#IM SO ANGRY AND DELUSIONAL
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the urge to be original but someone will always beat me to it
#ugh im so MAD at little things it all builds up and now im just a mad person#I DONT WANT TO BE MAD#okay dump in the hashtags bc ughhh#long story short i dont wanna be like everyone else and if i do it after someone it feels like copying like no im original im just late#PLEASE IF IM OUT OF TOUCH I AM SO SORRY BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEELLLLL#IM SO ANGRY AND DELUSIONAL
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his horns (finials) (idk)(ears)(whatever) shaking... the jumping ??? the struggling 😭 the off center twitching ..he is PISSED. AWF !!!!!!
#his defeat being planned makes this either hes playing up his rage bcs he definitely played up his defeat#or a mixture of playing up his rage and actually being a little pissed bcs he wanted to get more licks in but couldnt#anyways i cant take him sersiouly with those big ass ears#like an angry kitten trying to escape the burrito calm down blanket of doom#his helmet shape is so cute to me inearth spark it almost looks like a 80s mom hairstyle with the hair#cropping a symmetrical curve around her face or smthing#tbh if u are delusional enough all soundwaves are hot moms#i mean come on it's a given#except the animated one. he was freshly birthed. a little baby#megatron and optimus watching him freak like : 😦#optimus: so he served under you#megatron : oh Yes 😼..#meg: iMEAN yeah 😦#meg: i mean .. yes 😞..#need somebody to clip all soundwave appearances pls all seasons need it. NOWW!!!!!!!#at first i wasnt a big fan of his voice bcs i think when ppl try to harden that demonic voice underneath the autotune factor#which is rlly cool#they can kinda go too hard and it sounds almost too cartoony like a cartoon monster villain whos not calculated but vry primal#which goes against soundwaves whole cool calculated spy techno soundguy thing#but im warmed up to it now bcs it's a cute contrast like. u see this beautiful mech with magnificent curves & ure like omg hey hot mama#and then a voice from the 9th circle of hell growls at you like thats lowkey hilarious#dont mess with a bad bitch !!!!!! who just had a bad break up!!!!#he WILL kill u !!!!!!!!#soundwave#transformers#maccadam#tf#tf es#tf earthspark#arcee
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guh just finished playing dsaf 3 i am. mentally unwell
#LIKE WHAT THE FUCK MAN YOU CANT JUST DO THAT#i fucking cried only one game has ever made me cry and that was when i was like seven and first beat minecraft#i still gotta do the evil route but omy god#hey guys what if. what if fredbear lets jack move on and we dont see it. thats what happened actually#<-(delusional)#that said though i do love it its bittersweet and so fuckinf sad but really good#one minute im buying cocaine froma horde of angry toddlers and rhe next im SOBBING about these purple and orange WORMS therse FREAKS i HATE#THEM#my art#dave miller#dayshift at freddys#dsaf#dsaf fanart#i dont really know what this art is i was just sad and making drawing and the ueh#dsaf blackjack
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Okay okay I agree with everyone talking about the possibility of Pluto finally getting to go to France and meeting Duke in one of his shows, but I now raise you: What if they met BEFORE and Duke was actually the one to tell him about France and the lights and everything. What if Duke were the reason he wanted to go there in the first place. What then.
#imagine if Duke at some did a tour or something and stopped some time in London#and they met there for some random ass encounter#also Pluto seemed pretty much more kinda angry and jumpy bc of the whole living w his father thing obviously so they’d probably have+#+the messiest first(s) encounters ever w yk Duke being naturally sassy n silly and Pluto in that fucking place just done w everything#bonus points if they at first kept bumping into each other comically coincidentally and they get practically destiny forced to get along#more bonus points if they end up meeting at night on some random ass rooftop and bc of this Duke starts calling him cat#aka the REAL origin of “mon minou”#imagine if Duke invited him to go there w him or something GOD the possibilities#I just kinda fucking created a whole fanfic here fuck don’t mind me I’m being delusional#almost everything in this is 99% impossible but I hate reality I don’t care#nevermore webtoon#duke nevermore#pluto nevermore#pluto x duke#pluke#cat in the hat#SOMEONE NAMED THE SHIP THAT AND I LOVE IT SOSOSO MUCH IM USING THAT FOREVER
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OK, just listened to the new TAP episode and it's THEORY TIME MY GUYS.
* Mebd means Maeve who is considered to be an Irish warrior who has been deified by Irish mythology, from what I've been able to gather.
* She was a leader, a rebel, a revolutionary known for her countless lovers. The first girl boss if you will.
* her animal symbol was golden birds and gold in general.
* Certain species of penguins can be golden on the beak, head, neck and slightly on the belly, explaining why it screamed Mebd Bird. A bird from Maeve.
*my theory is that this was a disappearance they made and that for some reason Arthur has issues with Maeve, or is afraid of her, or whatever. After all, she was famous for violence and gore, and we know Arthur isn't very supportive of that. So if her birds are around maybe SHE IS around and—
* Maeve's death was described as:
Later Life and Death
Maeve re-invaded Ulster in later years, taking her revenge on Cuchulainn for the devastation he had wreaked on her army and eventually slaying him.
Maeve was ultimately killed herself by Furbaide, the son of the sister she murdered ,the baby who had been removed from her mother's dead body. She was felled by a sling shot bearing a hardened piece of cheese
I mean. If that isn't a CLASSIC disappearance. I don't know what it must be.
I could be wrong.
Or not
#the amelia project#tap podcast#tap theory#the Amelia project theory#intern im looking at you#if it turns out to be a delusional though i will be so angry#and i will laugh so hard
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”I’m so delulu !!!” “I’m actually so delusional haha !!” What if I murdered you
-Blurry :(
#This post is a joke for legal reasons#but actually its not serious/gen#Im just mad#actually delusional#actually psychotic#murder tw#violence tw#Second post about delulu girlies#I saw someone i followed on another site that said delulu#And it made me angry#So I made this post#Wait I can’t remember if someone else did something like this already#:(
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tomgreg slap fight break up oh my god WAIT
#IM SO DELUSIONAL I THOUGHT MAYBE YHEYD ANGRY KISS WHY AM I LIKE THIS#succession#succession spoilers#tomgreg#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch
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tired and eepy but i forgot have i shared with the tumblr crowd that one day i just decided the holic heights go by rule of expy and any jotaro expy with no specified height is 195cm tall by default. it's extra funny cause i did the math and that would make watanuki a tall lanky 183cm or so but hed still look smaller next to doumeki and it would make him mad. i mean we know that part is canon but its extra funny if you just imagine that everyone in holic is just super fucking tall naturally like it's in the water or something. enter the spaghettiverse
#this post is sponsored by 'clamps new holic art proportions make me irrationally angry because yuuko looks like a normal sized woman#my wife is TALL and built like a beautiful long tree#my proof is that i literally own the scale figure in my room#they cant gaslight us like this she is sooooooooo tall#xxxholic#thinking abt that scene where tanuki complains abt szk being absurdly large that someone quote retweeted with 'oN HIS BIRTHDAY???'#that tweet has never left my brain for fucking years!!!!#the delusional rage slash matured routine bickering potential of a six foot mf with the height insecurity of a sitcom short king is so#fucking funny im sorry#im 165cm myself but i have no complaints about that to speak of and actually laugh at the concept of short people a lot for the memes#that wasnt relevant anyways
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for what its worth, yeah, charlie/hoyt's gonna be an npc / bg muse and only will be thrown at those comfortable with his nasty [ insert banjo solo ] ass being tossed their way uwu
#meaning there will be hoyt jumpscares from time to time mostly when any interaction happens to occur at the hewitt property.#and while i want it to be very well known that yes he is a fucking creep - im keeping a limit to that considering what hes hinted at doing#in canon. so. be aware i have zero intention on him going into those implied points - but know he will likely do / say some creep shit.#hes a leery - grossly flirty - delusional asshole who thinks hes gods gift to the world (read: women) basically.#which is why i say ill only toss him at those who are fine with things up to a certain point / with him in general as a character.#but truly? my intention with him as a muse is frankly for literally anyone to absolutely let their muses' go ham on his ass FBNJSK#hes here to be an ass - to say shit to rile people up - get them not thinking straight and fuck up when they get angry at the shit he spews#like know he absolutely will and is gonna make comments about the friends to each of them to piss them off. comment on those injured/maria.#but please if he appears in an interaction know you can let your muse literally do whatever the fuck to him - beat his ass kill him idc#he deserves it all and i wholeheartedly welcome it frankly uwu#[ 𝟎𝟎 ] ── * 𝐎𝐎𝐂. { renee. }#now i crawl into bed uwu
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hi its "almost died as an infant" aoki stan anon again. im still thinkin about what to say medical wise BUT U GUYS HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD ABT HIS DEATH like im already frustrated with the "redemption by honorable death" thing that the game keeps doing (east asia has such high suicide rates i dont think its a very responsible narrative to continue telling in general tbh) but especially for a disabled character who had every right to feel vulnerable and betrayed and get a little evil. hes not Right but hes very Understandable and relatable. but then he still chose to live on and face the consequences (ARGUABLY HARDER AND MORE RESPONSIBLE. A GOOD EXAMPLE AND EXPECTATION TO SET especially for a POLITICIAN) and then they kill him anyway with some fuckin BULLSHIT EXCUSE and i feel like its partially because nobody can be bothered to put the effort into continuing a compelling and morally grey disabled narrative and it. hurts to be cast aside like that. especially after they made such a big deal about ichiban being a NEW protagonist/saga with a NEW identity and then. you still just gave me nishiki 2.0. you retold me the exact same story and used a blatant asspull to FORCE it to be the same story and give ichiban a dead brother figure to lament over for the next 5 games???? rgg i thought you wanted him to be different from kiryu???? sigh. it better be a fakeout and he resurfaces perfectly fine in a few games like kashiwagi or else i'm going to start scaling the walls of the rgg office and dismantling it piece by piece
hey howdy. can we call you MAS (medical aoki stan) ima call you mas cause i'd like to hear *mas from you haha gottem
BUT YEAH NO YOU'RE RIGHT. like i joke that ichi and aoki were kiryu and nishiki 2.0 but at least with nishiki, his death was like. .2% more valid while aoki's it's like..... rage. anger. death. i hate it here. this was so fucking stupid there was literally no need for this other than to fill a quota and try to make a "ichi really is the heir to kiryu's legacy" statement. LIKE ICHI IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE NEW FACE, GIVE HIM SOMETHING DIFFERENT- LET HIM KEEP HIS BROTHER SO THEY CAN PURSUE THE FUTURE TOGETHER THIS TIME
it's especially more upsetting regarding aoki as "being cast aside" because we can discern that was a huge thing for him and was a big reason why he turned out the way he did- being seen as useless or something that could easily be disposed off, so for the narrative to do just that right at the very end when it looked as though it was promising him a better future is just so...... rgg you're always so close but not close enough im going to strangle you
#snap chats#*means 'more' in spanish. i would like to hear more from you bestie :)#but yeah dont even get me started on the 'honor suicide' epidemic#my family's seasian in case we couldn't discern and while most of us try not to be self-sacrificing for 'redemption'#my brother has a really bad habit of doing it and being really self destructive whenever he wrongs someone#i had a bad tendency to do it too when i was younger but ive gotten better over the years#and listen in terms of rgg and yakuza i get it- makes sense for yakuza characters who are high on honor to want to abide by that#but aoki isnt yakuza- he hates yakuza LMAO so the fact he still falls victim to that narrative is so....#UGH rgg you're gonna make me say 'aoki baby im so sorry' at this rate I WONT. BUT I AM VERY CLOSE TO IT#i just think he should have gotten a better ending when he was willing to pursue one#it just makes me angry... like cmon....#someone said that aoki's death was a cruel irony since his choice was taken from him like how he took choice from others#and while that IS a sexy way to interpret the ending i wont even LIE i'm still pissed like rAGHGH#please say psyche @ the funeral please tell me the funeral was cap#please tell me he just went into a coma for the past five years idfk im not delusional tho. i know rgg sucks and killed him
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samsung quality 100000/10
#i didnt get a single decent pic of johnny#im so mad at myself#NEW BIAS ALERT THO#MARK OMFG#he wouldnt stop looking at my section so i choose to be delusional#john seemed lwk angry which was both scary and hot#and jae was so calm nd pretty. i have sooo many pics of him <3#THEYRE REAL
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I'm not even kidding I need to stop having dreams about him because it's making this process so much harder
#i keep having dreams that he comes back and everything goes back to normal and it's really obstructing my ability to move on#''but it's just a dream'' im delusional even if i know that logically i can't stop my emotions from believing it#ugh#im just angry all the time now and ive had a hard week with work and all so i just#txt#personal
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RE8 Reader boss fight this and that, well what about DLC boss fight 🤨
(i thought of it while running errands this morning and had to get it out of my brain. i may write something longer on it later :D)
after the events of Village, a team is sent out to investigate what remains, but anyone that's sent to that secluded village in Romania never comes back. it's radio silence, and when another team is sent, they also do not return.
that's when the protagonist will go to investigate. they briefly traverse the ruins of the village, the factory, the fishery, the Beneviento estate, and finally, the castle, all while clearly being stalked by something they can't see. a stick cracking behind them as they walk through the early morning darkness leaves the protagonist alert, but nothing ever shows its face.
until the castle, that is. we see the bodies of the protagonist's comrades, deep claw marks in their skin and chests, dried blood splattered along what remains of the walls. they assume only a beast could do something like this, and they prepare for the worst as they move to an open area of the castle where the roof has caved in.
moonlight streams into the room as they carefully get a feel for their surroundings, and when they turn back around, someone with large wings behind them is standing there, the moon's light hitting their back and casting them in a dark shadow. how did they even get there without the protagonist realizing?
they look human enough, though, and they call out, asking for a name. the person does not respond, their head bowed and features hidden as they remain standing there, eerily quiet. it's not until the protagonist lifts their gun that the strange person lifts their head, piercing golden eye staring straight through their very soul.
they don't last long after that; even a trained person would have a difficult time taking down an enraged and mutated Reader. the protagonist joins their comrades in death, and perhaps the last scene is of Reader stalking back through the dark halls, and maybe we're faintly able to see Lunatic following after them :3
#what if scenarios#im delusional and im gonna say reader somehow didn't die despite miranda being taken out#like they were probably away from the village at the time and came back to ruin#lunatic can't leave so they probably said what happened#maybe bc at least part of the megamycete lives on so thats how both of them still live#and now all they have is each other :(#still kind of similar to the whole 'theres an intruder in the castle' idea from a while ago#only now it's post-village#and reader is very angry#but i'd make it super horror-y and unsettling#reader stalking the protagonist throughout the forest#hearing metal clank in a darkened room they're in while in the factory#only for their flashlight to either catch nothing or catch a wing or something#i just think having reader stalk you throughout the village while it's pitch black outside would be a terrifying experience
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the bull smashing plates in my brain right now.
#dangerously mentally ill atm. about to snap and start screaming and crying hysterically in the middle of meetings.#purrs#it’s fine btw i just need to be honest and i need to ask for comfort and accept it. but i fucking can’t. but i need to and i have to so hel#me god except nothing is going to make up for not getting to be held at b*rth so……. lol. like you can’t just ask people for that. but it’s#the way that i need to be married so bad so i can finally be normal. im completely serious. i need to be married. being someone’s number on#will fix me. and i also need to not have k*ds i think bc mike birbiglias the new one special made me SO deeply angry and upset and i can’t#even take it. like i think maybe no one in love should have kids ever again. i truly believe that. if you can’t give a kid your deepest tru#truest love then it fucks them up for life and if you can do that then it erodes the relationship you have with your partner so. basically#wish i didn’t exist kinda. and i wish none of the good things in my life had happened to me because it gave me hope for things that can’t a#actually happen and i have just been delusional about someday being healed all this time. i will be wounded and alone forever and i want to#go lie in the trench they’re digging in the backyard about it 💃🏻🥳#delete later#i just want to play wobboedogs on the switch and forget i am a human being. that’s all. that’s literally it#cominng back to this a couple weeks later um this was one of the most mentally ill posts i have ever made in my life. sorry 😚✌️ x
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full offence but wanting domestic matches to be played in a different country is fucking insane and you need professional help if you genuinely want that
#“american round” “play the final in saudi” “rotation of hosts” i hope you all choke#It genuinely makes me so angry i cant even be eloquent about it#At no point have i ever watched any domestic sport and thought “do you know what would make this better? taking it on the road!”#fucking delusional!!!#and its not even “well you live where they play so ofc you dont want to share”#bc if afl suddenly decided to start hosting rounds in england id be mad about that too!#fuck i even think its fucking ludicrous that mlb and nfl host rounds abroad#not everything has to be a travelling circus act jesus fucking christ is nothing sacred anymore#its bad enough that certain european comps dont even stop at european countries and teams have to travel insane hours for it#anyway im done now#im very much in a mood LOL
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if they don't shut the fuck up about what I eat then I'm going to punch something.
#vent#i am slowly going insane#im slowly going insane#(im delusional)#mental health#im so angry#rn#help#they need to stfu about food#i dont have an ed#im just not that fucking hungry
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