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”oh you want to keep that? It’s so girly are you even trans?”

(Rant in tags if you wanna read it ig)
#Mom yelled at me bc I wanted to keep a dress that had memories attached to it#I hate dresses but look.#It has a stain on it where my friend who moved far away dropped some paint on it where my thigh would be#It has a loose string tied sloppily into a flower from a friend who had issues speaking her feelings and instead acted them#It has discoloured patches from my old friend who I haven’t been able to talk to in months hugging me and her bracelets rubbing against it#It has memories attached to it#Just like how my purple coat does#I always have a bag of mint tea in it because a while back somebody got me a huge pack of it during a secret Santa because they noticed -#- i had a stuffy nose during the winter due to allergy’s and often couldn’t breathe properly#I have thousand of sticky notes of a made up language somebody in my class made and wanted me to be in#Hell even my shoes show this sorts of stuff.#My converse that I wore for so long the laces tore? They’re covered in writing from my friend who’s a poet at heart#My big#chunky platforms? Filled with sparkles and dust from a party my friend had#For crying out loud soon I’m gonna be filling my room with Sanrio and feather stickers#Because everytime my ex gf sees me (we’re still friends btw) she always manages to put a sticker somewhere on me#MY SKETCHBOOKS TOO. Full of little doodles and hearts and paint splatters and everything you can think of.#My notebooks for writing? I forgot it a week i went off for surgery and I came back to it full of stories I liked and stores that had them-#For cheap because they knew my family wasn’t doing too well. And full of notes of them missing me#Seriously like I have a string on my wall full of notes from them because that’s been my pickmeup for whenever I’m not on here#It’s pathetic I know I just don’t care. I love them and I know they love me too. I hope they’re well
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This is part 1 of a continuation for my other post where LL Megatron gets trapped in the G1 universe, I was thinking about how someone would go insane in this cartoon world and thought "what if Megatron had someone else to accompany him" so, I gave Starscream an existential crisis
Edit: pt 2 here
#guys i cant continue this comic I'll get too attached to the “oh its g1 animation errors excuse”#“this has great potential to be hilarious” makes angst instead#starscream i love you but your shoulder spike thingies are annoying to draw#theres only two parts but i wanted to keep my streak of posting art daily#DO NOT BE FOOLED BY HIS CUTE FACE HES STILL EVIL hes just having alot of thoughts right now#sorry if my handwriting is hard to read at the end#i print when i can but i... unironicly write in cursive#transformers#megastar#megascream#megatron#starscream#megatron x starscream#transformers fanart#transformers g1#tf idw#transformers au#ok looking at this a day later i realize how bad the flow is#note to self draw just make comics on the same canvas in the future#i will say though Ive never made comics before its pretty good for character angle practice! I need to do more of these#also use a character ref sheet!!! I gotta look at refs if im gonna do this cause its kinda obvious most of my drawings are from memory#G1 x LL AU
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stairway to heaven
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edit: i don't know if it's just from my phone, or it's tumblr compression, but this looks unfortunately so so blurry. better quality on my twitter 💥
#all text from revelations lol#what a nightmare to post here. it's all compressed...whatever#dottore#genshin impact#il dottore#columbina#zandik#france art#one of the reasons this short scratches a part of my brain real good is that dottore has a...unique kind of sentimentality#an attachment ? to his past that manifests in destruction#which this short made me think abt. 'i supposed he is exactly where he wants to be.'#as if the segment holds this Specific memory dear#like how dottore in the game still looks back in bitterness on his rejection from his homeland literal centuries later#i love it. he is so obsessed with the passage of time#despite the malleability of people which in dottore's case is super literal#some things remain persistent
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Dans little gestures :)
#he has a little magnet attached to his hand that connects to phils shoulder#i had one other from the q&a vid but the 10 gif limit hit :(#i probably looked like a madlad hunting these all down by memory#sorry if i forgot any though!#dan and phil#dip and pip#phan#dnp#iz gifs#izzy tag yaps
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DCxDP Prompt
Demon Twins, but their separation was because of the Council of Spiders. Danyal sacrificed himself but promised Damian to return to him at a later date, mostly to reassure himself and Damian that he'd be okay.
Later on, Tim finds documents about brainwashing one of the heirs to the League of Assassins in Illinois. Apparently, they have a scientist couple there who's been manipulating an amnesiac and successfully researching the source of the Lazarus Pits.
Bonus: Jazz is also a kidnapped child and an experiment to see how long-term high exposure (by consumption and proximity) affects people.
Extra bonus!: A good quantity of Amity Park is part of the Council of Spiders, both relatives, people in vacation, retired members, sponsors, etc. And Jazz finds out early on when Danny comes in, worried for the both of them.
I think it would be funny if Tim just snatched them and reported the town to JLD. Like- Bruce isn't the only one who could kidnap kids. Jason adopted all of the Crime Alley kids, Batman is a serial adopter, later on Tim finds out that Damian is like Jason and Bruce but with animals, and Dick is just done with all of them.
#danny phantom#dc x dp#dp x dc#batfam#demon twins au#Was Danny also minorly experimented on because of how ectoplasm enhances emotions and therefore attachments?#Idk but it would be funny if unhinged!Tim was like Dick is to Damian#Tim is the older sibling to third parent type thing with Danny#Jazz is probably acting like Tim was to Bruce but with Dick or Jason#What if it was with Jason? Each older sibling now has a child they parent better than the legal parent#Would Danny recover his memories? Did he even lose them in the first place?#up to you#but I think it's fun either way#Phantom yes no?#It could happen if Clockwork became this antagonistic mastermind character that's after his ideal timeline#But the ideal timeline doesn't have to be the best one in other people's opinion#especially not if Danny is supposed to be a sole survivor#Maybe his future is treated like Dick's “ideal” one with being the ultimate Talon#Prophecy but not definite or the best
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original meme under the cut

#hellsing#alucard#hellsing meme#shitpost#baskerville#Alucard but he's a pubby#yes i drew this dog from memory and didnt add enough eyes but in my defense Baskerville is really inconsistent in the amount of eyes he has#at least when he's attached to alucard#four-eye kinda day#whozagoodboi#my silly art
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[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]
Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.
I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.
Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise karai#rise leo#rottmnt karai#rottmnt leo#I think a lot about these two in particular#and how that dynamic could have flourished#the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like#that hug man#can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer#not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached#also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale#so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members#Mikey has Draxum#Donnie has April#Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder#if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four#and finally- Leo has Karai#and then he loses her#imo? this would align with the movie even more#because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that#and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway#haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have#and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise#but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai#Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family#Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!)#and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?
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Imagine sitting in a café with your f/o, you’re both seated near the window. Holding a warm cup of your favorite winter beverage, as your admiring the gentle snow fall in front of you.
ANTIS DNI, THIS IS NOT FOR YOU.
#🎙The representative from California has the floor#antis fuck off#antis go away#anti anti#antishitters do not interact#antis do not interact#antis dni#proship#proship safe#proship positivity#proshipper safe#proshipping#proship please interact#f/o#s/i#self insert#self ship#selfship#proselfship#selfshipping#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#fun fact my first date with 👩🦰 was actually at a local Cafe#Albeit an outdoor one but it was still really great#Especially since this one is famous for their cinnamon rolls and waffles back when they still made them#And this Cafe is also me and Estonia's favorite#He really loves their Monte Cristo#But his favorite place used to be a giant bookstore that had a corner that you could read in and it had a Starbucks attached to it#It's long gone now but we both have good memories of that place
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Do not disturb!!!
#zhongxiao#Genshin impact#Genshin#Genshin fanart#art tag#animal art#fanart#xiao#zhongli#this was from last year#I do still like it a lot it has good memories attached to it I drew it while sitting in the shade during college orientation
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“Mark needs to learn to grieve and let go instead of holding onto Gemma”
She is quite literally not dead. Like, okay maybe her brain is so severely damaged she’s unrecognisable as Gemma anymore. But she’s not dead. She’s alive and in the basement of the evil megacorporation being experimented on like a lab rat. Now is NOT the time for moving on and letting go
#severance spoilers#severance#I think people have become so attached to the idea of innies and outies as different people they forget that they are also the same person#Gemma is alive down there. the time for moving on comes after she’s rescued and her having no memories has been come to terms with#I’m obsessed with the helly and Helena dynamics too#one can enjoy those while also acknowledging that outie mark has just learned that his wife is not dead and it would be weird if he just#went on with his life like she was
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Never forget the origin of your pansexuality/ love of characters that haunt the narrative.



#The memory of these games just unlocked#Losing TikTok has my brain SCRAMBLING for something to attach myself to#minecraft#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm lukas#mcsm petra#mcsm reuben#lukas mcsm#petra mcsm#Ruben mcsm#haunting the narrative#pansexual
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Eee Seeker Lennox is just chef kiss! What’s your hcs on frame behaviour differences with him and his fam to the autobots grounder frames.
Fr need more seeker Lennox in ma life xD if you don’t mind pleaseeeeeee write more
When it comes to Lennox family's physiology, there's differences that stem from them being Seekers as well as carryover from their old human selves.
Between Sarah and Will:
Think of Sarah more like a dark and matte version of Blitzwing from the Bumblebee film.
Sarah is larger and heavier compared to her husband. Her color palette is far more muted compared to Will's glossiness.
Seeker femmes don't have digitigrade legs as they require extra stability to carry the extra weight and density. Seeker mechs are geared towards agility, speed, and stealth.
Will has an extra set of talons in his lower legs. His kicks are far more deadly as he can extend the talons for a greater reach.
Yes. Seeker!Will has digitigrade legs.
Them as Seekers versus the groundbound Autobots:
Both are constantly communicating. While wingcant is culturally shaped by the city-state, there's a lot of instinctive movements.
Sarah has the capability to track down Energon deposits across the planet.
Sigma abilities. Will has a very advanced chameleon-like ability to blend in his surroundings. To the point of neutralizing his entire presence.
Typically, Seeker femmes don't have sigma abilities, but Sarah has one. She's capable of scrambling electrical signals that target movement within Cybertronian frames with a furious shriek.
Sarah and Will are aggressively affectionate to each other. Not just blending their fields together, but they have intense urges to constantly be physical. To the point of microtransforming their frames to either mesh into each other or be as close as possible. Wingspans tapping together or realigning to rest side-by-side in public. Nuzzling and necking in private.
Seekers are a very social frame-type. That instinct is made worse by the sudden cut from everyone else as they fled north and their new status as bondmates.
The Autobots don't have to worry about the Decepticon Seekers poaching away Will because the negative influences of no trine are kept in check by his and Sarah's sparkbond.
(If anything, they would need to worry about the Decepticon Seekers attempting to court or capture Sarah. Especially in the period where she's essentially a newbuild that's getting used to her frame but proven with a newspark!Annabelle.)
Ironhide being a goodsport as the pair aggressively rope him into activities that's usually between close ties among Seekers. But he's also needs to be a buffer between Sarah and the rest of the Autobots.
Seeker!Will has accepted that the Autobots are a potential flock, and Optimus acts as his Winglord. Seeker!Sarah, not so much...
The human sensibilities and the Seeker instinct war with her, whereas it's generally aligned with Will due to his exposure and close relationships to the Autobots as a human.
Sarah is slowly coming around as she uses Ironhide and Will to ease the Seeker agitation to defend or challenge down.
Worst comes to worst, Optimus may need to intervene and force the instinct to submit to the hierarchy of the Autobot 'flock.'
The humans thought it's a carryover from their humanity to be more comfortable resting in their root-modes. No. It's their social drive. Nesting is easier with bipedal frames.
The human influence on Lennoxes' Cybertronian frames:
Will's appearance is less of a Dorito and more similar proportion to his old body. His wings in root-mode seem to be split to create the appearance of two sets. One longer, primary pair and one shorter, secondary pair.
They're far more flexible. Especially Sarah, as she actually has a habit of yoga and stretching. Surprises the hell out of Ratchet when she's able to bend in ways that would usually put immense strain on her frame-type.
Far greater tolerance towards lower-grade fuels and able to digest a greater variety of raw ores. Their frames have an edge with more specialized platets across their entire frames to convert UV light into small bits of energy .
Their expressions are far more fluid, even with the more mechanical mandibles. Sarah and Will have a greater range of facial micro-expressions with their optics, conveniently placed ridges to mimick a close form of noses and eyebrows, and the shape of their 'mouths.' A major tradeoff is that their faces are far more vulnerable compared to the rest of the Cybertronians.
Annabelle's development seems both behind and advanced. Her plating is still too soft and lacks the typical density of her mobility. Her sight is more aligned with a newspark, but she has the vocal range of a near first-star sparkling. Ratchet is keeping a firm optic on the little one.
#ask#lennox seeker fam au#transformers#transformers bayverse#bayverse#william lennox#sarah lennox#annabelle lennox#humans into cybertronians#humanformers#cybertronian culture#cybertronian biology#ratchet#ironhide#maccadam#my writing#tf headcanons#sarah was very hissy and standoffish until the Seeker was more socialized via Will's bond and attachments#i like to think that Optimus (and Meg) do have Seekerkin coding in them#Will's new body has the old memories to bridge neatly into him. But not Sarah.#she's feeling apprehensive and defensive since Optimus iz#is both Prime and reads enough as a Seekerkin mech to agitate her
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words I wish I could tell my younger self
#oh yea. my new fursona hugging my old fursona#the old one has so many bad memories and trauma attached to her#I just have bad memories I don't really wanna think about#my artwork#artists on tumblr#art#my idiot :3#vent art#furry art#furry#sfw furry#fursona#anthro
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i feel like almost everything in utena has sort of already been extensively discussed in the last two (almost three) decades of utena's existence (not that there aren't new interpretations to be made, there always are) besides black rose arc (mikage+mamiya+tokiko). which is why they're so much fun to think about. i think the need to read between the lines makes it unfortunately easy to misunderstand or look past obvious stuff if you don't pay attention, but to me it's always been really obvious that mikage's arc is a literal representation of the erasure of queerness in ohtori (society?) by akio/everything he represents. and that's so fucking tragic! nemuro was never able to find a name for his desires. he lived and died as a puppet in the shadows.
#rgu#i think sadly that trigger warning list that people always passed around kind of stunted discussion bc of the assumptions it made#like. i think its okay to say that mikage/nemuro was always in love with mamiya and not tokiko#not that its impossible to interpret him as bisexual (similar to how people see utena as bisexual)#but his love for mamiya is what changed his life (same for utena/her meeting anthy)#one scene i never see people bring up is how#at one point mikage says that attaining eternity wouldn't even make 'her' happy#and then akio questions '''her'' you say?'#the only reason mikage thinks attaining eternity wouldnt even make 'her' i.e 'tokiko' happy is because he just had a conversation#with mamiya where he admitted the whole endeavor was making him unhappy#if anything it would have made tokiko happy to attain eternity and forever preserve her brother like a dead flower#which is what akio does with anthy! so fucked!#ALSO another thing#is that mikage sees utena as tokiko returned#just like how utena meets 'dios' - returned as akio#he claims he will finally beat tokiko - in this place (the dueling arena) - which is kind of foreshadowing utena fighting akio?????#anthy!mamiya says to mikage in the black rose musical:#“You can’t win against her. You will eternally lose to my sister who dwells in your memories.”#or “You will never beat my sister; who dwells in your memories.” in the nozomient translation#which makes so much sense because anthy couldn't believe utena could win against akio either#god i could literally keep going#by read between the lines i mean like how akio actively tries to lie to the audience by saying things like#'mamiya was created for you out of your lingering attachment to tokiko'#of course nemuro/mikage being gay isn't all there is to him bc like always everything in utena has 1000 layers#really love the general theme of becoming static and unchanged forever bc of our attachment to nostalgia/memories/eternity#(re: can't grow up)#tho in mikages case he is literally just a ghost summoned by akio. which the utena sega saturn vn confirms#also definitely people talk about black rose arc (i.e me right now) but i feel like the majority of the fandom kind of side steps it#on tumblr specifically at least?? im not on the fansite forums or discord#rgu meta
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part 3 of the rosekiller tiktok au (here) just for @remusbuzzcutt :
i'm thinking about barty and evan flirting on tiktok for months (in videos, comments, reposts, lip sync...) confusing people, leaving the world with crumbs of everything that happens between them. while they secretly text each other on instagram, everyone is just waiting for them to announce their relationship.
"i think they did it but i just can't prove it"
and so, after the release of the new movie in which evan starred, he has an interview scheduled. and he doesn't know it, it was all a big secret, but it's barty who was called to interview him.
they've never met in person, so as soon as evan sees barty basically lying in the chair in front of him, with a sadistic smile on his face, he starts sweating. and the interview is a disaster.
cause barty is all compliments, smirking, biting his lip, holding eye contact, moving on the chair, and evan doesn't listen to a single word of what he's saying. so basically all that happens is:
"evan, are you paying attention?"
"sorry, can you repeat the last question?"
and even if barty seems pleased with evan's discomfort, he isn't much calmer than him. cause he's been evan's fan since day one, he's obsessed with him, and he still can't believe he's talking to his celebrity crush, making him blush, laugh, evan's looking at him...
and so he has to act nonchalant when evan replies to his "can i ask you another question?" with a "yes, darling, tell me", and he really hopes evan didn't notice how he gasped when he casually dropped a french word in his speech with his amazing french accent (evan noticed, and took notes).
as soon as the interview ends, they run away to two different rooms because they can't even look each other in the eyes. then they post a photo on instagram just to confuse people even more,
and evan is like: "so my apartment..."
and barty just goes: "yes."
#barty's fangirling like: “would you like to star in an entirely french film one day?”#and his mind is just: he'll definitely say yes cause in an interview he said he feels very attached to france and he has amazing memories..#oh eva you force me to show my soft side with this au#barty crouch jr#evan rosier#rosekiller#rosekiller tiktok au#ronan tag
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kitten sj from ongoing rp with friend this is when mqf admits to knowing it's sj, and also that mqf liked sj in the past
#puppiemk#svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#shen jiu#other context is#sj doesnt have all his memories#but enough#his soul reincarnated after sysqq's self detonation#and also he lives on qjp with sysqq who got so attached he now considers sj his son (there's a lot of other context but this has been going#also sj calls mqf insane for having liked him and says he bites
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