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fireworksgalaxy · 11 months

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#the country is going to hell I want to throw myself under a bus what the ffffffuck #UGH UGH UGHHHHHHH #I'm sorry! I know nobody cares #Now we have to choose between bad guy 1 and bad guy 2 #this is the worst

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die-rosastrasse · 8 months

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I love you bad art, I love you amateur art, I love you self learning, I love you cheap art supplies, I love you journals, I love you crafts, I love you art available for everyone, I love you second hand art and objects, I love you free museums, I love you handmade gifts, I love you childish drawings, I love you art that nobody ever saw except for the artist, I love you taking time to learn a skill, I love you art history, I love you free tutorials, I love you art as a school subject, I love you things that took a long time to make, I love you art studies that are considered useless, I love you the human need to create and change the world around you to be more beautiful and more meaningful.

I hate you AI art, I hate you generated content, I hate you singe-use images, I hate you mindless consumption, I hate you stealing from artists, I hate you reposting without sources, I hate you lying about using AI, I hate you pretending like art is something unachievable and reserved only for the chosen ones.

Make art!! Make "bad" art that is actually special because you took the time to make it. Make art for yourself that you show no one. Make art for others that they'll cherish forever. See how your whole world changes, see how you start noticing beautiful and inspiring things all around you. Make things with love and devotion. Fuck AI.

#I had to get this off my chest seeing more and more blogs posting untagged AI on purpose and people falling for it #why would you care about “art” that nobody cared enough to make?#I'm seeing the world going more and more towards the mindless consumption of images instead of art and I'm... scared #I'm scared for the future of artists and art history #anyway #sorry for the rant but this is something I feel deeply about #And if you're posting AI images that aren't tagged or captioned because you know you'll get more views by tricking people.... fuck you #and I hope you'll get banned from the internet forever

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front-facing-pokemon · 4 months

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#calyrex #kinda never really understood or found out what was going on with this thing? dunno what they do or why #or why their head is so big. so much knowledge in there #i dunno. they probably have Some lore but i didn't invent it is for certain. they end up riding the horses at one point and that's #considered a whole different form? of those pokémon? makes me wonder if. they have any point in being separated?#if they're just objectively more powerful together it's like. WELL LIKE. nobody's even using these things anyway they're so forgettable #at least to me. i'm so sorry i just do not know anything about them and i don't think anybody else really cares about them #at least from what i've seen

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thedreadvampy · 3 months

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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bellamyblake · 7 months

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goddammit, I love bellarke, I love everything about bellarke, I love the way Bellamy's eyes get so puppy and sweet around her, with his heart literally written all over his chest, I love Clarke's way of looking back at him, i love the way they talk to each other without speaking, understanding each other without words, i love their gentle hugs, I love their quiet words, their understanding, I love Bellamy understanding why she had to leave, I understand him walking through a forest with his leg bleeding while trying to get to her, I understand him pumping her heart back to live, I understand Clarke seeing through him the way nobody ever did in this awful world they live in, the way she sees his kind, soft, beautiful heart, amidst all the pain, the bravado, the strength, the 'You're not a killer, Bellamy', I understand the scared look he gives her when they separete in 4x13, before the death wave and how he knows...he can tell it's gonna be the last time, I understand the way he breaks when he realizes he left her behind to die, I can understand the same break in his voice in 5x03 when Madi tells him 'Clarke's alive.' I understand how he gives his heart out to her, with so much love and kindness, I can see the warmth in hers back, her pain, her confusion after everything she has been through and through it all, despite everything, the world, the grounders, the radiation being against them, I can see this one boy covering the hand of this one girl as they pull a lever and they send their lives to shit but are there for each other-

and just bellarke

#bellarke #the 100 #the100edit #bellarkeedit #sorry emotional #i can wrote 1000 more words #and i won't be able to stop #im emotional #i know nobody cares #but i love them and i reblog them and i don't care if i'm old or irrelevant

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generic-sonic-fan · 1 year

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Omega always looks stiff. There is no way for him to "relax". The angles of his body were not designed to sit on couches or lay down. Blankets cause system overheats; fabric gets caught on the sharp edges of his plating. Releasing his joints from tension delays response time in an emergency.

But he sits on the couch anyway. He withstands the overheating. He learns not to tear the blankets and he learns how to exist without a mission. The choice to loosen his robotic exactness is a freedom he fought like hell to have.

#i'm sorry I know nobody cares about Omega nearly as much as Metal but I had to make a follow-up #my comparisons of Omega and Metal cannot and will not stop #e-123 omega #e123 omega #sth

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nervocat · 3 months

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I want to delete my account.... disappear for a bit........ but I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T I PROMISE

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I'm my worst enemy atp HAHA #Idk a fresh start does SOUND nice #but this user is like. mine #it's ME #my identity if you will #and I also have a lot of memories here and while it is a messy account (which bugs me..... I wanna clean it out so bad but it's HARD)#and I'm going to see family on Thursday and we're coming home Sunday I believe #which is rlly cool bc I don't see those family members a lot #but my mental exhaustion..... It's tiring to interact irl #and online interaction is a lot easier for me personally #aaaand ik I'll probably get irritated a lot get frustrated lock myself away bc of that all #you get the point #my thoughts also say that if I were to disappear here it'd take a bit for ppl to notice/they wouldn't care that I'm not on the platform any #BUT IK IT'S NOT TRUE #I seek validation too much I'm gonna be completely honest #I want to know ppl would miss me I want to know I make a difference here but yk #my account always dies for a bit when I'm on some kind of break 💔💔#I was abt to get wayyy too deep there HELP #yeah probably gonna delete this list in a few hrs I always cringe at them later on bc of the stuff I say in tags #I'm too much of a yapper and share too much online #but nobody sees anyways #and me saying that stuff makes me call myself an attention seeker istg 💀💀#sorry guys 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#I'm trying to make this humorous and not too serious 😞😞

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inniave · 4 months

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so fucking sick of the constant misgendering. it's exhausting. even from fellow queer people??????? who know me?????????? HELLO?????????????

#sorry i don't fit ur idea of queer but can u still show some basic respect & decency #pre-covering my hair i was constantly seen as non-binary or as a man or as intersex #and now??????? no matter what #i get referred to as a woman #by the same fucking people!!!!!! preaching “clothing has no gender”#ARE U SURE?????? CAUSE UR SURE AS HELL NOT TREATING ME LIKE I EXIST OUTSIDE MY CLOTHING CJOICES #most days i try to make myself not care but lately i've been realizing just how much i want to die because of how people perceive me #i don't want to change myself #but it's suffocating me #nobody sees me for who i really am except for spouse #and i am so so grateful for them #but when every single other interaction is just #so fucking transphobic and intersexist #i just want to curl up and die #changing the way i dress makes me want to die #getting misgendered for the way i dress makes me want to die #not having a place in the queer community makes me want to die #do u know how hard it is to be disabled intersex queer with DID which means constantly shifting identity #i'm lesbian im gay im trans both ways im ace im hypersexual im aromatic im poly it's EVRRUTHING #and so i fit nowhere #because i don't fit the mold :/#when i say queer in every way i mean it #and there's no real solution outside of finding community that accepts me and i cant even manage to get far enough into one #to even consider bringing up DID & the complexities it adds #cause y'all see someone in a modest dress & head scarf and go WOMAN #or see wheelchair and look the other way or continue booking in inaccessible places or not wearing a fucking mask #or don't want to be seen with someone visibly mentally ill #like..... i cant win. the only way i can get respect from my OWN FUXKJNG COMMUNITY is to change everything about myself #i'm so fucking over it #happy pride month ig

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disorganised-bagel · 4 months

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i've just remembered intro posts are a thing that people do, so. um.

hi, i'm bagel (they/them) :)

i'm a minor, and i am also autistic. yippee. i am also english. chewsday innit.

i am very scared of people, and thus don't post a lot (i'm trying to more, but i fear being annoying lol) i also don't really understand tumblr, so apologies if i am doing things wrong :')

my current main fandom that i am very normal about is ride the cyclone

however, my other interests include:

some mcyt (life series, pirates, empires, hermitcraft)

butterfly soup

madilyn mei (i talk about their music enough to put it on this list lol)

the owl house

animal crossing

stardew valley

doki doki literature club

kindergarten (i have been in this fandom for like 4 years, send help)

my little pony

murder most unladylike

other musicals (mainly just heathers tbh)

taskmaster

um. what else. i write sometimes? my tag for that is bagel writes (though i barely use it because i am terrified of being perceived) i also draw sometimes? not really. but that'll be tagged with my art i also now sometimes make bad edits on capcut, so if you wanna see those then they'll be tagged with bagel edits do those links work? idk. does it matter? probably not. oh well.

i think that's. about all there is to me. woooo

okay bye ty for reading :)

#i know literally nobody cares but oh well #sorry this is so long. i seemingly have a problem where i literally never shut up #i don't know what i'm doing #sorry if i have done this wrong #intro post #it has taken me over 2 weeks to work up the courage to post this lol

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the-cat-at-the-theatre-door · 1 year

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When will this end, exactly?

Seriously, can I have a specific date or something because I've sure as hell had enough and am begging everyone to just *move on* already.

#i'm sorry nobody has ever heard of breaking the fourth wall #because that's literally all that was - judi dench reading poetry to the audience for several minutes #like you know they just use them as the thumbnail too because it'll get clicks #when i can assure you there have been SO many more movies with shit endings #but that doesnt get lazy views right?#we get it cats 2019 had its issues - but if you do not like or get cats to begin with #i think you should have your rights to say anything about this movie taken away #anyway lmao this is boiling my beans way more #extemporize backchat #like how many times had watchmojo used cats now as a clickbait thumbnail - too many #and yeah theyre *watchmojo* so who cares but they are playing towards an audience who very much #eats consistent cheap shots up - it's a consistent fuel of a fire that should have been suffocated years ago #because you've beaten the horse to death

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dehvours · 2 months

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// obligatory weekly I am so sorry for being annoying and unfortunately it will probably happen again post

#✶ — › worm off the string [ ooc. ]#I'm sorry I get carried away and yap a lot #and the anxiety spirals into nobody actually wants to hear about my muses so why bother #and now I gotta fight the demons that say just delete everything bc there's no piont #brought to you by me not shutting up about ch.ilde and ch.uuya even though ppl don't care #I get so excited even when I *know* people don't care but I get carried away #the anxiety over always being a third fourth fifth choice gets tiring #gonna try and sleep it off though augh

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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dip pen ink comm second round for in order R. Burry, @sega-bass-kissing, and Solaris

#bakuspecial #commission art #and thats round 2 concluded!#once again sorry it took a Lot longer than round 1 lol #its just. sometimes there are things up here #which is why (mentioning this again in an actually relevant post lol) I'm gonna leave my next week off from this!#round 3 will open sometimes AFTER this sunday. my rest of the week will be for other business I gotta take care of #tbh what I'm doing with ink here is kind of the equivalent of like. picking up someone's dog and running off #nobody knows whats going on or is gonna happen. but I am doing it nonetheless #now tho. maybe I should nap for a bit more. itd help #thank you again to folks who've bought a slot thus far! hope everyone's enjoying whatever the hells Im doing dskjfhdsjfh #I sure am uh. figuring it out. it is fun but then I'm the one with the dog in my arms #have a good night! maybe u should have an animal of choice in ur arms too. would recommend

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apocalypticdemon · 4 months

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I would say I have no explanation for this, but uh. I really do. Behold: the first ideas for a Terror IndyCar AU that has possessed me for the last 36 straight hours. It would not leave me alone until I put some of it to paper.

Behold: Crozier as an established, relatively liked, if cynical, driver, upstart rookie James Fitzjames, and Hickey, who is, as always, totally normal and not causing problems.

The art is rushed, but I needed to purge the demons as fast as I could

#i have never drawn hickey before. its not good but I'm tired.#as always my sketches look better than the final. it's fine. im not annoyed. not at all.#anyway. today? an AU nobody hut me ever asked for and debatably nobody else wants. tomorrow? the same.#thought i was clever for making Hickey's sponsor be a vodka company after Crozier gets sober #could Not come up with a suitable sponsor for JFJ. too tired.#in my head silna is a very competent canadian driver on crozier and jfj's team #goodsir is on the pit crew for silna most of the time. stanley is the lead mechanic #runs their shop like it's the goddamn navy and nobody ever knows if he's happy with things.#blanky is either a manager or the guy to talks to drivers on team radio during races #anyway if i ever do anything like this i plan to have crozier ultimately win a 4th 500 #but only after james has a horrible crash that ends his season and many press people think will end his career #just so he can kiss francis at victory circle #look. i have very little to say for myself aside from the fact that i have been going to the indy 500 since i was 7 years old.#almost 20 years ago #and the IMS and indycar is very important to me. one of the few sports i care about and want to follow more.#so. uh. yeah. watch this space bc it will probably keep bothering me bc I Need It.#(also very silly but i tried to make crozier and james's drivers suits have shoulder shapes like epaulettes. i thought that was fun)#again sorry for the quality but i drew all of this in like 4 hours today. i am a woman Possessed.#anyway im gonna crawl back into my cringe hole. see y'all #the terror

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meownotgood · 1 year

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DRAFT FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER IS DONE!!!!!! WHHEEWW '!!!!!

#THIS IS THE TOTAL WORD COUNT BUT #THE FIRST CHAPTER ALONE IS SITTING AT ABOUT 28K WORDS RIGHT NOW #jesus what have I gotten myself into #this fic will definitely go over 40k words #maybe even 50k depending on how much I add to the inapropro and the ending #god 28k words in and all they've done is smooch and grind a little #I think I may end up splitting this into three chapters rather than two?#I'm not sure how I want to do it yet though #I'll figure it out....#either way I won't post anything until the whole fic is mostly done #so I'm sorry..... you'll have to keep waiting #but I'll continue to work when I can! very proud of myself today!!!!#why is this fic so long it's so niche nobody will care WHAT HAVE I DONE.#don't know anymore.

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idiosyncraticrednebula · 11 months

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There are certain chicks who just give off that "mean girl" vibe to me. "You hate girls like me because we know our worth" Nah, you are just a b*tch who thinks she's above everybody else just for existing.

#txt #oh yeah i'm going there #y'all can call me a pick me #these chicks don't know their worth. they believe they are goddesses that must be put on a pedestal #i'm sorry but i can't stand these types of women #they are another face of feminism hidden under the mask of “femininity advice”#“you are a pick me” if you say so sweetie #i don't feel threatened by your beauty or charm or anything y'all are just annoying #they think people dislike them for having standards. b*tch nobody cares about your silly standards #people don't like y'all because of your arrogance and no it's not sexism or putting women down. don't f*cking come at me with that #i know every single argument that is gonna be thrown at me #but yeah #i scrolled this one so-called “divine femininity” content creator and her face alone screams c*nt #i know a b*tch when i see one and these kinds of women are like that #there is a difference between a woman with standards and self-worth #the bible and christianity themselves ask women to have that #and the b*tch who thinks she is a PRIZE #honestly #the men do need to shut the hell up with that. that's why these women are running their mouths on y'all now #the men and women are both f*cking stupid and need to stop this childish sh*t #they think being called out on their nastiness somehow means society hates women with standards. what society has ever expected women to no #have standards and a sense of worth? women would get endlessly sh*t on by their family members for having babies out of wedlock and going #for men who didn't have a stable job or women who didn't have any manners because they were perceived as WORTHLESS and women who did not #respect themselves. a healthy society expects women to respect and value themselves. a lot of you b*tches hide behind that to be a b*tch #if they were men they would automatically get called sexist a$$holes. that's how you know these b*tches are no different from rp's #they are another branch of feminists. feminists and rp'#are both sh*t and men and women need to quit acting like f*cking children. i'm sick of y'all #it's rare to find anybody who is balanced on any damn platform #it's either men ain't sh*t or women ain't sh*t #also didn't jasmine have that famous “i'm not a PRIZE to be won” scene??? these women treat themselves as nothing but objects to be won

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troublcmakcrs · 18 days

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//the south park fandom needs to wake back up bc i'm feeling annoying ✨️

#misc :: ( ooc )#//river: well you are! hope this helps! x #//JDKAJDKKDKSJFG #//THIS IS A JOKE BTW #//but also not lol #//LIKE I KNOW THERE ARE STILL AND WILL ALWAYS BE ACTIVE PEOPLE IN THE SP FANDOM #//AND THAT NOBODY ACTUALLY MINDS TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT #//my brain is just obnoooooxxxiiiioooouuuusssss #//me rolling into people's dms like hiiiiii i know you have new hyperfixation! :3 #//i fucking don't tho!! 💖#//so here's the same 3 guys again 💕#//let's go back to talking about your lil guys you don't care about atm 💖#//literally flashbacks to high school when my best friend at the time told me to shut up #//bc i had accidentally talked about one of my interests for a month straight lmfao #//my mom also criticized me once for being ''socially awkward''#//bc i only wanted to talk about dumb stuff like the implications of certain character expressions in fanboy & chum chum #//and not how people's day was or whatever HKSJWKUDJ #//one of my writing partners left for a YEAR and i'm fucking. still on south park #//like wow i really am the most insufferable bitch alive huh 💕#//if you've ever messaged me about your day and i didn't respond #//and then i messaged you later about south park #//sorry lmfao #//I WILL NEVER CHANGE I WILL NEVER IMPROVE THAT IS A PROMISE

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