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i think my Leo is getting better :3
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leonardo#Man#I've improved so much over this year#I've only been in the rise community for like a little bit more than a year's#It's nice to see the progression#:3
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I've grown tired of holding into this one.
This is a semi-old drawing. If it's looking meh, that's why. ^^;>
OK, so- I started this back in 2023 (you know, when a certain new year sketch was dropped) and I thought I was being a comedic genius, but I didn't finish it at the timeline I set up so I left it be, then 2024 came and I though, 'oh! Let's give it another go'. Same thing happened. Revisit a couple of months later and though, might as well have it ready for the next Easter. So I finally, finished it up.
I planned to wait, but my patience run out. XD
#BKDK#BakuDeku#MHA#katsuki bakugo#izuku midoriya#Kacchan#Deku#BNHA#My Hero Academia#boku no hero academia#Comic#Featuring Katsuki's ability to break the 4th wall!#Trying my hands on Manga styled comic#Both are not my strangest suites#But I think I did well enough#I remember distinctly agonizing over Deku's neck.#Only to remember that it would be covered with the cape. :'D#It's been just barely 2 years and I already want to change so much#At least that means I've improved. QwQ#Kido art#My art#My stuff
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pretty & cute witch men
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm not drawing as much or as well as i'd like to be doing. i'm trying to get through a comic i've been really wanting to do#but i'm just finding it so hard. disheartening. btw the 2nd one relates to some official art of qif wearing a dress like the girls#and the 4th one relates to how i've been drawing EXTREMELY SMALL for years. idk how to explain it but i always clicked 'fit to screen'#and so all my art EVER has looked bad when you zoom in bc it's already like size 1 zoomed in to the MAX pfhgguguhfpfhGHAHHHHH#i was so confused allll this time why brushes always look different for me than what they're supposed to#'wow this brush is so jaggedy..really rather jaggedy...calling it the Jagged Cai Special..bringing it out for those jaggedy moments..#really quite jaggedy i must say...' and it's literally not jaggedy#but now i have to get used to how all those brushes that i'd gotten used to indeed look how they're supposed to finally. Alarming#I have simply been working out absolutely everything by myself for years and that's why my technical progress is slow#ppl say my progress is fast and i certainly have improved much since i began doing all this but#like..it took me a year and half to start using a program where i could Colour In The Lines aka the..whatever it's called. whatever..#just on my lonely confused solemn journey to express gay love better than yesterday.. -_- *picks up my pack n continues through the snow*#btw thank you sm for people's kind words enjoying my narumitsu art & fic over the christmas & new year period <3
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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In honor of having binged well over half of The Looney Tunes Show, I decided to take what I learned of the show's artstyle and revisit my TLTS sona Micah Lambelle— and with a few design touch-ups as well as a hefty deal of stylizing, I was able to draw a full render of her as well as a few exemplary doodles to compliment it! 💙✨🏳️⚧️
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Looney Tunes OC#Looney Tunes#The Looney Tunes Show#TLTS#Micah Lambelle#Fursona#S/I#Self-Insert#Coolness#Well... I did stay true to my promise in that I would draw her again soon... even if that was ten months ago#Though I much prefer this version of her over the one I posted last year. All the small improvements add up!#Seeing as Miss Lambelle has been a hit amidst a few mutuals of mine— and that I've been binging TLTS— I thought I'd draw her again#Interestingly this is my first full art piece in about two weeks that I've drawn with my art tablet#Two of the three doodles on the right-hand side were actually drawn entirely by mouse#Then I figured since I was having so much fun drawing her that I could revisit her design and make it a little less plain and more animated#I'm quite proud of what I came up with; it certainly blows my previous drawing of her right out of the water! 💙✨#P.S. — Lolabelle (Micah Lambelle x Lola Bunny) is canon because I said so!
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the urge to rewrite my sterek frat au has been soooo strong lately
#i wrote it like a year and a half ago and i feel like i've improved so much since then#and i love the premise so much and feel like i could do it so much more justice#i could leave a link to the original version from the wayback machine in the a/n for any purists/ppl who might miss the original#but i also have like. 3 new long fic ideas and 1 new short fic idea in the pipeline that should prob take precedence over any rewrite#we shall seeeeeeee
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continue being a little mean to toh fans please it is really irritating how some act like its got the best writing of any modern cartoon
Daawwwww I don't have it in me. TOH fans love it for a reason, and there are legitimately good moments! It's just not the most complex or well-written show out there—which it doesn't need to be—but I also totally get your exhaustion. It gets tiring seeing people praise it so highly over and over again when it's just like...fine. It didn't do nothing but it also didn't do something, you know? It's main couple is cute and queer, but that's pretty much all there is to them. It has a fun cast of characters, but they all tend to fall into archetypes. Luz is a sweet main character, but she doesn't have any real flaws and kinda takes a back seat to Hunter and Eda (the white people lol). Her foil with Philip was interesting...but then they kinda backed off and went the "you and Belos are nothing alike" direction.
((I'm also going to answer this anon with another: ))
And It's not that an unsympathetic villian is bad, or that Belos would even be sympathetic with added backstory, it's just that...there were a lot of interesting things to explore with his character that were left hanging.
Like, while he's definitely not at all a good person, it's intriguing that he would bother to recreate his brother over and over again knowing that each time the grimwalker was going to betray him. It's intriguing that he was even willing to kill his brother to begin with (though Caleb was super underutilized in general). Like, you can give a villain depth without justifying or victimizing them (hi Finnegran from tdp, I'll also add Spider Queen & LBD here). So it just feels like a missed opportunity all across the board. It's still surprising to me that we got a confirmation on the Wittebane backstory through an unrelated background character, rather than Philip himself (who had literally possessed a main character, and mindscapes had already been well-established....the pieces were all there me thinks).
And obviously it's like, people can love something despite it's flaws, and they can cherish it for the good it has, but they still don't need to praise it as an ultimate form of media, you know? We don't need to pretend toh was this dark and complex story—it was just a story a lot of people liked and resonated with. Which I'm glad it's there for those people, and I'm glad there are options when it comes to queer pieces of media!
That said the show with the best writing of any modern cartoon is The Dragon Prince (streaming on Netflix).
#Monkie Kid while very good is still not that good. I'm sorry lmk. I give you 2nd place. In my heart <3#Though we'll see. If s5 (or beyond) brings back some stuff from s1 the writing might just be that tight#(aka the skeleton key being given to MK in 1x08 & also the 1x01 seal)#Anyways I feel like I've been too much of a hater recently#but gahhh. toh just did not get that deep. it's like fake deep#Let me explain my thoughts:#Lilith cursed Eda. Spent years trying to force Eda into the coven system to undo her own mistake.#Only to then learn that Belos was never going to heal her sister. And does this impact Eda and Lilith's relationship in any way? Not really#Like yeah sure their relationship improves after Lilith leaves the Emperor's coven.#But I can't help but feel like that situation got boiled down to ''Lilith had a good reason for it so we forgive her :p'' and I'm like NO#WHERE'S THE DRAMA#THAT WAS KINDA SUPER FUCKED UP OF LILITH. A LIFE LONG CURSE THAT SHE GAVE HER SISTER. AND WE'RE GONNA LIKE#GLOSS OVER THAT????#tis not story telling for me. At least not any more at this stage in my life.#asks#toh critical
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haaaahh i took a trip to the ER the other day for chest pain which i finally decided to wake up my friend and have them call an ambulance because it had been happening for hours, the nurse hotline suggested it, and i couldn't think of any reason for it to be anxiety. Turns out it was anxiety. And after a couple days of reflection I think I know what triggered it and boy howdy is it Embarrassing so i will now crawl in a hole with my shiny new medical bills and die.
#u#so much expense and drama for not even a good reason! I'm angry! Bodies are so fucking stupid!!!!#The only fucking symptom was tightness in my chest that was slowly getting worse and hurt more with deep breaths.#The only anxiety/panic attacks i've had before (maybe 2? 3? over the years?) were nothing like that#long story short i made myself upset and when my body reacted to that i just got worried abt my body which made everything worse over time#as it continued to not improve ✌#Like!! It took me a couple days to even think of a reason i might have been upset???#why such a reaction when i barely remembered the fuckin trigger!!!!#w/e. im fine. that's the important bit i suppose
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A silly little comic about two silly little characters
(There was supposed to be a panel here but tumblr had to be a bitch)
#danganronpa#chiaki nanami#izuru kamukura#kamunami#guys!!! its fucking done#I got really really salty over not finishing last comic so my main objective was to actually finish a comic that's well illustrated#and I also wanted to show off how much I've improves#cuz around august I got really really heavy artblock and it kinda froze me up cuz art is all I do#and I hated my old art so much lmao#so yeah I went dead silent and just. drew#I wanted to finish this in time for new years eve but oh well#but anyways I just wanted an excuse to draw them w stars#yeah#lol#inb4 anyone asks yes the hairpin missing is deliberate
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Last drawing of my summer class, we were only given an hour but I think I made good progress (this was a test of sorts)
This will be the last time I'm studying under this professor, so I'd like to share his art page (I think it's neat to see how his approach to art has influenced my own)
#charcoal#portraiture#if you'll allow me to be sappy#I'm a bit sad this class is over#...actually#a bit sad? the understatement of the century#was crying my whole drive home haha#I've had the same professor for three semesters in a row#have worked with him for a little under a year and thats CRAZY#i feel like I've improved so much#i feel the need to justify majoring in art sometimes bc it can seem a little pointless#but I've learned a lot about using my own skill to meet task requirements that aren't necessarily things I'm used to#among a bajillion other things that help with art a profession (I'd talk about it but i would never shut up haha)#and of course i feel like my technical skill has improved massively#my art finally feels like... mine#there's always going to be room for improvement#but in this moment i am content#feels nice#anyway that's the end of the semester :D considering doing requests again to celebrate since that was super fun#I'll also be doing a few master copy studies soon#would be cool if anyone wanted to join me in that#will put up another post if i decide to open requests!#classwork
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Preorders for the @thieveszine ARE LIVE RIGHT NOW!!!!
GO CHECK IT OUT!!!!
I worked on an 8-page comic (4 pages if count front and back) and...2 STICKERS! Really excited for this zine! And it was so AMAZING working with so many talented people!
#Backgrounds are seriously not my forte but I was so happy how everything turned out ;u;#It really shows how much I've improved over the years#Cause drawing YGO has done that#Anyways if you can't tell I'm VERY EXCITED#I'M HOLDING BACK ANY OTHER INFORMATION ABOUT THIS SHORT
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I wanted to make an updated "Meet the artist" thing seeing as the last one was made about 5 years ago
#digital art#artists on tumblr#meet the artist#xan draws#illustration#It's wild to compare the 2018 one with this one like man I've improved so much over the years
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when did you started csm ? did you liked aki from the beginning ?
I read chainsaw man about two years ago! aki was always my favorite... when I saw him in the first chapter he was introduced I was like, yes. this is the character for me. but after I reread chainsaw man was when I grew really obsessed with him haha
also, this ask reminded me that earlier this month was my 2 years of writing fanfic anniversary!!!! happy 2 years me and aki 🎉
#internally we've been married for 20 years#it's crazy... it hardly feels like two years have gone by#but I think I've improved so much as a writer since then#and wtf I've written like over 200k words???#that's insane... I'm very proud#when I was younger I gave up on my hopes of being a writer... I thought I'd probably never write again#but here I am. writing aki fanfiction and living my best life#I'm so grateful 🫂#thank you aki for helping me rediscover my passion!!#here's to more years of aki to come#ask mags
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So earlier today I introduced some of my WIPs to some new people, and I realised that many people might not be familiar with those two WIPs.
Kriya Petri: fantasy (with body horror & dystopian elements). Setting: A country called Fillor on a planet called Thuluke. In Fillor, to bind yourself to the one you love, you require a trinamate potion to seal the bond. 'Trinamate' is marriage (though that is a rather crude translation of the word). But to get a trinamate potion legally, the couple needs to be… acceptable. A man and a woman who plan to have at least one child. Yes, it's been 1000 years since the global apocalypse, but 'sufficient reproduction' is still a concern among the Filore people (plus it's a moral virtue for the Divine Monarchy, who reside on the cloudlands, with an iron grip on the institutes of Fillor). A potioneer wants to elope with their lover, but the pair is, let's just say, not acceptable. So what are they to do? The potioneer brews a trinamate potion on their own, finding the closely guarded methods & ingredients for the potion through who-knows-who, bunch of shady people. The potion explodes. The potioneer knows the punishment for something like this. They'll be condemned to Kaewoe (so will their lover, if anyone finds out), a realm so deep below the ground that it's close to the core of the planet. Kaewoe, where the mind & body are destroyed by the horribly high concentration of magic. Kaewoe, the names & lives & loves of all who enter it, all slowly turned to unknowledge. Good thing stealing identities is absurdly easy in Fillor! The potioneer wipes all memory of their crimes & love (or else the Thought magicians would know), flees to the city of Naebo. Their name is now Kriya Petri,
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Welcome To The Real World: scifi, fantasy, surrealism, horror, tragedy
This one's in very early stages Inspired by Frankenstein Setting: The Great South Asian Rip in Reality, where physics (time & space both) is just completely twisted. The year is sometime in the 2070s. Sometimes it's the 2040s outside the Rip. Depends when/where you step out. Moh-maya, reality's very fabric & everything that keeps up the illusions that comprise reality, are very malleable in here. Main character: Kabir aka Moksh. A closeted Indian trans man who lives a double life, perhaps even a triple life. One in which he's a cis woman & a regular bright STEM student (STEM studies also include study of moh-maya). Another in which he's just some guy with good friends (the most authentic of his lives), where he goes by the name Kabir & uses moh-maya to present as his true self. If only temporarily. (it's painful, mentally & physically, whenever he has to revert to the female form). The third is some mad scientist bullshit, he's going by the name of Moksh among his fellow mad scientists & his main project is a moh-maya Frankenstein's monster that others can share their consciousness with, such that they can experience shape-shifting more easily & go where they physically aren't, do things they physically can't. Let's simply call it the 'entity'. Due to many reasons, creating this entity is pretty illegal. Hence the new name & collaboration with fellow shady people. the plot, put shortly: he starts doing vigilante justice w/the entity & then goes far & gets more & more consumed w/work & things go verrrrrrryyyyyy wrong despite starting with (dubious but) good intentions.
in this second one i neglected to mention the fact that you, as the reader, get front row tickets to the main character's spiral into madness & justifying murders thru the entity + the entity is a whole person & has opinions + a whole lot of other stuff, I DID mention that this WIP is in very early stages but holy fuck i could go on & on about it (just not in a way that can be packaged in a structured & sensible introduction)
#i have re-written the introduction to kriya petri so many times because it's hard to know WHAT parts i should talk about first#and this introduction still isn't concise. currently i'm not really in the phase where nailing the introduction is super important but#it's still at least a LITTLE BIT important. but i never seem to get it right. i think this one IS an improvement over my other#introductions to this wip because it gets the MAIN FOCUSES across (and even without talking about the other major characters it at least#touches upon the issues kriya has which will be common with the other characters. so it works).#still not entirely satisfied BUT this is my 'baby' wip cuz i started it when i was 14 and it's grown so much in the past 4 years#and honestly i should probably just read a bunch of scifi (finish octavia butler's series lilith's brood maybe since i finished the last#book recently) because before i wrote this intro. THAT was what made some of the worldbuilding aspects 'click'.#i really need to make the amphibious nature of the thuluken humans play more of a part in their culture as well!#i just realised that so many aspects of this world have been DISCONNECTED! they need to be woven together!#it's midnight and i'm sleepy. why am i sleepy i could be working on this (or on my college assignments [it's okay i've got a lot of time#for them & am making progress on them at a steady rate])
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need to remember to not compare my art to people who went to art school bc they put class hours in to learning and getting feedback that I spent learning other skills but also we are all out here on the internet and its hard not to and its not like there is a disclaimer on art saying if someone has a degree in it
#i wish i was better at painting and at illustration style art and those are skills i have improved over the years#and I know I will continue to improve but its hard not to compare and also i need to remember that I have#so much less time to draw that yeah my progress and growth is slower#a lot of this is I feel like I've stagnated my progress the past few years since like 2021#and I have actually taken art classes in both HS and college which did help just they were not painting or digital art classes
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Updated Party Poster for 2024! I've been chipping away at this for like, the past two months, and it's finally done! My DnD party is called The Wild Edge, a bunch of rambunctious dorks, all who have incredible memory loss, trauma, or BOTH! I love my friends and Party, and I thank the powers that be for letting me have met them randomly on reddit and sticking with me for about 4 years now. Here's to ANOTHER 4 years and another party poster in 2025!
#original characters#ocs#dungeons and dragons#digitial art#huion kamvas#clip studio paint#art#My Party#Wild Edge#Poster#dnd art#Fantasy Art#fantasy character#artist of tumblr#doodles#art progress#I've Improved so Much over just the last year!#and so has my party and my friends#I'm proud of us
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