#It's more complicated than that in the fic. But that's the gist.

[frost-felon]

The fanfiction.net link to the story. It's also on deviantART, and AzTheDragon is here on Tumblr, under that same name.

oKAY LISTEN, I read this 13 year old unfinished fic called “Unwilling Partners” and I’ve never touched a single megaman game in my life and now this creature is permanently branded in my head and I’m downloading the game tonight. (Edit: FIXED A THING)

[littlejuicebox]

Dadstarion prompt (sorry if I missed the boat on this!) - insecure postpartum Tav, struggling with their new body. Maybe some body worship from Astarion 👀? (Personal experience - I really struggled postpartum with adjusting to my new body, it changed in ways I never even imagined). Thank you and just want to say I love your Astarion 🥰

Adore You

Thanks for your request! Not 100% sure this is what you were looking for, but I already had a mostly finished piece I was working on that definitely fits the body-worship and Tav struggling with her body parts of this prompt. It's smut, though, and when the smut gods bless, I cannot deny their gifts.

Glad you love my Astarion! I adore him. And he adores his Tav. ;)

Summary: You are struggling with your post-partum body. Astarion is here to remind you that he still adores you.

This follows my Dadstarion section of my AstarionxReader series. But no worries, you can read it as a OneShot. Here’s the gist: Astarion is mortal and you have three children together. Gale, named after the Wizard of Waterdeep and the twins. That’s about all you need to know! See my other fics for more info and storylines.

Tags/Warnings: smut with a plot, body image issues, angst w/ comfort, PiV, fingering, oral, light overstim, light daddy kink, breast milk, breast milk drinking, all the depravity i'm generally known for tbh, light creampie kinda?

Word Count: 2.8K

A/N: I'm an unhinged degenerate and no I won't apologize. Also women’s bodies are amazing and can produce life and are beautiful and my Astarion appreciates that about his Tav okay?

“Thank the gods for the nanny,” Astarion says with a dramatic sigh as he enters the bedroom, closing the door quietly behind him, “Gale was about to make me read ‘P is for Peacock’ a third time and I was close to ripping my hair out, darling.” 

You chuckle softly as your husband greets you from where you’re seated at the vanity with a brief kiss and then moves to the small table in the corner of your bedroom to pour himself a goblet of wine. 

“And the twins?” He asks as his eyes watch the red liquid fall into the cup beneath it. He takes a few sips as you speak before setting the cup back down on the table.

“I’ve just fed them not too long ago and now they’re both asleep. Having Winifred to help me get them on the same schedule has been wonderful.” You respond as your husband nods and prepares a second, smaller goblet of wine, which he brings to you.

He settles himself beside you while you finish braiding your hair for bed and hums contentedly, “Perfect.”

Astarion’s hands wrap around your midsection and before you can stop yourself, you feel your body tense under his touch. The silver-haired elf pauses and frowns before retracting his hands, “Do you not want me to touch you, darling? You need only tell me.” 

You sigh and shrug as you finish off the half-portioned goblet in one long drink, mostly to avoid your husband’s gaze,  “It’s not that, it’s— it’s stupid.” 

“Look at me, little love.” He whispers, his fingers coming under your chin as they gently coax you to face him and meet his gaze. He moves forward and presses a soft kiss against your lips before continuing, “I love you. More than anything. You know this. Now, won’t you tell me whatever is the matter so that I can help?”

Your husband waits as you gather your thoughts. It’s complicated, it’s embarrassing. You know it’s silly, and vain, and yet you can’t help yourself. And you aren’t quite sure how to verbalize it all.

“I hate my body.” You finally say, your voice cracking as you speak, and something about finally saying that evil little thought aloud causes tears to spring in your eyes. 

Astarion’s mouth falls open in surprise and then he furrows his brows and quickly wraps his arms around your shoulders, not knowing what to say or do apart from physically enveloping you in his love. 

You continue on, speaking into his neck, sniffling as a few more tears run down your cheeks, “After Gale, I quickly returned to my previous weight. I hadn’t had any stretch marks. But carrying the twins— it’s different, Astarion. And I was expecting it to an extent but I just— I hate my body and I hate the way I look.” 

There is a moment of silence as your husband simply holds you against him, allowing space for your tears. When he speaks, his voice is a soft murmur into your hair, “Not that you should care what I think, but I adore your body, darling. And I love everything about the way you look.” 

You scoff and withdraw from your husband with teary, reddened eyes narrowed at him, “You have to say that.”

“I do not have to do anything,” He retorts, arching his eyebrow in a challenge, “Weren’t you the one that taught me that?” 

When you don’t respond, Astarion continues on, knowing he’s won. He takes your hand in his, gently lifting it to press a kiss against your knuckle. 

“I adore your hands. Which have both slain monsters and soothed our children,” He whispers before trailing kisses up your arm and to your neck where he presses another reverent kiss against those little fang scars. 

“I adore your neck, which once provided me with sustenance I hadn’t known in centuries.” 

Your face is beginning to grow hot under his devoted attention and compliments, and you move to shrink away from your husband, but he gently grabs you by the waist. He leans into you and brushes his nose at the meeting point between your ear and neck as he inhales the smell of your skin. 

“Why are you trying to hide from me, darling?” He asks with a little sulky pout, his chin resting on your shoulder. 

“I’m not, I—“ You begin, but Astarion quickly shushes you. 

“Then just be quiet and let me adore you, hm?” He asks before running his tongue against those fang marks, making you shiver. 

You nod slightly and your husband grins, “Good girl. Now, come here.” 

Astarion pats his lap and you slide to sit upon his thighs, forgetting your finished goblet on the floor underneath your vanity stool. He rests his chin upon your shoulder as the two of you gaze in the mirror together. 

“Do you remember when I used to do this all the time?” Astarion asks, not truly waiting for a response before his long fingers trace down the side of your neck, brush along your collarbone, and then wander toward your waist, aiming to untie your dressing gown. He moves slowly and watches your expression in the mirror, waiting for you to give him any indication to stop. 

But you didn’t want him to stop. Despite your feelings about your body, you still deeply crave your husband’s comforting touch. 

The silky fabric slips down your shoulders and pools around your waist, baring you before his adoring eyes. The elf smiles and presses a kiss to the back of your shoulder, still watching the two of you in the mirror. 

“Beautiful,” He whispers as he peppers a few kisses up your shoulder and the back of your neck, igniting a trail of goosebumps across your skin.

Astarion slowly drifts his hands up your sides before moving to cup a heavy, milk-stretched tit in each hand. The sensation causes you to wriggle. 

His tone is reverent, almost a whisper as he turns his head just slightly and flashes a toothy grin, his lips brushing against your ear as he speaks, “I adore your breasts, which have fed our eldest and now feed our twins.”

He chuckles salaciously before saying the next part, “And which, on more than one delicious occasion, have also fed me.”

Your husband lightly teases circles around your nipples as he finishes the line that he knows will cause you to blush and then gently nips at your ear lobe, earning him a gasp. You feel Astarion’s arousal pressing into your backside as he continues to caress your breasts and uses two fingers from each hand to tease and stimulate your nipples. You arch into his touch and your thighs press together as you feel a growing slickness between your legs from his attentions. 

One of your breasts begins to leak milk, and when your husband feels the warm liquid dripping onto his fingers he hums and brings the digits to his lips. You watch in the mirror as Astarion dips the two fingers into his own mouth and licks them clean while continuing to tease your other breast. 

It isn’t long before that one begins leaking, too, and your lover chuckles in delight as he watches the liquid gold trail down the bottom of your breast and languidly drip down your stomach. 

The elf brings two fingers to slowly swipe up the stream of white liquid. Then he brings those same fingers to your lips, prompting you to open your mouth.

“Good girl,” He purrs before pressing those two digits against your tongue. Astarion lingers for a moment and you shut your eyes as you eagerly wrap your lips around his slender fingers and suck. You hear a little hum by your ear and feel your lover’s cock twitch in delight underneath you as he observes the scene.

“You are a vision, love.” He murmurs, as he slides his hand away from your lips, “Now, let me take care of you the way you deserve.”

The elf gestures for you to stand, causing your robe to completely slide off your body into a pool on the floor, before he quickly spins you and then hoists you onto the vanity desk. The smallest flicker of that arrogant rogue dances across his face as Astarion moves forward to dip his tongue into your mouth. He unhurriedly teases your tongue against his as he roams his hands up and down your torso until you're panting and moaning softly into his mouth. 

When he retracts, his pupils are filled with lust. His hands come to quickly pull his shirt over his head and then undo the laces of his trousers. Before long he’s standing in front of you in only his small clothes. 

Astarion grabs your hand and guides it to the bulge straining between his legs as he asks, “Do you feel what that divine body of yours does to me, little love?” 

“Yes– my love, I want–” You begin as you eagerly try to delve your hand inside your husband’s undergarments, desperate to free his gorgeous cock. But he catches your wrist and stops you with a soft tut and a playful glint in his eyes. 

“Soon. But not yet, darling. I haven’t quite finished adoring you yet. And I’ve got the best seat in the house.” He teases, before settling himself back onto the vanity bench and grinning mischievously up at you, “Now, be a good girl and open those beautiful, plush thighs of yours for me, won’t you?” 

You oblige, and Astarion takes a moment to admire you, fully barren to him and already soaked with arousal. His arms come under your knees, spreading you wider for him, as he grips your thighs with his hands. Then he turns and begins pressing tender kisses up your thigh. He makes slow work of the task, humming contentedly on his journey toward your sex and always lingering longer in the spots where you’ve developed stretch marks. 

By the time his face is right in front of your mound, you’re positively leaking for Astarion and he groans appreciatively at the sight. 

“Beautiful. I will never tire of seeing that gorgeous cunt dripping for me, darling,” He murmurs and before you can respond, your husband is delving his tongue between your folds and eagerly feasting upon your juices. 

You moan in delight when Astarion brings his tongue to trace around your clit, so familiar with your preferences that it doesn’t take long for him to coax you toward your peak. His tongue dances expertly around the swollen nub, each pass causing your pleasure to build. Two of his long, pale fingers slide into you, meeting no resistance, and he slowly pumps the digits in and out of your walls. 

You grasp onto Astarion’s curls and whine when he adds a third finger, and he knows you’re close, so he continues his ministrations and adds more pressure as he curls his fingers just so. His other hand comes up to find your nipple and tease it between his fingers as you climb the final steps toward your climax. 

A final flick of Astarion’s tongue, a final stroke of his fingers, and you burst with pleasure, whining in delight as your thighs tremble on either side of his head. Your walls spasm and send another gush of arousal onto the elf’s face. You begin leaking breast milk once again. 

“Delicious,” Your husband murmurs as he pulls back slightly to admire the glistening of your sex and then presses forward and takes one more lap of your sensitive folds, causing you to buck into his mouth as he chuckles against you. Astarion languidly runs his tongue up to your stomach, lapping at the thin rivulets of milk running down your torso and covering his face in a shiny layer of your juices and breast milk.

Then he stands to his full height and finally— finally— steps out of his small clothes. His pale cock springs proudly from its confinement, dripping thin strings of pre-come from the reddened tip, just for you. 

“Get over here, Astarion,” You eagerly demand, voice hoarse from your cries as you hook your legs around his torso and pull him against you. 

“Anything for my little love,” Your husband responds, voice full of gravel as he runs the underside of his cock against your slit, using it to lubricate his length. 

And then the head of his cock presses into you and your mouth falls open as Astarion buries himself to the hilt. His thumb comes to lightly tease your still-tender clit as he slowly rocks his hips back and forth. He’s watching your face intently as he thumbs circles around that needy, engorged bundle of nerves. 

You use your legs to pull the elf deeper and he grins before lowering his head so that it’s right by your ear. He takes the lobe in his mouth and suckles gently, causing you to whimper.

“You’ll do one more for me, won’t you darling? You always look so gorgeous when you do.” He coaxes, his mouth so close to your ear his breath tickles the sensitive flesh. And then he’s pitching his hips just slightly, aiming to hit your favorite spot with the tip of his cock. He’s gasping and grunting now as his own need for release starts to overpower him.

You’re almost there. You’re keening with each thrust from Astarion and your walls are clenching tighter and tighter around his cock. 

He moans in response at the sensation before pressing his thumb harder against your clit and rubbing it with single-minded intensity, working you toward release. You begin to relentlessly whimper again and Astarion smiles, his eyes locked onto yours as he watches your face contort in the feeling of immense pleasure.

 “There you go, little love. Let go for daddy.” He whispers, bringing his other hand to palm the ample flesh of your ass. 

And gods, you do. 

The second orgasm ripples through you harder than the first, and you have to clasp your hand around your mouth to stifle your moan. Your walls are pulsing around your lover’s cock as you ride the wave of ecstasy.

You go almost slack and before long Astarion is ripping your hand away from your face and pressing his lips against yours in a bruising kiss as he begins to rut wildly into you, shaking the vanity with every thrust. 

“Gods, the things your body does to me,” He growls as he pulls away from your lips, snapping his hips at a punishing pace as he chases his own release. Astarion’s hand is clutching firmly into your bottom, gripping so tightly there’s sure to be bruising tomorrow. His curls fall in front of his face and his ears begin to turn red as he continues to fuck you into oblivion.

Your husband is trying with every fiber of his being to hold on, to stretch out the delicious sensation of his cock plunging in and out of your walls, but every stroke into your tightness is pushing him further and further towards his peak. He snaps his eyes shut, shaking with the effort it’s taking him to restrain himself, to continue enjoying the feeling of your flesh gripping around his.

You are so thoroughly fucked that you cannot do anything but hold onto your lover and keen underneath him as he continues pounding into you.

 “Darling— hells — my love, you’re so tight, I can’t— I’m—“ 

And then with a sudden, sharp inhale of breath, Astarion is burying his thick length inside your walls and trembling as his cock twitches, relentlessly releasing its spend. He gasps into your ear as he slows his hips, but continues to rut, using his still-hard length to press his seed deeper into you. 

His praises come out in an incoherent string as he continues to languidly rock his hips back and forth. You cup his face in your hands as you kiss him, and Astarion smiles into the kiss, finally stilling his hips as his cock softens between you two. 

“Come here, little love.” He whispers, hooking his arms underneath you. You intuitively wrap your legs around your husband’s torso and he easily carries you to the bathroom. When he finally places you down, he brushes a few strands of hair from your face and then places a tender kiss on your forehead.

“Now let’s get you cleaned up.” He says, turning to start the tap before tossing a glance over his shoulder and chuckling lightly, “And then I have to fix your braid, dear… I’m sorry to tell you that I ruined it.” 

“I think you might have also bruised my ass,” You respond, turning to flash your bottom at Astarion. 

He drops down on his knees to examine the curve of your ass, one nimble finger brushing against the blooming blue marks. You let out a little whine in response, the flesh still tender. 

Astarion presses his lips onto the bruise and lingers for a moment. Then he pulls away and frowns slightly, eyes glossing across the marks before he looks up at you and says, “I’m sorry, darling.”

“It’s okay,” You respond, glancing back to grin over your shoulder. You see your husband peering up at you, the picture of devotion, “I enjoyed it.” 

“Did you, now?” He asks with an amused smirk, his eyebrow cocking in that signature arrogant way of his. 

You nod just slightly as he places another kiss against those little bruises. His hands travel up your thighs, brushing against the wetness dripping from your sex and onto your legs. Two fingers tenderly stroke between your drenched slit. 

“Hmm, and what do we have here, little love? Is this something else that needs cleaning? Won’t you let me take a look?”

You blush but oblige anyway, leaning forward over the counter and exposing your sex, leaking with Astarion’s seed and your arousal. 

He grins and licks a long strip between your folds, causing you to buck slightly and whimper at the stimulation on your still-sensitive cunt. 

“Too sensitive? Want me to stop?” He asks gently from behind you, one hand wrapped around your thigh.

“No, keep going.” You urge him, bending forward to further reveal yourself to him, eager to feel his skilled tongue pressed into you once more. 

A small groan of appreciation from your husband is all you hear before he delves his tongue back between your legs, working to clean up the mess he made. 

The bathtub overflows and spills water onto the floor before he’s done adoring you. At least for tonight.

[mrradmccoolman]

hello everynyan!! it's baby's second (?) tumblr post. i present to you:

ELLIOTT'S ANDERPERRY SONG ANALYSIS

okay, so, here's the gist of it: i have an ever-growing playlist on spotify of songs i feel fit neil, todd, or their relationship as a whole. each song is not only one i like, but also has lyrics that represent something specific about them. this sort of thing is something ive done for multiple characters for a long time, and ive always had carefully curated reasons behind my choices. i just recently got back into the dps fandom, and thought this would be a good way to not only show how i see the characters, but also become a part of the community on Tumblr myself :)

i will not be doing every song simply because i do not have the time and the playlist is way too long for that, but i'll definitely be choosing some favorites. i'll most likely just post whenever i feel like it, so i can't promise any sort of a timeline. this is just a little project i thought would be fun, especially considering the fics im working on take me ages lol 😅

sooo without further ado: song number one is....

Habanero by Rosie Tucker

i've been listening to a lot of rosie tucker's music lately, and this song really stood out to me as a todd/neil song from neil's perspective. one of the reasons i connect so much to neil as a character is because i see myself in him, and subsequently how he handles what i see as a very real depressive disorder throughout the movie. this song makes me think of his feelings and relationship with todd in canon, how he sees himself and todd, and the bittersweet-ness of loving someone in the "wrong" way.

"...you said "this never happens to me, this never happens" but you smile while you suffer so you're lying or wrong" this lyric encapsulates a big part of neil's perception of todd, especially towards the beginning of the movie. it specifically reminds me of the "what do you mean no?" scene and the argument they have leading up to it. it also alludes to todd's poem scene in front of the class and neil's reaction to it. he sees todd as saying this sort of bewildered, in awe, "this never happens to me," because, well, for todd, that's how it feels. he doesn't speak in front of people, he doesn't share parts of himself like that. i actually believe he didn't even really write poetry on his own before keating's class, either, so even writing at all is a big step for him- never mind showing others. we know todd hates public speaking and being perceived (although it's a lot more complicated than that, but i won't get into it here) so he "smiles while (he) suffers" because even though this is something he hates and feels so much shame about, a part of him is amazed and happy he did it at all. thus the "you're lying or wrong" from neil- i see this as neil recognizing that actually, knowing todd, this isn't the first time he's done something like this like he might think. in truth, todd says and does beautiful things like this all the time. though todd sees himself as dull and embarassing, neil sees the truth. we often think of neil as recognizing todd as a diamond in the rough, but people are more complicated than that. really, todd has always had this beauty inside him- this is just the first time he (and everyone else) has gotten the opportunity to really see it. neil feels vindicated in a sense, because he knew it was there.

"i'm never happy, but i've never been better" i feel this lyric is pretty straightforward when it comes to neil. he has depression, which makes it so so hard to feel happy, even when you think you should- and most of the time, neil doesn't even have those moments. todd isn't some cure-all for his problems, and certainly doesn't make his depression go away, but he's a huge aid to neil. he's the one person who really sees him. even if neil still isn't happy in the traditional way, he still feels better around todd. another thing i could get into buttt this post is already gonna be long enough as is lol.

"i need to see you sweat" i feel this one is also pretty self explanatory. it's sexuality and desire, something neil has likely not felt to this level before. especially when you're depressed, it's hard to feel any sort of desire. i feel that any thoughts neil would have would already be pretty vague because of his internalized homophobia, but this would be similar to the way he would allow himself to verbalize his feelings. there are a lot of great fics out there that i feel really encapsulate this well.

"wouldn't we be perfect together if we wanted exactly the same thing?" i would argue that the majority of the fandom kind of accepts neil's feelings for todd as pretty obviously requited, even though interestingly enough, from an outside perspective i would actually argue neil's feelings are the most obviously canon. not that i don't definitely believe todd feels the same, nor do i think this is a bad thing- it's just that the entire movie revolves around identity, and neil's passion for acting serves as a metaphor for queerness pretty obviously, and beyond that acting is associated with queer identity as a whole, another reason behind mr. perry's aversion to it. neil doesn't know if todd feels the same as he does. even if things may seem obvious to us, this isn't "normal" for the time period and so i believe wholeheartedly that neil didn't know todd had any feelings for him. was this more his own self hatred, him protecting himself, or that anything he saw that may have alluded to reciprocation he convinced himself was his own mind playing tricks on him? probably a mixture of all three.

"but i smile while i suffer like a sucker supreme" even though neil knows this won't end well, that his feelings are "wrong" and this is hurting him in the long run, he can't help himself when it comes to todd. he's a sucker for him and the feelings he gets being around him.

"all at once i'm a child trapping tadpoles in a cup, and i know they'll never make it (...) but i smile while they suffer 'cause i want it so much" neil knows being in the play, being with todd, and defying his father is a losing game. he knows, on a distant level, that he'll never get away with it. maybe during the play he finally, for one gorgeous moment, truly believed things would change- but then his father shows up and proves he was right all along. he knows he's doomed, that todd was right to doubt his plan to lie to his father in the first place, but he wants it so badly he doesn't care (or, more than that, he feels so incredibly trapped that he's given up and has resigned himself to the consequences). not only this, but his depression has made his latching onto the one thing that gives him hope even more intense. to be ripped away from this, the only thing he's ever wanted- the only person he's ever wanted- is the end. he knows that. even so, even though he can see the futility of it all crumbling beneath him, he sees the fall through.

"i can't believe i'll die before becoming a frog" there's a sort of disbelief in his resignation to death in his final moments, a darkly humorous "i can't believe it's come to this, that this is really happening" despite not really being surprised. neil is cutting everything short and throwing away his potential before his father gets the chance to do it for him. he'll never "become a frog" in so many ways- never get to live for himself, never get to become an adult, never get to act again, etc.

well...that was very long! if you've made it to the end of this post, i hope this was as fun for you as it was for me :)) i'll definitely be doing more of these as time goes on!! let me know your thoughts!!

(the playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Fh97W8EItmoJHjQvjsBl4?si=WoH7J5GHTfmt3v7OuqbHnQ&pi=6x2g03n8Q1Knc )

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[poptartcat]

For the ship ask game- Jally

( My feeling about this ship are more complicated than my feelings abt my sixth grade crush)

Hey there! Thanks for the ask!! Yeah there’s def things to talk abt with this ship, but let me say that I like technically don’t ship anything. Not actively, but like, there are ships I can see happening so when I say I ship something they’d what I mean.

Tbh I think trying to make it a romance does disservice to their relationship and dynamic and honestly just rubs me the wrong way. It was so much deeper than that and the fact that people assumed romantic love is deeper is kinda… questionable to me. Idk I’m aroace so I may have slight bias but it always felt like a brotherly protective type dynamic, a mutual idolization (more on Johnny’s side tho), a “I see you in me”+”I wish I were you” type dynamic (that’s not quite it but you get the gist).

I think I would like it if it felt less like erasure and more like expansion. They were secretly dating I feel takes away from everything. But I don’t think there is a way but ig every jally fic I’ve read is oddly raunchy for some reason so if there was more domestic stuff then I would probably have less of a problem.

One positive thing I think would be that these two make the most sense within canon and I totally get where the shippers come from.

[goldammerchen]

I wanted to write a fic today lietpruweek2025 day 4: Free Day | Polyamory Break, but couldn't (except I kinda did?). It was going to be a prequel for my unfinished Mythalia March fic (E!), happening after these notes for a previous prequel (oh boy), also Explicit.

Fic summary: In the woods, Tolys refuses to acknowledge the sudden visit of his once enemy Gilbert, that almost killed him more than once (and viceversa) almost succeding last time, if wasn't for Feliks intervention (partner of both). Or the Werewolf tries to ignore the Harpy, until the half-bird creature crashes into a tree...

(CWs: References to Past Child Abuse, Animal Death [if finished will get described, not just mentioned], (Bird) Children Death mention)

The gist of it is Gil (Harpy) looking for Feliks (Harpy), after he leaves and doesn't say where he went nor how to find him. Gil flies to Lithuania to find Tolys (Werewolf), hoping to either find Feliks there or for Tolys to know more than him. The three relationships is complicated~, Feliks having a romantic relationship with both once before enemies, until they were forced to ally... (some of this in published fic, specifically on chapter 4, where Gil tells Rode about his past).

This looks convoluted. Anyway, here it goes the outline / draft / concept.

More notes for context, most found in chapter 4:

Gil told the Teutonic Knights he was twelve, when he was ten. He looked older because Harpies grow faster (and live shorter lives).

Tolys has a necklace with one of his own canines, this allowing him to transform willingly, but he always has wolf ears and tail. Actually adding this where it should go.

"We were not on speaking terms since my mate befriended a heathen!" (...) "Correct, and not any Lithuanian, the one I hated the most! More than once we were close to killing each other, if it wasn't for our comrades saving the loser of the duel. If I didn't kill him first, I knew he one day was going to be my death."

The Pope ordered to kill non humans in Christian organizations. At some point after that Gil wakes up with a knife on his neck. He fights back and wins, escaping.

"(...) little did I know I would find both my enemy and my mate together. My happiness over my mate being alive was short-lived, because all I wanted was for that man to be gone; I wanted to be his death. Lucky me, neither had seen me, so I flew higher, and aimed my javelin with ease.

He hit his target... Feliks begged facedown Gil to save Tolys. Swan maidens here have the power to damage by 'channeling regret'. Rode thinks Natallia as a witch but no, she and Iryna are just more deities than all the other fic deities. "She channeled my regret to undo your wounds".

From here details mentioned in other prequel notes, that happens before this one, will be repeated down.

And here we go, I'm changing my mind about this but I want to have it noted down.

Tolys walking alone in the woods. He's worried about his future. He wants to be alone, yet the silent is interrupted by certain someone's loud voice, calling Tolys from above: Gilbert, his once enemy, almost killing him more than once (last time almost succeeding), last time almost succeeding if wasn't for Feliks.

Oh, Feliks. Tolys figures out correctly Gilbert must be there for his mate—thinks he always was Feliks second choice, and Feliks leaving with Gil for many months only confirms that. Except, Feliks visiting him recently, explaining he needed to leave (again) to "mull about his faults, and get his act together".

What faults? Tolys wasn't completely sure, Feliks was too shocked and heartbroken to explain properly. Three eggs, only one survivor, almost took away from the pair. Sorry went to see him to tell him he was leaving, again...

[Info that should be added later little back little in conversations: After Gil is injured in the war (losing one eye vision), and was healed enough to fly, Feliks left with him to North Africa. After more recovery he mates with his mate Feliks, and have 3 eggs back in one of Europe's mountains (I'm using the Carpathians a lot but for their childhood and first clutch, maybe another range)… It goes poorly, even since before the first egg. Something about the nest, that Feliks doesn't explain well, Gil being ill, only two eggs hatching, and only one surving, this one almost being took away. After the only surviving fledgling leaves, while Gilbert was sorrowful, Feliks leaves.]

...And now Gilbert was here, likely to torment him, or blame him over Feliks not being there.

So Tolys ignores the best he can the Harpy, it doesn't matter how much Gil yells his name, demands him to go to a near forest clearing, the I know you can hear me, I see your dog ears pointing towards me, or the insults.

But then there's a loud sound that startles him: Gilbert, who's blind in one eye, crashing into a tree. Even if he tries to care he does, and turns around to see Gil falling down the tree, scratching the trunk on the way down, nothing stopping the fall. He lands on his talons, harshy, and falls to his knees, feathers all around him. Tolys runs towards the Harpy, part of him scolding himself for this, after all Harpies are sturdy. Gil is the same person/creature that both almost killed him and saved him though.

Groaning, Gil checks his wing. Seeing Tolys, quickly goes from "I'm fine" to "this is your fucking fault you piece of shit! How will I cross the Mediterranean like this?!", puffing his feathers, hissing, and trying to scratch Tolys, who dodges him.

The crash was too loud, alerting Tolys' people. The come up with weapons, and they also recognize the until Teutonic Knights Harpy. They yell Gilbert to back off, pointing their weapons. At first Gil is defiant, but for once he just raises his wings (as much as he can injured). Tolys tells his peope that it is fine, that he must be there for his (he hates saying this) mate, but crashed. Reminds them that they are not enemies anymore, and doing anything stupid would cause conflict with the Harpies (and the other way around too, he tells to Gil).

After telling Gil to not try anything, the common people leave, but at a distance where someone like Tolys (and Gil) can still hear, they start talking about Tolys, someone else reminding them over and over that Tolys can still listen.

Left alone, Tolys tries to check Gilbert injuries (that includes visible scatches and in bad shape primary feathers), however he refuses to be touched (Tolys also thinks in old injuries inflicted one to the other, only their better healing having erased them). Instead they talk about Feliks, Gilbert saying that Feliks left a letter (that he refuses to show to Tolys). Upon learning that Feliks wasn't there, alredy having left...

"That idiot keeps doing this shit to me..." Hides his face behind his hands for a while. No sounds except ragged breathing.

Gil eventually stands up, knees almost giving up again.

Tolys: "You can't fly like this, not long distances. Stay with me until you've healed enough."

It takes more than a little convincing. Tolys piggybacks Gilbert to a watchtower :3 (Gilbert asks if that's fine, Tolys says his people will understand). Before they arrive, it begins to rain. Gil raises his good wind to hide Tolys from the rain, the water slidding off the feathers (at least for now).

On the watchtower, it doesn't take long for Gilbert to fall asleep, sitting agaisnt a wall (Harpies don't sleep lying down). Tolys struggles to fall asleep, thinking in Gilbert, Feliks, and the person he punched earlier after calling him a dog (drawback of his necklace with one of his canine that allows him to transform when he wants, the permanent pointy ears and fluffly tail); he is struggling to adapt to a life without a war to fight...

He wakes up again, startled: Gilbert has woken up screaming, looking at him yet his view is likely on the past, when his own men tried to kill him. Tolys moves closer, and hesitates to put a hand over a shoulder. Gilbert barely reacts.

Tolys: "I have nightmares too."

Gilbert: "About... About when I almost killed you?"

Sigh. "Yes."

Gil tells Tolys to sit on his good wing side (left), that thankfully is his good eye side as well—he does. Tolys is too tall for Gilbert to put him under the wing, at least not comfy enough for sleeping like both want... He wakes up next morning with his head leaning on a fluffy feathered thigh. He thinks in Feliks, and jumps back when he lifts his head to see Gil's face; too many fixed feelings.

Now Gilbert is more than sore than yesterday, struggling to move. He opens and closes his mouth several times, only telling Tolys what he wants to say after being encouraged: he needs help preening his wings, was at first too proud to ask, and contemplated in allowing his feathers to go bad. Once again Tolys thinks in Feliks, who did most preening himself, Harpies spending a lot of time in this. Tolys helps Gil, but refuses to touch a weird gland on the lower back, beside the base of the tail. Does help spreading the oily(?) fluid, and realigning the (looks notes) feather barbules.

Hours later, Gilbert is able to do some of his daily stretching... Tolys emitates him, and someone (kids?) below too. He gets fucking annoyed.

When Tolys brings food for both, Gil only eats the meat, barely chewing. Tolys gives him some of his meat, not all, and aside that practically eat both meals. Gil also keeps killing critters, more about that later.

Other day? Tolys invites Gilbert to one of his temples, the temples and faith that Gilbert tried before to destroy. The Harpy obviously doesn't want at first, and isn't happy either about the way Tolys smiles ("are you taunting me?" "no." {yes}). Gil tries to use the excuse of what will Tolys' people think, but Tolys actually wants for both to go to a open place on the forest, one with a God figure. They go, and the whole ordeal is umconfortable for Gilbert. They later talk about Gil believing again in the usual Gods workshipped by the Harpies, but actually in the Christian God a bit too, still. Tolys tells him he could like even more Gods, his ones—Gil refuses, but he will eventually... [Hima has drawn that dog that's totally not Anubis, Bastet, Atum, God, devils. If it believed it exist, I guess this inspired a bit the fic... It's a bit like "collecting" Gods to believe in though, but also syncretism].

Btw Tolys: "I prayed for your healing" = Gilbert getting flustered as hell.

While together, Gilbert keeps killing random small critters to eat. Tolys complains, to what Gil responds that he prefers eating frequently "now that he can" (starved at times by the Knights, and rarely eating well, not enough or not what Harpies need). He does sometimes avoid killing birds. This (or something else?) will remind Gil of his first clutch, and make him open up about what happened. Tolys learns about Feliks not making the nest on time, Gilbert unable because sick with fever and malaise, and not knowing because he left the Harpies as a child. Feliks' mom made the nest, stepping up after visiting, and after the first eat was laid (painful, difficult, both parents freaking out, no nest). In general the mother was more helpful to Feliks, often freaking out, more than Gil. Here Tolys tell Gil he is sorry about the unhatched egg and the chick that didn't survive, almost comprehending better than before why Feliks (and Gil) was so heartbroken: both about what happened, and worried if the only fledgling will ever return alive in his final form. This changed both Harpies, matured; has himself changed? He's not sure about what to do about his life, Feliks returned and left, Natallia probably thinks about him as a puny mortal—it doesn't help that Gilbert comments (not on purpose) that he gets well along with Natallia; birds kinship, while he will never fly...

Other moments while together: Gil petting Tolys on the head (feels nice, is a good distraction, let's pretend we didn't try to kill each other and that we want the same harpy), Tolys either as a human or as a wolf… In either case when he tries to get up, Gil pushes him down more than a bit harshy (stay there!), cue to a (physical) fight. At the end up both are tired and laughing about it. Also more non-serious fights, roughhousing--Tolys goes from no I don't want to have fun with you to forgetting that sentiment, let's horseplay again.

Other day (?) they visit one of the knights abandoned castles/forts (not sure yet), after Christians lost the war (:3). The place is semi burned down, and the barracks make Gil feel sick. He leaves through the window (can do short flights), and goes to sit on the roof. It takes a lot of convincing to get Gilbert down, and once he does, the first thing he does is hugging Tolys. Tolys internally: oh no I'm getting attached to him.

It doesn't take too long for Gilbert to be able to do longer flights... Tolys who started not wanting to talk to Gil, now is worried about being left behind again. He also (shit this should be moved somewhere else?) is getting internally eating by guilt, because last time he saw Feliks, he almost forced Feliks to stay by force, only the fear on Feliks' face making him desist. If he tried that again, it would ruin everything between them (better than ever before, who thought this was possible), and cause troubles with both his people and the Harpies... But he would stay though.

Anticipating getting heartbroken, Tolys is the ones who asks about where Gilbert will go, and if he will try to find Feliks—the Harpy is actually too angry with his mate to that for now. He could go to where one of his sisters lives (that he never met until his child was born; she thought there was no way his brother would have survived as a bird). He is more interested in traveling though, having missed alot while only staying with the Knights... He invites Tolys to travel with him (both south and east, to central Asia), but at first Tolys shoots this down, after all he can't fly: "I will slow you down"; his pointy ears and tails will cause problems around most people, and not using his necklace will only cause more problems on fullmoons. "We could still manage!" "Sorry, but no..." (fool).

Gil says he also wanted to stay close to where Erszi (centaur) lives, or in the town itself.

"In the town?" (A Harpy? In a humans+centaurs town? They have mainly stayed on the skirts or where Tolys lives, although that's explained by the complicated past).

"The town's lord is a vampire, even if he and everybody pretend he isn't. He asked me so many weird questions..."

The Swan Maidens are also somewhat near, and if Feliks ever returns, is not unlikely he would want to see both Natallia and Erzsebet...

...Tolys says he should stay with his people. Later, only when Gilbert takes flight to leave he changes his mind, having to chase Gilbert as a wolf.

[thefangirlingdead]

2 and 23

2. Which of your fics is your pride and joy?

Theres a couple off the top of my head! I have an old ATLA soulmate AU called Moving Mountains that I’m super proud of because it was one of those fics that just poured out of me super fast as soon as I had the idea. Also a soulmate AU which I looooooved writing.

And then honestly my latest little Ruined By Love mattdrai series. It’s the first time that I’ve done the same story from different POVs and is probably the most porn I’ve written for a series (looool) but I’m like… really proud of it because that’s what usually gets me stuck/gives me writers block. I feel like I did a lot with those two fics that I haven’t done before so I’m super proud of them!

23. What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?

I really, really want to do some sort of omegaverse McMattDrai fic. Like you know that one post that’s like “three person poly relationship made up of two people who are already dating trying to coax someone with horrific self worth issues into a loving relationship, stray cat style” and person 3 is like “wow I think I’m falling in love with them too bad they wanna kill me with hammers”?

Yeah. Imagine omega Matthew hooking up with already bonded/mated pair Leon and Connor (thinking Leon is an alpha, Connor is either also an omega or beta) while he’s in heat. They offer to help him out. Then kind of start hooking up regularly and Matthew’s like “they’re just getting something fun out of this, some extra spice in their relationship, I love them but I know it’s meaningless to them” meanwhile Leon and Connor are like “holy shit he’s the missing piece that we didn’t know we were missing” but obviously they’re all idiots who are terrible at communicating and think they’re all on the same page. Cue Matthew telling him that he’s going to Florida and they’re like “wait… you don’t want to be with us?” and he’s like “wait you don’t hate me?”

Yeah. Obviously more complicated/emotional than that and I really need to sit down and outline it. But you get the gist.

[catathyst]

Bored, here's a Villain Mezo

Also a Villain Rikido cause I forgot to post the Villain Mezo Earlier

Basically I got this fic idea where a Villain has a cloning quirk, but the clones are opposites in both quirks and personality, it's a bit more complicated than that but that's the general gist of it.

:D

[gintrinsic-writing]

For the Unusual Fic-Specific Asks for Authors ask game – would you be interested in doing Perspective Flip for This World (is only gonna break your heart), chapter 1’s head trauma fic?? If you want a specific character I think Legend would be interesting, but honestly I’d love to see any character’s POV! (I love this fic so much I need to put in an actual decent comment for it asdfgh)

I'm notoriously slow at writing fiuhshsdfush sorry, but it's incomplete. I probably didn't get to the part you most wanted, but I work the rest of the week, then have to host family for 5 days, so I'm not going to have a chance to write again for a good bit. Hopefully this is still fun to read! I might be able to get to the rest when life slows down.

Based on this short fic.

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“Four?” Legend questioned, wariness coloring his tone. “You good?”

“Yeah,” Four rasped. His fingers flexed around the hilt of the Four Sword over and over again. Even from across the field, it was easy to see that his breaths were too shallow. He licked his lips. “Wild, could I have more of that herbal water?” 

Wild’s ears drooped guiltily. “I’m sorry, but there’s not much left, and Warriors still hasn’t had any.”

Legend sent a sharp look to Warriors, cutting off the self-sacrificial bullshit before it could even begin with a well-timed frown. Warriors acted like he didn’t notice, but he pressed his lips together as he tied off the last of Time’s bandages. Drama queen.

“Right,” Four murmured. He handed his empty cup back, then tugged on his hair. His hand visibly trembled. “Sorry, I wasn’t thinking.” 

Sky questioned Four about an injury, and several others joined in. Legend tuned them out, thumbing one of the heart rings as he watched Hyrule. The traveler swayed a little as he approached, and he sat down without an iota of grace. Sweat dampened both their arms as he leaned against Legend. It was uncomfortable; Legend didn’t consider moving.

“Don’t volunteer for watch tonight,” he murmured, rolling his eyes when Hyrule stuck out his tongue. 

"Don't tell me what to do, Leg."

“Bitch.”

“Worrywort.”

Before Legend could think of a comeback, he noticed Four beginning to pace. The grass nearly reached the smithy’s knees. 

“I’m not… me. I mean I am, but…” Four frowned. “I’m not just me. That’s the problem.” 

Hyrule crossed his legs where he sat. “You can tell us. We’ll do whatever we can to help.”  

Four’s eyes darted along the length of the Four Sword as if searching for something. “For you to understand, there’s something I need to…” He trailed off a sharp exhale. “I named myself for the Four Sword because—because drawing it gives me the ability to split into four separate versions of myself. Only… it’s not working now.”

“Like cloning?” Legend asked, thinking back on some of the oddities he’d come across on his quests. 

“No. They represent different parts of me. They’re my colors.” Four’s sudden smile was a fragile thing. “My sense of reason, my sentiment, my temper, my bravery. Obviously, it’s more complicated than that, but that’s the gist. And right now…” Once more, he touched the dried blood along his hairline. “I can’t hear them at all. I can’t split.”

“Split?” Legend mouthed, just as Sky asked, “Hear them? You normally hear voices?”

Well, that was concerning. Legend thumbed his heart ring again, glancing around at the others. Warriors was still in that eerie way of his, and Wild looked strangely mournful. At least the Old Man seemed to be resting well.

 “It’s not like that. I get… impressions. Influences,” Four answered timidly. 

“The voices influence you?” Warriors asked, and ah—there it was. That tone he used when he was truly worried and trying not to show it. Legend wondered if any of the others recognized it for what it was yet. “How often does that happen?”

Four twitched, then smiled again. “I’m probably explaining this poorly. The voices are me. They’re normal.”

Wariness returned to Legend’s gut, and he could feel Hyrule slowly tensing. He had a feeling things were about to get worse.

[crusherthedoctor]

Eggman's design in Stellar

As you may know by now, Eggman looks a little different as described in Sonic Stellar. His design and anatomy are the same Modern Eggman we all know and love or pretend to love, in the case of those that deliberately misrepresent his character, but he's got a new outfit. Naturally I made sure to describe it in the fic proper, because it'd be weird if I didn't, but I wanted to go a little more in-depth here to give some insight on the thought process behind it. This won't take too long, since it's honestly not that complicated.

So what motivated this? Well, it was actually a late addition. Originally, as was the case in BtS, he was in his regular Modern attire, and even when I began to brainstorm it into existence, I hesitated on it for the longest time because I was concerned as to whether it'd be seen as leaving a piss mark on SEGA's design out of the arrogant belief that it needs to be improved... like what those in charge of certain adaptations tend to do with the characters and universe in general. However, after remembering that there is precedence for one-off shifts in the games proper - see Rouge in Heroes, or Sonic's soap shoes in SA2 - I considered it fair game.

That said, don't assume it's a change for the sake of change: there's a plot reason for it. Since Eggman is attempting to convince the locals of Viridonia (aside from Trudy) that he's a changed man, he switches his appearance to symbolize this... but since he can't help himself, he still has to stylize it so that it's as him as possible.

Now it's time to talk about the actual look. The basic gist is simple enough. Just a nice debonair suit, like this for example:

...but in the distinctive Rrrrrobotnik style, and with the waistcoat unbuttoned, because this man does not operate like most gentlemen. I tried to balance out the doctor's usual colour scheme for it, so you have black for the shirt and pants, red for the waistcoat, yellow for the golden lining within said waistcoat, and white for the shoes (with black tips, like Swanky here), as well as the gauntlets (see below). The Modern jacket may not be present, but I paid tribute to it in spirit.

Instead of having those goggles on his head that he only uses during leap years, I transferred anything they could do to his glasses, reminiscent of how they worked in '06. Yes, there was some '06 inspiration among all this. That's how you know the doctor is officially off his gourd by the time of Stellar.

Of course, the most striking aspect of his new attire are his aforementioned gauntlets, complete with a selection of nifty abilities that allow him to be even more hands-on than he already was... and some clawed tips, cause he felt like it. This was inspired by his control glove in the movies, as I figured that by this point in Game Eggman's career, after all that he's had to put up with, it was a logical next step for such an infamous control freak. Plus, I just think it's neat for him. :D Note that they're not cluttered compared to the rest of his design, they'd have a simplistic look despite some buttons and the like.

Why did I make them gauntlets, instead of just gloves like normal? I found an appeal in how they contrast with the rest of his otherwise low-key dress sense (for his standards). It felt like the sort of thing he would do, as an extra way of commanding your attention. And yes, I'm aware that some readers might assume he has actual robotic hands now, and declare it a brilliant SatAM JoJoke, but I hope repeated use of the word gauntlet should clarify that's not the case... >_>

Fun Fact: Originally, he was only going to have only one gauntlet, for a little bit of asymmetry. However, I realised that Starline already has a similar thing going on, and since I brought him into the story, it might be redundant. So Eggman has them for both hands. Think of it as his unspoken way of one-upping his #1 simp.

[shrinkthisviolet]

WESTALLEN ROLE REVERSAL!!!!!!??!?!?!

-@june-rambles

Indeed! It's a feelings role reversal :D I wrote my (belated) Feb YOTP fic as a bit of an intro to the concept, I talked about it more here, and it's based on this Tumblr post!

Basically the gist is, Iris is the one pining for years, while Barry is oblivious. It's not an exact role reversal, since the post shows Barry/Felicity as the Iris/Eddie equivalent (and by the nature of Barricity, it has to be much more short-lived, because Felicity is still pining for someone else, whether Barry is or not...and also I wanna keep the 1x15 kiss without it being cheating), Barry is still the Flash (which makes 1x15 very interesting), and Barry and Iris are by nature different people who handle situations differently. It's a fun concept that I've now committed to writing! And here's a snippet:

“Iris! Your boyfriend’s here!” Iris froze and immediately darted out to meet a far-too-gleeful Linda and a very confused Barry. “Iris?” He said slowly. Not good. I have to fix this. She laughed, quickly and hopefully not too desperately. “Oh Linda, you’re so funny! You know that’s not what boyfriend means! Don’t pay her any mind, Barry, she’s just kidding. You know how Linda is.” “Yep.” Linda smirked, completely unapologetic. “You know how I am.” Iris shot a glare at Linda, who only grinned cheerfully in response.

this isn't from the beginning, but it's still one of the first snippets I wrote for this AU, back when it was first a concept! I haven't quite started the main fic proper yet (though this snippet will be part of that fic) 😅 still working things out on where/how to start it

A few more notes on relationships, because I've finally made things click in that regard and what better place to talk about that than here:

I haven't quite decied if Iris/Eddie will be the Barry/Felicity equivalent (probably, tbh)...but if they are, they have to happen WAYYYY earlier, since Iris gets to know Eddie during Barry's coma. They consider dating, but Iris is very clearly in love with Barry and isn't shy about it, and Eddie's like "k. You're clearly going through smth right now, your friend is in a coma and you are still clearly hung up on him. But I will support you through this, and we can still be friends." And especially after Barry wakes up...Eddie tries to get Iris to confess to him constantly...which ofc is complicated by Barry dating Felicity soon after waking up (they were friends pre-coma, so them getting together a bit sooner than in canon is plausible imo). Iris and Eddie probably go on a date or two once Iris finds out about that, but Eddie sees that she's trying to rebound and gently says, "I'm not gonna be your rebound guy. I care about you too much." And that's pretty much the end of that.

And there will be no Barry/Linda equivalent* will because it has never made sense to me how, in canon, Barry tries to date another girl after Felicity to try and get over his feelings for Iris. Like?? Dude I thought you learned this already?? You are in love with Iris and cannot be with anyone else, you and Felicity both have that issue, that's literally why you two don't work long-term!! You two have a whole conversation about this!!

Listen, I know it was him and Caitlin trying to move on, but like...fr fr, the rebound thing did not work before. I can't believe he thought would work this time. Idk why they even bothered with Barry/Felicity as a ship if they were gonna have Barry try to date Linda for the same reason he dated Felicity - to get over Iris (and I say that as someone who thinks Barricity is pretty cute in s1). Unlike Barry, Iris learns that lesson after Eddie (esp since Eddie basically spells it out for her), so she doesn't date anyone else!

*Barry/Felicity are a couple for a bit longer than in canon though, so they're...kinda the Barry/Linda equivalent? They're a mix of Iris/Eddie and Barry/Linda, though they'll still break up before 1x15.

And naturally, Linda is Iris's coworker who's her bestie from the start. She and Eddie are united in shipping Westallen and being so tired of their pining (affectionate. Most of the time. They're only human)

WIP ask game!

[piratefishmama]

i love your post about people writing wayne as eddies moms brother.

whenever i see it feels like its written to give his moms family is all good and his dads family is all bad.

but we know nothing about his mom! in the show he never mentioned her.

we know his dad is a criminal

we know wayne took eddie in at some point, and that he works at a plant and lives in a trailer

but there is nothing about his mom. she could have been anything from an abusive and bad parent to a neglectful or absent part to a good parent who died.

family is weird and complicated.

being siblings does not reflect each others morals or character.

fic needs to let family be weird and messy and complicated

Absolutely, most families will have at least one person in them who struggles with staying out of trouble. There's no getting around that, there'll always be one person somewhere in there that's not the best person to be around, I have one, hes been in and out of jail, addicted to drugs, been in and out of rehab with all the excuses known to man. (He claims to be on the mend now. We all hope for the best for him)

Families are complicated. They can be messy. It's OK to write them as messy. It doesn't make you sound bad to include it in your writing!

Wayne is complicated, more so than we see on the surface. You gotta watch Joel's interviews to really get the gist of where he was going with it!

Those interviews only made me appreciate Wayne more, too. They're definitely well worth the watch.

[multifictostalker]

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Olive's Intro

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚૮꒰˵•ᵜ•˵꒱ა‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷

٩(๑>◡<๑)۶ Hi and welcome to my blog! I’m very happy to have you here, maybe stick around? Just don’t land a hand on my beloveds!

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⦅ About this blog ⦆

I plan on using this blog to post fantasies, talk about paraphilia, and post fiction relating to selfships!

Currently my primary beloveds and f/os are Squirrelflight, Scolipede, Spiderleg, Flick (AC), Scorpia, Mammon (OM), Gumball, Peril, Star Tracker, Denki Kaminari

[ Current hyperfix/obsession , married , partner , crush ]

THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN PRO-SHIP, DARK-FIC, AND PRO-FIC -RELATED CONTENT.

I am supportive of all/most good faith identities! I consider myself radqueer to some extent, more primarily I am radinclus, pro-ship, anti-harassment, pro-para, and ANTI-CONTACT.

This is not a discourse blog. It is for my own euphoria purposes and fantasizing.

For now I’d consider this blog 14+, but it could become 16+ or even 18+ in the future…

Please note that I’m not a huge Tumblr user so there might be some things I don’t know.

⦅ About me ⦆

Hello (灬ºωº灬)♡ I go by Olive or Ollie, but some people know me better as Golden. My pronouns are She/he/neos with fluctuations pronoun preferences. The best thing to do when you don’t know my current pronouns is to default to she/her. I will keep my bio updated with my current pronouns. Also I’m currently 18 :>

I have some more complicated and complex stances and opinions that I should probably make a Rentry on, but here’s the gist! I am radiclus, pro-para, anti-contact (gtfo if you’re pro-contact!) , radqueer*, pro-ship, pro-fic, anti-harassment, pro-kink, and punk! I also consider myself to be ancom, but I’m not super into politics.

My paras are zoophilia, fictozoo, autozoo, MAP, fictoMAP, objectum, autoplusho, phasmophilia, and autobiastophilia, and more!

I have a lot of genders and sexualities. I am Abrosexual, meaning that my sexuality changes. I mainly consider myself to be a Abro Vincian, but I’m not exclusively a vincian! I enjoy collecting queer identities and have a whole hoard. I am Bigender, Genderfluid, genderqueer, agender, and xenogender- the best way to explain my gender would be fluffy and soft, but sometimes more punk! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

I am disabled! I have Cerebral Palsy and chronic pain. I also self-ID as autistic! I also have body dysmorphia.

I have a few different trans-ids. I plan on making another rentry to explain my reasonings behind my trans-ids. Of course I’m transgender, but I’m also transyandere, transstalker, transMDD, transOLD, transSeverity, transTruama and more!

Some fandoms and interests of mine are Warriors, Wings of Fire, Pokemon, The Amazing World of Gumball, The Amazing Digital Circus, She-Rah, DSMP/MCYT, animals, paraphilia, queerness, fantasy, dragons, fanfiction, My Little Pony, and Anime/Manga.

I’m not sure that there’s much more to say! I have two other accounts, @just-goldens and @pastel-golden

*I more often than not consider myself “Hesitantly radqueer” or “Critically radqueer.” I will make a rentry soon that goes into more detail as to my opinions. Please keep in mind that no matter my opinions, I am anti-harassment and don’t have any intention to harass or harm any radqueer individuals.

[gojosatoruwifey]

ㅡRizz the Male Lead

✑ been obsessing danmei lately especially svsss (◕▽◕✿) and this is birthday gift for myself though i wrote this for fun

✿ warning/s: self-ship , original character(s) , swearing , the gist is a god turned into her opposite gender and she cant escape , very short fic

✿ character/s: chung myung/cheong myeong , yao li jun

The blaring alarm echoed loudly beside his ears. Startled, his light robes fluttered as he turned to see a floating screen. He woke up with a body of the manly version of himself—long strands of snow hair and fair eyelashes and his muscular, broad body—an unfamiliar environment and only his traveling companion. Now, the wandering god is even more bewildered than the last time he or she was a mortal.

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His blue depths of orbs with a shade of a flower akin to a myrtle tree stare wide-eyed at the panel. He stared confusingly as the woman that serves him also looked at it with the same emotion. 

『 IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT:

    MAIN MISSION: SWITCH TO DANMEI GENRE 』

“HUH?!?! WHAT DANMEI?!” The wandering god is familiar with the genre, having an interest in reading various kinds of books she has bought and received. That is to say, she is also a witness for some couples in a historical setting as she is traveling in different worlds and universes and yet she never experienced to be placed in such a spotlight. She lives a long, long, long life but she supposes there will always be surprises here and there.

『 SYSTEM: Congratulations, Your Abyssal Majesty! You are inside your favorite murim novel “Return of the Mount Hua Sect”. You are to be tasked to secure the plot according to the wishes of your contract partner.

   DOWNLOADING DETAILS: 15%.....60%...100%....DING!

   NOVEL: Return of the Mount Hua Sect

   CHARACTER: Yao Li Jun

   MALE LEAD: Cheong Myeong 』

He gasped in shock. Throwing himself to the panel—fortunately, it can be touched like an ipad—and pointed at the familiar name written. “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS??? I DON’T REMEMBER AGREEING TO ANY CONTRACT DAMN IT! AND I’M CONTENT WITH THE PLOT OF ROTMHS THANK YOU VERY MUCH!”

He breathed in and shouted again with newfound energy. “CHEONG MYEONG DOESN’T NEED A ROMANTIC PARTNER!!! YOU TELL ME WHOSE FUCKING IDEA IS THIS???!!!”

『 SYSTEM: Your Abyssal Majesty can contact her contract partner after completing three required missions (excluding: Main Mission). 』

“FUCK!!!”

『 SYSTEM: Required Mission (1/3): Help the Male Lead, Required Mission (2/3): Earn the Mount Hua Sect’s favor, Required Mission (3/3): Receive the Male Lead’s token of appreciation 』

“I’m the Abyssal Majesty and someone dares to play tricks on me…” Yao Li Jun sighed dejectedly and his company, the always trusted companion, Nirnasha, consoled him with, “Your Majesty, please, compose yourself. If not for the barrier I formed, you might have startled the people outside.”

“Oh, right. Thank you for that.” He nodded with a complicated expression on his face. ”My skills are limited. I can’t escape in this dimension no matter I try to summon a space portal and I can’t contact any gods that I know.” He clicks his tongue. “…what restriction is this.”

“Your words are absolute, Your Majesty. This contract partner of yours might have used this against you and thus, you’re unable to act how you wishes. I suggest to familiarize yourself with this situation first, like asking the system for the necessary details. Please don’t lose your composure this time, Your Majesty.”

Yao Li Jun almost wanted to thank Nirnasha when all gratitude went down the drain when she scolded him the second time about composure but he chooses not to utter any words anymore as she has a point. Nirnasha is what one can call the personification of her or rather his rationality. She is a perfect servant in her assigned role of assisting the young wandering god during his duties or travels.

“This is the first time this servant is interested in your new endeavor, Milord.” Nirnasha says as she has a rare mischievous look in her dark blue eyes.

“Nirnasha, you might have forgotten who you are talking to.”

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Fanfic Writing Asks:

8, 12, 14, aaaand 37?

8. Post an out-of-context spoiler from a WIP

“Don't take the sofa. Stay with me, we can share. Maybe we can distract each other.”

What—

His eyes must be as wide as hers, and his mouth opens and closes without words falling out.

She flushes, scrambling to add, “Just, you know, not…like, maybe we can talk until we both fall asleep.”

This is when his heart plummets into the pit of his stomach like a bird that’s died mid-flight. Mid-plight, if it spent its life trying to escape its cage. If he keeps his own metaphor straight. 

Of course she didn't mean—of course not. 

12. Do you outline your fics? If yes, how detailed are your outlines? How far do you stray from them?

It depends on how small/complex of an idea it is. For very small ideas, I don't really outline. Anything bigger or somewhat complicated gets at least a vague list of bullet points (they aren't super detailed unless I'm worried about forgetting any little details I might've already brainstormed, it's generally just the gist of scenes).

If anything, I don't really stray from them, but I end up cutting things.

14. What is your favorite location and position to write in?

I have a little nook in a home studio where I prefer to write. It's cozy and quiet (any noise, including music, either distracts me or I tune it out). I also prefer to write in the morning (which wasn't really in the question but XD that's when it's easiest to get the words out/flowing)

37. What fic has been the hardest for you to write?

In terms of WIPs: Step Into The Daylight because it's beyond the scope of the snapshot sort of stuff I usually write. It's going to take a lot more effort and expansion on my typical tight focus to get done.

In terms of posted fics: I Don't Want You Like A Best Friend for similar reasons: it juggles a lot more than I usually focus on (in terms of plot, characters, dynamics, etc.) and I had the worst case of ending fatigue by the end. But I've since revised the ending to make it stronger and I'm really happy with how it turned out overall!

[zombolouge]

Okay I’m not entirely sure how to word this well so please bear with me.

You’ve written and published both fanfic and original fiction. What happens in your brain to determine if an idea should be fanfic or og? Some of your fanfics feature OC protagonists living through (mostly unchanged) canonical events, but some feature canon protagonists in non-canon events (though you usually seem to not change the canon setting too wildly? I haven’t read through your whole portfolio on ao3 though so correct me if I’m wrong lol). But you could just as easily write canon blorbos in hugely AU settings or plots, and there are other authors who have done so very successfully. So can you speak to where the line is, for you, or what sort of things influence that?

hehehehe I have finally arrived at this question, and I've been pondering it ever since you sent it because I love it, it gave me big thinky thoughts.

I think my process on this can get pretty complicated as I sort of weigh things out. Some of it has to do with how much plot I'm crafting wholesale, but not always. For instance, the entirety of the plot for Indefensible (Ace Attorney fic) was constructed wholesale, because it takes place post-canon, so I had to come up with mystery cases and character arcs on my own and didn't have canon to guide them. Others, I'm using canon as the guide, and even if I'm completely changing canon, that guide was still the starting point.

But I've also shied away a bit from that level of work and didn't turn it into fic. For instance, when I played ME: Andromeda, I toyed with the idea of making a fic, but the work I'd have had to do on the baseline plot was so great that I felt as though I'd have been better served creating original fiction out of that idea rather than a fic. I may return to an Andromeda fic with a slightly different concept at some point, but it didn't vibe with me at that time.

I think the real deciding factor is whether or not I think the story's soul, or heart, relies on something in the IP that's inspiring it. For instance, Indefensible relies on the history the characters already have together and playing on that history. The story wouldn't have worked without Phoenix and Edgeworth and their respective backstories. If I were changing it to original fiction, I'd have needed to lift those backstories, explain them, try to change them to make them original, and then after doing all that I don't think the story would have had the same heart and soul to it. It would have changed the spirit of the thing.

I'm not personally a big fan of just filing off the serial numbers and calling it original, I'm pretty honest with myself about whether or not I'm really relying on someone else's IP to tell a story. So when that IP is really part of the story I'm trying to tell and I'm leaving enough of it unchanged that I feel it's still firmly in the fic category, I keep it as fic. If I feel like I'm changing it so that it's unrecognizable or no longer needs to pull from the source to keep the soul of the story, I start reworking it even more into original fiction.

It can get a lot more complex than that as I weigh each individual part of the whole and decide if it needs the IP or not, but that's the gist of it. It's a lot of kicking at the supports from canon to see if they're load-bearing or not lol

Hopefully that answers your question! <3

[curseofdelos]

What do you think of Hazel and Frank growing up and getting married and having three daughters named Emily, Marie, and Bianca <strike>and a son named Jason</strike>

Cute!!

I can definitely see Frank wanting to name his daughter after his Mom, and Emily is such a pretty name <3

Hazel's relationship with her Mom is more complicated, and I can't decide if that makes her more or less likely to name a daughter after her. I can see her picking her Mom's name as a middle name though! How do we feel about Emily Marie Zhang-Levesque? ;o

I don't think Hazel was close enough to Bianca to want to name a child after her tbh? I wrote about how I view their relationship in this fic, but the gist is that Hazel recognises that Bianca is technically her sister and mourns that she never got to know her, but views her as Nico's sister more than her own sister. I think out of respect for Nico and his relationship with Bianca, she probably wouldn't do that imo 🤷

And not to be a negative nancy because I know you're making a joke, but I don't see them naming a kid after Jason tbh. Out of everyone on the Argo II, I think they were probably the least close to Jason? Idk it seems like an odd choice to me 🤷

Here for a little Emily though <3