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pechuyu · 3 months

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First attack in artfight! (character is ilomilo by Miistea)

(My artfight is Pechuyu)

#artfight #artists on tumblr #team stardust #pecharts #Im trying to challenge myself this year #and i havent drawn ponies since i was 11 #art #my art #illustration #my little pony #mlp

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wordfather · 1 month

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MY UNEMPLOYMENT ERA HAS BEGUN

GOODBYE FINANCIAL STABILITY👋 AND HELLOOOO MY NEW GOAL OF READING THE WIKIPEDIA PAGES OF EVERY ANIMAL IN THE WORLD😍

#what animal should i start with #im so serious about this #i am NOT trying to cope by doing a fun challenge for myself by the way noooo Im Not #ive had this job for 6 YEARS

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flamefran · 2 months

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ArtFight Attacks 2024

1. For my best friend @punkcat , Chicory:

2. To my other friend @penciltowne , Dogcactus:

3. Davey and Buck from @anonymouspuzzler

4. Revenge attack to Punkcat, Miss Meadows:

5. Dr. Coomer and Bubby from @py6oto AU, HLVREM:

6. Milton from @siins :

7. Adrián, Víctor and Manuel from @pigdemonart :

These are all the ones I was able to do. I’m surprise I was able to do this much, given how busy I got. Hope all the people that got attacked enjoy :D

#art #digital art #my art #artfight #artfight 2024 #punkcat #penciltowne #siins #py6oto #anonymouspuzzler #pigdemonart #Im glad that of the character four of them are Puerto Rican #all the Puerto Rican characters for me #i also tried to challenge myself by drawing props backgrounds and animals #especially animals #it was a lot of fun and will try to participate next year

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tvheadfalls · 3 months

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artfight is great rn honestly. an endless supply of characters where all i have to do is draw them standing around looking pretty and nothing more is asked of me creatively

#blabs #i am gonna try to color the ones for friends which is the only challenge im giving myself this year #i havent rly colored anything in ages

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bobmckenzie · 8 months

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ending JanAUary with a Pokemon AU!! :D Hoenn is my favorite region so I was really excited to draw me and Bob relaxing between adventures there :3

#i think some of the sizing/perspective is wrong BUT IM STILL REALLY HAPPY with how this came out!! :')#gonna try to challenge myself with backgrounds/environments more often this year #bc like YEAH they take longer and ARE challenging but they always end up being my fave pieces!! the effort is worth it lol :D #janauary2024 #selfship art #selfship community #selfship #self shipping #caitiearts #peanut butter and jelly donut

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#i want to learn how to vent healthily #bc i have this incessant pathological need to like share every thought i have #and if i dont i get this restless uneasy feeling in my chest and i get restless and worried and like wtf?#whats wrong w me? maybe it has smth to do w that during my entire life i have never been listened to or been helped #like during my life i've asked for help repeatedly but when i have i've only been dismissed or not believed etc etc #so maybe that translated into my head to just feel the need to share it in a public space.....#bc i used to write rverything in a diary but i filled them too quickly and i cant afford the money or space to do that #so i started using twitter and now tumblr... but that has only resulted in me like feeding into it?#it's not healthy to feel the need to share EVERY thought or else u feel crazy. i also shouldnt focus or dwell on thoughts sm #i do have issues bc of my disorders and anxiety. plus avpd in swedish is literally called 'anxious personality disorder' 💀#so it is in me to be anxious and worried and neurotic #but still i want to learn how to not be fixated on thoughts and feelings (also a challenge bc bpd makes feelings feel all consuming)#if i think smth - that also can be totally untrue and only based on my worries -#i can just think it and let it go. idk have to dwell on it and obsess over it. (im trying mindfulness for years lol)#bc most of my venting is like me getting stuck in feelings and idk why i feel the need to express it constantly?#it isnt worth it. bc actually it has caused rifts and missunderstandings in multiple connections i've had online...#i do feel like venting isnt smth bad.. and i think emotions are PERSONAL and like completely unrelated to truth and other ppl #but i get it.. esp when u only know eo online and dont know everything going on in eo's heads #then u only get that as a full image when it isnt the whole picture #so like idk. i WANT to be able to get a healthier outlook on it.. bc this isnt working #both bc of myself and for myself but also in relation to others #and like. why do i like never see anyone else on thmblr/twitter that post EVERY thought like me???? (i dont think its wrong to do bc *i*#have a different pov on it and idc abt other ppl's vents but .. yeah idk why do i do this but no one else does it at the level i do?#so idk i've just been thinking of this lately bc yeah.. yeah i just dont know i dont know.... :///#i actually want to be able to not ruminate and get stuck in it but idk how to break free?#plus expressing positive emotions & thoughts is terrifying to me like idk why but i cant????#why??? i feel like im undeserving of good things that i cant even express smth nice bc im like .. i dont deserve to think/feel that??

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artchael · 6 days

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sketchy things happening (more tarot fest prep)

#this is the most advanced piece ive attempted for about 6 years #im really trying to challenge myself #rather than just doing screenshot repaints

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pepprs · 10 months

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reading is awesome 😎

#finally started reading for pleasure again for the first time in like 5-6 years atp (lol) and i think it is actually helping me a lot. who #knew that life actually does get better once you touch some grass <3 #purrs #i have like 15 books i want to get from the library and it’s stressing me out bc i want to read them all right now but im trying to pace #myself. im discovering that im a slow reader / processor who is also very impatient and gives up easily so im challenging myself to not give #into the impulse of skipping to lster chapters to see how the story ends but to be immersed in the journey and get surprised by it!

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fate-defiant · 3 months

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wips are going great

#mostly im trying to cleanse myself of year old ideas so i can move on #but also. i do so wish to make this comic #itll probably not be very fancy? just a challenge to make myself create something from start to finish #just simple black and white lineart #a disjointed little snippet of a story #yeag #ill leave you with that and also #wip #duck in the jarchives what delights will she bring

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skullzy20 · 5 months

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I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible

Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen

#sorry i. need to vent #he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen #I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING #and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud #whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud #first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me-#-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything #at least in regards to the house #and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally #in his mid 40's #so.#like.#I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of-#-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15 #first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest #he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things #like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible #yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I-#-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever #I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to-#-provoke him more #Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!!#and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!!#Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS #but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy #god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot #I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3 #I will say I hate him w my full chest #vent #negative post

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liyawritesss · 2 years

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damn, you're such a good writer. okoye >>>

Thank you so much hun! Believe it or not I wasn't as confident abt writing for Okoye before I wrote this, as her personality and portrayal is something I've never tackled before. I did my best to honor MCU!Okoye as well as Danai Gurira who portrays her in such a graceful manner🙏🏼

#i wish i was lying when i said i wasnt confident writing okoye #like i was deadass scared of how this would turn out #but the opportunity and idea was too good to pass up #and i trusted the process #and this is possibly one of if not the best piece of fandiction ive written all year #so im going to challenge myself as a writer and try writing for Okoye more as well as other characters #my next objective is feeding the mbaku girlies #he showed what he was on this movie so yall mans deserve some love too 🙏🏼#liya talks #marvel x reader #marvel x black!reader #okoye x reader #and i havent forgotten abt my origins! my next fic to be released will be for shuri!! along with some headcanons #shuri x reader

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gay-kurapika · 8 months

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I had an embarrassingly sad and shitty dream last night. Basically my abuser had this great life and mine was how it is now and it was because she had left me and I was still finally out of her life and glad about it but I was mad that after everything her life had only improved

#wow wonder what that was trying to tell me. anyway. i know nothing about her life but i know it wont be much better.#because shes definitely still a 50 year old alcoholic with an inability to get along with anyone who isnt exactly like her #and a refusal to challenge that she may have ever been wrong about anything because she has developed her identity around being a victim #and cannot fathom that she is often not a victim but in fact the perpetrator of violent or shitty behavior.#people like that have a way of continuing to make themselves miserable.#but i still hate the idea that im still picking up the pieces of myself and she is probably okay lol.

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possiblytracker · 1 year

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back to cycling through random underplayed games in my steam library to tide me over i GUESS

#i was doing this a little to procrastinate a few weeks ago. like to an almost dysfunctional degree.#like id (try to) write all day and get a little done and just be like 'fuck it time for a break' that was not actually a break id just stop #it was like full on videogame masochism type shit i would just throw myself at the most difficult frustrating challenges bc Anything #was better than writing and smth just made me really want to put Effort into smth stupid kdjJSDKJ #i was too scared to tell anyone i was really embarrassed dfjkSD;;#was a weird time but i broke out of it and wrote my diss and thats DONE so its FINE NOW #on that note i picked up don't starve recently after sitting unplayed in my library for over 2 years #and tbh i am Fascinated but im also so so so bad at it #which was good and fine when 'i need a Struggle or my brain will shrivel and combust' was the whole deal #but now im like. if i was Any less annoyingly stubborn abt videogames i mightve stopped already but we are still here #THEN AGAIN im trying to distract myself from totk just like i was previously distracting myself from work so #still pretty good conditions for metaphorically slamming up against a brick wall over and over kjgSDKJ #im in a weird headspace rn idk how i feel abt bursting back into conversation rn im so tired and headachey but somehow #wordvomiting into tumblr tags is still fine. sdkjhg #i didnt use tumblr for so long im just making up for it you all just have to deal with me for a bit

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bloodyke · 11 months

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next person to bring up project 2025 to fearmonger support for genocide joe is getting blown up i cannot stand you bitches

#zenith.txt #yall know NOTHING #you only have 1 talking point and its never worked #if you want people to vote you need to give them something to vote FOR not something to vote against or else all arguments are meaningless #second of all who the fuck do you think is currently laying the groundwork for project 2025? its literally biden #all the shit you fear is gonna happen is ALREADY STARTED UNDER HIS PRESIDENCY #third of all you all sound like fucking GHOULS when you say 'yeah genocide is bad but if we dont vote itll inconvenience ME this time'#what the fuck is wrong with you #joe biden will not get a second term that is a fact and it will be his own fault #if you guys ACTUALLY cared about these issues you would be mobilizing in your communities instead of yelling vote blue no matter who #its the fact that weve known about project 2025 for a whole year now but yall are only just now bringing it up bc people #are criticing biden more than ever and it scares you that your precious status quo is being challenged #legitimately fuck all of you trying to weaponize the fears of marginalized communities #the privilege in saying that under repubs things will get worse...#itll get worse FOR YOU. all of the things you worry about finally affecting YOU are literally already fucking happening #to black and brown (particularly black and brown disabled people) for DECADES #and im saying this from a place of privilege being white myself #yes i am a gay disabled puerto rican but i am white first and have been able to for the most part avoid a lot of the shit that has been #KILLING my family and the people in my communities #all of the things youve been saying will happen in project 2025 are things i have already fucking watched happen to the people around me #the only difference between now and this hypothetical project 2025 is now it will effect white people too #and thats the only reason yall even fucking care about it because now YOUR life is going to terrible and YOU cannot ignore it anymore #everything you criticized trump for biden and his team also does.#yall are so fucking pathetic wringing your hands and spouting the lie of electoralism but you refuse to do anything #that could enact meaningful change beacuse the point is you guys dont actually want change #the only thing yall want is to have people stop talking about all of this so you can continue to walk around with your head down #and not be inconvenience in your daily life bc you actually enjoy the status quo #saying you have to vote for the wolf in sheeps clothing over the wolf is not fucking better they are the exact same thing #and its time yall opened your fucking eyes to the world around you #'i domt support genocide but-' THERE IS NO BUT HERE.

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francis-mulcahys-angels · 9 months

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Im sorry for not being that active recently(and i probably wont be that active for 2ish weeks)

Its just hard to feel like a person sometimes and my home life is a wreck and im at a breaking/turning point where i truly dont know anymore

#its almost new years and my life is getting turbulent fucking kill me #i dont want to get too personal here but idk living is hard i get that but damn is it a fucking challenge #im also trying to learn video editing/gif making #and my job gave me no hours this next week #i just sometimes find myself crying...#wanting to die and how my life is already over #i dont want to relapse but the urge is their #i wish i was a person yknow #wins personal #mecore

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 1 year

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i dont think ive ever gotten a "she uses he him pronouns" but i have actively twice now in the exact same circumstance just a different year gotten "they use he it pronouns"

#people at school stop they themming me when i actively introduce myself with he/it challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#just me rambling again #its better than being she her-ed but. still not correct. still misgendering and making me uncomfortable #ive expressed this to friends IRL but now im thinking about it again so yall get to hear #i think people immediately they them me (people at my school at least or other queer people) because there's Enough about my #appearance to be able to tell that i am trying to not be a girl. but i also do not pass at all and am constantly perceived fem #so people just assume ah. Girl Lite. i know what that means that's what non binary is i should refer gender neutrally #NO!!!! I AM A BOY #I AM A BOY I AM A MAN I AM A GUY #OBVIOUSLY GENDER IS A BIT MORE COMPLEX THAN THAT IM ALSO A CREATURE BUT LIKE #I AM A BOY WHY DOES NO ONE EVER SEE ME AS A BOY rgh i did not realize how upset i was about this #I've been out for 3 years now and im so fucking exhausted of being trans sometimes it is so beautiful and divine but god #im so tired of never being perceived correctly #i have the privilege of going to a very queer school that tends to be much more accepting and supporting of queer identities than others #but god damn. i am so tired. stop preaching support while still not listening

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