#IT'S BEEN 3 YEARS DO YOU REALIZE THAT???
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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Breathing ceased in that moment, and movement halted in shock. Irisse. He'd called her Irisse. The wood in her hand dropped, forgotten as she forced a breath and turned, searching for where she'd seen the dark flash--
There! She stepped toward him, shock still written across her face. Alive. He was alive. Of course he was! She'd come to look for him. She'd come and now she'd found him, and yet she still could not believe it. Unless this was a dream? No! No, she'd been awake all day. If it was a dream, it was a cruel one. Though it would not be the first time she dreamt she'd found him--
"Kano." she repeated, emotion welling in her eyes and throat as she closed the distance quickly and stopped short just in front of him. Her hands lifted toward him, clenched and unclenched, unsure of what to do. Hug him? Weep? Kiss him? Give him his distance? The last one definitely for now.
"Tell me you are here. Here in truth and not just in my mind. So many said that you were gone, but I did not believe them. I came looking for you-- I--" Tears fell in relief down her cheeks like autumn rain. "I am not dreaming, am I?"
Often since he regained more of his sanity again Maglor avoided the coasts for most of the year, and yet they still called to him, especially those nearest where Himring and the Gap had once been. It was during one such visit he heard rumors of another haunting the shores as he had for a time. Slowly, cautiously he'd headed south from Mithlond, following Cirdan's advice on where to search, and eventually came across a small camp.
He'd nearly written it off as yet another person following his myth, the story of the wandering minstrel at the shore, when he noticed some small things. Little tricks he could almost hear his little brother teaching those younger than him.
Slowly he circled the little camp then with a sigh he settled on a rock where he could overlook it. He settled his sword across his lap then looked out at the sea while murmuring an old song about Ulmo and Manwe. As his old nickname was called he blinked and looked at her.
"Irisse?"
#:: MAGLOR :: SORROWSLAMENT#:: VERSE :: THE WANDERING LADY#Babes you did just fine gosh#:: LOVES :: KANOFINWE#I'm just gonna bask in happiness for one second#IT'S BEEN 3 YEARS DO YOU REALIZE THAT???#aaaaahhhh
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I feel like I should say since there's been a recent uptick in a lot of communities I'm in/see stuff from a lot of white people pretending to be Asian, but you are not welcome here if you are in anyway stealing from Asian cultures for clout or the aesthetics of it
This includes if you're white and you give your self inserts Asian names, I truly do not care if your f/o is from an anime, you should not be using an Asian name under any circumstances. I hate that whenever I see someone using an Asian name online, I feel like I have to start searching their account to see if they're actually Asian or just a white person who likes the aesthetic of it bcs far too many white people will use Asian names here just bcs it sounds cool, with no regard for the actual cultural meaning behind it. Meanwhile actual Asian people will be mocked for their names, or treated like their names are too hard to learn to pronounce, or discriminated against based on their names
Asian cultures are not a fun little costume for people to dress up with. They aren't just a nice aesthetic, they aren't just a thing you can borrow from bcs you think it sounds cool
#my posts#selfship community#anti asian racism#like it's definitely a perpetual problem of white people not seeming to realize asian names are like#a thing that are tied to culture and identity#but it's gotten crazy lately with people pretending to be asian online for clout#just in the past like 3 weeks of things i've seen#we had the white woman pretending to be a japanese woman on comic twitter#the white woman who pretended to be korean to get a 'ownvoices' book published#(who btw. named herself kim chi. you cannot make this shit up)#and then the white guy pretending to be japanese to try to justify his hate of the new assassin's creed game using stuff around yasuke#like it's so draining. i hate how much this is a never ending problem#i hate how casually white people will use asian names#like worstie. i am a korean woman. but i am whitepassing and mixed so i never use korean names for my self inserts#bcs i have the privilege of looking white and people generally only knowing i'm asian if i say it#it feels inappropriate to me for me to name my self inserts a korean name#bcs that would then mean they experience the world in a different way than i do#even being whitepassing bcs of the way people treat korean (and other asian) names#if you are white you have no fucking right to asian names#idgaf if your f/o's an anime character. stay away from asian names bcs they are not yours to dress up in#vent a little bit sorry team#i've been dealing with white people doing this shit and being assholes to me about it for well over a year now. it's exhausting
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walter white from breaking bad
Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!
#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi#s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as#is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t#cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the#DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner#able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han#took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to#go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an#hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit#fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always#pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i#uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic#amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin#and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa#d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me#n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t#learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every#ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see#this man for what he really is.#breaking bad#walter white#your fave is an anime girl#your fave is#hall of fame
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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WAH thank you sm for the help & support so far!!! ;_; I wasn't really expecting much help right away so I was surprised but thank you!! It helped a lot esp. w/ the loans I've had to pay ;;
I still have a lot of stuff to catch up on so I hope you guys can be patient w/ me 🙏I've opened patreon as a way to earn & also as motivation to finish my backlog. Tbh it's still overwhelming when I think about the backlog of work I have to do (it's a lot...) but hopefully I'll get things done eventually. For now I'm working on the preview for my patreon promo post so have this very messy & illegible wip for now:
My page is now live here if anyone would like to check it out :)
#im sleeping late again just to post this but anyways thank you sm again for the help!!! ;_;#just realized it's been a year since I first tried patreon...#from opening patreon last year -> then moving to ko-fi memberships -> annnd going back to patreon again#it's diff. from before tho since i'm offering diff. perks now#idk if it would really interest ppl to join but I think it's fun :) esp. the drawpile part#tbh im very deprived of social interaction for some time now#it's time i get to change that! I think starting by drawing w/ other ppl isn't so bad 😌#anyways! im heading to bed now bc i need to sleep#hope you're all doing well <3#bam blabs
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My dogs my beloved dogs!! The first line of beastial spirit vine soldiers from my LoK AU. Created by Baatar when during experimentation, he discovered the spirit energy after being condensed causes the vines to react strangely to machinery and processed material. Turning the inorganic to organic.
These soldiers are comprised of spirit vines that have mutated in reaction to the condensed activated spirit energy and adhered themselves to the suits. Similar to "mimics" in a way, they can conceal their mouths fully so they're indistinguishable from human soldiers, though very astute earthbenders may notice they neither breathe nor have a heartbeat.
#LoK#Legend of Korra#LoK AU: Sovereign Guard#Neon Ocean Art#[ *pointing* looookk my puppies!#they are so 'get your fuckin dog bitch. it dont bite. yes it do' coded you know???#I've had these sketches for nearly 3 years omfg that is how long I've been wanting to talk about them#and this is only series 1 there are other variants including the mecha suits#There is so much more going on with them as well#they aren't sentient they cant think at all#in essence they are funny little plant dudes hehehe#only Baatar and Kuvira know about them and they're hidden throughout their forces#of course they can't do any bending either but that doesn't mean they aren't capable of holding their own#any time you see an immediate security detail around Baatar specifically you can guarantee it's mostly comprised of these#they start out rather simplistic where they just take orders and not much else#but over time they start slowly mutating on their own such as becoming more prone to reacting to Baatar's emotions without him realizing#or taking commands he hasn't said yet#they're also the perfect disposal service for things you want gone and not found#they'll eat anything ]
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So are the Big Bads of Junior Year going to be the Rat Grinders? AKA kids who leveled up 'the normal way' by doing a bunch of quests, grinding, taking on any enemy to get more powerful, but because of the 'luck' and 'opportunities' given to other kids (ie the Bad Kids) aren't being lauded or appreciated like they expected so they're taking it out on the Bad Kids, have taken advantage of it the summer they were gone, and are doing what they can to punish them for 'being rewarded despite failing at what's expected of them, despite actually saving the world'.
I wonder if all the members of Rat Grinders have classes that reflect those of the Bad Kids? We already know they have a rogue and a bard...
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#this makes perfect sense to me story wise in terms of the past 2 seasons we had heightened tension and drama in the villains faced#from kalvaxas to the nightmare king to the night yorb at the beginning of this season#some pvp (even if the other ps is the dm) makes sense for a stripped back season focused more on relationship building#plus we've been missing the high school rival aspect of fantasy high this is a good focus for junior year#when you are now realizing you are in direct 'competition' with other kids for opps and positions in colleges and unis#and the rat grinders probably see the bad kids as having a leg up on everyone because they were able to save the world multiple times#and could parlay that into bright futures in any college they want like brennan hinted at in ep 3#this season the rat grinders will try and separate the bad kids and put ultimate stress on them to break them apart or get them kicked out#getting rid of gilear to install a principal more aligned with their views#and yes i absolutely think those four yorkshire terriers in a sweatervest made it so gilear won a cruise#it's a very tracey glick thing to do
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for requestober ! my heart's been aching for yanderapy for a while and i would like to get something about them :3 i don't have a specific prompt . i do like to see them more on the angsty-unhealthy-relationship side lol like some of the requests you made last year . overall , just seeing anything about them would be nice . X3
Day 1 - Sodium Chloride Couple
#My art#Requestober#Yanderapy#First req of the year is my boys!! I am blessed!! 💕 Thank you for thinking of them <3#Hopefully this will sate your desires enough - it's not exactly angsty but I did try to bring in a bit of their weirdness lol#Y'know that one post that's just accidentally recreating the Homestuck shipping quadrant?#I still know very little about Homestuck but does Kismesis do anything to make the two chill out or is it just aimed at each other lol#Personally I really like the concept of a sodium chloride couple! That two people match each other's freak just right and become harmless#Because that's these two so much!! They're perfect for each other on accident (on purpose) and make each other better!#Ishida would ask too much and Mitsu would give too much if they were with different people#But their tendencies balance each other out - make them realize they're going too far because of what they see in the other#That and they genuinely like each other <3 They want to improve the other both selfishly and altruistically#Selfishly because then they get the best version of the other all to themselves hehe <3#But altruistically because they wish for each other's happiness and gain confidence in their ability to grant it#They're good for each other's self esteem! Although Ishi was already pretty self-confident before they got together haha#He feels happier and more whole with Micchan tho <3 Like he wants to - and can be! - his best self for and with him#All the mushy-gushyness on them being silly together lol - clearly it's been too long since I've doodled them I'm rambly ♪#Had a lot of fun with the hands here :) Ishi holding Mitsu's face so delicately ♫#They probably could (and probably do lol) switch who's got what and be just as happy#They just enjoy being together and making each other all head-silly haha <3 Not hard for either to achieve ♪
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I thought about Dee a little too much last night
#dsaf#dayshift at freddy's#Dsaf dee#dee kennedy#Dsaf peter#peter kennedy#dsaf blackjack#dsaf henry#Henry Miller#Do you think Dee ever realized after the DSAF 3 good ending that she didnt need to act like an adult anymore#And that shes still a child at heart despite how much she insists she hasnt been one for years now#Do you think Dee ever got the childhood that she never got to experience
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Something I’ve come to appreciate watching RTD1, Moffat, and Chibnall’s eras in such quick succession (with RTD2 airing as well) is how much each era really feels like it’s own show, but also the same show.
Doctor Who is just such a tonally, stylistically, aesthetically malleable show and it doesn’t really hit when you’re watching it spaced out over decades.
#I’ve been rewatching Doctor Who for my YouTube channel for the past several months#I’m on Flux rewatch right now and it’s really made me step back and realize#Chibnall Who feels so completely different to Moffat which feels so completely different to Davies#and yet I’m so many ways they all feel exactly the same actually#Also all 3 eras have mostly held up better than my memory of them#Doctor who#chris chibnall#Steven Moffat#russell t davies#ncuti gatwa#jodie whittaker#peter capaldi#matt smith#david tennant#Christopher Eccleston#bbc#dot and bubble#how do you get a tv show to lay 60 years? Range and Malleability babes
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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oh i can already tell i’m about to have some really unpopular opinions about the edge of sleep tv show
#i remember everyone loving the podcast when it came out#but as someone who was an active fan of audio dramas and podcasts for years at that point the show just. made me frustrated#i realized later after listening to left right game that qcode has this very strange and almost uncanny production behind it#where they get incredibly famous actors to play characters and then bank their marketing on that alone#and the writing is always *almost* good. like sometimes you start to think you might actually be listening to a good show#bc i mean the audio quality and special effects are all stellar#but then the writing and acting is always just a little bit too over-the-top and dramatic for it to feel natural#like the writers don’t know how to portray emotion without visuals so they just make everything Way Too Intense#and each time it feels like they just ask ‘what’s the most insane thing that can happen next?’#’oh ok he’s gonna chop dave’s dick off’#and every time you start to actually like a character they say something misogynistic or just otherwise batshit fucking insane#not to mention that time in left right game where a girl confessed her love to her best friend before LITERALLY DYING FOR HER#only for the best friend in the next scene to be like ‘erm i’m not gay 😐 awkward…’ and she’s NEVER BROUGHT UP AGAIN#qcode productions are kinda like the fast fashion of fiction podcasts i think#they churn out so many so quickly and they always feel just slightly unnatural or superficial#not to mention when i tried looking into them years ago and it’s impossible to find#literally anything about them. like their minimalist ass website was so insanely insanely vague#and yet clearly they’ve gotta have a fuck ton of money backing them to have this absurd amount of a-list talent on board#(which really i think that is all they care about)#anyways yeah some markiplier fans are gonna get pissed at me for not kissing the ground he walks on. but i was one of you. i AM one of you#and i hate that somebody out there is holding the iron lung movie over us like we’re dogs and if we wanna watch it#we gotta watch this show. which BTW they are giving no details about where to watch it#and seemingly no promotion or marketing material for a show that’s been in production for years coming out in less than 3 weeks#just weird as fuck man. and i don’t even think mark has much to do with it
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I really like the idea that for the first few months of them hanging out post-HoO, Will had no idea Nico had stayed at CHB before. He was under the impression that Nico was more or less new to camp, since he had been a rogue demigod, and that he had just been an ally of CHB up until that point who had been to the camp but had never been a camper. The entire time Will just assumed he was the senior camper between the two of them, not knowing Nico had actually joined camp almost a whole two years prior to him and was instead returning.
Nico eventually realizes Will’s misconception and tries to explain it, but Will thinks Nico is messing with him until Nico explains the crack in the dining pavilion (which no one at camp besides Percy knows the origins of, save for maybe Annabeth, Grover, and Chiron) was from him the night he ran away (and maybe also shows Will his camp beads to further prove he’s not making it up, depending on if you believe he has one from BoTL or not). Will then gets to have the fun little journey of recontextualizing everything he knows about Nico.
#pjo#riordanverse#will solace#nico di angleo#solangelo#headcanons#headcanon#i think a lot about solangelo between HoO and TOA and their dynamic in that time#and how despite not thinking negatively of Nico Will still has plenty of misconceptions and assumptions about him#and they have some minor conflict surrounding that while they slowly build up to truly knowing each other#it's largely inconsequential conflict and it doesn't hinder them being friends at all#but the minute they clear it up Will realizes that Nico is a *very* different person than he initially realized#not in a bad way. just that he's seen a Lot More Shit than Will expected#bonus points if this coincides with Will learning Nico's from the 30s#so it goes from Will going ''oh you're just a really powerful son of the Big 3 who idk got trained by your father probably?''#''and then became an ally of Percy's and helped out in the wars and stuff and now you're finally joining camp a year later than most would''#to Will learning ''oh. OH. you've seen some shit. oh you've been in this business way longer than most. are you good?''#''you're 13. most demigods learn they're demigods when they're 12. what do you MEAN you've seen all this shit & been doing this since 10''#''*ARE YOU GOOD???*''
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An older thought from a long-deleted platform, but I've correlated Scorpio from the Twelve Initiations of Love with Keith for a while.
'to teach that love is passion and learn that love is surrender.'
"to teach that love is passion" embodies Keith in that he's someone who exudes passion for the things and the people that he loves - in all contexts of the word 'love'. In aligning it with kallura, Keith has shown a passion for carrying out Allura's ultimate mission of spreading peace and healing the universe through the last 10,000 years, possibly even to his own harm:
And it's this passion for her mission, even in the face of their interpersonal conflict, that causes Allura to reconsider how she's been communicating with him.
This appears in s8 as well, in my opinion - Keith is shown to be the only person who is entirely supportive of her choices and her decision to pursue Honerva, and he remains steadfast behind her as she moves forward.
But "to learn that love is surrender" aligns with Keith regarding Allura too, because Keith learnt that the most honourable way to love someone is to surrender: he surrenders himself completely to the feeling of love he has for Allura, indicative of the way he speaks about her -
But also, in learning that love constitutes surrender, Keith also surrenders Allura herself - he allows himself to be okay with Allura loving someone else romantically, and is shown to be consistently supportive of her relationship with Lance, from its inception onwards -
- and, to his and our regrets, does not intervene at her sacrifice, surrendering her to follow the decision that she makes to leave.
#kallura#juniblade#keith x allura#allura x keith#analysis of a sort#not as daily as i had intended. but i have had this in my drafts for the better part of 3 and a half years#and in review and edit... i also realized his last act of surrender is not stopping her from leaving.#i do care for them. thank you all for indulging in my thoughts#it's been 6 years since the ending and they still have such a hold on me.#i might make a new post but - keith is the only one who says her name when she tells them her decision.
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Realized why I'm feeling more active, energetic, and capable of doing things on this study abroad!
I've been living the past three years in Colorado and Utah. Well above sea level. I'm in the UK rn. Basically at sea level.
I feel fine because I can actually fucking BREATHE xD
#I did not realize that was why I was having problems#because like. I moved to CO. Got COVID.#thought that had just fucked up my cardio (because I was inactive and had a bad cough for a while)#thought it was because at my college in UT I was very depressed (and probably got COVID too lets be real) my freshman year#and didn't do as much physical activity#even though I now. have a physically active job walk everywhere etc.#but no apparently the problem was that I. Wasn't getting enough oxygen#I feel FANTASTIC and not just like "oh you have one week feeling super good then get back to normal'' like I've been told#we're on week 3 I'm going strong
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