#I'm so awkward at tagging ppl btw

[giantkillerjack]

Ya know. I spent most of my life with horrible painful soul-crushing social anxiety.

And after about 25 years of continuous hard work, suddenly, people started pointing out - to my utter bafflement - that I had, in fact, achieved my lifelong dream of being charismatic. I'm 29 now; I feel comfortable in most social situations, and it is a very rare person whom I cannot make laugh.

I am, undoubtedly, finally, charismatic.

But do you know what I found?

I found that now that I have an understanding of which social rules serve which functions -- Now that I have an understanding of just how much damage my awkwardness was doing to people, well,

I found that, actually, my awkwardness never really hurt anyone at all. People were just judgmental dicks to me about it.

Now that I have the skill-level to (most of the time) creatively vocalize what is in my head as soon as I think it and without fear, I can confirm once and for all what I had always suspected:

I was worth talking to when I was quiet.

I was worth talking to when I was awkward, and when the words in my head took time and patience to hear, and when most of my jokes didn't land. I was worth talking to the whole time.

So I just... I hope that if you've ever wondered whether you are worth communicating with, the answer is yes. Absolutely yes. Each of us has a soul worth sharing - and if you and I were talking, I would happily wait for you to speak (or communicate in other ways) without condescending, and I would never shame you for that harmless awkwardness that so many people feel the need to violently stomp out.

You are worth talking to. You just are. And you deserve people who will speak to you with kindness, with patience, and with the basic immutable respect owed to all people.

(I talk about this with some frequency, both on tumblr and in real life. At some point, maybe I'll gather all my thoughts on the matter into one post. At some point, I wrote about my personal experience trying to build my social skill. But I felt the need to say at least a little bit tonight after seeing this other lovely post, and I'm glad I did. It will happen again.)

[diabeticgirl4]

"You know I'm in love with you, right?" Oh jeez it's just as (if not more) weird and awkward as it was in canon

[nygleskas]

*taps mic and gets way too close to it* uhhh i was thinking abt pre-canon jr2 with Everyone But Them Knows trope. and so i jotted things down. and now i am sharing them.

ok so. Lisa. she def knows abt my crush bc she's my bestie obvi

but she's like soo annoying about it hsHND

g-d i can see her taking a picture of me unintentionally making heart eyes to jean and she tweets it with that homophobic 'i know what you are' dog meme HSHNWHLJ

ok wATI imagine their dad sees that on twitter and replies to it w like 'They seem like very good friends :)' LGNSLNDJHR he would .. (also thats not in a bad way per se like he supports the alphabet community.. he has the gay flag in his bio thinking it's for showing support. He's a lil confused but he has the spirit).

ok.. tommy t. i think tom knows a bit…

he's like 'yeah i'm really picking up some Vibes. really sensing some stuff' (and me being in denial like Wtf. there are no Vibes to be Had here. shut up?).

OK WAITT Quick switch up. If we're talking abt whether tom knows jean likes me .. ,':/ .. i don't think he tells him outwright. but tom figures it out ykno.

like maybe we're all hanging out somewhere and tom n jean are off somewhere talking or wtvrand tom asks if he;s interested in anyone. nd jean's like umm yeah i think so. tom's probably abt to ask who it is and then i show up to ask smth and tom just puts the pieces together.. u know the gif where he's just like :D yeah he does that wSHND. (tom: :D | me: why are you smiling.. weirdo)

tom Then becomes annoying abt it ahsjf

he and lisa quietly but obviously trying to nudge us together jdnfkng. worlds most annoying wingman and wingwoman <3

ok back tothe main point. Ben. .. doesn't know but if he did i bet he's like Yeah that makes sense wldnhjg

oh donna knows for sure. i didn't tell her she just immediately picked up on it WHSNHNS.

uhhh ann and leslie……. oh they don't know at all wSHNK

Listen it's enough that i'm friends with him i don't think they could handle me Liking him HTNKHS

esp leslie like she'd for sure be like ':/… Reallyyyy?….. you sure??' wkehsHNDK

[astrxealis]

good eve hope u all r well 😇😙💗✨

[darlin-djarin]

Hiya! I've been lowkey stalking ur blog for the last few weeks bcs i recently got rllllllly into dinluke and saw ur recent post about fic, so now I'm wondering if you have any reccs (dinluke ofc)?! I like ur content and read ur tags so I'd say our taste in fic probably overlaps. Hope you have a nice day!! 🌻

hey!! and yeah i’ve got a few fics that i think a lot of dinlukers might like

first let me link @transmascskywalker's list because that’s where i started out originally!!

now as for my fic recs~

some of these fics might overlap, i’m just putting down the ones i loved most. i’m sure i’ve read tons more but these are the ones i found that you can busy yourself with :)

The Storm by shirozora

Din Djarin needs a new ship.

Greef Karga makes him a deal - do some work for the guild and he'll get a brand new gunship. One such job takes him to a planet with a volatile storm system to track down a double-crossing bounty hunter. What he doesn't know is that the bounty hunter is there to loot an ancient Jedi temple. What neither of them know is that someone else is also on the planet searching for the temple.

And then the storm rolls in.

in-universe

sfw

multichapter/parts

my comfort fic btw ^^ i’ve read it so many times

Mystery Man by snapdragonpop007

Luke is seeing someone, apparently.

And really, it’s none of Anakin’s business.

Really.

modern au

sfw

multichapter/parts

one of the best, funniest fics i’ve ever read ^^

Unfold by SilverScriptings

Han can’t help but be suspicious of a certain Mandalorian who’s been spending an awful lot of time at the Jedi Temple…

in-universe

sfw

multichapter/parts

A Little Farther Down the Line by Chromat1cs

Austin, Texas, 1973. Din Djarin plays the guitar, worries about his kid, and runs aimlessly from a past that pulled the roof down around his ears. When a stunningly-talented duo of up-and-coming performers turns Din’s plans of being a simple session musician clear on their head, Din must decide between the safety of mundanity or the unlooked-at thrill of following his heart lest the tape run out on this track of his life before he’s through recording it.

modern (1970’s) au

nsfw

multichapter

the warmest bed i’ve ever known by ceedawks

pre-original series, din djarin is injured on a remote planet and found by an incessantly chatty farm boy named luke skywalker || i won't ask you to wait, if you don't ask me to stay || aka "making out with hot farm boys doesn't count as breaking the creed if he's blindfolded during it".

pre-ANH/meet on tatooine au (in-universe)

nsfw

multichapter

We Two Scorched the Earth by annathaema (moony)

That left Luke with a much bigger problem: The Sand People knew he was here, they’d likely sabotaged or stolen the speeder by now, and he was stranded in a cave with nothing but a rifle with three rounds left, a survival pack good for only a couple of days, and no transport home. Great. Luke leaned against the wall of the cave and tipped his head back, thumping the back of it against the stone over and over. He closed his eyes and wished for rescue.

Someone groaned.

pre-ANH/meet on tatooine au (in-universe)

nsfw

oneshot

Never leaving well enough alone by DarkIsRising

or Five Times Din and Luke Met (and one time they never parted)

He’s drunk, and he isn’t quite sure how that happened. That’s not true, Luke does remember vaguely how it happened, more or less, and it all started with Han.

in-universe

nsfw

multichapter

Yoda’s Academy for Li’l Padawans by MissDinahDarling

Being a new student is hard.

Being a new student whilst your socially awkward father avoids the school at all costs and your new teacher pines uselessly over a man he’s never met before is even worse.

But by god, Grogu is gonna get through this.

modern au

sfw

multichapter

Just Like Heaven by Kushana

At first, he watches.

Then, he touches.

in-universe

sfw (both aroace ^^)

oneshot

Romance As a Series of Debacles by The SexierEvilerCora

Han stumbles on a golden opportunity to make life difficult for Boba Fett, and drags Luke along as backup to crash a Mandalorian party.

Things do not go as planned for anyone involved.

modern au

nsfw

it’s unfinished with only one chapter but it’s still worth the read

Honey Lemon Popsicle by coffeecatsme

“Good morning,” Luke chirps, not even looking up from the stove, “my honey bunches of oats.”

Din blinks several times, trying to get his muscles to unfreeze, and opens his mouth.

Then closes it.

Then opens it again. “What did you just call me?”

5 times Luke calls Din increasingly weird pet names, and 1 time he finds out Din likes it.

modern au

sfw

oneshot

Restraint and Relaxation by Aureutr_Accoredge

Queen Amidala is sick of watching her son run himself ragged for every good cause he finds. When he collapses at his sister's engagement gala, it is the last straw.

Luke balks, so she summons one of her Mandalorian Knights to take him to the family's lakeside villa to make him rest.

By any means necessary

in-universe

nsfw

oneshot (v good ^^)

these are all the ones i recommend for now! i’ve read other really good fics, but these ones ^^ are the ones i’ve found myself return to at least one way or the other.

please let me know if you're looking for something more specific as well!! i'll do my best to find something for your tastes

[doomzday-zone]

ok but actually. i know i said this in the tags on ur post but genuinely i love ur faggy infinites i love ur attitude i love how u post whatever u want and put it in the main tags bc u are unapologetically urself when it is so easy to try and fit in. u have the confidence i aim to have for myself and it's so refreshing to see somebody who embraces being Weird <3 i've never engaged because i am unwell about people being aware of me but i've literally been lurking on you and the dog and hog gang for at least a year (i never really spoke much about liking them despite having interest for years) and. just. you're all so chill. the critical thinking, lack of judgement, this world needs more of that shit fr!! i hope u have a great day – good vibes from a transfag autism brained freak (and thank u for ur tags on my essay. i'm so glad other people care as much as me <3)

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I IWISJ I COULS ANSWER TJIS AND KEEP TJIS IM ,MY IMBOX FOREVER RAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GLAD U LOVE MY BOYSSSSSSS<33333 RAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! i usually try n segment my replys to address every beat but this is so much........ to my liddle tiny heaet........ im ,iteralkly cyinf rnn can you tell????? UIVTBJVJBJVBKJ. this means. the world to me<33333 im glad<33 im glad i can inspire some of that in u<3 like for the longest time i was literally larping as one of the normies :sob: like i get it 100% the want 2 fit in and b accepted esp in fandom is strong but in my case it is utterlly unsustainable 2 follow the crowd. i cant pretend i dont like what i like. i cant pretend to be normal r have normal relationships 2 things r have normal opinions jnkjjkjbjk. and its hard!!!!!! there rlly isnt a real tangible space to be fucking insane and into weird n gross shit n etc in fandom like there is for the sanitized kiddy friendly stuff or the hyper horny stuff, its an awkward middle line 2 tread.(n im wayy too autistic 4 fandom anyways.... lol) and ik im not the only one. i wouldnt b able 2 be so unabashed and real and freaky w/o the support of all the amazing ppl ive met in my little freak circle<3333(IT IS SOOOOOO cheesey n cringe-sounding but im being so fr when i say my weirdoes n infinite the jackal saved my life<3333333333 i literally probably wouldnt even b alive today w/o em<333 thanks 2 all of u for helping me grow stronger btw hehe....)

Every day i choose to be insane and gross and a freak and a transexual faggot and autistic and TOO MUCH !!! for meself obv<3 but also for the ones i love and ppl like YOU!!!!!!!!!! >:D i cant change the world w just my little paws. but i CAN b crazy on main. i CAN show everyone that you dont have 2 be afraid of your own interests for fear of not being accepted in the greater fandom<333 even if these ppl never rlly come out of their shell... theres always someone, someplace out there thatll accept u. theres always more freaks, theres always more faggots<3 even if you never come out and yell it to the world if i could inspire just a tiny bit of this love in ppl thatd be enough for me :)

anyways. lol. kjnobjbiubjk thank you<33 a lot<3333 i mean it<333333 so many words i wish to say in this moment but ik you get it<3 mwamwa<333333333

life is short babey!!! dont be such a stranger okay ^_^

[rewh0re]

HI HANA idk what time it is in ur area BUT it is ur birthday here where i live (it has been for a couple hours bc i just got home from school lol) so i have come as a cat w birthday pancakes for u („ᵕᴗᵕ„):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BAE !!!! 😽🌷✨🥂���

ok look my love language is words of affirmation / quality time so like i’m gonna slap a shit ton of text but i hope u like it anyways hehe

while we may not have been mutuals for too long, i still appreciate u SO MUCH as one of my first mutuals on this platform ! and of course, as a friend 😚🤍

u genuinely are one of the kindest and most welcoming people i have ever met, and the fact that u always match ur energy w everyone u talk to is so so admirable ! legitimately—there has not been a moment where i have talked to u and it’s been awkward (my girl u are just THAT good <3)

like there have been times where i felt like i didn’t rly “belong” (bruh idek if that’s the right word but) here and u treated me w sm love and enthusiasm ☹️😭 LIKE GIRL U ARE JUST SO COOL AND ACCEPTING ?!?!

plus u have always been incredibly supportive of my works and I WILL FUCKING LOVE U AND THANK U FOREVER FOR THAT >:( especially bc my relationship w my writing has always been a battle, and the fact that u reblog w tags and comment in them makes me feel like what i write isn’t too shitty heh >.< words aren’t even enough to express my gratitude to u 💞😾

(thankuthankuthankuthankuthankuthanku) 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

AND I ADORE WHAT U WRITE BC GOD IT’S ALWAYS SO CUTE AND FLUFFY AND THE CHARACTERS ARE SO ARGH I WANNA KISS THEM ALL ON THE CHEEK (and u ofc mwah mwah) so pls keep writing and i will keep reblogging 🏃🏻‍♀️🫂💓

ur vibes will continue to be my everything AND I HOPE U HAVE THE BESTEST FIRST DAY OF BEING AN ADULT LIKE 18 WHATTT ?!?! THAT’S CRAZY 😯

btw TELL ME WHAT FLAVOUR OF BIRTHDAY CAKE U WILL HAVE BC I AM INTERESTED AND I AM A BIG ADVOCATE OF CHOCOLATE CAKE hehehe

I LOVE LOVE LOVE U HANA BAE !!! LOTS OF KISSES FROM URS TRULY 🤍😽✨

i hope u liked my dumb paragraphs

SAKI OMG ISTG I WILL CRY. I CAME BACK HOME AND I SAW YOU HAD SENT THIS AND I'M NOT LYING I WAS PACING BACK AND FORTH IN THE ROOM BLUSHING AND SMILING BECAUSE BDJSHFDHDB AHHHHHH

I appreciate the birthday pancakes alot and you are so so cute ilysm I just wanna say I'm so grateful that we are mutuals and that we are friends too because honestly you are one of the best ppl I've met here😭😭😭😭😭

I WILL ALWAYS BE A HYPE WOMAN FOR YOUR FICS BECAUSE THEY ARE SO SO GOOD MY GIRL AND YOU HAVE ALSO NEVER FAILED TO MAKE ME SMILE WIDE (including this text pls I'm smiling as I reply)😩😩😩🤭🤭🫶🏼🫶🏼

and no matter what you will always belong here bbg, ily and I appreciate you so so much so thank you for following me one beautiful day and becoming my friend🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I truly can't even put into words how grateful I am for this message and how grateful I am that I came across you🫵🫵 I will have any cake you give me bbg cuz it's from you😘😘😘

I absolutely adored your paragraph it made my whole day babe ilysm

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ARIIII AAAAAH how are you!!! 🥺 i am sending you flowers and cookies 🌸🍬 i hope your week is amazing!!

i'm also dropping by to thank you so much for the tags you left on my megumi fic ‘make this drive last ’til the end of this song’, (even just for reading it omg) BUT!! u left such cute tags i am 🥹

it's always such a compliment when ppl say my writing makes them fall in love w a character even more 🥹 i am so weak for college aus too and figured we could use some for megumi 🥹 and i am so hfdgbasjdf that you think my megumi is charming omg 😭 i didn't really intend him to be shjdbfs it's my first time writing him but i guess that IS his charm 🥹 one that creeps up on u !!! and udek !!! but YOU GET IT!! the attentiveness, the acts of service, the subtlety in his care... i think he's just like that!! without trying 🥹

and him looking for the longest song help HE REALLY WOULDDD and he wouldn't even know why he's doing that?? aaaah i'm so happy you pointed out your favourite lines too!! that eyelashes line was one of the first ones that came to me!! so i think i might have built the fic around it tbh 🥹 and i think it's so awfully sweet and romantic that they're both thinking the same thing without the other knowing (that they could stay longer) 🥹 yOU GET IT!! and cry baby and fallen star are such megumi picks too 😭 for his drives out alone.... yeah.....

thank you thank you thank you so much again ari 🥹 u are so sweet and i feel like i can always just trust u to GET me omg 😭 i'm so glad you liked my megumi 💗 i miss him sm too 😭

I’M DOING V WELL THANK U FOR ASKING….. i hope you’re doing good too sel!!! and that ur week so far has been wonderful!!!! i’m sending u all the flowers n cookies right back <3 we can share !!

AND OFC, thank YOU sm for writing it…. genuinely got me stuck in a megumi brainrot 😭😭 he’s not my Absolute Fave in jjk or anything but he’s def up there and i always forget how much i love him until i read a good fic or rewatch s1 and then i’m like. oh yeah gumi is perfect actually….. 

but honestly!! there’s no need to thank me at all!! i loved reading it sm!!!! i think megumi is so unintentionally charming it’s crazy, even and ESPECIALLY when he’s being awkward… like. the way you said he clears his throat when there’s an awkward silence……. he’s so <33

i can’t BELIEVE this is your first time writing him btw, that’s crazy bc u really Get him. u get him so well. i feel like you’re just naturally super good at digging into characters brains lmaoo like!! all their lil habits n everything!!! just feel so canon to me.

you’re so sweet for taking the time to write this out sel :’3 i hope your day is/has been the loveliest greatest ever <3

[blee-bleep]

Btw random queation

Do you look when ppl tag you in random stuff?

i see them!!! i just dont interact, not because I think its boring but literally because I forget, not rlly know how to respond and I'm not rlly sure why would ppl tag me anywhere so I don't see a reason to interact anymore. and as more time goes by since someone tagged me, it's become so long that to answer them would probs be awkward lol.

i just look, whisper "cool", think of a response, then I scroll away and forget. same deal w asks I get.

[neteyamsilly]

hello, quick question! i’ve been dying to write avatar content too;((( but like, how did you manage to create your account? (have mutuals and stuff!) it’s been a while since i’ve been in a community and it’s a bit lonely starting off with absolutely nothing (i don’t think ppl r also that openly welcome with new people or unless they’re known/famous) aaa a a a read your recent update btw and god damn. ily!

ok so weird fucking thing, i went through this too. i knew no one here anon. i started from scratch. this isnt an inspirational speech im still baffled. like. if you scroll down determined enough you'll see my first post being anthony bridgerton/neteyam brainrot and then introduction to the fic i was planning. it started gaining notes after that (I WAS SHOCKED AT THAT YES)

but like i changed lanes bc i wasnt able to stop thinking about this one dad!jake fic idea. i posted that.

and then woke up to fuckig 150 followers the day after.

believe me, this fandom is SO WELCOMING?????

I dont blame you for being intimidated but the love I've received is out of this world. I was a literal nobody blog 😭😭 i dont feel like someone who has over 1.5K followers at all im a big fuckin loser, in fact, i cant believe im receiving this ask. i just wrote. and i kept writing.

looking at big blogs can be disheartening though, i know:( am i a big blog now? is this a big blog?

i dont have mutuals that i interact with often (bc. i didnt know. i could have mutuals here. ever. im so awkward about it) and the closest i came to was a couple nice peeps who i somehow manage to hold conversation with. they were nice enough to reach out to me while i'm just a big block of "thank you sm omg" and nothing else out of embarrassment. and the anons & wonderful readers who send me asks!

so like. just post, anon. tag your pairings accordingly and people find it, i promise. thats what happened to me. ppl are so nice here, i didnt expect it either!

(also thank you so much! AHHHHH)

[wibble-wobbegong]

ok now YOU'RE cool. but i've already fangirled about how you're oh so good at analyzing and how you dissect mike in ways my kinnie heart adores so you're getting something else

u're like...an upperclassman to me. like ik you're probably just as loser-ish and awkward as me (no i can SEE you're a loser like me) sometimes but you're also so cool in my mind

like that post a while back where iirc you were saying you weren't going to listen to ppl in the tags disagreeing w you? (that was you right????? even if it wasn't you it's like the same vibe) because like "get out in the open coward" which like FAIR. absolutely reasonable to call those ppl out and not listen to them. i admire that!! idk why but y'know. maybe it's because i value like free thinking and standing your ground so much

and you seem like super smart! even outside of your analyses (which btw those connections? your phrasing? that everything? good god) you said you were in like a psychology class? that's like super cool to me for no reason! plus you just??? give off the vibes?? idk

lastly! you're fucking funny!!!! ik your header like wasn't made by you and everything but like THAT'S MY HUMOR!! and the things you reblog? sometimes they're just so nice and i love them!!!

anyways not reading over this to make it less embarrassing or check for grammar or anything and that's just something you'll have to deal with. also thank u so much for having anon would rather die than send you this off it. if you think this is cringe or something imagine i'm like idk 5 and don't respond at all ok?

responding to this because im on the floor. how could this ever be cringe ITS SO SWEET IDNTBAKDR HDSKK OH DBDNBDSMSNDN

YES THAT WAS ME i was annoyed that people were being weaksauce in their opinions

i dont even know how to respond to this but i hope you know this is one of the nicest things ever said to me and if you ever were to come off anon (no pressure) i am finding you and taking you around the world to see and do anything you’ve ever wanted

[ohrightgaypeople]

10 fandoms/10 characters/10 tags but in sm of these i'm not choosing just 1 bc I CANNOT and WILL NOT

1. One Piece -> Zoro and Sanji (I'll not elaborate)

2. Stranger Things -> Will and Mike (I'll also not)

3. BNHA -> Kirishima Eijirou (my baby)

4. VLD -> Lance and Keith (not elaborating-)

5. 19 Days -> Mo Guan Shan (also my baby)

6. TLTW: The Pillow Book -> Fengjiu and Yan Chiwu (the bffs ever)

7. Truth or Dare -> Xiao Wanzi (was robbed of her skills/personality at the end and I'm still mad)

8. MLB -> Marinette (stopped watching but my girl is still my girl; deserves better, btw)

9. ATLA -> Sokka and Zuko (not elab- you get the point)

10. Harry Potter -> Regulus Black (fuck JoKe R., tho)

this was fun!! if anyone wants to do it, feel free (not tagging cause Idk 🤷‍♂️ I don't interact much w/ ppl here, so I feel a bit awkward; I'm more active with mutuals on twt, tbf)

10 fandoms/10 characters/10 tags

Tagged by @hellcheercaine (hello new friend! 🤗 thank you!) to play.

This is actually kinda hard because lately my spaghetti brain only wants to watch cooking shows or How It’s Made reruns but I gave it a try. Here they are, in no particular order…

Stranger Things - Max Mayfield

Harlan Coben’s Shelter - Spoon Spindell

The IT Crowd - Maurice Moss

Murder, She Wrote - Jessica Fletcher

The X-Files - Dana Scully

Freaks and Geeks - Bill Haverchuck

Perry Mason - Hamilton Burger (that question is incompetent, irrelevant, and immaterial! lmao)

Star Trek: Lower Decks - D’Vana Tendi

Ted Lasso - Roy Kent

Abbott Elementary - Janine Teagues

Absolutely no-pressure tags:

@pearlypairings @justhere4thevibez @pipergirl17 @erythromanc3r @tnmdfhgkg @jainasolo1233 @mandyl0rian @manic-vagabond @bibiche007 @bisexualchrissycunningham

[mcaroonzy]

rules: List 10 songs you’ve been listening to a lot lately and tag ten people

Thank u @dramaqueenweeb1469 for tagging!

Come out and play - Billie Eilish (mostly bc I wanna get myself to continue writting onf ff.net but english be hard??????? Ty dqweeb fpr betta reading tho uwu u truly help so much c':)

Blue jay way - The Beatles (I'm beatle-maniac trash. At a certain point in my life I was able to pin point the composer of each song, the background in which they were composed, specific composerst, etc. I've chilled a bit but I still love them)

Chilango Blues - Mon Laferte (current queen of my life, love her ideals, her art, her personality. She's just an angel)

Moody's mood for love - Amy Winehouse (one of the main reasons why I wouldn't be against dying at 27 yo)

Birdland - Patty Smith (not much to say, the concept of this album is genous and this woman is pure art)

Facts - Pablo Chill-e (the only trap artist I actually listen to mostly bc he composes based on chilean reality rather than ganster life, besides he's an icon #todoslospacossonbastardos)

Vienna - Billy Joel (I just listen to this whenever I lose motivation to do art, writting, studying, working, etc. I know this was made for his daughter but I feel like the lyrics speaks to me personal level)

Mary Magdalene - FKA Twigs (I PREACH THIS WHOLE ALBUM SO MUCH HOLLY SHIT, this woman is a genious, she takes Mary Magdalene's character and builds a whole feminist analysis through her lyrics, the music is stunning and I just... AH! I'm in love with it)

Sky full of song - Florence and the Machine (I've been to a concert just once in my life - I mean big concerts, I've seen my friends play at bars and stuff - and it was a musical festival that included her. She looked like an angel, it felt like having a holly being in the scenario. Her music is amazing and her voice is one of the best things humanity has created. Preach!)

Dead girl walking - Heathers musical (ok, but I listen to this every morning when I shower bc it makes me feel so empowered like fuck yeah get ready for me JD - and by JD I mean life, equally fucked up anyways -)

I could've kept going, I swear.

Ok so now comes that crytical point on which I'm supposed to tag people and I never know who to tag (so i'm sorry if I tag u and its awkward). None of u are forced tho! And if anyone else wants to do it just go ahead, (I'll stalk anyways bc I always love finding more music)

@mellicai @00brokenlotus00 @bean-of-nerves @afaithy @vs-redemption @zorria @princessfroslass @princeliones (please do take this as an asl for tristan, I think this could be interesting)

[whatiwillsay]

I just wanted to say that I will not be reading your blog anymore and why, I don’t need a response from you bc youre entitled to do and talk about whatever you want in YOUR blog. I’m not making an argument about what you should and should not do, I just wanna say my truth. Anyway I came to this blog after a breakup and it was escapism for me bc I loved the gaylor drama and learning about tily and swiftgron. And now I feel like you just gloat a lot about ur gf and that’s great that’s fine I’m really happy for you bc everyone deserves someone they love. But then you talk about tits and how you guys sext and send each other nudes, even tho you don’t go into specifics it kind of just gives me weird and awkward vibes. It just makes me not want to read your blog anymore bc it’s weird for me to read it about ppl that I don’t know if that makes sense. You still talk about celeb drama but it’s diverted a lot from that from what I remember. Also I would respectfully give an opinion about something and I feel like gaslighted by you, it may not be your intention but that’s the way I felt.

Anyway your blog has helped me overall a lot with getting thru my breakup and I truly thank you for that. It’s just not the same blog to me anymore :(

yeah i'm sorry you feel that way i answer asks that people send me and i have a TON of asks about sophia i haven't posted.

much about tily or swiftgron or gaylor has been talked to death yet i still try to post gaylor content and celeb gossip content (which btw is reading about people you don't know) but i can't help that some people ask about my personal life from time to time. i have said the word tits TWICE on this blog in 30,000 posts so idk what you're talking about with that.

anyway here's the definition of gas lighting:

so you really think i've abused you by *checks notes* having a girlfriend and answering questions about it from time to time? and disagreeing with your gaylor takes?

from my pinned post:

listen i'll gladly take criticism about the blog having moved away from celeb gossip and into more community/personal meta. taylor isn't doing anything right now so there isn't a ton of content to comment on though i try. i've been hosting conversations about succession and dickinson and zendaya/tom and the satc cast and colton haynes and pr celeb couples and anything else i can to keep gossip and pop culture at the forefront but it's hard when taylor isn't doing anything. but i have never abused you. it's not abuse to not provide content you like or to disagree with you. it might be bad blogging which i'm open to criticism on, but it's ridiculous to act like i'm personally attacking you.

might i also remind you of this post:

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so like yeah maybe just block the damn tag if you don't like it?

ALL THAT SAID

i think this is a good opportunity that personal questions about me need to be directed to my personal blog @camcakes because i do want this to be a gossip blog and gaylor blog first and foremost.

anyway

sorry to have failed you so horribly but honestly like... idk i guess there's nothing i can do about it now. i'm not gonna feel bad for having a gf or having people want to hear about her or for disagreeing with people over gaylor.

[multislut]

I posted 259 times in 2021

12 posts created (5%)

247 posts reblogged (95%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 20.6 posts.

I added 46 tags in 2021

#nct - 13 posts

#nct dream - 6 posts

#nct 127 - 4 posts

#nct fluff - 4 posts

#haechan - 4 posts

#lee donghyuck smut - 3 posts

#nct smut - 3 posts

#lee jeno smut - 3 posts

#jeno smut - 3 posts

#taeyong - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 72 characters

#as a black kpop stan it is so so nice to see their melanin show 💞💕💞💕

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

hmm

1 notes • Posted 2021-07-14 02:03:46 GMT

#4

So its been a whole while from changing this profile, would like to its been at least 3-4 years, and i've finally did and I've never felt so much better about myself. I was scared that ppl who followed me or were just looking around my page would judge me because of what is in my like section and who I follow as well. I hope you don't and just know that yes what I like to read is explicit but it's fun for me and I enjoy the spice it has. Thank you for reading this lengthy-ish post and I happen you can see me as a friend!

(btw I'm super awkward whether it be text or even my voice so yeah (O_O) )

man taeil just 😚😚😚😚😚

also edit not mine it's from Instagram :))

1 notes • Posted 2021-03-10 03:34:51 GMT

#3

YES BITCH WODHAOQNSKSOAOSJWJWOSDOPEIEDOD HIS SOLO IS COMING EEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAK https://www.instagram.com/p/CQwI4CQL8uo/?utm_medium=tumblr

1 notes • Posted 2021-06-30 17:08:56 GMT

#2

I can't believe it. I now have 1k on Instagram. from the bottom of my heart thank you thank you immensely for people who have followed me over the years as my posts were just dumb and me posting just to post. as the years went on with me having insta I grew into a new person, a new phase in my life each time happening along with a post to show it. I had my ups and I had my downs, I documented those here way way back. I'm just so happy that I have this many people that follow me and ugh 💔😭🥺 just... thank you. I will always be blessed that this happened to me, and again thank you to anyone and everyone who ever saw my account and or thought to follow me! this is a once in a lifetime milestone that I thought I would never reach, but now I actually did. now onwards to 1.1k and more after that. thank you so so much and I really love you all 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CToWksrr-Xm/?utm_medium=tumblr

2 notes • Posted 2021-09-10 06:08:53 GMT

#1

late night reading :)

doing a late night read of some stories and will be re-blogging them for them to spread more like they should

2 notes • Posted 2021-11-16 04:29:19 GMT

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[avenger-hawk]

YEAH when it comes to Team Taka, he obviously selected them for their abilities and wants them to help him with his goal to kill Itachi BUT he was also completely cool with it if they didn't want to n never guilt trip them (i freed u u have a moral obligation to help me). 16yr old me n still now think its so fucking cool. one of the kindest gestures in the series n i think what makes it kind also is that Sasuke never makes it a big royal deal about it. He is refreshing and comfortable like that. Someone that I can sit next to n not feel pressured to make conversation. But when I started to navigate the fanfiction realm with those huge ass word counts (i thought maybe the character study would be better n more detailed) and straight pairings with Sasuke he's so domineering and sexually charged and top! I went from (?) to (?????????????) very fast, dont get me wrong, they write better than me anyday n i know no one's lens of a character is exactly the same, but it was pretty jarring to me. So many people thought along those lines, I actually felt really insecure, not easy to be the minority in such a big fandom (along with my other not so popular feelings), feeling a bit lonely as I read discourse, I wasnt great with tumblr back then awkward in finding 'mutuals', also seeing how people attack others with different opinions. even my friends who like Naruto believed that popular opinion. I wasn't the best analyst, and still isn't, I would often think 'am I the one feeling it wrong?' It's been a ride with the series, it is precious to me, but I find it more comfortable n easy to enjoy it now (also I'm better with tumblr lol) as the heat is not as flaming n that I'm older n not be as insecure about my stance on the series so frequently and intensely.

Yup Sasuke respects people and with Taka he showed that he appreciates their strength and values them, and he genuinely wanted to help them, and even though he needed them to find Itachi he was ok if they didn’t accept. He’s the most tolerant and less imposing character and yet ppl see him as an arrogant domineering top who’s also a pervert and incredibly jealous and possessive. it’s crazy how dumb fans can be if they see such oocness.

Tbh to me it’s also crazy how ppl can have problems not being able to speak out their opinion because the majority has another, especially when it’s so blatantly wrong. I’m glad you now feel less limited and I’m sorry for your insecurities from back then but as someone who is insecure on many things, and who never had friends irl to discuss the manga (my ex was a fan but he didn’t like ships and stuff so it was only canon discussion), and as someone who always had unpopular opinions, on one side I understand that it’s frustrating, but on the other side I find frustrating how you guys complain about this instead of not giving a f**k about ppl’s opinion and idk, do your thing? ignore those who are different? you don’t have to read discours actually, it’s not a duty. And you don’t have to interact with ppl necessarily, if you disagree with them.

Also, if you find those opinions so wrong, because they are, can’t you use your blog to show how wrong they are? Not shitting on them necessarily, not engaging in discussions with them, but taking canon moments and writing about them.

I find so many things ooc, not just the shitty characterizations but all this shisuixsakura in the shisui tag, all the fluff everywhere for a series that is canonically darker than you admit, and all those black Sasuke &co (I mean, they’re not. clearly. don’t get me wrong, I hate when artists draw characters as super ‘caucasian’ as they call them lol, sometimes I see pink skinned everyone and those northern chins and noses and I cringe lol...and I actually don’t like characters drawn in a ‘realistic’ way when some race prevails over another, cause I like them to be unclear, since you know they’re drawings...so I don’t have a problem with it btw because I know it’s self indulgent, I just have to mention it because it IS ooc) BUT one thing about all these things that I approve is how they like the thing and do it. Even if it’s not IC, or it doesn’t make sense. So I kinda like those black characters because they’re bold lol

edit: I remembered having discussed with a veeeery popular author for the Sas*ita fandom, her characterization influenced all SI stans basically. And she admitted that she was writing her own perception, based not on the whole story but on like the parts of the story she liked more. Basically she didn’t consider canon Edo Tensei Itachi, because it went against her ideas, and the brothers’ dynamics were not her thing either because Sasuke obeyed to him too easily. But that’s canon right? So, the author most liked by SI shippers admitted that she was writing her own fave dynamic, refusing canon parts she doesn’t like, and she didn’t give a damn about it. I’m not even criticizing her! I’m saying she does what she wants, she’s an author writing for her own pleasure first. But it’s funny that 1) SI stans took her ideas as better than canon and bashed IS for seeing things in a different way 2) she does what she wants even tho it’s clearly OOC and she’s seen as a great analyst while others who do the same are seen as wrong

And at the same time those who like things/dynamics/characterizations that are not ‘popular’ are afraid to express it, why? I said it over and over and I’m not gonna say it anymore cause I’m frustrated. those who don’t express what they think online because they are afraid are playing by the majority rules and they are harming the rest of the fandom, contributing to the silencing of unpopular opinions. You are just as guilty as those who attack others if you are too coward to speak out.

And since I had enough of all this and I’m pissed off by the lack of courage of so many ppl, it’s useless to seek my comprehension cause I’m not gonna give you any. I’m sick of tired of discourse over the same bullshit over and over, I’m sick and tired of ppl complaining about discourse but not doing anything cool instead, only complaining. As if the only thing ppl can do is watch others instead of being themselves not caring about them. You aren’t better than those you criticize, if the only thing you do is criticize them, not even in your blog, not even in their dumbass faces, but using someone else’s space, like my blog, in anon form, to complain.

Y’all like Sasuke, the one who told his former teammates that he’d gonna be Hokage and change the system. During a war. Even tho he was considered a criminal by all of them. And you are afraid of some dumbass online calling you wrong? Suit yourself, but not in my blog.

Hawk out.