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goodnight o lobey you
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my mom when you come anywhere near implying that she’s in the wrong: so you’re attacking me like I’m a horrible person
#She tried to make my brother go hang out with people he doesn’t like hanging out with#Because she’s worried he’s not ‘social’ enough or whatever#And he didn’t want to go and she got mad and upset especially when my dad#Said he shouldn’t have to go if he doesn’t want to#And I’m terrified to talk to her about the whole if I fuck up one more time#She doesn’t want to let me go to university thing#Because I’ll know it’ll end up as her being mad that I’m ‘attacking her’#And like. With the whole still being behind on several things thing#I’m having to lie through my teeth because now I’m even more scared#And she tries to act like she’s so supportive of me and just wants me to do well#But any ‘support’ I get is just. Trying to take any freedoms I have away#I know this kind of thing has always been happening but I’m noticing it more and more bow#After her threatening to try to not let me go to university if I fuck up because of my disabilities again#Because she thinks that I’m not ‘ready’ because I’m disabled and doesn’t get that it’s not her descision to make#Im so fucking tieed#moth rambles
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i need ao3 dark mode right now its 3am im being blinded just let me read my gay people
#IF I FIND OUT THERES A WAY TO MAKE IT DARK IM GONNA BE SO PISSED OFF.#it makes me so BOOOO through like#im getting attacked with WHITE LIGHT WHITE LIGHT WHITE LIGHT when km Tieed Like my eyes are burning man#fuck off#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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im so done with everything I need a goddamn break
#i will fucking kms at this rate#what the fuck is wronf with eveytbing like#im so fucking tieed of tbis bullshit its not in my hands anymore#im done being patient and mature about it all idfc if i whine anumore cuz#the least i deserve is bloody letting all of it out and i never give muself to that privilege#i need to start doing that#i need to acknowledge it all#get out of the fucking denial it keeps hurting me physically but i keep ignoring it#i keep thinking oh i am being so calm and patient about it NO DUMBASS YOURE ONLY HURTING YOURSELF
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whatbis it called when you're. so terribly sad and can't get up from bed because of it
#I KNOW its depression but like. this doesnt. feel like the Normal Depression i have#...like i. idk i cant. get up? i can but i just. so tieed#tired*#and ive felt this before but i cant like. put a name to it. maybe labelling it would make it better?#like i keep. saying im sick. but its not really sickness like i KNOW jts not i know the difference because again this Has Happened Before#but like. a) i dont want to feel like this again and b) this is more intense than what i usually feel? mahbe its because i#tried to suppress it for some time and now its fucking sucked punching me in the face#sigh.#deep sigh#vent#dni#delete later
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Its all a fucking nightmare. Moms dead. Dad thinks hes dying. Brother could die. Eberyone os u king dying. Im so tieed
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FIRST ANON ALSO EYES AT SPECULUM HDHDJDH
Strapped to a medical table, legs forced apart and speculum opening him up 🥰 yknow those rods they use to make sure everythings healthy?? well that fuckinf his cervix i know its not healthy or v safe but fuckkkk its so hot 😫
Oh thats very hot, I know cervical penetration is unrealistic and painful as fuck but fictional kinks wise YES PLEASE YES PLEASE
And we can pretend it doesn’t hurt Ace at all bc we are allowed🥰
Listen im such a big fan of medical table— tieed down Ace spread open and he can’t resist !! All the tools are cold too Marco didnt warm them up bc he’s mean and wants to watch every reaction possible
Ace whimpering when his cute little cervix gets prodded, gets a little unhinged when Marco mentions theyre going to have a little look inside ;3c
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bro I finished work at 12:30 fucking am it's 2:23 this dishwasher is still not done
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the sun: *sets*
my body: time to stop any production of the Happy Feeling
#em bluhs#god i dont have any control over my life i want to die i want to die i want to die#im not going to but i want to so fucking bad#i really eeally want to hurt myself though i wanna slice into my leg like jello and feel it sting when i move#im tired im tired im tired im tired im tieed im tired im ties
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i can not [insert]
#kats personal#gettimg veru tieed and anxious now and im not sure what to do i just wann curl up and close my eyes but i cant bc of social context sigh#i'll be updating the tags here over time to nkt spam#im scared someknes gonna tlak to me and im gonns idk act off or smth#like yeah i know im not in a good soace r but dndnndnd#how dows everyone just open up#me brother can tell cousins about his priblems and mt cousins can tell the other cojsins too#and i can barely tell kne person#fuck man im lowkey tesringup#shoulf br havig more fun#should be happier and kore sociak#ah fuck one person trief to talk to me and i statted teatjng yp but she understood ig sp she jsy left thank you#i feele realky bad because two or three of my cojsins/theur s/o are trying to talk tk me and enagge me but j cant eveb respond#not withtoit tesrjng up anywaus#nnd i cant project my voice and in iusg#i just csnt.#i feel so pathetic and bad and like im not trying enough#i also slept dhit so that lack of sleep is catcjing up#nd everuthing is just snowbalking and jncresisng exponentiwkky#my emotional support presence has left#aka t#my cousins gf who was sitting quietly w me tbe whole time#althought i dont thjnk she did it for .e#bjt still#fonally leaving
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#suicide tw#negativity tw#i dont lnow what to do#my constant strema of thoughts is just various reasons why i deserbe to die#like legit all i think abouy is how worthlezs i am or how i deserve to die or how people are better off without me#or how i camt handle this pandrmic anymore#or how fat and ugly and disgudting i am or how i have absoluyely no fuckinh yalents#and i just dont know what to do anymode#theres no relief to these thojghts qnymore nothung distracts from them or anytung#im juat so fucking tieed#and ao touch starved#but im just gonna end up dying alone anyways#and never be able to live on my own
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#||Dnt Reb/og plz||#Cade.vnt#NOT TO be sad on main for like the millionth time#but /h/#im so tired of living here im so tired of existing here i want to be anywhre but here.#im so tired f being called my dead name im so tieed of being called -||||||- im so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i've tried asking: call me cade.. n they just laughat me n say thats a dumb name so d:]...#like they love being like 'oh we accept you oh we support you!!!' n its just. ha yeah you really Do Huh.#ie mentioned it before but i've iterslly been told 'when you pass more we'll use your ~prefered~ pronouns#n i just. its not prefered pronuns d:)#n wow thank you. i literslly cant pass right now n i dont hav money to even think boout transistioning or anything so#ok#im so fiucking tired lads why cant they just fucking repsect me#no one really cares or supports me or accepts methey all act like it isn't a thing or ignore it#and im pretty sure they all just still think its a phase#n that i'll 'grow out of it'#im so tired of thm calling me she/her im so tired of being called daugter or sister im tired of it n it makes me wanna cry#i hate my body! i hage my face i hate everything
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hi (thinking about the maitlands)
#i dont have any themes or specifics to make a post because im too tieed#ufhdjfmvm im fucking exhausted from working#and like#aawhwjrjdjshdhg but#they hold me they kiss me etc#i am#kissing them so so so bad#pldfnsnfm#not content
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ik i like . sadpost concently but i really am just in a constant cycle of depression my man ! if im gone for a bit ill try and set up a queue . blacklist the tag #//vent post if ur just here for Regular Content !!!! im not gonna ask Anyone to read these and i hope u guys are having good nights
#//vent post#HEY tonights really really bad and i feel bad for making .#everyone on here and all my friends so concerned and having to check up on me and shit#i can only imagine how goddamn taxing and stressful that must be especialltnwheb n im so Rarely present and not great and being friends#tonights bad and i dont know what to do !#for the first time Ever i made an actual real fucking plan and god i want to follow thru !#im just tieed ! im so tired of not finding Meaning in life and being sad and inable to create and stuck eith this dumb inferiority complex#that doens t let me Create for the hell ofnit or even think im . good or talented .#ALSO i wish o jad ilike . ieven an ounce of creativity you know ?#i wish i was able to think of Original Concepts ! or even things that are entertaining!#i just cant Think my brain doesn’t Fucking Work#but thats not the Reason for tonigut thatd be dumb as fuck#MAINLY the reason is i’m hust so Severely Completely Depressed and my mother doesn’t Care and i’m tired and sad and for a solid six months#now ive wanted to just Exit !#and fuck! maybe i will . maybe i will#my head’s filled with nothing and i have No Optimism left!#i dont know ! lifes a lot and im posting this here bc . to do it anywhere else would be Shitty and Burdening of me!#that’s not a Oh Poor Baby thing i!!!! don’t want to put bullshit on my friends !!!!#idk . this probably seems so sympathy garnering and narcissistic but i just have to Talk! i have to talk .
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my eyes are barely open
#but i have to stay up AGAIN bcs projrcts and exmas and im just so dndnjsjs dONE#i can't wait for the 21st#i want to sleep already sammit#FUCK i have a contest on the 21st i hate it i hate i t i hate it bshxjswji#22nd it is them#im gonna sleep the entiee fucking dya im literally so fucking tieed#allex yells
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Hi yes hello here are a random assortment of saf aus i have some of which I have already talked about but hahahah branrot
Saf x pacrim au
right so essentially Curt and Owen are jaeger pilots but then Owen 'dies' so Curt retires, only returning for the end of the world where it turns out Owen isn't dead but instead took up a different role within the PPDC
Teacher au
Curt's a maths teacher and Owen's an english teacher, with the two becoming close while having to be form tutors for the same form. The student body thinks they hate each other however hence funny stuff enues. Easily one of the more happy aus in this collection
Childhood teenage? friends au (canon era)
Curt (round about 16) gets outed as being gay in his hometown so he runs away. One a train up north he meets a guy who owns a mechanics shop in London that's currently short on staff during WW2, the guy offers him a job and Curt excepts landing him in London. There he meets a young Owen, still dealing with the grief of his parents deaths and currently homeless because of the blitz, and the pair of them form a bond
Childhood again teenage? friends au (modern era)
In which Curt's grandparents own a campsite where they have a little cafe on site where Curt works when he's not busy. One morning after a storm that has had Curt running about, helping his grandparents prepare food and ushering guests inside before they get blown away with their tents, Owen and his family show up. Curt and Owen become friends being similar ages.
Actor/Celebrity au
Owen is a theatre performer and Curt is and action movie star. They meet when put on a celeb special of show. or alternatively they put in the im a celeb jungle cause i think thatd be funny
sports au
Owen is a rugby player and Curt is a baseball player. They meet at some fuckjng sports gala idk how professional sports work and get so drunk they have a one night stand, the two are now left to deal with their feelings and fending off press due to some images taken.
thats all for now i can feel myself going delusional as its almost midnight and im i am tieed as fuck id any of this deosnt make sense it is because i am tired i am always tired but my body does not wait when it comes to my specialist baby girls
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