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It's weird how your memory holds random things. Like, I remember where I was when I found out Leave won the Brexit vote. I was in a ride-share in Seattle on my way to the airport to get back to Austin after the last trip I ever took with my birth family.
I just remember thinking "oh shit... This seriously didn't happen..." and that's when the possibility of Trump actually winning really hit me, but I still brushed it off like, "nah that can't happen" and then it did.
I also remember where I was when it was announced Trump won. I was in the living room of my tiny apartment in San Marcos, and it was one of the few sober days I had while living there because I had work at 5 am and couldn't risk both staying up to watch the election and get so high and drunk I pass out. I had recently just adopted Milo, too, and he was freaked out because I was freaking out and pacing in my like 500 square foot apartment.
Anyway, memory is weird, huh?
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I hate gasparilla.
I hate what this city has become.
That I can't afford to live in the same apartment complex I grew up in even though I make more money than my mom did all those years ago now that I'm her age.
I hate that 300,000 people descend upon the city. Drunk off their ass by 10am...leaving garbage and beads in their destructive wake. And after, when the bay finds itself replenished with plastic and the streets are strewn with empty bottles and cans and flags and trash.
I am angry that people who paid for an airbnb listing two doors down from me walk by in the late of night. I am enraged that I can hear their voices clear as day, "I couldn't live here...my garage is bigger than this." Assholes that slink by my door at 3am, alerting the cats and scaring the breath out of me as they drape beads on the doorknob as if I know them, as if I give two shits about this annual pseudo celebration that has gone on for as long as I can remember.
As if I live here by choice. As if I can't get ahead because everythings going up except for my income. As if I haven't been in this city my entire life. As I've cradled my breaking heart, watching as gentrification consumes the very neighborhoods now clogged with out of state plates. The ones that used to leave but now they seem to stay. This rich unique history of storied architecture demolished and replaced by the ever exponentially increasing l u x u r y squares.
And yea, maybe some of that is on me.... For being lazy, for hating the "job search"... I'm angry about that too. Yeah, I've kept a roof over my head since I left at 18. Yea it's "smaller than your garage" but at least it's a roof and it's safe and it's quiet and at least for the next 30 days it's mine.
Fucking pesudo pirate garbage assholes. Who are you to shit on all of it?
I'm so angry.
A ball full of rage. Seething and writhing under the weight of this entrapment.
Fuck.
I hate gasparilla.
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continuation/aftermath of danny pulling nightwing out of a dumpster
don't let danny fool you with his innocent geek act. that's a working ectogun that he made to look like a phaser. he's absolutely a geek but he's not innocent
#dear star trek fans. i've never watched star trek i'm sorry if i picked the wrong phaser. why are there so many#art#comic#dcdp#dpdc#dpxdc#dcxdp#danphan#batstuff#i might make a behind the scenes/in the making of type post in a bit idk#lmk if anyone's interested ig lol
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Our fates are sealed. But I think we have one move left.
We can try.
#the good place#tgp#tgpedit#thegoodplaceedit#nessa007#useraurore#sitcomedit#tvedit#*#myedit#the good place spoilers#I FINALLY FINISHED ITTTT#the gifs look so bad on my laptop idk why WAAAH I HOPE IT'S JUST MY LAPTOP AND NOT THE ACTUAL QUALITY.#bye i should've emphasized the ''try''/''trying'' parts in the quotes#OMG ANYAWY!!! I LOVE THIS SHOWWWW IT MEANS THE WORLD TO MEEEEEE AND THIS WHOLE#TRYING THING WAAAH#bye omg michael and eleanor are the only ones in this set. I WENT THROUGH THE TRANSCRIPTS FOR EACH EPISODE AND TYPED ''TRY'' AND THEYRE-#ALWAYS THE ONES WITH THESE QUOTES/MOMENTS T.T#A LITERAL DEMON AND A TRASH BAG FROM ARIZONA <3
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x04 - “Paint the Town Blue” ↳ "I never expected this to go on so long. I thought... I don't know what I thought. Just... it wasn't this."
#listen up ppl i gifed this bc 1) caitlyn's so pretty here hngggg hair down cait and 2) im just staring at her nightgown LMFAO#also i dont give a shit about maddie literally cait kept rejecting her here idk why ppl are genuinely so worried did yall not see how#cait folded IMMEDIATELY when she saw vi? yeah poor maddie is a rebound... cait's too weak for vi man#ALSO yall are so whipped for caitvi if you were in maddie's shoes id bet youd be cait's rebound too LMFAOOOOOO#anyways CAIT IN A NIGHTGOWN AWOOOOOOGA#arcane#arcaneedit#arcane season 2 spoilers#league of legends arcane#caitlyn kiramman#maddie#maddie nolen#maddie arcane#arcane maddie#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#arcane league of legends#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep4
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Transfem Paracelsus
#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#paracelsus#abacelsus#aba#aba guilty gear#a.b.a#a.b.a guilty gear#abapara#ggst#long post#this is probably wildly ooc. sorry. i needed to get it out of my system though#KEY YURI !!!#sorry if anything is hard to read idk why i didnt just type it out#if anyone needs me to transcribe anything i will 🫡
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You've never looked more beautiful, darling.
X-Men: First Class (2011) Dir. Matthew Vaughn
#erik's fuckass bob#cherik#mine*#gifset#xmenedit#x-men#filmedit#otp: i want you by my side#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#1k#why is erik looking at me... babygirl idk either#my fav part about this is just the amount of detail charles put into doing it. the earrings the fishnets. which could mean nothing#do you guys think charles offered some type of context as to why he was calling erik beautiful and darling or he just. didn't#erik waking up in a cold sweat at the pentagon one year later: what did charles mean by That#AND IT'S A BACKLESS DRESS TOO.........#art director i'm kissing u on the mouth we are wildly making out rn
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anyway here's wavewave
#transformers#transformers g1#wavewave#shockwave#soundwave#deeco art#idk why this pairing tickles my brain so much#the idea of two of the decepticons' loyalest members who at first glance seem to be the same type of quiet logical no-nonsense type#but when you really look at them you start to see their differences and how they actually work well together#but also like design-wise. romance between two robots with no visible 'face' is so sexy RAAAAAGGHHH#anyway i enjoy wavewaves dynamic in any continuity#but my personal make-believe (delusional) favorite dynamic is where shocky is just an Evil Science Nerd and soundy is her sexy goth gf#Me and the Bad Bitch I Pulled by Being Autistic kind of stuff basically
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there's a certain character archetype where a lot of people woobify them to the 'they're soooo pathetic' extreme, and other people fight back with the 'the're literally not pathetic at all think about all the insane things they did' and like. did you know that both things can be true at the same time actually
those characters are so deeply pathetic in the way that they'll do anything for just a smidge of validation. those characters will upend every sense of themself and any aspect of their life to maintain the hope that they have a purpose. those characters will fight and kill and scream bloody murder for a chance to feel loved
characters that are dangerous can still be pathetic. a wounded predator still has teeth and claws y'know
#idk just been thinking abt this . because i see both extremes kind of often#and it makes me saaaaad#because i love this type of character !!!! and that dichotomy is why i love them !!!!!#yeah fuck it i'll tag who this is about too#ultrakill gabriel#messmer the impaler#because yeah . Yeah#do u see where i'm coming from . can anyone hear me . it's so dark in here
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Part 1
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#doctorsiren#ace attorney#ace attorney au#gregory edgeworth#miles edgeworth#manfred von karma#yanni yogi#tyrell badd#metis cykes#ace attorney fanart#astro boy edgeworth au#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#comic#au name will come soon lmao#time to draw the next set HAHA#tw child murder#tw child death#tw gun#idk why but I feel like I could eat this and it would taste like a specific type of paper#like soft newsprint y’know#also the page with the flowers and the rain…#I HAVENT PLAYED AAI2 YET SO DONT ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT STUFF THAT RELATES TO THAT ONE AHH#it’s kinda sad that the cutest child miles I’ve drawn is in a comic where he freaking DIES#😭💥💀#… Gregory without his glasses looks just like Mumbo without his mustache#also I think Metis is 13 in 2001
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internal call: office 3-07
being the receptionist at the dynamight agency is interesting when the first call of the day before work hours is coming from inside of the house.
“dynamight agency front desk, how may i help you today?”
you grow irritated when a certain blonde making the call fails to make noise on the other end.
“i don’t know if you recall, but i believe i told you to use the other line for anything you may need, sir.” you ennunciate the last words to match your annoyance when you think about how he most likely does remember but chose to ignore it.
“yeah yeah, whatever. that isn’t why m’ calling.” his voice comes through clearly and you brace yourself for what he’ll ask in the absence of his assistance who’s been on leave for a few days now.
“then..”
“actually,” he drawls, his voice dropping into a more casual, almost lazy tone, “ just wanted to say you look good today.”
the words throw you off balance, and you blink, believing you misheard him. “what?”
“you heard me,” he answers, sounding almost smug. “that color suits you.”
you glance down at your outfit, realizing you’re wearing the new top you’d bought—a burnt orange that reminded you too much of the color on his hero costume. it’s not even 8:00 and your cheeks warm at the prospect of being seen by the man on the other side that you’re yet to see yourself.
“katsuki,”
he notices how you’ve ditched the ‘sir’ and any attempts to remain professional as he adjusts his ear to the telephone.
“why don’t you come down here and tell me that straight up to me.”
katsuki bakugou knows a challenge when he hears one but more so knows a bait when he sees one, so he anchors himself to the seat below and faces towards the blinding sun that’s entering the windows of his office.
“can’t. m’ busy and also wouldn’t want to stroke your ego.”
it’s a lame excuse, he’s aware, but he thinks you seeing the current color of his face is even lamer.
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#then you hang up on his ass so fast#idk why i mean i do but this reminds me of the one ep of powderpuff girls where they kept getting evil calls from mojo jojo while they were#having a party at their house but then they’re like everyone quiet down and when they do they hear him talking and it turns out he was in#their bathroom upstairs#idk why I typed all that out#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou x reader#bakugou katsuki#bakugou katuski x reader#dynamight x reader#mha x reader#bnha#bnha x reader#bakugou x you#mha bakugou#mha bakugo x reader
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Being a system on main? Noooooooooo
Yes
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since i'm talking about bull today, i think its a bit of a mistep to say bull turning against the inquisitor in trespasser is an act of revenge for the death of the chargers. this isn't a result of the inquisitor betraying bull or hurting him. it is a result of the inquisitor reaffirming iron bull's place within the qun. it isn't something that the inquisitor "deserves" for killing a group of beloved soldiers. it is simply the consequence of choosing a political allegiance- the qun- and enforcing the idea that a small part can and should be sacraficed for the greater whole. the chargers can be sacrificed for the inquisiton, the inquisitor (and dorian, and vivienne, and sera, and anyone else bull befriended) can be sacrificed for the qun.
#dai#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#iron bull#the iron bull#bull is not angry at the inquisitor for the death of his men. he does not blame them. if anything he blames himself.#idk im yapping#can you tell bull rots my brain#i cant talk about the qun without tearing my hair out though. my twin is the qun enjoyer im the qun critiquer#but yeah. its not an act of revenge. cole even says that there is “no hurt” during trespasser tied to bull and the chargers#and none of bull's dialogue hints at kt#edit: it*#HOWEVER. however. that doesnt mean i like it.#also as much as i absolutely despite solas' and bull's banter it hints that bull made the choice to safe/sacrafice the chargers which is.#wrong. the inquisitor did.#idk why im mentioning that its just weird#edit: despise* lordd i type too quick
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something, something peak romance
#bg3#durgetash#neither safe nor sane and idk how much these fucks know about consent#but it's hot#obligatory don't try this at home#or do#i ain't your parent#... id let him stab my hand to something too#dark urge#enver gortash#baldur's gate 3#and why do i always draw this type of stuff on the couch next to my family?
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kind of tragic how dean puts all this responsibility onto himself to be sam’s protector, when the truth is sam has never once been safe. the biggest violation in his life happened when he was six months old, and nobody was there to protect him. and nothing anyone did afterwards could ever make up for that fact.
#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#guys I keep typing and deleting stuff pls send help#I have complicated thoughts about their dynamic but idk how to phase it#thinking thinking#anyways I have to go to work now#also just to be clear dean was a child and he shouldn’t have had to feel that way about his brother okay BYE#idk why I keep having sam thoughts and feeling the urge to clarify that dean’s traumas are valid too#this fandom scares me okay I don’t want ppl to think I’m participating in the stupid trauma Olympics
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