when his hand found hers, it both eased her worries and caused a flutter inside her chest. He made her feel both calm and off balance at the same time.
“They tried to talk to me the other night,” she confessed, in hopes that talking about the conversation she had with her parents would lift some of the weight on her chest. “They said it was time I told them what happened to me. They said it would help them understand how to help me. And I tried to tell them that I was fine, but they didn’t believe me. But it’s true. I am better. I…I think that they'll believe, eventually, I’ll turn back into this normal kid that I was when I was little. I don’t know how to tell them that I don’t even remember being that kid.”
Whoever Danielle Torres was before she was six, Sunshine had little to no memory of her. But it felt as if her parents were holding out for the little girl they lost in the woods, and Sunshine didn’t know how to tell them she was long gone.
“If it makes you feel any better, from what I remember, you weren’t exactly a ‘normal’ six-year-old either,” he joked, trying to lighten the heavy mood that hung over them. Sunshine wanted to laugh and offer him a smile, but the weight of her feelings held her down. A sadness swelled inside her chest, aching painfully and she couldn’t get herself to respond to him at all. He tensed beside her. “Shit. I’m sorry. That was a shitty joke. I didn’t-”
“No, it’s okay,” she said as she squeezed his hand. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel…I feel too much, I think.”
Steve gazed at her with his brows lightly furrowed. She was scared if she looked anywhere but at the stars she’d start to cry. “What’d you mean?” he asked.
All of her emotions stirred under her skin; she wanted them out, to be soothed, or something. Maybe her parents had a point. Maybe if she just talked about them, she’d feel better, but Sunshine hadn’t spoken much about her time inside the Lab to anyone, including her siblings who experienced it alongside her. She kept everything shoved away in the back of her mind or on the pages of her journal. Writing them down helped, somewhat, but she couldn’t hold it all in anymore; it was killing her. So, she sucked in a deep breath and tried to explain her messy fears to the boy who held her hand.
“Back inside the Lab, I don’t really remember feeling much of anything. I was scared, mostly. But when I would feel something else, I was always worried that it was wrong or that I’d get in trouble for it.” Tears welled up in her eyes, forcing her to close them once more and try to get them to stop. Her vision was filled with The Room and the dark, horrible loneliness that accompanied it. Even if she stepped out of line slightly, she was grabbed by harsh fingers and dragged down the hall kicking and screaming.
“Eventually, it was just El and I left, and it wasn’t even that didn’t want to feel anything. I…I couldn’t. I couldn’t feel anything besides fear, and it was awful. But then we escaped, and I got all of this and it’s like all of those feelings are back, and I don’t know how to handle them.”
Guilt, happiness, longing, excitement, and on and on. All of the emotions festered inside of her in a knot she couldn’t untangle. She went from being a young girl with her nose pressed against the barred windows of her bedroom, feeling nothing but fear of every single corner of the Lab mixed with an awful emptiness in her chest, to a girl who was bursting at the seams with every emotion a person could have. It was dizzying, confusing, and a little sickening, but she never wanted it to end. Sunshine never, ever, wanted to experience such numbness as she had inside the Lab. She just wished there was some sort of manual or instructions for sorting out and navigating emotions you were supposed to have figured out by your teenage years.
“I’m so sorry, Sunshine,” Steve whispered. Sunshine opened her eyes to meet his and noticed the glint of guilt he wore. She felt a pang deep in her chest; she hated the sight of his downturned lips and pity creased between his brows.
“It’s not your fault,” she reminded him. “I just want to feel normal, but I can’t figure it out. I don’t know if I can be normal, actually. I don’t think I can be the kid my parents lost. I don’t even know who Danielle is. All I know is Sunshine and Seven. How can I be the kid that they want if I can’t remember her or remember what it felt like to be her?”
The photos her parents had of Sunshine from her birth to age six were scattered around their house, and every time she stared at them a little too long, she had no idea who the child was staring back at her.
Steve shifted slightly and sat upright on the hood of his car, still holding onto her hand. Sunshine copied his actions and sat facing him. “All your parents want is you,” he said. “You are their kid, Sunshine. Nothing else matters. Danielle or Sunshine, they’re both you, and they always have been. Even when you were in that place, you were still Danielle, no matter what they told you.”
She wanted to believe him and the look of sincerity on his face, but it was so hard to not look at her life as a series of befores and afters. She glanced down at her hand that wasn’t being held and turned her wrist just so as to show the tattoo forever stained on her skin. “My parents didn’t sign up to raise a science experiment. And if they knew that’s exactly what they were doing, I don’t know if they’d be able to look at me the way they do now.” The truth was bitter on her tongue. The urge to scratch the tattoo right out of her wrist was strong, but her other hand was occupied, and she didn’t want to let go of Steve. And even if she could erase the tattoo, it wouldn’t get rid of her abilities.
“Hey,” Steve said, his voice sharp but not startling. “You’re not a science experiment. You’re not. And if your parents knew the truth, that wouldn’t make them love you any less. They waited for you for ten years. There’s no way they’d throw all of that away because of something that happened to you that you couldn’t control.”
There was a love/hate relationship Sunshine had with her abilities. When she used them to protect her friends, they were a blessing. But no good deed she had done with them could outweigh the terrible things she had used them for inside the Lab.
“Just because I couldn’t control it doesn’t mean the things that happened weren’t my fault. It’s more than just having these abilities, it’s what I had to do with them. If they knew…if anyone knew no one would-”
“Sunshine, look at me,” Steve said, stopping her. She couldn’t force her eyes off of her tattoo and she wasn’t sure she could stomach meeting his eyes. There were people she hurt, innocent people that didn’t deserve it. She didn’t believe that was forgivable, regardless of if she had no other choice or say. Every child of Hawkins Lab had their share of secrets and shame they kept locked up in their mind that haunted them.
A warm hand lightly grazed her cheek, forcing her attention onto Steve. Her breath hitched in her throat as he brushed his thumb across her freckled skin and looked at her with a certain kind of carefulness.
“Nothing that happened to you, or your brother and sisters, was your fault. Nothing that happened inside that place was your fault. And there’s nothing that you could say or do that would make your parents or your friends change their minds about you, okay?”
She really wanted to believe that was true. “You can’t say that if you don’t know the truth,” she said.
A small smile formed on his face. They were so close, their noses almost touching. “I don’t need to know everything to know who you are.”
“And who am I?” Because not even she knew, fully.
“A badass,” he answered, almost reflexively. “The coolest person I know. And you care about people, like, genuinely care about them even if you hardly know them, which I admire you for. I think that you’re insanely brave and smart and…and beautiful.”
Sunshine’s face heated up at the rush of compliments, and her heart began to race. Steve’s hand was still in hers and the other on her cheek. For a fleeting moment, she thought she saw his eyes flicker down to her lips and she felt herself lean closer just slightly before a harsh ray of light cut through the darkness of Lover’s Lake, followed by the crunch of boots on gravel.
“Hey!” a voice shouted, startling the teens apart and nearly sending them toppling off the hood of the car. “The lake’s closed for the- oh. Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me!”
Clutching her chest, Sunshine strained her eyes in the glow of the flashlight to see who was holding it. A familiar face came into view. “Hopper?”
He wore a disgruntled look on his face as he clicked off his light and placed his hands on his hips in a similar fashion to how he did when El asked if Mike could come over. “What the hell are you two-” He cut himself off with a quick shake of his head. “Actually, no. Nope. I don’t want to know.” He pointed a finger at Steve. “Do you want a ticket, boy?”
“Come on, Hopper,” Sunshine jumped in. “We were just talking…” Her voice trailed off and Hopper rolled his eyes.
“Yeah, sure,” he said. “I think you two are forgetting that I grew up around her too. Why do you think we do rounds out here? To make sure you kids don’t get any bright ideas after sunset.”
Sunshine resisted the urge to argue, knowing it wouldn’t help their case. She sighed and glanced back at Steve. “Okay. We’re leaving.”
Sometimes it felt as if Sunshine was the fourth Hopper child. Where her actual dad couldn’t and wouldn’t understand, Hopper picked up the slack. He treated her the same as El and the twins, which sometimes was to her dismay.
She and Steve moved toward the car, but Hopper stopped them. “Hold it, Harrington. I want a word with you.”
…
Steve really, really did not want a ticket. His parents had cut him off and the only money he had was the measly paycheck he earned from Scoops. He also felt like Hopper should cut him some slack; there were a lot worse things he had done than be caught with Sunshine at Lover’s Lake after sunset. Still, despite knowing Hopper better than he had a couple of years ago, the man was intimating and made Steve nervous as he was led just out of earshot of Sunshine and toward the lapping water of the lake.
“I promise, we weren’t doing any-” Steve started, but Hopper cut him off with a wave of his hand.
“Just be quiet and listen to me.” Steve pressed his lips into a thin line and braced himself for whatever kind of scolding the chief was about to unleash on him. “I know how this goes, all right? I was your age once, sneaking around with girls all summer to places like this. I get it, kid, I do. And I know I’m not that girl’s father, but she is a part of my family. I need to know, that you understand, that she is not like those other girls you go to school with, okay?”
Steve was confused. He, out of everyone, knew that Sunshine wasn’t like anyone he’d ever met before. Even in the brief memories he had of her when they were little, she’d never been like anyone he had known before.
“I know that,” he replied.
Hopper nodded, his face hardest. “I hope you do because if anything, and I mean anything, happens to her you won’t have to answer to just me.” He paused and let out a tired sigh of what Steve imagined was the sound of a stressed-out dad who cared for his kids and those who weren’t his kids with everything he had. “Just don’t hurt her, got it? She’s been through enough as it is and a broken heart on top of that won’t be pretty for anyone.”
Steve was silent for a moment, his eyes drifting toward Sunshine’s silhouette leaning against the passenger door of his car. He felt heavy and guilty. “Yeah,” he finally said, lost in thought. “I got it.”
With a sigh, Hopper’s expression softened just slightly, and he placed a hand on Steve’s shoulder, bringing his attention back to the man in front of him. “You’re both good kids. I just want both of you to be careful, that’s all.” He gave Steve’s shoulder a squeeze before he let go and cleared his throat, falling back into his ‘chief’ persona. “Now, get out of here and go home. No detours.”
“Yes, sir.” Steve offered him a tight-lipped smile before he started back toward his car with a look that, unknown to him, Hopper knew all too well.
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Gift - Garfield And Cati As Zenistu And Nezuko - A Birthday Gift For My Friend @annylobita
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𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭,
symbols and meanings:
★ series ♥︎ smut ꥟ oneshot ༄ fluff angst
✿ x reader ☾ x fem!reader 𒊹︎ x OC 𖣯 x masc!reader
═══════ ≫ ♡ ≪ ════════
billy hargrove
★ ♥︎ 𒊹︎ sweet chestnut ︎
(“Sweet Chestnut” is an ongoing series about Samantha, Billy’s stepsister, who she really doesn’t get along with. It’s basically an enemies-to-lovers story)
eddie munson
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ the sith order
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ the sith order pt2
(A OS consisting of two parts where you, with your own D&D group, face off against Eddie, whom you secretly love but also hate)
♥︎ ꥟ ✿ hospital
(Eddie is in the hospital because he messed up his hands, one of which is in a cast, so you have to help him with almost everything)
jonathan byers
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ photoshoot
(Jonathan’s first job in California turns out to be a photographer for a porn actress)
steve harrington
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ spoiled daddy’s girl!
(It’s about your life when you were dating Steve and your return to the town as a very lesbian girl, hooking up with Robin)
robin buckley
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ spoiled daddy’s girl!
(It’s about your life when you were dating Steve and your return to the town as a very lesbian girl, hooking up with Robin)
jim hopper
♥︎ ꥟ ☾ back to hawkins
(You return to Hawkins after your divorce, where you encounter your old ‘boyfriend’ Hopper and end up sleeping with him)
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