#It makes me so angry

[goldenboots1]

You know what pisses me off the most? The inconsistency and the hypocrisies….

A few years back a driver was pushed in the wall with 51g and the driver responsible got the time and chance to repair his car during the red flag he produced he got a 10 second penalty and won the race in the end. And everyone was happy with it because we don’t punish the outcome we punish the incident.

And now suddenly they punish the outcome?! The fuck! Just because he’s British? I hate it here!!!

[beaft]

the most fucked up thing about the insanely long waiting times for UK gender clinics is that the ultimate TERF bugaboo is the scary trans woman who has made "no effort" to medically transition. that's the argument they jump to every time - the "why should we treat this man like a woman when all he's done is put on a dress?" - and it's patently absurd because like, what the fuck do you expect her to do? become a shapeshifter? get a back-alley boob job? magic up the funds for private healthcare out of nowhere? it's so moronic

[unnoodles]

Sometimes I'm having a good day then I think about Netflix canceling Shadow & Bone.

And then my day is no longer good.

[girlinafairytale]

[hooked-on-elvis]

"Charro!"

National General, 1969.

Jess Wade taming a wild horse.

[crowned-clown-rising]

The most resentful Eldarya player and fanfic writer (me) replays episode 13 (I'm going to burn someone)

[feralboo-the-weirdo]

Mama, I'm trying to be brave

Mama, do you even remember the last time you saw me cry?

Mama, mama, I've been holding it together.

Mama, I wish you would notice.

Mama...

Mama please.

I want to die.

Would you stop it?

Mama... Mama why don't you care?

Papa, do you care?

Papa, help me, mama wont

Papa...

Papa.... Papa please

Papa, do you remember when you last saw me cry?

You would stop me.

...Wouldn't you?

Mama, papa, I know I've hidden it from you.

But do you care enough to look?

I carry it so well so you can help the others.

But it's heavy.

Help me.

Help me.

Why is the sky empty?

God. God. God.

Help me.

...

I don't think they care, child.

Oh.

[perfectlullabies]

americans on this site from now on you are forbidden to discuss any political or social issues

[sinfulsalutations]

BAD BATCH SEASON 3 SPOILERS!!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

i fucking love (hate) how project necromancer and that whole plotline is just due to filoni's scrambling to justify the absolute bullshit that is "somehow, palpatine returned"

[biblicalhorror]

Tw: suicide, gun violence, emotional abuse

My freshman year of college, a very close friend of mine was being emotionally abused by her high school boyfriend. He couldn't handle the fact that she had chosen to move away from their tiny hometown, and away from him, and he would call her every hour of the day to demand to know where she was, who she was with, why she hadn't texted him in the past hour, etc.

We all told her to break up with him, as she clearly wasn't happy. We figured, we're all 18 year olds, almost no one stays with their high school sweetheart forever. And eventually, when he started to also verbally abuse her, she did.

He didn't stop calling her, and it got worse. He started calling her late at night, drunk and wailing, wandering around their empty town and yelling at her for "abandoning" him. This became a near nightly occurrence, but my friend stood firm in her decision.

Then, one random Wednesday a couple of weeks later, she showed up at my dorm door sobbing. Her ex-boyfriend had stolen his father's gun, walked into her parents' backyard, and shot himself.

The entire town turned against my friend. She was berated and shunned by basically everyone she had grown up with, except her parents, directly blamed for "taking away" the future of a troubled young man who had repeatedly harmed her. She was called all sorts of vile things by her ex-boyfriends family, who decided she was the root of all of his troubles so that they wouldn't have to reflect on the environment they created and how it may have shaped this man's self image. No one even told her when they decided to have a funeral for him.

My friend is the sweetest, kindest person on the planet. She was beyond devastated. In order to paint her as an unfeeling monster, you would need to ignore how far she was pushed before she had the courage to break up with him. He was a troubled kid, but he knew what he was doing.

Grief is a complicated thing, especially grieving a human being because humans are complicated, and you can hold multiple perceptions of someone at the same time. But suicide is never, not EVER, anyone else's fault. Even if he had been the perfect boyfriend and she broke up with him for no reason, it still wouldn't have been her fault. If there is someone you're thinking about blaming, I would bet anything that they've already blamed themselves a million times over. There are so many ways that an abuser can ensure that they terrorize their victims for the rest of their lives. Unfortunately, suicide is sometimes one of them. Have compassion for the people on the other side of this tragedy. You don't understand what they're going through and you hopefully never will.

[yikesforever]

I hate AI. If AI has 1000 haters I am one. If AI has one hater it is me. Stop making art you fucking robot your just stealing from artists.

[sharkaroni]

had a sandwich that wasn't as good as it could have been and now i'm suffering more than christ on the cross

[squantumcreap]

decided to rewatch 'the name of the doctor' mainly for the river clara interactions bc it's been so long but holy shit. steven moffat you are so fucking pretentious and annoying. every other line is "there is a secret so old and secretive it would kill a million worlds just to hear it.... the doctor is a man so important that shadows and whispers and moonbeams know to fear him... his grave is the most dangerous location in existence...." like what the absolute fuck are you talking about. why does every line of dialogue have to be SO fucking obnoxious.

[febfemality]

I keep hearing 'society wants lesbians to be bisexual.' No, they don't. They want you to be straight, but the current social climate says that's not ok to say, after all, your man might want a threesome or something and you need to be available for that. So between the two, it's faster to just say bi when we all know that's not actually what they mean. Bisexual women are capable of rejecting men and having relationships with women that having nothing to do with a man. And that's the part that's not ok. All women must be accessible to men and whatever language is 'acceptable' for that social climate to express that thought is what's going to be used. Same-sex attraction is the problem and nothing short of being in a relationship with a man and keeping him happy regardless of his fucked up desires is going to be enough.

[ceruleanterrapin]

Omg it even has wrinkles

Why is it unessecarily detailed???

-louieq

I DON'T KNOW

[feralboo-the-weirdo]

Haha, reached that part of dealing family crap where you're both terrified of your family and you just want to yell at them. But like none of them have therapists, or if they do they don't talk about problems like that. or they don't like their therapist for "reasons".

Sometimes I wish I had gone to war and got PTSD from that, because people have more pity for that than 'my family sucked because they were super emotionally neglectful and I'm not even sure if half of my memories are real because my family is only evil sometimes'.

I just want to yell at them. So badly. But I don't want to ruin them. But at the same time I do. I just want them to apologize for being ruining my life but that's not likely to happen. I'll probably end up apologizing to them.

Why can't they suck all the time? like I don't want them to, but I want a confirmation I didn't imagine my childhood. But like then they do suck and you're like "today's the day i yell at people" and instead you just fall into old patterns because you don't want to break eggshells and you don't have the means to leave yet so you can't destroy your relationship with your family yet.

But then like they stop being terrible the next day and you're like "wait, why was I mad? you're not that bad." and then it happens again and you're like "Oh, yeah. Okay. That's a good reason to be mad."

The cycles are killers.