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our knees touched and she didn’t move her knee
#i’m really in there#OH MYBGOD#IM DUING INSIDE#she eats lunch w me everyday now i’m kicking my feet#oh my god
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I am so not immune to a Medea moment. my beloved has left me. we had a life and a love and a child. my beloved has left me for another. I have lost my life and my love. I still have my child. my beloved deserves to pay. all he has ever really loved is our child. here is a stage. here is a role. here is the chorus to sing my sins. here is my beloved with his horrified gaze, fixed on me. here is my beautiful daughter. here I am, in her countenance, her phrasing, her cruelty and her mirth, mother that I am. punishing him. letting the light in. letting my daughter burn. and here I am, in those beautiful eyes of the girl I helped raise, the very last thing she ever sees before she dies. I am her and she is me; and all that is left of us both is utter agony
#lestat is so mother. haha im gonna fall apart that’s his baby girl#he was the last thing she saw before she died. and you could see it. coiled inside of him was an agony#a deep dark scream that he’ll never admit his body is holding. that was his beloved girl. his horrible monster daughter.#he would have enjoyed killing her and letting her kill him across centuries. she was supposed to die. she wasn’t supposed to stay dead.#claudia loved him and hated him. and she looked to him. because it was a cold comfort but a comfort nonetheless. and better than the burning#mother who enjoys punishing her daughter. mother who flinches from the marks left behind after punishment has been handed down#love does not save you from your mother’s immense cruelty. her immense cruelty does not prevent her from loving you.#madness!!!!#lestat de lioncourt#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#amc iwtv#hey can we get#sam reid#delainey hayles#some Emmys please??? god. GOD. it’s so over gang#medea#jason and medea
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watching nbc hannibal and saying aloud “whatever that means”
#because what are they talking about#like i know what they’re talking about but it still feels like an inside joke that im not in on#hannibal#hannibal lector#will graham#nbc hannibal#hannigram#bedelia du maurier
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we need to discuss the thematic ramifications of referencing waiting for godot in iwtv right now or i'll go insane. godot is hope. godot never comes. vladimir and estragon can't kill themselves because then they'd be alone on stage. "Well, shall we go?" "Yes, let's go". but "they do not move". hello. can anybody hear me.
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#they put samuel inside le théâtre du Grand Guignol#im so normal abt all this. as an actor and english literature major.#also hello lestat#siv speaks
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love being able to lose my mind about the personal and compelling portrayal of louis by jacob anderson to personal and compelling music by jacob anderson
#anyway i fully cried adding stay inside to this a few days ago so that's how well im coping with the end of this season :)#interview with the vampire#iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#jacob anderson
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Claudia is for all the "I hate my father and I am made of all the worst parts of him, I renounce him but I see him in my eyes, he has twisted me until I cannot recognize myself but his handprints are all over me, I dont want him to die because i want to be the one who kills him, I will wait expectantly for him to make things right, but I know as well as I know my hatred that he never could" girlies
#im so normal about iwtv#interview with the vampire#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#the way i physically cringed when armand called her de lioncourt to distance her from louis#the way my heart broke when she looked back at him as she burned#AHHHHHHH#claudia is for all of us with a daughters rage burning us from the inside
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sometimes harry says the most fucked up depressing sad shit that makes me cry immediately, the stuff where he sounds like a scared kid
like when u are reporting ur badge missing and ask for money, and one option after they refuse is "i dont want to be here anymore, i want to go home please come and get me" i am just. sobbing. he just has no one at all
and then if u get shot and feel like ur dying you can say "no one likes me no one wants to party with me" and i just pity him so bad
#disco elysium#harry du bois#im crying as i write this tbh#it hurts so bad to see him say that and no one helps h#him#i know why they dont and hes fucked up but#i cant help but empathize and wish i was safe and cared for too and the child inside me is screaming and scare dand alone#idk man this game fucks me up
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The more I think about Lance being transgender the funnier it gets. The entirety of Shape of My Heart is a miscommunication. Frankie thinks Lance wouldn't like May because they're an enby and Lance is apologizing because he thinks Frankie was hiding May being non-noblety/royalty because he made it seem like something Frankie should be ashamed of and he wouldn't approve of until he gave him the speech about fighting for Angelique.
#also frankie girly lance did literally nothing to imply that he cares about mays gender#like yeah him only getting girls for you to court might have been close minded but its not like you SAID ANYTHING#we live in a heteronormative society what else would you expect#honestly im a trans girl or nonbinary frankie truther i think him being scared of lance's reaction to may was some internalized shit#the call was coming from inside the house ykwim#lance du bois#lance du bois & juliet#lance dubois#francois dubois#francois du bois#& juliet#&j#and juliet#i hate overtagging these things but it feels like they wont be seen otherwise#why must this fandom be so small#le sigh
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currently: screaming, crying, sliding down the walls sobbing at the not-dating N book 3 route.
#when i tell you i almost LOST IT at the i love you confession and began a relationship with nate & alex#but NO i persevered….. i persisted….. despite literally dying inside…..#cannot believe i made it through 3 books without them dating….. and never kissing even once…..#if he hadn’t said ‘you’re just a human’ yeha i would have succumbed#also#im sorry but the fact that A DU MORTAIN got a kiss scene before N and a detective who aren’t dating…… i have no words.#n sewell#twc spoilers#the wayhaven chronicles#nate x alex
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[ID: digital art of Harry Du Bois. He is facing forward, holding a bottle of alcohol up with one hand and two fingers and his thumb extended, obscuring his right eye. His other hand covers his mouth. His lungs are visible on his shirt and they are black with red rising from the bottom. He is surrounded by green and yellow clouds that are emitting from a boom box at the bottom of the drawing. /end ID.]
Kisses, kisses, kisses
#prev no i get it. I Get It#hes a character that is so deeply ingrained in my heart and psyche that i forget to be abnormal about him#so on the surface i treat him as just some guy but on the inside hes everything to me#i dont even LIKE him‼️‼️ he means the WORLD TO ME‼️‼️‼️ IM CONFLICTED ABOUT HARRIER DU BOIS#its mostly just how phenomenal the source material is#and how he is simultaneously well written and consistent and also so malleable and changeable#harry....#disco elysium
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under the cut bc it is relating to The thang rhat happened yesterday. so umm. idk how to tw it. i thought some very scary stuff happened to my body but none of it actually did but i talk abt it a bit in detaul and its a bit gruesome . and i rambled abt it in the tags for a bit so dont read those either if u r squeamish Andor just dont want to hear abt that rn . apologies
in hindsight now im calming down a bit it is like. funny in a sad way that while i was literally Convinced that my rib had punctured my lung and also my heart and blood was filling my entire body. i Kept on asking the paramedics Is this gonna be really expensive . im sorry. um is this ambulance gonna cost a lot . and when my mom got to the room i kept crying and saying sorry in between my literal gasping for breath and gagging on what i was convinced was blood and uncontrollable shaking bc i was rly rly rly terrified it was going to cost her a lot of money . bit funny. where r your priorities girl...
#i rly and truly thought i was dying i was like. it ws funny bc i had just talked abt my weirdness thing. and i was like. Feeling the blood#getting up to stumble to the living room and my vision was going fully dark and i was literally in my brain like Its bc i talked abt it now#theyre getting me . this abtually is rhe end for me. i got a little too honest and now my pumishment is duing of internal bleeding jn front#of my entire family. of course that didnt happen bc i didnt actually Lay down too hard and my ribs stabbed my insides to death. bc that like#isnt a thing bodies can do. also i tried to lightly and casually explain what i thought had happened to me to lamp and it quickly became not#light and casual so then i changed the subject midway theough. whatever#its rly rather funny tho bc it was literally a moment of like Damn the things in my head that tell me i can never tell anybody about my#problems and i have to keep it all to myself and not seek help for anything or horrible awful things will happen to me and everyone i love#avrually were right . so i have to listen to them forever now If i live past this. but funny. great situation for the terrified man#its fine tho. just a girl momenttt and now its fine#i know i dont come off as someone who keeps their issues to themselves LOL but. well. 1 this is online 2 i treat this more as a diary 3 i#only post abt like. Some of the stuff on here. i do actually keep most of it private bc itisnt rly intelligible to anybody but me. you guys#i dont even talk to u guys abt like. the g. or the website. and those r like base fundamentals of what goes on in my head#but its ok. and im not going to tell anybody abt those ever even mentioning them feels a bit wrong. but theyre the like... Easiest to talk#about one supposes.#a2t#jic
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ELECTROCHEMISTRY- No one will ever want to sleep with you.
Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out, Richard Siken
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | other de poems
#disco elysium#disco elysium art#harry du bois#dolores dei#dora ingerlund#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#disco elysium fanart#juha-art#ok normal tags over time to go crazy. im working on a longer comic with text from the actual game about this imso normal about how harry#turns the people he loves into gods or angels or saints. immediately! he can say kim is too perfect to be human on day one. its crazy.#harry form healthy attachments challenge- composure [godly: failed]#Here is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all forgiven#even though we didn’t deserve it. Inside your head you hear a phone ringing#I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say. or love me back.#so many lines fit so well in this poem..maybe one day ill continue this#de poetry
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today on becoming the adult i dreamt of being as a child: i have embraced the joy that spiders bring me and am thrilled to see them around the house just like darren shan would have wanted
#they are adorable and are also doing a fabulous job at managing the summer bugs#one has made a home around the back door and is having a great time#helping us keep the flies and earwigs and mosquitoes and moths from coming inside#and the others around are also doing a great job at this#im sad i haven't seen a wolf spider or a huntman around in a long time but we can only hope to catch one soon#cirque du freak#darren shan#franko#in ink#through fire
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begging for (kinda) soft könig x petite reader 🙏 any kink, any ideas you wanted to write about 🩷
love this idea :3
soft-könig and petite-reader
cw; size kink, petite!reader, stomach bulge
könig adores your size; how easily he's able to grope and grip your breast, cupping his whole hand over them so easily. he loves how he can use his weight to pin you down — ploughing and fucking into your slick cunt for hours while you pant, tears rolling down your cheeks from the sheer, thick size of his huge, fat cock.
because of this, you have to plead with könig to be gentle; to not absolutely ruin your insides. of course, he complies, pushing you down onto your back and spreading your legs.
his large, calloused hands grip your ankles, nearly encircling them with his fingers as he pushes closer, his leaking tip rubbing against your folds in anticipation. you whine out needily, euphoria and ecstasy dripping from your pussy. :(
“such a small thing, you always want more, my dear... i just don't know if i can give you all this.”
könig chuckles softly and quietly, his large hand rubbing over your stomach gently, pushing his broad hips into you and easing his fat dick inside slowly. you whimper — the stretch burning and aching, panting and heaving while you grip his burly arm, your eyes already fucked out.
könig tries not to lean onto you, breathing out shakily from pure horniness and rubbing his large hand against your cheek, his eyes locking into yours. he thrusts gently, tenderly kissing your forehead. he pushes down into you, leaning back and pressing his hand aching your stomach as he thrusts inside once again, feeling the outline of his dick in your stomach.
your cunny latches into him so well, taking his veiny and lengthy shaft so well, taking it without any complaints except a few mewls here and there. he pumps you full, his balls nearly meeting your ass. he kisses softly against your neck, keep his hand on your stomach while the other lifts your hips and angles them skywards towards his hips as he drives them into you, watching the way you bite your knuckle and breathe heavily through the stretch.
he spits onto his hand, rubbing your clit and watches as your body trembles, shaking with the need to cum all down his shaft and cover his abdomen in your sweet release. he grinds himself into you, praising you for each inch you take more and letting you know how proud he is of his darling.
“bist du nicht einfach so perfekt? wie kannst du in deiner kleinen größe so viel von mir aushalten? so winzig im vergleich zu mir, mein schatz, so ein kleines mädchen.“
“aren’t you just so perfect? how can you take so much of me at your small size? so tiny compared to me, my darling, such a little girl.”
he pumps his heavy dick into your swollen pussy, fucking you whilst chuckling and teasing you for being so sensitive, for attempting to wriggle away from his grip. he rubs your clit, hand cupping your breast as you begin to lose yourself, desperate to cum all down his dick. you cry out with pleasure as your orgasm runs through you, squirting against his lower abdomen and gripping the bedsheets tightly.
könig encourages you to take him all the way down to the base, watching as you struggle and cry out, whining for him sweetly. the head of his girthy cock oozes out ropes of white, hot cum, filling your hole with his release and pleasure before easing out and slapping his cock against your stomach, breathless at how far you took him. :3
#orla speaks#size difference#size k!nk#könig call of duty#könig cod#könig#könig fanfiction#könig x reader#könig mw2#konig x reader#konig x reader smut#konig cod#cod konig#konig call of duty#konig mw2#konig smut#konig
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San Myshuno Conservatory
Okay so this was a lot i made for fun im not really a builder but this greenhouse set by @lilis-palace was right up my alley n i wanted something a bit fantastical 2 get my sims out of the house! I made it to be placed in the central park lot in San My, inside I put a lot of King palms and a little section for macaws to sit n perch. At night the rose fountain lights up with fireflies and trellises in back are lit with strings of light attached to the ivy. It's so magical I love taking pcitures of my sims here. I included what I could of the cc i used, the elephant statue is a bit high poly so fair warning!
I did my best to respect everyone's T.O.U but if i made a mistake please dm me to fix it. Thank you to all the cc-creators who made this build possible <3
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Lilis-Palace's GREENHOUSE set
Felixandre BERLIN Part 2 set
Felixandre CHATEAU Part 1 & 2
Felixandre COLONIAL Set 1 & 3
Felixandre VERSAILLES (specifically for the schwerin chandeliers)
Felixandre GROVE Part 1 & 4
King Falcon's FUVWARA' - FOUNTAIN SET
Pierisims Domaine Du Clos Part 1
TheJim07 Versailles Trellis Set & Tree Box Set
TheJim07 Statue's 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7
TheJim07 Pedestals- 1 - 2 - 3
TheJim07 Shrubs, Topiary, & Hedges - 1 - 2
( PS. I use softerhaze's sunblind lighting and amoebae's Drift Preset to take pics)
#simblr#ts4 build#ts4 lot download#sims 4 builds#ts4 community lot#ts4 build cc#ts4 interiors#sims 4 build#wow this was a LOT of linking mad respect 2 people whose whole simblr career is making cc filled lots#now i snork mimimi i so tired
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Claudia is for all the "I hate my father and I am made of all the worst parts of him, I renounce him but I see him in my eyes, he has twisted me until I cannot recognize myself but his handprints are all over me, I dont want him to die because i want to be the one who kills him, I will wait expectantly for him to make things right, but I know as well as I know my hatred that he never could" girlies
#im so normal about iwtv#interview with the vampire#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#the way i physically cringed when armand called her de lioncourt to distance her from louis#the way my heart broke when she looked back at him as she burned#AHHHHHHH#claudia is for all of us with a daughters rage burning us from the inside
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