#It broke me emotionally

[capobegone]

Still in shock about finishing my fic. Like—I cannot wrap my head around it. The comments have been rolling in and I will be sitting down to answer as many as I can soon!! I am already starting to scheme some new fics. I might take a small break from writing to recover after TToF, and I might not. But I will inevitably see you all soon with something new!

Until then, I will leave you with this.

[hinamie]

I don't want to regret the way I lived

[thisisadonaldduckblognow]

all the rise boys get done dirty on characterization by fandom in different ways i think. (not ALL the time every fanwork etc etc these are just like, trends i tend to notice?) every fandom suffers from losing character nuance.

- leo i’ve talked about plenty on this blog, how some of his canon traits (genuine belief in his skill and cockiness, capacity for joy, his manipulativeness whether for good or ill) seem to get watered down or wiped off the board and supplemented with generic sad boy. his struggles with purpose and identity and not wanting to fail somehow morph into “he hates and completely holds no value for himself”

- donnie’s canon personality gets blurred out and largely replaced with whatever list of Neurodivergent Traits. and i think there’s such a fine line to walk between exploring a character that’s been word of god confirmed as on the spectrum and overwriting what’s canonically there. it’s a hard needle to thread. it also feels like a lot of his canon emotiveness gets left off the table for some reason. bc he does have his moments of flat/deadpan delivery, but a lot of the time he’s honestly very emotive. he has the passion of a theatre kid and the vindictiveness of... also a theatre kid. and the mind of a scientist.

- raph loses so much of his rowdy teen boy energy it’s kind of wild? like interpretations sand off that he’s also impulsive and can be reckless and dumb and LOVES fighting and roughhousing and isn’t the most eloquent person. suddenly there’s this pitch perfect soft boy big bro who would never hurt a fly and always says the exact right supportive thing and singlehandedly raised his 3 brothers (which simultaneously sands off all the nuance of splinter’s issues emotionally connecting with his sons and how that affected all of them). and like i LOVE raph, he’s so full of love and care and anxiety, he clearly has learned to put a lot of work into being aware of his strength and size. but there’s a difference you know?

- mikey is like. where raph gets overparentified by fanon, mikey gets over “family therapist”-ed IMO. the impulsiveness, the goofiness, the powerful emotions including a VERY powerful temper, the flat-out dumb teen boy choices... they get ignored. suddenly there’s this only very sweet and earnest boy who has read a hundred psychology books and runs group family therapy weekly or something. he is crying in his room bc leo and raph are arguing about something. which is so. he IS very sweet and can be very earnest and is full of love! he HAS come in with his opinions and unsolicited advice a couple of times and life coached for the greater good. but there’s a difference between what he does in canon and the role he gets in fanon.

[tianhai03]

felt like drawing kiryu how i dressed him up in gaiden... i havent drawn him in like 2 years i think. feels good to be back 🐉

[geryone]

The Renunciations, Donika Kelly

[blusical]

currently thinking of how abusive some hockey coaches are and how players are supposed to act like that sort of stuff is normal

[pretzlforpresident]

Bought this silver keychain at the fair yesterday. Prepare yourself for tomorrow little guy

[weebsinstash]

I know the point in Apology Tour is that Blitz has hurt a lot of people but uh to put it bluntly am I not supposed to think the people going to the "fuck this guy we've been broken up with for years" party aren't like, extremely pathetic and petty too, or is that just a thing about relationships I don't understand

like imagine you've just been going on with your life and you find out like every single person you've dated in the last like 10, 15 years all have this big house party to commemorate how much they hate you and they're literally like, burning dolls of you, putting your pictures on a dart board, cutting into anatomically detailed cakes that look exactly like you, they basically just gather to talk shit about you and you don't even. Talk to them anymore. They're just having big get-togethers and staying bitter as they talk about you like you're the devil as they like, sadistically cut up effigies of your likeness

to be honest about it, i would see all of that and I would be less likely to feel bad about hurting all of those people and immediately kind of jump to the conclusion that the relationship didn't work out because all of them were as equally shitty people as i was if not worse and tbh I'd be tempted to even make fun of them. Like CHRIST that is so much energy to put into someone "you're over". Like do they really go to those every year? Maybe I'm just a freak but I'd see all that and be like "Jesus you guys just need to go to therapy, I dodged a whole magazine of bullets here--"

[let-them-fight]

btw if jacob geller ever made a myhouse vid it’d be over for me

[canismajorastronomy]

the best part of being a marauders fan is when you're walking around and you suddenly see a tree and feel like sobbing

[wigglebox]

(Post) First (Kiss) [x] 🌼

[fight-nights-at-freddys]

just finished watching 04x21 of supernatural. what the fuck was that. EVERYTHING abt that episode pisses me off. like it’s a good episode but i HATE it. spoilers under the cut

because what do you MEAN sam walks out on dean saying “You don’t know me. You never have, and you never will.” Huh??? what do you MEAN CAS LET SAM OUT BC IT WAS “his orders”??? why does sam think so low of himself, only for DEAN TO CONFIRM THOSE THOUGHTS???

WHY DOESN’T DEAN JUST TELL HIM THAT CONSUMING ENOUGH BLOOD TO KILL LILITH WOULD TURN HIM INTO A MONSTER?

i hate dean for not telling him, i hate sam for keeping secrets and consuming blood in the first place, and i just hate cas for everything.

i love these guys but what the fuck. i miss jimmy.

[nastasya--filippovna]

When every darn article and website kept describing Good Omens Season 2 as a Comedy

well nobody's laughing

[guinevereslancelot]

got dumped 🫡

[spearheadrampancy]

oh my god i just realised tumblr has never seen noodle cooper from my redrawing of The Video Game Moment Ever

[woe pilot be upon ye]

[littlest-bugz]

Does anyone else go thru phases where you don’t want to talk to anyone?

Like,,, I love you so much, but I just need to RECOUP. I need my alone time so I don’t have another breakdown.