#Im going feral holy fuck this is incredible

[kayzean]

*laughing hysterically* this took 32 hours

Anyways. Uh holy fuck? I- I did not know I had this in me. I can die happy now! *glances at the other two pieces I gotta do* Ok wait hold that thought-

Please PLEASE click in for better quality i BEG you!

Plz don't repost to other socials thanks!

Wanna see a timelapse? Heres 32 hours in 30 seconds:

[actingwithportals]

[Totally normal and reserved response]

Oh my GOODNESS this is so good!!!!!! What!!!!!! Aaaaaaaa!!!!!! Screaming and crying and yelling and pointing with so much excitement hello??!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!

DROPS THIS ON THE TABLE AND COLLAPSES DEAD ON THE GROUND.

Illustration for chapter 10 of In Blood And Stars by @actingwithportals.

[themintman]

I HAVE SURVIVED COMIC CON! (just about-)

I am! A little scared of how many people took photos with me! I underestimated how much people like villagers lmao BUT EVERYONE WAS SUPER CHILL AND NICE I LOVE YALL 🩷

some of my incredible achievements this convention:

Was "hrm"ed at by an entire queue of people. I gave them all a good giggle im quite proud of myself for that 😋

Accidentally clocked some poor guy in the head with my hat while trying to take a selfie (sorry bro 😞)

Played my first DND game and rolled the WORST charisma possible in my first throw (1. How the fuck did I fumble that badly 😦)

GOT RECOGNISED AS NURM?????? HOLY SHIT IM STILL GOING FERAL (cosmiczomb on tiktok, the selfie above is her's ⬆️🩷🩷)

Not my achievement but SOMEONE ASKED MY DAD (who went in his regular clothes) IF HE WAS STEVE. LIKE SINCERELY ASKED HIM. THIS IS HIS SECOND ACCIDENTAL COSPLAY IM SOBBING

I have! Less photos to post then I first thought! (Like I said people like villagers I got loads of photos just not. On my phone. 😭) But I do hope y'all enjoy this wee morsel of Nurm content.

Thank you father for taking these photos (but I will practice selfies good heavens it looks so much better)

[damagedghoulette]

GHOVIE SPOILERS

Do not click the line underneath

IM WARNING YOU

DO NOT CLICK IT IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THE MOVIE YET

LAST WARNING

Okay okay…

FIRSTLY?!?! THERE WAS SO MUCH MOUNTAIN I GENUINELY WAS FIXATED ON HIM IT WAS INCREDIBLE

(I hope there’s so much more mountain fanfics now)

Rain?? Oh my gosh I’ve never seen so much rain and so little Swiss??

ALSO SWISS? DID THEY GIVE U A DRUG OR SOMETHING WHY ARE U STANDING SO STILL LIKE NORMALLY UR FERAL??

Aurora?! Gurl ur vocals I’m jealous

TWINS? COPIA IS A TWIN??

WHY DID COPIA GO INTO A HOT AIR BALLOON AND THEN IN SPACE?

I DONT UNDERSTAND

SISTER IMPERATOR IS DEAD??

(I liked how the ghouls just stood around her body like- 👨🏼‍🤝‍👨🏽)

FATHER IMPERATOR??

(Pardon me, Frater - means brother in Latin)

THE CLIFFHANGER ON THE NEW PAPA?!

THE SKELETONS DANCING WAS FUCKING PHENOMENAL HOLY SHIT

I STILL CANT GET OVER HOW MUCH MOUNTAIN AND RAIN THERE WAS LIKE!?!

WHAT THE FUCK MAN

[laura1633]

max looks absolutely drop dead gorgeous all the time and there's nothing quite as good as max sweaty and glowing after a hard race on the top step of the podium (miami 2022 lives rent fucking free in my mind)

but the few photos that exist from the off season where he's probably closer to his normal weight when he's a bit "chubbier" with his love handles and softer stomach than during the season and his goddamn thighs and arms and quite honestly I've lost the plot a bit but what im trying to say is that Charles would go just as feral as i feel right now if not more at the way he looks during off season

he's just so biteable and grabable and so so soooo lovely holy fucking shit

I completely agree with everything you have said here anon.

During the season Max looks stunning (and of course post race sweaty Max is just 😍) but there is something extra special to me about off season Max.

I know he would have hated having those "paparazzi" style shots released and I feel bad that that happened but on a personal selfish level thank god those photos exist because he looks so incredibly good! So broad and thick and, just like you have said, biteable!

Those pictures live absolutely rent free in my head. The chest, the arms, the stomach, the thighs, everything is so perfect to me.

[tiny-crescent]

Is it weird that I'm waiting for pas de trois to end so I can binge read it all? I have it bookmarked and in my "To-Read" list. I just haven't read it. I don't know. I have a feeling that once I actually do read a chapter, I'm not going to be able to think of anything else, and I'll just be stuck obsessively waiting for the next one. And so I wait, stalking your profile to see if you've made the next installment. I'm obsessing over something I haven't read. Well, I read like, half of chapter one, out it down and was hit with the realization that, "Oh fuck, if I read another word, I'm gonna basically be throwin myself into a hole." It's for my own benefit.

BY THE WAY, HOLY CRAPIZOIDS, THE COVERS FOR EACH CHAPTER ARE FUCKIN GORGEOUS. LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK???? LEMME JUST GET IN THERE AND EAT IT ALL UP. OMG, MATSUDA IS SO CUTE. OMG, LIGHT IS SO SLY. IDE, THAT CRINKLE IN YOUR BROW???? IM GOING FERAL. I WILL EAT YOUR HANDS. YOU EAT WITH THOSE HANDS? YOU WASH THE DISHES WITH THOSE HANDS? THE COLORS BLEND AND MAKE WACHOTHER STAND OUT, THE FACES ARE SO EXPRESSIVE. THE SLIGHTEST HUNCH OF A SHOULDER SHOWS MORE THAN ANY WORDS I CAN WRITE ONTO THIS COMMENT COULD SAY.

Ahem, all in all, I'll probably be sending another one of these when pas de trois is done, and I've actually read it.

Muah muah, from what little I read, I can tell that it's going to be amazing.

weird ??? it's not weird at all!! that's so flattering ;_;

I understand completely– I'm the exact same way lol. I actively limit what I consume otherwise I will go down the rabbit hole.

this last week was hell for obvious reasons, so this is such a lovely thing to see pop up in my messages. ♥︎ ♥︎ ♥︎ thank you so much!!! how incredibly sweet. :') I loved drawing those chapter covers and I go between wheezing with laughter at your comments to welling up with tears because of how freaking touched I am lmaoo.

pas de trois is just my self-indulgent little side project I've chipped away at over the past couple years, but it's brought me a lot of joy. if it's managed to keep those reading it immersed/hooked and provided a small escape, then I'm happy. I hope you enjoy it once it's complete!! ♥︎

[strang3lov3]

YOU POSTED ANOTHER STEPDADDY ROMAN HOLY SHIT I WILL GO CRAZY ABOUT IT LATER HOLD ON

im so glad you’re well!! i’ve been a little bit stressed out lately as my driving test appointment is around the corner and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DRIVE THAT WELL AAAAGRH!! other than that i believe life is going well? i will see my family and cat soon so that’s exciting!

gyno!roman sounds so intriguing and nasty i love it😭😭 AND MORE JACK DELROY FICS HELLO???? i WILL lose my mind<3 if i can gather up enough courage to actually dm you OF COURSE you can tell me all about your ideas, i would love that😭

also idk what it’s about but im sure you did amazing with your research paper, you’re an incredible writer bestie be not afraid i CAN and WILL cook your dickhead of a professor if he’s giving you a hard time >:( good luck on your finals YOU WILL ACE THEM and then you’ll be FREE!!!!!!

-feral anon loves you

OKAY. HOLDING SPACE I MEAN HOLDING ON FOR YOU TO READ STEPDADDY 6 OR WHATEVA I love that this meme is a thing btw I love that that now no one can ever say holding space and be taken seriously lololol but you know me #hater

Okokokok driver’s test. I’m assuming it’s not the written one because you say you can’t drive that well (I can’t either) but if it’s the written one, study your ass off. The actual driving test could be a mixed bag. When I took it at 16, my instructor like reclined his fucking seat all the way back and was hungover and he was like “just parallel park or whatever”. And when my brother took it during the pandemic, he literally had to drive only around the block. I can’t parallel park to save my life and I also don’t know how to back into a parking space but you know what…hasn’t been a problem so far.

What kinda car are you driving? I hope to god it’s not a stick shift lol my grandpa taught me how do drive a stick in the worst way and the clutch had to be replaced within 6 months of me driving it. And then my brother totaled that shit because he revved the engine so much he cracked the engine block 💀 I never learned how to balance on a hill, I’d kinda just…stomp on every pedal so that awful grinding noises were made and I’d just hope and pray

AWH YEAH FAMILY CAT TIME!! Good fuckin stuff. I’m such a cat person through and through I love those weird little assholes

GYNO!ROMAN WILL BE FUN!!! He’s gonna leave a weird taste in your mouth and make you wet. And you’re gonna babysit for Jack Delroy and get your period and get all embarrassed but Jack doesn’t mind…doesn’t mind at all…

My research paper’s thesis was that the Black Death temporarily broadened women’s roles in medieval society but ultimately the changes did not last as the patriarchy regained control once society recovered from the plague. So during the plague, women were doing a lot. Nursing the sick, supplementing family income, taking on men’s jobs such as manual labor, even hearing emergency confession from the sick and dying. But they were not elevated at all in society after this - they were still expected to be wives, mothers, or nuns, no laws were changed in their favor, women were not any safer, etc. If you want I can give you the whole ten pages to read sometime lol. But yeah I’m fucking nervous I’ve barely eaten barely slept and I just kinda…jitter….like jittery hands and vibrating because I’m scared. And my professor wants to meet with me to discuss my paper?? Discuss my ass buddy that’s gonna be a no from me dawg

-buggy loves you, feral anon 🩷 sorry for rambling all I do is talk talk talk

[tinalbion]

Erm my gersh Hi I don't really have anything to say (other than your writing is fabulous!) I just wanted to ramble to someone who might understand so:

FREDDY'S HANDS AODBKWNSBSKSBSNRNRHEB THEY- THEY LOOK SO- SOFT??? AND TEXTURED BUT IN A NICE WAY??? PLUS HIS HANDS ALWAYS LOOK SO LIKE- NEAT?? TIDY! WELL CARED FOR! AND HIS FUCKING GLOVE I LOVE A MAN WEARING GLOVES AND THE DANGER OF IMMINENT PAIN IS NAJRJSNAJNENDNSNS im like a feral dog and freddy is a bone I am shaking around.

Holy shit imagine him just gliding his fingertips across stomach and laughing about you being sensitive. And him pressing the tips of those fucking knives against your throat and telling not to move while he rocks your shit??? Ajsjakrbskannwjwjener I might have a tiny hand fetish :D

Oh man sorry it took so long for a response to this, but I am here now, present, and READY to scream about it with you?!

First off, thank you for the lovely compliment, you're TOO kind and I appreciate you reaching out! You're always welcome on my page and in my inbox~

BUT to the rambling!

Freddy's hands in the opening scene of ANOES, I SWEAR (yes I know they weren't technically his but let's just SAY they are for the sake of it?) You don't really get a lot of glimpses of human Fred, so when we really see them in Freddy's Dead, they TRULY do look so soft but have that light calloused feel to them. And YESSSSS the glove in the beginning?? Him groaning as he's putting it on??? Come ON.

And then him as the dream demon version? You KNOW those hands have a different type of texture that would feel SO incredible on your skin, and he's definitely the teasing type. Would constantly do little things like that to get you going, watch your skin get goose flesh, and laughs as you're crying about the lack of touch while he's just breaking you down.

Hand fetishes are A-Okay, I got it, too 😂

[probsnothawkeye]

Its another beautiful Saturday and I am never going to forgive Louis for this week's episode of @ethicstownpod

There's gonna be so many spoilers below because I need to scream and this is my screaming place

Before we get too far into the spoilers, I GOTTA shout out Liz Dokukina because holy FUCK Liz's performance this episode hurt me. Artemis sobbing over finding out what happened to her mom broke me I just. And then the REVEAL my gods Liz's acting was off the charts amazing

We're not going to talk about The RevealTM yet because it will devolve into me screaming (positive) so let's focus on the other little things about the episode that I loved starting with what the FUCK is up with Ethics? Why is it like the Lonely suburb in that one TMA episode. I will say as an American who lives near a few gated communities, this does fully hit the sinister spooky vibes of rich people who love to live in identical houses. Too realistic in that regard. But what is up with this town? How is Artemis meeting all of these relevant people with relevant stories? *Is* it just a simulation or is it supernatural or WHAT it confuses me and I adore it

And we gotta talk about the sound editing. Cai has once again proven their sound wizard abilities I love the starts and stops of the radio, the static that doesn't sound exactly the same each time but you can feel it's the same thing happening Just very very good

And now let's talk about The RevealTM

JANUARY IS THE FUCKING MAYOR

No one is making him be nice to the mayor he just IS the mayor which AHHHHHHHHH

It was such a good reveal as well like the SECOND Artemis picks up the newspaper with Ian on it and starts freaking out you start to go "No.... it couldn't be"

And then she's talking to the people, asking if they know January and he doesn't exist and that dread grows and grows because yes, actually, it could be

And THEN you get Rhys Lawton to deliver that last line in that dark mockery of January's voice and im frozen, head in my hands, dog running over to me because she's concerned that I'm distressed

It was just so GOOD but I'll NEVER FORGIVE LOUIS

(This is a lie I will forgive Louis because that was SUCH a good reveal but also HOW DARE THEY)

I have been feral about Ethics Town since the show was announced

I've been following this since Louis made the Twitter for the show live

Every step of the way, the show has been absolutely astounding but this episode? This episode has done something to me that I haven't felt since the TSOSK finale (where I had to go run my fastest ever mile because I was so worked up)

Ethics Town is a powerhouse, a masterclass, just an incredible work of fiction. I cannot recommend this show more highly. It is remarkable at every step and even where the story betrays you, it still pulls you in deeper and deeper

Please please PLEASE listen to Ethics Town its so goddamn good

[nightwanderers12081]

HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK THIS IS INCREDIBLE IM GOING FERAL THIS IS SO SMOOTH AND THE STORY TELLING IS BEAUTIFUL ALSO AAA THE MUSIC N TICKING ABBFNSND I LOVE ALL THE WINNERS SECTIONS ALSO PEARLS WOLVES WERE ADORABLE ~ Ender/Whisper

Secret Life Fanmade Opening

Managed to scramble this together the past week for an after effects class ^^

I'll be adding some sketches, assets, and stills below for those interested 👌

[victorclays]

FAIR! i struggle so much with categorizing music into genres, so that makes a lot of sense actually! i really like the lead singer’s voice of pierce the veil! i like king for a day a lot even though that’s a popular ass song (i think). it’s a good song and i hyperfixated on it a couple months ago lmao. song recs would be nice!!!! i could add them to my notes for whenever the time is right

chateau is so beautiful to me. it’s like hotel in the clouds vibes. i wish i could draw how i see the song in one specific part. i have vivid mental imagery that i wish i could implant into your brain so you see my exact vision, very sad that isn’t possible :( i honestly haven’t heard the entirety of twenty twenty, i should do that but that album hasn’t had it’s time yet for me to listen to it. you’re pushing me to wanna! i just might! i listened to that line in the song and i went all 😳 at it. i never really thought of it like that and goddamn…. need a second after that. also not tmi! i’m a subby little gremlin too, no worries at all. there’s a certain part in i want your video that makes me feral. the whole part of “so, i need you, baby, feeling alright” brings me to my knees. like holy fuck. don’t know what it is but jesus h christ dude. it makes me sick in the best way possible. so i understand that so so so well. and you are so right, i hadn’t did that in years but this year felt right

that’s so nice to hear, i’m incredibly happy for you. i hope things continue to be better for you, you deserve so much joy and love <3

of course!!!!! sharing food is such a love language, as is cooking. i would love to eat your food, i just know how good it is haha

AHHH ITS JUST TRUE! and you’re so fair, i don’t have too many friends but they are all online. i love the little people in my phone, they bring me joy. even the ones who don’t know me directly, like you, it’s such a beautiful feeling to have people to share things with. OF COURSE THOUGH!!!! you’re so sweet and chill and nice, good vibes. love it here, feels like cake with cute sprinkles on top yknow?

-🦇

Well i know a green day song called king for a day... did peirce the veil cover it??? Or do they have their own song called that!?!?!?! I don't listen to peirce the veil... yet!!! Someday!

Yesss its such a dreamy song i love it. And yesssss i wish i could beam certain things into people's heads it would make things so much easier! And yesss you should listen!!! There's so many good dreamy songs on that one its amazing. Love the headspace it kind of puts you in. So nice. You'll love it when you get there!!! But yeah his voice and the way he sings certain things absolutely make me go feral. 🤣🤣

IM A CUPCAKE!!!! YOU JUST SAID CAKE... NOW THAT I READ IT BUT I WANNA BE A CUPCAKE!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🧁

[starlight-writes-stuff]

Hey lovey! Could I request a mcyt headcanon thing of how they each are in bed?

hi angel , and of course ! as always im sorry this took forever lmao . hope u enjoy (((:

AYO LOOK AT THESE : smut ! rough sex , choking , scratching , hair pulling , breeding / unprotected sex (wrp it b4 u tap it , bbys) , overstimulation , light bondage , i think thats all (:

reblogs are always appreciated <3

dream :

out of all the feral boys dream is the roughest for sure

it's all his gamer rage coming out

he truly has to control himself  / hold back

because he wants to fuck you until you cant remember your own name

but doesnt want to break you

he’s not the biggest fan or foreplay , only because he’d much rather feel you wrapped around him

but he loves to go down on you

would prep you with his fingers because lord knows you’ll need it

and once you started to squirm he’d get so cocky

“if you cant take my fingers , you definitely cant take all of me, baby .”

so many pet names - baby , kitten , pretty girl , bunny , bun , my little whore

he’d make you cum twice on his fingers alone

and wouldn’t fuck you until he was aching for any sort of stimulation

wouldn’t use protection (w your consent !!!)

the thought of his cum deep inside you , painting your insides … it fucks him UP

you KNOW clay would be the motherfucker to slap his dick on your pussy

would groan at the sound of how wet you were for him

he’d run the tip of his cock through your folds and collect your arousal

until you were begging him to fuck you - and even then he’d wait a moment longer

he’d ease in slowly , making sure you felt every single inch 

and would praise the FUCK out of you

“look so pretty taking my cock , bunny”

he’d stop to let you adjust to his length, but he’d be so arrogant as you bucked your hips

“want more , sweet thing ?”

you’d just nod , the pressure building in your tummy too much to produce words

and clay would grab at your chin so fuCKING agressivley

“i asked you a question , whore .”

he would just ruin you (in the most respectful way possible)

you’d cum for the third time within mere seconds

the room would be filled with the sound of harsh , slapping skin

you moans mixing with his - it was like a symphony to him

at some point your legs would go completely limp from the shear amount of pleasure clay was providing

and he’d circle an arm around your hips , holding your body to his as you came yet again

he’d get progressively less vocal as he approached his high , his raspy moans turning to rough growls and groans

and he’d bury himself deep inside of you as he came , muttering scratchy praises into the crook of your neck

as you and clay started to come down together it would be a complete 180

he’d pull out so gently , watching the way his cum dripped out of you

and would press sweet , tender kisses to every inch of skin he could get his mouth on

clay would run soft fingers over every bruise , every mark he left on your skin

admiring his work

he loves the way you look after sex - all fucked out and dewy eyed

would wet a washcloth with warm water and clean you up while murmuring over and over how much he loved you

the two of you would fall asleep pretty quickly after in a tangled mess of limbs

sex with him is quite the workout

george :

gogs <3

i have many thoughts on this subject yall

wakin up in the mornin , thinkin about so many things

would LOVE foreplay

something about being so intimate but not actually fucking is so <3 to him

he loves every single moment of it

starting from when a simple peck turns to something deeper

george’s tongue rolling over yours as he cups a hand under your jaw 

would do the thumb thing™ on your cheek

his free hand would roam up and down the curve of your hips

then up and under your shirt

the way that your breath hitched would make him sh i v e r

and george would start kissing down your neck and over your jaw to your neck

loves hickeys

and biting you

he’d take yall to some place soft if you weren’t already there and start to undress you

adores the action of getting you out of your clothes and insists on taking your shirt off himself

is obsessed w your titties

rolling your nipples between his fingers

sucking on the sensitive nubs , flicking his tongue over them until you could cry from pleasure

then leaves sloppy , hot kisses all the way down your body

is so good with his hands

knows the exact way to curl his fingers inside you

and is very good at keeping a rhythm that pushes you over the edge

but truly have you seen that boys hands because like

he’s all about pleasuring you in bed

it's his number one priority

and he knows your body incredibly well

the boy knows how to make you cum without even trying

yall have experimented and figured out what feels best

and he’s perfected those techniques

on the non physical side of things however

sex with george would be s i n f u l

the things he would say to you …

and in his fucking ACCENT no less

starlight has a voice kink

god he would talk so fucking dirty

the filthiest things falling from his lips as he’s thrusting in and out of you

he’d be so vocal

“just like that , love ,” he’d pant before throwing his head back

his fingers would dig into your hips as his moans turned to whimpers

the two of you would reach your highs one after the other

but george always makes sure that you finish first

sapnap :

we’re just gonna address this right away

daddy kink

(“call me big daddy” , sapdaddy , need i say more ?)

pretty dominant but not necessarily aggressive

more mentally dominant if that makes any sense ???

wants you so far in subspace that you’re all his

dumbification is so hot to him

“baby doll , darlin’ , sweet girl”

degrades you but in a soft way :,)

“look so pretty on my cock , whore”

“my sweet little slut , taking me so well”

spits in your mouth and holds your jaw until you swallow

loves to fuck your throat

literally uses your mouth as his personal fleshlight

hold your hair up for you bc he’s a gentleman

but would rather have it in pigtails

thrusts into your mouth hhhhhhhhhh

wants to see mascara tears and won't stop until he does

loves to give you facials

then takes 1476592837310982 pictures of you like that

his my eyes only on snap is 99% your face painted with his cum

honestly likes to cum anywhere he can see it

tits

backshots

on your stomach

l o v e s your thighs

and yall have absolutely done thigh jobs

would fuck you until you cried then marvel at the look of your tears

because you look so pretty when you’re entirely overwhelmed by pleasure

your face flushed a pretty pink 

eyes watering with crystal clear drops

then would make you cum again

“one more , sweet girl , you can take one more”

and you’d just nod , so deep into subspace that he words were like spells

how could you say no to him ?

aftercare KING though , would take such good care of you

would run you two a warm bath and carry you to the tub

bc lord knows you cant walk after him

and he’d run his hands allllll over your body , soothing any rough marks he may have left

at the end of the day he absolutely worships you

karl : 

karl jacobs , love of starlight’s life

i just think that he <3

karl has stated that he’s on the ace spectrum

so i think that sex with him wouldn’t be near as much about physicality

its about the intimacy and connection that comes with that for yall

and mans would make you feel so loved ,,,

he’d kiss every single inch of your body

and hold you so close to him as you two were getting undressed

loves kisses when yall are shirtless

because he can feel your heartbeat on his

and they sync up the longer u lay there

would go down on you for hours if he could holy fuck

he loves eating you out , drawing pretty moans from your lips

and is so good at it bye .

he can easily make you cum with just his skilled tongue

and fucks you with it i-

one of his favorite feelings in the world is your thighs tightening around his head

and your hands tugging at his hair as he makes you come undone over and over

you’re his favorite taste in the entire world

sex with karl would be sweet and soft and so so so intimate

it would be so loving

he’d have you look him in his eyes as he slid in

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnggngngnngngnngggggggg

and would stay buried deep inside you , not moving  until you adjusted to him

karl’s packing i just know it 

moans your name quite a lot

and murmurs how much he loves you , everything he loves about you inbetween thrusts

he’d hold your hands while you two made love

his grip tightening as he got closer

karl would make DAMN sure you came first

but loves cumming at the same time if you can hold off for him

the two of you would stay like that , chest to chest for a while after your highs

karl still tucked inside you

he’d love cockwarming dont @ me

is a fluffy mess after sex and always wants to fall asleep after

with you in his arms

quackity :

sex with alex >>>>>>

yes

please

he’d be . so fucking good . at everything he did .

alex loves foreplay

lapdances

bc he’s so obsessed with your body

and having you put on a show just for him ?

turns him on like nothing else in the world

lets you show off for as long as possible before he finally picks you up and throws you on the bed

hands hands hands

alex is so skilled with his fingers and knows how to hit all the best spots

has absolutely made you squirt on his fingers and is so cocky about it

has you hold eye contact while he eats you out

and the minute you break it , he stops

would have his dick in your mouth 24/7 if he could

and loves the way you look with your tongue swirling around him

keeps a hand on the back of your head and pushes down so gently

alex is definitely a soft dom

when he cant hold off from fucking you any longer he’s no stranger to tying your hands up

usually with his belt

fucks you in missionary with your legs over his shoulders

but also loves when you're on top

alex is a titty guy

such a boob guy

and absolutely covers your chest in hickeys and bite marks

getting to play with them while you ride him ?? heaven

once your hips give out from feeling so good , alex would lift you up and thrust into you

his fingertips digging into your skin , leaving pretty purple bruises

would play with your clit as he fucks up into you

“cum for me , princess”

loves cumming inside you

breeding kink

just saying

and watching it drip out of your pussy gets him hard all over again

his voice goes so deep while he moans

and calls you pretty names in spanish

vvvv vocal and loves when you match that

“show me how good im making you feel , baby”

[victorclays]

that’s such a good way of putting it! i like a few bmth songs but i don’t know that many. i’ve dabbled into emo music and i think fob and bmth fit under emo??? but i’m not sure 100%. definitely get the interest in them, i should listen to more honestly but it’s Not The Right Time yet haha. it will happen sooner or later! just not now :’]

REAL!!!! i fucking have to have lyrics the first time i listen to a song or else i may as well not listen to it. i need to know the very essence of the song in every form or i’m not satisfied. lyricism is one of my favorite things, probably because i love words in general, but GOD. i love songs and concepts and fitting that into groovy lil tunes. it’s the best. AND YES, oh my god. you get it. i fucking love chateau (feel alright) because at a certain point in the song, you can hear joe’s mouth sounds and i’m so fucking obsessed with it. it’s also just one of my favorite djo songs in general. it’s ethereal to me. it’s a favorite song of all time of mine, as well as end of beginning. i did the math of playing a certain part of that song as the new year rolled in, if that explains any at all how much i adore end of beginning. music and me are one, as are you and music. i’m so happy you understand. it’s made me overjoyed and no less of it

:( that’s so kind. i hope you’re proud of yourself, because i am <3 i am so glad that you’re here, thank you for being here. i’m sure little you is so so so proud of you and happy to be where you are now 🫶

WOAH. that food looks so delicious, holy shit. looks like food from an actual recipe website or something. broccoli is so good by the way. i had this broccoli bake recently that was like mac and cheese but was broccoli instead of macaroni and it was incredible! i hope you can have more nice food soon, to treat yourself and such <3333

-🦇 (MWAH, you’re so nice to talk to. i felt like this was worth adding. talking to you makes stuff feel less lonely, if that’s not too parasocial to say. you’re such a cozy person and you have incredible vibes. thank you for existing in this space. you make it a lot brighter just by being you)

I think technically bmth is like screamcore stuff but they aren't as screamy now thankfully cuz i cant do the constant screams. Im like baby you're hurting both us with all this yelling. 🤣🤣🤣 but yeah i would think like emo punky and fob is like poppunk i think. I just ADORE their lead singer and his voice and ugh i can try and rec you a few songs if you ever want! Whenever the time hits!!!

(Gonna pop this under a readmore cuz they keep getting long!!! 🤣🤣🤣)

Ooohh yessssss Chateau is SUCH a dreamy song!!!! Its not my fave fave one but it does get stuck in my head A LOT. and yesss end of beginning is amazing too!!! I think Mutual Future (repeat) is one of my very faves. I just love how slow it is and then the like, way he almost chants the bit later on. Like he's full of so much need. Like... gosh. There's also a line in Personal Lies that literally makes my head go all fuzzy every time i hear it. Cuz, and hopefully not too tmi here, but I'm a little subby gremlin and he uses his condescending voice when he says "you need attention. Well baby there's the line" and i just.... go a little feral. Every time. Getting shivers now just thinkin about it. But like... that happens with me and music alllll the time!!!! And i LOVE that you timed it!!! Thats amazing!!! Sometimes you just need to hear the right thing to start the year right!!!!

And i am! Very proud of myself. I still have bad days here and there. But they never feel like i can't get past it anymore. So thats really nice. I just sort of embraced the small joys and it really just makes things brighter!

And awwww thank youuuuuu!!!! I love cooking so much!!!! I would share my food if i could!!!

YOU ARE SO SWEET OH MY GOSH! not parasocial too much i don't think. Most of my friends are online people who live in my phone ans i have so much love for them!!! BUT IM GENUINELY SO GLAD MY VIBES ARE GOOD AND COZY YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRYYYYY!!!!

[fexalted]

Character bingo for our dear friend Jonathan Harker

vampanoia asked: Also character bingo for aziraphel and Crowley bc im curious

answered crowley here!

(our dear friend) jonathan:

my special little meow meow. my every waking thought. my dearest blorbo

a pathetic wet cat of a man

*gently holds*

they have done nothing wrong, ever, in their life

genuinely. what the fuck

will somebody give them a fucking hug jesus christ

i want to kiss their poor little head

THIS POOR MAN...... he's been thru so much and the book isn't even over yet!! he's just a little guy fresh on the job with a fiance at home and instead of having a nice trip abroad he gets drinked like a capri sun!!! he deserves all the good in the world and if anything else happens to further traumatize him i'm burning this entire website to the ground

aziraphale:

my special little meow meow. my every waking thought. my dearest blorbo

knowing of their existence fills me with incredibly violent urges

*gently holds*

[keysmash]

they have done nothing wrong, ever, in their life

not to be a homosexual but Jesus fucking Christ. oh. my go d. holy shjt

Autism™️

will somebody give them a fucking hug jesus christ

they could pour soup in my lap and i'd apologize to them

i want to kiss their poor little head

good LORD. i am honest to god feral for this man in ways i'm not sure i've ever felt before. i wish i could be normal about him but he gives me the most intense feelings of cuteness aggression known to man or beast. there's just something about his (perfect, beautiful) face that makes me want to start tearing couch cushions asunder with my teeth. pray this affliction passes over me soon, as if i become any further unhinged i may be unable to stop myself from building a secret shrine in my closet

character bingo

[oh-my-damn]

okay but truth is i think it’s so good to write for yourself and to reread your own work like that’s how we start, yknow? we find something that interests us and we write because we wanna put our thoughts on the page, we wanna read things that maybe others haven’t written yet or that we’d like to experience writing ourselves. as you know i love all your stuff bc you’re incredibly talented so please don’t feel embarrassed about loving or feeling proud of your own work, honey, especially if you put a lot of yourself in the characters!! i think that can be cathartic honestly

for context on the snippet it’s daddy!ari + reader having a secret oral fixation

“Tell me what I wanna hear,” he says, husky, in such close proximity to your ear that it sends a little cascade of chills down your spine. “Gotten so wet for me already, I think you know exactly what you want.”

And you’re whining, writhing for him. He can feel it, the way your body burns for his touch. A white-hot heat is simmering beneath your skin, settling between your thighs, and you need him closer, you need him stretching you open. “More,” you beg, getting so worked up that you’re panting with the effort. “Please—.”

“And I think there’s somethin’ you’ve been hiding from me.” He whispers, to which your heart quickly stalls in your chest. The steady thump-thump becoming a hiccup, breath stuttering in your lungs. You still. He can’t know. He can’t possibly know. You thought you’d been so careful about it, so wary about where your eyes stray. “Yeah, I think there’s somethin’ else you’ve been wantin’, sweetheart. Been keepin’ it real quiet, haven’t you?”

The water around your waist sloshes as you turn, the cold hitting your bare chest before it immediately warms when it meets his own. He’s so broad, cocooning you in his hold and splaying one palm on the small of your back, and you grind down on him, planting yourself directly over his crotch. “Fuck,” he gasps, but it’s swallowed in a kiss as you pull yourself into him. Always gravitating to his orbit. It’s a last ditch effort at distraction, so desperate to keep your little secret just that.

His lips are hot against your own, all spit-slick and intoxicating. Restrain is not something you allow yourself when your fingers slip through his thick hair, rising to tilt his head back and truly take what you need. He’s moving with you, squeezing at your ass and pressing you onto his cock, feeling the glide of him against your heat. His touch is a tormenting bliss. He’s hard beneath you, every roll of his hips catching your clit and you’re gasping into his mouth, enough so that his tongue can slip inside.

Your lip wobbles when he bites down, nipping at your skin. “Daddy—,” you stutter, pulling away, but not before he brushes a thumb over the seam of your mouth, pushing in until you’re moaning around the digit.

“There we go.” He hums. “Poor baby just wants somethin’ in her mouth, right? So dumb when you get somethin’ in your mouth, you just want all your holes stuffed full’a me.”

The truth is, you hadn’t been careful at all.

THIS WAS SO LONG SORRY MY LOVE

- Icarus

babe WHAT

like WHAT

WHAT THE FUCK

THIS IS SO GOOD AND SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO FUCKING HOT ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW

I ASKED FOR THE TIP AND YOU GAVE ME ENOUGH TO CHOKE ARE YOU SHITTING ME I AM FERAL RIGHT NOW

IF YOU DO NOT MESSAGE ME THE SECOND YOU PUBLISH THIS FULL THING ISTG I WILL RAIN HELLFIRE LIKE NO OTHER

HOLY FUCKING SHIT YOU ARE SO TALENTED I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS IT IS SO FUCKING GOOD

Okay but reading things like this makes me feel so fucking INFERIOR im not even gonna lie !!

I write porn this is ART

its so good !! it is BEAUTIFUL

OH MY GOD I AM SCREAMING

[plut00nline]

Fuck it im doing it

My 2020 top 20 movie list

(Disclaimer that most of these weren't made in 2020 but I just watched them this year. These aren't also really in a very particular order but they are lowkey ranked) (i also had to be choosey with the images i out cause of the limit, but yeah dont mind that)

20. The perfection

The plot twist in this movie is *chefs kiss* there was no way for me to predict the ending, bug as far as thrillers goes, it is brilliant. And also, lesbians. It can be a pretty triggering movie for ab*se and general gore, but really I love the pacing and the thrill of it.

19. The shining

Ah yes, a classic horror, and though I may feel iffy about Stanley Kubrick, this movie was pretty good. But I am saying this as a person that didn't read the book. The blood rushing down the hallway was really my favourite visual on the movie. It was a movie that made me felt genuinely scared while watching it, like hiding behind my blanket but also sweating scared, the suspense was pretty thrilling though

18. Doctor Sleep

Man do I love Danny Torrance, and Abra, fuck I love them both. Again, I never read the book, but my ignorance keeps me in bliss. The visuals of this movie are also great, and the emotions this movie puts through? I'm just glad headcanons exist, but really I did enjoy this movie even if it wasn't what I was expecting.

17. Birds of prey

Harley deserved a movie, and the fact that it was directed by a woman makes me love it so much more because we just got to see harley doing the things that she fucking wanted. This movie is wlw solidarity, from Margot robbie to Mary Elizabeth Winstead, women with crossbows? Sign me the fuck up. And from all the DC films I've seen, it's so much brighter, in the visual sense, there's colour! There's character! And not everyone is just brooding in darkness, its the type of movie that would make me actually watch and enjoy DC films.

16. Charlie's angels

Firstly, lesbians. Thank you. But really, its a good action comedy and really I'll jump at the chance to see women kick ass.

15. My octopus teacher

I've never cried over an octopus before, so that was an experience. And even though this is technically not a movie, I still wanted to put it on here cause it was really just a great documentary, especially since it happened in my home country and im very oddly proud of that fact.

14. Knives out

Murder mystery and chris evans go so well together. I have made a longer post, but to sum it up, like most of the movies on this list. The colours and the pacing and just the atmosphere of the movie was spectacular, and even though I couldve guessed the ending, I was still on the edge of my seat for most of it

13. Ready or not

I love this new wave of eat the rich media. Samara weaving is a great actor and I am in love with her and this whole movie. It really was something that I hadn't actually seen before and the fact that the whole curse thing at the end was true was really just wow. Along with eat the rich, I love the feral female energy lately, and the whole white clothing slowly but surely being covered in blood.

12. Geralds game

The line "youre only made of moonlight" lives in my head rent free. This movie, was really an experience and for a movie with only two people in it for the majority, it is really well done. I'll always feel iffy about a man writing a woman's experience (specifically) but I do love the way this movie went, yeah I hated the "Hand" scene, but I still enjoyed the after math of it.

11. The old gaurd

Again, more lesbians, what more could I ask for? The concept for this movie is brilliant, immortal mercenaries is the only trope I want from now on, and found family.

10. Parasite

Again with the eat the rich. This movie was mindblowing, and just, the imagery!! And im glad they didn't dub it in English cause fuck that, I enjoyed it perfectly with subtitles.

9. song of the sea

This movie, this movie! Is so precious and I had that song stuck in my head for days.the name Saoirse is also so oddly pleasing to hear. This story is so beautiful, the music is amazing and it makes me want to be a fae.

8. Scott pilgrim vs the world

This movie really did pass what my expectations for what I thought it was gonna be, the music was amazing, the transitions and editing style was *chefs kiss* and even though I felt like I was in a fever dream the whole time, it'd be a fever dream I'd gladly rewatch.

7. The imitation game

Thank you Alan Turing. This movie recked me, like emotionally, I was a mess when I was done with it, but damn was it good, like I really just felt something while watching it, I mean most.of the movies on this list did, but this one just really hit me in some way.

6. Klaus

At least there are still good Christmas movies being made. Actually, I was a mess for this one too, the second that child got that sleigh thing it was over for my emotions. The whole sirge of turning Santa into this big macho dude really is working out and that's how Santa should always be depicted. I could gush about the animation style of this movie all fucking day, I love it so much (and the shadows!!! Ahh the shadows!) It really is just incredible.

5. I'm thinking of ending things

Hey man, I knew this was gonna fuck me up just by looking at the trailer, but there was absolitley no way to prepare for whatever was about to happen. Even after watching it, I have no idea what happened. But I still found it great, I love movies that give me an existential crisis.

4. Spirited away

All I wanted to do, was eat everything in that movie, even if it would turn me into a pig, holy hells this movie is good. There was just this satisfying appeal to it that I can't quite put into words. Its beautiful like everything studio ghibli movie ever.

3. The Willoughbys

I never knew I needed a found family movie with a bunch of kids that were already family. I've made a longer post about this movie, and I dont think I could really say more, this movie is so fucking touching and I love the direction it went in plot wise.

2. Howl's moving castle

Again, I may not have understood wtf was going on, but I'll be damned if I didn't love every second of it. There is no doubt that this movie is stunning, and I really am a suckered for early 2000's 2d animation, because!!! Look at it!!! Studio Ghibli films always just floor me with how good they look. I really wanna read the book, because I would absolutley love to see a feral Sophie giving howl shit for crying over hair.

1. Us

This movie will always be my no. 1 it is amazing and I love everything jordan peele has done with his movies. Especially for it to have a full black cast, and those black people have darker skin than what is normally shown in media. The feral but also calculated nature of each character is beautiful and nothing can ever make me hate this movie

I hope you enjoyed this incoherent "review" of my favourite movies I watched in 2020, its been a shit show and movies really have been a place of comfort for me. But stay safe and happy new year!