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I don't know anything about the hunter x hunter mobage aside from the art I see people post on tumblr, but it seems like Melody isn't in any of the cute seasonal outfit card sets and it makes me sad
So I scribbled some of my own beach Melodys o/ I think she deserves a beach day
#hunter x hunter#hxh#senritsu#melody hxh#i love herrr i hope she gets off the boat alive somehow#where is my melody fanservice mobage art you cowards#...i say that and yet i'm probably the real coward here for not drawing her in a swimsuit#my only excuse is that there's no canon reference for her curse skin and i was too lazy to make something up#these were supposed to be 'quick doodles' but alas#spent 2 weeks on em and got this bizarre combination of totally halfassed in some parts and completely overworked in others#the second one in particular ended up pretty deepfried-looking at one point lol hopefully it's slightly less crunchy now#(i didn't realize until after i started this that there's actually a hermit crab beach card with paku)#(didn't mean to rip it off lol but it's too late melody gets hermit crab friends too)#...sorry for that absolute wall of tags haha#apparently it's a putting-all-my-idle-thoughts-on-the-internet day
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we would sell anything just to buy who we're not // we kill our way to heaven
taglist (opt in/out)
@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;
@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#ok so 1st of all: i'm sorry. no i'm not. yes i am. no#2nd of all: do not look at ruvik's scarring for too long i got lazy somewhere along the way#3rd of all: this piece takes place YEARS after the conclusion of both games. i have my own imaginary tew3 AND tew4. don't worry about it#4th of all: the way i see it is that eventually ruben's own appearance starts overwriting leslie's so he looks mostly like himself again#(just with hair and eyebrows and eyelashes. thanks leslie)#5th of all: yes i gave him a hearing aid the boy has survived a barn fire and part of his ear got burned away. it makes sense. to me#6th of all: yes i gave him pretty princess eyelashes and beautiful brown doe eyes and a nose bump. i will die on this hill#7th of all: when i designed nathan all those years back i did not even think about the color symbolism going on with his hair#which is now enhanced by the white patches in his eyebrow and eyelashes too. but yeah that's there now. much to think about!#and in this piece it's also in the clothing i gave them. didn't think about that either that just kinda happened. anyway#thank you for tuning in today i know i'm insane about these guys but like what can you do. sorry. bye#no wait hold on one more thing i made ruben taller than canon so he can hover over nathan like some victorian era skinny twinkish ghoul#not that nathan isn't a ghoul but. actually nathan is more ghoulish his base skin color is paler than ruben's. ok bye for real now#if you read all of that we will have a soft and bright late spring wedding with easily digestible food
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Damn. I suck at color theory 🤩
Anyway here's Alice's Jojo stand his name is Carousel and he's just a little silly fox (he won't hesitate to take all your sanity away and destroy it if Alice is mad 🫶)
I prefer the traditional version honestly it's better without the colors 💀
Rant about Carousel in the tags sorry not sorry
#okay so. his design is inspired by a mix of alice's fox plush and the rabbit from alice in wonderland#he's wrapped in rubans bc i feel like alice is kind of like a gift to todd#but not in the good way. in the “she's an inanimate object” way#if that makes sense#so basically carousel has a conscious of his own and even if alice tells him to do smth he can choose to do it or not#but usually he obeys bc he loves his little alice#so since alice's kinda empty in dbh i decided to take inspiration from alice in wonderland for his ability#basically he hunts you down in your own mind- meaning that if alice's mad he will destroy your entire memory (but it's very rare)#his name comes from one of the music in kara's soundtrack- it's the music we hear when alice is on the merry-go-round (i think 💀)#but carousel is a real sweetheart tbh and alice and him have regular tea times where alice drops all the tea she made up with her imaginary#friends (she's lonely okay 👹)#about the drawing i rlly fucked up the colors 😭 oh well i'm too lazy to fix it so here you go#dbh#detroit become human#dbh fanart#alice detroit become human#dbh alice#alice dbh#alice yk500#luv her sm 🫶🫶#jjba au
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[ is it really too much to ask for someone to write the granada/book version of sherlock holmes? ]
#[ i just want the version of holmes that is very much human and acts like one ]#[ and although a factual person has actual emotions and can feel joy and sorrow and fear ]#[ and can show affection with words and deeds and can feel for other people ]#[ and who isn't an omniscient god and makes conclusions based on physical evidence that he actually provides without being a pompous ass ]#[ and doesn't treat everyone like a dummy and isn't like 'i'm so much better and smarter than you everyone look at me i need attention' ]#[ and he only assumes others to know as much as he does about things because that's what smart people generally assume in real life ]#[ and although he's a little eccentric for his time he's not just a weirdo who collects body parts for no reason ]#[ thank you for bearing with my rant lol i just fucking hate bbc sherlock with a passion ]#[ and to this day i believe the writers were just trolling from start to finish because they were too dumb to write a cohesive narrative ]#[ and too lazy to even read the books. the show literally reads like a fanfiction ]#; out of tea
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#look like I've been getting bored w/ the unfair tumblr treatment#oh well.#I'll probably just stick to making headcanons#since tumblr is unfair#I know ppl probably saw my laziness on the one I did days ago#sigh#Yeah#I give up#After this headcanon of hobie w reader#I'm afraid to say#but I'm either not gonna write anymore#or just take headcanons ONLY#hate it had to come to this yk#I've just been getting way too caught up in stuff#like real stuff be messing me up sometimes#Not saying I'll not write#but its a possibility#I'll just be another decoration on tumblr's belt until I pick up the tablet and force myself to draw#Still be here#but not here#Fics are making me exhausted and overwhelmed (kind of)#<- what i was afraid of from the start#well#past me#it happened#These thoughts could pass#As I am only up at 11 staring at a bright Christmas tree#my eyes burn#delete this later
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For like a brief moment at my cousin's wedding I thought "might be nice to have someone special, like a partner" then I remember that comes with a lot of work, and ya know, having to think about another person; their wants, feelings, and I can barely care about my own lol why the fuck would I want more work?
#relationships are hard and I'm too fucking lazy to put into the work and effort of maintaining or making one#a lot of ppl are like ~well maybe you'll meet someone special~ I can barely handle TWO friends and the family I have#after work the last thing I wanna do is BE around MORE PEOPLE#do I get lonely sometimes? eh kinda but mostly I feel bad because society puts romance on a pedestal#I enjoy it in my fiction and fanworks but like many things I like in my fiction do not apply for my real life outside lol
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Holy cow.
TIL the word for how a word or a name is pronounced is written as "pronunciation". I really thought it was "pronounciation".
Pro-Nun. Well I love Arknights Specter.
That reminds me some years ago I was absolutely bamboozled by "similar" & "available", I thought those were written as "similiar" & "avaible" .
My life is a lie.. all this from being curious on how to pronounce "Berrien County Jail".
#English struggle#i'm in shock#This is so unreal#It can't be real#Idk man#Til#Tbf I very rarely use those words#Trying to justify the ignorance lol#What is grammar btw I try to not use “but” in front of a sentence but actually I don't care that much#And I keep using abbreviation on is am are despite the formal sentences because of muscle memory#I also can't stick to one term between “human race” and “humanity” despite it's the same word in JP because idk#I'm sincerely sorry for the translation quality in this blog but you know what I like doing this for no good reason#The good ol' tag rambles that I never experienced b4 because this is my first Tumblr account actually#I'm suffering from something that I want to know too but psychiatrists don't exist in my country#But it's most likely laziness#I'm not making masterlists immediately and prev all next links are also due to laziness#I forgot to say that I'm not planning to ruin Fennesz reputation believe me he's still the whole cinnamon roll bakery & sweet guy & like to#Wow so only 140 characters for a tag
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Anyway I never voiced my opinion about this but man for all the hype it got the barbie movie SUCKED
#barbie movie#like i'm sorry but it was PAINFUL to get through all the way and one of the few movies i almost walked out of#(but tickets are expensive)#it was just. so disconnected from everything#it has some really good stand alone scenes and concepts like a toy meeting their creator#but it fails so bad in any other way that it feels painfully childish#the world building makes zero sense. and not in a fun way#just in a lazy way#the characters are all so unlikeable#it brings up so many plot points that are immediately dropped or never adressed again#(another barbie has escaped before / they have to capture barbie etc. that never amounted to anything)#and all the criticism to capitalism/sexism was PAINFULLLLL#it's so childish and watered down and rainbow capitalism and unaware and oh my God#it doesnt feel like it gets what it wants to criticize#it could have been a fun movie overall about growing up or a toy in the real world but it tried to be too much at the same time#anyway it was bland and painfully bad and ive never seen anyone on tumblr agree so here have an original post for once
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Mental illness is insane I'm just having dinner w my father eating this a little too spicy pasta enjoying the Yeowch on my throat and the silence and suddenly I'm like yeah I'd kill myself.
#luly talks#i mean it came from out of nowhere grieving but it's so bizarre#like i just got hit by this very heavy rock in my skull this overwhelming and genuine urge for a second that yeah that'd be ok#that's the correct path to take and there's no physical changes i just kept on chewing on my all too spicy bc he used the wrong condiments#pasta. like sure i was a little zoned out maybe if you paid close attention you'd have seen my eye getting lazy or something but like. thats#it. and i always in zoning out#like this wasn't even an intrusive thought those come out of nowhere and just are echoing chambers of fear and shame#this was a calm resolution like yeah. that's the way to go alright.#y'know kind of unrelated but i always wish i had someone to talk about some mental health things i cant w my therapist#more on the speculative diagnosis thing. if you dont know what i mean shame on you for not keeping up with the Luly lore /silly#it's really hard being neurodivergent and im not talking about autism rn that i can manage but gestures vaguely its hard when it's#a group project. it's hard when everything is so fuzzy#because sometimes i tell myself i only think of this bc im all day alone and thinking but like#what. am i supposed to be getting non stop stimuli 24/7 least i realize i hsve something in my skull going on?#i blame my mother for that one she always made me ashamed of being sick or whatever acting like it was my fault#like me noticing symptoms was equivalent to me making them real#as if that wasn't just absurd like. the symptoms are here you twat. I'm not placebo effecting myself w shit#even the ppl who do like. the symptoms are real.#aaahhh siiiiigh yet another common L#brain stuff
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Okay so the most reasonable thought I've had all month is definitely "I should clear my calendar for February and just spend the entire month writing f/f fic, shouldn't I?"
That seems reasonable, right?
#reader it was not#the thing is - as ever - that i want to do too many things#my deeply ingrained narrative about how I'm lazy really conflicts with the sheer number of things i want to do#like even if those things are 'read a book' x 1000 they're all different books that i want to read for different reasons and in difft ways#but they are of course many varieties of things and not jusf 'read a book x 10000'#how do you fit lit and genre and making and reading and exercise and work and writing and cleaning and sleeping and eating and hiking and li#stening and watching and learning and traveling and decorating and tending and growing and and and#i want every day to be three days long and that's not a real thing#which means one must - i suppose! agonizingly! - prioritize and make choices#i say all this but honestly i actually do have a bit of a five year plan#so i need to go back and compare all the impulsive want with the big wants of happiness and fulfillment and selfhood and connection#i GUESS
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Not to be a jingfu on main, but it's so cute that Jing Yuan thought of Fu Xuan with those jelly beans
#me: the Xianzhou characters are all just coworkers#also me whenever anyone is shown to be fond and have intimate knowledge of some other character: awwww#Like Fu Xuan and Jing Yuan playing starchess and teasing each other or making a reference to things they like#or Jing Yuan talking about young Yukong#Quingque apparently disliking Fu Xuan but obviously that not being the case‚ knowing what she likes and how she thinks#Fu Xuan hiding that she has a sweet tooth but Jing Yuan and Quingque knowing it and teasing her for it#I don't know. There are a lot of instances of these small intimate details in the middle of what looks like a coworker relationship#Good coworkers‚ but coworkers nonetheless#And ironically it moves me so much? Even more so than Belobog. I've been told several times that Belobog seemed more tight. And I agree#In Belobog people were friends or family or companions but linked by something closer than mere coworkers with Wildfire#Even Sampo in the Underworld was strangely 'theirs'. He had the magenta colour of Wildfire and he was trusted to some extent#The Luofu characters don't have that. And yet the fragments of intimacy scattered through their interactions move me a lot#These are people who have known each other for centuries. Jing Yuan knows of Yukong's youth‚ its joy and grief#He knows Fu Xuan has a sweet tooth and teases her about her height. Quingque does too#Fu Xuan chastises both of them for being lazy but she knows they're smart and good at their job. She plays starchess with Jing Yuan#Quingque mocks Fu Xuan for being a workaholic but is very aware of the weight she carries both in her position and ideas about destiny#I won't mention Yanqing and Bailu because there is obviously more than a coworker bound when it comes to them#But yes I love the moments of intimate knowledge scattered through the Xianzhou‚ so telling of the fact that these people have known#each other for longer than several human lifetimes‚ and that perhaps they don't necessarily regard each other as more than their coworker#But perhaps that's enough in order for them to care. Perhaps in a lifetime over one thousand years the intimacy gained with a coworker#through several centuries is something beyond what we could understand in our decades lifespan#But also‚ perhaps‚ I don't know. Also‚ perhaps‚ the do care beyond coworkers in that strange line between work and friendship#Perhaps it's strange for Xianzhou natives to tell apart that kind of relationship after so much intimacy and knowledge through the years#And perhaps‚ once again‚ as it often happens for them‚ they think they'll always have enough time to tell; until they run out of it#They play chess together. Quingque can lose time because Fu Xuan can't stay mad if she brings her sweets. Are they just coworkers?#We play chess. I know what tea and sweets you like best. I brought them today since you would indulge me and play starchess with me#Thanks for playing with me‚ I'm running out of book puzzles. You keep divining my moves but I'll invent a fake story to distract you#Are we coworkers or something more like friends? Where is the line after so many years?#I talk too much but I love this charged nothingness haha I find it ironically so true to how many relationships in real life develop#And I find it so moving‚ that representation of this endearing smallness of everyday life. Of these small things is life made
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… still thinking about how Iris suggesting an annulment is really lovely in theory, but is actually completely not applicable to this situation. why does this show insist on forcing me to suspend logic and/or all legal knowledge I posses??
#I appreciate the sentiment from her but... it was a real marriage if they signed the legal papers and neither were being forced or misled#also on a personal aro/ace note here: queer platonic relationships that also result in a marriage are.. actual things?#and they're valid#and if they were content to have a platonic partnership forever that's an okay thing as long as they both are happy#(clearly that doesnt apply here... but just saying if two best friends wanted to get married as besties. thats not inherently wrong)#ldnfv;s its a 'working through my negative feelings about this storyline' kinda night apparently#I feel like this is such a simple thing to know and/or figure out with a google search too#so it just comes across as lazy to me that the writers had this as a solution and had her suggest it to make her be not 'the bad guy' or w/#just... someone get a legal consultant for the writers room#this is one of those 'might delete later cause why am I venting in the tags like this' situations lmao#<- also cause I like focusing on the positives usually... I'm just having a ~night
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They did indeed! Smiler broke out the old Charisma to close a few deals, and they and Victor rung up their various customers for six items in the end -- a rainbow egg, a zombie cake, a box of meat substitute jars, a happy-scent perfume, a crate of strawberry milk, and a raspberry pie -- for a total profit on the day of $2,502! :D Yeah, I know, not that much given how weird Sim economics is, but currently they're on one of the lowest mark-ups, and this is less a money-making venture and more of just a way to use up all the produce they grow on the farm. XD There was some worrying lag at times while they were ringing people up, and I got a Last Exception that makes me think some of Simsonian Library's stuff doesn't always play nice with Brazen Lotus's stuff, but it all worked out in the end!
Aaand Smiler managed to close the store before anyone could go into the bathroom and find Alice "marking her territory" on the floor. *facepalm* Alice. I know you're a werewolf, and Erratic to boot. But the stalls were RIGHT THERE! Like, seriously, RIGHT THERE! Fortunately, she cleaned up the puddles without any complaint, but yikes. *facepalm* Anyway, she and Smiler finished cleaning up the store while an exhausted Victor napped, and I bought the "First Simoleon" perk and hung it up behind the front counter, along with one of the best pictures from their earlier photo session. :) Though I may want to tweak the placement later...eh, we'll see what happens.
And with that, it was time for the gang to head home! Where, fortunately, there was no more Blizzard -- OR Clement Frost waiting to bug them. Victor Scruberooed himself and then Transportalated up to bed, while Alice let out a Somber Howl to lower her Fury and then sped up to bed. Smiler, meanwhile, flew up to their room to study the latest trends, then hyped and released their "Let's Play Sim Scuffle" video to take advantage of a burst of interest in video games. I hung up my other favorite picture of the trio in front of their store beside their room, then had them breed their frogs to make a new plasma pack --
And instead got a Leopard Frog, one Smiler didn't have yet! So I had them head up to the attic to put that in the collection. :) Now they just need a plain Heart frog, a plain Eggplant frog, and the Whirly variation on the Dirt frog to complete their collection! Nice!
And so this update ends with Smiler singing to themselves in the attic, Victor and Alice sound asleep in their bed, and everyone having had a successful TV Premiere and a pretty successful first opening of their store. Next time -- we have a PROPER grand opening, with a lot less bullshit. XD See you then!
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#yeah lag seems to be a real problem on this lot lately#I'm starting to wonder if I just have too much stuff on it#there are a LOT of small objects after all#all those cans and such#hmmmm#and yeah when I looked at the log later#I'm not sure Brazen Lotus's updates to the retail fridges so they can hold fish and herbs and such#like the milk crates that I can make with Simsonian Library's canning factory#I shall have to be careful using these two mods in conjunction in future I think#though as you can see Tina DID still get her milk so it's not game-ending#and come on Alice you are BETTER than peeing on the floor#it's one thing to mark your territory in werewolf form outside#and another to do THAT#*shakehead* these Sims sometimes#but hey we have an official first simoleon up on the wall#and some nice new pictures for the store and the house#now we just need a proper grand opening!#and more frogs for Smiler :p#queued
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just what is it.... that really matters...? when i die.... what metric will be used to measure the worth of my life...? is it enough.... just to love my friends.... and to love goku...? one day.... will my love of goku.... matter...? will it be what saves me...? billions of people across time.... are not remembered.... but is that okay...? were they useless...? or meaningless...? did it matter if they were happy or sad.... or if they were able to live the life they wanted to...? will building my minecraft world and drawing and making ocs and chewing into media and talking to friends and drinking bubble tea and eating udon with a soft boiled egg be enough.... even if i die young poor kissless and as a disappointment and failure in the eyes of my father who's life i have ruined...?
#clyde.txt#existential panic and ocd real but also i think the way the world is is so wrong i refuse to live in it abiding by it's rules praying every#day the straw on the camel's back breaks and i get the utopia and happiness i've always wanted and believed my life will one day be....#but i am privileged enough to be a neet at that's where this POV comes from and i never learned how to apply myself and learninf now is#hard and i'm a lazy baby who never wants to work ever unless it's One Thinf which would take me learning languages#which takes me applying myself. LOL#EVERY DAY I FIGURE IT OUT MORE I SWEAR I'LL FUNCTION IN THIS WORLD SOMEDAY#i was almost there too before Bad Thing happened to me which has now made me live my entire life in fear and trying to do#everything i can to not make anything else bad happen to me. LOL#but alas. excuses. it'll all come together someday
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now i'm reading up on why i can't answer texts and i'm getting information that is explaining like. a lot of my problems in life 🧍♀️
#task avoidance and time-bounding and shame spirals and forgetfulness and perfectionism and ghosting people and social anxiety ????#those are all mixed up in one big knot in my brain and other people have them too and it's a real thing that can be diagnosed ???#i'm not making shit up or just being lazy or useless or stupid????#who knew 🧍♀️#personal
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