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Yandere Albedo x reader
Just a little bit of Yan! Albedo based off of a pov I wrote before. The reader in gender neutral and I don't condone yandere behaviour.
You and Albedo first met in the tavern. The Knights of Favonius were having a celebration in the tavern and you being the honorary Knight, attended as well. Kaeya and Amber were playing darts, Kaeya drunker than Amber, with Diluc keeping a close eye on Kaeya. Jean was sitting down beside Lisa sipping drinks. But the Chief Alchemist had no one accompanying him, until you went up to him.
Your face had slightly gone red, your tolerance wasn't the best, although it wasn't the worst either. You saw the other Knights among eachother and began to wander. That's when you saw him, a guy with white hair and blue eyes, sitting down and holding a glass in his gloved hands. You the recalled Timeus mentioning someone who fit a similar description. With a little more confidence than usual, because of the drinks, you approached him. He turned around, his blue eyes staring into yours for a second. He broke the silence by asking you, "Are you the honorary knight?"
You told him that you were and from then you to were talking while occasionally sipping your drinks. You were slowly becoming more drunk but you realised that you had never caught this young man's name. "I am Albedo, Chief Alchemist of the Knights of Favonius." Just before your drunken state knocked you out, you and Albedo were talking about Alchemy. You swore that you saw him smile at the mentions of you knowing about it. Alas, soon the drinks got to you and you passed out. Albedo admired your sleeping expression and gently brushed the hair of your forehead. He then removed his gloves and cupped your cheek, with the same gentle touch, and thought to himself, "They carry the aura of the stars, interesting..." Albedo smiled, this time in an obsessive manner. He wished that he had his sketchbook to capture every beautiful feature of your face while sleeping.
You began seeing Albedo way more as a result, whether by your own will or 'coincidence'. Albedo was such a trustworthy, gentle and kind person though, in your eyes. In Albedo's mind you were the most perfect thing that has ever happened to him.
His master told him to find 'the truth of this world' but you, his dear traveler, were way more important. He wanted to have you for the rest of eternity but everyone was always in the way. Even when he subtlety glared at them they always came back. So he began taking out more often to test some experiments with him. You were always so willing, which only made him fall for you even more. One potion he got you to try sent you to sleep for hours. Albedo made sure to capture every detail this time in his new sketchbook entirely dedicated to you.
Albedo was going to be patient and wait until the perfect time to take you, but an almost identical force was going to stop him.
"Traveler would you like to join me in Dragonspine?"
You agreed and the two of you set off to Dragonspine, where another person's eyes would be on you. Albedo could sense his presence but he couldn't care less about him right now, you were all that mattered.
After a long day of conducting experiments and research in the snowy mountain, you and Albedo went to sleep. Albedo hugged you tightly in your sleep, making sure to savour every moment and every feeling, unaware that someone had snuck into his camp and this time... He wasn't just there for alchemy notes.
Hope you enjoyed this and apologies for the lack of understanding, cause I still don't really know how to use Tumblr °^°
#yandere#yanderealbedoxreader#yanderegenshin#genshin impact#genshin albedo#Idrk what I'm doing-#my favourite alchemist boi
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concepts i felt like posting
#zeno's art#ocs#reassassination#dr rigor krankenstein#i'm entertaining the idea of kranken wesring a straitjacket#but idrk what circumstances he would do that in... cuz itd definitely be voluntary#maybe he sleeps in one lol
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was listening to Gehenna (by wotaku) like 2 days ago, still do. and made this...
#i didn't really like putting the lyrics i'm referencing#cuz i don't know whos who. it can be like what i was thinking back while making this... or another idrk#the vibe and the overall song does remind me of them though#idk. but what do you guys think#also side note i was hesitant of posting this on main.#but... oh well... just what if#frev#frevblr#frev shitposting#robesmoulins#robespierre#camille desmoulins#maximillian robespierre#french revolution#antoine with a triple e's art or sumn#forgive me if you somehow see this#edit fucked up the song name i just noticed it rn... 😭 but thats fine ig yall can just reblog it again
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Serendipity should be required viewing material before anyone tries to analyze Homestuck; not only is John Cusack a universal constant, but the themes and vibes of Serendipity are so fundamentally woven into Homestuck's DNA that several of Serendipity's thesises and conversations could be lifted directly from one to the other.
In particular, the way Serendipity utilizes coincidence and circumstantially simultaneous events in order to suggest - nay, decree - that the two leads belong together, is highly reminiscent of the way Hussie uses foreshadowing, and not just for romantic couples. It's also a major window into the ultimate stance Homestuck takes with regard to romance, fate, and destiny, and also more specifically, a really good look at Karkat's own personal philosophies of romance. There's a running theme in his movies of meeting someone that perfectly matches your freak, someone you don't ever need to compromise yourself around, who brings out the best in you.
Also, some of yall need to watch a shitty romcom every once in a while and develop some emotions
#I'm genuinely not joking#if you want to understand Karkat and Homestuck better you need to watch Serendipity#at the very least so you can understand what the comic means by soul mates#i mean it's literally NAMEDROPPED during the troll romance section as the ultimate expression of finding your soul mates in every quad#people literally will be like 'i like karkat' and not watch serendipity smh#anyway the karkat movie list is serendipity • hitch • 50 first dates#he calls serendipity and hitch specifically 'pure magic' and yes. yeah.#i know we all love to clown on karkat's love of embarrassing romcoms and we're right to do so it's hilarious#but hussie also unironically calls it the best character trait he gave karkat and hes soooo correct about that#and you can tell from the way serendipity and even 50 first dates are described that those are kind of hussies genuine feelings toward them#hes right 50 first dates DOESN'T make you want to punch adam sandler#despite the occassional uncomfortable lowbrow comedy segment everything about the romance is played so straight and so genuine#maybe this shitty adam sandler romcom made me cry maybe im man enough to admit it#and idrk how else to describe serendipity besides 'pure magic'#tbh just watch it for yourself#homestuck is like 30% serendipity by volume
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Every episode, I fall more in love with him <3
These screenshots do not do justice to just how comforting Game is in this moment. His voice is so, so soft and kind and he doesn't try to pretend like Diew didn't just completely bomb the presentation, but he's also offering very honest and practical reasons for Diew to feel better. Sometimes when friends try to comfort you and they tell you that it's not a big deal or it wasn't as bad as it seems, it feels more like they're downplaying or not acknowledging how awful you feel but I like that Game isn't doing that.
But most importantly, he's not letting Diew face it alone:
I know everyone has things on their plate and so sometimes it's not always possible to offer to walk with someone through the difficult thing, but when someone DOES offer, goodness it can feel so, so good!
MND is so good at portraying genuinely good friendships. God's entire friend group, while chaotic, is just so enthusiastically supportive of each other. And I love that Diew and Game's friendship is built on these genuine moments of connection and common interest. You can really see why they're friends. Sometimes in shows there's a sense that if these people weren't just in the same class/thrown together by the situation, they may not really be friends but Diew and Game's friendship feels like they'd've found each other even if they weren't in the same class(es?) together (probably through seeing each others names on the same books they borrow from the library or some other cute shit like that). Literally every time they're together its just wholesome and lovely and good. <3
#monster next door#monster next door the series#prapai junior#fine i'll start tagging his actual character name D:<#game#diew#his stubborn single strand of hair just GETS TO ME for some reason#MDL says the actor is cast as a main in an upcoming show so I'm SUPER looking forward to it now!!!!#his name is#krismon thanawat#and i'm sorry but that nickname just *cracks me up*#i've also realised the grey tie may be a uniform of some kind for this school#still confused what degree diew is doing - why is he giving presentations on communication someone explain this university to me xD#aren't they both chemistry majors??#or is it like in the US where you do a bunch of random electives as part of your first year like a liberal arts degree??#i'm looking forward to when game finds out about god tho i'll put down money on some gentle ribbing but also encouragement#also DOES game get a love interest!? they hinted at it in like episode 1? 2? with one of god's bandmates but idrk where that's going#rambles about shows i'm watching#<my posts>
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Don't know how to answer people when they ask you a question? Get quiet or stressed because you kind of don't want to answer but you also can't explain why, lest you start to answer? Getting called secretive because you Just Don't Respond??
Might I introduce you... To The Cards!!!!
#Sheldon Cooper#tagging him for the normal tagging reasons but also bc I know he's Not Super Liked in the autism community#also no I don't have autism so I'm not gonna tag that i just got Other Stuff going on#Sheldon is a big kin for me / used(????? I GUESS???) to be an alter. so like. its fine.#not that i need to explain myself but also this is the vent blog so I can do what I want lmao#communication cards#idrk what to tag this bc i want people to see but idk who would benifit#bc this isn't really a DID thing either#shrug emoji#hopefully this will find the right people through sheer force of will
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Can't get the idea of a sonic storybook game based on little red riding hood where sonic is summoned to play the role of the big bad wolf out of my head
Sonic would be a werehog (the big bad wolf, of course), cream would be little red riding hood, and vanilla would be the grandmother (tho idk if their relationship would actually change). I'm thinking eggman would be the hunter but it could be someone else too. Also there has to be a shahra/merlina type character in there somewhere, not sure what her role would be tho
Sonic knows very well how the story goes (pretty much everyone does) and adamantly refuses to play his role like he's supposed to bc eating someone, then pretending to be them to try and eat someone else, and then getting shot and dying is. Not exactly his style y'know
Still, despite his efforts, things play out like they usually do near the end, with the hunter fending off/(trying to) kill him. I'm thinking he uses silver bullets to incorporate some werewolf lore bc of the werehog thing
Though the story it's based on is relatively simple compared to the arabian nights or arthurian legend, it still ends with someone becoming an eldritch-like being in an attempt to rewrite the narrative somehow
Maybe someone was manipulating the hunter behind the scenes to make him think the big bad wolf was still a bad guy. Or maybe the hunter messed with forces out of his control like eggman usually does in order to get rid of sonic. OR maybe the hunter killed the og big bad wolf before he was supposed to and sonic is summoned basically as a replacement by the new shahra/merlina so the story goes as it's "supposed to", and she gets pissed when it doesn't
Not sure how it would go exactly, but like. It's a staple of the series for it to end like that by this point. Also would be cool if there were more horror elements in general in the game I think. And weird magic shit but I think that's obvious by now
Maybe the first half of the game is just sonic but in the story of little red riding hood, but after everything with the hunter and getting shot with a silver bullet, the second half has him race against the clock to find some way to cure his poisoning and figure out what the fuck is happening. Bc he knows this story and can very clearly tell something is off abt the way things are playing out
Also the new super-esque transformation sonic gains to defeat the final boss has to have some werehog elements in it. I'm thinking like an aura that forms its silhouette around sonic, or maybe like a form that looks like a mix of super and the werehog? Idk
Anyways. Yeah
#ramblings#these are ideas that originally came to me at like. 4-5 am#so it's a little disjointed probably. hope it makes sense#anyways i'm imagining sonic as a werehog and cream as little red riding hood hanging out in the woods and it's very cute#i'm also imagining her taking him to vanilla's house for a meal bc he mentions being hungry#and them hanging out and having a nice time#before the hunter comes in to ruin the moment and also shoot sonic with silver bullets which is basically deadly poison to him in this stat#imagine he gets shot trying to protect cream......#i'm gonna be fr idrk how the rest of the story would go i just have like the first half and like two bits from the very end lol#but still#ooh wait. post credits scene where tails wakes sonic up from a nap telling him they're gonna miss dinner at vanilla's#and sonic tells him he just had this crazy dream but suddenly. he feels inexplicably sick#while tails goes to get something medicine for him thinking it's just hay fever or something#sonic coughs into his hand. and sees what looks like blood#he feels around his side where he'd been shot in the 'dream'. and hidden in his fur he finds a fresh scar#one that wasn't there before#basically all but confirming the storybook games do actually happen like for realsies#y'know. for fun
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I dunno why but I keep thinking abt the way I used to spend my nights two years ago
I remember around 6-7pm (in the autumn/winter) or 7-8pm (in the spring/summer), I'd lock my bedroom door, bring my tablet and headphones up with me onto the roof and play songs that I liked I watched the sun set. The songs were mostly either sapphic-coded (like sofia by clairo, strawberry blonde by chloe moriondo, etc.) or something ambient and soothing to me (like colorful interlude by sublime jupiter or rhubarb/#3 by aphex twin). I don't remember why though..I guess I just liked those types of songs back then xp
sometimes I'd bring my sketchbook with me too and sketch out random things like landscapes or characters from fandoms I was in at the time. Or I'd bring my journal and write about my completely nothing day. Most of the stuff I wrote was about the same but it's still nice to look back at them :3
Was it the safest for 14 year old me to just chill on the roof? Probably not. But tbh I didn't care at the time xD I honestly wouldn't have minded dying there.
I was at like.a reaaaaally low point in my life. Probably at my worst. Like I would cry everyday over little things and I found it extremely difficult to take care of myself. I guesss when I was out there on my roof watching the sun set with nice music in my headphones I actually felt..peace?? for once?? I dunno how to explain but it was suuuper nice I remember ^^ and it was nice to let out good cries up there.
I guess I can't help but remember this fondly and find it kinda nostalgic even though it was only two years ago and when I was not.doing great :'D I'm better nowadays luckily but hadhehdjwd makes me emotional sometimes.
#btw if you're wondering why I don't go up on my roof anymore#it's bcz I had a time where I like.never opened the window to go up there#and now when I open it I see a bunch of cobwebs and it's very dirty#IDK HOW THAT HAPPENED IN THE SPAN OF A FEW MONTHS BUT YK WHAT I'M NOT DOING AS BAD AS WAS 2 YEARS AGO#I DONT NEED THE ROOF THAT BAD BABDHHEBHQHSWH#I also really liked going up there when it rained!#was it the best idea? no#but I did it anyway xD#idk how my tablet and headphones survived considering they aren't waterproof to my knowledge but whateves#I especially loved the rain droplets all over my window#bcz then I could draw some stuff on my window!#it wasn't anything revolutionary obvs. just stick ppl but it was something!#I think I took a picture of one of the drawings but it's on my old tablet :[#maybe I could find it if I charged that tablet and scrolled far enough tho#IDRK WHY I'M WRITING THIS#I just wanted to.put it somewhere ig?? xD#I mean I wasn't planning on taking it to the grave with me and I've never gotten to talk about it so yeahhh#I never napped up there btw#I'm surprised tbh xD#maybe it was the fear of rolling off#speaking of tho I'll probably head to sleep soonnnnn I still need to fix my sleep schedule#~
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hi i have been inactive for a while due to the chk chk boom. hope you understand.
#HI HELLO BESTIES I WISH I COULD UPDATE YOU GUYS BUT I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY AND CONSUMED BY THE HORRORS™#basically im moving out the country in like four days so packing has been a whole ordeal#not to mention i'm procrastinating feeling my feelings#my three month gre prep plan turned into a one week prep reality T-T my unofficial score is 321 out of 340 which is... idrk#i was in the middle of a lot of things and given the level of time and energy i was able to commit amidst the chaos... it's not too bad.#OH ALSO i got done with the round one registration for my courses today and it was a MESS#(technically only the in-dept courses were due today. the ones from the other depts were due 17th. either way. the website was being cruel)#oh and as for out-dept courses it's a different procedure but I managed to get Intro to ML! absolutely insane given my meager coding skills#as well as my shaky understanding of engineering calculus. in other words welcome back my arch nemesis slash lover miss mathematics#oh and! all my friends are also moving away which basically means the past week has been meeting my besties and trying not to cry#i've been reading a bit as well! i read assistant to the villain and it was simply the cutest book ever i need the sequel SO BAD#OH AND GOSE IS BACK so that's been fun#so yeah that's what's up#i really wished i had more time to update on here I had a really cool idea for this week but i've been too exhausted sighhh#hope you guys have been doing well also please feel free to text or tag me on posts i might not be able to reply but i love reading updates#sending lots of hugs and chocolates to all my beloveds <3#oh oh also please go check out skz's comeback it's so good!#okay it's like 12:26am now ima go sleep now gnight byeeee#megumi in the tags#megumi.fm
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might go insane and *gets the idea of jack hoffman and emily wokerson adopted family*
#guys you don't get it#he said he's impressed by the idea#i'm in shambles#idrk how old the cgcu characters are?? i have my own hcs and such#i dont think they're all cameron's age (which. what is it?? don't think he's stated it)#just because he plays them#because by that logic they'd all be cishet white men#which they're not#so my personal hc for emily is that she's 17 and that cameron is like#probably in his 30s?#so do you see the vision#huh. huh. do you. DO YOU!?!?!?!??!!#cameron geller#cameron geller cinematic universe#cgcu#we need to make the cgcu as popular as sanders sides#its essentially the same thing but in shorts#(and by that i mean shorter videos not shorts as in the pants. though that'd be funny)#no use in tagging the characters but...#emily wokerson#jack hoffman#emily would hate having 'man' in her name if she ever got adopted by him but hey#she already has 'son'#it can only get worse from here#also she's an aro lesbian to me if anyone cares. btw. and she uses she/they#you can pry this headcanon from my cold dead hands#correction JACK is in his 30s not cameron#idk how old cameron is. obviously#though caleb said he was 26. i wonder if cameron is that same age?? maybe
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I have no idea what I'm doing! Here is some of my art! Like this post! Or don't! Be true to yourself! Take Adderall responsibly! Eat hot chip! Lie! Usurp the patriarchy!
Credits for designs go to Flight Rising and the owners of these respective dragons ✌️
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thinkin of writing just like. a little plotless oneshot about my chronically ill Sif headcanon. soft and comfy little thingy
#no promises on anything ever from me#I have one million projects I wanna do all the time and I only finish a handful#also I'm still. doing cathartic cacophony so that's multiple isat fics at once for my sad little brain fog brain#but also. I just want. nice comfy fic where I project my disability onto another blorbo#anyway. I don't think chronically I’ll sif will be canon to cathartic cacophony#*ill#mainly just because it's take away focus from the main plot#*it'd#stars. autocorrect. leave me alone.#uh I talked about some of this on main before but yeah more solid ideas here I guess#headcanon is real and true in my brain. craft exhaustion gives sif a chronic illness#which just happens to have the same symptoms as mine hm smiles#if anyone's wondering what my illness is um. first of all none of your business don't ask randos that?#but second of all idrk.#it. exists. that's what I know. yay#and I am gifting it to Sif. hm? what's that? they don't want it? they've suffered enough?#no no I promise it's really good and fun they'll love it!#<- the devious liar
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Era, one of my sonas (and the last one)
#sigchimera#oc#oc art#oc reference#art#pixel art#this is a really basic design but yeah#the static in her eyes moves#each of my sonas represents something different about myself#although describing what is too personal to get into along with being hard to explain#expect a self-indulgent drawing with all three of my sonas one day#fan art and art fight will take priority though#i've done a lot of stuff on art fight#you guys should check it out#the name of my art fight account is the same as on here#aka sigchimera#i won't be posting my attacks here#i want to keep them on art fight#so yeah go check those out#btw only draw her with the pitch white skin#i'm not white but the skin means something to me#i'm mixed race so#that's why my main sona has a tan colored upper body#i'd go into my ancestry but i think that's getting too personal#or well what i know of my dad and mom#just know that i'm wasian i think#idrk a lot about how race stuff works#i'm not like part japanese or korean or chinese though so that's what confuses me on if i can use the term#i do have asian ancestry on the side of my dad though#okay i think that's enough information given about my ancestry
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aahdjfdjkg me and some friends are doing art fight for the first time and we're slowly losing it (╥﹏╥)
#artfight#I NEVER DO CHARACTER SHEETS SOS#I got reminded it existed barely 2 weeks before July 1st#first post idrk what I'm supposed to do😔#Words I’ve said !!
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I've decided that this is the year when I'm gonna learn to make myself fancy coffee drinks at home. I have a whole bunch of sugar-free syrups in my cart now and I'm just trying to make myself pull the trigger.
I keep telling myself that it's worth it in the long run because I'll save money on cafes (which... I don't actually use that much anyway) and I can finally have all the fanciest drinks without the milk/sugar that makes me sick and I'll be able to make myself nice little treats on high-symptom days but boyyy this stuff is expensive. ;;
#anyway does anyone have any tips idrk what I'm doing lmao#I'm trying several different torani and monin syrups to see which I like better#I tried the jordan's ones in the past and... honestly I didn't love them that much#they all kind of tasted like generic sugar-free syrup instead of the flavors they were supposed to be#I feel like I'll probably just mostly put syrups in my french press coffee and call it a day but#I do have a milk frother that someone gave me a couple years ago when I moved in...#I have never taken it out of the box but I have the ability to DO so lmao#and I have my nespresso pod machine so I technically COULD make lattes#(don't worry; it was second-hand and I use off-brand fair-trade pods to try and reduce The Evil lmao)
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Do you ever think about your OC's accents? I know folks often do voice claims for their characters, but if your stuff was being adapted into a format with audio, how would they all sound in relation to each other and in your native language? Would everybody just have the "normal" regional accent for your area (whether that be locally or country-wide), would certain characters be exceptions? How deep down the rabbit hole do you go, and is this a dark, dangerous door for me to have opened? :P
#xellafail#I've been thinking about it a lot for some reason#and while I can't say I have any specific accents chosen for any of my characters#I do know Karra and Sevvie and James would all sound different than the rest of the cast#because they're not from the area it takes place in#(or in James' case the time period it takes place in lol)#Xella-or-whatever-Xella's-replacement-ends-up-being would probably have a 'fake' accent that blends in and a 'real' accent that doesn't#I'm tempted to say that Alex would be given whatever accent seems to be the most 'swoon-worthy' in the states at any given time#so like australian or soft texan or something like that#(what are people swooning over these days idrk)#Sevvie's the only one that has a sort of 'grounded' accent#but even that's kind of up in the air#because I vacillate daily between her being some flavour of British#(because when R made the character she was leaning heavily on BTVS' Spike for it)#and californian#(because her language patterns are heavily californian and also that's where we were at the time)#which is a weird ping ponging in my head but there you go lol#almost all the Hellfyres would have the local accent#Kanos might be SLIGHTLY different due to James' influence but not significantly so#don't even talk to me about my D&D characters tho bc I have absolutely no idea lmao#I think I've been thinking about it because of the new-ish Castlevania series#where everyone's british except for the aztec vampire#even the french folks#also I guess the russian lady#and possibly more characters I haven't run into bc I'm having a real hard time getting through it#but like everyone's from the same place even though they're not!#and it's driving me crazy for some reason#(I think I listened to the og castlevania series in french maybe that'd help here)
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