#(i can and i will)

[9w1ft]

Hi! Love your account! So I am a recent convert to gaylorism and I tend to align with LSK, but I cannot fit in the timeline Taylor’s sad heartfelt rendition of “I can’t stop loving you”. What’s your take on it? Where they in an off period of their relationship?

hi! happy to have you here :)

i think that in general the post-masters purchase period of 2019 (the back half of the year) was a period of mourning and sadness for many reasons for taylor. the argument could be made that she had just given up her coming out plans. her work had been sold to scooter. her mom was reported to be very sick. maybe there were other sad things that happened, but i don’t think that a kaylor breakup had to have been one of them.

i do however believe that there was a tactical value to taylor and karlie distancing themselves from one another during this period, and i do think it’s possible that they may have played into the perception of their relationship even in the eyes of the people who were in the know. i think that the songs mad woman and vigilante shit both plainly suggest that karlie was the one who got the dirt on scooter and gave it to taylor. because she was the one who still, as we saw, had access to socializing with him and his circle after the masters were bought. i know that a sort of double-agent theory probably comes off as farfetched but i really do believe that at the time taylor was not concerned with how kaylor appeared to kaylors or gaylors. rather, she was laser focused on “inconveniencing herself to prove a point” and karlie (and her relationship to karlie) was one important ally for her in these circumstances. from her perspective, in this situation, platforms like bbc radio one live lounge can be seen as an opportunity to convey a distance between her and karlie, leaving karlie in a position to more freely be around scooter and his circle without his guard being up.

and now, knowing what we know now, i think it’s pretty obvious how people should interpret the line “she had the envelope, where you think she got it from?” — maybe some people are still stuck on the top layer: where you think she got it from? yael got it from taylor! without considering the next question: where did taylor get it from?

anyway, this is sort of my personal and developing interpretation of the time period, please don’t take it to be consensus opinion, i don’t think there’s been much consensus opinion discussion about this time period with kaylors, not on tumblr at least.

finally. here are some posts i’ve written about different aspects of it! in case you’re interested:

[lettuceish]

[lazyexceptwhencooking]

I have a dream for 2024 and I will achieve it.

I have a dream for 2024 and I will achieve it.

I have a dream for 2024 and I will achieve it.

I have a dream for 2024 and I will achieve it.

[fizzyphan]

wyd if i roll up to the tit tour in cat whiskers

[trashmouthsworld]

I JUST HAD A BRILLIANT IDEA. SEASON 3 NEEDS TO HAVE A FLASHBACK SCENE OF CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE ON THE TITANIC. THIS IS GOING TO HAUNT ME

[shivstar]

Let us all manifest something good :-

Repeat with me-

"For the first time in a long time I yearn for tomorrow, cherish yesterday and live for today. It's a peace that no one will take away from me. "

[elfpylon]

OK!!!!!!!!! BACK! HIHIHIIIII!!!!! finals went well but I'm tired and freaky. I missed everyone but it was good to have a break.

[geturasstomars]

i can gaze into the eyes of a person and tell if they drive an SUV or not. and if the answer is yes then i vaporize them with my beam

[no-mercy-bby]

Friendly reminder: fictional characters are fucking fictional. Ship whoever you want together.

[shadesofawe]

Hey, I just met you

and this is crazy

but here´s my number

so call me maybe

[secret-fairygarden]

I don't wanna die anymore There are hands to be held and drinks to be spilled And I can and I will You stand in the kitchen, making me still 'Cause I can and I will

[ra1nboww0rrier]

"Should I sacrifice free will for the sake of a decent essay conclusion?"

- me, revising ethics 2024

[yumeyleo]

im gonna kill myself i sweat to fuckingn GODD

[strikethematch18]

You know, right after I reblogged that jjk one-shot with the home videos and talent show with the "best fucking thing..." I briefly panicked because my mom asked me earlier if my social media was locked down and/or cleaned up because I'm on the county BOE meeting agenda for the 12th to be hired in as a substitute teacher.

But then I remembered, oh yeah. This blog has nothing attached to my irl self. I can say fuck.

[thetablestspoon]

I dunno about others, but usually, when I am not focused on something and for example I'm just sitting or I'm doing something that doesn't require much thinking, my mind is doing 3 different thought chains at the same time there is a song or two playing in the background and I'm having a hypothetical conversation or I'm replaying one that happened however long ago while making up a scenario or explaining to myself something I already know

(It's also annoying because sometimes I make posts in my head and they escape before I can write them and that is the exact reason I can only make short posts, if it's too long I can no longer write them in a way than makes sense)

So I was trying to tell my mother about how alien invasions are usually portrayed in media and what concepts I would like to see more of (I have a post about this in drafts, maybe I'll finish it one day, who knows)

And she told me that I should stop sitting around doing nothing but thinking about irrelevant stuff and maybe do the tasks I have instead

But the problem is, that entire topic was constructed in my mind over the 5-6 minutes I was unpacking the groceries for her

She seemed very confused and pretty much told me that it's surely interesting but I should go do the stuff

Is this not how brains usually work?

Please tell me I'm normal

Cause I refuse to believe people just don't think when they are not occupied with something that requires focus and thinking