#I'm tired and sad
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magpiewantsmorewords ยท 3 months ago
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At times I wonder
If this is my fallow
Strength sapped from my soul
Like nutrients from soil
And now it sits
Soil and soul unsown
Yet harrowed all the same
But yet still
Does it feel instead as though
Instead the field has been salted
Killing any chance of growth
Any chance of life
Sapping me further of what I need
I feel like a scarecrow
Unable to do naught but stand watch
Never moving but to sway with the winds
Empty fields stretching further than stitched
Eyes could possibly see
Stuck in one spot
Even if the field is drowned by the rains
Or plundered by hungry mouths
Should my salted fields be set alight
Somehow I'd stay rooted to my spot
Unable to do anything but watch
As my fields of nothing char to ash
And I can only hope that should my
Empty fields ever burn
That the ash lingering afterwards
Feeds the earth enough so that I may
Finally watch fields turn colours
From the deep dark of freshly turned soil
To the bright green of life
As it shifts to swaying seas of gold
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hoothalcyon ยท 9 months ago
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the pain of being a Runaan/Ruthari fan is so specific and lonely. our faves aren't dead, just sort of abandoned for the time being while every other character (and new ones, too) gets their time to shine and get loads of fan content made of them. sigh
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booksandwine7 ยท 1 year ago
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This past couple of days have been awful. My personal and labor life have been a chaos.
I'm a person that hasn't gotten used to adulthood ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
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hylias-gremlin ยท 2 years ago
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If I forgot to follow one of my lovely mutuals again, please let me know.
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lazylittledragon ยท 1 year ago
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made a sticker for anyone to slap onto their work if they need to
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sga-owns-my-soul ยท 1 year ago
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reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head
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daydreamsinthemoonlight ยท 1 year ago
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i know you're not supposed to have your life together in your 20s, but i still feel uniquely horrible about my state of affairs
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worthless-misery ยท 11 months ago
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Dear diary...
The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...
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rotting-bitch ยท 5 months ago
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try to be gentle while tearing me apart
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boopicide ยท 9 months ago
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i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.
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stealerofthe2ndbraincell ยท 3 months ago
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There's an aspect of Original!Elias Bouchard that makes me so sad to think about in a weird kind of "meta" way.
And that's the fact that he has to be labelled as the "OG" not as Elias.
Technically speaking Elias has been dead for years. It's Jonah that's taken over - literally having his eyes removed and replacing them with his own and living as him (he even seemingly keeps his "old fashioned haircut" on Elias' hair).
And yet we as the audience don't often call that form of Jonah "JONAH". Instead it's Elias, cause he's been Elias for 4 series at this point.
"Elias started the apocalypse", "Elias beat that old man to death with a metal pipe" when it was never really Elias in the first place.
He's been so robbed of his own identity that not even death can spare him; all of Jonah's actions in his body are recognised as him.
(Btw this isn't me saying you can't call Jonah!Elias straight up Elias, I do that regularly ofc. I'm just being emo rn lol)
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darkacademiboy ยท 6 months ago
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necroticghost ยท 1 year ago
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why the fuck am I the way I am
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heartorbit ยท 3 months ago
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lets run to a new world together! โœจ
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tesco-finest-aromantics ยท 5 months ago
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please i'm begging you think about aplatonic people when you make a post about aro issues. not all of us care about friends. we can prioritise other relationships even if we've deconstructed amatonormativity because friendship is just not important to some people. being aro doesn't make me inherently care more about friendship
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d3athanddecay1 ยท 7 months ago
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I should just stop existing
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