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Seen Depeche mode last night and the song "Stripped" made me think of Loki.
Maybe it might inspire you to write something...
Anyway, I love your writing ❤️
@gruftiela my darling. Your ASK did inspire me to write something. But I feel like it's taking longer than expected. (Especially because my life is constantly wanting me to live it.) So, I wanted to give you a little preview of the WIP that I'm working on it for it.
This is the first page of the fic, it's fluff. but I plan on having, smut, shadow play (thank you Loki Season 2 trailer), and mild hallucinations for the completed fic. (Snippet under the cut)
Besides the point...YOU SAW DEPECHE MODE! I'm so jelly. I bet they're amazing live!
I also want to use this time to apologize to everyone for not having the time to read your wonderful stories. I will catch up soon.
🏷️ who might be interested: @emarich7 @michelleleewise @coldnique @psychospore @lokisgoodgirl @silverfire475 @fictive-sl0th @springdandelixn @wheredafandomat @goldencherriess @peaches1958 @salempoe @thomase1 @kkdvkyya @a-witch-with-words @mischief2sarawr @vbecker10 @peachymallow @irishhappiness @cakesandtom @simplyholl @here4thefanfics @tallseaweed @holdmytesseract @immersed-in-mischief @joyful-enchantress @lokisninerealms @kikster606 @glitterylokislut @loz-3 @slytherclaw1227 @chantsdemarins @the-lady-amphitrite @eleniblue @km-ffluv @lokidokieokie @n3rdybirdee @gigglingtiggerv2 @lokischambermaid @loopsisloops @muddyorbsblr @luvlady-writes @kellatron55 @huntress-artemiss
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Next chapter of your smut when? We're starving here 😠
Finish the damn smut you lazy ass bitch - me to myself
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Ever look at a thing you made and think wtf how did I do that?
Yeah. Every time.
#knitting#colorwork knitting#pride#progressive pride flag#i know i left out intersex#I'm working on it i promise#BECAUSE I LOVE YOU#I'll add a thousand color changes if that's what it takes to make you feel loved
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finally made an icon for @mcdonalds-unofficial
mikey is slowly losing it what with everyone asking for the grimace cum shake
referenced this screenshot from o.k. k.o.! let's be heroes cuz it captures mikey so perfectly:
#ashton is drawing#mcdonald's#that guy(tm)#lord help my guy#actual ref sheet coming... eventually#i'm working on it i promise
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I think it will/would be best for me if, over just posting regularly little snuppets of my OC's, my Comics get popular and I can kinda like.. be a step removed from the people who read them
Because i want people to enjoy my oc's but i don't think i could handle people sending me unsolicited asks and messages about their Headcanons for My little guys
And I realise posting a comic instead of just About my Oc's in sort of contextly chunks won't Stop this behaviour but i feel like i could somehow put up better bounderies that way..
#monster noises#i follow that fellow with the gay italian dogs and my God#people just asserting things about that persons characters.....#they seem to be chill and fine with it#but if that were Me i'd be Loosing my Mind#i'd be responding politely#but inside i'd be screaming and biting and throwing up#you have every right to play with my guys once they are out in the world but keep it amongst Yourselves!!!#when you are talking to me you hold No power!#and too be clear if it's my friends and people i trust like.. writing my guys interacting with their guys or whatever that's Cool#but my brain has a problem with the Concept of random people talking to me about My Guys as if they have any kind of creative input on them#which is a really funny reaction for me to have as a guy who#notoriously#will just run off into the hills with something a friend created if given even an iota of creative control or decision making power#because my brain works Too Fast#i love to help people develop their stuff!#but i've gotta be kept in a strict pen and on a tight lease fjfkkdkfkf#i'm working on it i promise
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Hey ! It's the self reflecting anon ! (the one who asked you deep questions lol) I have one again. If you were in front of the erised mirror, what would you see ? You don't have to share :)
I've sat on this one for a really long time, because y'know what? Fuck it, I'll answer it.
I would see mental stability. I would see a Reni who doesn't struggle with bipolar disorder. Someone who doesn't self-sabotage every fucking 6 months lmao.
Oh and I'd also see mental healthcare being free and accessible for everyone, bc then others can receive the care they need because I personally know how awful it is when you can't receive care.
#reni answered#tw mental health#tw mental illness#mental illness#i'm working on it i promise#it just takes a long ass time to find meds that work and my therapist is soooooo expensive#but the important thing is that im actively seeking treatment.
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I know I've been complaining recently about being left out of things by my allo friends, but I promise it's nothing like I'm making it out to be. They make a point to include me in lots of things, because we are really good friends. I don't feel excluded or isolated in group hangouts because they want me there. No one looks down on me or pities me for being single (as far as I know), because I have value as an individual.
Do I get left out? Yes. Those double and triple dates they talk about honestly just sound like group hang-outs and FOMO is real.
Do I get frustrated at them for it? Yes! But it's not up to them to make me feel included in that kind of space. Honestly, I'd prefer that we all understood and embraced relationship anarchy so there wouldn't be any perception of a difference between dating and hanging out, but we're a long way from that point.
Look, my point is, despite my complaints about them, my friends are awesome. They like having me around. They even respect my orientation enough that they've never bothered to try and set me up with anyone. They're as human as I am, with all the joy and shortcomings that it implies. Hell, I'm going shoe shopping with one of them tomorrow and she's super excited to take me. I don't think she would have suggested getting brunch if she didn't enjoy my company.
#also most of those really angry posts were made while I was overthinking and hungry and cranky#those complaints i make are minor in the grand scheme of things#and minor things get magnified in a bad mood#i see my own blind spots too#i know i need to communicate my own feelings better#but communication fucking hard#i'm working on it i promise
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In my defense, there's only a few tabs now.
sorry i haven't read your fic yet it's been in my open tabs for 8 months
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(スカリー is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believe™)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad 😔#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines 😍#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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i keep thinking about my response to the attraction poll like even though i've gotten better about my self confidence i still have moments where i fear that i'll never find love as an awkward 6 foot tall dark skinned african girl and it suuuuuuucks
#i'm working on it i promise#it's a lot better than it was a couple years ago#but then i see wlw couples post on social media and i'm like yeah i'll never have that#ugh it's a never ending cycle#i'll probably start new dating app profiles when i'm ready but right now i'm avoiding them for my own benefit#personal
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#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s2#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#devil's minion#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#funny texts#the lightning in the Lestat - Louis scene is terrible!!! I tried my best promise#the last one with Daniel and Armand truly works both ways#up to interpretation#old man on old man violence and toxic yaoi#I'm a big fan
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please take care of ur body
even if I don't like my body today, I will still take care of it
#need to take my own advice#i eat one meal a day#but i drink a lot of water <3#i'm working on it i promise
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at some point it's just like. do they even fucking like the thing they're asking AI to make? "oh we'll just use AI for all the scripts" "we'll just use AI for art" "no worries AI can write this book" "oh, AI could easily design this"
like... it's so clear they've never stood in the middle of an art museum and felt like crying, looking at a piece that somehow cuts into your marrow even though the artist and you are separated by space and time. they've never looked at a poem - once, twice, three times - just because the words feel like a fired gun, something too-close, clanging behind your eyes. they've never gotten to the end of the movie and had to arrive, blinking, back into their body, laughing a little because they were holding their breath without realizing.
"oh AI can mimic style" "AI can mimic emotion" "AI can mimic you and your job is almost gone, kid."
... how do i explain to you - you can make AI that does a perfect job of imitating me. you could disseminate it through the entire world and make so much money, using my works and my ideas and my everything.
and i'd still keep writing.
i don't know there's a word for it. in high school, we become aware that the way we feel about our artform is a cliche - it's like breathing. over and over, artists all feel the same thing. "i write because i need to" and "my music is how i speak" and "i make art because it's either that or i stop existing." it is such a common experience, the violence and immediacy we mean behind it is like breathing to me - comes out like a useless understatement. it's a cliche because we all feel it, not because the experience isn't actually persistent. so many of us have this ... fluttering urgency behind our ribs.
i'm not doing it for the money. for a star on the ground in some city i've never visited. i am doing it because when i was seven i started taking notebooks with me on walks. i am doing it because in second grade i wrote a poem and stood up in front of my whole class to read it out while i shook with nerves. i am doing it because i spent high school scribbling all my feelings down. i am doing it for the 16 year old me and the 18 year old me and the today-me, how we can never put the pen down. you can take me down to a subatomic layer, eviscerate me - and never find the source of it; it is of me. when i was 19 i named this blog inkskinned because i was dramatic and lonely and it felt like the only thing that was actually permanently-true about me was that this is what is inside of me, that the words come up over everything, coat everything, bloom their little twilight arias into every nook and corner and alley
"we're gonna replace you". that is okay. you think that i am writing to fill a space. that someone said JOB OPENING: Writer Needed, and i wrote to answer. you think one raindrop replaces another, and i think they're both just falling. you think art has a place, that is simply arrives on walls when it is needed, that is only ever on demand, perfect, easily requested. you see "audience spending" and "marketability" and "multi-line merch opportunity"
and i see a kid drowning. i am writing to make her a boat. i am writing because what used to be a river raft has long become a fully-rigged ship. i am writing because you can fucking rip this out of my cold dead clammy hands and i will still come back as a ghost and i will still be penning poems about it.
it isn't even love. the word we use the most i think is "passion". devotion, obsession, necessity. my favorite little fact about the magic of artists - "abracadabra" means i create as i speak. we make because it sluices out of us. because we look down and our hands are somehow already busy. because it was the first thing we knew and it is our backbone and heartbreak and everything. because we have given up well-paying jobs and a "real life" and the approval of our parents. we create because - the cliche again. it's like breathing. we create because we must.
you create because you're greedy.
#every time someones like ''AI will replace u" im like. u will have to fucking KILL ME#there is no replacement here bc i am not filling a position. i am just writing#and the writing is what i need to be doing#writeblr#this probably doesn't make sense bc its sooo frustrating i rarely speak it the way i want to#edited for the typo wrote it and then was late to a meeting lol#i love u people who mention my typos genuinely bc i don't always catch them!!!! :) it is doing me a genuine favor!!!#my friend says i should tell you ''thank you beta editors'' but i don't know what that means#i made her promise it isn't a wolf fanfiction thing. so if it IS a wolf thing she is DEAD to me (just kidding i love her)#hey PS PS PS ??? if ur reading this thinking what it's saying is ''i am financially capable of losing this'' ur reading it wrong#i write for free. i always have. i have worked 5-7 jobs at once to make ends meet.#i did not grow up with access or money. i did not grow up with connections or like some kind of excuse#i grew up and worked my fucking ASS OFF. and i STILL!!! wrote!!! on the side!!! because i didn't know how not to!!!#i do not write for money!!!! i write because i fuckken NEED TO#i could be in the fucking desert i could be in the fuckken tundra i could be in total darkness#and i would still be writing pretentious angsty poetry about it#im not in any way saying it's a good thing. i'm not in any way implying that they're NOT tryna kill us#i'm saying. you could take away our jobs and we could go hungry and we could suffer#and from that suffering (if i know us) we'd still fuckin make art.#i would LOVE to be able to make money doing this! i never have been able to. but i don't NEED to. i will find a way to make my life work#even if it means being miserable#but i will not give up this thing. for the whole world.
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Twisted Wonderland Masquerade-inspired dresses (R Cards) You're free to draw/ use these for your OC(s)! I only ask that you provide credit if you do.
#twisted wonderland#twst#riddle rosehearts#ruggie bucchi#rook hunt#silver twst#outfit design#dress design#avistellart#i'm gonna try to do the other cards#but i work very slowly and get burnout very quickly#so i make no promises
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Five foot something and he's royalty.
#poorly drawn odyssey#the odyssey#odysseus#I was drawing him short because it was funny. I didn't expect it to come up in the text himself.#Remember that at this point he's retelling the story to the court of Alcinous.#So him saying 'Yeah I got to ride on the best and coolest ram so I only needed one of them' sounds like he's justifying being small.#I know there are likely other interpretations of this so it's not 'canonical' per say#but I didn't think my goofy short lump of misery parody version of ody was going to be...well...closer that expected.#By they way if you are a lover of sopping wet men - read the Odysssey.#So far he has solved 90% of his problems by wailing and sobbing so pathetically until people give up and help him out.#(sadly I am out of chronological order with the comics I wanted to post...next one WILL be the nausicaa comic I promise.#I've been very sick and swamped with work so comics are hard to do...I'm keeping my chin up though! I'll be slow but I'll do it!)
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#lokius#lokiedit#mcuedit#lokitvedit#marveledit#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki disney+#incorrect quotes#please this is domestic lokius#missing them extra recently#i'm very normal about them promise#i was gonna do this as screenshots but i needed to get the editing sillies out#i'm working on a few different gifsets all at once rn so this helped break the monotony#mine: gifs
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