#ImInTears

[acatnugget]

the first time i read this my body ascended to the high heavens. i felt lighter, colours were brighter and my life changed forever

swallow your doubt (gojo x reader x geto) pt.1

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warnings: ao3 is down and i’m losing myself; i have a clear bias but i like them equally i swear; gojo

In more ways than one, Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru completed each other.

Darkness and light.

Black and white.

Yin and yang.

What they had for each other was more than a feeling, more than a simple friendship. It transcended the meaning of the much too simple word of ‘like”, or ‘love’.

It was always, always so much more. What one was, so was the other. What one could, so could they.

In other words, they were made just for each other.

But, why, oh, why? Why do you long for what couldn’t, shouldn’t be yours?

Your lingering gaze on Geto whenever he gently placed his hand on your waist to move you to the side whenever he needed to pass by you.

“Please excuse me…” He would whisper into your ear, the dull, calming scent of lavender filling your nostrils whenever he pressed himself close to you for that brief moment.

Your stunned stare at Gojo whenever he would unceremoniously shove one of his many treats into your mouth. Sometimes even purposely leaving his sugar-coated fingers in your mouth to perhaps spite you. His grin a little too wide when you obediently chewed, his pale fingers reaching to pull at one of your cheeks and cooing before leaving.

It was wrong. So wrong. Yet, your heart ached, yearned for them.

You craved them.

But how do you fit in what has already been completed?

How do you trace the calluses that mar Ge- Suguru’s hands as he watched you so?

How do you count the stars reflected within Satoru’s eyes as you both gazed up at the night sky above?

How could you continue to live with such guilt, such pining, such anguish?

Your hands shook as you watched the pair shove and tease each other, their forms slowly disappearing into the distance, with Shoko watching with a lazy grin on her face as she leaned against your dazed form.

A hot summer afternoon, a warm bench and a cute girl to relax with. Everything Shoko needed to kick back and chill, all she was missing was an ice cold drink from the vending machine. Should she get one with you?

She watched as your eyes glazed over, your breaths growing a little shorter, your hands moving to hug yourself a little tighter than usual.

“Hey.” She shook you gently.

No response.

You must be really deep in thought. It wasn’t rare to see you lose yourself to your creative little head. Wasn’t rare to see you dazed over in your imagination and giving Shoko free reign over you for a little while as she played with your fingers or twirled your hair.

She let out a hum, debating whether or not to interrupt your little internal debate, watching your pretty eyes shine before she caught a glimpse of the troublesome duo making their way over. With gifts in hand, no less.

“Yo! Feeling hot?” Gojo greeted as he tossed a can of cold soda over to Shoko, the girl catching it with ease and an easy grin as she felt the coolness of the can against her warm skin.

“And for the other lady… Tada! Your favourite chocolate milk! Fresh from the vending machine!” The grandiose speech went unheard even as the white-haired menace dangled the drink in front of you, waiting for your response in order to tease you.

No response.

Gojo leaned down to be eye level with you, sunglasses tilted down onto his nose bridge as glittering blue eyes stared into your empty ones. Ah, you were having another of your moments.

“Satoru! Don’t run off with the drinks I bought!” Another male voice made itself known before Gojo was roughly shoved to the side, a whine escaping the white-haired sorcerer’s lips as he absorbed the shove, nearly falling over as Geto moved to snatch your drink from him.

He gave one glance at you, and another to Shoko.

The brunette shrugged, “I bet she’s having fun in there.” Opening her can, she leaned back into the backrest and chugged. “You could try to get her out though. You succeed the most.”

“That’s not true! Suguru and I have a 50/50 split on that!”

“More like 70/30. She doesn’t even respond to you half the time.” A pause. “And why does my soda taste weird?”

Their continued banter went unheard by the raven haired sorcerer as he moved to sit beside you on the 2/3 filled bench.

No response.

He gently tucked a strand of stray hair away from your face.

No response.

He pressed the still cold carton of milk to your cheek. Watching with a fond smile as you slowly started to come back. A hand reached up to relish in the chill of the drink, to relish in the feel of his hand pressed close to you.

“Suguru.” You quietly greeted, lips slowly pulling into a cute smile as your eyes moved to meet his.

“Welcome back.” Your hand was now placed over his in another greeting, gently patting it before you moved to take the packet from him with gratitude.

(He wished you let yourself linger your touch on him longer.)

Suguru chuckled, watching as you pulled the plastic straw out and began to drink. “I should be telling you that.”

Suguru moved himself to sit shoulder-to-shoulder with you, relaxing in your presence as he searched his pocket for his now lukewarm soda. He’s still content anyway.

“And why is everyone on the bench but me?! No fair! Move over!”

His last statement was directed at Shoko. Instead of pressing Ieiri inward and sitting at the other end of the bench, the long legged menace chose to squeeze himself in-between Shoko and yourself, pushing you closer to Suguru as he fought off Shoko’s smacks and yells of discontent.

Finally settled uncomfortably with all of you on the bench, his long arms stretched out over the backrest, one arm even daringly resting over your shoulders as he crossed his legs and took in the afternoon sunshine.

“Lovely day we’re having!”

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Notes:

Shoko still finds it hard to believe you aren’t taking any of the hints the two boys have been giving you. No matter, she’ll let you figure it out yourself as she continues to lowkey flirt with you.

You remain oblivious to the two’s very obvious flirting but, you’re not immune to Shoko’s charm at all.

Shoko, despite not showing it much here has made you flustered way more than Gojo or Geto ever have.

[choiwonder]

i am calm. i am content. i am okay. im completely fine. im fine. wow.

[angelwishess]

@skibidibabygirl COME GET YOUR MAN HWLEPEPPPP THIS IS SO FUNNY IMINTEARS ??? Talk about Deuce for a minute and he comes RUNNING😭😭😭

[miiiyetch]

***KIMETSU NO YAIBA CHAPTER 205 SPOILER!!***

I guess that's Tanjiro's son

i can't tell if that's Kyo or Senjuro 😂 but im assuming that's Kyojuro

NEZUKO IS SO PRETTY!!!!

OH MY GOD! SABITO, MAKOMO AND GIYUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He got reincarnated as a kid together with sabito and makomo TT

Is that Uzui????? Pls tell me that's Uzui

POLICE OFFICER SANEMI SHINAZUGAWA AND GENYA SHINAZUGAWA ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I WILL FCKING CRY WITH THE LAST CHAPTER.

[not-the-cheese]

my thoughts on the su finale

holy shit? that was amazing. I've been a fan of steven universe for a verrry long time and honestly the show just keeps surprising me with how deep it can hit.

I've spent a lot of the past few years in a long slump and it culminated into me attempting suicide at college and I was talked down from it by a friend and I just i dunno like these past few episodes with the things adding and adding up until steven finally hit his breaking point just resonated a lot with me-

Everything's fine was the episode that hit me the most, the imposter syndrome, the dissociation, the singleminded focus on one thought and praying that it'll be enough to hold you together while everything falls apart around you it was just so well written

it was all so well planned out and so real and everything about steven's corruption was so similar to a suicide attempt down to even all of steven's friends/crystal gems' reactions and them blaming themselves and ugh when connie stepped in on white self pitying i just fuckin go off queen

anyway sorry this was a really terribly organized jumble of thoughts and i know i dont normally do text posts like these but the take away is thank you to rebecca sugar for giving us steven universe. bravo

[mrsyungblud]

The only man in the world I would let absolutely fucking ruin me.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a billboard to look at

(If ykyk)

[g1ggl3sn00k3r]

IMINTEARS-

Okay…what the fuck possessed me to do this.

[thisischaosmagicmoogle]

The Jedi & The Jedi Killer (Tros Spoilers)

[estebandahost]

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[dragdapinkiepie]

Omg!!!!!! IM FCKING SCREAMING!!!!!! BEST B-DAY GIFT EVER!!!!!!!!!! #bday #bdaygift #forme #juliachild #cookbook #screaming #omgongomg #imsohappy #imintears #tearsofhappiness https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs42RxBABE-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nwvq6uql5d1z

[ella-does-shit]

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Dark: I've heard the piano version of this is gospel more times then I've heard my own fathers voice.

[auroblaze]

“Sonic Forces my fandoms together so hard I die” - @celepom

[scarletlunarosa]

The I love you #keithvoltron #takashishirogane #sheith #imintears

[topherdixon]

To @taylorswift, You'll likely never see this, but I just want to say thank you. From the very first moment I became a fan, with "Our Song" till today with the release of the "Delicate" video, I have continuously learned from you. I've had many downs in life and your music was there. I've had some happy moments and your music was there. Life has never been easy, especially as a gay boy in a sometimes difficult world. But that's what makes me resonate with you. You understsnd the world and people can be cold. You inspire me to lead others, to push through the bad. Your lyrics give me something to dance in the storm with. Your lessons give me hope. Today's video was no exception. I got the meaning, the message, the beauty, the pain, the happiness, the hope. I've felt all of those exact emotions you felt in that video. You are my role model. I CANNOT wait to see you in Atlanta in August for my first ever concert with you! Thank you, from the very bottom of mine and countless others' hearts, thank you. Oh yeah.... is it cool that I said all that? -CJ 💙 @taylorswift @taylornation

[iamprincessashleynicole]

Found my fave from Reputation. Never have I ever found a song so perfect to me and jack. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ thank you @taylorswift . 😍

[unhappyhogan-blog]