#Im feeling so sad about this ep
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I love horror as a genre but I've never felt frighten or genuinely horrified by it. I just really love the strange concepts and the haunting narratives.
Trigun Stampede episode 11 tho? I legit feel ill and horrified the more I think about it.
Can't believe they would violate my boy this way.
I'm just-
#trigun#trigun stampede#Vash#vash the stampede#Im coping rn#Like that's insane#Im feeling so sad about this ep#And I don't mean this in a bad xay#Im really impressed with studio orange work#I love it really#But jesus christ this is destroying me in a way I was not ready for#Like#That's horrible man#He better have some good moment to make up for this level of horror next season bc my god#This is horrifying#Truly#trigun stampede spoilers
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no matter what happens, no matter how much it hurts, you don't stop dancing, and you don't stop smiling, and you give those people what they want.
#I DONT POST NINJAGO HERE ANYMORE FOLLOW @LEGOGENDER#ninjago#cole brookstone#cole ninjago#be nice im still learning to paint LOL#if even one perspn can understnad this ill be amazed#sorry today we are going for the cole art drenched in personal interpretation#um. well first off hes trans. and i will say i think his entire s1 arc w his father feels very trans. if you dont understnad dont worry#but uhhh. i think a lot about how cole canonically still struggles with living up to expectations#despite making up with lou. and tbh honestly in my mind that didnt even happen#ive said before maybe but i Personally think the stronger arc for cole would have been having to make the choice to stay a ninja despite#his fathers disapproval. that maybe even tho lou disowns him it doesnt matter. bc the ninja r his real family now#bc honestly lou is so absent in the series it might as well ahve never happened LOL#but yeah in s11 is the obvious one. w the travellers tea#and again in s13 not being able to do the burst#feels a Lot like how he reacted in the royal blacksmith ep#i think lous expectations of cole and harsh treatment definitely cld have been the source of his issues.#and especially considering he says he had to do all the chores after his mothers death... makes his anxiety around being leader#(in early seasons)#a lot more sad. i think this was in books confirmed#um. yeah. i think abt cole. hes rlly interesting hope u understand now kinda#so yeah. and i used the bojack quote cus i think its similar in that cole was only young when lou installed these fears in him#'a song you taught me when i was small' and all that#altho i think the gina version fits jay also LOL#artsbotz
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something has possessed me i think bc why am i in the year 2024 thinking about merlin/gwaine but also merlin/lancelot but also gwaine/merlin/lancelot. what have i done to deserve this
#merlin#bbc merlin#bbc gwaine#bbc lancelot#in truth this is not surprising at all#gwaine is my favorite character#and there is no world in which gwaine didnt know about merlins magic#i love the merlin tv show so much#it couldve been so much better. IT COULDVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTERRRR#and no one knows just how much this show means to me#like in terms of comfort shows this is the number one#even though i dont rewatch it all that often#i think about it so much#chat do i rewatch merlin in its entirety for the first time in years#i usually just rewatch my favorite eps#the ones with gwaine as a main character#and the ones that make me sad#i also love lancelot so much and i do kind of hate how the show did him SORRY#when morgana brings him back. love my toxic queen but i cant watch it#to me gwen was always in love with arthur and morgana#idc about actual legends i care about the tv show#one day ill read some retelling of the whatever and WHATEVER#but. i can feel how i want#the way i view the various different ships... its wild#like i can go into depth one day... but not today IM TIREDDD#sorry im rambling its 3am and ive had a rough few days rip#im gonna take some melatonin and go sleep good lord#why does my pc think melatonin isnt a word its literally a drug???? whatever#anyway. ramble OVER i need SLEEP
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#im actually so sad i didnt like these eps.#like... i dont think is a problem of the writing being bad its just that theres no fucking time#they have way more plotlines to fit into a very limiting amount of episodes#and they kept coming up with new plotlines and characters for some reason#and now everything is so unbelievable rushed#characters reconciled way too easily#we apparently got months of off screen character development that we see basically NOTHING of#<- and that makes the jump feel super jarring? like the s1 time jumps felt fine but#this one just feels like they changed some characters almost completely and forgot to tell us about it#god. idk. im going to sleep im upset#arcane#arcane spoilers
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guys you know how i feel about himuro yes? well. listen to this. i ask my beloved boyfriend "who is your fav character in knb?" as we're watching it, and he says "oh i think aomine" and i celebrated the successful inauguration of another member to the Best Stupid Idiot Fanclub, only for my bf to then say "actually no, maybe it's kagami's brother" and i detached myself from his arms then slid across the couch to sit cross legged by myself. wrong answer ! wrong answer
#i said “how did we watch the same eps and you LIKE him” and he says im sorry et cetera he's very nice and i say “i cant BELIEVE this”#and he says im sorry i like him he's just a dumb kid who cant communicate how he feels#outing myself as cuddling for the purposes of demonstrating the sheer foolishness i am surrounded with#this is not a serious post btw. i just want ppl to know it's not serious#he (my bf) is so funny and nice for APOLOGISING for having a different opinion HASJDHASKDH#he has to do this a lot unfortunately :/ when will he learn that i am right and no other answer is right#no but can we talk about the leap from aomine to himuro? get out of here#he used to love kagami best but seeing aomine be depressed and sad made him like him#like . it makes so much sense#my boyfriend was at least correct for THAT#he also loves kuroko and he was complaining a lot about takao bc takao can stop him#we are JUST about to watch the kirisaki daiichi match i cant WAITTTTTTT
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if the next project reece & steve work on together doesn't involve at least 2 musical numbers im gonna [remembers suicide jokes are bad etcetcetc] fake my friend's murder, blackmail them, move into their house & force them to go on my podcast
#personal#i feel like this deserves to go in my personal tag lol as a treat#i know they wanted to do an in9 musical ep and im DEVASTATED they never did :(((#but they had musical numbers in basically everything else theyve done (plus plenty of musical references)#and i just love musicals so like lads please please lads#it was funny watching psychoville for the first time abd the series killer song coming on#and them having glenn carter play jack the ripper and i was immediately like JESUS!?!?! lol#anyway is this a good time to admit i wrote a song & scene to a hypothetical psychoville musical#featuring mr jelly singing an emotional ballad about being a sad clown lol? is this a safe space to admit that??#also a maureen and david tap dance number in place of the superman song lol purely cos more musicals should incorporate tap#but yeh anywayyyYYyYYyYyy#it's nearly 1 and i should rly go to bed pfft
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the scene where the doctor tells kate that he doesn't have kids yet is such a crazy ass thing to say just randomly but i love how when kate tells him that she never knew he had a granddaughter based off of the stories her father told her as a child, he tells her "I was a different Doctor back then, Kate. Great enigma. Still can't shake it off. I'm trying." which is so heartbreaking and it crushes me because it's already so apparent how badly he wants to change from this closed off, holds everything in his heart and then one day he'll die type of person. he wants to be better than that. for himself, for his friends. and he fails sometimes too, he gets closed off, like in rogue, he just tries to move on but ruby doesn't let him. but even that, he doesn't hug her fully, with all of his grief and fear. he's still holding back, but he's trying. and it hurts him. he's trying to be open and truthful and with that openness i feel like he's realizing just how painful life is without all those fortified walls up, how deeply grief can seep into him, but inversely, how fierce he can love and hate and fear and hope!!! everything is brighter and burns hotter when those barricades are down and its for the best and worst
#like rings of ahkaten eleven screaming at a god eating at his memories is 15 every other episode#how exhausting. i love him for it#it's just so sad but so lovely to see#i'm still thinking about him and 12. i don't have time for the luxury of outrage versus let it all seep into me like an open wound#so i can grieve them like they deserve so i can remember them like they deserve so i can love them like they deserve#two different ways of going about it that i feel are both justifiable ways to cope#because it's not just walls up to protect himself it's walls up to protect the ones he loves as well#whether or not that ends up helping in the end it hard to say but its the intention with this discussion yes? lol#ncuti really exemplifies this era of the doctor in a way i dont think anyone else could#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#im so tired sorry if this is hard to read#just my post ep babbles
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huge shoutout to the empress eyes for establishing that ice kings diary goes so far back that it has entries from when, so far as we can figure out from context, simon was still somewhat sane. Meaning that 1. he has NOT written in that very much to still be using the same book after literal centuries 2. This ^ Is Simon’s Diary
#but like rly i am so pepe silvia abt the implications that this ep + f&c ep7 have abt simon after leaving marcy……..#is it mean to simon that im a little sad we’ve never seen anything from that part of his life#that nightmare time where hesjust waiting until he finally fully loses it#and has to miss marcy and feel almost as guilty for leaving her as he did for being around her#and even after being alone like that for years hes still somewhat HIMSELF#and also he got fucking hypnotized into being a vampires servant#and in between being hypnotized and losing his mind he mostly just thought she was hot.#i think about it do you#basilposting#atposting
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brother where is the charles appreciation
#so dark out here#umm dead boy detectives review here we go! first two episodes were definitely the worst of the series. both are kinda weirdly paced and#the exposition is done poorly in places. overall from episode 3 onwards it gets much much better with pacing and show dont tell#do not understand for the life of me why they made crystal palace american#kassius nelson (<- crystals actress) was very good in places and kinda ehhh in others and im 90% the issue for most of the latter moments#was just that her american accent is not great. sorry they did that to you queen#dialogue was a bit dodge sometimes as well#stuff i liked now! the plot felt quite solid and i really enjoyed the monster of the week approach i think thats the perfect way to#do a dbd adaptation. was a bit annoyed they immediately went to america but port townsend was an interesting setting and all the#supernatural elements/characters fit in nicely#major props cos i feel like the show mostly pulled off the emotionally charged moments without getting corny and the dialogue was generally#good in those moments#particularly charles/crystals heart to heart in ep. 3 and like the entirety of episode 7 (<- ep 7 was brilliant)#overall very fun watch and i feel that the more irritating typical YA show garb was at least a bit offset by them being willing to get#quite dark in places#bit sad people are mostly posting about edwin becos charles was my favourite. has been entertaining watching americans scramble around#the cultural differences in the show#shaking my inbox like a maraca. if anyone wants to talk at me abt the show i will love you forever#.log
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loving your brother sososososososo much saying if anything happened to you i’d…… what? what would you do? in what way would you fall apart? how would you put yourself back together afterwards? would you swallow the notion that there was nothing at all whole? would you grow bitter and jaded, would your body finally cease to reject that splinter of cynicism? godddddd. nanami. nanami. i know where those feelings lead. being a child being a baby having done nothing other than be born. thinking youve grown up thinking youve come to understand the world, only understanding a one-dimensional fragment of it. you truly don’t understand screaming sobbing crying until youve witnessed nanami’s world collapse around her in real time in the most cruel and horrific manner imaginable. dont even get me started on how anthy and touga feel about it
#sorry for sad nanamiposting (lie)#i think so much about her memory of touga’s birthday and how it’s like the single most significant moment in her life#and how she feels she forever ruined it by killing the cat which granted her that embrace#and it’s like !!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!#thinking something has always been wrong this is what’s been wrong i am wrong i am wrong#and yes then thinking im going to escape this i don’t want this etc etc#but that bejng so devastating and that lacking any real TRUTH#like who is that boy in nanami’s memory and why does he mean so much to her#if there was nothing at all………. if she knows where those feelings lead#like sorry i have to go lie down in a hole now#AGAIN. don’t get me STARTED on anthy and touga in ep 32 you won’t hear the end of it#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#shut up daisy
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ok i just watched dff ep 11 and i. am going insane.
#i cannot piece together A Thought right now bc holy fuck SO MUCH happened in the last like 10-20 mins of that ep#my only thought is that it seems the finale is going to be v much based on each character's fears#as ig theyre all currently knocked out on hallucinogenics#im. I STILL NEED TO KNOW WTF FLUKE'S DEAL IS#and it looks like white rly is just sweet bby boy :(((#never thought id feel so fhckin sad for tee#everyone's theories about non were (maybe??? seemed pretty real) proved wrong#new/tan rly is unhinged as all fuck#phee truly stuck himself into a serious moral dilemma#mad kudos to barcode as usual#big fuckin kudos to all of them tbf#also im still a weeee bit confused abt perth lmao#there were all these big theories but like unless he shows up or does smth in the last ep...#idk i felt like he didnt add a lot to the story in this ep??#wow i lied apparently i did have thoughts#dff#dff the series#dead friend forever
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yeah i actually really do want a checkup on eddie after ep 4 of the penguin how is bro coping in there
#bro cannot be good ......... i must see LET ME SEE HIM... just a peep#this isnt all im taking from the penguin but . i have my concerns for the dude#anyway i will continue to think about sofia now. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD SOFIA FALCONE PL#im so sad they cancelled the arkham show bc based on this ep it couldve been SOOO FUCKING GOOD i feel
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being in the DS9 fandom, you'll discover there are so many ways for people to be wrong about julian bashir
#wow i don't like a lot of you#baffled at how a predominantly autistic fanbase can be so contemptful of autistic behaviour#buddies i think you're the ones who are cringe. see i cringe WITH julian not against him#and not even just that#theres the ''julian is stupid about everything that isn't medicine'' thing#fuck you that man is a starfleet officer and he's a genius. i saw him fix a console and i was genuinely surprised because of this shit#''julian is stupid'' ''julian is annoying'' ''julian is insufferable'' ''julian deserves to be bullied'' and so on and so forth#wow. i hate. all of you. and based on the way y'all talk? you guys would hate me too#oh and worst take of all. like on a moral level:#''julians parents were in the right for doing what they did. its natural for a parent to want to have a normal child''#and other such ableist takes. literally i have seen people like that#i saw somebody baffled by that ep being like ''what did julians parents do wrong. they helped him. what is julian upset about''#and holy shit. that is. so fucked up#besides all that. the way the fandom and the show is mean to julian pisses me off#Why Are His Friends So Mean To Him#i have this brain thing where i take criticism of julian bashir as a personal attack. its called autism#sometimes an autistic-coded character in star trek will say something the narrative has deemed as Wrong#and i can tell thats what im being told because i understand media language but im still baffled like ''Whats The Problem''#spock. data. seven. julian. and its like... actually guys its everybody else who is being weird and mean about this#i do find it a little sad knowing that if i existed on DS9 that o'brien and kira wouldn't like me. like damn. i like you guys#anyways i have a lot of the DS9 fandom blocked because they got me at risk of developing a wee chunk of self loathing. and i refuse#i wasnt raised to feel shame how dare you
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Just got done watching the “Ashoka leaves the Jedi order arc” in Clone Wars. Don’t text ☹️
#I feel so bad for her#I also watched halfway through season 6 ep 1#and im sad about that too#I already knew how it was gonna go from spoilers but im still sad af#SHE PLANNED ON COMING BACK 😭#The *don’t text* is a joke btw pls do text#please#Im begging#star wars#the clone wars#ahsoka tano#clone wars#:(#star wars talk
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caught "i miss the old X" disease
#i still love phoebie bridgers but#there was something so special about my relationship to her music right before she released punisher#and also like. before she became more 'mainstream' i guess...#idk. im so sad the killer ep was removed from spotify btw. my emotional support 😭#also i feel like lots of her fans now fall into that annoying category where mitski and hozier fans also fall within#lumine.txt
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if only i was a fly on the supermegaplex wall
now that a day has passed and they still havent said ANYTHING (except matt’s tone deaf concert tweet), i’m imagining the most insane and chaotic fallout. i hope they rip each other to shreds. theyre literally making the situation worse the longer they wait to say anything but maybe they deserve it. they should go ahead and halt their plans to move into a new and improved supermegaplex because 95% of the patreon is ready to cancel, even patrons who only commented jokes under every post are writing their essays. i feel more disgusted as time goes on and no amount of corporate style tweets will fix this.
#as most people have already said matt is the main offender but ryan dissapointed me too#i might be willing to forgive ryan in the future depending on the response but im currently watching the dingdong and julian vod and#its clear matt is and has been super selfish#all those years they talked about how much they love the fans and blah blah better and new content soon#all that just for the magnum opus to end on the note of truck sim and podcast eps#all the time i spent stanning them and even presenting on them in school#so dissapointed rn#ive been wearing my supermega shirt for days. even before the news and i havent taken it off. idk why#i tell my self its because its comfy but maybe deep down i want to hold onto them#out of all the youtubers i watched i never thought the funny brothers would be like this#ryan was always my favorite so im trying to hold on but if his personality is true.. i feel he wont do much to save himself#im trying not to sound too parasocial but the way he beats himself up and is always self depreciating... he might just give up#all those jokes about him technically being over matt. i really want him to fire matt or something. i think ryan can do it.#although his response where he cares about his bday party was so.... ugh#supermega#supermegay#i always imagined watching them until they were in their 70s so im super sad to learn theyre like this
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