#Idk HAJSHAJS

[albaricomics]

The (divorced) couple 🍓🥛

Oop-

[theirloveisgross]

Remember last year when Louis said how fucking comfortable, and how fucking protected we make him feel? And then today he thanks us for accepting him for who he is?

Like- how do I- I just-

We'll ALWAYS be here for you, Louis. Always.

And as a random coincidence, that happened in Philadelphia last year, which was the 11th show of LTWT. Today, Kansas City, was the 11th show of FITFWT. Ain't that cute?

[porlatamconlouis]

louis in panamá! louis back in latam!!! louis is back in his spirit home!!!

the crowd was amaaaazing! listen, every louis show i've been to holds a special place in my heart for different reasons. but being in a crowd where everyone around you gives out the same energy, even when they don't fully know some songs, is something i've been craving for a long time now, and it's just the beginning and i'm sooo excited. the venue itself was kinda meh inside, the way they used the space was terrible in my opinion but as a brightside, gaby and i had lots of space to jump and dance and lose our entire minds.

the setlist order change threw us off, but god i love it. the 'chemical' cover... idk how to explain it but the videos i've seen so far (which haven't been many, i'm on wifi most of the time) don't do it one bit of justice. his voice! his voooooooice! that's all i kept saying throughout the song. because i didn't know the song, and the arrangement was so punk that i thought it was a song from an early 2000s pop punk band that i wasn't recognizing. but duuuude, his voice. i hope we get a good version, because that boi whined away with his whole chest... honestly. and i can't fucking wait to see how more and more comfortable he'll get with the song and more people singing it with him, and just... yeah!

oli, krystle and helen were in the open space where there were no chairs, right in front of us... oli walks to not draw attention to himself, but boi, most of us know you by now. i didn't see anybody coming up to them which was nice. they went to the sound booth for a big chunk of the show. and during ooms krys and helen came back to jump and dance to the side there. i loved seeing them like that!

the happiness we felt when we saw lucia coming down! gaby and i were jumping up and down screaming "lucia! lucia is back! lucia!", hajshajshs. and theeeen, at the end, as i always do if possible, we went to the soundbooth to thank my friends (jdelf, tom and oli c.) for the show, and we thanked them for bringing lucia (the lightbulb) and not leaving her behind, and they were amused (and probably a bit weirded out (they've seen me in the same shirt at least 4 times lmao)) and saying thank you for appreciating them and just yeah. i like to think maybe they already knew her name was lucia, but also, i'm glad someone on the ground straight up told them how fucking appreciated she is. 💚 look at herrrr! (lol)

living all my favorite songs live again was so cathartic. didn't know how much i needed it, wow. also, how are we gonna call that insane set of songs before the encore? my vote is for "rip steve's arms" or "no breathing mix" or "lose your shit time". because going from 505 to bty to kmm to ooms is fucking wild, man. it was absolutely incredible, i think i ascended a little bit and was fully exorcised, thanks.

oh! the kmm lights? soooo good! i know they've been done at all the shows after '22 but like... idk. it felt a bit extra special? and he sensed it as well, he couldn't contain his little smiles. and he gave it a shout out. literally everyone knew they had to do it. so cool!

as a sad note, during sibwawc, the lights from the stage weren't really colourful, they just kinda went from orange to white from what i remember. gaby and i waved our flags for the entirety of the megamix (and a bunch of other songs too, hajshajs, duh) and since we were going off the whole time, and not as many people were, he did see us all the way to the back and pointed at where we were and we looked at each other and just kept going. we then corroborated our stories in the hostal, hajdhaj. enjoy the following video as if you were next to us and just jumping around, okay thanks (when you see everyone else jump around that's when he comes to our side).

anyway, i wrote all of this while on the airplane that's gonna take me to puerto rico, which is a bit delayed. oh, and el puma rodríguez is on this flight, lmao. iykyk. some ladies, while boarding, just stood in front of him and took a selfie, eeep. right, here's some carpet photos.

i'm so lucky i get to do this insane adventure, i'm so happy.

(meant to save this in drafts while the video uploaded but guess it got posted instead, hajshajsh. anywaaaay... thanks for the lovely notes, loves.)

[allwaswell16]

It's your birthday! Feliz cumpleaños, Anitra! 💚

I hope you're having a fantastic day and I'm sure seeing Louis in a Hawaiian shirt was a great start (unless it was in your afternoon? Idk, hajshajs, still a nice little gift).

Thanks, Jules! IT WAS A WONDERFUL GIFT! A very very good start to my birthday! Now just fingers crossed for a good live stream!

[starlighthan]

good lord a potterhead liked my changbin fic help me why am i lowkey scared

[jeongwife]

Hi hi! I hope both of you are doing good!

Currently in love with your entire blog! I'm seriously honoured! I keep checking my Tumblr just cause of you'll 👉🏻👈🏻 🙈 💜

What are you thoughts on forbidden love with Chan! He just cannot keep his hands off of you! But it has to be a secret so you cannot make any noise 😉😉

PS: if you can't already tell, I'm a hard-core Chan Stan, but should I switch up some members???

- Violet

hi, we’re both doing well!!! thank you so much for liking our blog, we really appreciate it 🥺💗 i am also a feral dinonara hdhwjsj so i’m definitely not comparing about the chan asks but feel free to send in any member(s) you’d like <33

idk if this will count as forbidden love but what about badboy!chan???? like the stereotypical badboy who wears leather jackets, a dozen rings on his fingers and drives a motorcycle 🥵 maybe you go to the same college as he does and the two of you have a whole rivals/enemies thing going on; literally everyone knows you hate each other’s guts bc of how often they’d see you bickering, but what they don’t know is that you’re also fucking each other in secret hshdhhehjs 😵‍💫 you wouldn’t be caught dead with each other, but the sex is so mind-blowingly good that neither of you can stop ;-;

maybe he’s over at your apartment one night fucking you into the mattress when suddenly you hear the sound of the front door opening, and you freeze up bc your roommate definitely told you they’d be back late; chan sees that you’ve suddenly gone silent and slams into you hard, which elicits a squeak from you and you quickly clap a hand over your mouth as he continues to rail you hajshaj

he smirks when he sees you muffling your sounds and leans down to growl into your ear; “what? scared to let anyone hear you being fucked stupid by me? don’t want anyone to know who’s fucking you this good?” the way you’re whining and moaning around your palm only makes him thrust into you harder, trying to get you to break and make a sound

— admin lily, who is feeling very not okay rn

[neo-shitty]

onga e pero oke lng the music worked LMAO i used to be an exo-l but i still listen to their songs from time to time ! per comeback id watch it once , twice though not like how i do it with the grps i stan. i usually put their songs on repeat in spotify XD still its nice to come back to exo's songs occasionally :3

ung fan na fan talaga ako, currently, as in nakabantay ako ng contents issss skz ! ang hassle kaya if madaming bands yung inaabangan mo lagi 😭 if pagdating sa music w/ on notifs kemene then day6 txt bts enha iu ayan idk na if may nakalimutan pa ako ,,, tas yung casual listening -> svt ateez pUCHA ANG DAMI BASTA EON AHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

anD WOW ANTAGAL MO NA PALANG KPOP FANN !!!!

SANAOL hala naiimagine kita kinikilig habang nag ttype HAAHAHSHHASHA CRUSH BA EON? O BEBE MO? 👀🍵 pero 22o nakaka miss sobra f2f, gr 12 ko na siguro mararanasan yung prom 😔💔 wala talaga yun sa date asking, gusto ko lang kumain ng masarap 😌

fun fact: naging stay ako dahil sa day6 tas naging bias ko si jae dahil sa twitch channel nya uWu ang sad tho dinelete nye :"> other than kpop and anime, i used to really love watching twitch lives ! one time i came across an old vid of my favorite streamer don tas gULAT ako , she played with jae tas dun ko nalaman na nag lalaro na pala si jae lol tas yun biazzz q na hehesz

ify, kapag nag kukumot ako sobrang init but if i take it off, it feels so cold. iyaq na lungs 😭 that got me thinking, how long do you sleep a day? feel q kulang ka sa tulog be :"<<

hometown will have 16 eps, 11 as of now and still on going. sAME LOWKEY WANT Q ng jowa y/n , pero legit walang lalaki na nasa paligid ko yung matino talaga :"> wen kaya? oH but my bff has one na sobrang saya kabonding and tino, wen lalabas yung ganon naten huhu

totoo, gusto mo tapakan yung ipis pero kc pag linapitan mo, lilipad biglaan T^T i dont really like any insects lol ang skeri,,,, in gr 8 we saw a spider as big as my hand, i think even bigger , legit ! nung una, i though it was dead so i showed it to my friend tas nagulat ako bigla siyang umirit HAHAHAHAHAHA nagka gulo sa classroom and yung boy classmate ko, linapitan, tinusok ng ruler tas bigla gumalaw. takot ako pag buhay tas malapit saken, pero pag nasa gedli lang ako nanonood, sobrang LT AAJAJAJJAAH

pagaling wells sa mother mo ! ikaw den ingat sagad -> ayan para intimidating

advance good night!

- 👻

pinagkataon lang ;n; inautoplay ko yung yt habang nagsusulat tapos yung playing ngayon overdose HASJH exo songs make me feel nostalgic :'( uy same abangers ako sa skz #kulto i'm glad you're a multi tho! twt stans treat being a multi like it's a disease?? shuta umay. and yes, i'm an ancient kpop stan T_T i'm starting to think i'll never out grow it.

di ko nga crush yun eh HAJSA parang barkada lang na nagoffer na turuan ako magskate tapos kahit kaya ko namang imount sarili ko sa pennyboard, he still held out his hand. it was a cute memory. HOPEFULLY BY G12 MO BALIK NA SA F2F AAAAAA grabe sobrang nasasayangan ako na naglockdown g12 i was just starting to have fun ://

why was the twitch acc deleted? company ba or? god idt i can handle twitch but might give it a try sooner or later? i like watching people play pokemon xd HAHAHAH cute sino favorite streamer mo? jae really has a charm T_T

sana may kumot na nagreregulate ng temperature?? yung tipong sakto lang palagi. sleeping hours??? lately jshdfkshj ahm for a few weeks na 5 hours nalang more or less and mga once a week isang 8 hours. idk whats wrong xd but i'm trying to fix it. starting tonight! matapos kong sagutan to, matutulog na ako.

lmk how it ends HAJSHJA sana satisfying yung end! im so done with men nowadays na di na ako nagsana ol sa mga national bf day posts today. sobrang umay HAJHAJ si haechan nalang grineet ko. stan ka nct #recruiter HAJSHAJ im glad ur bff's in a good relationship ;n; sabi ni lord lalabas nalang yun kung di na natin aantayin so HAJHA

sana wala pakpak yung ipis mas madali pa ata buhay ko kadjsajl NYARKS THIS IS MAKING MY SKIN CRAWL HAJSH naiimagine ko palang parang i want 2 unalive error 404 toffee's soul left her body.

my mom's ok now! thanks for wishing her well : ] i just finished writing so matutulog na me sjdhkaj

[theirloveisgross]

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[theirloveisgross]

who wants to play "where is louis?"

find him in this photo and reblog with your find. first person gets a... mmm. idk, something in your inbox. don't expect much, hajshajs. (check notes to see if someone found him already!)

Ready... Set... GO!

if i sent you this, you're not allowed to play. :( but please, feel the waves of appreciation i have for you because i had the thought of sending it your way. ☺️💚

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

ah yeah i suppose ur right. yeah i think quarentine has had that sort of effect on a lot of people :( sorry to hear abt ur strict parents, hopefully ur friend will be able to come back soon. small outings (even with family) are still good tho, make sure ur taking care of urself toff.

youre totally right! ah yes thats good advice (/gen) ill try and use that when im in a slump ty. any music suggestions?

lol sames. even some of the stuff abt seungmin, innie etc is a little uncomfortable, like theyre grown ass men for sure, but at the same time, theyre still young, still just over being a teenager in the grand scheme of things. (on that note, i do struggle with worrying that im infantalising them, obviously theyre adults but at the same time, theyre still young. i do treat all fictional characters as my children, but i guess its different when its real people. idk. what do you think?) yeah some stans rlly need to take a chill pill, some are rlly walking the wire between 'ah theyre attractive/that look rlly suits them' and making fucking smut fics abt minors, like... they do not see a problem with that?? yeah tbh i feel like unless theyre 18 they shouldnt be put into the spotlight, weve seen what it does to peoples mental health, but modern day kpop industry is a lot like old hollywood with a lot of popular child actors -_- hopefully the big companies will learn but i agree, its unlikely

suuuuure toff haha. ill go searching for them, but idk if ill be able to find the fluff needle in the angst haystack (jkjk) yeah, fair i groan and complain but you do write angst etc rlly well, so if its what ur comfortable with, then pls continue, it is one of your strong suits, well as you write fluff aside

ah okay good! ill continue to send you essays then

THE ALBUM YES. so ive been looking forward to it for literally months, this is actually my first skz album release as a stay (since the last on was 9 months ago) i was sitting there hitting refresh on my spotify the second 6pm kst came around. (speaking of which, how did you do the release? i couldnt decide whether to watch or listen first but i ended up on listening cos there would be more material) okay: so cheese was super cool, very skz ya know? tho i almost wish theyd made domino the title track, tho obv it was a more experimental track and would have been a bit controversial (much like whistle for bp) i looooved domino and thunderous was absolutely impeccable. all the songs were amazing but standouts were- secrets, secrets which lowkey made me tear up idk why, red lights which almost killed me (it did not have to go that hard, but it did) and OT8 WOLFGANG omgggg i wasnt sure if hyunjin was going to be included in it but i was hoping and, ya know people had said hed be in there, but the further i got in, the less i was sure and then BAM hyunjin started what had been jisung's part and i just sat there grinning for about 5 minutes. surfin was absolutely adorable and gone away almost made me cry AGAIN. star lost was so touching, almost a nod to hyunjins little star? silent cry was relatable beyond anything. SSICK was funny? for some reason I was laughing while it was playing, idk the combination of added cheering and minhos aggressiveness and the totall seriousness they sung it. but i rlly enjoyed it. sorry i love you showcased their vocals like nothing else. the view is THE BOP of 2021, absolutely going to be stuck in my head for the next decade, that hook is genius. what did you think?

also did you watch their grow up performance? with all the stays and ALL THE TEARS? ;n; i feel like this is the end of an era of skz and tbh im kinda happy but also sad. super excited for their promotions but super bummed they wont get to tour. ah well

<3 w.a. 🐺

answer under the cut bc i gave an equally long answer to this already long ask HAJSH

oh yeah, abt quarantine having an effect. my friend and i talked about this earlier actually. i didn't realize the world was moving so fast until the pandemic happened. being in quarantine gave me time to think and i got to know myself more. it's just the sole good thing i got out of the isolation lmao. and abt my strict parents, ironically i got to go out today so i got to hang out with a few of my bestfriends. i had fun but my legs are a bit sore from walking. but they're a different set of friends. i'll get to hang out with the others when my getaway driver comes home in december.

hmm music recommendations for writing? depends on the plot you're writing. care to share what story you're working on and i'll try to rake my brain for a song that might match the vibe. i listen to classical / lo-fi if i don't have song inspo for a fic because lyrics sometimes distract me.

i don't think that's infantilizing tho. for me, it has something to do with my environment and the way i was raised. maybe it's the same the other way around? like this certain age (for the ones above 18 but below 20) is thirst-able for them. idk really. it's just not for me ?n? what i do NOT condone is writing smut for minors??? like get checked : D // i agree with everything with the idols being 18+ before they debut simply because it's for the best for their well-being like. how can young idols decide that this shit is the thing they want to do for life? or at least until their contracts last. idk :// it's unfortunate that it's unlikely to happen.

WELL. i have a list so you won't have to go search for them! in class (minho), in the rain (seungmin), gladius maximus (chan) and you've read five star already. and i just realized that most, if not all, of my upcoming fics are fluffs and i'm fond of all of them :D i used to focus a lot on angst because fluff disgusted the living shit out of me. i think things changed when i wrote champagne problems and hurt myself so bad i wanted to drop angst entirely. i didn't, of course, but i allowed myself to be self-indulgent now.

for the release of the album, i was on twt and watched the vid at 12 views (if i remember correctly, i watched back door at 14 so HASJH) i’m gonna talk by track so it wont be too confusing? bc i wrote this in paragraph format and it just ???? beware im very picky with tracks even if they’re my ults. so no offense if we have opposing opinions and i’m not fond of reading lyrics so these are all music wise.

cheese - oh god i hated cheese at first listen but it grew on me easily. i was singing the yeahyeahyeahyeah bit all day today :D

thunderous - i cant say that it’s my favorite title track. it felt really dry sometimes, both mv and music wise. but at the same time, it’s not that bad. the choreography carried the song tho o.O it’s so fucking cool. but like go live, another track has my heart and it’s

domino - AND YES I AGREE THAT THEY SHOULDVE MADE DOMINO TITLE TRACK UGHHHHH WHAT A WASTED FUCKING OPPORTUNITY. WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW FOND I AM OF THIS SONG. it stands close to the level i love easy.

ssick - was a skip on first listen too because i found the chorus underwhelming but it grew on me? not that much but i can bear listening to it.

the view - it’s something the gen public like, hence its something i dislike. im not fond of songs that are structured like this? it’s not a bad song, just not the type of song i like. but i agree that the hook is very not catchy but it would get stuck in ur head.

sorry, i love you - it’s not as sad as i expected but i actually like it??? i can’t wait to write a fic out of it (1) HAJSHAJ it’s like a 3/5 for me. it’s angsty but chill?

silent cry - i’m pissed at this song bc it hits but sometimes it doesn’t?@?#!? but it’s starting to grow on me but definitely not my fave track.

secret secret - glad i found a secret secret enthusiast because my irls thought it was a skip?$?#@$? it gives me ikon vibes and i’m a huge fan of ikon’s discog so this was a win for me T_T +

STAR LOST - gives me bigbang song vibes and now im very sad :(( in case u didnt know, i’m a hUGE yg fan and 2ne1/bigbang introduced me to kpop so when i heard this track that gave me yg feels i just <3___<3 and it’s one of my favorite tracks anw moving on,

red lights - I WANT TO SKIP THE FIRST TEN SECONDS OF RED LIGHTS EVERY TIME IT PLAYS LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL AWKWARD KDSJFSK but fine. i’m adding this to props and mayhem’s playlist LMAO it’s more aggressive than sexc tho. more enemies to lovers o. O

surfin’ - this coming right after red lights just wasn’t the best decision arrangement wise because how did we go from ooh sexc to aigh pARTAY. felix saying sheesh T___T it’s such a fun song i want to go to the beach ;n; do you like beaches?

gone away - i have yet to read the lyrics because i’m using this as inspo for a jeongin fic jskjash it’s not the type of ballad i like but it’s so fucking sad to listen to :’ ) the pitch change caught me off guard? still does. it’ll grow on me prolly.

wolfgang - I YELLED WHEN I HEARD HYUNJIN IN WOLFGANG. i didn’t like this song until recently. it gives me the confidence boost i need to pick myself off self-esteem crashes.

and no i haven't watched that performance and i prolly wont because i’ll cry. i’m excited for the promotions too. do you think they’ll still have a repackage?? i cant fucking believe that i just finished waiting for 12am kst for skz teasers and now i have to look forward to 12am for nct 127??@?#? NOT A SINGLE DAY OF REST FOR THIS STAYZEN