#IT'S 2 I CANT FUCKING SLEEP
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they lied. im not going to college to get more knowledge. im going to college on jupiter to get more stupider.
#good nice drawings go in the spiral sketchbook bad evil drawings go in the UNIVERSITATEA DE VEST DIN TIMIȘOARA college fair free notebook#sigh once again the shitty doodles of last week compiled for your viewing pleasure#i need to be able to sit down with tablet and do something for serious.#delete later#it's 1:30 am now i still can't sleep. i need to. do something that employs a form of mass destruction#it's beyond sick and twisted and ill how soft blonde hair is it's genuinely immoral you know like wrong and unright it's nonsensical#i don't hang with blonde people usually i am very rarely in a position where i am reminded of this. i touched blonde hair maybe 4 times in#my life at most. pushing his sunglasses up and having a few strands brush my fingers i was overcome with a kind of. tenderness. i have to#kill him.#IT'S 2 I CANT FUCKING SLEEP
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I'll forever be haunted by what crowley's confession could have been if he'd gotten to it before aziraphale dropped The News -- the hope, the excitement, the nervous optimism that they could really have it, be happy together side by side as partners in all the senses of the word
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#ineffable spouses#aziraphale x crowley#fuck i cant sleep i just.keep thinking#about THEM#my omens
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Ough too real
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 memes#off topic but#im so fucking sick rn its not even funny#going to be using tf2 as a distraction bc i cant sleep anymore#so new content for you guys#tf2 shitpost
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emorel........???.?...??
Spell the smell
Wouldn't it be fun?
Search for a church
Wouldn't it be fun?
Wet your bed
Wouldn't it be fun?
Cold and coals
Wouldn't it be fun?
#moral orel#orel puppington#Sheol speakwell#moral orel oc#moral orel fanart#my art#art#adult orel puppington#moral orel art#adult orel#i love nirvana please someone carve nirvana on my chest#mmmmman im so fucked up need some sleep i CANT EVEN SLEEP#1 🐏 2 🐏
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literally atp my main desire for iwtv going forward is that they dont tone down the fact that everyone is obsessed with eachother. Yes, because thats how 70 percent of the plot happens in the first place but also because im so petty and the "who is in love with who" arguing makes me want to shoot this place up
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#char.txt#had someone send me an ask 2 weeks ago being like ''lesmand cant happen cuz they were never together''#and i was so kind and didnt give them an itemized list of lesmand being so weird about eachother in just TVA alone#and knowing that amc is going to give louis a much bigger part- we have got to accept#that everyone is fucking everyone and people confess undying love for another character like every other chapter#but some of yall couldn't even believe that armand was sleeping around with the coven so ykw maybe its hopeless LMAOOO
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ARE YOU ALL GONNA KEEP LETTING ME GET AWAY W/THIS?!?!?!??!?!?! also ourple under the cut cuz i think it looks cool
also heres the sketch tee hee
goodnight
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf 3#GOD ITS 12 AM I NEED 2 SLEEP#fnaf springtrap#springtrap#william afton#purple guy#I MADE THE SKETCH AND I#WHEEEEEEEEEW CHILD#PLEASE [PLEASE PLASE I CANT KEEP DRAWING HIM W/WHORE EYES'#(i can and i will)#((you cant stop me))#not TOTALLY satisfied w/the colors but whatevs#FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCLKKKK#FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK#HIM HIM HIM HIM#I WANT HIM SO BADLY HELP ME#ALL MY CANVAS IS JUST HIM W/WHORE EYES I CANT DO TIS#WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!!#I CANT BELIEVE#I GOT THE ANGLE OF HIS FACE RIGHT W/OUT USING A REFERENCE#POINTSSSS#WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#spacie scribbles
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I was supposed to play games after school but I did this instead. I am oh so very tired
@butter1knife
#buttersknifedtiys#i really hope thats the right tag idk.... im so sleepy i feel like im gonna pass out#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#zadr#zim and dib romance#AUAGAGAHHGG IM GONNA GO TO SLEEP after i finish watching this video#theyre so cute i love them so much#zim has no fucking clue what hes doing#i hc dib to be really good at cooking and whatever since 1 hes the oldest sibling and 2 membrane is never home#hes gotta know how to make food!!#zim though.... not so much. gir knows how to make food better than zim#primarily because irken are so used to only eating snacks they dont really need to know how to make things#also cuz no one really properly raised zim!! his ass cant cook!!!!!!!!#anywaysss this took a really long time so i probably missed some stuff. and im too tired to fit it.... sigh
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Oh, you’re mentally stable? You sure about that?? *sinks your tomb*
#tlovm#tlovm spoilers#the sunken tomb#this came to me in a vision#and by that i do mean starring at a blank google doc with sleep dep suffering#i think im soooo funny until the hight of sleep dep sets in and then i need to fucking nap like pffft my sense of humour cant handle that#critical role#the legend of vox machina#tlovm s2#tlovm season 2#legend of vox machina#lovm#vox machina#cr1#vex'ahlia#vax'ildan#sunken tomb#andis thought geyser
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goodnight
#head hurtsss . been watching tv too long#funny how i watchwd 8 fucking hours of stranger things but i cant finish invincible season 2 .#i really need 2 do that#voice in my head yelling SLEEP GOD PLEAS (haley) . i should be at the club(ao3 dot com) . ok.
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reeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddstonerrrrrrrr yuuummmm
ITS NOT BLOOD ITS CHEETO DUST REDSTONE ((also i stole the embroidery ren sun on the patch from madddddiiii <33 bc it was a cute silly detail i enjoy & totally wont 4get))
#ughhhhh how long has it been???? hmmm#i couldnt go back 2 sleep so i finished these sketches upp#now i should go abck 2 slepppppp blehl#i started getting rlly lazy after i “finshied” the 1st 1 aka the fullbody#also that quote ross is saying is from a comment under like the fnaf hide n seek video#iii cant rmemebr which 1#it was silly tho so i stole it#ALSO IVE BEEN WATCHING THE DIVERSITY VIDEOS AGAINNN#AAAAAAAA I NEVER ACTUALLY FINSIHED WATCHING THEM SO ITS ALL NEW & IM ALL YIPPEEEEEEEEE#anyways live love laugh redstoner#redstoner#yourpalross#i still dont know if its like sacrilegious 2 b putting that tag on here but hhhhhhhhhhhhh#ALSO I GAVE HIM LIKE GREY SCRUFF/ARM HAIR IDK#should i do brown??????????.....idddkkkkkkkkkkkk#also while drawing this i like almost wanted 2 draw him w/alazy eye then realized that my oc larry is a squirrel w/like a lazy eye\#& i basedd him off of nutty & LIKE GODDAMNIT WHATS W/SQUIRRELS & THEM HAVING LIKE OPPISITE EYES?? pupils?#its cause of nuts huh. like their nuts? crazy hashtag goofy#idkkkkkk i just like nutty#oh. his name is fucking nutty#im going 2 stop typing bc the more i type the more stupid i sound#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#mcyt#puppee art
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Me: Wow I loved James Mcavoy in x men. I wonder what his other works are like
Me: Oh wow, look, a detective movie! I bet that'll be - WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL! JAMES NO 😭
#james mcavoy#filth#x men#what the fuck was I thinking#like what the actual hell#save me twink charles#hell- Actually save me Magneto#blast this guy#imagine the shock i got seeing this man bust someone for sleeping with a minor#putting it on the record that “female is under the age of consent”#and then making her suck him off only to yell at her 2 seconds in#LIKE THE HELL NOOOO#i cant do this
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Going to walk into the fucking water 🙏👍🚶➡️🌊
#going insane. cant sleep the fucking constant irregular snoring… ahut the fuck uppppp please#no peace or autonomy in the day and i can’t even rest at night. day 2 of 2 weeks 👍#earplugs do not drown it out. i can’t sleep through it. im going genuinely insane#like distress tolerance works for not like clawing my own face off out of hate#but it does feel like 2 straight weeks of keeping my hand in the Dune pain box#exactly how I prefer to spend my only time off from my phd coursework btw#seething with sublimated resentment and anger while wearing Steel Plated Happy Mask#god forbid I get to relax or have a nice time with people who like me or cook food or read in bed#nope ! just holiday hate and competitive ulcer cultivation.#not going to put my head thru a wall because i’m an adult with emotional control#but sooo awesome to get to spend the next 2 weeks exhausted and wishing I could#and then straight back into constant work. awesome. Not clawing face off. Doing awesome#btw dbt is great for some things but i do hate how it is like. aorry if your environment sucks and other people are tangibly causing you#real distress. however : it is your responsibility to absorb the impact and defuse it#Like pleeease I’ve had the best year of my liiife why is 36 hours with my parents enough to send me straight to hell#at that point I feel the problem is less my emotional regulation skill#and more that when people treat me badly or in ways i find upsetting i become naturally: Upset?#big if true. whatevwerrrr okay im just going to sit in the fucking hotel lounge and work on fic or somwthing. fine
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Book Update
Yall 🥲
So I mapped it out and I only have....5 more chapters to go before the end of the book. I...don't know how to compute this in my brain lol. I know it'll need a thorough comb over for grammar and cuts. But 🥲🥹
I truly, truly wouldn't have gotten this far without yall on this app. I am blown away.
Every time yall gassed me up has led me here. 😭😭😭😭 I love yall so much. Yall just don't know 😭😭
#megaminds updates#book update#with these words#did i just write a fucking book??#like....ive written 2 before#2 dreadful ones thatll never see the light of day again#but this one hits different#ahhh#idk how ill be able to sleep#thank you thank you#every ome of you on this app helped push me along to reach the end#now i gotta think of a collective name for you all to thank in my book#megas mafia?#megas kinfolk?#im bad at names help meeee#cant wait for you to meet zora and jasper#and while that is off to the editor#i need to start thinking about this vampire book chileee
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beastlife tomorrow imso fucking nervous
#FUCKKK I NEVER FINISHED THE SUMMARY POST FOR TAEVI#Or answered any recent asks. i got songs sent to me which i gotta listen to…#and i got another insane ask from scott mpreg anon. thabks man#anyways i cant start working on the summary post rn because then i’ll be sleeping at 2 am. Hoping i remember in the morning#bree barks so fucking loud
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You have no idea what I’m capable of
Her screams rang in her ears as she shot awake, hastily sitting up in her bed as the white moonlight still trickled in through the uncovered windows. 3:24am.
“Fuck,” she groaned, rubbing the pads of her palms over her eyes with enough pressure to form splotchy colors and wavy patterns in her vision.
Her heavy comforter, a welcome home gift from Tommy and Maria, was wrapped around her small frame, her socked feet showing through where the comfort wasn’t bunched up. She balled it up in her fists as she held it close to her chin. “He’s gone.” She inhaled, held the breath, and exhaled, a small exercise Joel taught her. Not one hundred percent effective, but it helped. Sometimes. “He’s gone.”
A few minutes of breathing, memories with Joel, and tossing and turning in bed did nothing to wipe the images out of her head. Frustrated, she wrapped the comforter around her, waddling out of her room and down the hall to Joel’s.
As always, his door was open. It was always more for her than him; an effort to say you are welcome to come in. She took it most nights. But tonight…she felt guilty, almost. She bothered him a lot. He was sick of her by now. He must’ve been.
She brought herself to the wall beside his door and backed up against it, slowly sliding her comforter-wrapped self to the floor with a small “oof” as she hit the hardwood.
“Ellie?” Shit.
She closed her eyes, trying to keep quiet, hoping he’d fall back asleep if she didn’t make any noise.
He called again, his accent very strong. “Kiddo? Everythin’ alright?”
She exhaled as she stood, not getting any closer to his door. Her voice was quiet, shy. “Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you”
His fingers reached out from his bed, gently opening the door open a smidge more. “You’re awake for a reason. What’s goin’ on?”
“Nothing, just…I’ll go back to bed.”
“Hey.” His voice was so soft. Never demanding, always inviting. “C’mere,” he asked, nudging his door open a little more with his fingers.
She smiled slightly, pushing his door open the remainder of the way with her foot, her arms still around herself to keep the comforter held in place.
Without a word, she walked to the other side of the bed, pulling the sheets down far enough to fit her the comforter in his bed. She laid down on her right side, facing Joel, and bent her knees, tucking herself into a mini cocoon beside him.
Joel cleared his throat slightly, his hands resting on his stomach. “You know…I have blankets on this bed already.”
“Nothing wrong with an extra one,” she mumbled, face tucked into the slack of her comforter.
He turned his head towards hers, unable to find her eyes. His voice was quiet and gentle, his Texan drawl still making itself known. “What was it tonight?”
Ellie sighed. “The same.”
She wiggled herself closer to him and rested her head on his bicep, his hands still on his stomach. Her knees followed suite, pushing up against the side of his thigh as she tucked herself away against him.
“Ya okay?”
“Mmhm…just needed…” she trailed off, sighing into his arm.
He wiggled said arm out from under her and brought it around her, pulling her closer to him as her head rested over his heart.
“Go to sleep,” he whispered, lips finding her auburn as she dozed off, Joel holding her close to his side.
#currently 3/26 am#got off call an hour ago with Meg saying I was gonna go to sleep#sorry brother I lied#I love you our call was great#anyway take this#I cant not write physical touch#I love it so much#season 2 snuggles pleathe 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻#this might be incoherent#very very very sleepy rn#the last of us hbo#joel miller#ellie williams#the last of us#L writes#that’s my fucking brother
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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth
#skye's ramblings#THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start#i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much#we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good#cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism#of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous#it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...
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