#specially towards Leiftan

[crowned-clown-rising]

The most resentful Eldarya player and fanfic writer (me) replays episode 13 (I'm going to burn someone)

[jelly-and-strawberries]

Music Event Scenario ♡

Since apparently there's no scene for the image... I made one myself. Hope you like it.

After we managed to make that cacophonous snake go away, the guys and I finally breathed a sigh a relief.

"Why do I feel this isn't the first time we end up fighting a gigantic snake to save the day?" Said Mathieu with a strong feeling of deja vu.

"Last Christmas was the same, remember? A snake was stealing gifts" Mentioned Nevra who instead of looking tired had a bothered expression in his face. Probably because we five were always the ones who had to solve the problems on special occasions like today.

"Hopefully, it won't come back next year" Voiced Leiftan as if reading the mind of all of us.

"Don't give it ideas" Retorted Lance with irritation. It was understandable, we had wasted a lot of our time just so the others back at H.Q could enjoy the music festival. Now, the sun was going down and the concert would start-...

"OH NO!" I shouted causing the four to turn their heads in my direction. "What time is it?!"

"Ummm the sun is almost gone, so I would say... it's six or seven o'clock" Answered Mathieu nonchalantly.

"FUCK, I'M SO LATE!" I practically ran past the woods towards the H.Q while thinking how to be ready in five minutes.

"Late for what? If I may ask..." Asked Leiftan who catched up to me with the rest.

"The concert!" I said without slowing down my pace. Thanks to the their silence, I knew they didn't understand my sudden urge to go. "Remember I was supposed to sing a human song for Lady Beulanelle?"

"Shit, that's true" Mumbled Mathieu while messing with his hair.

"Well, what are you waiting for?" I gave Nevra a hard look for his unsupportive words.

"I can't go on stage like this, I look like I got beat up!" It was not a good time for Nevra to get on my nerves. "Besides, Purriry made me a special outfit for the ocassion".

"Dressing up shouldn't take you too long" Said Lance, another one who did not understand my struggle.

"I also have to do my hair and make up" I explained feeling deeply stressed. "I'll never be ready on time..."

Now Huang Hua will have another thing to use against me and make me feel guilty.

"How about we help you?" Offered Leiftan. "I can do your make up."

Leiftan... I couldn't help to look at him with adoration.

"I can help with the hair, I have a lot of experience because of Karenn" Said Nevra avoiding my gaze, maybe because he was feeling a little embarrased. I wasn't expecting him to help me too.

"And surely there's something that Lance and I can do as well" Mathieu and Lance... I wasn't expecting them to help me, but I was really grateful for their support. "What do you say? Do you let us help you out?

"Thank you, guys!"

[ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ]

Once I took a shower, Mathieu and Lance helped me put on my clothes. The outfit consisted of different pieces, so it was going to take some effort to get it perfect.

I was gadly surprised with the seriousness they took in doing the task.

I had the impression that their hands lingered in some parts of my body while adjusting my clothes, but maybe it was my imagination.

I had four guys over me, I was bound to feel self-conscious.

On the other hand, Nevra and Leiftan looked very concentrated while doing my hair and make up.

The vampire was brushing my hair with the utmost care. I even caught him smiling, something very weird nowadays.

I could feel Nevra's breath against my neck which was making me feel flustered.

And with Leiftan it was no different... his face was right in front of mine. It was impossible to avoid his passionate emerald eyes.

It was so hard to remain calm when he applied the lipstick. By the way he smirked, I was sure he knew the effect he was having in me.

This situation was so surreal.

I was so thankful.

Maybe after the concert ended, I could compesate them for their hard work...

I had several ideas in mind and surely they had some of their own.

The image gives me so much material girl energy, I love it ♡

[isatisnn]

The NSFW.

And... We reach the ending.

(I pushed my room's door and went inside hush, without a noise) is it redundant or is it simply me?

(A priori, nobody seems to be sleeping here... But you can never be sure.)

(Leiftan followed me inside, without leaving my hand)

I thought we were never to get a time alone.

(I've made one or two steps in the room)

(I can feel Leiftan's eyes on me)

(i'm able to sense his desire when he looks at me)

(Without turning to him, I unbottoned my belt to let the upper parts of my clothes drop, casually, to the ground)

( I felt his desire, as seeing myself through his eyes)

(Veering towards him, I offer my chest to his gaze)

It would be more fair if you took your clothes off, don't you think?

(The aengel did as I requested. i can hear the blood pounding in his temples)

(I took my shoes off and slid the trousers by my legs)

(It's an unique experience to feel the desire of another person towards me as if it was mine)

I have the feeling you want to come to the bed with me...

(He doesn't says anything. It's not necessary)

(He came closer, drawn me against him, and kissed me)

(His skin against mine is soft and warm)

(My hands wander by his arms, his back, his buttocks)

(I take him to the bed and I laid there)

(I know how much he wants me)

(However, he takes time to kiss my lips, my neck)

(To kiss the place where my breast initiate, and my stomach, the skin of my thighs...)

(His mouth caresses me with never ending softness, I shudder under his kisses)

(I attracted him to me, clutched him between my legs and smooch him)

Make love to me, Leiftan. I know you want as much as I do.

(His arms surround my body)

(I have guided him gently inside me, letting out a sigh of pleasance)

(He moves slow-paced and doesn't wants to be rude)

(Attentive about my pleasure, he appreciates it as his own)

(And I perceive his. Doesn't wants to hurry)

(He wants to take his time, to let our satisfaction grow dawdling)

(His body inside mine, my mind inside his)

(A special and delicious sensation, like we were one body)

(His gaze perchs on mine)

(We dont require of looking to our eyes to discern what the other feels)

(Yet we look, focused on each other's face)

(We kiss in the lips, the cheeks, the forehead)

(Our bodies move in harmony, our breaths become short)

(He knows what I want, what I like)

(Anticipating to my wishes as I do for his)

(I'm enjoying his body, his skin's heat underneath my fingers)

(He's taking advantage of my sighs, I can sense him ablaze because of them)

(My respiration becomes more and more brief, my sighs sound more like groans...)

(Each one of our motions make my delectation intensity soar)

(I reteined myself from yelling when I reached the climax)

(He felt my pleasure. His adapting to mine)

(Trembling, we stayed together for a moment, one against the other)

(He finally lays at my side)

(I can't think with clarity)

(I've snuggled against him and i'm taken into his arms)

(My head spins. I kissed the back of his hand)

(I'm absolutely relaxed and in peace)

(Sun could rise at any moment...)

(I wish I could stop the pase of time, to remain in his arms...)

(I don't want the dawn to come)

Gosh, finally! I was laughing all the time I had to convert this into my poor english vocabulary. Personally, I liked more the previous episodes's. But well, everyone has their own taste. The illu, still, better than the previous nsfwish one.

(Even if tomorrow is a day to be celebrated... If this night could prevail for a month or two...)

-- The end --

[licuadora-nasir]

Neither the last aengel nor the last dragon.

I wrote this lil NSFW fic for a special occasion and I thought that maybe some of you would enjoy it :) For those of you who don't like Tumblr's format, you can also read it in my AO3, and the Spanish version is here. 💞

I hope I can catch up with the requests in Christmas, but in the meantime, college monopolizes my time 😔

" I had recently discovered that when Lance was in the privacy of his room, he assumed his hybrid dragon form, however… This was the first time I had encountered him like this."

TG: explicit NSFW, Hybrid!Lance

The only thing that could be heard in the headquarters at those hours was the sound of the soles of my shoes against the pristine flagstones of the corridor. I was to meet Lance half an hour ago, and he hated delays. This week had been terribly infuriating: we had both been very busy and our time together had been reduced to training. The tension between the humans grew at a frenetic rate, the CG was pure stress and more than ever, Lance had to take care of his responsibilities as a member of the brilliant guard.

In the meantime, I was training hard and since the little free time I had could not be spent in the usurper of my thoughts, I devoted it to exploring my aengel skills with Leiftan. Fortunately, the last phase of the next human-related mission had been put together, so Lance suggested spending some time together in the quiet of his room that night. However, absorbed in my gradual, growing powers, time caught up with me without realizing it.

Nervous and guilty for ignoring the meeting that we both had so enthusiastically arranged, I forcefully knocked the panel of his bedroom door. After a few seconds that felt like punishment, the door was opened enough for me to pass. Although Lance was a relatively accessible person, when it came to his personal space, it was a totally different case. Privacy was sacred to him. His room and his things were something his, a bit of his identity that he reserved for himself.

And now, for me too.

I crossed the narrow of the frame and heard the door close immediately behind me. "What did it take you so long?" With an inquisitive look, the dragon was casually leaning against the door, arms folded against his chest. While soft, the tone of his voice left no doubt he was upset.

Avoiding answering, I preferred to focus my attention on another part of his body that weren't his eyes. I had recently discovered that when Lance was in the privacy of his room, he assumed his hybrid dragon form, however… This was the first time I had encountered him like this.

The pale scales that lurked behind the dark fabric of his pants were revealed as they reached his feet, whose toes ended in long, sharp silver claws. His tail, covered in the same bluish scales, emerged from his lower back and stood like an ice drum behind the large form of my lover. The dark gold of his skin made a beautiful contrast to the clarity of the scales, which irregularly adorned the vigour of his arms, crossed in front of his chest.

Chillings shook my body thinking about what those arms would look like if-

"Kali?" His voice brought me out of the trance I was in and only then did I realize the warmth of my cheeks. "Should I…?"

"No!" Her annoyed expression had been replaced by a cautious one. Did he think his body made me uncomfortable? "No, no. Rather… the opposite, ” Lance looked at me in confusion, not understanding what was going on, taking a step towards me without breaking eye contact at any time. “I… I've never seen you like this. You are… mesmerizing. " Mesmerizing. Mesmerizing, really ?!

Not giving me any more time to think about my poor choice of words, he pulled me towards him, grabbing me firmly by the waist and burying his face in my neck. After inhaling the scent of my skin, he asked annoyed again "What did it take you so long?"

I didn't want to lie to him, but recognizing that I was late for our date because I was spending time with Leiftan while he was here, alone, waiting for me after a busy week of work, didn't seem like a good idea.

"I wasn't looking at the hour, time has caught up with me ..." His tail wrapped around my leg and the strength of his grip increased. Contrary to the icy sensation that the colour of his scales showed off, his tail gave off the same cosy warmth as the rest of his body did. Allowing myself to be intoxicated by this familiar sensation, I rested my forehead on his shoulder, giving up to his embrace.

"Time has caught up with you ..." The sound of his deep voice caressed the skin of my neck, giving me goosebumps. "It has caught up with you while you were with Leiftan,"

"And tell me, Kali," The same reproaching lips met my skin and began to kiss it gently, "What does Leiftan do to make time catch with you?" The warmth of her tongue began to slowly rise up the curve of my neck.

"Lance-" Cheekily, he bit my earlobe, taking the words out of my mouth, and in the advantage of his nearness, whispered in my ear "Please give me details," I was starting to see where this game was heading and although perhaps talking about another man in this situation was not exactly the best idea that had crossed my mind… I did not flinch before provocations.

"Y'know? Leiftan is quite the attentive, ” He grunted as his kisses slipped down my shoulder. Enjoying every movement of it, I untied his ponytail and began to caress his silky hair with my fingertips while my free hand tried to make its way between the proximity of our eager bodies. One of his arms had left my waist to travel to the sensitivity of my thighs.

"He's always encouraged me to develop my skills, and the conversations with him are quite a lot-" I grabbed his hair and bit my lower lip to hold back a groan when I felt his fingers play with the edge of my underwear. I involuntarily arched my hips towards his hand and he understood the gesture as an invitation to explore beyond the fabric.

"They're quite interesting, he explains the concepts to me in detail," Finally, my hand found a way to access the blistering skin of his torso. Starting in his abdomen, my fingers traced the path of his abs, driving my hand to the dangerous edge of his pelvis.

Her fingers caressed temptingly the pleading petals of my intimacy, from my clitoris to my entrance, retreating painfully. My pelvis began to reluctantly approach the teasing fingers that were walking across my crotch, and in an attempt to hasten that torture, my hand met the fieriness that was hidden behind his pants. Unfastening the clasp of his pants, my fingers linked his form with firmness, initiating the movement that accompanied the mischief of his intentions.

The shoulder of my dress had long been withdrawn, revealing in the cool of the night my gladden skin, which Lance had taken care of covering with kisses and content bites. I was running out of patience, and without much thought, I took advantage of the proximity of his ear, inspiring the pleasant smell of citrus and shampoo, to whisper “Leiftan is admirable, the sessions are very… Instructive. I'm really looking forward to meeting with him again. "

With an animal growl, the same arms I'd fantasized about minutes before, jerked me off the floor, carrying me onto the bed and flinging me onto the mattress less harshly. The rough palm of his hand firmly grasped my jaw to bring my face closer to his. His mouth attacked mine violently, nibbling on my lower lip and comforting the satisfying pain with the velvety strokes of his tongue. His other hand ran down the path of my thighs, his fingers caressed and massaged the smoothness of my skin until they buried themselves in the fire that burned between my legs.

His tongue intertwined with mine, silencing my pitiful moans, my frantic gestures trying to get rid of our garments, which more than ever were an urgent nuisance. Noticing my intentions, he roughly lowered the fabric of his pants, and taking a moment to remove them causing a rustle in the fabric, he helped me remove my dress by passing it around my shoulders and throwing it into a corner of the room.

Ruthlessly, he lifted my thighs, pressing them against my torso and ripping apart my underwear, letting it fall to the floor. He paused for an instant, his callused palms tracing the curve of my buttocks, going up my legs. The caresses of the sharp nails of his fingers that resembled his powerful and silver claws, caused me tickles that increased my desire to have him closer. His ragged breathing matched mine, and I took a moment to observe the man before me. His silky, crystalline hair was tousled, covering part of the captivating, flushed face of the architect of my pleasure.

His shoulders rose and fell repeatedly like an animal whose control is hanging by a thread and when our gazes met, I swear my heart stopped for a second. Those blue eyes that I knew so well were completely different that night. The ice of their irises burned incandescently under the fabric of the moonlight, and it was not a man or a guy who was looking at me.

He was a beast, and I was his prey.

Lifting my butt and keeping my thighs glued to my torso, he brought his face dangerously close to the inside of my thighs, leaving a trail of bites behind him. When the wetness of his tongue made the first contact with my intimacy, my hand instinctively grasped his hair, letting out a groan. My free focused on my breasts, massaging them vigorously as Lance's soft tongue swept across my lips. I squeezed my eyes shut, getting drunk on the sensations that were attacking my body. The chills travelled across my body like torrents of electricity from the heat in my crotch to my limbs. My toes instinctively curled as my pelvis desperately offered itself to him.

Moans that I could no longer contain, composed a melody that encouraged the dragon to suck more vigorously my clit. However, as this wasn't enough, I needed to feel him close to me, inside me. "Lance ... Lance," Without putting a stop to his lips, his lascivious, icy eyes met me. Between gasps, I was looking for the appropriate words to explain the need that assailed me "Please ... I can't take it anymore ... I need you,"

Putting my butt back on the mattress, he moved away from my crotch to meet my lips in an anxious gesture. His moved fiercely over mine, making it very clear who I belonged to. My hands gripped his neck and even though I felt him stiffer, he quickly gave up on my passion. Pulling myself away from his mouth with one last bite, I turned my back to him onto the mattress. I rested my palms on the bed and as I raised my butt, I immediately felt the silver of his nails dig into my hips as the length of him thrust into me, snatching a cry of pleasure from me.

His movements, accompanied by constant grunts, were precise and rough, his member hitting deep inside me, turning me into a bundle of whimpers and tremors. His tail curled around one of my legs, and without slowing down his diligent pace, he wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me into his pelvis and assembling our bodies more avidly.

Squinting, I felt my body melt into one. We were no longer Kali, the last aengel and Lance, the last dragon. We were Kali and Lance. My world was reduced to these four walls, and in the centre, we were found.

Sticking his torso to my back, his free hand covered mine. Digging his teeth into my neck, the hammering rhythm of his hips increased, and I was getting closer to the cliff. His firm grip on my waist, the guttural grunts that accompanied his penetrating thrusts, and the torrid heat the union of our bodies enveloped me in, were too much for me.

Getting close to my limit, I reached up to his hip in a plea to speeding up the pace. Heeding my pleas, his movements became fiercer, more demanding, pushing me towards what I longed so much for.

He was the only person in this world. The only thing on my mind was him. Him, him and him. His skin against mine. The warmth of him in my need. His teeth digging into my skin. The only thing I needed was him. Without being able to take it anymore, I surrendered to the fullness that rose from my feet to my face, flooding my body with an infinite pleasure that invaded our universe. My interior contracted, and with a couple more lunges, I could feel how he too was abandoning himself to the pleasure of this little universe.

There was no use to hide it anymore. We were both what each other had always needed. And now that we had reunited ... There would be nothing that could separate us.

[fenristheorem]

hi, if your ok with it, can we ask hc for the boys (nevra leiftan and lance ) dating a virgin s/o?

Ah, my first request with more than one LI! Happy to write for the three 😊 Also, this is my first time writing Nevra - and I’m not too familiar with his character, especially with what little we know about him in ANE - so I apologize if he’s a bit out of character.

This ask does sort of request an nsfw-ish scenario - considering the main focus is Guardienne being a virgin - which I’m fine writing for Lance but not as much for anyone else. However, in a wide perspective, being a virgin can effect a few other aspects of their relationship rather than just during the moment - and I can sort of imagine very basic nsfw ideas for the other two - so I do feel I can write this well. This ask is a good example of something that walks along the lines of some of my rules, but can bend them a bit since it's nothing too specific.

That being said; these will be general headcanons mixed with the slightest bit of vague nsfw.

~Under the cut~

Nevra with a virgin S/O:

Nevra is a bit... odd about it, I suppose. There’s certainly nothing wrong with Guardienne being a virgin - he’s been the first time for many women in the past - but recently he’s been... spending time with women who have done this before and know their night will be one and done, or perhaps repeated a few more times in the future without any attachment. Of course, he stops seeing these women once in a relationship with Guardienne, but when they encounter the time where this information is brought up, he doesn’t really know how to react.

She’s a virgin - ok, that’s no problem. He knows how to treat a woman during their first time; gentle, attentive, supportive. However, it clashes a bit with his routine as of late, and since he’s still dealing with a lot of emotions from the past, he does question sometimes if this bothers him in some way.

To clarify: I imagine Nevra is fine and accepting with this, and has no problem with acting appropriately during their first time, but he would be a bit... nervous? about how their first time would go. He would wonder if she’ll be anxious and need support, or if it would be so natural that the idea of nervousness or support wouldn’t even cross their minds as something that would need to be prominent during this time.

Basically, he’s been spending his nights with experienced women, so being in a relationship again - with the woman who saved Eldarya and emerged from the crystal no less - and then realizing that she’s a virgin, so he needs (by his own moral opinion and by social expectation) to be attentive during their first time, is out of his current field of expertise. So yes, he’s probably a bit nervous and clueless in some ways.

His emotional standpoint has changed since the White Sacrifice, he’s a bit more aggressive and standoff-ish, so he wonders sometimes if he’ll know how to treat her properly. He wants to be kind, gentle, careful, and tender, but he’s been through so much - between realizing an old friend has betrayed them, living through the war, realizing her and the demon sacrificed themselves, Valk’s death, Ezarel, Cameria and Miiko’s leaving, and so much more - that he’s not exactly sure if he knows how to be all that anymore.

At first it almost sounds like her being a virgin would bother him in the way that would make him turn his interest away from her, but really it’s not that at all. Nevra will put so much pressure on himself to assure that - of everything that has happened in the past years - this will be right and good, and that pressure will display in way that can make her wonder if her being a virgin is a major issue for him.

In a relationship with her, he’d probably have a few issues with softening himself every now and again, especially in the beginning. Sometimes he may forget that he doesn’t need to be (and shouldn’t be if she’s his partner) cold and aggressive with her, and in time he’ll soften up properly, but once he learns that she’s a virgin there’ll be a bit of a relapse in his personality again. He’ll want to make sure everything will be alright - that their first time won’t be screwed up because he doesn’t have much recent experience in taking someone’s virginity - and since that idea will take up most of his thoughts he may forget that he’s being a bit cold towards her again. Basically he’ll slip back into being a bit distant because his thoughts will be preoccupied with trying to think over how things will go.

He’ll be so busy trying to think things over - how he should react, how he should treat her, what happens if she’s truly uncomfortable and not ready, if his reaction will be appropriate in her eyes -  to assure everything will be good that he’ll be at risk of accidentally sabotaging something that he would otherwise be just fine at.

Overall, he’ll withdraw a bit again, becoming a bit cold, distant and aggressive at some moments without realizing it. His partner will likely - justifiably - think that this change is because he’s losing interest due to this new piece of knowledge, but one simple, honest conversation can fix this.

He’s not disinterested because of this, he doesn’t mean to act cold and distant towards her again, he doesn’t wish to drive her away - he wants everything to be alright, he wants something to go right after so many things that went wrong, but fears that it won’t go right for some reason. This continued impression can be harmful for both, so as long as they both have an honest, open conversation about this they can both relax and go into this in an understanding, tender way, where nothing goes wrong and everything is just as they hoped for.

Leiftan with a virgin S/O:

Leiftan really doesn’t want to hurt anyone, especially Guardienne. He’s had his time where he was a terror - except to the angel, for the most part - so when his partner first tells him this information he’s very glad that she not only told him in the first place, but that she also trusts him to understand this and act accordingly. He loves his partner like no tomorrow and is determined to make sure that she knows it, so he readily listens to any concerns she may have and openly talks about this if that’s what she needs to feel comfortable.

In a way, he’ll sort of know prior that she never had sex before - they’re something along the lines of soulmates, so if anything he’ll just have that odd bit of knowing without actually knowing.

Regardless, he’s ready to approach this topic at any time, in any way she wants. He knows how to be gentle, there’s no way he’s not going to be attentive throughout the process of taking her virginity, and he’s willing to do basically anything she needs of him at any time.

He will talk to his partner about this beforehand as well, making sure to stress to her that her comfort matters to him, and that he’ll do anything she needs him to do, even if it means backing off and waiting to try again another day. If she isn’t comfortable, then he isn’t either.

Overall, this facet of information doesn’t effect many things in their life - they still act the same, do the same things, feel the same way for each other. The only difference is that Leiftan will be sure to be that much more comforting and attentive in he moment if that’s what she needs. Leiftan loves his partner dearly and will be just fine with this information, but he doesn’t feel he needs to stress too much that he’ll do anything for her. They have a special bond - she already knows he’ll do anything for her.

Lance with a virgin S/O:

Like Nevra, Lance has likely had quite a bit of experience with sex in the past - including being the first time for some women if that’s what they chose - but none of that is recent.

When he learns of this information, he doesn’t care much. He’s completely fine with her being a virgin - everyone once was before their first time - so he keeps a level head about it and is sure to listen to anything she feels she needs to say.

Lance’s only concern will be if he feels that he can control any impulses during the moment. He’s a relatively feral man - mostly due to his draconic instincts, but also since he feels emotions very deeply - so he believes that, in theory, it would be relatively easy for him to be a bit more aggressive than he should be.

This is why, of all the guys written here, Lance is most likely to talk about this subject with his partner with his own concerns regarding himself. He knows there’s a possibility that he may not be her ideal in the moment, but he doesn’t overthink and have an existential crisis about it that could cause more harm than good (*looking at you, Nevra*). Lance will be sure his partner knows that it’s possible for him to get caught up in the moment and forget to be gentle, so he’ll tell her that if she’s at all feeling uncomfortable, hesitant, in need of comfort / reassurance / affection, anything at all, just tell him. He’s not going to be disappointed, he’s not going to be angry or upset, this won’t turn his interest away from her - he will listen and be as patient as she needs him to be. He knows it’s possible for her to decide in the moment that she’s not ready, he understands that and doesn’t hold it against her, and even if he’s aching to have her, this is something that he will not debate - if she wants him to stop, be more affectionate, be a bit more cautious about the manner in which he touches her, etc. he will do as she wishes. He just wants her to be comfortable and know that he cares.

However, if she tells him that she’s a virgin before they’re anywhere close to having sex, Lance will take it upon himself to change his daily manner with her a bit. He’ll be more attentive to anything she needs, he’ll be a bit gentler with his touches, he’ll be a bit more transparent with his emotions and affections for her. It’s not that he’s trying to entice her into sleeping with him sooner, he just feels that he should be more obvious to the fact that he’s willing to treat her differently if she needs it, and in this case he feels that he’s showing he’s happy to treat her in a more tender manner.

Of course, his partner may notice his slight change of manner and think that his opinion of her has changed a bit, and she may confront him about this. She may think that he feels he needs to treat her softer or be more attentive - like she’s suddenly a glass doll that he could break if not careful, and she’ll be quick to point out that she is - in fact - none of that. He’ll immediately realize and understand her reasoning for this, and he’ll be quick to tell her that he doesn’t think that at all; sex can be emotional and messy, and while she may think she won’t need any reassurance, that may change in the moment. Everyone is different during their first time, some people do end up needing reassurance and some don’t - he just wants her to know that if, per chance, she does end up needing him to do anything different, he can provide that and he’ll be happy to provide it. If he’s in a relationship with her then she truly means a lot to him - I can’t imagine Lance in a mere casual relationship at this point - so he’s going to make sure that he acts appropriately in every way, and if he’s not acting appropriate to her standards then she needs to tell him so he knows. He’s not someone to break his back to please someone, but his partner will hold a special place in his heart that he won’t want to lose, and he realizes that no relationship is perfect so it will take listening and compromise to work, so he’d likely be just fine with making any changes to help her feel more comfortable.

On another note - there’s a bit of a... carnal change that takes place within him. Knowing that he’ll be the one to take her virginity will spark a bit of a territorial streak within him. She’ll be his, only his, no one else will have ever touched her in the ways he has. This won’t make him obsessive and controlling with who’s near her, who she talks to or anything, but there’ll be a special loyalty that he has for her thereafter (however, I can image he’s a bit territorial with her regarding certain people depending on if they seem romantically interested in her and his past relations with them). He won’t really treat her differently, if anything he’ll just be a bit more obvious with being protective about her, but he’ll definitely feel the change within him when he suddenly has overwhelming urges to be around her and have her in his arms. After all, being a dragon means that he’ll be quite possessive at times - especially knowing that he’ll forever hold a special place in his precious gem’s heart from this.

These are somewhat short since there’s three of them together, but I hope you like them despite the length! I suppose this post is a good comparison on how I write the three different men, since I had a bit of a hard time writing for Nevra and Leiftan (especially Leiftan - I feel he’s very straightforward with this) whereas I could easily add another couple bulletpoints for Lance (but I didn’t want to make one headcanon incredibly long while the others were short). This, again, was my first time writing for Nevra, and I’ve only written Leiftan a few times prior as well, so they may be a bit out of character but I think I have them well written.

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Meet my Guardians :) [part 1?]

I have been playing Eldarya ever since I was 14. For the past few years, I had been reading the story religiously, mixing in headcanons to fill plot-holes, and  fleshing out Erika until she became something entirely different. 

Her character soon split into my three mains, all of whom I will introduce to you all in this post! In my Eldarya AU, they all exist in the same universe, and the three of them play crucial roles in the Oracle’s prophecy. I will develop them more as time goes by hmhm

1-Monnika

Name: Monnika Defreine (she/her)

Birth date: 14th November  [  ♏︎  ]

Age: 22

Species: Faelienne (Aengel+Human)

MBTI: INFP

Guard: Absynthe Guard

Familiar: Lillith (Bâkhrâhell)

LI: Leiftan (both in TO and in ANE)

Occupation in the Guard of Eel: She has taken on the role of a teacher for many children inside the H.Q’s walls. She specializes in lyrical poetry and composition. Whenever she is free from her teaching job, she adventures out into the forest to collect ingredients for ointments and potion spells. 

Sub-occupation: Trained alchemist, Oracle visualizer. Monnika has frequent premonitory dreams and visions featuring the Oracle, but she cannot understand them nor speak in their tongue. Her visual communication with the Oracle is important regardless, and she’s the most attached to it.  

Weapon of choice: Sword

Pros: Forgiving, educated, compassionate, patient, reliable. 

Cons: A push-over, easily biased, indecisive, self-victimizing, very edgy.

Monnika follows the more “canon Erika” path. She is the only one of the main three to have come from Earth through the portal we see at the beginning of the game. She is also the only one to retain an element of Aengel blood, albeit stronger than Erika’s. The option was ruled out for canon Erika, but Monnika is indeed adopted and a faelienne. She’s aware of her adoption but does not know anything else about her background, nor has she cared to know.

In her childhood, she was often reported to affect nearby light and energy sources. Her parents believed her to simply be sensitive to electromagnetic fields. This explanation is usually given to spiritual mediums: The energy they accumulate is said to be what causes paranormal phenomena around them. 

Once she crossed the portal into Eldarya, she began regulating her Maana, and her powers started manifesting more. The eventual blood transfusion and ‘soul-tethering’ with Leiftan jumpstarted a physical transformation, leaving her stuck out of her human disguise. Now, do not let her edgy appearance fool you: she is an Aengel. 

Monnika's form is inspired by traditional Seraphims— that is, ominous balls of eyes and feathers. Her blood is ancient, and her outside reflects it:  Upon transforming, all of her grows in size monstrously. She prostrates, back heavy with wings, as blazing white light fills her sockets. Her spindly fingers dig into the soil, like the feeble limbs of a black widow spider. She is one with the earth her mother bore her from; in her presence, one feels as though judgment is neigh.

There are no reasons to fear her, though, for she is kind and reserved. Monnika finds joy in tranquility and avoids company most of the time. After her initial transformation, she grew more distant, ashamed of her new condition. Her human blood keeps her from smoothly regulating her powers, so she is stuck in her angel form from the first time it occurs to the end of the War for Eldarya, before the 7-year coma. With training, she is finally able to change back to a more human disguise. 

Leiftan and Monnika are, indeed, soulmates. She always felt herself gravitate towards him and followed this attraction without remorse. Her alliance stands with Leiftan and with Leiftan only, which made her position in TO quite complicated. Her lover's crimes were heinous, but her eagerness to build bridges between them again kept her from understanding the seriousness of it all. After their coma, her spirit and trust are broken by Leiftan's distance. She's then left to pine from afar, desperately trying to comprehend how she's supposed to live with half a heart.  

2-Astraea

Name: Astraea Varma (she/her)

Birth date:  5th March [ ♓︎ ]

Age: 24

Species: Euryhalin nomadic mermaid

MBTI: ISFJ

Guard: Obsidian Guard

Familiar: Thetis (Blobbiathan)

LI: Valkyon (TO) & Mathieu (ANE) 

Occupation in the Guard of Eel: Unwilling to find herself (or her peers) wounded and helpless in the midst of battle, she started working as a nurse under the protection of Ewelein. Her eagerness to learn and help others soon turned her into a sponge for medical knowledge.

Sub-occupation: Obsidian infantry soldier, Crystal fragment detector. Astraea can easily sense the presence of crystal fragments, corrupted or not. She can easily follow them to where they are, as if they left a visible trail. 

Weapon of choice: Hammer or enchanted fists. 

Pros: law-abiding, empathetic, just, optimistic, fun to be around. 

Cons: Inflexible, holds grudges, bad loser, stubborn, quick to judge.  

Astraea washed up on a small stream that crosses the forest of Eel. She was found by Ykhar and Alajéa on the noon of the same day that Monnika appeared in the Crystal Room. Astraea had no recollection of her journey upon waking up beside the fact that she was looking for something significant. She made allusions to it being noted down in her journals, all of which she lost in the last half of her trip. 

She comes from a clan of Euryhalin nomadic mermaids, aquatic creatures who can travel both through rivers and oceans according to migratory seasons. These migration patterns are marked by the moon and the stars, so these mermaids are essentially nocturnal. This is similar (if not the same, even) to the structure and tradition of Alajéa and her sister Colaïa’s clan. The likeness between Alajéa and Astraea’s experiences will eventually strengthen the bond between them, and make them grow closer than ever— despite the initial moments of sourness. The only thing that could throw a spanner in the works is Astraea's distaste for Karenn, Alajéa's best friend. The breach between them is no different in ANE, as Karenn's overall demeanor is quick to make Astraea's blood boil.

Despite being an Obsidian, Astraea fears conflict and very much dislikes harming others. She is not one to await battle with a smile, nor is she an outstanding warrior by herself. Nevertheless, it is her wit, perseverance, and fairness that landed her on that guard. Moments of doubt, like passing mists, may have clouded her self-perception; She may have broken down many times but always stood up again to dedicate more effort to her cause. She fights when necessary, using her knowledge in enchantments to gather up fists of rocks as her weapons.

Incredibly passionate about justice and discipline, Astraea held the Obsidian chief Valkyon in high regard. He became one of her confidants in the tortuous search for her memories; then, a partner to stand by as the world caved in. After the War and the 7-year coma, Astraea withdrew into isolation, grieving over the loss of her lover and mentor. The cherry tree that once was Valkyon’s shelter is now Astraea’s place of reflection— a deep, melancholic pondering only Mathieu, a new friend, and Sonzaishinai, an old friend, can get her out of. 

3)Sonzaishinai

Name: Hélène “Sonzaishinai” Müller(she/her)

Birth date:  20th May [ ♊︎ ]

Age: 25

Species: Nocturnal fae (moth variant)

MBTI: ENTP

Guard: Shadow Guard

Familiar: Skade (Owlett)

LI: Nevra (TO) & Lance (ANE)

Occupation in the Guard of Eel:  Hélène had always shown a questionable interest in the archives of the H.Q. When Ykhar offered her to work as an adjoined archive librarian, she could not pass it up. She knows the catalogue by heart and has gathered a bunch of...information that may be of use to her. 

Sub-occupation: Master archer, Oracle interpreter. Sonzaishinai has auditory hallucinations featuring the Oracle. She is able to understand her tongue and speak in the Ancient tongue of Eel, thus being able to interpret many crucial pieces of information. 

Weapon of choice: Bow and arrow.

Pros: Diplomatic, humorous, witty, loyal, affectionate. 

Cons: Hides information, violent under stress, impulsive, patronizing. 

Sonzaishinai was brought to the H.Q disheveled and delirious by a group of local Purreko merchants. They had accused her of theft (bread? a dragon tear? so they said), and she was thrown into a cell pre-emptively. Nevertheless, her worn-down state and the lack of evidence ended the trial period rather quickly. For lack of planning and information about her, she was kept in jail for an extra day. Sonzaishinai was in prison at the same time as Monnika. The 'masked man' freed both, and the girls parted ways at the Hall of Doors. 

As a disoriented newcomer, Sonzaishinai was granted shelter. She was allowed three days to recover and decide on her fate. She would either hit the road and return to her homeland or commit to becoming a productive citizen of Eel— by settling and supporting local markets, or joining the staff. Her affairs were thoroughly searched, and nothing was found but a couple notebooks filled with inscriptions in an alphabet unknown. Under questioning, Sonzaishinai soon proved to be, somehow, proficient in languages galore, many of them forgotten and unused. 

She soon joined the same recruit program as Monnika and Astraea...not without the Guard's persuasion, of course. There, Sonzaishinai and Astraea grew close beyond belief. They learned to lean on each other, bound by laughter and blind trust. Sonzaishinai considers Astraea a sister and does not hesitate to call her so— while Astraea always goes to Sonzaishinai for guidance. In ANE's weapon giving ceremony, Hélène chooses to call her new bow (it is Monnika who gets the sword) "Astraea", for she believes the younger mermaid to be her protection and good luck charm.

The nickname "Sonzai Shinai" was given to her by a guard colleague from the Jade Coast. It is a verbal expression of Japanese origin, meaning "there is not", "it does not exist". The culprit behind Hélène's telling nickname is no other than her silence: One can barely hear her arrive, and she always seems to appear as suddenly as she fades away. With time, she fully adopted the nickname, and nobody really calls her Hélène anymore—with rare exceptions.

Nocturnal faes are beings as mysterious and charming as they are dangerous. Most of them present themselves as delicate young women, who seem far too attractive or even stuck in time, never aging.  Behind their lips, however, hide sharp teeth. They are carnivorous and oftentimes conniving, some even venomous, just like the habitats or plants they frequent. It depends on the individual, of course, but they do not have the best reputation around. Whatever they really are, it is not advisable to seal deals with them. They always have a trick up their sleeve.

Although Hélène can be 100% trusted if you are her ally, she does tend to keep many things a secret. It was her that contacted Lance in TO, never telling Miiko and even asking him to take her along. She built a sense of trust between them that allowed Lance to feel comfortable enough to kidnap her in particular, hoping she'd be the one to understand his goals the most. He'd never thought that she'd know as much as him and that she'd been using him to get new leads the entire time. Despite it all, they were always capable of dialogue, which threatens to come back in an incredibly mentally stimulating way upon their new meeting. 

Regarding Nevra, Sonzaishinai had always felt a strong, nurturing love towards him. He'd proven to be an ambitious brat with too big of an ego one too many times, but his light-heartedness and genuine attachment got to her rather quickly. Upon waking up after the 7-year coma, she did not recognize the moody and regretful man before her. He'd promised to love her forever, but now she stood alone spiteful, facing empty words. Despite their falling out, she will always have a soft spot for him and won't doubt to put herself in harm's way for him.

[andraaste]

I am not your enemy - Lance fanfiction part 7

Chapter 7 too, enjooooy (⚠️ chapter 6 was released at the same time, be careful not to miss it. You can find all the other chapters on the hashtag « i am not your enemy » ⚠️)

(Link for Chapter 8 here)

Chapter 7 : I had just entered his territory

I followed the merry band to the cherry blossom tree, a place where proudly enthroned the two statues representing Leiftan and me, the saviors of the white sacrifice. At one time, I loved this place. It had even been my favorite place in HQ. But today ... every time I walked past these inanimate figures, I felt uneasy. To see us represented in this way put too much pressure on my shoulders. Most importantly, I still had this strange feeling that people kept staring at me.

The others didn't seem to realize it, they were arguing loudly and bickering, but for my part, I couldn't help but pay attention to everything around me. Thus, since the news of my awakening from the Crystal, I had repeatedly caught shifty glances in my direction, often accompanied by whispered conversations a little too loudly. I was totally confused by these behaviors. How to react to the admiration, and at the same time the fear, that we arouse in the hearts of people when they see us ?

At that moment, I had the unpleasant feeling that I understood, if only minutely, what Lance could be feeling. And how loneliness must have weighed on him sometimes too.

I shook my head sharply to try to get those thoughts out of my head. I would no longer fail to come to sympathize with this man's moods. In addition, the atmosphere was at the party tonight, I really had to stop brooding alone in my corner. A good part of the inhabitants of the HQ were present in the garden, it had apparently become common measure here that to celebrate the return of the troops left for the missions of rank A or B, that is to say the longest and most important missions, and everyone seemed to be doing it to their heart's content.

Conversations were mingling all around me and I couldn't focus clearly on any of them, when a brown head appeared in my field of vision. Seeing the mischievous smile that crossed the young wolf's face, I couldn't help but throw myself into his arms.

- Chrome !

The latter hugged me eagerly without losing his smile.

- Andraste, how are you ? I heard you were already doing great things in the infirmary, he chuckled as I pulled away from him.

- What do you want, I still left Eweleïn alone for seven long years, I had to make up for it a bit.

Chrome burst out into a frank laugh close to barking, which made me smile even more.

- When did you come back from your mission ? I questioned him.

- About an hour, which was more than enough for me to hear from you.

- Oh that's just my new celebrity daily, that.

He laughed again before running a hand through his thick hair, his expression suddenly confused.

- And if not, I also heard that you had crossed paths, well you know...

He didn't dare finish his sentence, so I did it for him.

- Lance, yes.

- And that Huang Hua ...

- Made him my new chaperone ? Yes too, I cut him off, slightly irritated at the memory of my meeting with her.

- You know, her decision is not easy, especially for you, but if she decided that it was the best thing to do ...

- Then I'll have to get used to it, I know.

Chrome seemed both surprised and relieved that I was so easily resigned to gently following the Chief of the Guard's orders.

- But you know very well what I think about it, I continued. Okay, I understood that his faults had been atoned for and that he was a great fighter, but I should still have a say in my relationship with him. Except in this case, Huang Hua did not give me a choice and probably to him either. This is what irritates me the most, but I'm far too tired right now to argue with her. So be it.

The wolf was looking at me with big round eyes.

- What did I say that was so shocking ? I asked him, flushing my cheeks.

- You accept her decision without complaining or shouting throughout HQ that Lance is a traitor and that Huang Hua has gone wild ? Maybe you should take another trip to the infirmary, I'm not feeling your best, he said seriously.

I rolled my eyes at his mockery as he laughed again.

- I'm teasing you, don't take it like that !

He patted me vigorously on the back to ease the mood, which probably moved me a side or two in the face of so much delicacy. Unfortunately, he didn't seem to realize that his gesture was a bit too vigorous for my poor human carcass.

- Finally, I hope that Lance and you... he continued.

- Are we going to become the best friends in the world ? Don't expect a mea culpa, I tolerate his presence, at the very least read.

A mocking pout slowly appeared on his face. I raised an eyebrow.

- What ?

- No nothing...

He was trying to keep from smiling, I knew that. I sighed in exasperation before using a tone that meant to be threatening.

- Chrome.

He awkwardly raised his hands in peace.

- Alright, Alright. No, I was just thinking that the two of you are really the same.

I paused for a long time trying to figure out what he was talking about. Sensing my confusion, he continued cautiously.

- You and Lance look a lot alike, he tried to explain to me with a shrug. It's just that it's really blatant, at times.

Sorry ?

Was he really telling me that Lance and I were alike ? How's that, "really blatant" ? He didn't care about me now.

- You know, it's not pejorative at all! I know you and him are complicated, but ...

- Yes we can say that it is rather complicated, indeed.

- But having seen him a lot in recent years, I can guarantee you that it's a compliment !

A compliment ?

- Chrome, you should stop there, I said, putting a hand on my forehead.

- I ... yes, you're right, he finally concluded with an embarrassed laugh.

Suddenly two arms circled Chrome and Karenn placed a kiss on his cheek.

- You are there my loulou ! I was looking for you.

Turning in my direction, she continued :

- Andraste, if I can borrow it from you.

I gave her a polite smile as she already began to pull Chrome by the arm.

- No worries, have fun.

I watched the couple walk away and sighed heavily. I had to admit that I was more than fed up with how everyone valued Lance. But on the other hand, I couldn't deny that I myself had, on rare occasions, appreciated his presence. Well, as much as possible anyway. I found myself thinking about the last time we had exchanged. It was clear that he had gone way too far in our training, but despite that, he still managed to make me feel some semblance of my powers again. And this feat had only happened in his presence.

I think it was time I stopped running away from him.

Abandoning the festivities, in which I had actually not participated so much, I went in search of the dragon. I suspected that Lance should not be very fond of this kind of events and therefore decided to slip away discreetly. The fact of me going away from the evening surprised me the greatest good, I think I could not stand the noise and the crowd very well. Who knows, maybe spending several years meditating in a crystal could create a kind of agoraphobia. Anyway, the more the calm of the night enveloped me, the better I felt.

I finally wandered around the HQ gardens with no real idea of ​​where I needed to go. Where could Lance be now ? And what was I going to say to him, once he was in front of me ?

Despite everything, I decided to head towards the corridor of the guards. Crossing the great hall of doors, I entered the corridor which led to the chambers of the members of the Guard. The night bathed the room in a soft light, but still, I could feel my heart race as I approached the door to his bedroom. What exactly was I going to tell him ? I had no idea.

My hand remained in the air for several long seconds before I mustered the courage to strike, my heart definitely racing. However, no sound from the other side of the clapper reached me in response. Other seconds flowed during which I didn't even dare to breathe.

Maybe he wasn't here, I must have been wrong... I finally lowered my arm, blowing loudly as I passed, and started to turn away when I felt the door open close to me.

- Andraste ?

I turned at the sound of his voice, it also slightly out of breath. It had been several days since I had heard it and surprisingly, it seemed even more serious than usual. Lance then fixed his icy gaze on mine, as if waiting for me to answer him something, but I stood for a moment stuck on the drops of sweat that smeared his chest.

Oh.

- What are you doing here ? he asked me while raising his eyebrows. You need something ?

Take it easy, Andraste. At once.

- I ... no, not really. I just wanted to talk to you, actually, I finally managed to articulate. Well, nothing very special and if I disturb you, we can do that another time.

- Why would you bother me ? he replied without a hint of irony.

His question caught me off guard but he didn't seem to mind. Seeing that I could find nothing to answer, he shifted to the side and invited me in, a glimmer of defiance in the pupils. I hesitated for a moment. Was it really a good idea ?

Slowly, I finally entered the dragon's lair. I felt him close the door behind my back and an icy shiver ran through me as a thought crossed my mind.

I had just entered his territory.

Deliberately.

(Chapter 8)

[tetrakys]

Could you do a little scenario with Lance realizing that he has feelinga for Erika and then the first time they meet after it? Love your work, you're an awesome writer💕

Thank you anon 💕

Tbh I can’t really imagine the scenario you are describing because I think it has already happened! 

My feeling is that up until episode 20 Lance thought of Erika just as a naif and potentially useful pawn. We know that Leiftan is the one who, from the start, used Lance to help Erika by freeing her from the cage and giving her shards of the crystal, we saw this in his spin-off. But what about telling her the truth about the portals? What about the message about the potion? We don’t know if that also came from Leiftan, wouldn’t something so important come out in his spin-off? We know that Lance despises the guard and hates their lies, especially when they involve family. It’s quite possible that telling Erika the truth was his own decision. However I don’t think he had any special feelings for her at the time, after all Erika begs him to take her away and he says that she was more useful to him with the guard.

From episode 19/20 he starts believing that Erika is a nuisance for him and his objectives when he sees how in love Leiftan is, putting her safety above their plans. So he turns hostile towards both Leiftan and Erika.

Then episode 25 comes, and he knows he can use her to escape HQ and get to Memoria. Let’s be clear on one point: Lance is violent only when he feels extreme hate or when it serves a purpose. He attacks the companions because they were born through the blue sacrifice, in his mind their existence is direct consequence of his people’s sacrifice. He attacks the crystal and indirectly almost kills Erika because it’s his plan, to destroy Eldarya, not because he actually wants to hurt Erika. By the end of episode 25 he threatens her to escape and I believe he would’ve been ready to kill her if he had to.

But in episode 26 he starts to actually spend time with her and gets to know her. He does lots of little gestures that show that he’s not an evil person, he’s not prone to wicked acts because he enjoys them. Being evil is not his nature. 

He notices Erika being thirsty and gives her water, even wipes her mouth when there was literally no need. 

(and this is also where he calls her cute for the first time)

He is somehow touched if Erika tries to talk to him (even if he tries not to show it) and covers her when she falls asleep on the deck 

He says that he’s sorry if you tell him about Mery. 

And when Erika bumps into him on the cliff, he reassures her, telling her it’s “just me” as if he’s not someone she should be afraid of.

And we know what happens here, Erika starts feeling something for him.

But this post is not about Erika’s feelings, it’s about Lance’s.

We also see him helping her breathe in the volcano-like area creating that bubble of oxygen thingy. Fanfnir doesn’t even think about Erika not being able to breath there, Lance does it without her even saying a word.

All these little gestures serve to show that Lance is not evil, and actually his fundamental nature is one of a caring person. These acts can have a romantic undertone if the player wishes to, depending on the choices. But these small things happen anyway, because that’s who Lance is. (Erika’s romantic feelings and him calling her cute and feeling attraction are at the players’ discretion).

Following this, Lance sees Erika being empathetic with his crew and being all around a good person. Throughout the rest of the episode we see Lance finding out about his parents’ sacrifice and Erika supporting him, even if she had all the reasons to hate him. It touches him so much that he starts to lean on her and wanting her presence in his moments of despair.

Now this part of the episode is very important, the first part until now is where he started feeling attraction and curiosity for her, but here, this is where he starts shifting his feelings. Here he opens up. This part of the episode is probably the most important for the relationship and would need a whole in depth analysis, but I can’t do it here because I’ve reached the limit of images -_- if you’re interested I can do a separate post. The point is that here he opens up and starts trusting her.  

But then what happens? He collapses and when he wakes up she’s gone. He goes bat-shit crazy, panics and can’t stand the fact that she’s abandoned him. So when he sees her, he tries to attack her, because in his mind this is what he does, he thinks he’s too gone and couldn’t believe Erika’s sincere interest in him. But he can’t hurt her. He’s not an evil murderer, he doesn’t kill for pleasure, and he realises he can’t kill her.

In that moment the guard arrives, he takes her as hostage exactly like at the end of the previous episode. This time, though, he pushes her off the cliff for no apparent reason. There are two possible ways to read this gesture:

1) He didn’t need her anymore. But this literally makes no sense with what we’ve seen of his character. Lance kills for hate or utility. He doesn’t hate Erika, he started feeling for her, and opening up in a way he’s done with no one, not even his brother.

2) He was scared of what he’d started feeling for her. After seeing the truth of the blue sacrifice, he had two choices: give up his vengeance or dig even deeper. He now knows that his parents have sacrificed themselves willingly, but this doesn’t justify the Guard’s actions. They slaughtered all the dragons’ descendants and he and his brother had to hide their whole life. He can’t (yet) give up his hate, so he can’t allow to make space for anything else in his heart, he can’t have Erika. He has to get rid of the only thing that can thwart his plans.

So, anon, sorry for the long post, but here is my reply: when Lance starts feeling for Erika he first opens up and then tries to kill her because he can’t afford it.

Now, the interesting part is next episode, this is where we will have a hint on how they want to move forward with this. In MY PERSONAL opinion, he’s going to act ballsy but also guilty. He will put up his usual fake evil mask but, if they allow us to have some one-to-one moments, he’ll probably even give some kind of apology in his own way. At the moment I think his soul is more split and he’s probably going to act even more deranged than before. This is Kylo Ren after he pushed Han off the bridge, he made the choice to follow the dark side but the act itself split him in half and is ultimately going to lead him to his redemption.

[cintanna]

So now that the possibility of Lance as the 5th route has dramatically increased, I’m starting to wonder what he really think about Erika.

Apparently he hates her and I assume that’s because he’s angry Leiftan ruined their plans because of her.

What I find interesting is that even though the first two times he meets us is because Leiftan asked him for some favor he does come to us a couple of times apparently on his own. Those times he visited or we stumbled upon him he was kinda flirty, like when we got this image:

It makes me think that Lance has been interested in Erika for a while, be it to try to make her his ally, because she had something special or maybe he felt attracted towards her. I wouldn’t find it weird taking into account their races, or maybe there’s something else?

He also wanted her to be the one to interrogate him and seemed interested in getting to know things about her when they were asking each other questions. Or it could also be that he already planned to kidnap her and just wanted an excuse to get her close to him before breaking Miiko’s spell.

I’m really intrigued and looking forward to see what kind of relationships and dynamics these two are going to have in the future...

[mycandyloveandeldarya]

Eldarya - Episode 7 Guide

Maana spend: 2000-2500 Illustrations: 4

NOTE! When I write that a character can be found at a certain location this is not always accurate so keep that in mind!

NOTE! To have Leiftans illustration remember to set the crush option to “Someone” before starting the episode

1: Find some clues about the missing boat and ship

Chrome

Hmph.. Yeah, I shouldn’t get so wound up over something so…

Futile? (+5) 

Useless? (-5) 

Insignificant? (/) 

This has never happened to me before

Yet, you’re the king of prolonged missions, right? (/) 

At least it will allow you to get to know the area better (+5) 

I doubt you lose ships everyday… (-5)

Go to Shore. Pick up Piece of Robe

Go to Rooted Tree. Click inside the tree Towards illustration with Leiftan

Go to Fine Sand Beach

Choice

(Compare the footprint with your foot) (/) Towards illustration with Leiftan

(Measure the footprint) (/)

2: Go to the Kappa village to meet up with Chrome

Go to Kappa Village

Chrome

Because of you, he didn’t dare say more on the boat’s disappearance!

Because of me, or because of your insolence? (/) (Dialogue 2)

I don’t think he would have said much more… (-5)

What did he say about it? (/) 

Dialogue 2

Oh come on, no one was hurt over it… Well no turtle was haha!

(I couldn’t help but laugh) (+5) 

That’s not funny… (-5) 

3: Take Chrome to see the footprint

Go to Sandy Beach

Chrome

You’re lucky! Well, I can’t really ask you to send your companion all the way to H.Q.

Oh really? Why not? (/) 

Oh, you can! I’m sure that your Companion would do just fine (-5) 

I would rather not. It’s still young, I’m afraid it will get lost (+5) 

You remember that the good food here is rationed

Yes (/)

No (/)

So, why shouldn’t we eat the fruits and vegetables here?

Because you’re unable to grow any here (/) (Dialogue  2) 

Because they aren’t any good (/) 

Because they aren’t nutritious (/) (Right Answer) 

Dialogue 2

I’m giving you a second chance

Because they aren’t nutritious (/) (Right Answer) 

Because they aren’t good (/) 

4: Find some food

Go to Rooted Tree. Click on the two vine thing on the screen

Go to Forest Path. Click on the mushrooms on the screen

Go to Edge of the Village

5: Go behind the Kappa village to wait for Chrome

Go to Pearl Waterfalls

6: Look for wood and leaves to build a shelter

Go to Jade Region. Click the giant leef on the screen

Go to Rooted Tree. Click the sticks on the screen

Go to Forest Path

7: Go back to the waterfall to put down the wood

Go to Pearl Waterfalls

You may meet Kappa Master

Kappa Master

I do not know what happened but I’m sorry... (+5)

It’s not fair that I pay because of people I have never known! (-5)

8: Go find some big leaves

Go to Forest Path

Go to Pearl Waterfalls

Choice

(Nevra is probably chasing skirts) Towards illustration with Nevra

(I kind of miss Ezarel’s humor…) Towards illustration with Ezarel or Leiftan

(With Valkyon’s calm attitude, I bet he would have handled the situation so well.) Towards illustration with Valkyon

9: Go to the Crystal Room

Go to Crystal Room

10: Question the inhabitants of H.Q. and try to find Chrome’s companion

Following Alajea

Find Kero (pantry), Nevra (market place), Valkyon (Refuge of El), Ewelein (Refuge of El), Ezarel (music garden), Alajea (fountain park) and Leiftan (simple corridor)

Nevra

Well, I’m looking for information on behalf of Miiko (/) Towards illustration with Nevra

Nothing special and you? (/)

Following Ykhar

Find Ykhar (simple corridor), Kero (pantry), Ewelein (Refuge of El), Valkyon (fountain park), Ezarel (music garden), Nevra (market place) and Leiftan (simple corridor)

Ezarel

What are you doing here? You’re not locked up in the library writing reports?

No, for once Miiko has entrusted me with an exterior mission! (/) Towards Illustration with Ezarel

You’re exaggerating, I don’t only do that! (/) Towards illustration with Leiftan

Following Ewelein

Find Ykhar (single corridor), Valkyon (Eel refuge), Nevra (pantry), Kéro (pantry), Ezarel (music garden), Alajéa (fountain park) and Leiftan (guards corridor)

Valkyon

Oh… I didn’t know that

Do you want to go look with me? (/)

Good luck. I’m looking for Schwarz, Miiko had seen him around… (/) Towards illustration with Valkyon

11: Go to the Kappa Village

Go to Kappa Village

Kappa Master

Did you realize that since he likes me, I can’t be that bad of a person? (/)

He missed me and wanted to see me again? (/) 

Did he say something about me? (/) 

12: Find Chrome 

Find Chrome (Edge of the Village)

13: Find the ingredients

Find Gillyweed Roots (Forest Path)

Find Pearly Concretions (Pearl Waterfalls)

14: Find a water creatures “vital element”

Go to Shore

Go to Pearl Waterfalls

(Ask if someone is there) (/) Towards illustration with Leiftan

(Go see what is hiding in the bushes, like last time) (/)

15: Find Purreru

Find Purreru (Market)

16: Verify Purral’s information

Find Mery (Shelter of Ef)

Following Alajea

Find Nevra (Grand Gate)

Nevra

I do not know... After all the horrors she’s been saying about you (+5) Towards illustration with Nevra

You never worry so much for others (/)

Following Ykhar

Find Ezarel (Kiosk)

Ezarel

Oooooooh, Ezarel is worried about Guardienne! (+5) Towards illustration with Ezarel

Chrome is not a jerk (/)

Following Ewelein

Find Valkyon (Guards Corridor)

Valkyon

Oh really? I didn’t think you and Guardienne were that close (+5) Towards illustration with Valkyon

Who wouldn’t be? (/)

All

Find Jamon (Alley Arches) and Purral (Alley Arches)

17: Go to the Burrow to see of Schwartz is there

Go to the Burrow

Following Alajea

(There's no point in wasting more time here ... I should go back to HQ) (/) Towards illustration with Nevra 

(I should still look more around...) (/)

Following Ykhar

(I should insist and search inside the burrow) (/) Towards illustration with Ezarel

(I think there is no point in looking around here... I should go straight back to HQ) (/)

Following Ewelein

(I'll look around, maybe I'll find something there?) (/) Towards illustration with Valkyon

(Maybe I should dig the burrow?) (/)

18: Go to the beach to board

Go to the Beach and follow the path

Kappa Master

“So… You’re a Kappa?!” (/) 

“I was wondering… Are you the leader of the Kappa tribe?” (/) (Dialogue 2) 

“Excuse me, but I wanted to know, is Elliot special to you?” (/)

Dialogue 2

(That’s so adorable. I wonder if one day, I will meet someone so I can say the same) (/)

(It’s disgusting… I really don’t like public displays of affection) (-5)  

(That’s very touching to see that they have so much confidence in one another) (+5) 

Kappa Master Choice

(Bow Slightly) (-5) 

(Bow moderately) (+5) 

(Bow heavily) (/) 

19: Swim all the way to the general headquarters

Chrome

Becoming a mermaid, you also got some of their abilities. They don’t need to eat that often, so… Neither do you!

That’s completely illogical (-5) 

Although, Alajea is always eating! (/) 

What are their other abilities? (+5) 

20: Go to the Crystal Room to give your report

Following Alajea

(I better ask him what's wrong ...) (/) Towards illustration with Nevra

(I do not really want to take my head with his problems) (/) 

Go to Crystal Room

Objective Tell People

Talk to Valkyon (Guards Corridor), Ezarel (Hall of Doors), Nevra (Refuge El), Kero (Kiosk) and Leiftan (Simple Corridor)

Following Ykhar

Kero, what's happening to you? (/) Towards illustration with Ezarel

(I do not have time to talk to him!) (/) 

Go to Crystal Room

Objective Prepare for the arrival with Kero

Find Leiftan (Guards Corridor), Valkyon (pantry), Ezarel (Library) and Kero (Kiosk)

Following Ewelein

(Simply stand up) (/) Towards illustration with Valkyon

(Stay a little on the floor) (/) 

Go to Crystal Room

Objective Mix several potions

Go to Infirmary

Before finding Purroy you have to 

Find Leiftan (Arches Alley), Valkyon (Grand Gate), Ezarel (Market) and then you find Purroy (Arches Alley)

21: Return to Miiko one last time to tell her that everything is done

Go to Crystal Room

22: Go to the prison, quickly!

Go to Prison

[eldarya-mycandylove]

Hi talented ! Can you do a scenario of Erika (Guardienne) being bitter and hurt about the kiss, and kiss one of the other boys for revenge? For Nevra and Ezarel pretty please!

Don’t make me blush >

I’m sorry if you find that harsh, but as they don’t have deep feeling for th Guardienne, they would react like that.. I think 

You were angry, mad... You still couldn’t forgive what he did to you. He kissed you , he used you without hearing any of your complains... You wanted to take revenge, but on what ? What could you do ? You were just an human...A pitiful human who had been trick. This thought made you stood up from your bed. You hoped that they at least, had a little feeling for you when they kissed you because... You were going to do the same trick to another boy, it was mean, disgusting ... like he did. 

Nevra

He was walking in the corridor, still thinking about the kiss. Your lips were soft and he wasn’t lying when he said that he didn’t want your first kiss to end up like that. He saw you with Valkyon, you were laughing with him and smiling. Seems like you weren’t mad anymore, good... But then, as he walked towards you, you took Valkyon’s face in your hands and kiss him. Nevra froze while staring at you. Valkyon didn’t seems to be bothered, he passed his arms around your waist, holding you close.

Nevra had a bitter smirk on his lips, so you were that kind of person ? He couldn’t hold a nervous laugh. If you were doing it on purpose to hurt him, you didn’t succeeded. He could have all the girl he wanted, it’s true he had special feelings with you which could turn into something more serious. But right now, as he watched you, you didn’t have value in his eyes. He turned around leaving you with the same smile on his face but with pained eyes. Pathetic...

Ezarel

He was taking a bath, relaxing from this exausting day. He tilted his head while running his finger in his wet hair. As soon as he closed his eyes, he could see your pained and angry expression from the kiss. He frowned... He knew he shouldn’t have done that but he had to. He wanted to save his worlds, his friends...You were selfish, even if this didn’t excuse his action... Maybe he should apologise... He groaned and get up from the thub , putting clothes on and then go searching you. But as he finally find you, you were kissing Leiftan. Who blushed at your bold action.

Ezarel raised his eyebrows, finally he did all that for nothing, didn’t he ? He watched you, he had a little pang in his chest but ignored it. It’s tue that you had catched his attention, with your sassy answer to his sarcasm. But if you wanted to hurted him, you didn’t succeeded, you just made a fool of yourself. He turned away..Aaah, what a waste, he could spend more time in his bath..He went in his lab, and didn’t want to do anything with you again. Useless...

[jelly-and-strawberries]

Who was the first one to confess their feelings? ft. The Eldarya boys ♡

"You" squad:

Ezarel: He is too damn proud to confess how he feels about you or anything at all, so you will have to give the next step. He will be so relieved after hearing you say you like him, but of course he will not miss the chance to tease you. He will always brag about how you were the one who fell head over heels for him. Don't worry, you may have fell in love first, but he fell harder.

Valkyon: He might not look like it, but Valkyon can be really shy. Specially with the girl he likes. When he becomes aware of his feelings, he will avoid you because you make him feel nervous and flustered. So, you would end up confronting him about it and also confessing that you like him very much. Valkyon would be delighted after hearing you feel the same way as him and also would feel kind of embarrassed after actively avoiding you. Needless to say, he is never going to avoid again.

Lance: Listen, he really likes you but he knows that there is a high chance that you might reject him because of obvious reasons. Even if you have showed him that you aren't bothered by his past anymore, he is still constantly anxious that some day you will change your mind. He doesn't want to make any more mistakes, specially when it comes to you. Thus, he will probably never say anything unless you talk to him and say that nothing would make you happier than being in a relationship with him.

"Them" squad

Leiftan: This comes as no surprise. He has waited a long time to meet you, he is not going to waste any time. After getting to know you for some months, he will take a chance and confess that he fell in love with you at first sight. He seems confident that you will feel the same, but in reality, he is terrified of your rejection. He is the happiest man in all Eldarya when you reciprocated his feelings and kissed him. He almost passes out, but didn't because he wanted to remember every second of the beautiful moment when your love story began.

Nevra: He flirted with you before knowing your name, so he is not shy at all when he realizes his feelings towards you. However, when he confesses to you, you think he is only teasing again. Thus, he decides to show you he is serious and kisses you. Now, you know that he is not joking. You obviously say that you feel the same way and you start kissing once more. Side note, every time when he gets asked who ask who out first, he will say it was you.

Mathieu: Even if Mathieu is kind of shy, he would still be very open about how he feels about you. He had a crush on you since he met you and getting closer to you only make him like you more. He would probably confess his feeling without noticing. You would be talking about something random and he would look at you with love eyes and blurt out the words "I like you". Once he realizes what he said, he gets flustered. However, when you say you feel the same, his soul leaves his body and you have to kiss him to make him react.

Thanks for reading ♡♡♡

Ps. Stream set me free by Twice :)

[fenristheorem]

New Era Lance Headcanons

I told myself I wouldn’t do this before episode 4 came out... but here I am.

I originally wanted to wait until ANE episode 4 was out to post any of my own headcanons for Lance, but I know they had a fire at one of their locations recently and that has delayed the release of the episode (my heart goes out to them), so I figured I should just go ahead and post some headcanons because I’ve been dying to do so.

~Headcanons under the cut because these are long~

General:

Twice a year, on their birthday and the anniversary of his death, Lance brings Floppy (because I theorize he adopted Floppy) to visit Valkyon’s grave. Really, this can happen at nearly any time of the year - but seeing as Lance is busy as Chief of Obsidian Guard, he can’t always make time to visit his brother’s grave. However, Lance always makes sure to find time to visit the grave with Floppy on these two special dates. He'll even specifically ask Huang Hua to try and make sure his schedule isn't too busy on these two days. He never says why, but it's not hard to guess.

Lance occasionally talks out loud... to his brother... distantly hoping that - despite the fact that he’s dead - Valk will somehow hear him and by some miracle respond to his brother. He doesn’t do this very often, only when he finds himself caught in a low moment where he feels truly isolated from everyone and the ache to have his brother by his side again echos through him like thunder through a mountain valley, but when he does it means he really needs the comfort. No one in the guard knows this about him; he makes sure that he never does this in public or where anyone could find him doing this. Valkyon’s death effected nearly everyone in the guard, but Lance was still his brother and doesn’t believe most people would understand the full extent of his regrets and, further more, his ways of coping with this great loss.

Lance never visited the re-formed crystal created by Leiftan and Erika. Not once - in all 7 years. He never felt he had the right to because this situation and all his pain was primarily caused by him and, therefore, he needs to bear the pain as part of taking responsibility for his actions. The crystal room became a symbol of hope and forging forward into a new era, and while Lance is grateful for being given a chance to redeem, he's aware that he has a long way to go before he has made up for everything he's done, if he ever could. He feels he needs to find his own hope from within and help guide the guard with it, not rely on the guard and the new crystal to provide him with hope for the future.

Romantic:

Lance is very used to being alone by now. Because of this, he keeps his romantic partner at a distance when they first start off. It’s not that he’s not interested - it’s just that he’s settling into the idea that someone actually wants to be closer to him after everything he’s done, especially the woman he threw off a cliff. He’s not entirely sure how to react to a woman finding romantic interest in him, hell he’s not even sure he deserves it. It's been years since he's allowed himself to consider romantic companionship, so he's widely used to being his own rock. However, once they’ve been together for a while, he’ll trust himself (and her) a bit more and actually allow himself to be a bit more comfortable and minorly impulsive around her. Slowly he’ll allow himself to throw a few jokes around, he’ll allow himself to share his opinion on things around her more, and he’ll find it a little easier to smile each day. Now he’s not one to hide his emotions, but he certainly keeps himself in check to avoid causing damage or pain as he's painfully aware that heavy emotions can influence people. However, this disappears when he begins to trust his partner more; he's less hesitant and more confident that she won't shun him for having strong emotions and opinions on certain things.

Once they’ve been together for a while and his romantic partner has effectively torn down the walls of isolation he built around himself, she’ll find he’s... a bit territorial. After all, he’s allowing himself to become attached to someone for the first time in years; why wouldn’t he be attentive and watchful with his newfound companion? He’s not openly aggressive towards others when jealous or feeling territorial (in the rare case that he is, as he’s learned later on in the relationship that he has nothing to be insecure about), he refuses to bring that sort of disruption to the guard, but he’s certainly not above throwing Guardienne over his shoulder (without his armor on, of course) when he’s reminded of a moment earlier in the day where another man seemed to be just a bit too interested in what she was saying. Pair that with a kind, naive smile from her and a few jokes, and perhaps an encounter with a Leiftan at some point, and you have the perfect combination for a semi-jealous ice dragon who suddenly craves attention from his lover. He’ll take her over his shoulder and saunter over to the nearby bed in who-ever’s room they’re in, lay her gently down and rest himself beside her, wrapping both arms around her and pulling her close to his chest as they settle in to stay like that for minutes to hours depending on how long they have together. She better not hope to leave anytime soon then. Unless they have somewhere to be, Lance is unlikely to let her go for any reasons; he wants her attention and he's going to get it.

Lance is an ice dragon. This is well known by now and he's proud of his heritage. However, with this also comes all the responsibility of being an ice dragon; specifically the instincts. This is also something his partner needs to learn to deal with if they hope to maintain a relationship with him, because he's certainly not about to rebuke himself for having natural instincts (unless it truly begins to become a problem or he accidentally hurts someone). These instincts can range from being very territorial and possessive at certain times and situations, to keeping a special watch on her to make sure she isn't hurt at times where she could be prone to it, or treating her like a living goddess merely because the mood strikes him and he wants to show appreciation for her presence. These are only a few examples. When do these instincts hit hardest? He's still trying to figure that out, seeing that he hasn't been with anyone for a while. However, they can effect him in different degrees. Some days he'll hold her for an extra five minutes longer before she leaves to hang out with Mathieu, Koori and Karenn, other days he'll request that Huang Hua allow him to escort her on a minor mission in the forests surrounding HQ because he wants to do everything he can to protect her and give them time alone together. If they're interrupted on their mission by someone else, Lance will be deathly quiet and still as his partner and the newcomer carry on their conversation, only speaking when spoken too, and he won't be mean, but internally he'll be quite irritated at the fact that their alone-time is being interrupted when he planned for them to be alone for a while. Ideally, his partner will pick up on his distance and wrap up the conversation, and once the newcomer leaves Lance won't hesitate to take his partner by the wrist (gently) and briskly drag her away from the direction of her conversational partner. When he feels they're far away enough, he'll abruptly turn around and press her against a tree, wrapping his arms around her and burying his face in her neck with a faint growl. The best thing his partner can do in this time is hold him. He doesn't need comfort or reassurance, he just needs time alone with her. However, that's one of the extremes of his instincts. Most of the time he acts on subtle instincts. He'll pull her into a secluded corner of the guard for a few minutes to talk privately and share a few kisses, or he'll be passing by and see something in the market that she said she needed, or perhaps he sees something he thinks she'll look good with or he knows she'll like, and then track her down after purchasing to gift his find to her. At the end of the day, he just wants her to know he appreciates her, and when the sudden urge to do something with or for her strikes he has a hard time letting it go. And while Lance is very independent and doesn't wish to oppress or suffocate his partner, his instincts can become a bit overbearing at certain times. All his partner needs to do is confide in him about this and he'll try and make them a bit more comfortable (after all, his instincts tell him to care for her before anything else) but she will need to try and tolerate this as much as possible, if it's even an issue to begin with. However, Lance is quite confident that she'll enjoy the intimate side of his instincts more often than the domestic instincts, no matter how she feels about the domestic side...

I’m considering making Lance headcanons a routine post on my page - maybe one or two posts every couple of days. I have a few more headcanons that I can post, and I’m sure I’ll have more after ep. 4 is out, but I’m always open to writing specific headcanons upon request.

Have a request? Ask them here!

But first, please read the rules list for asks!

[jelly-and-strawberries]

TW: Yandere Leiftan pt. 1

I'm a sucker for yandere Leiftan, so I had to write about it 💅🏻

– He would approach you frequently, even more than your own guard chief. – He is always watching you, and the worst part is that you can't even escape when you sleep, because the daemon hunts you as well in dreams. – He claims wanting to protect you, but he will purposely put you in dangerous situations, just so he can play the hero and make you rely on him. – He would probably wait until you are in your lowest to make his move. – Oh, you almost die? He would kiss you while crying, then telling you how much he loves you… – You are finally in a relationship! – You've never been happier, Leiftan is always there to support you no matter what. – However… He gets really mad when you spend time with your friends. – You thought it was some silly jealousy phase, but slowly you end up isolating from all of your good friends to make your boyfriend happy. – Now, the only person you interact with is Leiftan. – It can't be that bad, right? – When spending so much time next to him, you start noticing his odd behavior towards you. – He is always watching you, he never leaves you alone with other people, he always knows what you are thinking… – One day, you caught him following you during a mission in the woods. You acted as you didn't see him, but he definitely knew you noticed him there. – Anyway, it is already too late to escape his grip. – Even if you try to ask for help, who is going to believe you? – Leiftan has this perfect facade, everyone would think you are the one who's not in their right mind. – Specially, since you randomly decided to break off all ties with your friends and have been acting so paranoid lately.

I have so many ideas for yandere Leiftan, so I will probably make some more posts like this one 💕