#I'm so fcking sick of this shit or something?
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spywhitney · 4 months ago
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I don't want to see Luca anywhere near Sydney in season 4.
If sydcarmy is happening, I don't want no romantic or platonic (pft) storyline with Luca for Syd.
For one, it makes no sense to spend time on a relationship that's going to end. And highkey, I especially wouldn't like if a romance happened only for there to be parallels to Carmen, or Luca is presented as a good viable option for Syd, only for her to get with Carmen anyway.
At this point, I just want the show to give sydcarmy or get the hell away lol. I'm over the multi-channel gaslighting of it not being there in the show and the parallels that many hope are actually going to mean something by the time the show ends.
Syd, Marcus, Ebra, Tina, Gary (and Manny and Angel that won't be getting any screen time atp) haven't got the time I think they deserve (Syd in particular, for the second main character where tf was she in S3? S2 I understand, but for real wtf was that?). That time would be better spent on them rather than a short-lived, reprieve-centred fling for Syd imo.
I wrote a post a while ago regarding sydcarmy after S3 and I still more or less agree with what I said, but in terms of plot, if Sydney is going to struggle along with Carmen when she chooses to stay at the bear, that's perfectly fine. But I don't want anymore ambiguity, "up to interpretation" bs when it comes to them. At least give me the opportunity to wave a satisfied fist in the air with blatant, confirmed romance between them at least, so I can say "the sydcarmy shippers told yall so", even if I don't particularly want it the same way.
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azem-ghale · 2 months ago
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Sorry no sorry but I hate how Larian made everybody look the same age just about everybody looks around 40 and it makes zero sense , probably because they got lazy and just copy pasted most faces and unfortunately the faces look the same age, hate the fact that they chose to do select a head bullshit instead of sliders nodody with out mods has a unique tav they look the same. Exact same skinny body if you're female tav (don't worry boys you're allowed muscles)
And yes I'm aware some people are older but not everyone some people are younger
And if they did that for the motion capture shit, that's dB they should of done soo much of it, I'd of happily waited longer for someone to do more of it by hand so I didn't have to look at so much uncanny animations and expressions
Honestly you can tell so much if it is just a guy in a room jogging on the spot /faking falling over it looks soo bad sometimes
I'm sick of seeing that racist ass vampire in my face at all times he's the only companion who actively chose to be a bigot before any trauma etc it's why he got jumped in the first place sick of people using his trauma as an excuse for it also no a 39 elf would have that many n wrinkles but that man would 100% lie about his age, and no before some of you start bitching there's nothing wrong with having lines but again everyone looks the same age or older
Poor Wyll gets ignored so much it's like they hate him or something people say oh they are fixing his romance.. They can fix his quest too, you know the one where he gets pushed aside in his own quest
And omg I am so tired of how much dialogue is just edgy or cringy which of funny because those two things can be fun but Larian I just want to have a normal fcking conversation without some weird edgy or cringy shit been randomly thrown in.
Also Halsins romance was pretty gross when they first pushed it out (I'm hoping it changed) because so much of you're dialogue choices were flagged as romantic/flirting even if it didn't sound like that, then he's get angry if you rejected him claiming you treated him like a lover....
If I ever try to play again I need a mod that stops the camera showing my face in dialogue so I'm not forced to watch them react out of charecter every time
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pacifymebby · 1 year ago
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not really a memory but I got into the band through your stories!!! I don't remember how I stumbled across them or your writing but I started reading only knowing a few songs without knowing much about the members and it went from there. I loved all your stories and I'd always look forward to your updates. I loved the way you wrote the boys and it was so cool how you would include the whole band. I love your fics where there's multiple characters and stories going on at the same time 🩷
Holy shit bro that's incredible? (For me anyway omg)
Honestly aw thats so !!!! I'm a wee bit speechless like that's just so fcking cool I can't believe my shitty little fanfics are what got you big into the band that's sick.
Anyway idc if it's not a memory you're the first person to send something and that's v cool of you!!!
I think the way I got into them was hearing Van on the radio talking to Jo Wiley?? I didn't know any of their music and him doing an acoustic of cocoon on that show was the first time I heard them I think? But I just remember he was talking about his gf being the love of his life and he seemed like such a pure soul and a canny lad that that made me want to like the band. And then their video for cocoon was on MTV a lot? And then he was on never mind the buzzcocks and I was just sold on then haha.
I used to dance around the living room to cocoon back when I was v v unwell with my ED and anxiety, always after college I'd be hungover and feeling rotten from being drunk all day in college (I was a bad student) and like, it just being such a relief and so freeing and joyous to close the curtains, turn the volume on the TV up and go a bit nuts jumping around like a kid for the 3 minutes it was on.
Shot at the Night by the Killers and a song by the vaccines were always on at the same time and it's such a happy memory of just like, it was just me having a nice time by myself and not having to be worried about anything for half an hour.
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After SO many attempts to get my sculptures glaze-fired at the local free kiln, and failing, I scheduled a kiln rental ($$$) at a paid place, took my un-fired stuff and called a lyft home. In the lyft, I was bitching and whining a bit about how all this could have been avoided if I hadn't gotten sick at the wrong time and missed the last week of open studio at unm, when the driver said "wait, open studio? my daughter is 13, she DESPERATELY wants to learn to do pottery, I've been looking everywhere for an affordable studio" and I said "well, she's a little young but people do bring their kids to the UNM pottery studio all the time. They have lessons, membership is $20 for non-students. The studio won't re-open til September though, do you want me to give you their insta?" when I said "$20" she was overjoyed, and said "God must have put you in my car today." I, for some reason unable to let shit slide, mentioned that while I wasn't raised Christian OR currently Christian, I'm studying medieval manuscripts which is basically bible-study-by-proxy, so am now stuck halfway into an Early Medieval Christian worldview, less as an actual Faith and more as something that inevitably affects how I view the world because I study it non-fcking-stop. The lyft driver laughed and said "well hopefully you will get out of that Phase soon", I also laughed and said
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cut to today, almost exactly a week later, I'm at the paid kiln place doing some last-minute overglazing ($$$!!!!) and chatting with an employee abt my archeology/history studies. They mention how active they are in fandom, and it comes up that they used to be in the Supernatural fandom, left early-ish but kept up with spoilers. They love folklore and don't only AGREE with my comments about Grendels/Pookas/etc being in the show, but immediately pick up on WHY I made these connections without me having to explain, which is amazing. Then they mention that they left the show because, having been raised EXTREMELY Catholic, Cas' portrayal was so inaccurate that it made them angry.
I was confused by this, both because Cas' portrayal in spn is RIDICULOUSLY lore-accurate (like most good & interesting things in spn this is by complete accident) and because afaik Cassiel NEVER shows up in Catholicism- he's primarily Islamic and Kabbalistic, with later appearances in Hermeticism and broader Esoterica/Angelology. But the employee, named Crash (seriously) says, no, Cassiel (spelled Kasziel/Kafziel, both variant spellings I've seen before) is mentioned, and even described, in a book they were forced to read as part of homeschooling growing up, and Cas is NOTHING like in spn.
At this point, we realized that our difference in opinion on Cas came from how we were raised, and that arguing it was about as useful as actually arguing about religion. However, when they mentioned that the text was a book on angels by St. Augustine, I sat up straight, because I'd had to read St. Augustine for SEVERAL classes this past year (talky, tormented medieval guy with a thing for going hand-to-hand w demons. I think he's the Hilariously "Falling In Reverse"-Coded Saint but maybe that was someone else), and I'd never heard or seen of any works by St. Augustine on angels. Given that this fell SO neatly into SO many things I'm annoyingly obsessed with and also promised 11TH CENTURY CANON CAS, I googled it as I waited for the glaze to dry- nothing. A bunch of texts, scholarly essays and articles ABOUT St. Augustine's descriptions of angels, but no primary source mentioned aside from "St. Augustine, at some point, described angels".
So on my way out, I say hi to Crash, and ask them what the title of the book was. They say that while they don't know, since I'm coming back tomorrow to pick up my fired pieces, they can call their mom and ask the book title, and that "[their] mom would just be happy that its a Catholic Question for once".
So idk what all this led to, hopefully some decently glazed pieces, plenty of new things learned abt clay that they don't teach at the unm studio, and maybe even the bonus of yet another Weird Ass Early-Medieval Christian Text to fuck around with. And medieval Cas.
MEDIEVAL CAS
...anyway, OP's post just reminded me of it. This has been my oddly specific, Anglo-Saxon Christian guided quest to fire my (perhaps unsurprisingly, Anglo-Saxon- and Norse- inspired) ceramics before the medieval fair. Normally I wouldn't say "God is looking down on me" under any circumstances, but if SPECIFICALLY THE PRE-REFORMATION GOD OF EARLY MEDIEVAL NORTH EUROPE WAS LOOKING DOWN ON ME
idk I just think thats funny
If I had a nickel for every time I was debating the value of early-medieval Christianity over this specific box of semi-glazed, unfired sculpture pieces...
Me, on the welcome desk in the library: Good morning, how are you today?
Customer: I have welcomed Jesus into my heart and so I am well today and every day.
Me, a little unnerved: Okay then! Is there something I can help you with?
Customer, digging around in his bag and pulling out an iPhone in a box: Unfortunately, Jesus can't help me with this fucking phone, so I came to the library.
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babiluvmuffinxx · 2 months ago
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I am soooo fcking NOT ok right now like what the entire fck is this shit?! Something don't feel right especially after so many people jumped the Frump ship. I'm sick to my stomach and had a whole anxiety attack last night so I couldn't sleep. I'm going thru all stages of grief at once and I wanna cry. Also I'm so sickened by the fact that too many people were so focused on their retribution and sticking it to minorites that they're oh so willing to gamble even their own lives and right to be ok I'm....
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baileycatarina · 2 months ago
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mad.
Why does no one bother to tell me anything. Why am I always the last person to find out about something.
My dad and brother took the time to say goodbye to mom and that they're heading off to the movies but did they bother to tell me? Nope! I had to notice on my own that they were gone (after I sat around for well over an hour wondering why my brother hasn't come and gotten me for our drive) and then I ask my mom where they were, who then LAUGHED AT ME.
That doesn't sound like much I know it sounds stupid but this shit happens constantly. Like with EVERYTHING. Just no one bothers to fucking tell me anything in this house. I'm the last to find out that someone left for an event, I'm the last to find out about family drama, I'm the last to find out when relatives are coming over (which is usually a day or two before so I have No time to prepare) and I'm fucking Sick of it!!
"Oh well you're always in your room we never see you" YOU TOOK THE TIME TO WALK UPSTAIRS TO TELL MY MOM YOU WERE LEAVING, MY ROOM IS ON THE WAY, YOU COULD HAVE KNOCKED ON MY DOOR ON YOUR WAY OUT TO LET ME KNOW. I HAVE A PHONE TOO, SEND ME A FUCKING TEXT.
Fcking christ. Why don't I matter to anyone lol.
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funeralbuffet · 1 year ago
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every single day i watch the person i love the most treat me like i'm an irrelevant person, a burden, an option, garbage. no matter how much kindness, love and care i give them, all i get is toxicity, lies and pain. and if i turn my back on them and try to give up and do my own thing, life just throws problem after problem at me. no matter what i do, i do not success. i'm so sick of this. i'm sick of being taken advantage of, i'm tired of only being an option or only being good enough if i provide something, i'm so sick of being lonely, i wish i had healthy people surrounding me, i wish i had a parent that actually cares about me, or at least some healthy friends but i'm fucking lonely lmao. i'm all by myself and i dont want to seem like a wuss or crybaby, if anyone reads this at all, but i'm at my limit. with each day it gets harder to not fcking unalive myself and i genuinely dont know how much longer i can take this shit.
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marculees · 6 years ago
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Does anyone get so excited over things that they begin to feel the opposite and suddenly sick with anxiety for them because of other people stressing you out, or is that just me? ^^’
#something is happening and i was literally daydreaming about it last night and now its real and now i feel sick and mum is making me panic#which never fcking helps because she makes anything a reason to worry#its like oh you want to walk to the top of the street? what if that man over there tries to kidnap you?#like pls stop#and then i'll ask her a simple question and she'll go on a rant and make me want to cry with anxiety#i'm really excited for this thing and she was supportive at first but now she's making me worry because she just got so negative about it#like her first instinct was to help me but then she started getting pessimistic and trying to put it off#and i can't help but feel like she's letting her own fears deliberately sabotage it for me#its a once in a lifetime opportunity ffs i'm not letting her ruin it for me#i've been thinking about it ever since i heard the news and i was afraid to get my hopes up#because nothing ever goes right when i do#but now its actually beginning to get real its like she's turned anti#i'll do this shit illegally if i have to jk jk it just takes time and a LOT OF FCKING PATIENCE with her negativity#but i know for a fact that i'll never get the chance to do this ever again unless i win the lottery or somehow become rich#which if we're being honest will never happen lmao#but if this happens for real then i could forget about everyone and everything just for a little while#it would be so beautiful and i've been daydreaming about things i could do#last night i got especially carried away with my imagination and i made myself really sad thinking it could never happen in the end#my mum argued with me halfway through typing that last tag LOL I HATE THIS#this is exactly why i need the fcking thing just to get away from everyone before i have a mental breakdown#i'm gonna take all my stress and frustration out tonight when i go to pole#at least my arms aren't sore anymore lol i wouldn't care if they were because i'm too annoyed to be brought down by physical pain rn hahah#ignore all of this i'll probably delete it in like 10 minutes if i remember to#i'm just a bit AHHHHHHHHHHHHH today so i don't think i'm gonna be on tumblr at all really#i need a fcking hug rn tbh and the person i want it from is the one my mum keeps making me stressed trying to talk to#;-;
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satanfemme · 3 years ago
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actually I don't want to blacklist mcr but what if I blacklisted mcr lol
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nyx-xiii · 7 years ago
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Tired of this shit™
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dustofthedailylife · 2 years ago
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Hii beautifull :>
So I was and still am sick as hell so I am really sorry for not writing you sooner and short feedback about that amazing headcanons(? im still confused about labeling stories)
You know me, I usually write something for each one but today I don't think I have that much energy I'm soo sorry BUT DONT YOU DARE TO THINK I DIDNT LIKE THEM I LOVE THEM
And also HOLY SHIT IVE MISSED THAT MUCH? AN EVENT!?! I hope you still have a place for me in the event :3 I'll write for the event when I woke up from my nap in 2 hours I think? dunno?
Let's get back to the headcanons
You know everyone says "i can feel the butterflies in my stomach" when they get excited right? Well, I felt a fcking eagle flapping its wings! ALL OF THEM WAS PERFECT!!!!! When I was reading it my mother was sitting across me and saw me blushing and giggling and asked me if I had a bf. [Yes mom, im dating with 9 fictional men]
I'm trying to decide whose part is my favorite but it's harder then my physic exams tbh. Each of them has their best parts, like Ayato's boldness, Childe's teasing, Diluc's shyness, Heizou's offer, Kaeya's flustered but teasing attitude, Kazuha's softness, Thoma's flustered state, Xiao's attempt to playing cool and Zhongli's confidence. As you can see I've already fallen in love with them all eheheheh
I'd love to write more about them but unfortunately I am exhausted :[ I'm gonna take a quick nap and send you an event ask
Luv ya <3 thank you for feeding us with good works mwah 😙
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Hi ⛄-Nonnie!!
I'm so sorry to hear you're sick! I hope you feel better soon, speedy recovery 💕
It was headcanons with short drabbles so you got that right, haha!
And please don't stress yourself that you didn't write something for each. I already appreciate it when you send an ask at all about what I write. It genuinely makes me feel all giddy and happy every time again! Just knowing someone reads and enjoys what I write means the world.
Also yes, very valid. Dating all the fictional men! What can we do, they're just too perfect 🤭
Hope your nap was nice! And as I said before, get well soon! Hope you have a great weekend despite being sick and make sure to drink enough! 💕
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patheticwithanem · 2 years ago
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Dear...
...self,
I think it's important to remind you that you have done a great job the past 9 months. You are a completely different person from 5 years ago; you've shown a lot of growth the past year alone and I know you're capable of so much more. You should give yourself more credit for your resiliency and persistence. That paradigm shift looks sooooo good on you and I know you worked sooooo hard to get to that place. You should be proud of that.
But enough beating around the bush; you still have 3 months before the year ends and that's plenty of time TO. GET. THINGS. FCKING. DONE. What happened to your gym membership? Start using it now! You want to be healthier and feel better about yourself? Then you better get your ass up and work! I understand there's a lot of anxiety about how and where to start because a lot of your insecurities and fears stem from the fact that you're unathletic and awkward (in every sense of the word), and that you don't want to subject yourself to ridicule; all of which are valid. But everybody started from somewhere. Yes, you may feel like a fish out of water surrounded by gym rats and fitness enthusiasts, but who cares? Remind yourself: who am I doing this for? And what do you want to get from it? Where do you want to go? You are never reaching that place if you let the things you have little control of get the best of you. You were biking before, then do it again! That and reading about it should prepare you enough for what to expect once you start doing it. I hope you start NOW. I know that YOU know great things are going to come out of this. As cliché as it sounds, this is a step forward to being the best version of yourself. And at 30, I know you want to be thinking about that.
There's a lot to unpack from the last couple of months and obviously, turning 30 came with a lot of existential crisis mostly centered around deciding what you want to be in this next era, what things you want to take with you and which ones to let go of. That's always going to be a long discussion (so maybe next time, because God knows you can go on and on and on talking about it lol), but one thing that I am sure of is you have to let go of your BAD SPENDING HABITS. Your 20s has been about figuring yourself out and a lot of it meant making excuses about doing stuff because "this is going to lead to me figuring my shit out" but if I'm being really honest, a lot of it is just about spoiling yourself and filling in whatever void you have in your life. Sure, nothing wrong with that as it feels good at the moment and you can argue memories last forever, but you better think about your future too! You were on 3 vacation trips the past 2 months and you are planning to buy a Nintendo Switch (which almost became an impulsive purchase) and had medical expenses when you got sick of dengue fever. READ THAT AGAIN. That should be proof enough that you are spending way above your means! We are way past the point of justifying it by "having something to remember by on my birthday" so you better be working on how to recuperate from those expenses and start strategizing about how you can be more financially responsible in this next era of your life. You have to stop this incessant need to feel validated all the time by material things or experiences because "you deserve it. You DO deserve it, but just like everything in life, excessive is bad news. You have to learn how to strike a balance between being responsible and indulging yourself; claiming what you deserve. So that plan to get more sources of income? Go for it! That's also skilling for you so you are hitting two birds with one stone. You are doing a good job with cash flow forecasting, but you can do a lot better. Save if you can. The pandemic should be enough wake up call to realize that anything can happen in a dime.
Speaking of "deserving better", the other major takeaway is going beyond words and taking ownership of your life. It's no easy feat but if you know what you need or what you want and you want to claim it, then LET THE WORLD KNOW. A lot of times, we get stifled because we hesitate too much. Multiple facets of your life get affected by your hesitancy, so why are you letting it steer your destiny? Easier said than done of course because you have to factor in all variables, but then again, isn't your new mantra to let go of things you can't control? And then focus your energy on things you can? Case in point: relationships. If you are not getting what you think you deserve, why don't you communicate it? Maybe work something out? If not, why are you hesitating on letting it go? Taking ownership of your life means making the hardest decisions too. And being your best self means doing things that's out of your comfort zone as well. If you want to be well-rounded and you want them and the world to know, then OWN IT. You'll still work at your own pace because you know yourself better than anyone, but you can work on being more intentional.
It's crunch time, baby! I'll check out on you again before the year ends, but please know I am always rooting for you.
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piracytheorist · 2 years ago
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Frend! Have you read this?
https://twitter.com/AestheticGamer1/status/1572808598224523266
Recommend reading the whole thread. It's apparently spoilers for Shadows of Rose and boy do I feel vaguely sick. Ethan went through all that pain, suffering even gave his life for THIS to happen? And we see how fcking miserable she grows up!! i a m climbing W A L L S and tearing some people a new one UGH hoping there's a VERY good reason for all this
(also, hello! hope you're doing well :3 )
-laa
My answer will be less dramatic than it would've normally been because I already went down the quote replies on that tweet and liked all the ones that said they hate that (and muted everyone who was screaming "CHRIS DILF CHRIS DILF" like my dude... read the room) so I kinda vented off there.
But yeah uhm... that fucking sucks :) Like we see in the trailer how Rose wished to have a normal life but I hadn't expected she would be taken away from Mia. And if Mia HAD done something while having Rose on her custody, then again that's a writing mistake. Just have the woman fucking relax and live as normal a life as possible, Jesus. Why have the VERY LAST moment of RE8 be Mia with Rose in her arms, if right after y'all are gonna write "So uhm Chris go raise this random superpowered child as if you haven't done enough for the franchise" and have Rose grow up away from Mia LIKE COME ON. It's just bad writing and I don't even care that much about Mia.
But like... idk, maybe the interview isn't very clear on what we'll see in the story. Maybe after Ethan's death the BSAA went like "Welp we ain't getting any more use out of them" so they locked Mia up, witness protection program shut down, and Rose was left practically an orphan so Chris took her in to train her and watch her at all times and have a sniper aimed at her at all times... yay, I guess? That's not what Ethan meant when with his dying breaths he said "Watch over her", dude.
So yeah. I'm keeping my expectations low for the DLC now, and we still have to see what goes down in it, but yeah, that's a very much not good development writing-wise. I know RE deals in tragedy and shit, but like, we saw Ethan go through absolute hell to save his wife and then his daughter, sacrificed what little time he had left to see them in order to make sure Mia and Rose would reunite so that Mia could raise her... and all for that to never happen? That's not tragedy, that's just useless pain, thank you very much. If I wanted pointless pain after pointless pain, I'd be watching the news, not paying 60+ euros for a game that doesn't give a shit about setting, payoff and catharsis.
Like, I don't know the stories of other RE games, but are they actively trying to make us hate Chris? :)))) Because that's what that looks like for now.
But yeah hi! I'm doing well, besides that shit! How about you? :D
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unfo11owmelol · 6 years ago
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Lmao I hate FE-y/outuber G/hast/statio/n alot because, One: he totally shits on ik/e: going as far as calling pro/tectin/g ranu/lf and defending E/lin/cia from sa/na/ki CHILDISH and DUMB?? And Two: the best part is that he has analyzing vids where he defends th/arja and cam/illa as ''good bad characters'' LMAOOOOO like shut the fck up
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madamneddemoiselle · 3 years ago
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Day 3 of Quarantine/Isolation
1st fcking entry for 2022
Hi. So I wake up today with a very sore body, it felt like thousands of needles were on me. High fever, sore throat causing my voice to be hoarse and a cough. Not to mention the chills. Damn.
This day dragged on with the thought, I feel tired and I wanna vanish. Well, last night's thoughts are like that. But yep, I woke with the same thoughts. Am I relapsing?
Oh hell YES! What's the trigger?
Come, the fucking trigger was when he got mad at me for teasing him because of his all boys group chat. It was really a joke. I was kind of happy that he somehow found like the boys he can hang out with. But yep, he got mad saying we're sick and all that shit. Fuck I'm sick and my brain still can process.
The moment he got mad, I was silent. Really silent, my mind went blank and all I can say "I wanna die". Like die. We were hugging as we're apologizing, but damn I really wanna die. I can't think of anything, I just wanna die.
I slept, I woke up because of sweat and the first thing I wanna do is to take a bath and so I did.
Afternoon came and I'm beginning to think that I shouldn't burden people. But I already asked for a favor. Abi.
I kept on thinking how I can repay those "utang na loob", I don't wanna be indebted, not now that I wanna leave the group. I just wanna die in peace, okay?
I feel bad for asking favors but I don't know where to go or who to ask. We have no money left and there's a lot of days till payday.
I wanna die in peace. I don't want to leave any favors behind, like me asking for favors.
I should do something about it. That duo would be the hardest one to talk to about me leaving them.
Oh, I also wanna leave Sugarbaby by NAM. Sorry if I started it and I can't finish it. Maybe my husband would like to be the M. It's okay, we're "one"
I plan to go out everyday after this quarantine. I don't want to associate myself with my husband for now, I'll just give in. Maybe I have to strengthen my walls so I won't ask every night if I get the love I deserve cause I think he stopped trying after our wedding? I don't know cause I did not, I recently discovered that he's different when it's monday and that's okay. How about him? Is he ever trying? Does he even really know me?
Yup, you'll hear more cause I'm back again with these thoughts. Why? Cause I feel like people take me for granted and they can easily snap because of me.
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gukiee · 8 years ago
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This is the last emo shit I post but I’m really so sick of the way people treat me tbh
#I'm sick of people using me and playing mind games with me#I'm sick of people lying and say they won't go anywhere then disappear#I'm sick of people acting like my friends then only coming to me when they need something#or people only interacting with me irl when they need rides#I'm tired of people snapping on me over nothing or talking shit about me behind my back#people saying they love me then fucking treating me like crap#I'm sick of the lies and the bullshit I'm tired bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I'm sick people just forgetting abt me I'm sick of always initiating conversation#I'm tired of telling people my fears and having hem fucking blatantly ignore them or throw them in my face to hurt me#I'm tired of being fucking ignored#obviously there's lots of ppl this isn't @ and lots of u have been nothing but kind and supportive so don't think this is u!#theres just some people who play fcking games with me n think like ???? I don't have other shit going on#honestly this isn't @ anyone it's like a lot of pent up anger that is coming out in all the little things#also thank you to the people who reached out to me seeing if I was okay you don't have to do that#I just don't understand some people n why they bother coming into my life when they purposely try to hurt me so that's that anyways !!!!!!!!#enough of that shit#love u guys#this is also @ my mom#like I go completely out of my way for so many ppl n get nothing in return it's tiring I don't think I'm that hard to love n care abt but#maybe I am and don't deserve it? idfk
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