#IM NOT GONNA DO IT

[peonypyxels]

but... what if there were FOUR ???

[vvioletprinceoftheinternet]

i told my friends that i was gonna kill myself tonight

with a whole bottle of prozac or a shiny kitchen knife

i said that when im dead they’ll have my art to look through or watch

and they can scroll through it all night long knowing that i could have lived

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

for the funnies i kinda wanna steal the names annabeth and luke

[snuff-filmed]

i tell the doctor i dont have any homicidal thoughts and then i get on this fucking website and say shit like "i swing you around by your ankles and you clip your head on the corner of the table and bleed out on the floor. sad."

[plumywad]

I genuinely fucking hate myself i have no excuse for being a horrible human being yet i am. I lie all the time even small things, like if my mom asks me what i did i lie for no reason, if my friends are talking about something and i dont know what they are talking about i pretend i know. And i feel so bad but i cant just tell them im lying. I make every fucking thing about me!! If someone tells me a story i always and up talking about a similar thing that happened to me. All of my friends hate me and i can tell. Anytime they want to hang out i make an excuse not to go because im to lazy. I never do homework i just lay in bed on my phone all day and rot and i hate myself for that. I never know what to say to people when they tell my smt and i just end up sounding selfish. And when i finally tell someone im struggling after not telling anyone for so fucking long, they dont believe me and joke to other people that im pretending to be depressed (even though im not depressed probably im lowkey just dramatic and lazy) and they told our other friends that i sh even if they said its a joke and i said that its not true it still hurt. Im a burden to all my friends and my mom hates me and im rambling again im sorry for being annoying i just feel like such an attention seeker and i know im dramatic but i think about kms a lot i wont do it but still

[outfoxt]

i started translating that fanfic you sent me a while back jed and. i am stuck on the first sentence XD maybe i should learn the cases first before i sit down and do this hehe

[sealisstupid]

im not gonna edit art ive already posted.

[magefelixir]

why did they makje the deactivate button so appealing to press

[rogue-vigilante]

the desire to post my major Wind and Truth theories to prove I worked stuff out vs the desire not to do that incase someone forgot to block the tags or I get spoilers in the tags

[calamitoustide]

wanna change my name and entire theme this is the equivalent of cutting all your hair off during a mental breakdown i fear

[starsthewitch]

omg you guys are gonna hate meeeee

i say as im about to repeat behavior with someone i know whos bad for me

[skuntank]

So for my Diantha cosplay, just hear me out --

[girl-with-a-tiee]

quitting college and starting my career as a stand up comedian????????

[moltengoldveins]

me: I dunno if I wanna get tattoos. If I did, I think I’d wait till I was older and could make that judgement call with a developed sense of consequences. I’d probably also just get understated ones.

also me: * sits down to sketch a simple armband* *designs highly complex full back tattoo of Narsil and a bunch of symbolic flowers along with an interlocking series of bands across the rest of the body* ….. is this a problem.

[queenvernage]

you ever feel so manic that you actually consider spending your entire self-allocated allowance (bc pre-mania you had a budget) on an imac gen3 for 💖🌻🌟🫧 aesthetic and word processing 🫧🌟🌻💖