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Which Pokemon Villains are homophobic:
Giovanni: Would founding 🌈Rainbow Rocket🌈 count as rainbow capitalism? (It sounds like the name of a company that manufactures dildos, tbh.) I don't think he's supportive, but it doesn't bother him either. All he cares about is if you do your job well. He has men and women in his organization both thirsting for him. Have you met Archer? (His only true loves are money and power; Silver feels more like a precautionary heir.)
Archie/Maxie: are divorced. Also this was an image the official Japanese Pokemon Twitter fucking dropped with the caption "they're getting along well!" Definitely not homophobic:
Cyrus: dgaf. His whole thing is purging the world of emotion, so love's got to go too. (Pretty much everybody is under fire here.) He probably doesn't give a shit what you do in the meantime tho.
Ghetsis: 100%, no fucking doubt in my mind, regularly calls people slurs. His list of slurs is also *VERY* comprehensive.
N: Who do you think Ghetsis's favorite target is? I feel like he's completely chill with it, tho is personally entirely incapable of discerning the difference between romantic love and the love between friends.
Colress: If it isn't his "how to draw out a Pokémon's true strength" research, he doesn't care. You do you. 👍
Lysandre: His whole thing is beauty, and beauty isn't limited to gender or sexuality, and love is a beautiful thing, so why limit himself? Bro's pan.
Guzma: He takes outcast kids off the streets and gives them a home. No way he's homophobic! You got disowned? You're a fellow outcast in his eyes, and your home is with Skull now! (He's dating Plumeria, but is bi to me.)
Lusamine: initially, probably not since she's super controlling and not really a supportive mother to begin with, but since she does end her story wanting to do better for her kids, I feel like she would come around eventually and try to be better.
Piers: Nah, he's with Raihan and his little sis "fancies" Gloria. Next.
Rose: I feel like he would probably engage in some rainbow capitalism here and there, but he's generally friendlier than the other CEO-type villains personality-wise and there's several members of the Galar League who feel bi/gay (Nessa, Piers, Raihan), he wouldn't really be homophobic.
Volo: I don't think he cares that much, but if he can use homophobia to manipulate somebody, he totally would call them a slur. It really just depends what tool he has in his arsenal he feels would be the most effective way of manipulating you.
Penny: she literally calls your mom so pretty her brain glitched. I feel like she could get mad enough to doxx you if you tried to bully gay/trans kids in her presence.
Sada/Turo + the AI: As scientists, they're too wrapped up in their work to care (hell, they barely paid their own son any mind) and the AI knows being gay is something found naturally across species, so homophobia doesn't make much sense to them. Sada also strikes me as bi, and Turo strikes me as ace (with him, I think it's the outfit).
#pokemon villains#team star#pokemon penny#professor sada#professor turo#chairman rose#gym leader piers#merchant volo#guzma#lysandre#lusamine#ghetsis#n harmonia#galactic leader cyrus#aqua leader archie#magma leader maxie#boss giovanni#team rocket#team galactic#team flare#team aqua#team magma#aether foundation#team plasma#team yell#team skull#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon sun and moon#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon diamond and pearl
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New au based on an anime I liked quite a lot when I was a teen (Dog Days)
Anime's summary: protag-kun gets summoned to another world by a dog-eared princess to be her country's hero its a world where the countries and citizens have pastry-themed names, and each country has certain types of animal people, the countries also have protecting wards to keep monsters away hero-kun is summoned to fight in a war, but the wars are literally just an sports events with magic stuff so people can't die, dog princess chose him cuz she used an interdimensional thingy and watched him participate in an America ninja warrior-style thing and did awesomely (he did not win first place tho, he lost to -i think was either his cousin or childhood friend- and she's summoned by the cat kingdom to be their hero in the second season. in the third, the squirrel dukedom joins the wars and summon one of protag's friends tho she's no athlete, she gets to use magic-tech)
So
the ASL brothers are the heroes that get summoned by the different countries also, the citizens who "die" in the war become furballs and are taken to be treated/rest until they can join again if they want, except the important characters, those get their clothes torn
Germa is the kingdom of the cat people, ruled by Sora (Judge was exiled after trying to experiment on their kids) , they're neighbours with Alabasta (rodents) and Whitebeard (dogs) there are, ofc, other countries but these 3 are the ones that matter and the ones that participate the most in the war games the first to be summoned is Luffy by Alabasta's princess Vivi, they've been in a losing streak and are desperate, so hero time it is the Whitebeard gets Ace and, lastly, Sora gets Sabo Germa and Whitebeard had been absolutely dominating the war games
Until Alabasta brought Luffy Ichiji and Ace met at the war game, ofc, Ace had had the intention of going straight for Luffy but Ichiji got in the way and they were pretty evenly matched, tho Ace ultimately won having been the first to ever tear Ichiji's armour -and clothes- off, giving the Germa -and just all- citizens the fan service they've always wanted -and winning himself Niji's undying hatred-
The brothers get to learn that not all in that world is fun and games when it's time to free Dressrosa but after they do Dressrosa joins in the war game and ends up summoning their own hero, their sister, Uta Oh, yeah, and Dressrosa citizens are mostly sheep and the like
Sora is also a bit of a tech nerd-mad scientist, she's just not that into doing human experimentation or weapons of mass destruction she rather make tech-advanced raid suits and spyware a la Totally Spies the raid suits are supposed to be nearly indestructible so the whole "Ace accidentally burning off Ichiji's clothes on international tv" (because the war games are televised, I think I forgot to mention that lmao, there are commentators and all that jazz) incident was a bit of a shock and Niji will have Ace pay for it, preferably with his life lmao
Robin would be a delight as a commentator actually, she works as an archivist/historian (she does fieldwork as an archaeologist/anthropologist) at Alabasta's royal palace but always makes time to be a presenter at the war games and appreciates Franky's (and Galey-la's crew) effort on designing and making the game's fields}
Now, back to acechiji
Ace keeps accidentally burning off Ichiji's uniforms despite how many adjustments and upgrades Sora does to them and is growing convinced that it must be on purpose theif powers come from god-blessed treasures that respond to their wills and desires which is why Ace's fire keeps accidentally burning off Ichiji's raid suits he does want him nakey but it isn't his intention to leave him nakey on international tv lmao
Ichiji starts aiming to burn off Ace's clothes in revenge but Ace has no shame and has won more times than Ichiji has + Ichiji ends up getting embarrassed if he overdoes it and helps Ace over his privates
All the siblings (+ Ace) also start bringing an extra something for Ichiji to cover himself Ichiji just trying to take them both down but Ace has no problem letting it all hang out lmao Sabo daring him to see who gets censored more on live tv
The moment either of them start moving the show editors have their fingers on the audio censor (for Sabo’s swearing) or image blur (if Ace’s outfit dissolves again)
the worst part is that Ichiji is the only victim of Ace's burning-clothes technique germa citizens love and hate in equal measure this fact and Ace suffers cuz no-one believes that it really isn't his intention to do that (in public)
Sabo keeps scolding him and apologizing to the Vinsmokes on his behalf
Marco: don't you think it's enough? I'm starting to feel bad for the poor boy
Ace, crying on the floor: IT'S NOT ON PURPOSE
his own fire is getting in the way of wooing Ichiji (and then there's Niji) meanwhile Nika is probably laughing in the distance -he is the god who blessed these treasures- it'll take a while but Ace will succeed Ichiji easily fell for his charms but his bruised pride gets in the way
the animal peaple also have omegaverse tendencies, for example, they go into heats
picture -> Ichiji going into heat and getting all handsy with Ace and rubbing against him in public and Ace is flattered but also incredibly flustered and confused until Ichiji is dragged away by his brothers so he can have his heat in peace and someone explains the whole heats ordeal to Ace
#one piece#vinsmoke ichiji#portgas d ace#acechiji#portgas d ace x vinsmoke ichiji#one piece acechiji#op acechiji#vinsmoke siblings#dog days au#ddau#there's obv gonna be lulaw and yonjixsabo#also maybe nijixuta#and definitely zosan#and my many other ships
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Characters that I made for Dinotrux New Dawn by @megatruxfr (go to themmm,they also have a cool art ans stuff)
I do this because I would like to post art with them from time to time and I don't want any misunderstandings :)
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Kk so this is my first character I made for this comic
Name: Ronno
Age: 16-17 yo
Role: Villain from the choice, but then he regrets, later he's not being officially good yet, more neutral
Character:
Ronno is quite quiet and mysterious, as well as cunning, intelligent, smart, stubborn, honset manipulative character.
But then he gets a little concerned/feeling that what he's being told to do isn't right, and he starts to question his decision.
this is another one of the first characters
Name: Wille (Ace and Waldo's son)
Age 15-16 yo
Role: Good
Character:
He's sarcastic,smart, grumpy,very well organized, but he once wanted to be like Ace (his mom), but after an accident in which he lost his tail, he gave up crazy acrobatics, therefore he is very cautious and overprotective.
Pinky one sheheehehe
Name: Alexa or Allie for short
Age: 17 yo
Role: Good
Character:
She is the opposite of Wille, she is very talkative, nice, cheerful, organized (although sometimes not), she is a bit naive but Wille will always guide her on the right track, she values her friends and family very much, she will never leave you alone behind, she will make you see her like a sister.
Sassy gal 💅
Name: Mandarinē (also Click-Clack's adopted kid)
Age: 16-17 yo
Role: Good
Character:
She is very confident, not afraid to speak her mind (if she doesn't like you she will tell you to your face), loves to gossip lol, is very sassy and will use her charm to get what she wants, she is also chaotic, cheerful and sometimes even cute when she is happy, she is very loyal to her boyfriend, she only has eyes for him, but she has to hide her relationship with him because he is forced to work on the bad side :') (a bit of forbidden love)
Also "If you're afriad to tell them then I'll tell them lol" friend type
I luv this one
Name: Celestinē (Georges adopted kid)
Age: 19 yo
Role: Good
Character:
He is very friendly and cheerful, caring and comforting, he cares about his friends and will not leave them, the guy is friendly to literally everything and everyone, however he is not naive, in fact very alert and attentive, and never mess with him because his younger step sister will kick your ass!
His young sis!
Name: Stelle or Stella (Also Georges adopted kid)
Age: 13-14 yo
Role: Good
Character:
Stelle is quite a cautious and curious character, but also balanced (it seems so at first glance), she is generally quiet and serious but in the right company she is quite talkative (she is also a bit of an aggressor/has mood swings pretty often, don't call her short EVER),she also has anxiety, she hates being forced to do things that she doesn't want,
she is also an understanding person for everyone, she is not perfect herself and you can talk to her about anything, she will always listen and comfort you, maybe she will also come up with a good solution.
also, never mess with her family, you'll end up 10 meters underground.
Hehe scraptor friend!
Name: Vacc
Age: 17 yo
Role: Good
Character: Pretty chaotic,energetic,he'll kick ya ass for fun,he loves to go crazy, but when the situation is serious, he is serious and will do his job well
Scraptool friendo!
Name: Ash-itt (Skrap-it's adopted (? Maybe biological kid))
Age: 19 yo
Role: Good
Character:
Chaotic as f*** (more than Victor) She loves teasing others,especially Ronno.
Also honset as f***, loves to scrap and collect scrap metal,She is also very cheerful and energetic, she is never bored, but she also gets irritated quickly and is a total mess when someone she likes is around.
AAA OLDER COUSIN EHEHEHHEHE
Name: Heran (Ronno's older cousin and son of the leader of the ravine)
Age: 22-23 yo
Role: Good
Character:
I love him, he is literally a cinnamon roll that needs a hug, he is charming and too nice to people, he has a heart of gold, he loves Ronno like a brother, but he also feels betrayed and sad when he finds out what Ronno did (But then he forgave him because he believes that Ronno really changed and he wasn't wrong)
he may seem naive but he is not, despite his charming character he is decisive and equally stubborn when he gets his way, it is not without reason that he is the next leader of the ravine in which he lives.
Cold guy
Name: Orion (Mandarinē's bf)
Age: 18 yo
Role: Good but unfortunately he is forced to be a spy for the bad guys
Character:
Orion is a cold and serious guy, he won't beat around the bush and will do what he has to, just like Ronno, he hates the life he leads, the only thing that makes sense in his life is Mandarinē, he agreed to be a spy because he was threatened that they would hurt Mandarinē,so he had no choice, he wanted her to be safe, even if it seems that he doesn't care about her, in fact he loves her completely (he is a simp for her) he is very caring and patient, and at the same time helpful.
There are two more characters but you already know one (Vulcan)
there is also Orhidēa, Heran's future mate :)
Unfortunately, I don't have room for more photos, so I'll have to reblog this post 💀
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Head Count
/== Master Post List ==/
Pyrrha, Glynda, Weiss and Penny were all standing around a table littered with pictures and dossiers. On the wall behind them were lists, showing the complete breakdown of who was part of the court of the "Red Queen" and "Golden King".
Glynda: So as you can see my Queen...
Pyrrha: Please Glynda we are sisters in this cause.
Weiss: I must object. You are the "Red Queen" spouse to be of the "Golden King" and we are you loyal advisors, and ladies in waiting.
Pyrrha: We are all united in the want to give the King Mother grand-babies. That makes us sisters.
Penny: I am sorry my majesty. You are betrothed to his Majesty Jaune. While we are happy and honored to be brood mare....
Pyrrha: NO! Do NOT speak of yourselves as such! You will sisters wives and the mothers to the greatest family Remnant has ever witnessed. You are NOT broodmares! Do not refre to yourselves as such!
Glynda: Understood, but you must also understand as Jaune's betrothed and the first accepted by his mother... you are the queen.
Pyrrha: We are sisters.
Weiss: Yet you are still our queen.
Pyrrha: Shall we continue? Neo will only be able to occupy Jaune for so long.
Glynda: Yes my queen. Our count is as follows. You and Jaune are not included as you are the progenitors of this family. Neo as well is not included in the listings as her semblance allows her... versatility.
Progenitors : Jaune Arc & Pyrrha Nikos The "Wild Card": Neopolitan
Weiss: So in the BBMs side we have...
Pyrrha: BBM's?
Penny: Blonde Baby Mamas.
Pyrrha: Ah. So then RBMs would be Red Baby Momas?
Penny: Correct.
Weiss: So in the BBM's we have, myself, Glynda, Arslan, Fiona and Dew. So five sisters.
Blond Baby Mamas: Glynda Goodwitch, Weiss Schnee, Arslan Atlan, Dew Gayl, Fiona Thyme
Penny: In the RBMs we have myself, Octavia, Neon, Ruby, and May, which also gives us a total of five
Red-Head Baby Mamas: Ruby Rose, May Zednog, Octaiva Ember, Penny Polendina, Neon Katt
Glynda: So not including myself, we have eleven young women capable of bearing children, with an estimated theoretical maximum of 15 pregnancies each... that is approximately 165 children if each pregnancy is of a single birth.
Pyrrha: Not enough.
Penny: My Queen?
Pyrrha: It's not enough!
Weiss: We estimate if we all start getting pregnant now, including Sister Glynda's age, we should be able to provide Jaune and the King Mother with around 172 children, again if every pregnancy only results in a single birth.
Pyrrha: It's still not enough. We MUST be a family of no equal. A force of our own!
Penny: How many do you feel would be an adaquate number to show our devotion, and be as you put it a "force of its own?"
Pyrrha: 200.
Penny: Then we will require two more sisters, at minimum.
Pyrrha: But the question sis whom. The King Mother has very specific requirements.
Glynda: We are aware. Blonde or Red-haired. But we considered that we may need to expand our ranks... so we have made a list of "potentials"
Weiss: For Blondes we have the following individuals... Robyn Hill, leader of the Happy Huntresses. Harriet Bree of the Atlas Ace-Ops, and possible in a young woman named Trifa, she is a member of the White Fang.
Pyrrha: Her hair appears to be bluish-grey.
Penny: It can be possibly considered as Ash-Blonde... but that is up for debate.
Pyrrha: Keep tabs on her, just in case.
Glynda: For Red-heads we have Deery, she is also a member of the White Fang, but unlike Trifa who is in Mengarie, Deery is here in Vale. We also have Carmine Esclados formerly of Shade and reputedly a member of a group calling themselves the crown.
Weiss: So how should we proceed?
Pyrrha: All of them. We NEED all of them.
Glynda / Penny / Weiss: As you wish.
/=====/ A/N so thank you again to @segmentaldragon for all his suggestions and research in finding "Probably Initiates"
Note on Trifa - if you guys want to "stretch" ash-blonde hair to include shades of blueish-grey... then she'll be brought in.
As for Salem... I'm not sure... yet, and I would need to locate a Red-Head to off-set her... maybe the "Blacksmith"? Don't know... but she's not forgotten.
#rwby#jaune arc#pyrrha nikos#ruby rose#weiss schnee#penny polendina#arslan altan#may zedong#glynda goodwitch#neopolitan#dew gayl#octavia ember
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Is it midnight? Yes. But I’m fixating on my Opposite AU - specifically Hu - so here’s a fun fact!
Hu has nicknames for everyone in the cast. Some of them change time to time, so… ya! Here they are:
Teruko - Babe: Starting off real strong. Occasionally, Hu would change it to “Baby”. It’s unclear if she means this in a romantic sense, but Teruko seems to think otherwise.
Alexander - Xander: To Hu, it’s just a cooler name. However, Alexander doesn’t like it when Hu uses the name on him. Maybe if somebody like Teruko does, he’ll be merciful. And Alexander is not feeling merciful with Hu. They hate each other.
Charles - Bill: Bill Nye the Science guy. Need I say more?
Ace - Mr. Blank-Slate: Considering that Ace seems to lack in personality, Hu thought that this name was fitting. However, she is constantly trying to change his name because even though it fits his personality, she wants something that fits his looks.
Arei - Sis: Always said in an aggressive and harsh tone. She tried calling Arei “mom” in the same tone, but hated it. So she changed it to that.
Rose - Hoo-Ha: Seeing as how Rose is constantly panicking over something, Hu thought it was fitting.
Eden - Shorty: Hu hates the fact that this name is so uncreative. She’s been trying to come up with something, but she doesn’t seem to care enough to find the right one.
Levi - Bestie: Levi and Hu seem to get along the best. And given Levi’s almost diva-like personality, Hu knew that Levi wouldn’t mind being called that. Not like she cared, though.
Arturo - Pretty Boy: She doesn’t have much of a reason for this. Kinda just because Arturo deals with ugly people and makes them pretty. That’s totally it.
Min - Lazy-ass: The only one in which Hu swears, she used this nickname when she found out that Min was a large procrastinator.
David Chiem - Star-Boy: David is the one with the most set-in-stone nicknames. Star-Boy, Mr.Goodietwoshoes, Xander’s boyfriend, Little Miss Perfect… he has a lot. David doesn’t seem to mind all that much - although he gets a bit confused with the second to last one.
Veronika - Weirdo: She chose this name because she KNOWS Veronika hates it. While she doesn’t talk much about Veronika’s interests, she just calls her weird and hates on all of her horror.
Julia - Doll-face: To Hu, it just seemed fitting. After all, she’s the newest face of the Rosales family.
Whit - Cupid-Boy: She also calls him “crybaby” (which is a complete reference to the Amazing Digital Circus quote “Which leaves crybaby and Hoo-ha to go handle the Zooble situation.”)
Nico - Pipsqueak: Considering Nico’s considerable size, Hu knew it was fitting. Besides, Nico finds it cute.
MonoTV - The thing: She has little to no respect for MonoTV, so often times, she won’t even say it’s name. Whenever someone asks what she’s talking about, she makes dog ears with her hands.
Also, I’m working on introductions for each character!! :D Watch out for that!
#danganronpa despair time#fanganronpa#danganronpa#drdt#drrt#opposite au#alternate universe#au#hu jing#teruko tawaki#alexander matthews#charles cuevas#ace markey#arei nageishi#rose lacroix#eden tobisa#levi fontana#arturo giles#min jueng#david chiem#veronika grebenshchikova#julia rosales#whit young#nico hakobyan#monotv drdt#Hu but she’s an asshole#and we love her for that#don’t sue me I wrote this at 12 in the morning#I totally don’t have any ships in here idk what ur talking about
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House Paenymion of Volantis for After the Dragons Danced (A Rhaena Targaryen SI)
Saera Targaryen's life has been eventful and by all means successful.
In 86 AC, she served in Lys as whore for a few months before rising quickly in the ranks and becoming a courtesan of her own, owning a string of brothels and pleasure houses which make her wealthy. During her time serving as a whore, she gave birth to a bastard son she named Aegon, for the conqueror, sired upon a scion of House Saan. Whether this unnamed Saan knew had any knowledge of his bastard son, history does not record.
In 87 AC, a rival courtesan burned down all her establishments and Saera, bereft of her wealth and prestige, fled to Volantis to start anew, her son Aegon coming with her. She succeeded in this endeavour as well, and in two years, she had become a wealthy albeit infamous courtesan in Volantis.
Her establishments were frequented by those of the Old Blood of the city who ensconced themselves within the Black Walls.
In 89 AC, Saera came to the notice of Aerion Paenymion, at that time the heir to a struggling House Paenymion, at least by the standards of the Old Blood. It is said that Aerion was so charmed and smitten with Saera during the first time he bedded her, that he asked her to marry him right there and then. Saera, at this time any way, would refuse this offer, since Aerion already had a wife, who was expecting a child.
Saera would find out that she was expecting a child too, a result of her night with Aerion. Nine months later, she gave birth to her second child, named after her kingly father as a mock, since this Jaehaerys was a bastard.
Unlike Saera, Aerion's wife would die giving birth to a child who would not long survive her. After his mourning had run its course, Aerion successfully pursued Saera and married her.
They would have four more children, two sons and three daughters in total Jaehaerys Paenymion - 89 AC Rhaella Paenymion - 91 AC Aegor Paenymion - 94 AC Daella Paenymion - 95 AC Viserra Paenymion - 98 AC
Aegon Saan, Jaehaerys Paenymion and Aegor Paenymion would stake their claims to the Iron Throne in the Great Council of 101 AC.
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No stake in it, but the fallout 5 discourse is going to be FUUUUUUUN
Oh got a division and ac game anon back to back
Here a dev bts on how they created dc
https://youtu.be/RBnC942-z5g?si=U9ulr2sHruVu1GV1
And here a comparison
https://youtu.be/nnyuWPikWts?si=Mwv19vekC9F0u7rT
Now I asked about the MLK library because I went “huh?” when I was sent to go there as I didn’t know it existed. There also a aero and space museum.
I also learn that division 2 executed the landscape of dc so well that a lot of people who visited, lived, or been there can walk around in game without every look at a map. Now keep in mind this was created to cash in on the looter shooter trend but still impressive
Didn’t we have a lot of museums and tourists traps in dc.
Now got assassin creed
https://x.com/assassinscreed/status/1779962935051202854?s=46
This exhibit make think of the collabs ac red can do with Japanese museums. Of course Ubi already went to the museums (actually I wonder how it feel like how to Japan. Doing exhibits and talk to historians and you need to make sure you don’t break the ndas?)
Now I vaugely knew, but learning about who Naeo historically dad is and the importance of Iga province is to ninja culture and boom they have ninja museum
In red I can totally seeing it (unless the Templars blow it up) the iga Provence being the main hub for the Japanese assassins. And I would have turn into the ultimate parkour experience like you can seeing assassins running atop rooftops, being trained, you can use secret tunnels and passageways
I would also make Ai programs of npc kids who are ninja trainees that you are see being taught or even use the pathways as you do
Oh sorry, now I’m thinking about a sidequest in the ninja village where a trainee (poorly) took something and you track him down and figure out what place he trying to escape out of. Only for you see him as he get out or put something a top of the exit until he admit he does it
He get reprimand, but it to make sure he don’t make the same mistakes when he become a full fledge ninja
Also my kids npcs training thing is meant to show that most ninjas were born and raised into ninja clans hence why it so difficult to learn about the ninjas as it was often family secrets or methods
In fact Naeo being part of a known ninja is probably going to tied her to this
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bansensh%C5%ABkai
TLDR, most ideas and foundations of the Shinobi image we know today is because the Fujibayashi clan created and edited the great ninja book for centuries
Side note I can’t really find a historical painting of Naeo father. Fujibayashi Nagato, hmm Ubisoft probably going to do a collab with the Ninja museum and probably make a model for Nagato
But it will be funny if I see hi res promotional images of nagato used for exhibit
Sorry rambling, please have a discovery tour for red ubi! Because I want to walk around Japan WITHOUT every animal wanting to kill me.
No stake in it, but the fallout 5 discourse is going to be FUUUUUUUN
Ya, never played the games or any of that and I know just enough to stay out of it and watch the fireworks.
They did a good job with the modeling on the DC stuff.
Now I asked about the MLK library because I went “huh?” when I was sent to go there as I didn’t know it existed. There also a aero and space museum.
Air and Space Museum is my fav part of the Smithsonian (shocking I know) managed to make it there a few times and just nerded out each time. Went to a private school through 8th grade and the 8th grade class does a trip to the eastern US namely the stuff in the DC area, Williamsburg, Gettysburg, and DC all that good stuff. I managed to wind up having people not from my school following the little group I was in there because I couldn't shut up about absolutely everything I saw and what it was.
I also learn that division 2 executed the landscape of dc so well that a lot of people who visited, lived, or been there can walk around in game without every look at a map. Now keep in mind this was created to cash in on the looter shooter trend but still impressive Didn’t we have a lot of museums and tourists traps in dc.
Very Impressive, and yes
Haven't been to the Castle, American Art, Anacosta, and the African Art one. US mint does tours we did that and we went to Arlington National Cemetery see the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and Kennedy's grave, I managed permission to wander off with a friend so I could go visit my dad's parents who don't live there's graves.
Side by side in Arlington, they got their spots early, can't get that now.
This looks rad
I would also make Ai programs of npc kids who are ninja trainees that you are see being taught or even use the pathways as you do
I'm having a "revenge of the sith" younglings moment in my head right now, 'Yasuke Sama are we in danger'
TLDR, most ideas and foundations of the Shinobi image we know today is because the Fujibayashi clan created and edited the great ninja book for centuries
Interesting. I always figured the ninja you actually learn about were the ones that weren't good at ninjaing, best spy in the world is one that the only the person that gives them their assignments knows exists.
Side note I can’t really find a historical painting of Naeo father. Fujibayashi Nagato, hmm Ubisoft probably going to do a collab with the Ninja museum and probably make a model for Nagato
Japanese art was never too focused on being photo realistic anyhow so even a good one isn't likely to look like the dude.
But it will be funny if I see hi res promotional images of nagato used for exhibit Sorry rambling, please have a discovery tour for red ubi! Because I want to walk around Japan WITHOUT every animal wanting to kill me.
Should be interesting, and no worries I ramble all the time, even did it with my little personal tangent about DC in this ask, lol
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Meet the Parents
Hi! So my patient Violetta fans, I finally got the chapter out! It's a two-parter because Vilu had a lot of emotions that she wanted to talk about 😅 hope you don't mind. I wanted to have a lot of the dinner part so that had to turn into it's own chapter. hope you like it! I posted it on my Ao3 account too! It's under blueberrywhale with the same title.
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Chapter 1
The bright afternoon sun streamed through the trees and hit the bold colors that painted the face of the large building, making it glow vibrantly. The building’s name was pasted over the front, proudly displaying “Studio 21” for all to see. The studio’s entire look and atmosphere - from the kaleidoscope of coordinating colors and abstract designs to the constant stream of music seeping through the walls - would alert even the most unobservant to the fact that it was a school for the arts. It was a prestigious and well-loved school - meant for those young people who were truly passionate about making music their career - and prided itself on the dedication both student and teacher applied to their craft.
Inside, the students who had completed all their lessons were heading home for the day, herds of people swarmed the lockers and the doors as they packed and left their precious sanctuary of musical delight. Four students had clustered around their lockers: Maxi, Camila, Francesca, and Violetta.
“I totally aced that assignment, you guys! I just know it!” Maxi’s smile was infectious, and the girls all returned his grin with equal force. He had been complaining about his composition for Beto for the past two weeks, and it felt like the weight of its competition hadn’t only been lifted from his shoulders.
“And what are you planning on doing to celebrate this achievement, musical genius?” Francesca hooked her arm over her locker door to lean forward, swinging with the hinge gracefully as she shot him a cheeky smile.
“Sleep!” Maxi fell against the wall, head tilting back and eyes closing as he tucked his hands by the side of his head in a gesture representing the blissful state he wanted to be in.
“Are you crazy?” Camila yelped, a big smile stretching her lips, “We should go out! Have some fun. What do you say? Arcade? Karaoke? Roller-blading? Roller-blading karaoke? I’m open to suggestions.”
“So long as it’s not where Luca can bother me, I’m in,” Francesca countered, finger pointed in the air to emphasize.
“Deal,” Camila and Francesca shook hands and turned to Maxi with devious grins.
Maxi took five seconds to cave, his laughter ringing through his surrender. “Alright, sounds fun.” He turned to his left. “You in, Vilu?”
Violetta had been watching her friends silently, her mouth pulling upwards in a fond contented smile. When their eyes locked on her, Violetta’s smile turned rueful with a pinch of her eyebrows and pursing of her lips.
“Sorry, León’s … well - León’s taking me to dinner to meet his parents.”
The words tumbled from her lips and Violetta only managed to blink before Camila and Francesca tackled Violetta in a hug, pulling back to bounce in place and squeal, heedless of any onlookers’ strange stares. Maxi hung back, just as happy but wise enough to keep himself safe from the whirlwind that was Camila and Francesca. Violetta’s cheeks flushed a soft pink and her eyes shone with anxious excitement as she nibbled on the bottom of her lip.
Francesca spoke with her cheek pressed against Violetta’s hair, “You definitely get a pass. I’m going to need as many details as you can give me afterward. Understand?”
Camila gripped Violetta by her shoulders, staring deep into her eyes. “Vilu-” she said earnestly- “this is really big. Like, crazy big. You and León are heading to a different level now. You’re meeting his parents. This is so big.”
“I’m so happy for you,” Francesca ran her hand comfortingly down Violetta’s arm, a mothering smile on her face. “Camila’s right, this is great.”
“Excited for you, Vilu,” Maxi squeezed his way through to the other side of Violetta.
Her friends’ happiness for her left Violetta light and giddy. She gripped each of their hands in turn, giving them a gentle squeeze to help convey her feelings. The weight of the evening had been on her shoulders all day. What usually happens when you meet the parents of your amazingly wonderful boyfriend? Surely Mr. and Mrs. Vargas were expecting someone worthy of their son. Would they be measuring her against their idea of who was good enough for León? What if the Vargas didn’t like her? This was the only worry that Violetta could calm; León had broken up with Ludmila of all people just this year. If anything, all she had to do was make a better impression than Ludmila and all would be well.
And yet, even that wasn't enough to assuage her fears. Violetta had no delusions about her conversation skills; she got far too in her head and tried to create the perfect conversation only for it to fall flat a majority of the time. She stumbled over her words and had the hardest time initiating any topic of substance with adults. No, no, Violetta was much better at being talked at.
At the very least, she could hope that Mr. and Mrs. Vargas wouldn't be as overbearing as her father. León wouldn't be looking forward to it as much as he was if that were the case.
“I can't believe you’re meeting his parents already,” Camila mused. “Time really flies. It feels like just yesterday when you were telling us about your first kiss.”
“They grow up so fast,” Maxi crooned, tugging gently on the side of Violetta’s hair. Violetta laughed with Francesca as she swatted his hand away.
“You’ve got to try and make a good impression,” Camila said.
Francesca frowned, “Vilu is very charming, Cami. She’s like an innocent little lamb.”
“Of course she is. That’s not what I meant,” Camila waved away Francesca’s defense. “I just mean that this is a really important step so you want to make an extra effort. Sure, you don’t need their blessing or permission or all that, but it’s so much easier to date someone when their parents don’t hate your guts. Get it? Just saying it’s good to run onto the battlefield after you’ve strategized and have proper weaponry. Am I making any sense?”
A battlefield? Violetta’s mouth went dry at the comparison.
“No,” Francesca furrowed her brows in confusion. “What does a battlefield have to do with any of this?”
“Oh, you know. They want to ask you everything from your hobbies to how many cows you’re able to give in exchange for their son’s hand in marriage.” Camila wrinkled her nose like she had a personal grudge against this imaginary question in particular. “And it’s like a landmine, one wrong answer and they’ve decided you’re the worst, no ifs, ands, or buts.”
Oh no. Violetta hadn't felt this nervous since she had tried to run away from her singing audition. The very tempting idea to run away now dangled in her mind despite knowing she wouldn't take it. This was so important to León and she would suffer through it if she had to. Would it be rude to refuse to speak the entire dinner? What if she feigned losing her voice? All Violetta knew for certain was that she would feel the smallest she ever had at the dinner table that night. Every flaw that she possessed came stumbling forward in her mind. You’re too shy, they whispered. You don’t have enough experience, they mocked. They’ll think you need León to do everything, they jeered. In the wake of all that awaited her tonight, Violetta was woefully underprepared.
“Vilu, you okay?”
Violetta drug herself up from the depths of her mind and saw Francesca huddled in her face, a frown pulling her features into the very picture of concern.
“Yeah … yeah, I’m fine. Just nervous, I guess.”
“That’s totally normal,” Francesca rubbed up and down Violetta’s arm but she paid it little mind. Some of her anxiety must have leaked through across her face because Francesca spun around with a disapproving frown. “Cami, look at what you did!”
Camila turned abruptly from where she and Maxi had bent their heads together, murmuring about where to hang out later. Violetta watched as Camila took in Francesca and herself, watching as the state Violetta was in tipped her off to the severity of her anxiety over the event. With a sweet croon, Camila swept near and took both Violetta’s hands in hers.
“Girlie, sorry, I just got a bit overboard. But Fran’s right, you’re charming and sweet, they’ll love you.”
“You don’t have to say that, Cami,”
“But she’s right,” Francesca said firmly. “They’d have to be fools not to like you.”
Maxi butted in, “And León’s parents aren’t going to ban him from dating someone he likes. I mean, he dated Ludmila.”
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If Violetta could wish for a superpower in that every moment, it would have been the power to stop time. The ticking of her clock had continued to push on with merciless speed no matter how much she glared and begged for the hands to cease. Her room was a mess, piles of clothing littered the bed, her desk, and any surface she could find room on; nearly every item she owned was out in a haphazard display as she endlessly circled through different combinations, trying to find the perfect outfit.
This one was too short. This one was too casual. This one was too formal.
Violetta would have thrown herself across her bed in anguish if it wasn't so piled high. As it was, Violetta decided that burrowing her face into her pillow was an adequate replacement.
She was still buried in the fluffy plush of her pillow, a silent scream on her lips when a hesitant knock rapped against her locked bedroom door.
“Coming,”
German stood in the open doorway, looking for all the world that he would rather be doing anything else than getting ready to send Violetta off to meet the parents of her boyfriend. “Are you almost ready, Vilu? I was hoping to talk with you for a minute.”
Violetta groaned in dispair. German jerked back as if the sound had shocked him with a current of electricity.
“What’s wrong, Sweetie?”
“I won’t be ready until I have something to wear, Dad,”
“Oh, having trouble?”
Violetta withheld the eye-roll that she wanted to make, choosing to simply walk back toward her pile of clothes. Why did it always feel like her words were falling short at some invisible barrier when it came to her father; she could talk and talk, but he only ever seemed to hear half of what she said, and even then, it was hardly what she meant for him to understand. She left the door open, however, and German stepped through into her room after a few seconds of deliberation.
“I know, I’ll clean it later. Promise.”
But German did not say anything. His eyes roamed the room; the piles, the walls, and finally Violetta herself were swept along in his gaze. Violetta watched him in turn, taking note of the growing lines gathering on his forehead and around his mouth. It was a look she knew well, though it had more than one outcome.
“Your mother had a white dress with flowers all over,” Whatever silent war he had raged within himself had been concluded and the lines along his face softened, though they merely took on the mask of dull heartache. “She wore it when she went to meet my parents. She was so nervous, she kept twisting her skirt over her finger. Wore a hole in it before dinner was done.”
Violetta smiled, mirroring the distant grief that her father’s involuntary smile possessed, if only different. But if one thing was similar between their sadness, it was that neither felt the time they had with Maria was enough.
“You look beautiful in anything, Sweetie,”
Violetta turned her smile onto her father before turning to root through her pile on the bed. She emerged with a pale blue dress with little white flowers scattered across the fabric, the closest thing to what German described. Her mother might not be there to see her off, but at the very least, Violetta could feel like Maria was with her throughout the whole thing. Just the touch of the fabric on her skin was enough to ease the churning in her stomach.
“Thanks, Dad,” and Violetta hoped that he could hear the many things she was thanking him for in her two simple words.
German smiled, kissed her head, and walked out the door. Violetta pretended not to notice the tears he swiped away from his eyes as he turned out of sight.
Her outfit chosen, Violetta sprung into action. She slipped her white heels on, brushed out her hair, and deftly applied her bit of makeup. By the time she had double and triple-checked that everything was in order, her phone chimed with a message from León announcing his arrival.
The text gave her wings and Violetta was flying down the stairs just as the front door was closing behind León. Already breathless in anxious excitement, what little breath she had was caught in her throat at the sight of him; his clothes were smart yet comfortable, hugging him in a way that flattered his form and added to the effortlessly charming confidence that laced his every move. She paused for a second or two on the stairs to take him in but he caught her stare and she almost averted her gaze, conscious of the swirling heat that enveloped her neck and cheeks. But Violetta didn't look away and so was rewarded with watching León’s momentary lapse as he stood - dare she say - stunned by her. His reaction sent a thrill through her just as much as it embarrassed her to be the cause of it.
It took a moment to notice that Ramallo and German were also present. The latter was talking about curfews as sternly as if it was the first time that León had received this spiel; Ramallo made no attempt to stop his boss aside from sparing Violetta an amused look. León, for his part, endured the conversation with grace, once more reassuring German that Violetta would be home by his required time like he did every time.
“Good,” German was saying, satisfied with his reprisal of the rules. “Do you want anything to drink or eat, León? I think Olga is making chocolate chip cookies.”
Violetta hurtled herself forward with all speed to León’s side and latched on to his arm just as León was taking a breath to answer. “Dad,” Violetta moaned, stretching out her one word so amply lace it with chiding, “we have to go or we’ll be late.”
León nodded exaggeratedly beside her, his hand lifted to gesture to Violetta as if to draw German’s attention to some wonderful point she had made.
German flung out his hands in surrender, his words of acquiescence bubbling up with a light and unconcerned air. Violetta smiled and embraced her father, kissing him quickly on the cheek before bidding Ramallo goodbye as well. León and German shook hands.
“Bye, German. Don’t worry, I’ll return her in one piece,”
They were halfway through the door when German hastily announced he wanted to drive them so they wouldn't be late. Ramallo was by his side in the blink of an eye, his hand gently laid on German’s shoulder. Steering him off, Ramallo promised León had it all sorted; why, he’d even brought his own transportation for the special occasion. Ramallo shot a wink over his shoulder as he nudged the door closed with his foot.
Violetta and León’s eyes met and amusement brimmed behind their eyes, lips pursed to hold back the quiet laughter threatening to spill out. León took her hand softly in his.
“Ready,”
Violetta took a deep breath and nodded. León’s smile was sunshine itself - warm and nourishing - as he slipped her hand through the crook of his elbow and wound it around his forearm. They scurried down the driveway and Violetta almost stopped short at the sleek red and black motorcycle that was leaning on its kickstand just tucked out of sight behind the house’s wall. No wonder Ramallo had been so intent on keeping German in the house. León led them up to the contraption; he let go of her hand for a moment to swing himself over the seat and pull the two helmets into his lap. Settled, León grinned at her but trepidation kept Violetta’s feet firmly planted on the ground. Her stomach roiled and her mind whirled.
“León, you’ve been driving for a while, right?” She didn't bother to hide her fear as she stared unblinkingly at the bike.
It did not go unnoticed.
“Since I was sixteen,” León’s answer was soft, his eager smile sliding off. She felt his warm strong hand take hers but he didn't tug her closer, just wiggled one of her fingers to get her eyes on him instead of the bike.
“I figured we’ve already conquered one type of bike, why not the other?”
Violetta was still unconvinced. This was not the same as learning to ride a simple peddle bike. “You’re sure I won’t fall off?”
León grinned, crooked and mischievous, “Only if you don't hold on to me really tight.”
Violetta huffed a laugh at his bouncing eyebrows and made up her mind. Though she was still tense as a plank of wood, Violetta plopped the helmet over her hair with care and settled behind León, her front pressed against his back, arms locked around his middle in a grip of steel. He wouldn't have brought the motorcycle if he didn’t think he could handle the drive and really, new experiences were never as scary as they could be when León was with her.
Before he started the bike, León grew still and serious. “We can walk if you’d rather. It’s no big deal.”
His offer, so earnest and given without a thought except to make her comfortable, was enough to swell her heart with love and bolster her courage. Always so thoughtful. Violetta bumped her helmet against his. “I’m good. You’re with me.”
León patted her hand and turned forward. The engine reeved to life, the bike rumbling beneath them. Violetta vibrated under the machine's steady droning, the feeling oddly reminiscent of the way the bass thrummed through the stage floor despite the motorcycle being far louder by far. She squeezed León once and he was off; the wind pelting against her legs, the neighborhood whipping by, and her heart pounding with the exhilaration of the freeing speed.
#violetta#leon vargas#violetta castillo#maxi ponte#francesca caviglia#camila torres#german castillo#Leon's mystery parents will make their appearance in the next installment#violetta season 1#fluff#I promise it is fluff and cute and sweet#The show gives us enough drama so I will not be adding to it
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Gimme the entire Secret Ask list for Kasadya tbh cause I can't pick. :v
Love me some Kas Content
1) Does your OC have a voice claim, if so who?
She does not actually! I need one for her tbh
2) Who's your OCs best friend? How did they become best friends?
She usually hangs around with Abaddon, but Sidonai is her best friend. He's definitely the person she trusts the most and confides in. They're casual friends-with-benefits as well, as Si trusts her to help him through his heat periods.
3) What song describes your OC?
Less, describes her, but more...is a Kas vibe.
Hit Me Up and Ladylike by Kira
4) What song describes your OC and their partner/love interest?
Again, more of Vibes™ than anything, but Little Miss Perfect by Joriah Kwame
5) Do you ship your OC with a Canon character? If so who?
Yeah, no. She's never been used with any canon characters
6) If your OC is in a fantasy setting, what profession would they be in the modern day?
Tbh she wouldn't have to work. In my modern Idol AU, her mother is a wealthy fashion mogul. She dabbled in modeling, but has since taken a step back to focus on her interest in fashion design. She's probably also a fashion/makeup influencer.
7) Vice-Versa! If your OC is in the modern day, what fantasy class would they be? Would they be a different race?
She is from a fantasy setting, but if we're going high fantasy, she would probably be some kind of elf or fae creature.
8) What hobbies does your OC have? What do they do to unwind?
She drinks :D Heavily
She loves attending parties, she loves visiting lively clubs with her friends. She loves finding new and exciting experiences that allow her to let loose. Her daily life has been so restricted, so this is her way of unwinding. She's a total extrovert and craves chaos: loud music, strong drinks, anything that lets her drown out Mammon's nagging voice in the back of her head.
9) How does your OC handle their physical health? Do they take care of themselves?
Not....well. I mean, she is perfectly healthy and extremely physically fit. But it's come at a cost. Her physical appearance, her food, and her health have been meticulously regulated by her mother. If she is an ounce over her normal weight, she's put on a much stricter diet. This has led to a lot of conflict in Kas internally. It's also led to her rebelling when away from her mother and indulging in not-so-healthy foods and drinks, which she enjoys at the moment, but feels guilty about later.
10) How does your OC handle their mental health? Do they take care of themselves?
Again. She drinks.
She's a recovering people pleaser. She's spent her whole life trying to be what her mother expects a perfect crown princess to be, even if it's unrealistic. And when she's allowed to let loose and rebel, she goes all out. She struggles a bit from impostor syndrome, as she's not really quite sure who the genuine Kasadya is. The only time she's ever come close to being authentically her is when she's with Si or her girlfriend Ace.
She's trying to recover and trying to do her best to love herself and put her needs first.
11) What was your inspiration for your OC?
I'm not completely sure? I think I made her because Si needed friends lmao. But she has definitely taken inspiration from Eva from Karneval, Domique de Sade from Vanitas no Carte, and Mizuki Akiyama from Project Sekai
12) Does your OC interact with other people's OC? If so, who's their best OC friend?
Yes! Well, yours, of course lmao and Moko's! The TMR Team. Ace is her best friend who isn't one of my OCs
13) Does your OC have a rival? How did it start?
Soooort of? It's her sister, Uphir. Kas was the eldest of the triplets and therefore was named Mammon's heiress. She was given all her mother's attention and everything she wanted, while Uphir and their brothers were cast aside. Not only did Kas take Uphir's shot at the crown, but she also casually sleeps with her betrothed, Sidonai. Uphir has come to terms with not being crown princess, but she will not tolerate her sister stealing her man.....even if that man wants nothing to do with her.
14) Who's a character your OC cannot stand! It's on sight when they see them!
Tamiel Thambahl. She loathes him. He's been nothing but creepy towards her, always asking to dance, flirting with her even when she clearly states she's not interested. The worst was when she learned he was even more aggressive with her girlfriend. It was over then.
She also has a dislike for Si's exes, Terrance in particular. When he left Si, it crushed him, and she is extremely protective of him when Terry comes back into his life.
15) Will your OC ever retire? Do you see them making it?
As in...job-wise? Uhhh probably not?
As in the story, nope. She's only become more and more developed over the years. I love using her so much.
16) How's their relationship with their parents? Are they alive?
She has no idea who her father is and neither does her mother. She doesn't care to want to learn more about him either.
Her relationship with her mother, Mammon, is extremely strained. Her mother has controlled every aspect of her life and has disapproved of the choices that Kas makes on her own, causing her to rebel.
17) If your OC has kids, are they a good parent? Do they ever feel guilty if they have to leave them?
She does not have children and I don't think she wants any. At least not in the near future. She wants to work on herself before she can even think about raising a child.
18) What are their pronouns? What would they like to be called?
She/her. She prefers people to call her Kasadya, but friends can call her Kas. Her siblings call her Kassie. Her girlfriend calls her Dee-Dee.
19) What's their sexuality? What's their love language both giving and receiving?
She has recently discovered she is bisexual! She's spent a long time repressing her attraction towards women, but has recently stopped shoving that part of her down. She is happily dating another woman.
She loves to smother her girlfriend in compliments and boost her confidence. She wants to make sure Ace knows how much she loves her. From a partner, Kas loves when people make her laugh, when they are open and honest with her.
20) If they fight, what's their weapon of choice?
She typically doesn't fight, but does have basic combat skills. She has gold-manipulation abilities, so carries a small satchel of gold nuggets around with her. She can warp this into whatever kind of weapon she can think of, but often prefers using swords.
21) What song best describes their relationship with their enemy?
Tbh I don't really have one
22) Fight or Flight? Are they a lover or a fighter?
Depends. Usually she can hold her own and fight, especially if something is threatening her loved ones.
23) Is your OC reliable? Can I call them up at two in the morning if I have a flat tire?
Extremely. Si has been able to rely on Kas for centuries, and she will always come through for him. Following a traumatic event, Si was very hesitant to sleep with/feed from strangers, and Kas stepped up to allow him to safely feed and keep himself alive. During his monthly heat periods, he becomes extremely vulnerable and is very uncomfortable with letting himself be around strangers during it. She always comes over to help him through it.
24) Can they play any instruments? If so, what do they play?
Kasadya plays the flute!
25) Are they the kind of person who can't resist a good song? Can I catch your OC singing to themselves while they do the dishes?
Not really. She's not too terribly musically inclined.
26) What flower do you associate your OC with?
Hibiscus flowers (delicate beauty) and aster flowers (daintiness)
27) What's their spirit tamagotchi? Or an animal you associate them with?
She is a secretarybird!
28) What clique would they be in? (Draw them in the clothes of said group!)
The rich, popular kids. She's not an asshole about it, but she is definitely well-liked.
29) Imagine a mood board for your OC! What's on it? (Make it if you want!)
30) My OC and your OC are friends. This isn't a question. I'm not asking. (How do they respond?)
"We're only friends? That's harsh, Acey-cakes." 😭
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Ah!! A fellow boniji fan on tumblr! Yipee!! 🎉🎉🎉
I don't rb posts often but this time it's gonna be super long and rambly...
First of all, you were the one who wrote "my dream is (to be) yours"?!! OMG NO WAY! I loved that fic!! It's actually one of my fave boniji fics that's been imprinted on my mind after I read it, and ever since anticipated the next chapter to come (don't sweat it tho \^o^/) it's actually my first time knowing abt the hanahaki disease trope, such an interesting concept. I don't mind the corniness of the fic, I think it's charming and kinda lowkey want a bit of angst in the upcoming chapters :3c
For the other fics, we have the same picks too! "Just Enough to be Enough" is a heartwarming one, "Midnight and Daydreams" & "A Sellout Night" are such cute fics! "Bubblegum Detergent" is a funny one and I liked how the writer incorporates pics into the fic! "A Kiss is Not a Cure" however.....man it BROKE me! Like it also fucked me up so bad that I'm kinda traumatized to read it again lol. I really like how it's written tho like how the story is panned out through each memento BUUUT the hurt/no comfort-angst is really too much for me >.< (that's saying smth cuz I love angst too)
Anyways... for the song recs, I checked out the album of Bocchi's VA and I really like the songs. "STEP&CLAP" became one of my fave! It's SUUUPER CUTE and bubbly and I can totally see Bocchi & Nijika dancing to this or maybe Bocchi singing this to Nijika cuz when I translated the lyrics, the line: "it's a miracle that we met" and the rest of the song just scream BoNiji! It made me so giddy I cried tears of joy a bit xD
Also love あやめ色の夏に / 透明人間 & ツギハギ which kinda reaching but it also remind me of boniji esp with tsugihagi's lyrics making me think of Bocchi's thoughts abt the first uncertain years with Nijika when they did end up in a relationship. I could ramble more abt that scenario but I don't think it'll be coherent 😅😅 Also!! don't you think Ayame no Iro kinda sounds like Aoi Haru to Nishi no Sora (one of Kessoku Band's new song)? I just think it's nice :))
Onto HC 1!! I really like the idea of Seika wanting to be a big sis figure to Bocchi/is the no. 1 boniji supporter. I like to think the closer Bocchi & Nijika become, the less tsuntsuntsun~dere Seika becomes lol and is willing to open/lighten up/support them. Also from her advice of "I'm watching over you" to Bocchi turns into "Watch over/take care of my sis/each other" eventually when BoNiji starts to date <3
HC 2! Gosh the inferiority complex thing makes me think of that arc(?) in the manga where the anime ended, when Bocchi was revealed as "guitar hero" by Poison Yami and the Band esp Nijika thinks they're not good enough when it comes to skills compare to her?!! Aughhh. And their first meeting?! It's so dear to me, like they're fated to meet (soulmates if you will) and the symbolism! Not only did Nijika brought light but also brought color into Bocchi's monotone life (Nijika's name meaning rainbow and all xD)
HC 3! OUGH! the passing down Nijika's ribbon to Bocchi actually reminds me of a Madoka Magica AU! (tho it's inevitable to associate my OTP with the yuri gods lol) With Bocchi wearing the ribbon on her hair and being the only one who remembers Nijika...OR!! vice versa where Nijika wears Bocchi's cubes and I'd like to visualize with that scene in the last ep of PMMM, Futari (being Madoka's lil bro) is drawing Bocchi (Madoka) on the sand, sees Nijika wearing the cubes and goes: "Bocchi-chan! Bocchi-chan!"; N: "Yep, it looks just like her..." 😭😭😭 *explodes*
HC 3 cont'd! I'm kinda curious to know what's the rash thing Nijika's gonna do if Bocchi's the one who passed away... 👀💦
HC 4! Hell yeah! Trans Bocchi valid!! I also hc boniji to be lesbians (kinda obvious) and in the the ace spectrum. Also autistic Bocchi!! (◔‿◔) 🎉🎉🎉
HC 5! Another convo? Like in ep8? You know what, me too! And if we're lucky (for a possible BTR S2), maybe the anime could make an original scene like a callback to ep8... (reaching, but here's to hoping 👀🤞🙌) Also!! You know that manga chapter where after watching Sideros perform as the winners of the Mikakunin riot, Bocchi & Nijika started to cry(my bbys!!) bc despite their efforts to win they're still heavy-hearted that they lost. I wanted so bad for them to hug and comfort each other like aughhh!!! My girls, it's ok it's ok, you did good, you can hug it out, console one another!!! Like those two really need to hug each other but both manga & anime are holding back on their closeness and uh *cough*rather push the bo/kita propaganda*cough* I'm kinda bitter that the anime cut out an entire chapter with this scene
And pretty much cut out the scene at the last episode where Nijika is talking to the staff that sells Bocchi her new guitar, and was then given the title of "Angel of ShimoKitazawa" *curses! I hate that they removed that *sigh* well at least we got Bocchi sniffing Nijika's hair & the vending machine original scene in the anime but I'm still bummed out 😤😑
HC 6! BoNiji living together! Kessoku band sharehouse would be so chaotic and hell for Nijika tho, reminds me of that manga chapter where Ryo & Kita crashed at Nijika's room and they've become so bothersome while she's studying that she got pissed and kicked them out lmao. Bocchi would literally be the only one Nijika prefer to stay while she's studying cuz she'll just be quiet doing her own thing, and when on her free time maybe they'll cuddle/play games/do some acoustic jamming/maybe cook together...all that mushy domestic couple stuff :>
HC 7! Touchy BoNiji! The thought of them being cuddly alone together esp like offstage after every concert, Bocchi would nuzzle up to Nijika to recharge her social battery while Nijika plays with Bocchi's hair <- This scenario was actually inspired from a boniji doujin "I've always wanted to meet you" by Orikuchi Hirata I read on Mangadex. IT'S MY FAVE! and it gave me a lot of emotions! I wanna know what u think abt it if you (already) read it! ^^
HC 8-10! I kinda ran out of words to express my thoughts BUT I really like these HCs too!! Emotionally supportive & perceptive boniji *chef's kiss* The "guitar hero" reveal scene *legendary* BoNiji picking up each other's personality *wonderful* Bocchi & Nijika really does complement each other 🥰💗💛
HC 11! AWEEEE!! Nijika doodling Bocchi is sooo cute!! Actually wouldn't it be interesting that the chibi versions of Kessoku Band at the EDs are actually Nijika's doodles?? Achhkkk I'm dying of cuteness!!
Hoooboy!! This also got long... and btw op I think it's obvious to say that I'm the asker o/ hiii! Really sorry my supposed reply is super late and got super rambly 😅 I wanna ramble more but I'm kinda conscious barging in ur dms out of nowhere and idk how to initiate a convo ><💦
I also want to draw and post boniji stuff too (on my side blog which I kinda abandoned due to a never-ending art block) like a bunch of prompts and comic ideas that I wanna draw someday but so far I've only written them down and haven't sketched anything yet ಥ‿ಥ however I do have boniji amv/edit ideas (I'm a mediocre editor tho and I only have BTR eps in a crunchyass quality xd). I currently have a draft of a boniji x hana no tou (lycoreco ed) and I'm working on an ambitious self indulgent STEP&CLAP edit after listening to it on loop
Also thank u too for answering my ask! I'm reaaally glad I found someone on tumblr that shares the same boniji brainrot as me. Kinda disheartening tho that the boniji tag on tumblr is so very few the moment I started to brainrot abt them just last month... I'm like starved for content so I went to twt for fanart (tho it's nice to see the abundance of it. I still have to navigate through it cuz you can't really avoid weird stuff some jp artists sometimes makes)
This reply is also messy that I think I would overload tumblr's tags if I did end up putting it there (which I intended to do the first time but I reconsider and put it in an rb) and took me hours to write everything here lol I was hyperfocused sm that I forgot to eat (๑•﹏•) (I hope it's readable too...?)
Lastly, the Kessoku relationships chart...holy shit?!! It actually adds up my HP cuz how accurate it is?! like it's literally how I see their relationships!!
Also, was this you're referring to abt Nijika cosplaying? If so, they're both rocking that outfit!
hiiii :3 I noticed ur one (of a few) ppl who ships boniji on tumblr, and I wanna know if you know any accounts/artists who ships them so I could follow them to satiate my boniji fixation >.< Also, some bocchi x nijika questions I wanna personally ask: what songs do you recommend that reminds you of them? Also, what are some boniji fanfics you recommend/like? I probably already read most of their fics but I wanna know what others like. Lastly, ur personal boniji headcanons if you don't mind sharing... 👉👈
I only ask blogs rarely cuz I'm shy so no need to answer immediately...
I'm just brainrotting over boniji so much! im so normal about them (◔‿◔)
AWAWAWA i love boniji like so much like too much like its become my main personality trait!
but youre right!!! it feels like boniji fans are mostly japan natives and there dont seem to be many english speaking boniji fans! ohhh i wish there was more of a following! imagine a boniji zine in the west! i would pay money to get involved with that
im kind of embarrassed about shoving my ships in ppls faces all the time and this might get long and its just me like rambling about my OTP so like .. gona put it under a read more lol. seriously this post is like almost 2k words long thats longer than my average fanfic chapter
i hate to be a shill but im going to be a shill for my fic recommendations:
ive been working on a lowkey corny boniji hanahaki fic on AO3 and some other oneshots, so maybe you would be willing to check my own stuff out?? (if u want .-. im really amateur with this stuff despite being an art student lol) its been on hiatus for like half a year but im just adhd af and keep restarting. im still working on it frequently tho and im secretly hoping to start updating on a consistent basis soon. but i also liked fics like "Midnight and Daydreams" and "Bubblegum Detergent" and "A Sellout Night" and "Just Enough to be Enough" and "A Kiss is Not A Cure". MANNN i remember that last one fucked me up bad when it was posted. it was only the second ever dedicated boniji fic and like I LOVE angst but with how small the sample size of fics was at the time it was like AUFHAUIJKADGF. all those fics are super super good though! i also love the third one, i love the trans bocchi HC personally
umm as far songs songs tho, i guess the ones i associate with boniji most are:
"veil" by keina suda, i remember drafting some animatic for an angsty AU of Hitori living on post-Kessoku
"STEP&CLAP" by yoshino aoyama (aka yoppi aka bocchis VA <3), i think yoppi making the song speaks for itself but its a rly cute song and i love thinking of Hitori and Nijika like tap dancing to it?? check out the rest of yoppi's debut album too!! her voice is so pretty and i was so happy finding out that there are 11 songs with her voice, instead of the 1 from the anime
idk why but i also think of them a lot when listening to PMMM's ost by yuki kaijuri, like "desiderium" and "not yet" and "mada dame yo"? these r kinda a stretch though but idk!!
i also like compiling music that reminds me of them into spotify playlists, if youd like some inspiration for your own! this one and also this angstier one
i have a lot of boniji headcanons but i feel like its hard for me to like list them all in one spot because they usually come to me with context during relevant conversations?? but ill list whatever i can think of!:
this ones not necessarily boniji but i was thinking about it like an hour ago, but i really like the idea of Seika being a huge boniji supporter. like in the source material she already finds Bocchi really cute, so I get the impression she would really like to be an older sister figure for Bocchi (and probably gets jealous of Kikuri for holding that spot in Bocchi's life lol), and so Nijika being a potential love interest for Bocchi would make Seika double down hard on supporting boniji. she'd probably be the one who brings Bocchi up to Nijika more than Nijika would bring her up to Seika?? i also like to imagine that for Seika she has a similar complex to Yoyoko. but instead of "Bocchi is stealing my spot as Hiroi's younger sister figure," it would be "Kikuri is stealing my spot as Bocchi's older sister figure" LOL . if that makes any sense at all
this ones actually taken from a japanese twitter user, but they moved on from boniji after the anime ended. but they had some headcanons that REALLY stuck with me. my favorite was the idea that Bocchi and Nijika both have inferiority complexes with one another. iirc their (translated) words were along the lines of "Bocchi thinks of Nijika as a pure, comforting light in her life, one that could be muddied if Bocchi got involved with her. On the other hand, Nijika thinks of Bocchi as a reliable hero who outshines an ordinary girl like her." i just REALLY like it. it also reminds me of this conversation that Yoppi and Suzushiro had on the BTR podcast, about Bocchi and Nijika's first meeting! like nijika literally brought light into Bocchi's life awdsfsgdhgfjh
actually that same user above also made a tweet that is the reason why i associate Keina Suda's "veil" with boniji! they made a tweet about an AU idea, where, in the event that Nijika would ever pass away, Seika would give Bocchi her ribbon, which Hitori would wear from that point onwards as she continues to play music to honor Nijika's memory. they also suggested that in the opposite event of Hitori passing away, Nijika would possibly do something very rash out of despair but thats dark hahaha!!!!
i kinda think this goes without saying and i think its actually a fairly common HC for BTR characters in general, but I can definitely see Bocchi being trans
I like to imagine that shortly after Volume 2, Bocchi and Nijika would probably have another conversation
eventually, i'm sure if Bocchi and Nijika pursued a relationship that they'd eventually move in together (or like into the same room? if Kessoku Band had a sharehouse?), and since both Bocchi and Nijika tend to be minimalistic with their room decor, their shared room would again become filled with a ton of Ryo's clothes and items and instruments, like how Nijika's room at Seika's apartment is
i think they'd both end up being really touchy with each other, especially when nervous? Bocchi kind of already does this when she's in new places (eg bringing Kita to Shimokitazawa, or going to FOLT for the first time and being dragged by Nijika), but I think it would grow to them finding comfort with each other?
idk if this is necessarily a HC but i really like how Bocchi and Nijika emotionally support each other, even in source. Nijika is shown to have a really good read on Bocchi (to the point of Bocchi worrying that Nijika is actually a psychic), knowing Bocchi's common thought processes, and picking up from Bocchi's mother during her first visit to Kanazawa that karaage chicken can bring Bocchi out of her anxiety attacks, and seems to be the only character who actually comments on Bocchi's growth as an individual and actively tries to facilitate it; but she also doesn't lovebomb Bocchi with praise, striking what seems to be a good balance for pushing Bocchi but also being a reliable confidant for her too.
one of my favorite details from the anime that i really feel doesnt get talked about as often as it should is when Nijika finally notices that Bocchi is guitarhero! she definitely wasn't the first to notice (Seika noticed first, but it seemed like Seika only knew about guitarhero via Nijika. When she notices that Bocchi's playing sounds familiar, her thought process immediately goes towards wondering why Nijika isn't noticing, and then she just tells them to get back to work) but she was the first one that Bocchi admits it too. but my favorite part is how Bocchi says that she wanted to change and grow as a person before telling them the truth, and she says that she especially wanted to grow before Nijika in particular found out! its just really cute, i love how Bocchi was worried about disappointing Nijika. and i like how, after some growth, Bocchi's dream turns from "becoming popular" to "making Kessoku Band the best band it can be" which is like almost basically the same as Nijika's dream! and so it's really nice when Bocchi doubles down on that goal by not remotely entertaining the idea of leaving Kessoku Band, even when goaded by promises of popularity.
last headcanon! because i ran out of thoughts and just came up with this on the spot. but i also like the idea that as the years go on, Bocchi and Nijika in particular may kind of become more similar in personality. i mean, they'd definitely still be distinctly them, but i like to think that Bocchi would eventually start picking up more optimistic habits and stop grimacing all the time, while Nijika would eventually become a little more lax and not reflexively try to dismiss her own negative feelings via looking at the silver lining. i thought of that when Nijika kinda dismisses her family dynamics with her mother's passing and her father's neglect after Kessoku's first real performance, as well as Nijika seeming to admit after inhaling Bocchi Dust(?) during her and Kita's Kanazawa visit that some of her optimism is performative
ok another one Nijika seems to have her art skills commented on sometimes so i like to imagine she has doodles of Bocchi in her sketchbook (alongside everyone else but mostly Bocchi). like think of like Miles Morales drawing a ton of Gwen Stacy like that kinda deal but with Nijika drawing Bocchi. and like Bocchi finds the sketchbook and Nijika freaks out and Bocchi actually doesnt look bc she doesnt want to do something wrong. but then Ryo or Kita take it and look instead and then show Bocchi and Bocchi melts into a flustered puddle
wowwow this got long! sorry! i really mean it when im like OBSESSED with these two like i think ive thought about them on a daily basis ever since the episode aired where Nijika bought Bocchi a cola. isnt that cute, too!? she picked up on Bocchi's favorite soda so quickly! and her buying a box of energy drinks for Bocchi despite not understanding why at all! girlfriend behavior
i really really want to make more boniji content, i'd like to be more active in posting my fics and drabbles and drawings, someday soon. right now most of my boniji content is just illegible sketches in my sketchbook lol
also thank u so much for like sending this ask im like BEGGING internally all the time to be given the chance to talk about them! i dont think theyre like a rarepair or anything, especially with them seeming to be like the second most popular BTR ship in japan, but i do think that not many people talk to them in the english side of the fandom! theyre super super cute and have really good chemistry.
this entire post is probably like a total carwreck i hope its even readable
ill also use this post as an excuse to post my own HCs for a Kessoku Band's relations chart. it's a bonus for reading this far. i'm sorry for draining 22 HP from you with this brain dump
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For self-indulgently tropey ideas - Time travel in either direction, big Ace meets little Ace? Could be in TWFF (in which case depending on the timeline, little Ace and Luffy might even be the same age) or in canonverse or some other happy AU. I'll be Pi Anon!
(Ideas of March Prompt Fill 10/15)
Fire burns. Fire is stubborn about clinging to life, lurking in sparks and embers until a touch of wind sends it blazing up again. There is fire in the earth, warming the roots of the trees. There is fire under the waves, escaping in bubbles of steam. There is fire in the sky, in the sun’s rays and the lightning carried by the clouds.
There is fire in a human heart.
The body of Portgas D Ace burned. Not on a pyre or a funeral barge, but on the deck beside the body of his chosen father. Marco doubled over with the force of his sobs, cursing Akainu and the Marines and understanding to the depths of his soul the rage that drove some Morganeers to inhuman malice.
Marco’s brother would never have a proper sendoff. All that was left of Ace, by the time they got the the island where fallen Whitebeard Pirates were laid to rest, was his hat and his knife. They only had even that much because Ace had been stripped of his things before the execution.
So Marco wept, and Ace burned.
/…/
Grey Terminal burned.
Ace woke up with a roar, voiceless and agonized. Explosions drove the flames higher as caches of blackpowder and oil were consumed by the blaze that covered the shanty town.
Another scream, high and thin and desperate. The air rippled, discoloured by pressure as that scream drilled rage and denial into every mind within hearing distance. The flames hung frozen as the world paused, bowing down to the Will of a Conqueror.
Ace was the fire consuming the dump where he had grown up, still reeling from the blow that had killed him. Ace was desperately fighting to keep his little brother alive as a man who was older and stronger was determined to kill them.
This nightmare again. The reason why Ace had worked so hard to master his fire powers. The day he had lost Sabo, the day he had almost lost Luffy. This nightmare that would never let Ace go. The only reason Luffy had lived back then was because Dadan…
… Where was Dadan?
The fire swirled in confusion, drawing back from the paths the people of Grey Terminal were using to try and escape. The guards waiting outside the fire to kill the fleeing ‘vermin’ raised their guns as the first figures escaped from the flames. Those guns exploded in their hands as the fire lashed out, daggers of flame cutting through the barrels and searing into their flesh.
Strangers in cloaks stepped up and started leading the escaping people away. Ace’s attention flickered over a tall man with facial tattoos who seemed to be in charge of the evacuation. Familiar not familiar who was he?
Not important. Where was Dadan?
There was fire in the trees, in the forest on the Mountains, set by more of the hired soldiers from High Town as the tried to burn out the Bandit nest. Dadan was up there with her men, frantic and fighting with a savagery Ace had only seen once before. Machete in one hand, wood axe in another, Curly Dadan killed a man with every swing. My boys where are my boys they’re supposed to be home soon no I won’t let you where are my boys I won’t let you touch them won’t let you take them no no no ACE! LUFFY!
No. Wait, that was… that was wrong! The bandit camp was safe! Dadan was supposed to be here, in Grey Terminal! Ace needed Dadan’s help to save Luffy!
Don’t touch my brother! LUFFY!
Reeling in confusion, Ace screamed, chest burning with pain and rage and heartbreak. Sabo had died in this fire. Ace refused to let it take Luffy too!
When Ace was a skinny, malnourished, touch starved ten year old, Bluejam had been a monster. As an adult with three years on the Grand Line under his belt, Bluejam was nothing.
“KEEP YOUR FLITHY HANDS OFF!” The other pirate’s face caved in with a wet crack as Ace formed out of the flames, blood sizzling as it hit the heated stone under his feet. Bluejam went down hard, and Ace stomped down hard on Bluejam’s neck to make sure he would stay down. “Don’t ever, touch my little brother.”
Chest heaving, Ace spat to the side, ignoring the way the spittle was mostly blood and sparks. He was pulling on the fire around him, drawing it into himself at the same pace he might eat after starving for awhile. It was all backwards. Ace had made flames from his body before, but he had never turned it around to make his body out of normal fire. Still, he kept doing it, because it was saving his life. The organs and bone destroyed by Akainu’s blow were being repaired, flesh and blood filling in faster than he was loosing them. Give it another five minutes and Ace would be able to live without needing a fire the size of an entire city as makeshift life support. Another ten minutes and Ace would be entirely healed.
“… brother?” The tiny voice behind him was rough from screaming and smoke inhalation. Ace spun, and stared into grey eyes that were far too familiar for comfort. Too old for the young face they were part of, tired and worn down after a too-short lifetime of being told they were a monster who deserved death. Skinny arms, scraped raw and covered in burns, winched tight around their little brother’s too-limp body.
There was blood on Luffy’s face.
Breath hitching, eyes burning with tears, Ace swallowed hard and carefully knelt down by the past versions of himself and his baby brother. “Hey. You’re Ace, right?”
“Who are you?” The smaller Ace growled, pulling Luffy closer and shoving back with his heels to try and put more space between them. “You came out of the fire! Why do you look like me? Who are you?”
“Hey… little brother, it’s okay.” The choice was an easy one to make. There was no telling how this had happened, but Ace was not going to waste his second chance. “The name’s Portgas D Riot. And I’m your big brother.”
“… what?” The boy looked shocked, but his grip on Luffy never loosened. “Why are you here now?”
“It took me this long to find you. I was only eleven when you were born.” Formerly-Ace-now-Riot shook his head and sighed, not wanting to grab Ace when he knew how badly the kid would take being touched by a stranger, but they needed to get out of the blaze. Even if Riot could keep the fire from burning them, Ace and Luffy still needed to be able to breathe, and the heat was dangerous to such small bodies. “Please, Ace, I’ll explain everything later, but we have to go. I need to get you and… and our little brother somewhere safe.”
Ace swallowed, the movement harsh and dry. Grey eyes flickered down to Luffy and then back up to Riot, clearly suspicious but also clearly desperate. “… promise you won’t hurt Luffy?”
“I swear Ace. I swear on our mother’s grave, I won’t let either of you get hurt.” Riot held out his hands, praying that it would be enough because he was not risking Haki on kids this young. “Please.”
“… okay.” Ace leaned forward, eyes closed as his exhaustion and the stress caught up to him all at once. Riot moved without hesitation, scooping the kids up into his arms in a tangle and racing for the nearest exit into the woods.
“Hang on, little brother.” Riot sucked in flame as he ran, building up his reserves in anticipation of the next few days. “Big brother’s here now. I’ve got you.”
/…/
The day after the fire was mostly taken up by arguments between Riot and Ace. Luffy just watched them go at it, head swivelling and eyes wide as he looked from his-Ace to and even bigger Ace who was actually Riot. It took some careful editing of the truth, but Ace eventually believed that Riot was his older brother. Luffy required no convincing after the first hug. Riot knew that he was going to take care of Ace and Luffy in order to give them the happy childhood Riot had always wanted more of for himself. Mostly this involved hugging Luffy whenever he did or said something cute, and making exaggerated sad faces at Ace when Riot’s miniature-dopplganger refused cuddles.
Two days after the fire, Riot allowed the kids to convince him to stay at their treehouse while they went to check on the bandits. Riot knew what was going to happen, what they were going to learn when they got there, but there was nothing kind about hiding the truth from them. Riot knew how much it hurt to lose a brother, and the age you were when it happened did nothing to soften the blow. All Riot could do was be there when the boys came back.
So he was there.
Riot was there when Luffy stumbled out of the bushes, sobbing to hard to see and clutching Ace’s hand in a death grip as the other boy pulled him forward. Riot was there when Ace never broke stride, barrelling into Riot’s chest at full speed. Riot’s arms closed around both boys, Ace’s back shaking as he ground his forehead into Riot’s collarbone. “… Ace?”
“… Sabo’s… my brother… Sabo’s dead.” Voice cracking around the truth, Ace sobbed. Once, a harsh, guttural noise, and then he howled. The same raging storm of grief and agony that Riot remembered suffering through while tied to a tree. Luffy’s tears turned into wailing, and both boys clung to Riot with all their strength.
“I’m here. Ace, Luffy, I’m here.” He could remember losing Sabo as a child, and Thatch as an adult. Riot grit his teeth against old pain, his tears silent as he held his little brothers close and let them grieve. They needed this, and they needed to feel safe enough for this. Riot could give them this much.
/…/
A week after the fire, after the worst of the storm of grief had passed, Ace looked up at Riot and asked the question that would change everything. “Do we need to stay here?”
“Eh?” Riot looked up from where he was butchering their fourth alligator of the day, to look at his little brother. “What do you mean?”
“You must’ve had a life before coming here. You know what’s out there. You said you’ve been to the Grand Line.” Ace always sounded like he was accusing Riot of something when they talked. It was one of the most adorable things Riot had even seen. Seas and shells, no wonder Pops had done nothing but laugh when he was recruited. It was the cutest fucking thing when that little freckled face scowled at him. Riot tamped down on the urge to giggle and just raised a brow at his brother. Ace huffed and crossed his arms. “You can’t really want to stay here.”
“You… want to leave Dawn Island.” Riot put down his knife and sat back on his heels to consider the new concept. It had never occurred to him that he could take Ace and Luffy away from their home island before they turned seventeen. “What about you, Luffy? What do you want?”
“… Wanna be a pirate. Wanna be free.” Luffy rocked a little on the stump he was seated on, clapping his feet together and staring at his toes. “I’ll miss Makino, but I hate bandits and Sabo…”
“Fucking Celestial Dragons.” Riot spat to one side, going back to preparing their meat with a vengeance. “Only thing on the seas worse than the shitty fucking Marines is them and their gods damned slavers…”
Ace blinked like Riot had said something new, and then grinned. Dark and sly and far too evil for his tiny body. “Shitty gramps will probably arrest you if he finds out you’re here.”
Freezing under the surge of sheer existential dread, Riot could feel every muscle in his body lock up. Oh shit no he had forgotten about Garp.
“Pack your bags!” The boys cheered and Riot knew the rictus on his face was probably communicating exactly how pants shiningly terrified he was over the idea of Garp the Fist finding out Riot was going to steal his grandsons. “We need to leave right now.”
Fuck, okay. Maybe not right now right now, since according to his memory they still had something like four weeks until Garp actually showed up to check on them, but as soon as possible was the goal.
/…/
He hated having to do it, but it was necessary. The only good news was that the scars left on his back and chest had left the Whitebeard jolly roger an unrecognizable twisted smear. Even if the likelihood of an East Blue back ally ink shop knowing Whitebeard’s flag was a slim chance, Riot knew it was a good thing that the jolly roger was gone. Riot was simply not going to risk someone noticing the wrecked tattoo and trying to puzzle it out. It would put his little brothers in danger.
So even though it broke something inside him, Riot had a new tattoo layered over the old one. It extended further than the jolly roger had, covering the scars and working with the remains of the Riot’s old allegiance. It was impossible to leave the past behind entirely though, so he picked the phoenix image knowing full well what it meant to him. The firebird covered most of his back, curling around his ribs on a field of hibiscus flowers and ocean waves to taper down his stomach.
The finished product was art and Riot cheerfully and with great relief took immense pleasure in forgoing any and all shirts for the rest of their journey.
/…/
Two years later, Riot was the Captain of a Pirate Crew again and he was still not entirely sure how. He was sure, however, that he had given Ace and Luffy some really interesting views on how to recruit their own future crews. Which Riot had decided would still happen even if he had to drop the little shits off on Dawn Island himself the day they each turned seventeen.
So there. Casualty could suck salt.
/…/
“Hi!” Pirate Bars are not usually a place where on encountered children. Pirate Bars in the New World are absolutely the last place people should allow their children to hang out. Marco blinked at his tankard and wondered if it had been spiked with seastone powder. The Phoenix looked down into wide dark eyes all but shining with excited curiosity. “You’re that bluebird Niichan has a crush on!”
Thatch spat out his drink, choking on his giggles as the rest of the Whitebeard Pirates seated nearby started hooting with amusement. Marco was going to make all of these idiots pay for witnessing this. He was the First Devision Commander, he had the power.
“I don’t think you’re supposed to be in here, yoi.” Marco told the kid, hoping he would just take the hint and go away so he could start the bar fight his brothers were sorely asking for.
The kid blinked in innocent incomprehension, and the door to the bar crashed open. “Portgas D Luffy!”
“Oops.” The kid looked like he was contemplating hiding behind Marco’s chair when a strong hand clamped down on the back of his vest and lifted him straight off the floor without any apparent effort. “Hi Niichan!”
“Luffy, what have I told you about speaking with other pirate crews?” The long-suffering tone was at odds with the colourful body tattoo and the aggressively orange hat. Marco was still trying to find his brain, because his libido had taken one look at the artistically tattooed musculature on shameless display and punted his higher thought process out of the way to wolf whistle aggressively. Marco would break his own rule about not sleeping with fans more often if they all looked like this. Silver-grey eyes turned to Marco as the dangling boy giggled, and the man sighed. “Hey, sorry about him bothering you. The little shit’s too friendly for his own good sometimes.”
“He was no trouble, yoi.” Marco was impressed with himself, he had never dealt well with speaking to people who attracted him. As long as he kept his eyes up he should fine… oh no he had freckles they were adorable. Shifting in his chair, Marco leaned back and nodded at the kid. “Might want to keep a better eye on him though. Kids can get into bad trouble out here.”
“This little shit can take care of himself.” The man was still holding his little brother off the floor with one hand. “It’s the bar I was worried about.”
“Aw, Niichan.” The kid pouted, crossing his arms. “I just wanted to meet the bluebird! Does he really look like the one on your back.”
“How the hell should I know? Not like I’ve ever seen his zoan transformation.” Thumping the kid down the older brother shoved his head down into an approximation of an apologetic bow. “Sorry for interrupting you drink.”
“Sorry!” The kid chirped, still laughing. Man, that was one happy kid. Marco relaxed a little. No kid could be that honestly happy with someone who would hurt them.
“Luffy getting in trouble again?” The new arrival was an identical, smaller version of the man Marco was still subtly enjoying the sight of. Minus the tattoos and about ten years of age. Must be another brother.
“Ah!” The smaller kid wiggled free and bounced over to the older child. “Ace is mean!”
“Ace isn’t the one who gets kidnapped every week because he can’t stay out of other people’s business.” The preteen snorted and thumped the younger boy on the head. “Now come on, Niichan’s taking us hunting and you’re wasting daylight in this stupid bar with a bunch of has-beens.”
Thatch started choking again and Marco tried to figure out if a twelve year old had really just insulted the strongest pirate crew in the world to their faces.
“Ace, stop being an instigating little shit.” The tattooed man, who Marco still had no name for, grabbed both of his younger brothers and dragged them bodily out of the bar. Marco stared at the red and gold firebird that stretched across the man’s back and firmly reminded himself that drooling was inappropriate, even if the man was all of Marco’s private fantasies come to life and already wearing Marco’s sigil. The door was kicked open in a mirror of how the man had arrived. “I swear the two of you do this deliberately just to see me get into fights. I think we’re going to do some Gramps style training…”
The door slammed shut just as the boys started protesting the oddly labeled punishment.
Thatch finally managed to catch his breath and paused, face creasing in thought. “Aren’t the animals on this island the ones resistant to Haki?”
/…/
“You’re an interesting man, Wildfire Riot.” Whitebeard examined the young Captain glaring up at him from where he stood in front of his crew. The younger brother’s Marco had spoken about were standing just behind their older brother with bared teeth. “From an East Blue no-name to a potential Warlord in only a year.”
“If you know that much you know that I also told the Marines to fuck off.” Despite being confronted with the Strongest Man in the world, Riot was relaxed. Not insolent, simply unconcerned, as if he knew that he had nothing to fear from Whitebeard. The younger Captain grinned and tipped his hat. “Speaking of which, Whitebeard. Care to tell me why you’ve decided to ambush me?”
“Well, it’s come to my attention that you have an interest in my First Division Commander.” Whitebeard grinned as his first child whipped around to stare at him in horror. “What are you intentions towards my son, Wildfire brat?”
“Pops!” Marco’s attempt to interfere was thwarted as he was dogpiled by his siblings, who very much wanted to see this play out.
Riot blinked. Looked from Whitebeard to the scrum between Marco and the rest of the Commanders. Gave his delighted little brothers a warning look. Turned back to Whitebeard and raised his chin. “All due respect, sir, but the fact that I want to bang Marco like a screen door in a hurricane is none of your goddamned business.”
Marco wheezed, collapsing under his brothers and hiding his face in his hands. What the fuck had he done to deserve this? Who even said something like that to someone’s father.
On his part, Whitebeard’s eyes were wide with surprise.
“What’s your problem now?” Riot crossed his arms with a grumpy scowl. “I answered your stupid question.”
“Maybe it’s because he’s old.” Picking at his ear, the smallest of the Portgas D brother’s offered up his explanation as the rest of the Anarchy’s crew nodded along.
“Yeah, his hearing is probably going.” The middle child added, hands laced behind his head as he smirked. “People start loosing their memory when they start loosing hair, don’t they?”
A deep, agonized sound of suffering escaped from Marco as he covered his entire head with his arms. He should never have let Thatch see him check out Wildfire’s ass. Never.
“Are we done?” Riot demanded loudly over the sound of the Whitebeard crew loosing their collective shit. “Because if your son isn’t up to dicking me down I’ve got meat to eat.”
Despite himself, Whitebeard is impressed. The brat has guts.
/…/
(Spoiler: Even after the most embarrassing confrontation of his life, Marco is totally up for dicking Riot down.)
#Sanjuno's ficwork#one piece fanfic#portgas d. ace#monkey d luffy#Edward Newgate#The Whitebeard Pirates#marco the phoenix#Wildfire Riot#Is totally Ace's SI name#time travel fix-it#Ace lives AU#twice over even#ideas of march#Ace raises his mini me and Luffy too#Tiny D children on the Grand Line#Having adventures#starting barfights#getting their big brother dates#yohoho it's a pirates life
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Twisted wonderland x Obey Me!Mc
Mc was five when they first went to Devildom and they got adopted by Lucifer as they had no family. They are now 16 yeas old and they get transported to Twisted Wonderland, how will everyone react with Mc having a fucked up sense of humour, can blackmail people in minutes, just to cute to say no to and really innocent (the brothers protected her innocent a little too much).
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Mc has NO fear at all. After you have face Lucifer enough times nothing scares you anymore. Mc has eaten stuff that should have killed them... but it didn’t.
Crewel: Yuu! Why did you eat that, bad dog!
Mc: We eat this all the time back at home! It’s totally normal.
Crewel: That was highly poison to humans!
Mc: Oh. Well I’m fine!
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At random day Mc will have one of the demon brothers following them or sleeping on them. The first time it happened was with Belphegor, he slept on mc for the whole day and they had to drag him around the school.
Ace: Yuu who’s that?
Mc: He’s Belphegor Avatar of Sloth.
Ace: What is he doing?
Mc: He’s sleeping dumbass
Deuce: On your head.
Mc: Yes.
Deuce: Are you use to him sleeping on your head as you drag him?
Mc: Of course, he dose this all the time. Now let’s go to class.
*At class*
Crewel: Yuu! Who is that sleeping on you?
Mc: He’s Belphegor the Avatar of Sloth.
Crewel: He can’t be here as he is not a student.
Belphegor: I will do what ever I want you stupid mortal being!
Crewel: What did you just say!
Belphegor: Fuck you! I will sleep wherever I want to!
Mc: He’s a demon.
Crewel: Please tell me sooner if someone is a demon puppy.
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The strongest demon that had ever followed Mc around would be Mammon, which people weren’t scared of as he my be powerful but is actually really nice. Night Raven College has only seen Belphegor, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satan and Mammon. So after winter break Lucifer arrived at the school, sending everyone into shock.
Lucifer: Yuu! Where have you been!
Mc: I have been going to a school called Night Raven College in Twisted Wonderland.
Lucifer: You can’t use magic in that world.
Mc: I know. I have a cat raccoon thing named Grim that can do magic.
Lucifer: I will be following you around today. Now where are you from you surely don’t sleep in this place.
Mc: I do sleep here...
Lucifer: Take me to the headmaster so we can have a little chat about your living conditions.
Ace: Yuu ready for another d-
Lucifer: *Smiling and glaring at ADeuce*
Deuce: Umm. H-hello s-si-sir Lucifer!
Mc: He’s my papa!
Grim: He came in the middle of the night.
-Later in Crowley’s office-
Mc: Headmaster someone needs to see you~
Crowley: If you are asking about the way home I’m not d-
Lucifer: No. I want to talk to you personally.
Crowley: Mr. L-Lucifer! What brings you here?
Lucifer: I want to know about the dorm you put my child in and how you treat them.
Crowley: Uh um. Ohhhh yes. We can talk about that.
Mc: I have to go to class bye.
———
Mc and Grim had now gotten Ramshackle dorm renovated and their allowance has been raised. In the end it is now school known that Mc is the adopted child of Lucifer Avatar of Pride.
#Twisted wonderland#twst#obey me#twst x reader#twst x mc#twst x yuu#twst Headcanon#twst imagines#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland x yuu#Twisted wonderland x mc#twisted wonderland headcanons#twisted wonderland imagines#twst mc#twst yuu#twisted wonderland mc#twisted wonderland Yuu#obey me Lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me asmodeus#obey me asmo#obey me satan#obey me Beelzebub#obey me beel#obey me belphie#obey me belphegor#twst crewel#twst grim#ace trappola#deuce spade
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How did you figure out that you were ace? I have trauma in my past so I don't know if that's why I don't care about sex. My only sexual encounters were mediocre and/or traumatic. But I don't CARE enough to try and go have "good" experiences. I barely have sexual interest and even my SI fantasies and fanfics never really focus on sex. Am I ace? Am I demi? Do I just have a low libido? Any advice would be lovely!!
hmmm. most of what I have to go off of is personal experience (and hopefully some other aspec friends and followers will chime in too!) but based purely on what you've said here, I would guess you do fall somewhere on the ace spectrum. but take my opinion with a grain of salt!
figuring out I was ace was a long process—I can't recall any one Eureka moment or epiphany or anything, it was more like years of going, "am I? could I be? I think I am." pretty much the same thing you're doing! basically, the more I learned about what being asexual/aspec was, the more it fit with my own identity and experiences.
I think I first heard of the concept of asexuality in my late teens, and by then I had noticed I was Different. I had kissed/made out with a few guys and felt...absolutely nothing. no attraction or repulsion, no desire to go further, just sort of a "huh. this is boring. do other people actually like this? am I doing something wrong? but he seems into it."
of course my first thought at the time was that I must be a lesbian, but I found the prospect of sex/physical stuff with girls equally meh. I felt the same way about them as I do about guys (and enbys, agender people, the whole gender spectrum) namely: "some of them are good-looking and cool and I would like to date them, but when it comes to the prospect of sex with them I am utterly indifferent." (spoiler alert: I am sex-indifferent.)
[very long reflection and some links under the cut]
which is a disconnect I had always felt, tbh. when I hit puberty and everyone started obsessing over sex and physical stuff, I was deeply confused. why had all my friends lost their minds? why were they letting guys treat them so badly, or hooking up with someone they didn't even like just because he/she was "good?" (were the people I made out with just "bad" at it somehow, and that's why I didn't enjoy myself?) people would casually talk about feeling horny or wanting to fuck some celebrity or classmate or whoever as if those feelings were a universal experience I could totally relate to, and I would kind of, like. nod along and laugh uncomfortably because I absolutely couldn't relate to them. but I was told that I did. all the adults in my life assumed that as a teenager, I must be a horny little libido monster, and treated/educated/socialized me accordingly. to say nothing of how hard pop culture was telling me I definitely, totally wanted sex.
tbh my first clue that I was ace should have been that everything physical I did with romantic partners felt like something I was checking off a list, or like I was trying to fit some invisible rubric of Normal Level Of Sexual Activity For Teenager. oh, I'm sixteen? Taylor Swift told me I should have had my first kiss last year, better get on that. The CW is telling me I should lose my virginity and learn to give blowjobs/oral right around now; I'll add those to the list.
but none of it was anything I was particularly eager to do—it felt like homework. like, "here are the hoops you must jump through to be seen as Normal." there didn't seem to be space for someone who didn't want to do those things with any gender—that meant you were deviant or broken in some way. (it doesn't, of course.)
let's talk real quick about being sex-repulsed vs. sex-indifferent (there are also various other subcategories, but those are the two I hear most often). they're pretty much exactly what it says on the tin: sex-repulsed people find the idea of sex actively uncomfortable or gross or off-putting, and generally don't want to think about or see sex, much less have it themselves. sex-indifferent people don't particularly want sex, but for the most part don't mind exposure to sexual stuff.
I identify as sex-indifferent. like, sure, I'd have sex if I was in a committed relationship and my partner wanted to, but I'll never just want sex for the sake of sex, y'know? at no point have I ever wanted to hook up with a stranger, or a friend with benefits, even under the safest, most hygienic circumstances ever.
for me there's a disconnect between my own libido and other people. I can masturbate. I can look at other people and feel mental or emotional or even aesthetic attraction, but even when all three of those are going on I don't usually feel sexual attraction (I can count the number of people I have felt sexual attraction to in my entire life on one hand, and still have two fingers left. I think technically this makes me grey-a or demisexual, but I find it easier to just say "ace" most of the time unless someone asks follow-up questions.)
so let's compare my experience to yours a little closer. now, I personally can't speak much about the role of past sexual trauma here—I don't have any myself and I haven't researched the intersection of trauma and ace-ness much, except to know that the two are often confused for each other but are actually neither mutually inclusive nor exclusive. but there are definitely people out there who have experienced the whole enchilada and can probably speak about this much better than I can, if you go looking!
"My only sexual encounters were mediocre and/or traumatic"
I would say this on its own is a neutral when it comes to ace/allo-ness. follow-up questions I might ask myself in your place: what made the mediocre encounters mediocre? was my partner inattentive or inconsiderate in some way, or were they doing everything "right" but just not doing it for me?
"But I don't CARE enough to try and go have "good" experiences."
this one is a bigger indicator of probable aspec-ness, IMHO. one of the ways I realized I was ace was hitting a certain age and going, huh, why haven't I lost my virginity yet despite having tons and tons of opportunities? I'm an attractive woman in college, surrounded by other attractive young people, many of whom would jump at the chance to have sex with me and are probably very good at it. why have I just never done that? and why doesn't the idea appeal to me at all?
questions to ask yourself: if the perfect opportunity to have sex fell into my lap (whatever those circumstances look like for you) and all I had to do was consent, would I?
"I barely have sexual interest"
could just be a low libido, but sounds pretty aspec to me. I'd examine the whys and hows here: do you only experience sexual interest under highly specific circumstances? is it ever directed toward real people in your life, or only fictional characters and celebrities?
"and even my SI fantasies and fanfics never really focus on sex."
big same on the self-insert fantasies. growing up, the self-inserts I wrote or imagined were always a canon character's sister or daughter or friend, and never ended up in a romantic/sexual relationship with any of the canon characters—that idea made me uncomfortable and I didn't get why other people's self-inserts existed for that sole purpose, lol. these days I no longer make self-inserts, but I read/write smut because a) it feels like a fun challenge, and b) I see it as another way to advance plot/reveal character/build intimacy between characters, kind of a neutral thing.
"Am I ace? Am I demi? Do I just have a low libido?"
at the end of the day, I can't answer this definitively. no one else can tell you that you are or aren't aspec, because you know yourself and your feelings (or lack thereof, lol) best.
I can tell you that based solely on this ask, I think you're somewhere on the ace spectrum—but I could be dead wrong (I've never met you, and even if I had, I am tragically not a mind- or emotion-reading vampire.)
also, like, there's no pressure here! you can identify as ace today and change your mind tomorrow, and that's completely 100% fine. there's not like an objective, quantifiable truth to be found about whether you are/aren't aspec—it's a label you can take or leave based on your own experiences and feelings.
and however you decide to identify, I hope this helped! I'm gonna link some articles that pose more questions and frame things in different, useful ways.
https://www.asexuality.org/?q=overview.html
https://time.com/2889469/asexual-orientation/
https://www.healthline.com/health/what-is-asexual
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/sex-love/a37039862/am-i-asexual/
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