#Im fucking shaking as Im typing this
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Let me @ videocult just for the funny hehe they probably wont repl-
I don't think I can exactly describe my feeling in words. Holy shit
And for those who don't know "the watcher"
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Go to the 36:00 minute mark :3
#rain world#videocult#rw nightcat#Im fucking shaking as Im typing this#Its real... a new slug is in the works#Youtube#slugcat
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i feel sick
#i know fearmongering doesn't help but i can't stop shaking#i feel like on top of the very real danger for anyone who's not white/straight/cis/male#we're going to have a magor cleansing of the online content i love#my brain cant even wrap around how to begin to be normal right now#i have fucking work today#i feel like life was supposed to be starting and now its over#and i know. life prevails#but i want a good life. i want the people i care about to be safe. i want to be able to have a partner one day.#i want to enjoy queer content online#i cant formulate thoughts right now#and im aorry for adding to what's certainly just doom typing#but im struggling to see any way this is not goong to destroy every part of my life i hold dear
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'skk dont like each other they literally always say they wanna kill each other'
as if they dont mean it in the most weirdass possessive 'no one else gets to kill you' way. as if dazai no.1 romanticiser of death osamu isnt being completely insane about it (bc what do you MEAN you've thought about killing him EVERY DAY for SEVEN YEARS)
(theyre also Lying bc theyd never actually kill each other otherwise theyd have done it already. its just a fun little exchange they have to be like 'wow ur so awful and detestable i wanna give u a lil kiss on the forehead (with a bullet<3)')
#like you dont GET IT. its just that hannigram type bs🙄🙄🙄#'im going to be the one to kill you (marriage proposal)'#THEYRE WEIRD. THEYRE STRANGE. THEYRE VERY FUCKED IN THE HEAD. BUT THEYRE ALL OF THOSE THINGS HOMOSEXUALLY.#*shakes you violently* I HATE SOUKOKU!!!#GUYS I SWEAR IM NORMAL ABT THIS *frothing at the mouth with sign glued to forehead saying WARNING: RABIES*#skk#soukoku#anyway smthn smthn dazais weird ass kink for chuuyas ability is bc he thinks it wld be hot to die from it.#always fantasizing abt instant death and chuuya walks in w the most instantaneous murder method. bet hes mad asf it wldnt work on him😓😓#on my insane shit again guys dont mind me#bangers
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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on episode 2 of dead boy detectives and uhhh edwin. darling. hello you had the choice between 1: something dangerous and almost completely impossible, and 2: fucking a hot shapeshifter. this should not have been a difficult decision. come on gayboy what are we DOING here
#kibumblabs#I think getting railed into the next century by the cat king would’ve been good for his repressed edwardian ass#if we were being realistic I think with the amount of repression and like a hundred years in the closet he would’ve absolutely#caved embarrassingly quickly and had some wild toxic ground-shaking sex#but you know. whatever#no all jokes aside though i imagine he honestly would’ve caved to the offer both for pragmatic and gayass reasons if not for the fact that#he is deeply in love with his best friend (whether he knows it at this point or not) and seems like the type to be sentimental underneath#all that bitchiness and egotism and as such would only feel right having his virginity taken by You Know Who#or at least by someone he actually has feelings for in general#that’s my take. because otherwise uhhhhh the cat king can GET it and he clearly fucking KNOWS that#considering he was so flustered that im 98% sure he left that room at least at half-mast#ANYWAY#dead boy detectives
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CHAT WE ARE SO BACK ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#otp: good eggs#tadamu#shugo chara#shugo chara jewel joker#viv speaks#I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT#OH MY GOD THIS PREVIEW IM SHAKING CRYING DYING ALL AT ONCE#they’re high schoolers now 😭😭😭 look at their CUTE JACKETS#the uniforms are so fucking cute look at my daughter amu 😔😔😔#no yeah — this manga needs to come out faster FRIDAY IS TOO FAR AWAY GOD DAMMIT#tadamu stans are we alive ??? YALL GOOD ??? type 1 if ur okay#tadase and amu in one frame#AAAA#THEY AINT EVEN HOLDING HANDS ??? and my brain is like: oh it must be so they’re dating#🙃🙃🙃 Vera PULL URSELF TOGETHER#anyways..#bedtime I CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO DROP AAAA
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Endlessly tickled by the idea of Akira being a good shot but a shit gamer. I like to think its cause hes got incredible hand eye coordination and super steady ‘surgeon’ hands; hes very good with precise movements, but panics when he has to do brain melting inputs. His brain can keep up but its hard to make his hands follow suit. Its why u can have him be dogshit at arcade cabinets; panicking with the little joystick and button mashing like mad, while having him be a beast at things like darts and billiards.
The only arcade games he can play is house of the dead-esque shooting games (hes literally at the top of the leaderboards for MILES and he draws crowds whenever he plays) and DDR cabinets (hes just very light on his feet)(NOT to be confused with stepmania; he would die if he had to do arrow inputs with his HAND). Its kinda fun to watch him fumble with the other silly gimmick cabinets, but its more entertaining to watch him do what hes good at. If u take him to play darts, and if the darts are super cheap, he will absolutely try his best to split them down the middle each time. Doesnt always work, but its insane to know that he lands the bullseye literally 100% of the time.
#chattin#akira#i just think. having him play games like how my uncle plays games is a silly visual#hes also Tall#so hes like as tall as the fucking machine and shaking it like crazy. hes dying. help him.#but hes never like. hmm#i guess self conscious about looking silly? it doesnt even occur to him bc hes so focused on smashing inputs#so ryuji can take him to the arcade all the time and never get a sore loser for a teammate or rival#on the flipside. he is so good w knives its scary#and like. anything sharp. and anything thats a projectile tbh#if u took him to do archery i think he would love it.#but for now hes got Baseball and Darts. and hes good at Both.#i know royal has him playing darts or something w goro??#i think its cute. also funny. goro would lose miserably and get so fucking tight. like alright. im not taking u here anymore.#akira opts to just watch bc he didnt think he was going to hang out w a sore loser#and goro HAS to challenge that. obviously.#like *clenched fist* ‘no. i insist. were here for a. good time. friendly competition is. healthy.’#*clenches jaw so tightly u can hear it pop* ‘another round? ‘#thinking about it; turnbased rpgs would be perfect for him. hes very bad at action games and fighting games#so playing games that dont demand that from u would be nice for him.#rhythm games would be easy too; the focus isnt on the hands but the beat#he doesnt have to THINK about hand inputs#MAYBE racing games would work too? but high speed racing games like burnout would be too much for him i think#and depending on the TYPE of shooter; fps games would be bad; third person shooters even more so
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Day 104 | id in alt
*Kugisaki voice* Itadori, your mom is a fucking freak.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#kenjaku#my extension#geto suguru#Kenjaku going down to get a new favorite one of Itadori's friends since junpei died#She likes the ones that are just a little wack#im sorry that motherly shit cannot be extracted#immediately started shaking the nearest kid and the favoritism shined through#treating a random ass girl decently by kenjaku standards than choso bc i think its funny#plus gege just got scared by how many interactions Kugisaki could make interesting i just find it funny#this one is for my one mutual. and the fact i kinda wanted to see what drawing kenjaku would be like#gege fumbled the bag but i dont plan on not grabbing the bag myself#gege dosent know how to properly write a fucked up mother#contrary to popular belief#i do enjoy kenjaku talking and i think xey should talk more actually we haven't milked all the information and interactions outta her yet#also the one glimpse of Kenjakus pupil i based off of the parasite that takes over snails! I thought itd be funny#*cracks knuckles and starts weeping about typing out the id*#yes i use neo pronouns she/he/they/it pronouns for kenjaku. yes i will continue to so unless i am told it is wrong#if i am told it is wrong i will change my shit IMMEDIATELY#i hope i characterized kenjaku correctly#i think i should open asks....
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use your teeth on those who don't deserve you use your claws on everything that hurts you
rotting chaos
#my art#Cowboy Campaign#'Ladybird' (OC)#Pirate Campaign#Captain Flameheart (DnD NPC)#I can't imagine why my party immediately latched onto Flameheart couldn't possibly be the chaotic masked outlaw appeals to them#and they're BOTH fucking ROTTING!!!!!!!!!!!!#A WIN FOR THE GAYS (in what way? i don't fucking know but Ladybird and Flameheart aggressively shaking hands is really funny)#I tease btw I do genuinely love Flameheart for the brief moments we had them-- im always a sucker for suave monsters#but watching everyone go absolutely *insane* around me as their type once again was hit on the mark was *really* funny#my (romantically & sexually) demi ass watching them; wrow just like real life#me putting on the ladybird voice -- my friends promptly disintegrating into dust w/ a pavlov like response#rea's trash
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everyone in the jrwi fandom who is so desperate for well written female characters should stop forcing their hcs into canon and start reading worm
#posts that i am prepared to be crucified over#i fucking hate it here! shaking everyone by the shoulders. stop relying on mediocre cis internet men to give you anything#not that im saying wildbow is any better i dont know anything abt him . but like. worm has extremely well written female characters#PRETTY SURE they outnumber the male characters also. the men in worm exist to support the women and then die badly.#there is other media out there. stop making everything so insufferable and go watch/read something that has#the types of characters you actually want to see. instead of. whatever the hell is going on in this dumpster fire of a fanspace#sorry <3 jonesy and i were complaining abt things earlier and im feeling heated. go fucking read worm or something
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oh my god i forgot they were doing the air shows again the jets are so insanely loud i literally had a second where i thought one was about to crash into me and i was going to die
#i swear ive never heard one that loud before it sounded like it was crashing right above me jesus christ#set off car alarms and everything#im literally shaking as i type this god i fucking hate the air shows#san diego anon you know what i mean.
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watching the reality of the situation can soneone show this stupid mephone bitch how to turn on "do not disturb" mode
#SPOILERS IN THE TAGS SPOILERS IN THE TAGS#inanimate insanity#ii spoilers#SEASON 3 IS NOT IN CANON LIMBO WE FUCKING WIN!!!!!!!!!!!#bot will become real in 3 seconds#pickle screentime. but at what cost#holy shit my hands are shaking typing is so HARDDDDDDD#suitcase my girl <:( everything is changing so fast#mossball.txt#i just got through the first 8 minutes im actually losing my mind
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#i am VIBRATING#my hands are actually shaking as i type this oh myg od#theyre#theyre so#im freaking the fuck out#good omens#good omens promo#gomens promo#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#crowley#crowley good omens#anthony j crowley#aziraphale#aziraphale good omens#gomens#good omens fandom
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"....When did we get to the point where natural hair is no longer associated with ...Black People? Black Women?"
Non blacks pls dni.
Have to amplify this woman's valid and articulate short on the relevance of this topic bc, whew smh, I have discussed the same thing here — and am both just as disturbed (and honestly? a little let down?) by Black Women letting go the equity we had in natural hair. Esp just to pick harmful maintenance/norms right back up. I do understand that we, as a race of women all by ourselves, have sooooooo many odds stacked against us regarding what we do with our hair and how we take care of it, but I cannot for the life of me understand what the purpose or benefit is supposed to be in returning to things that actually harm us disproportionately.
For good measure, she also spoke more directly and at length about this issue, it's toxically influential spaces and platforms — as well as the colorism, texturism and misogynoir in general at it's core. So glad I'm not the only Black Woman being transparent about how backwards the nhc/nhm is going.
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#the nhm was not an All Women movement idc idc idc#it was for black women#not black-identifying women#not mixed women#not nbwoc#not white women#it was literally for black women#wtf happened fr?#there is NO presence now for type 4 hair in anything even parodized as nAtUrAl HaIr#it is so depressing sometimes#seeing how prevalently we're still wasting time money & energy on the same ol shit#genuinely want fucking better for us#came so far for what? to reach for the poison in the future anyhow?#like you have no idea how badly it makes me wanna grab & shake the living shit out of some of yall#& tell you how fucking beautiful you are#how beautiful your natural hair is. how valid you are regardless of what you do with it#like omfg im so tired of the stigmas about us#so tired of the stereotypes#so tired of the misogynoir ass preconceived notions about our hair that a lof of bw BEEN disproved#going back to perms isn't helping that cause tho#it's not helping little black girls feel esteemed about their appearance or hair texture#it's not helping us at all idgaf stop justifying this#black hair#natural hair#black women#black tumblr#black twitter#textured hair#misogynoir#non blacks dni
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WHO SENT ME $100???? THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I WAS STRESSING SO HARD ABOUT GROCERY MONEY AND GAS MONEY THIS HELPS SO SO MUCH THANK YOU
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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