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I've got a TON of unfinished WIPs for the blueberry Jayvik comic I don't want to post here yet because they're unfinished, and I want to try to reduce clutter on my blog, but it's just been sitting in my computer while I work on mapping out the rest of the comic-
Also, it's taking kind of a spicy turn I didn't even anticipate (I've mostly just been going with the flow and it's worked so far) I obviously can't share some of it here, and I don't really want to share that stuff here because I've developed a certain audience here that I don't want to drive away with more intense stuff
(Also I just get super nervous sharing spicy stuff, I know, what are you talking about you draw fetish content but it's not the same, for me at least-)
I want you all to be able to CHOOSE whether or not you wanna see that side of my content, so anyone who joins, I know for sure, wants to be there and is seeking it out
So, yeah, just lemme know your thoughts if you have 'em, I was thinking of making it just a couple dollars to join, but yall will be getting lots of food on there I prommy
(I have like 50+ sketched out pages in my backlog and nowhere to share them so this will be like my h*rny art dump site QHDJDNSJ)
Ok I'm gonna retreat back to my little den byeeeeee-
#softcitrus rambles#softcitrus polls#softcitrus jayvik#weight gain#soft feedism#bhm weight gain#niche blog
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Bring Your Daughter... To The Slaughter
My brother and I are going to see Dethklok tomorrow (and the state fucked up my SNAP benefits). Donate so we can afford gas to the venue and a band shirt (and food):
#art tag#metalocalypse#dethklok#nathan explosion#trans#transmasc#trans man#I've been wanting to draw this comic for a while#I figured I'd do it today since we're going to the concert tomorrow#but holy shit this took me so fucking long#fun fact: baby Nathan liked Iron Maiden because I like Iron Maiden
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Unexpected Guests Chapter Ten, Act Two: Page 26
First / Previous / Next (coming soon)
Well hey there.
See what happens next on Feb. 6th!
#undertale#undertale comic#unexpected guests comic#toriel (undertale)#w. d. gaster#frisk (undertale)#papyrus (undertale)#undyne (undertale)#another part i've been looking forward to getting to for a while!#not the skeleton i know many of you were hoping would show up first :>#drawing furious toriel was fun--i wanted her to look like she's about to breathe fire. i think she deserves that
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Happy birthday my baby boy my present to you is my first ever fully finished comic
#genzen#zengen#genya x zenitsu#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#muichirou tokitou#himejima gyomei#muichiro tokito#himejima gyoumei#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#I've been agonizing over the idea of their first ever sleepover ouygeudgdggjdhgjj#it's so funny bc the only reason I started drawing this comic is literally just bc I wanted to draw zen with a nightbrace 💀#I must project my adolescent orthodontic pain and struggle onto zenitsu agatsuma or else my life will end#I imagine this is like. they're not quite yet all the way friends but they're getting there hehe#little do yall know what this will blossom into.......#the last page is supposed to be like. zen listening to genyas heartbeat slowing down while he falls asleep hehehe#speaking of the last page#I completely forgot to draw the nightbrace on those last two panels LMFAOOOOO OOPS#this comic has spawned genuinely just. some of my favorite Genya drawings I've ever made#especially the one of him yawning it's so. ouywghdhj. my gneys.#there was gonna be an extra page after the this is nice panel where zen is all relaxed and sleeping#and then just. gets woken back up by the most HORRIFIC beastly sounding snore possible from Genya#but i couldn't figure out how to draw it so i just left it on a sweet note hehehe#never in my life did I think I would draw as many statues of Buddha as I have. thanks Genya.#speaking of it always very much surprises zen to find out that Genya is like fully and wholly religious he does not seem like the type atAL
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✦ Linger ✦
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#my art#digital art#digital drawing#my ocs#noah#oc art#You know that feeling when you're touch starved as all hell so when someone does touch you the feeling sticks around for hours after?#yeah that#with a side of Noah running away from what he REALLY wants but can't allow himself to keep#meaning he's then repeatedly shocked to realise he does in fact end up missing Martin every time he runs off#i'm still having a lot of fun experimenting with some new stuff#really happy with how this one came out though#i think i finally nailed that balance between texture and smoothness i've been trying to achieve for a while now#at the core of these experimets is the hunt for the style i have in mind for a future comic project#and i think this is very close to what i'm after#I want to use pop-art elements like these more as well#those bold colourful outlines and haphazard shapes slapped on top of things#messing with gouache on the side is genuinely helping me think differently when i paint digitally which is very neat#loving the process so far and excited to see what new skills i can learn from this
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finally got around to making fanart for @another-delta-lover 's Milk Blueberry Popsicle comic
#gopher art#emesis blue#tf2 medic#team fortress 2#once again I'm always so fucking happy to see a medic being absolutely DOWN HORRENDOUS#call this man santa claus cause hes a hohoho#I've been wanting to draw something for delta for a while though. his comic makes me happy. I've wheezed laughing at it a lot#spice ish#because of the nature of the original comic lol
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Don't forget to carry your angel today! 💜❤️✨
#🖼️ meera art.png#❤️ follmoore 💜#👁️ to dance with death 👁️#folly regretevator#regretevator folly#folly#regretevator selfship#self ship#self shipping#self ship community#s/i x canon#s/i x f/o#self ship art#self shipper#Mentally I've been going through hell and back (while also working on a complicated traditional artwork)#Which got me drawing far less#I deserve to draw something mushy gushy and sweet!!! God!!!#Yuecc's tease of a Folly plushie drives me WILD I still think about that fucking tweet#Plushie teaser so good it made me draw again#And I really REALLY wanted to draw FollMoore more; one that's not a comic lol#🪻Moore🪻
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hi everyone! no page today, probably not sunday either. my pc has been out of commission for over a month so i've been drawing on my laptop--but i'm getting to the point where i really would like to 3d model my backgrounds to make them a little easier on me and give me more energy to experiment/make pages nicer, so i'm going to try to hold out until my pc gets fixed and i can do so for these next couple of pages.
it'll be a lot of front-loaded work, but it'll be worth it in the long run, i think!
#not boughclan#sorry for the inconvenience!#i've been thinking about doing it for a while anyway#but the next couple of pages i want to figure out what the camp looks like for real since that's where they'll be taking place#hoping my pc is close to fixed! i've got a bsod loop. thought it was my ram but ordering replacement ram didn't fix the issue#my partner tried to wipe my startup disk and reinstall windows but it cant even get to the installation point on my pc#we're going to try to reseat the cpu with new thermal paste#and if THAT doesn't work i'll try overclocking my ram#and if that fails as well............ i'll ask my tech friend and if they don't have any ideas then i'm going to take it in to professional#if it's getting to a week+ with no progress i'll try to draw the pages anyway!#lately i've been playing a pokemon sacred gold nuzlocke and thinking about a nuzlocke comic as well#it started as afun thing and now i'm like. wait but this could be fun#boughclan would have precedence but i do enjoy drawing pokemon every once in a while. would probably be a once-a-month kind of deal#anyway this has been life updates with selkie#selkie rabble
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So. What if I made a Sambastian/Older!Sambastian playlist
#sambastian#idk if it should be collaborative or not#like should it follow the storyline I have in mind or is it better if everyone can contribute so that we have more of it#i want to listen to it while i draw#I've been doing a lot of solo evening walks lately and this means a lot of vibing with music like i used to#and by the way it makes me want to work on the comic real bad
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♰ ⋅⋆ ─── Comic Log 001 ─── ⋆⋅ ♰
Another silly wip i'm working on~ ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ノ
I'm trying to setup the scene where they negotiate with Ubba and Guthrum, so the first part dialogue is just 1-to-1 with the show.
But the second part is going to be my own dialogue lmao which means ... well. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧🌈✨❤️🔥
It's still in super doodle stage so it might take awhile to finish up \(; v ;)/ i just thought this panel came out looking quite cute aha.
#wahhhh just wanted to share my silly wips again#tbh i've been feeling soooo tlk art blocked because all i could think abt was dialogue for this comic but i couldn't get myself to draw it#i was like i want to draw this scene and that scene and this scene BUT IDK HOW ╥﹏╥#finally today i just sat down and decided to lay down the doodles at least because it was gnawing at my brain so bad#tbh i haven't even refined the dialouge for pt 2 yet lmao but i have a rough idea ahaha ;))#also this is going to take quiteee a while to finish i mean it's in super rough stages but at least i've taken the first step! \(; v ;)/#tlk alfred#tlk uhtred#tlk fanart#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#my favorite medieval gays#i will go down with this ship#art wip#my art#comic log#comic wip
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BNHA Ch. 429
So, I guess Toga is dead, and people are losing it.
I get why people liked her--she was actually queer, being pan/bisexual. She was representation for them and that's rare in shonen manga. But here's the thing--she was bad representation at best and insulting at worst. Nor do I think she was made queer because Hori really wanted to represent a queer girl. Himiko was always the author's poorly hidden fetish--she just was. She liked girls as much as boys because Hori wanted to draw a girl touching sexually on another girl. You can see this in how he draws her and Ochako in solo pics together.
I mean, people seem to understand this when it comes to Momo and her outfit being overly sexual or that both Himiko and Hagakure's Quirks either leave them naked or they have to be naked to use them. These are excuses to draw girls in a sexual manner. Himiko being into other girls is the same thing and that's the kindest interpretation.
Given how Himiko acts and her Quirk being heavily coded sexual desire, and therefore her use of it against someone unwilling being sexual assault, it could just being playing into harmful stereotypes of predatory gays.
As a queer person myself I just found Toga insulting. She was designed to be overly sexual and give the male author a female character that he could draw being suggestive with his other female characters. When he did flesh out her character, her backstory was eventually the trope/fear of straight people, that gay people will be so overcome with their lust that they end up sexually assaulting them.
In the end Ochako accepts this part of Toga and says she'll giver her blood forever, but as much as a lot of readers took that that as some deep lesbian confession, for me it really fell flat. Hori never really gave any of the main kids time to actually learn about their villain or show how that changed their minds toward them. Shoto only works because Touya is his brother (even though he admits he barely remembers him). But Ochako goes from not thinking of Toga at all pre-first war, to one thought about her during her speech, to suddenly caring about her so much she--given how Toga's quirk is coded, is willing to essentially fulfill Toga's kink for the rest of their lives.
It's weird and it comes out of nowhere. It's made even stranger because Toga doesn't actually change or show remorse for anything she did, which included personally hunting and murdering people before she joined the LOV. None of the death and destruction she is also partially responsible for is brought up either, something that Ochako was rightfully upset about during the first war when less people and property had been destroyed. Ochako just accepts everything about her suddenly and her past serious crimes are forgotten so they can cuddle and cry.
Am I shocked Toga died--a little. I didn't think Hori would have the guts to kill off a young girl character, especially one that he clearly got a lot of joy drawing in sexy poses. But at the same time, once he killed off Shigaraki and ended Touya's story with his slow death, I'm not surprised he went the same route with Toga.
This isn't Naruto--Hori isn't really kind to characters that do something wrong, especially if they don't try and change. Enji, Bakugo, Hawks, and Aoyama all sort of got punished for what they did. Enji is the worst off, being permanently crippled, missing an arm and burned everywhere. Bakugo's hand is damaged, his heart weaker, plus he feels bad that Izuku lost his Quirk so they can't compete the same way he wanted them to. Aoyama, despite doing way less wrong and even helping his class during the forest raid, still leaves school because he doesn't feel he earned being there yet. Hawks lost his Quirk and even though him running the HPSC could be seen as good for him, Hawks always wanted a break, but now he has one of the most time consuming and stressful jobs out there.
So, if this is what characters who actively did good things and even changed and fought to be better get, what would characters who never changed and never did anything positive for anyone but their friends/themselves get?
Before the last Arc started, when so many people said the LoV were 100% going to be redeemed I had doubts and always thought it wouldn't make sense with how the story presented redemption or treated other non-LoV villains in the past. That if the main LoV did get some happy ending where they were bffs with the main cast it would clash with how other characters had been treated.
That doesn't mean that I think how Shigaraki, Toga, and Touya ended up in the manga was well done. I think their endings fit far better then a last minute redemption would have, but at the same time you can feel how rushed everything has been since the end of the first war arc. Hori was done with this story months if not years ago, yet he was contractually obligated to finish it. Because of that I think he left out as much as possible. As much as I think he's written some pretty obsessive stuff, particularly towards women, I can't really fully blame him cutting corners or the story being shit at the end.
We know Manga authors, particularly those that work with Jump are treated like shit. That they suffer incredibly long hours at times not even getting to go home for days. We've gotten messages for Hori saying he's sick quite a few times. On top of that, weekly story telling is not a great way to tell a cohesive narrative. Ideas probably change week to week or at least month to month and you can't go back and change the last chapter no matter how much you need or want to. Then you remember he also gave a lot of ideas to the people who made the movies, which would also change his plans for how he wanted the main story to go.
The story is bad--it has been for a while, but I think a lot of people put their hopes on their favorite characters getting a happy ending, even when there were signs that probably wasn't going to be the case. I know how much it sucks when a character you love gets a shitty ending (Stain was my fav, but he got an absolute dogshit ending) but at least, knowing what I know about the industry I can't really blame Hori the way I see some other people doing. Criticize it, sure, but saying Hori hates his readers or is horrible writer isn't true. BNHA was popular for a reason--he's great with characters and the beginning of the story had some great pacing. We'll never know, but I wouldn't be surprised if BNHA could have been amazing if Hori had been treated better and the story hadn't needed a chapter every week.
If anything BNHA has taught me how much a story suffers when authors/artists are treated like crap and forced to work past burnout.
#bnha 429#bnha spoilers#bnha critical#bnha#idk i just feel bad for the guy#i think he's sexist as shit#but no one deserves to work under such bad conditions#and frankly idk how any weekly story turns out any good#especially when its gone on for so many years#like when you think about it the chapters aren't even real full chapters#they're like half or even a quarter of a chapter that you'd find in a book or monthly manga#of course you're your going to have an incoherent story when you write like that#I mean the only other thing written like that are some fanfictions#and those authors can and often do go back and edit things#heck I've seen some that go on hiatus with the specific purpose of overhauling the entire backlog of chapters to make it a better overall#and I think part of why BNHA is perhaps worse then other weekly shonen is because he had a lot he wanted to say#on top of trying to find things that kept him invested in a story he clearly was tired of writing#I mean Lady Nagnat is great example#he watched a movie and thought the female assassin character was cool and it got him excited to draw/write#so he shoehorned in this character that was really only there because she made the story more fun for him to write and draw for a while#like American comics aren't great either when it comes to consistency or coherent plots sometimes#but I do wonder if BNHA might have been better if Hori could have left a story bible and basic outlines of what his plans were#and then someone else could have worked on it instead#because he really didn't seem very into by the end of the first war arc#like I think he wished that had been the end#but it wasn't and he was really tired and burned out#and probably already working on fumes
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Been daydreaming my Tav and Astarion's backgrounds in the case where they meet before the events of the game and I had to draw some designs.
TONS of What-Ifs in here, which I will elaborate below and also hopefully in a series of comics one day!!!
Astarion is a junior magistrate a few years before the Gur incident, and is (as per usual) used as a jockey for the less appealing, more irritating cases by his seniors. Magistrate Waltzman, the insufferable, well-meaning fool (Astarion's words) often gives Astarion difficult or tricky cases to test his mettle.
One day he's given the application for a Lolthite temple to be built in the Upper City. Everyone else laughs it off and Astarion knows it is going to be a pain (because the patriars would never agree, religious zoning law is complex and takes forever to muddle through, and the drow themselves will probably eat him.) Instead he meets Phaerdril, who commiserates with his work situation, and they find a way to improve both of their situations by causing beaurocratic nonsense. The building of the temple is stuck in broken-ground limbo for several years, Phaer's commander loses face for bragging about progress that never materialises, and Astarion's higher-ups are repeatedly inundated by complaints from the patriars.
They remain friends (with occasional benefits) over the next few years, meeting whenever the drow envoy returns to see how construction is going. Astarion gifts her a sending stone, she meets his sister who (to his dismay) falls in love with and marries a gnomish man, and eventually Astarion is given a chance by Wilbur to take on a more serious charge - the Gur case. He makes a conservative ruling in hopes of impressing his peers. It is not taken well, and his backstory plays out as expected.
Phaer, who was speaking with him over sending stone when he is attacked begs for leave to find out what happened but Iimfryn refuses. She leaves anyway, but gets to the city far too late (without sanctioned magical aid it is a long, long trip.)
Something traumatic happens when she finally arrives (which I will eventually illustrate I hope) and when she returns she is given an excessive punishment. Instead of taking it, she abandons Menzoberranzan, and is saved from her hunters by a band of Eilistraeen duergar. She eventually converts, changes her name in honour of her rescuers, and years later meets Astarion again after being abducted from Waterdeep by the illithids. It is awkward and painful and they fall in love again even though they're such different people from those who met 200 years ago.
#tavstarion#bg3 tav#character design#astarion#tav x astarion#baldur's gate 3#illustration#myart#I've been sitting on these for a while#One day I will draw this comic#I have so many different headcanons#also the implication of someone knowing Astarion's personal history when he doesn't#especially knowing his family (who are still alive bc elves)#would he ever want to return to that? or even know?#is it too late for him?#PLUS Tav being unsure with him#and how to approach him because he doesn't remember her#trying not to compare him to the elf she remembers#like he was always kind of an asshole but not cruel
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genuinely impressive how much (public) discord servers manage to replicate the feeling of sitting at a lunch table and fruitlessly trying to join in on a conversation everyone else is having while everything you say is irrelevant or ignored. can you tell i have autistic™️ social difficulties
#i'll be looking at words on a screen and suddenly i'm 2 years younger and trying to get a word in while my two friends are quoting the asdf#movie at each other (they aren't listening to me) (they keep talking about videogames) (i'm not a gamer) (i treasure the time i get#to spend with them) (and wish i was talking about nintendo with them) (i have never owned a video game console)#i should draw one of those autobiographical comics about this#it would do numbers on twitter i just know#also it's upsetting that the only solution i've been given to fix this “no one listens to what i want and i feel talked over” issue#is literally just to give in?? to what the group wants?? even though they want to eat at the shittiest restaurant ever and its my birthday?#i know im genuinely outvoted most of the time but i don't wanna be conforming all the time
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Wanna draw so much stuff but so little time lately, augh
#talk tag#such a shame too because I've got IDEAS#so so many drafts for mini comics which I love to draw#and some of those I've been wanting to draw for a while#know what I wanna answer to all the asks in my inbox#and it's for both time travel shenanigans and the war shades au#give me them shenanigans#i love to put my blorbos in situations#mostly for the funny so there's that#there's some Fi and Mask stuff I wanna explore more too#augh. augh#anyways#i wanna draw so badly#rambling in the tags
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Did you drop out of the AU?
No.
I'm working on it still. Just slowly.
#Ask#Mun speaks#I've been working on it for ages#But I can only draw like one thing a day. If that.#And sometimes the one thing I want to draw isn't this comic#So I don't burn out working on it#Which means it takes. A while.#I get this question every so often and ik it's been a while and most people have moved on#But I am still working on it. And I'll be posting it when it's done#Whenever that may be
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deeply late 2023 reel jumpscare (link)
song: velvet acid christ - caustic disco
#2023#animation#i've been unable to draw let alone animate for most of the last year & while i'm as aggressively hungry to make art as ever#& comically finally know what kind of art and stories i want to make#i'm pretty much still having to re-figure out my entire approach to art from scratch#including my relationship with it and how i want to present it and my stories#i've spent the last almost few years drawing almost exclusively on trackpad#and i've been teaching myself to draw left-handed for the last 4 months#i'm still around i'm just accepting i might be in the 'coming and going like a stray cat'-stage indefinitely lol#i have to get weirder et cetera. thank you for sticking around ✌#i'll figure out how to make the shit i want to
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