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paradiserotting · 13 days ago

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o found this in my camera roll.. thot i would show u 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬

yeah im gonna jump now

#ITS A FUCKING MAGAZINE IN THE SOUTH ITS LIKE EVRYWHERW #WTATSVSYATSG #IM GONNA ACTUALLY KILL MYSELF #so what i’ve learned is thatvu all hate me and i need to deactivate before the end of the month #okay then….……………… okayyyyyyyyy….#lobe u zo phank yew for the ask #🦟🦟🦟🦟#its like southern lady magazine #and they had an autumn in the south issue #okay im just gonna kill myself actually

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xxplastic-cubexx · 28 days ago

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filler

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #magneto #professor x #snap sketches #fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK #at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss #but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL #but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically #and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide #ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it #im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles #we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!

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gorgynei · 2 days ago

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the first step into the rest of your life is the hardest. but you have to take it anyhow!!!!!!!!!!!! <- remember this. repeat it like a prayer.

#im gonna admit something. for all its warts and all my grievances with it and all the valid critique..#i think c3's finale got me so good its. changing my life. ? or maybe im just having a moment.#idk. idk! like well jeez if the gods are gonna try to embrace all that mortal stuff. sighhhhh. maybe i should too #c3 finale + reading stone butch blues + 2nd semester of college starting all at once is doing things to me #i had a similiar sort of revelatory moment near the end of c2 (decided i did not want to kill myself and would aim to #keep my head down and survive until some distant future where everything worked out and was magically awesome)#n now its like. well shit! i gotta work to build that future actually!#(cool impassive butch voice) i mean i am totally unaffected and nothing has ever made me feel genuinely emotionally moved ever #whatever im allowed a few massive outlook changing moments in college. that happens to everyone. runs away #aceart #werewolf #werewolfisms #original art #ramblings #wolf #art

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softavasilva · 2 years ago

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH AKA WARRIOR NUN COMEBACK

#warrior nun #EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP #IM GONNA KILL MYSELF #IM ACTUALLY GONNA FUCKING HAVE A BREAKDOWN #EERYONJE SHUT IP I NEED A FUCKING MOMENT #MOVE #EVSUJBDFIUDBRGIUEBRGU #TJ38HR9823HR89 #IM LEGIT TEARY EYES #EYED #SHUT THE FUCLL UP

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normalenjoyer-png · 5 months ago

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aauaguagahahgghhhh i keep thinking of situations to put them in

#old stan idgaf it's for the greater good vs young stan i'm fucking terrified but it's for my brother #normal art #gravity falls #relativity falls #i'm going to Fucking Kill Myself about this #WAIT SORRY THIS GETS LIKE 1 MILLION TIMES SADDER.#stan who just wants his brother back but by getting rid of bill he'll forget his brother........#< idk if im actually gonna use that but im tearing up thinking about it

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menlove · 5 months ago

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brother how many times can you do this

#'i'll leave my message in my song that's where i'm gonna leave it baby' im gonna kill myself in front of him #to change the trajectory of his life #this made me feel violent i actually am done listening to wings now #this wings discography listen has been a test by god at how much paul embarrassing himself i can take and i think this song is my limit #like MAN-#whatever i dont even care

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hballegro · 7 months ago

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ONCE MORE UNTO THE BREACH DEAR FRIENDS, ONCE MORE

prequel

i still have to do BJ's neck [jaw is finished, neck is not. Hawk's neck is tho], and finish the mustache, plus some fine touching to make everything Perfect [bjs forehead, hawk's lips, etc] but. other than that i am DONE with these old heads. fabric is so much easier than faces so im not even stressin abt it. my wrist. it aches.

im FREE no more HAIR except BLURRY STUFF SO NOT LOTS OF DEFINITION

bonus; the end of the journey

#mash #mash 4077 #hawkeye pierce #bj hunnicutt #mash fanart #mash art #m*a*s*h #mashblogging #work in progress #theres a button on my tiny tiny stylus that i usually never use. it does the colourpicker #which is faster than selecting the eyedropper and switching back to paintbrush #however. it makes it so i cant hold it normally/comfortably because i need to have a fingie on the button #which is fine! i just wont use the button/wont use it often #except the HAIR means i have to eyedrop a new colour every 2 seconds because im brute forcing it instead of doing it in a smart way #so i gotta do hand yoga and its. not good for me #BUT. the hair is done. except for the mustache but thats like 30 mins vs 4-6 hours so im ok w/ it #im gonna go eat cake now cause i promised myself i would. as a treat #also gamers. theres like 4 different layers rn texturing hawk's hair its not even funny #the salt and pepper is killing me quickly #in many ways actually

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gelarshiesprofruitboarder · 1 month ago

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why do they do this and can they stop it please

#im gonna puke theyre so gross #ewwwwwww ew ew ew #can they fuck off i hate them so much #ship so ass i have to kill myself #hold on guys wait phone call #ok yeah theyre putting me down tommorow #clawing at my own face gnawing on the bars of my enclosure Guys im so OKAY !!!!!!!! im good !!!!!!#the mere sight of them makes me want to retch #its fucked up that they let this happen. why #jello shut up challenge #bill and ted #bad movies awful fucking movies. horrible characters fhe whole things shit #im like actually shaking #coughs up blood hey gusy hey #hi. passes out and hits my head on the corner of a conviniently placed table and dies instantly #i need to go like shake something really hard or something like actually theyve fucked up my brain to a concerning degree #whyd couldnt my autism hyperfixate on learning how to cook what the fuck is this #AAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??;;;_!“?$!!$!$!!?#kay im normal now i think #just btw ive spent like 20 minutes writing and deleting tags im. hhwwwhghh #twirling my hair kicking my feet im sooooooooo normal hahahha #ignore the laser pointed at my head. dont look at the sniper on that hill over there im normal im good !!!!!#hm. well i gues s the hyperfixation isnt dying thats good

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loachbro · 1 month ago

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came to me in a vision during math class yesterday

#i fucking hate math im gonna kill myself #not actually #wc #hollyleaf #my art #warrior cats

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moons-among-distant-stars · 2 months ago

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fucking stupid gay people and their stupid found family

“in this moment you are loved”

i’m gonna sob

#dile #frin like freaked out over that #boy does he have a lot to work on #frin #poor frin #frin go to therapy #(odile just called them all family)#stars above i love all of them #he’s so cute #from calling her bonbon again :(#mira brushing their hair. and complimenting them on it T-T frin finally getting care and love #they’re so fucking cute and happy rn #if the game takes this away im gonna kill it #also i love how just casually accommodating and unquestioning of each others needs #like they’ll poke fun at him a bit but everyone knows frin doesn’t like to be touched and so just don’t #and they even tell bonnie so that she doesn’t #like that’s so lovely #when platonic and familial love all mix together it’s actually so wonderful #< i’m lucky enough to experience this myself! in the real world! with the lights of my life!!#shoutout to them hiiii besties #i know y’all’re getting the ping for this cause y’all’re mean and turned on notifs for me and keep perceiving me #< i love them so dearly. they’ve truly changed my life #my lights <3 #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers

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feelingthedisaster · 3 months ago

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hot take: old silco is hotter than young silco

#this is actually not my hottest take but im gonna keep that one in my chat with my bestie until i can write the essay #i dont want to get killed without having some compelling arguments to defend myself #arcane #arcane silco #arcane season 2 #arcane season 2 act 2

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batabids · 4 months ago

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geometric miku because . yeah (day 8)

#no im not shading it FUCK YOU!!!#can you tell #inktober #is killing me #hatsune miku #artists on tumblr #miku fanart #i got her outfit wrong oops #art blog #digital art #fanart #my art #young artist #IM GONNA K WORD MYSELF #not actually

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socdfoe · 7 months ago

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havent told yall yet but i've watched alnst like 1,5 month ago and now im so insanely brainrotted my heart is black black as it can be and sua is my realest goddess and universe

#alien stage #alnst #alnst sua #alien stage sua #sua #i actually hate the way mizisua and females of alnst get THAT forgotten and ignored by the fandom #like HELLOO THEYRE ALL SO DEEP AND NOBODYS GONNA TALK ABOUT IT? sua is LITERALLY me thats why im mad /hj #I HAVE SO MANY SUA AND MIZISUA PICS IDEAS PLEASE JUST WAIT FOR IT IF I DONT POST IT THAT MEANS I KILLED MYSELF OR STH #scdf art

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melatien · 1 year ago

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tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike

#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found!#yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3 #not because hes nervous #im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this #pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO #i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally #anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye #i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless #WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony #can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND #think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand #we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved'#ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!!#i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do #i just keep doing whatever i feel like #i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it #mha #my art #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #shigaraki yoichi #mha yoichi #tiny yoichi #tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes #ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!!#i had an art moment though #HALLEJUHAH #art gods had my back fr

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hellomagicalsouls · 11 months ago

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i had a dream about Klaus and Five fighting then five brought up Klaus being a junkie and thennnnn

Klaus brought up how Five is the reason every bad thing has happened to him. five LITERALLY did it to himself.

nobody pushed him out the door to go attempt to jump into the future infact everyone tried to stop him because they called after him.

five literally made his life the way it is because he's a stubborn bitch who thought he knew better

i woke up @ 4am after this dream and haven't slept since

also he called Klaus a junkie who has no idea what it's like being alone but Klaus literally was on the streets for like 12 years so he probably understands better than anyone

cause five and Klaus both probably had no food and had to eat out of dumpsters and do things they absolutely didn't want to do in order to survive

dream verse has it out for me honestly

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gammaraydeath · 5 months ago

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"haha insanity is such a cakewalk 2 ez" <- said the idiot who hadn't yet tried for gold in armax

#PLEAS!!!!!!!! PLEASE IM GONNA THROW UP #i've been trying cerb elite units with all score modifiers on (minus the one that buffs me lol) and i might actually kill myself.#i eventually had to turn some of the score modifiers off just so i could get one measly win tonight. made my best score yet. still not gold #im so sorry why does garrus go down literally one second after match start? are you kasumi?? are you a glass cannon??? get a HOLD OF URSELF #this was not worth sacrificing hours of sleep for yet here i am

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