#IC VENT POST

[nezu-spiketown]

“People like t’say “Oh Nezu ya need t’ make friends”, or “I’m your friend”, or kitsch shite like “friends are found family”, but don’t understand that some ‘a’ us got real issues.

We aren’t perfect over here, mate.

Not by a long shot.

Imma collection of problems an’ trauma, so either you’re cool with it or you’re not. I can’t be anythin’ but me. Take it or leave it. It’s why imma loner, ya feel?

Pffft.

I do m’best but what can ya expect? Imma dark type. We get quiet an’ isolatory from time t’time.

Learn t’trust th’ “relationship” an’ enjoy th’ silence. Trust I’m not as bad as I can be or wanna be sometimes. I just need m’space an’ m’solitude ya feel? It’s part a’ m’creatve process. It isn’t personal. I got no hate in me, an’ I always come back around after a few days or so. I’m loyal to th’ bone, just not extroverted. Be chill.”

[gotta-pet-em-all]

having one of those days where i'm just. so incredibly fucking angry at plasma and everything they did to me, and i can see so clearly now that their ideology was designed to hurt me and isolate me and the only way i could survive was to become manipulative and toxic and i hate being that person! i'm sick of being defined by my mother and living a life defined by absence of love!

i got out. but i

gods. i don't think i've ever really. talked about it. but sometimes i wonder if lola really did get lost.

[i-am-3mm3t]

i wasn't supposed to stay, was i? they all wanted me to go. when ingo was gone, they all hated me. they all blamed me.

it should have been me.

[itsnightslashtime]

I think I want to forget Hisui.

Entirely.

They're all dead. I'm not going back there. Remembering only brings more pain.

What do I do? When there's so much time in between, and so little that matters to me now...

[midnight--sadness]

this stupid ass show's timeline is so fucked up omg

according to the wikia, the year is 132 AC, which is already stupid in and of it itself but whatever, moving on.

I think it was last episode that they say that Daeron is 16, which is fine, okay, but then you remember that according to the timeskips and the wikia, Helaena is 17 and Aemond is 17-16. Jaehaerys & Jaehaera are 4 years old, so Helaena had them at 13, which is just.... yikes. But did Alicent have three children in two years? Why is Aemond's birth so uncertain when all the other major characters have birth years?

Alicent says that Gwayne was 8 and motherless when she and Otto came to court, and yet in episode 1 of the first season, Daemon mentions that Otto's wife died recently and we see Gwayne was old enough to participate in the tourney.... are there two Gwaynes or did the writers forget that they had already introduced his character? Also, him saying that he is the oldest son and should be raised at Oldtown is so stupid, because Otto is the second son and none of his children will inherite the Hightower, not unless his brother's kids all drop dead, which we know doesnt happen in the books (though they could do that in the show, who knows).

the writers make such stupid choices in regards to the timeline. Why did they make Joffrey, Aegon III and Viserys II so young when it is going to create so many problems for the narrative later on? How is Aegon going to flee on dragonback when Stormcloud is the size of a cat? Is someone going to rescue him and leave Viserys behind? One of the reasons Aegon III was so broken is because he was forced to abandon his brother and he never forgave himself. how can that happen in the show when he doesnt even have the ability to properly eat by himself?

and now they made Hugh Saera's son, when he looks like he is the same age as Daemon, and Saera was only 14 when Daemon was born in the books? hell, when he was born she hadnt even had that whole scandal business.... not to mention that they make it see like Hugh was born in Westeros, probably the Crownlands or even King's Landing itself. Are they trying to say that Saera worked at a brothel in the city while her father was king?

[ventsesh24]

[lovenpeace-pkmn]

"Everyone associated with crime deserves to be punished" Fuck you. Some of us didn't have a choice.

[espers-n-espurrs]

it feels nice out. cool. and just. fucking fuck.

it october. its fucking october and im going to fucking miss the autumn festival and in turn im also going to miss the fucking winter festival.

and not only that but im not going to be able to fucking attend the darkest day anniversary next month because fucking fuck me i guess.

[s0ap-bubbles]

Shout out to mappa for giving one LESS reason to live by cancelling my gay ice skating movie

[pinkpoweredpunk]

I don't even wanna be here man. I'm just here cause my mom signed me up for this.

"you don't have any sense of direction in your life" okay but what the FUCK makes you think carting me off to the other side of the world will help?? to a school where I'm not even allowed to have my POKEMON with me?? who I rely heavily on for emotional support by the fucking way??

there are literally plenty of other schools in unova AND GALAR that would have at LEAST let me have Charlie or Basil with me. she chose this one on fucking purpose. she's never approved of me being a trainer and she's not as subtle as she thinks she is about it.

...why the hell did I even go through with it? the moment she put that fucking pamphlet in front of me I should've just jumped on Jeanne and never looked back. why the hell am I still scared of her. why do I still let her have power over me. fuck.

[i-am-3mm3t]

virus was rigjt

im a bad persom i did horribke things

i survived but i did bad and i broke i hurt people and i hurt wlesa and

[itsnightslashtime]

Is it normal to be scared of things that happened years ago? Is it normal to be worried about things that shouldn't be able to happen? Is it normal to dread that someone might share my fate?

I don't know what I'm doing.

[rinnysmuses]

She was letting the river clean the cut on her wrist. She'd take care of the one on her neck later.

[dementedspeedster]

//I think the insistence to not read any of Thad's appearances past the Impu/se comics or that his appearances post Impu/se are out of character for him has poisoned the well regarding fandom's understanding of his character. Popular fandom interpretations also don't help.

I think with regard to Thad there is an inundation in fandom of the character people want Thad to be and not the character that Thad actually is. And I'm personally frustrated with it.

[lovenpeace-pkmn]

You guys all trust me too much

[battle-subway-ghost]

Yeah, I can't ignore it anymore. I've been trying to piece... everything that's been happening together, try to find some sort of pattern. Really doesn't help when apparently I've got memory problems now. Ugh.