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beatsforbrothels · 1 year ago

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EABS & Jaubi - Judgement Day

#eabs #jaubi #judgement day #In Search Of A Better Tomorrow

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goldkirk · 8 months ago

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#the Franke Hildebrandt case is very hard again #I don’t want to elaborate #I will not elaborate #but it’s hard and I want this timeline reference point in my tags for when I search my blog later #I’m going to go continue surviving and trying to make tomorrow 1% better for future me #and listen to only positive content instead

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bigassbowlingballhead · 11 months ago

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Word Search Game 12/26/23

tag from @getmehighonmagic

(Use this word generator to generate three random words and post the lines they appear in your wips)

This is fun! seeing as I only have one (1) wip that's just cracked 3k(!!) my three words (branch, decide, passage) didn't appear... yet. Since I wanted to try to write a little anyway I decided to try to include them... and well, I tried and got two in. (😏)

Branch

Alex lifts the barbell off the branch where it rests. Shane’s hands follow the barbell as Alex brings it closer to his chest.

Decide

Shane seemingly chokes on nothing. “Um–” “Hey man. If you don’t want to say anything, you don’t have to. That’s up to you to decide.” Alex assures him.

I might still try to work passage in, I don't think it'll be difficult. But I think that's it for tonight.

tagging @anincompletelist for shane

I'm going to tag people, to play if they want but also people i know have interest in this @eusuntgratie @firenati0n @nocoastposts @violetbaudelaire-quagmire @heybuddy-drabbles

#i think i'm just gonna read some tonight #and work more on this during my work day tomorrow #jon writes now?#two is better than one #word search game #grace sent me a buddie breeding fic i'm dying to read

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pocketramblr · 10 months ago

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Truly the pinnacle was the new boyfriend gang orca edit

#I'll probably search it up and reblog it tomorrow #whoever made that. i don't know if they changed me for the better but they sure changed me for good etc etc

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mutalune · 4 months ago

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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

#starlight personal #the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening #the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope #now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed #because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that #2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences #4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it #treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great #treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body #idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing #PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks #ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months #until my next appointment #which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps #I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides #also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is #also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough #this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering #but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly #which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose #(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own #I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient #and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to #like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here #so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here #I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly #make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad

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pardonmydelays · 10 months ago

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"not sure if that's a job for me tho, i was excited after my first day but now i am more like... confused? people are nice, which is great, but it's not exactly the kind of job i was looking for so idk. i may start looking for something else if nothing changes (i promised myself i'm not gonna stay if i don't like it cause i usually make this mistake & then i'm stuck in a place i fucking hate for 2+ years, not this time tho)."

*this is a different anon!* That's unfortunate, I'm sorry about that. It's okay if you don't want to or even can't, but may I ask what industry? And, is it retail again? I'm still on the job hunt myself, and I'm hoping to have a new job before May 31, 2024. That definitely sounds realistic, however, I need the hiring manager to believe in ME and give me a chance. I swear they won't regret hiring me. Ha. Anyways... is there an industry you're genuinely interested in and want to learn more about? Management skills are never a bad thing to pick up on and to your résumé! That's technically retail, but whatever, lol. I hope you're doing well!

(Once a BIG update (or more) happens to me, then I'll direct message you, by the way.)

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omg, hi! it's been a while! 🥺

so i don't want to give you any details, but long story short, it's an office job but you still have to talk to customers, just not face to face but through phone calls. i don't think it's right for me tho & i'm ready to quit any day now 😂 i don't even want any specific career, i just... don't want to talk to them anymore because i fucking hate them (after my 7-year experience i definitely know i wasn't born to be a customer assistant, they make me want to kill myself, i'm a depressed piece of shit & i blame them for that a little bit). the only job i actually liked was my first, in a bookstore (i had amazing team & i was working with something i truly loved), i miss it every day. but i am also very interested in just making money to survive, you know. i just don't want to feel so stressed every time i go there & so far i really feel like i want to throw up when i wake up in the morning & i barely even sleep at night. it sucks. i'm just really tired & i want to cry.

#or maybe i just need a nap idk #my sleeping pills are not helping either so...#well i do have an option you know #i can just quit any minute #i have savings i can survive another month of searching #i guess i will make my decision after tomorrow #i just feel so lost at the moment #poppy get your fucking shit together jesus #i hope at least you are doing better #i'll be waiting for the update & keeping my fingers crossed ALWAYS #& thank you for the message that's so sweet of you #sending hugs #daisy anon #i saved every letter you wrote me*

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gamerwoo · 1 year ago

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i got randomly inspired at 7pm to start writing the next part of achilles, and now it's suddenly almost 11pm and i'm not even done 💀 will i still be inspired tomorrow? who knows!!! not me!!!!!

#to be fair i spent like an hour and a half trying to make a new header for it #im trying to not use gifs anymore bc some people don't like them posted even w the search feature #and i wanna respect that so better safe than sorry yk??#anyway here's to hoping i'll feel like finishing pt 4 tomorrow after work <3 #i was supposed to be in bed an hour ago and i h*te myself :)

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moldwood · 10 months ago

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i want a remote house but also be close enough to a town to walk to a store but also have a beautiful mountain view and also be in the woods and there is no one around to hear me scream. basically i found exactly this in the czech republic

#was searching for houses as i do when i feel like dreaming of a better tomorrow for myself #and i found theeeeeee perfect place. i wont link it because im scared. but its so beautiful. a remodeled small cabin. it reminds me of home #because i . live in a cabin rn.

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silverislander · 10 months ago

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prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme

#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say #also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic #i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it #levi.txt #i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up #but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding.#i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/#a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky #also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk #ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times #everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think #and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE #if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will #side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting #theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now #the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind #i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias #and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!!#for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s #w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back #and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!

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julesnichols · 1 year ago

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Attempting to queue a text to send when it is not 1:30 AM versus my messaging app being a fucking dick and just sending it <<<<<

#about me #praying the person has their phone on dnd and they won't see it till morning #if they do not respond by the time i'm at least half alive i will send a followup #and just lie like yeah haha it was 9 pm when i thought to text again so i queued it for around 1:30 tomorrow but guess. i didn't check that #it was pm and not am :') sorry about that will make sure to pay more attention #bc like. it's someone where they're offering to help me job search #so i am Trying to appear at least semi normal and be respectful etc etc #anyways fuck my messaging app and fuck whoever decided not being able to take texts back was a good idea #these tags are a cry for help btw if anyone has better suggestions. i just feel like #it comes off better if it seems like an oops i was a lil careless and didn't check the timing thing versus #a well i tried to queue this to appear normal and be respectful however my phone fucked up and just sent it thing #ugh idk anyways #i've been out of work a fucking year and i'm desperate so i cannot #afford to be unprofessional in any way :')#not when i've already hit so many networking deadends bc the job market's in shambles #it's going GREAT lmao #every day i get closer and closer to using my state's services to get disabled ppl a job #however there are two reasons i have not #reason one is they dropped me after hs bc they disagreed with me deciding to go to college #which fuck them it was my choice #reason two being they mostly place shit dead end retail jobs #and while i genuinely do like retail #my body physically cannot handle it anymore #however bc nobody will diagnose what is wrong with me/my legs #i cannot get an accom to sit #so y'know. going great!!!

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your-jellyfish-senpai · 1 year ago

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As someone who was laid off earlier this year I just want to say damn that fucking sucks. And also just that I’m over here rooting for you

I'm so sorry you went through that, anon, I hope you're doing okay now!

I hate that right now it's just a "maybe, probably tomorrow" - the uncertainty is just another layer lol.

But thank you, I appreciate it. It'll be okay, it's just gonna SUCK ASS for a bit.

#and on the bright side. mortgage payments are due until december lmao #so instead of having november to financially recuperate #i get to flail about in search of a job that pays at least as much as this job #im handling the emotional part better now than i was earlier #but damn dude it really does suck wtf like.#might make everyone feel bad for agreeing to this decision tbh maybe thats a little evil but #these people all congratulated me TODAY #on buying a house. and then tomorrow theyre gonna say actually go fuck yourself good luck byeeeee #its cruel. its business. thats the same thing

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rouge-the-bat · 2 years ago

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trying to find the genre for some japanese songs and google isnt giving me anything more than just "jpop" like cool thats soooo specific and will totally help me find more songs just like these. im totally not going to fucking combust rn

#biting killing shredding. this sucks #im too tired rn maybe ill have better luck searching tomorrow

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pikslasrce · 2 years ago

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rip lord byron you wouldve loved brian molko

#this makes sense to no one but me but... reading up on byron for a lit exam tomorrow and #id have to say the two men are somewhat similar tho brian is better as a person #but like that. wild youth and being purposefully outrageous in the early days paired up with like.#a deep melancholy and search for redemption in later life which reflects in the writing itself. im seeing parallels that dont exist #'im connecting the dots' 'you didnt connect shit' 'im connecting them'#placebo #piksla.txt

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skychild29 · 5 days ago

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Since I’m choosing violence today :

No. We don’t have tomorrow.

Many. MANY people will die.