#It is terrifying

[jinsakaiboobies]

everytime i open the ghost of tsushima tag im jumpscared with goatee jin. keep it reserved for his uncle pleek. oh my god

[villainsally]

Me: "hmm I'm gonna make a cantripped post!"

Connorsnothere: finds my five note post and reblogs it

Me: gets 50 notes on what would've been at most a 15 note post otherwise

[jamisonwritestf2trash]

I applied for college today

[space-fam-has-my-heart]

everytime i rewatch “america decides” from succession i slowly descend into further despair and panic over the state of the united states

[lynxgirlpaws]

There is nothing scarier than that " 'why are all the trans girls i know so strong willed?,?' 'Picture of the ww2 plane with bullet holes only on the outer wings and center'" meme because I am not strong willed. W. What happens to the weak willed trans girls, op. Why are no planes returning with bullet holes in the inner wing op? Why did you use the meme about the surviving data set in the meme about weak willed trans girls op?

[vole-mon-amour]

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[suuho]

how are people breaking into nct’s hotel room and yet sm is doing absolutely nothing. besides the fact that this should never, under any circumstances, ever happen, it is downright mindboggling that an agency of that size won’t even blink an eye at it. a literal crime, and sm doesn’t give a fuck. that girl should be locked up and behind bars instead of gloating about this shit on twitter, or telling everyone how “happy” they were to see her. no, girl, they have to save face in public and most likely think you are a psychopathic stalker. because you are a psychopath who stalks them. in what world is it alright to break into a celebrities (or anyone’s, really) hotel room. you are not, in any way, entitled to these people. you are an insane person.

[kiwi-duckquack]

Fuck it, you know what the weirdest effect cancel culture and mostly Twitter had on me, as someone who basically never used Twitter?

I have been terrified of being perceived as a bad person.

Like. Everything I say. Everything I do. Must have a justification. Sources cited. If I want to give a friend advice about someone shitty, I have to add a million disclaimers. I over-explain everything I do and I am CONSTANTLY striving to do better. I am terrified to share any of my ideas because what if someone is offended? What if I start drama because I got a simple fact wrong?

The worst thing is, if that were to happen, I'd take accountability, I'd educate myself, I would do better. But I am constantly trying to do better.

I don't know. As someone with anxiety it's just- hard. Feeling like everyone is judging me and if I say one wrong thing by accident the world will fall apart.

[allhailthemightyquattro]

Guess who just submitted their first ever manuscript to a publisher!

[nymphoutofwater]

fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.

[blueskittlesart]

i’ve started babysitting for a VERY christian family which is great because they pay me a lot of money but as someone who was raised almost completely agnostic it’s kind of insane. the 2 year old keeps asking me to read her stories from the bible. (why are we reading david and goliath to a 2 year old????) the 5 year old told me today that he was going to bring his legos to heaven with him. he also has repeatedly told me that the lego spaceships he builds are stronger than jesus. (not sure what to say to that. do i deny it??? are things allowed to be stronger than jesus??) had to stop myself mid sentence today because i almost told them im not going to heaven which would DEFINITELY have caused several meltdowns. they’re also both completely fascinated by my nose ring

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Expertise can't help you here.

[the-watcher-in-the-sky]

[strawberryliqr]

i keep dreaming dead people. not in a “saw someone that is dead but they were alive and happy” way. in the “nightmare actually dead person corpse” way.

most recently (meaning a few hours ago) i woke up terrified because i dreamed of this family who seemed somewhat normal but like, the dad was always laying down in a bed and he had sunglasses on. and his kids which were two little girls were playing with him (he never responded to them) and it all seemed normal. it felt like a movie more than a dream really. and then the mother turned to the “audience” crying and she said shes sorry and she took his glasses off. and the dad was dead. like a corpse. his eyes wide and open and scary. and i woke up screaming. its been 2 hours and i still haven’t managed to fall back asleep.

[foldingfittedsheets]

When I was young my dad offhandedly told me he thought people treated fish with so much casual cruelty because fish can’t scream.

The words branded themselves across my soul.

As an adult I think he may have been joking. He payed no especial attention to any indignities fish suffered in our household but I could never forget. I saw fish in a different light after that.

Fish kept in tiny bowls, breathing their own poisons, dying by inches. Fish kept in cold tanks, casually disposed of. Fish touted as being short lived when they could outlive the better loved family dog if only they could breathe. Fish casually won and discarded in cheap plastic bags, thrown away a week later.

How they would scream, if they could.