#INLOVE WITH HIM SO BAD
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guys my joshua headcannon is that if the person he likes gives him sweets he’ll eat them even though he doesn’t like them (sweets) very much 😭 he won’t tell them about it either he’ll just keep accepting the sweets and eating them cause he appreciated the effort they went through to make it. and one day he’ll think about making sweets for the person he likes as a thank you for always giving him such a yummy treats. he’ll spend so much time researching what he thinks they’ll like (and what he thinks he’s capable of making) and once he’s picked smth he’ll do a bunch of trials to make sure they taste good before actually giving it to the person he likes. and they like it so much that he decides to try baking a bit more often to see them smile more (RAAAAAAA). so it just becomes an exchange like once a week. and eventually when they get into a relationship he’ll awkwardly break the news that he doesn’t ACTUALLY like sweets. his partner won’t believe him at first because he ate SO MANY sweets that they made for them and shua will just say he liked them cause they made it for him 😫😭🫶
#02shuuu: thoughts#joshua hong#joshua hong fluff#joshua hong headcanons#joshua hong x reader#this was a tad bit self indulgent#thought came to mind after watching shua and cook this morning ugh 😭#like he was so cute trying to bake his little cookies#you can tell he really doesn’t bake much#BUT HES DOING HIS BEST UGH#and honestly it makes me so happy that he feels comfortable filming this solo content and showing this side to carats#shuas finally home 🥹#INLOVE WITH HIM SO BAD
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN TREIN
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twst#mozus trein#trein#i need this gilf so bad#u dont understand#ive needed him so bad. and hes almost here.#inlove with one(1) mozus trein#pspspsps cmere trein
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when playing popular visual novel games for purely research purposes backfires once the presence of a pathetic wet sop of a man comes into the equation
#im inlove eith him im sorry#pretty sure this fandom is long dead too BUT ITS ITS FINE WHATEVER#i wont him#so bad#art#digital art#dailtown#randy jade#dailtown fanart#dailtown randy#thatsonehellofanart
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pages 252-261 in the final gambit made me cry.
#i wish i didnt fall inlove with a girl who was so good at bluffing#i wanna give him a hug sk bad#jameson definetly has confidence issues anx i wanna hug him#jameson hawthorne#grayson hawthorne#eve laughlin#toby hawthorne#tig#the inheritance games#kylie chats
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Jamie from boiling point is SO. I just rubbed one out [cut myself] because of the changing scene when his thigh cuts are out out of excitement
#its not very deep like baby beans but wtv#i need him so bad#like carnally#if you self harm im so so inlove with you#im erect#i NEED to get my hands on that man#i broke my too lazy to cut but also not having a blade streak#shitty cut but whatever
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WHAT THE FUCCCKKK WHY DID IT END LIKE THAT??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#…..yeah u alrwady know whats up#the amazing digital circus#spoilers in the next tags now ofc#ragatha…….. my dear ragatha trying her absolute fucking hardest to cheer pomni up#we all saw it coming a mile away bless her soul#and the entire scene under the map#pomni immediately latching onto gummy goo’s misery and being so soft and comforting made me want to THROW UP AND BAWL MY EYES OUT#bc….. rags doesnt know that if she just stopped trying to act overly positive and push everything that happened to her aside#and instead was real with her and tried to find ways they felt similar about being trapped#she would have been so much more successful in helping her like she wanted#FUUUCKKK!!!!!!!!#and the FUCKING FUNERAL FOR KAUFMO?????#jaw dropped when zooble came in saying that#that whole fucking end scene makes me want to throw up and BAWL#THE HANDS REACHING OUT TO POMNI AND CATCHING HER#OUGHDHFHFHHHH#the ragapom enjoyers have been fed.#btw#i have been fed#rewatching throwing up shitting and crying#two big rips to gummy goo and gangles happy mask only being on for 4 minutes and 7 seconds (yeah i checked)#anyway ragatha and pomnis voices are so nice inlove women#and jax showing an emotion for a 000000.00001th of a frame#the jax fans are gonna go crazy over that i can tell#yall can have him but also that facial expression couldve been abt queenie just my hunch tho#SPEAKING OF kinger having a split second of clarity talkin to rags in that scene?#he was absolutely fatherly to her when she first appeared#wish we could see this so bad#time to be normal now alr buhbye#slaps a lesbian sticker on ragatha for doing like 4 finger guns and flirting with the queen
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loving EVERYONE talking about good omens pride and prejudice for " the ball" episode
#i dont think thats what it is but i support it FULLY#i am giggling SO hard that o gave crowley a moustache you dont understand#cause everyone hates when he has a beard or something#and i strive for chaos#good omens#good omens season 2#crowley#good omens 2#aziraphel#good omens fanart#oh and i so so dearly am in love with the people who said they totally have given the hand kiss ebefore#thats just so cute for them idk maybe thats ace brain talking#brain is so alive and inlove and i think thats gonna be so great or so bad.#HELP i made him phineas fogg#from atwied
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I need him now, pleaasssssseeeee
#berserk#casca berserk#guts berserk#gutsca#the Casca in me is dying#i need this so bad#im going to cry#putting all my savings into this#crying#mental illness#im inlove with him#is this more important than bottom surgery#😭😭
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Dear Janvier,
You're mad at me hahah or maybe I'm mad at you. I started the converstation pero you started the argument. This has happened a lot recently. I tell no one because you are the only one who listens. You are my only friend, Janvier. That's funny to admit because nobody says things like that in real life. I hate you, Janvier. I hate hate hate you. No I don't. I love you, Janvier. I love you so much it hurts me. I love the way you hug me. I love the way you stare at me. I love the way your hair gets messed up pero it looks nice on you. I love your laugh because it truly is angelic. I love your smile. It's so addicting like sugar. I want so much of it to the point where I get sick. Most of all, I love your soul. It's so truly angelic and beautiful. I love all of you, the "bad" parts and good ones. I love you on your good and bad days. I love you all the time. I must love you in silence though. I want to love you in public pero I can't. I either love you or not. I would rather let myself die in every universe then to stop loving you. I am very, very lost. You guide me through the darkness like a latern. I hold on to you and shine pero the moment I let go, you break. Breaking you would break me. Hurting you would hurt me. I feel all your emotions as if they were my own. Your pain is my pain. Every burden you bare, I shall bare it too. I would take away all your pain and give it to myself if I could. You do not deserve pain. You do not deserve to hurt or wilt like a flower. I will wilt for you. You might miss me pero not more than I'd miss you. I miss you all the time. I miss you when I lay in bed at night, knowing you're not next to me. I miss you in the morning when I am not making you breakfast and kissing your cheek. I miss you when I write, knowing all that I write is my imagination. I miss you when you are off and away doing the things you always do because I should be there with you. I miss you when I see green and immediately think of you. No one shall ever die if they are loved by a writer. You, my love, will never not ever die. You will live on in my stories. Although, you're under a different alias, you will know. Tonight, I am a poet. I am your poet. Your scarred battlefield. I am anything you want me to be. Even if that is only a friend. I want to be by your side. I want to be right next to you through everything. I want to see you blossom instead of wilting. I want you to find someone to love you much more than I do. When you do, I will cheer you on from the bench. I will hide my pain with happiness for you. I will wait for you until the end of the world. I will find you in every universe and love you the exact way I do now. I will take care of you. I will wash your hair when you do not feel like it. I will help you get ready in the morning when all you want to do is die in your bed. I will brush your teeth when you decide you can't move your arms. I will help you walk when you struggle to stand. I will help you when you struggle finacially. I will help you when you struggle no matter what. I will take good care of you. I will love you no matter what. Even if I must do so in silence. I will do anything you want me to do. I will help you even when I am struggling myself. I will feel all your terrible emotions for you. I will cry for you until I choke on my tears. I will wipe any tear you shed. I will do everything I can to make you happy. I will do search everywhere and anywhere for you. I will love you forever and ever. I will always be yours even if you are not mine. When you move on, I hope you still think about me and about how I said I would wait. I will always wait for you. I will always be ready to try things with you again. I will always do anything for you. I will always take the blame for you. I will always do whatever you want me to. I will be the person I never had for you. I will love you in silence forever and ever. I love you so much, Janvier. These are all the words that went unsaid. The ones I wish I could've told you sooner before I lost you. This is farewell for now, Janvier.
#aliceosemansolos#i am inlove with someone's son#i love him so dearly#i love him so bad#i love him so much#i lovehim#i love him#i love his smile#i love his face#i love his voice#i love his hair#i love his eyes#i love all of him#i will love him forever#i hate everyone pero him#i want to be loved#i want to marry him#i want him#i want his attention#i want his babies#i want him so bad#i want him soooo bad#i want him so fucking bad#i want him so much#i only have eyes for you#i only want to be with you#i will love you forever#i will love you til the end of time#i would die for him#i would do anything for him
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Me leaving the function to go listen to warrens playlist again
#INLOVE BRO#sorry u guys I LITERALLY love him sm like pls thats my man#asmr roleplay#audio roleplay#desmond asmr#my tooth hurts#I got a crown put on it the other day bc I chipped it#and it hurts so bad?#is this normal#???
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HAVE YOU SEEN
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#Ohymrgsfjejkcksmd#HE LOOKS SOOWIDJIWJDJSJXJND#Ohtmeufhejnxjsnd#I NEED IT PLEASEEKNRJNDMFNF#HIS EYES SOEJDJEDNJENFNDND#don't look at me like that pls i'll fall inlove with you .... (spoiler alert: i already did)#HES SO FUCKING PRETY HOLYKEHFJEHDHDBD#HIS HAND BRUSHING BACK HIS HAIRIWHFUHEHDHD#he KNOWS! he's good looking#THAT POSEBWBDBDREKENDIEHHD#rinnie knows exactly how to get me#HES SOOOO UEHUDHEUDHHEDHD#actually speechless right now ... how can a figure look so pretty ....#EHUEHEHDHEHHDHWHHD#can't stop looking into his eyes .............#i will be thinking about this for a week#thank you for the new brainrot ayra 🫶🫶🫶🫶#and no i haven't seen this before (is it obvious)#i need him BAD#gnawing the bars of my enclosure#EJFHUEJDJFHEJXJSNJXJSMDKS#his cheeks look so biteable ................#i love yoy rinnie#mailbox!#friends : ayra
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hi life update i still miss my 6’3” blond freckle boy situationship (he was my manager at my old job before i moved cities) uhh my job pays good but it sucks (starbucks barista at a grocery store…) …….. but im doing good financially n all i rly do is go to work n smoke weed in my apartment w my roommate.. um ya anyways calypso out
#i really. Really miss him still even tho him leaving me like how he did traumatized me so bad#Moral of the story dont make out w ur manager at his apartment n have ppl end up finding out#i miss him tho i was inlove w him and kinda still am hashtag messy#Love u jack im still waiting for u :(#my lifes decent otherwise tho i am very financially stable lowk n is the only reason i keep goin even tho its been super hard😭😭#knowing i legit am financially stable completely on my own (aside from my roommate paying half our bills n rent obv) w no help jus my own#hard work so liek. Thats motivating . but i def feel aimless#and so alone. So lonely. i cry a lot#cptn cal’s adventures
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With all the really cool Peter Lorre inspired ocs I've been seeing lately I thought I'd draw some art of the closest thing I have to a Peter Lorre oc
Meet Claude Gauthier(whos name I spelt wrong in the drawing cause I'm stupid and have period brain) he's my interpretation of the unnamed main character from 'The Horla', my favourite of Peter Lorres radio shows
Claudes parents encouraged him to study for a mathematically focused career, but he would have rather studied music. He has been singing and playing the violin since he was young and has taken up writing compositions and various other instruments as a hobby over the years, namely the piano, cello and more recently, the harp and concertina. He's fond of opera, especially French(of course) and German, but he has nostalgia for the hungarian folk music shared with him by his mother and grandmother and a more recent appreciation for American and Irish folk music
He works as an accountant and a tax consultant for a wealthy American, named Declan Fitzsimmons, who has a property and a small company near Paris, inherited from his maternal French family. He and Claude have also been having an affair for the last 12 years
Claude is close with his maid, Marie, who he acts as something of a father figure toward. Many people scoff at how Claude "coddles" his help, but with how difficult life can be for young working girls, Claude sees no harm in giving her some extra change to get a pastry when he sends her off for groceries or letting her sleep in an hour or two every once in a while
#what a swell guy with a nice life!#i sure hope nothing bad happens to him ir any of his loved ones#i have a lot more about his relationship with declan and other characters involved with that#but none of it is really relevant here so eh#but in short dec is madly inlove with him but hes honestly a pretty shitty guy#he has a wife whos madly inlove with him but hes neglectful and intentionally cold to her even when he doesnt need to be#out of some misplaced 'reverence' towards claude#but shes not great either tbh and when she learns about claude she 100% blames him for her husband cheating#also i prefer to assume the horla really was a spirit haunting the main character and not just his imagination#but if it was all in claudes head then it was an intentional scheme by his cousin and her doctor friend to drive him to madness &/or death#and decs wife may or may not have also been involved#peter lorre#the horla#radio#my ocs#my art
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your so right
Oh, god. I understand now. This look Aziraphale has right after Crowley kissed him. I didn't understand why he'd look disgusted when we as the audience know that their feelings are mutual, and as Neil hinted, they both wanted to confess in this episode, but the Metatron changed that. "Do it again."
Richard Siken//Good Omens
#and its fucking chilling#every gay has felt that before too#good omens#the internalized homophobia is strong#well for him i guess its not homophobia#more like#the guy hes inlove with#is a demon#and thats like#its so inbeded in his brain that its bad#brainwashing yk#this show is literally just an allegory for internalized homophobia and religious trauma
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Would your answer be different?
Knowing that we had the chance to stay this age for the rest of are life's,
Would you have stayed then?
#dopamine#bad habits#my poetry#drug addiction#recovery#breakup#relationship#i miss him#he use to love me so much#downfall#intamacy#passion#daily devotion#i still love him more everyday#lovers#drug quotes#deep quotes#he lives in my soul#branded into every thought that runs through my head#his name curved into my lungs#the words he said run through my blood#bleed through my heart#we were so close#we were so inlove
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