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in any other story, merry would have died in battle or pippin in minas tirith, or frodo would have fallen or sam killed by gollum but tolkien, after facing losses in real life, said: no, this time they live. this time, they all get to live. in a way, the lord of the rings is a love letter to dead soldiers.

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Sadly, I’m not familiar with that one! I’m sorry!

Sorry to bother you but can you help me find another negan fic 😅 The plot was something about the reader being a worker I think and negan wants her to be a wife but she says no and later she finds a pair of sneakers and a pair of heels in her room and a note from negan saying something about choosing which pair to keep. I think the reader chose the sneakers but I'm not 100% sure. I'm sorry I don't remember much more. thanks in advance!

I actually remember reading this fic, but once again i can't remember the damn name! 😫 apparently i read waaay too many fics lol. I'll see if I can't help ya out hun, I'm sure someone on here knows the fic you're lookin' for 😁👍

@noodlecupcakes @ne-gans @lilithwolferp @lukeevansandjdmobession @negan-the-cat @negans-lucille-tblr

SINGLE BOOST!! LET'S FIND THIS FIC 👍❤❤❤

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Sweet baby 💜

To me it’s a really comfortable position.

— “Explain This” w/ Chris Evans

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savewithstories: “If You Give A Dog A Donut” - read by #ChrisEvans

“If You Give A Dog A Donut” by Laura Numeroff, illustrated by Felicia Bond (published by @harperkids) - read by #ChrisEvans

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The fact that she calls him Daddy is amazing. The fact that calls him Daddy publicly makes me so happy. She knows that he’s the reason that term even exists. Mmmfff

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I HAVE QUESTIONS

...MMMH?

EXCUSE

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Rick Grimes Wallpaper part 4

Use if you like. Save if you like. Reblog if you like.

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😘😘😘😘

💞💞Thank you for existing 💞💞 Send this to 10 people who you think deserve a sweet and kind message in their inbox💕

thank you ❤️

i’m glad these people exist: @footballffbarbiex @negans-lucille-tblr @princessmisery666 @amethyst-dreams-and-candy-canes @letsby @daisysouthmoore @negansdirtygirl22 @kittenofdoomage @maddiepants @metalzombiemiss

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DADDY! I can’t wait to see this 🤤🤤

Jeffrey Dean Morgan in The Postcard Killings

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Being a fan of color or specifically black in fandoms is very exhausting. We need a safe place and we're constantly fighting for our right to exist. We also routinely get spoken over by the white fandom whenever we dare to criticize something. I go extra hard for characters of color because of this very reason. We're actually finally being represented and racism is ever rampant.

It's mostly prevalent in white feminist women, who blatantly refuse to listen to us in any capacity. They will tell the fandom to block us or drown us out but claim to be allies.They take it upon themselves to voice over us their opinions while saying they don't see racism in the fandom, and it's probably because of some other reason. Gaslighting as I've said before.

Another thing that is consistent in the racist white fandom is how they want to be coddled. They want us to to educate them but at the same time handle them with kid gloves and their ignorance must be accepted. White fandom will ask for examples without the intentions to listen or change as they invalidate all criticism. White fandom will police us by our tone and whitesplain to fans of color while acting like they're being personally attacked. We can write whole essays on why something is racist, problematic, toxic, and it's never enough. White fandom, largely women have their white experiences in the fandom so it must be universal for all when it's not. We do not have to coddle anyone. Its not our place to make sure someone is not offended or comfortable in terms of racism, colorism, and anti blackness. Imagine how fans of color feel in racist fandoms.

What people can do is not silence us nor speak over us. Listen instead. Support us, that's how you ally. Realize your fandom experience might not be the same as fans of color. To be truly inclusive, understand fans of color's fandom experiences are valid too.

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THE TONGUE

Interview tongue porn. 😜💗

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I love him 

# please come collect ur child

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Secret: Epilogue--Lily & Negan

I promised an epilogue for Lily and Negan and after a million years, I finally finished it.  I’m sorry it took so long!  The end of 2018 and all of 2019 were a major mental struggle for me in all aspects.  But it’s 2020 and I’m starting to feel...more like myself.  I’m feeling happier, healthier, and stable.  (Thanks meds and therapy!)  I’m saying all of that to let you know that, as I get more time throughout the year, I’ll be (hopefully) posting more writing, one shots and hopefully, otherwise.  I hope you’ll all accept me back into your fan fiction world and love me like you did before.  Thanks for your patience.  Love you guys. :)

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“Hey, angel,” Lily smiled as she looked down at baby Alexa.  The 6 month old had started standing up in her crib and insisted on waking them up at the crack of dawn every single day.  “You ready for breakfast?”

Alexa gave her a toothless grin and began giggling as she reached her arms up to be picked up.  Lily picked her up quickly and made a small airplane noise.  Alexa giggled louder at the sound.

“I guess that’s a yes!” Lily exclaimed.

They went downstairs and found Negan already sitting at the island in the kitchen having his morning coffee and toast.  

“There are my girls!  She actually fucking slept until the sun was fully up.  Color me impressed!” he said.

Lily walked over and gave him a kiss.  He kissed Alexa on the forehead and gave her a smile.  He placed her in her high chair and entertained her while Lily got her formula ready.  

“Ya know, you’re eventually gonna have to watch your language around her.  Once she starts talking, she’s going to repeat everything you say.  Not the please and thank you but the fuck and the shit and the cunt.  So, like, we should start being more aware of what we’re saying,” she told him, shaking the bottle of formula and grabbing a small jar of baby food from the fridge.

“Oh come on!” he chuckled, “You know it’s hilarious when babies curse!  Especially if they learn to curse like me!”

Lily rolled her eyes and laughed at her soon-to-be husband, “It’s hilarious but we shouldn’t encourage it.  She’s gonna end up with a mouth like mine when she gets older if we curse like that constantly.”

He waved his hand, “Meh!  It’s fine.  She’ll still be just as much of a lady as you are even with the mouth of a sailor.  Isn’t that right baby?”  He cooed at her and smiled wide.  

“You wanna feed her while I get my own breakfast ready?” Lily asked, handing him the baby food and formula.  

He took them and grinned, “You know I’d be happy to!”

She smiled back at him and gave him a little wink.  “Thank you, baby.  I appreciate your help.”

“I would do anything for you.  You know that,” he told her.

“I know,” she replied, “You’ve proven that time and again.  It’s why I’m marrying you tomorrow.”

“Can you believe it?” he asked, wiping the bit of food that had dropped out of Alexa’s mouth.

“That we’re getting married tomorrow?”

“That you actually said yes to me!” he joked.

“That’s a little surprising too,” she said, “Especially since you asked me while I was in labor.  Weirdo.”

“It seemed like the best time.  You were vulnerable so I knew you’d say yes!” He gave her a huge grin as she laughed loudly.

“You son of a bitch!” She smiled, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

“Lily, you look stunning,” Rick smiled at her with pride in his eyes.

She smiled back, “Thank you for walking me down the aisle, Rick.  It means so much to me.”

“It’s my pleasure.  I think I’m more amazed with the fact that Negan is the groom.  Things have certainly changed since I first locked him up all those years ago.”

“He’s a different man,” Lily said as she placed the veil on her head, “Still has the same mouth but he’s completely different.”

Rick placed his hands on her shoulders as she looked at herself in the mirror, “He’s different because of you.  You changed him.  And now look at him.  He’s a father and he’s about to be a husband.  He’s not the same man he was when I…”

Lily looked up at him through the mirror, “Cut his throat?  No, he’s not.  You did the right thing, Rick.  I promise.”  She rested her hand on his.

“Thank you for coming here, Lily,” he said, “You helped change Alexandria for the better.”

She smiled softly, “Thank you for taking me in.  You gave me a life and a home.  And a husband…”

“Are you ready?” he asked, squeezing her shoulders lightly.

She nodded, “Let’s do this.”

They walked out of the bedroom together and headed down the stairs.  Lily took a deep breath as they turned the staircase to go to the backyard.  She could see purple and silver strewn across the entire yard.  She grabbed the bouquet that Michonne had helped her make and held onto Rick’s arm tightly.  The butterflies in her stomach were dancing wildly as she heard the music begin.  The door opened and she looked up to see Negan in his suit.  She could see the smile growing across his face and the tears forming in his eyes.  She fought back her own tears, smiling back at him.  Lily’s dress glimmered slightly in the sunlight.  She still couldn’t believe Maggie was able to find so many crystals to help make it.  With the help of Maggie, Michonne, and Enid, they managed to create an incredible purple wedding gown.  

“Who gives this young woman away?” Gabriel asked.

“I do,” Rick replied, holding back tears.

Negan smiled and wiped away tears, “You look fucking gorgeous, baby.”

She giggled and felt herself blush, “Stop it…”

“Get used to it,” he grinned.

“Lily and Negan have asked me to keep this short and sweet out of courtesy to all of you since it is still so incredibly hot in the middle of October.  And I can’t say I disagree with them!”  The crowd laughed quietly.  “Many of us knew Negan long before Lily came along and, well, I think I can speak for all of us when I say that we never saw this coming.  Lily came to our community half-starved and dehydrated.  We brought her in and gave her a life.  In the process, she gave Negan a life.  She gave Negan more of a purpose.  She gave Negan a heart again.  And now, we have a new family here in Alexandria.  We have an amazing doctor and an incredible carpenter.  We are grateful to have you here.  And we are grateful to see this union occur.  I believe they have their own vows to share.  Lily?”

“When we met, I never thought in a million years I’d ever care for you the way that I do now.  I certainly never thought we would be parents to our beautiful daughter.  You have changed my life in a way I never thought possible.  Thank you for shoving your way in and forcing me to see that I am worthy of love and happiness.  You are the greatest thing to happen to me.  I love you, Negan.”

She could hear the soft sniffles of people crying.

“Negan?” Gabriel said.

“I don’t know where to start, Lily.  I was broken when we met.  I was stuck in a cell because I didn’t know how to be a normal human being.  You showed up and changed everything for me.  You changed me.  You helped me see that I’m more than who I was.  That what I did in the past doesn’t need to define who I am now.  You showed me friendship and most of all, you showed me love.  You showed me that I can love and that I’m allowed to be loved.  Lilith, thank you for giving me a chance to show you love and give you everything that I can.  I love you.”

She fought back her tears as she smiled wide.  

“May I have the rings please?” Gabriel asked.  Carl came up and handed him the wedding bands.  “Negan, do you take Lily as your wife?”

“I do.”

“Lily, do you take Negan as your husband?”

“I do.”

They slid the rings on each other’s fingers.  “I now pronounce you husband and wife.  You may kiss the bride.”

Negan took Lily into his arms and dipped her.  She laughed as he kissed her deeply.  Everyone stood up and began cheering.  He brought her back up to standing and gave her one last kiss.  “I love you,” he whispered.

They practically skipped down the aisle as people continued to clap.  They rushed inside and hugged tightly.  “We’re married!!!” She shouted.

“You’re my fucking wife.  Holy shit!” he picked her up and spun her around.  Her laugh echoed through the hallway.  He set her down and looked into her eyes.  “You’re my wife…”

“And you’re my husband.”  She pulled his head down and kissed him.  Her tongue slowly slipped through his lips.  

He pulled away, “Baby, we got a reception to go to.  Save that energy for later.”

She groaned, “Fiiiiine.  You just look so fucking sexy right now…”

“And I absolutely can’t wait to get this dress off of you.  But we should probably go entertain our guests.”

“Okay, okay,” she kissed him softly, “Let’s go.”

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“That was a great party!” a very drunken Rick came over to the newlyweds and hugged them.

Negan and Lily laughed as they hugged him back.  “Thanks, Ricky-boy!  Glad you had a great time!” Negan, also drunk, pat him on the back.  “Never thought we’d get here, did ya?”

Rick pulled away and smiled, “I sure didn’t, Negan.  I sure fucking didn’t.  But here we are.”

Lily smiled, “I’m glad you finally see what I see, Rick.  People can change if they really want to.”

“They can,” Rick agreed, “Go enjoy your night.  Michonne and I will take good care of the baby.  I promise.”

“Thanks, Rick,” Negan said.  He looked at Lily and smiled, “Well, I’m ready to take my beautiful wife home.”

“Let’s go then.  I’m ready to go home with my handsome husband.”

“Let’s consummate this thing, baby!” Negan picked her up and carried her up to the front door of their home.  Lily tried to stifle her laughter.

As their bodies intertwined in passion, Lily finally let go of everything.  Every worry, every insecurity, every bit of sadness.  Nothing could take away what she had with Negan.  She finally realized that she is worthy of every bit of love he gave her and that she was finally able to actually love someone without walls around her heart.

The End

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Oh yes!

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Happy Sebby Saturday.

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Well my Tumblr app has been on the fritz and I haven’t received a single notification in months. I’m so sorry to anyone who has tagged me in stuff and thank you to all new followers. I’m sorry I’ve been absent. Everything has been weird and I’ve been busy. I’m hoping to get back on track with writing again. My epilogue for Lily and Negan is almost done and I’ve started a few stories but haven’t gotten around to working on them much. Thanks for sticking around. Love you guys.

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Hi Tumblr.

Just wanted to check in with everyone. How are you?

I’m alive.

I’m breathing.

Hope you’re doing the same.

Breathe. You’re okay.