#Je suis stupide
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So uh I might have a crush on my best friend?? And I think he might like me back???
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#go I hope he still doesn’t have tumblr#no but he’s so hot okay#and our lives are so similar??#like I moved more than him but he’s still the only person who’s moved a lot#and that time I got tipsy#it was on a sleepover with him where we trauma dumped and watched sherlock together#and once I had an emotional breakdown and he helped me calm down#and we do dnd together#and we have to pick new classes for next year and he practically guessed all my choices#also I told him I thought his eyes were really pretty some time ago#which is true he has gorgeous eyes#and recently he told me I have pretty eyes#help??#je suis confusion#he said that he hasn’t liked anyone in forever during our trauma dump session#but then again he might still like me#but I don’t even know if I like him#though probably I do let’s be honest here#ugh fuck this#emotions are fucking stupid#if I fuck things up in our friendship I will regret it forever
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one thing that is important to me is that ishtar's life and behavior differ depending on each verse. it's not enough to just shift a few elements there and there and call it a day. i want to make it obvious that when you remove (1) element from her life and add another, you completely change who she is as a person, even if some elements remain. hence the name change, the change of moral alignment, etc.
very fun to do, except that now i have like. 20 verses with 20 different ishtars, sometimes with slightly different names. and i dont how to make that slightly easier to understand, apart from very detailed verse descriptions (which i hate)
#out.#fighting w carrd bc nothing. seems to work. like if i wanted to make it right i'd need a carrd page per verse sometimes more#genuinely abt to make a mind map agsjdjdjd#ive been writing ishtar for like 13 years so shes so. familiar to me#i keep forgetting u have no idea who she is#if anyone has ideas je suis preneuse#if not i'll make a stupid powerpoint in comic sans and call it a day cause its been Weeks im tired i cant figure it out
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#come an' get me if ya can!; ic#running won't do me any good; answered ask#you'll die after i'm through with ya; headcanon#yer all show; visage#Je suis là. / おかえりな; asulili#music#fly as the wind turns; aesthetics#don't go cryin' now!; ask memes#steak w grilled cheese; ooc#play toys with me; stupid shit
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what are your unpopular football rpf opinions? like ships you dont understand/like, ships you like but barely see people talk about..
you know what idk!! my vision is so exclusively only for my arsenal ships and bottom Trent-centric. I don't think about whatever else that's not of my interest. it don't appeal to me I just scroll past lmaoooooooo BUT U KNOW WHAT'S SOMETHING I DON'T UNDERSTAND? how most footballers I adore have less instagram followers compared to, say, F1 drivers like. I thought football is the most popular sport in the werlddd lmao idk man it's baffling moi ngl
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The feminine urge to quit my job before they can fire me vs the logic and reason that they won't fire me for being stupid and I do need a source of income to live
#but wow !!! je suis stupide !!!!!!#which is fine. thats literally so fine i dont need to be good at everythjng. except i do.#mine
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L’anglais m’empoisonne le cerveau je suis de retour sur une phase où dès que j’essaye de lire un de mes livres en anglais j’ai envie de le jeter à travers la pièce, j’ai presque envie de les racheter en français mais c’est ridicule d’acheter deux fois le même livre ;-; je vais voir si je peux aller à ma bibliothèque locale demain pour me faire un carte à ce point ci 😭
#la vérité c’est que j’ai une vendetta contre cette bibliothèque parce que 1- quand j’avais 13 and ils ne me laissait pas louer des livre#qui n’était pas de la section enfant#(je lisais régulièrement des Agatha Christie ms il me laissais seulement louer des livres niveau toupie et binou#ça me faisais chier 😭#et 2-le système de recherche de livre était super merdique#plus la bibliothèque de mon école secondaire était super donc je n’avais aucune raison d’aller à celle de quartier#mais je vais devoir essayer d’y retourner maintenant 🥲#si j’avais assez d’argent j’achèterai juste les livres en français ma vie serait plus simple#sauf red white and royal blue je maintient que My Dear Fucking Prince est mega stupide comme totre#*titre#je refuse de l’acheter#va chier traducteur français#ou alors l’équipe marketing qui a fait cette décision jsp lol#…je me suis encore égaré a discours beaucoup trop dans les Thad#*tags#plus ceci est l’équivalent de parler dans le vide prce que ✨français✨#à moins qu’un des mes trois mutuels qui parlent fr voient ça LOL#…je devrais just recommencer à utiliser un journal à ce point ci lol#burntblueberrywaffles
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premier chialage de l’année à cause de la prépa, la seule lumière dans l’obscurité c’est mon prof de lettres/grec qui a immédiatement repéré que j’allais pas bien et qui a essayé de me stimuler pour éviter que je spirale (alors qu’il ne savait rien de l’état de ma santé mentale, ce mec est un amour)
#depuis deux trois jours je me sens con#mais vraiment dans le premier sens du terme genre débile stupide#parce que je me rends compte que je connais rien à rien à la grammaire#et que dans les matières où je suis c’est VITAL d’être parfaitement à jour là-dessus#j’ai l’impression d’avoir trois trains de retard et de ne rien comprendre#et c’est même pas la fin de la deuxième semaine. comment je vais faire#comment je vais faire pour tenir une année entière ?#bref.#prépa talk
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Je suis tellement fatigué hier en allant travailler j’ai vu les étoiles et je me suis mis à pleurer et ce matin ma mère avait trop d’énergie alors j’ai encore pleurer et tantôt j’ai pleurer car j’en avait marre de pleurer
Pourtant je me sens pas triste je suis juste très fatigué mais comme un sage m’a dit « Tout le monde est fatigué » alors je suppose que si on est tous fatigué, finalement personne est fatigué
#j’ai l’impression d’être un arrosoir#Mes plantes n’ont jamais été aussi belle#désolé j’ai besoin de dire que je suis fatigué sans qu’on me donne des réponses stupides#j’ai même pas l’énergie de mettre des points#j’ai mis une virgule c’est tout ce que je pouvais vous donner
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girl i keep forgetting i took a year of french and then i listen to some french and go wow i know some of these words
#je suis.... stupid#cabbage thoughts#if i want to live in canada one day itd be cool to know some. but living in the US makes learning spanish much more useful#but im more fluent in ASL than either#not that that is not useful#it is
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comment on peut dire 'eepy' en francais
#jen veux pas ecrire en arabe parceque je suis stupide </3#mais cest pas la fin du monde. alors. get french coded idiot (me)#si il y a des erreurs dans ce poste sil vous plaitez dont perceive me#la derniere fois quand j'ai pratiqué mon francais sont plus que six mois#ALORS NOUS DORMONS.#joyeux jour de parler votre langue!!!#thello babbles#(now with french translations!)
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Je suis une vieille chose ou de mon temps les didascalies c'était juste des indications de sorties et ÉVENTUELLEMENT d'émotion ?
J'ai lu la pièce The Curse Child et j'avais l'impression que toute l'histoire était dans l'italique ( du coup, je voyais pas l'intérêt de voir une pièce ... )
Best of Neil's stage directions/commentary in the good omens s1 script book
I went back and read this to help me cope after s2, as one does
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"is this like the other time" I am asked. and roma? no. pillar thingy n her too tall.
also not youtre roman empire mine
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PUTAINNN FRERE JE VIENS DE TROUVER DES ERREURS GRAMMATICALES DANS MON POST INTRODUCTION JDSHDHKDKHDS
#ME JUGEZ PAS SVP JE L'AI FAIT HYPER VITE ET JE ME SUIS PAS RELUUUUUU#KILL ME#non mais serieux pq#ct qqc de mineur en plus#genre g ecrit mesage au lieu de message#but it makes me feel stupid and insecure#JETEZ MOI D'UN PONT
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i feel like i can’t turn to anyone.
i can’t contact you, for fear of hurting you more.
i can’t turn to friends, lest they become sick and tired of my whining.
i can’t turn to family, or they’ll realise how much i’m suffering and intervene.
my new therapist is a week away.
i am alone.
i am so alone.
i’m clutching hold of pichi trying my hardest to just get through each day.
i honestly think it’s all overrated at this point.
i simply don’t want a life without you.
i just don’t.
i’m trying to get through this.
i really am.
i just don’t think i have it in me anymore.
i’m so tired. i’m so fucking exhausted of it all.
i was tired before this semester.
electrolysis has worn me down.
my dissertation wore me down further.
losing you has just completely ruined me.
i’ve shut down entirely and i don’t think i’ll ever start up again.
i’m a ghost of a girl.
#my mind is ricocheting off of the walls#and i’m turning over stupid ideas#just to see you again#silly jumps#mistaken drugs#i know this isn’t healthy#i know that this isn’t fair and kind#i know that i don’t deserve to ever see you again#but my heart is torn in two#and the blood just isn’t pumping anymore#i’ll bleed and weep#and selfishly hope you step in my puddle of blood and tears#je suis#an obsessive queen
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#it feels so stupid to feel so alone when i'm surrounded by people who if I said that to they'd be like#noooo we love you! yada yada#i am nothing like any of these people and i don't mean that pretentiously#i mean i'm fucked up! lmao#and all of them are all such good friends with each other and I#idk#feel left out#i feel so willfully misunderstood#everything I say and do#i have never felt so stupid and ugly and insignificant#i fucking hate you columbus#you have bad vibes#1 more year before my life gets to be fucked up but in a different and uniquely disheartening way#i will probably make nothing of my life#i can't even get out of bed in the morning#yuck#je suis tres stupide#and what's more is whenever i even approximate trying to say this to someone it's always like#why#where's the proof give me an example#what happened that makes you feel this way#and how am i supposed to say that that very question is part of the problem#how am i supposed to explain the entirety of my being not being understood unless i sit down and write everyone a dissertation#and also drag all of the people I have to talk to#like yes sorry guys sometimes you all are cunts (derogatory)#whatever#i guess i am just am not ideologically in the same sphere#i am truly just fucked up lol
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