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Thank you for the tag @faneposting-my-beloved and @rtnortherly 😊
Top 3 ships:
Tracer x Emily (Overwatch) - Used to be an Overwatch player and I love them so much.
Count D x Leon (Petshop of Horrors) - One of my favourite manga of all time. Their chemistry is so cute.
Bayonetta x Jeanne (Bayonetta) - Stylish, deadly, and Iconic.
First Ship:
Crono x Marle (Chrono Trigger) - I was 11 lol, but I still find them cute.
Last Song: Footstep in the Snow (Masayoshi Soken)
Last Film: Secretary (2002)
Currently reading:
Webcomic: The Pale Horse - Depressing, angst.
Manga: Delicious in Dungeon (Dungeon Meshi) - I recently picked up this series because the main character looks like Lyon (OC) so much that I was mesmerised lol. Both have the same hair colour, eye colour, and class (knight). Even their hairstyle, name (Lyon and Laios) and height (186cm and 185cm) are almost similar. But aside from that, this manga is really fun and wholesome. Laios is an adorable bean.
Currently craving: Indonesian food... particularly Bakmi, Pempek and Siomay... I miss my home food. 😩
Hmm.. I'm a bit shy haha. I guess I'll tag @kia-pom and @mulhollandi . No pressure at all! feel free to join 😆
Once again, thank you so much for the tag 😊
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The Suns' reaction to Sunfish. Emperor Helios got himself a high tech modded Switch so it doesn't melt away (from Earth's home, and probably modded by the local mechanic, Mars). He played ACNH and that's how he finds out that a fish is named after him. Sun Dad? He's been there before. It was quite the experience.
@owlygem Hiii I saw you were open for spacey asks, idk what to ask (for now) so I hope you don't mind me drawing our Suns together!
I've always wanted to do so, but I was pretty shy. I hope you like! Your Sun is such a cutie, I've always admired him from afar 😅
#intrusive thoughts won... i've always wanted to draw your sun but i was too shy to. haha#i came across your sunfish comic some years back i think. then i caught one in acnh and thought about this#idk how tall my sun is compared to yours so i just sorta made a guess! which is. roughly the same height#i'm really curious about what sunfish are like now though. funky big fishies#art#gijinka#solar system gijinka#personification#sun#emperor helios#sun dad#celestial somebody#heliosphere: under the sky#crossover#acnh#sunfish
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Ough guys I'm hopping on the train in less than 2 days to move to a new city this is sooo fucked up what do you meannnn
#I mean I'm excited ofc but it's bittersweet#gonna miss my city and friends and family (AND CAT AAAGGHH)#But! Very excited to have my own place (and I dare say it's a pretty spiffy place)#But idk it's just such a Weird feeling like I haven't been able to fully process it yet#Thank goodness I've already started this job remotely so it won't be *entirely* new#But also fuck them for requiring me to move but literally not allotting me any time to do it!#👉👈 which yeah I've been kinda shy to mention it outright ig out of this weird imposter syndrome/paranoia-#that I'll get the rug pulled out from under me but- a bit over a month ago I started working in aerospace as a systems engineer :]#But don't ask me what that means cause I'm not entirely sure either yet dndjkdkd#😮💨 but yeah so finding a place and setting up power and insurance and packing and all that has been A LOT#On top of the job itself of course#And well Friday's the big day! Mm... And then a 22 hour train ride haha#(Which is okay I like the train a got a sleeper cabin 🙂↕️)#But- well I'm really just talking to talk now djdkkdkd but hey gotta keep the gay people in my phone informed!#Aaaand post
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Okay. I made that blessing wav I mentioned I would!
Involves lots of saccharine blessing, pet names, praising you for getting all your sneezes out, and comments on how good it must feel and how at one point you sneeze all over the place 💕
#I'll never really love my own voice but it's the voice I've got so!!#please be kind and move on if this isn't your thing#I'm really quite shy having listened to this back haha#it's one thing actually talking to someone like this in person but recording it was a trip#anyway I hope some of you get a kick out of it#sneeze wav#sneeze kink#snzfucker#sneeze fucker#snzblr#snz kink#ntwav
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you have my soul, you have my heart ♡
#LUCY#Band LUCY#Shin Yechan#Choi Sangyeop#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#Shin Gwangil#LUCY fanart#take 2 because i'm a distaster and posted this on the wrong blog haha#still figuring how out to tag these lol#kitkatart#i did it!! it's finally done!! on time!!!#well maybe not on time but in time lol#2022 encore concert live clip of flare my love#flare really is one of my absolute favorite songs#no matter how many times i hear it i fall in love with it every time#but this version in particular is so magical :)#i was thinking i might make a few freebies of the individual member versions for the vancouver show#do you think people would like that? i've never made freebies before so i'm not sure!#i think i'd be too shy to post about it and then hand them out but we'll see haha#okay back to chores and concert prepping again#i cannot believe i'm going to two lucy concerts and then have a work conference like two days after#i was only going to go to one concert but was convinced to go to a second at the last minute. to be fair it didn't take much convincing#this really did take forever but part of that is probably bc i haven't drawn anything real in like more than a year#also was i testing the procreate layer limit or was the procreate layer limit testing me lol#okay i'm done now i'll stop yapping :D#i hope you're all doing well!!#UPDATE: i did pass these out as freebies and also to the lucys AHHH#I will never be over seeing them live and getting to meet them oh my gosh#they were soooo amazing and so so so sweet 🥺 other walwals at the concerts were also so nice!!
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like...a month or 2 ago I devoured all of evan dahm's webcomics and now I'm just like I need to have all your comics in physical print pls
#I got last delivery and harrowing of hell is showing up like next week but ouuARHHGHHHH#like in order of buying I want rice boy and then order of tales and then vattu haha#like I remember coming across rice boy like in junior high and it didn't really catch my teenage brain at the time#but I'm really glad I read them as an adult they're really fucking good#like the storytelling and how the comics are laid out#idk how to explain but like the way the art has room to breathe? if that makes sense mfghjf#yelling and screaming#rambles#don't mind me mhahfgjhkdfd#I think the last delivery release party was actually near me but 'm fucking shy/anxious and idk#I'm the type to kinda just lurk/never talk to artists I admire directly#anYWAYS
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Just a personal musing about language.
I don't know if this is a relatable experience or not, but... I am very, very affected by words, sometimes. There are certain words and phrases that enter my mind and then ricochet through my body like lightning; like getting butterflies, but more profound, deeper, lasting. There are phrases I've read, bits and pieces from poetry, songs, and books that I have been thinking about for years. I usually know when something I've read or heard is going to stick around, too... it's a physical sensation, a warmth that spreads all over, like my body is trying to hold onto those words and make them part of me, somehow. Sometimes this happens with tickling, too... There are fics I've read and re-read so many times, that I've saved offline because I can't risk not being able to read them again. There are words that affect me so severely that I can't say them out loud, even when I'm alone. It's embarrassing how specific some of these get, too... sometimes I've written these "special" words and phrases into my own writing and/or art.
I know all this amounts to is, essentially, screaming into the void... but I just needed to put this into the world, haha.
#no need for a cut really... I'm just shy haha#this is my emotional support cut okay?#the phrase that inspired this musing by the way was “textbook switch”#fluffychatter#this feels too personal to cheapen it with a word like brainrot#but that's essentially what it is#brainrot
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Though it is a sad thought knowing that without Richtofen, Takeo remains the same and probably even worse than ever if he was the officer that tortured Miller. Cause he learned his lesson that he shouldn’t rely on false leaders like the Emperor. I’m betting Nikolai got locked up in Vorkuta given that he’s technically one of Stalin’s enemies due to his political background.
if they do go that route they will definitely be reverting whatever development they got in the original universe. Atrocities were common on both sides of the war and I doubt that any of our crew is entirely "moral" since there's no such thing as a "moral" war, considering how much they throw themselves rather gleefully into it. If Takeo *is* the officer, he has certainly experienced a bastardization arc where he becomes more "evil" so to speak.
I however doubt that because it contradicts his scant characterization pre-115 experimentation where he had condemned the Division 9 for their use of POWs as test subjects. I simply cannot see him treating Miller like that without some major Fucking Up of his life to make him compromise his honorable ideals.
However if we did go along with it, a bastard Takeo seems like an interesting angle to pursue considering the other ones are very honorable and respectable. Kinda like seeing an Oath Breaker paladin instead of a regular paladin; lots of things to explore about a person who has abandoned their code. But the writers would need to be Extremely Careful because that could get Really Racist *really quick*.
As for hypothetical Nikolai, having him be imprisoned would definitely change things around for him. More than likely disillusion him to communism and his own government/country. Probably either depress him more with him being abandoned by everyone (his wife dies, his home is destroyed, his country betrays him) or it turns into rage. Ultimis Nikolai was too addled to have strong opinions while Primis Nikolai was too despondent + removed from the situation to showcase his emotions without it feeling shoehorned in. also it would probably wean him off alcohol since it's not allowed in prisons (though one could argue that he just drinks moonshined prison liquor)
A rageful, even more confrontational Nikolai sounds interesting. The ones we've met are always subdued in some way, either by alcohol or their own mental demons. An outspoken one would be pretty refreshing considering their natural coping mechanism seems to be either repression or resignation.
Though that offers a trend within these hypothetical reboot ultimis, that being the hoisting off of previous inhibitions. Which I guess could be symbolic considering how oppressive Ultimis Richtofen was. Without him there, they are more "free" for better or for worse.
I suppose that leaves Dempsey. What exactly could he be "freed" from? We don't know anything about him, really. He served in the Marines and was happy with that, plus he could leave at any time. He is only truly restricted when he is captured by Richtofen, who cannot do that in the new universe. The only thing I can sort of grasp at is Player Control? so I guess it means he's "freed" from being playable. Which I guess is a Dempsey W??? it has weird implications yet no real consequences on any canon story because his Player Shtick is purely meta. damn you Dempsey I can't even speculate about your ass.
#cod zombies#RAMPANT SPECULATION WITHIN AN EXTREMELY HYPOTHETICAL CONSTRUCT#engage at your own risk#haha I'm kidding I am just spit balling here#if they really are bringing them back there needs to be some meat on their bones#preferably themes because god do I love themes#I am still on the fence about the old crew getting revived but I will hope that their writing isn't total dogshit#I'm not tagging the characters themselves since this is a highly specialized discussion and not all that relevant to them#anyway I'm always open to discussion so no one feel shy about starting one
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I am not immune to any cutes - including Rick and Morty cutes, unfortunately (Patreon)
#Doodles#Keroppi#Princess Tutu#Ahiru#Rick and Morty#Drizz#Tinkles the Magic Ballerina Lamb#And friend - and tree lol#Cure#And the really cute preying mantis girl from Vindicators 2 - what was with that miniseries having a bunch of cute designs anyway#This really is a RaM-heavy cutes dump - look if they're cute they're cute! I can't help that!#From the top first tho! Lol#Got the urge to draw some of my Sanrio faves - Cinnamoroll specifically - but I ended up only drawing Keroppi#I didn't think I had all that much of an opinion on Keroppi apart from y'know - cute lol but I like him quite a lot I think!#Simple little guy :) I like those kinds of squishy little guys haha#I already like Kuromi too so I guess I just?? have several faves now?? Alright cool lol bully for me#I can't explain the baseball uniform outside of the stripes and sometimes I just wanna draw a batter - OFFxSanrio when lol#Random e'phant for funsies :) I can't imagine what has me wanting to doodle a little trunk creachur for some reason haha#And then an Ahiru! Hweh!!! I'm still glad I added Princess Tutu to my rotation but hweh ;;#Might have maybe been poking around AO3 for post-canon fics of her being happy - not even necessarily Fix-It Fics just - she deserves happy!#There was a quite cute one of Fakir comforting her during a thunderstorm by running a sinkful of water for her :') Cute#And then the rest - Rick and Morty sheesh#Who could have figured there'd be so Much cutes! Like I personally kinda like the RaM aesthetic - especially the colours they're really nice#And yeah like Tinkles is designed to be endearing on purpose - which now that I think of it that's another thing I really like isn't it#Gigglepies and Osomons and Twonkies... Yeah the parasitic good-memory alien fits right in with that#Too bad we never see their real form while alive it's only their illusory form until they die aw#As mentioned Drizz and the Mantid girl are both so cute like this isn't fair honestly - and those trees??? In the flashback??#There's nearly matching ones in Webkinz actually which I think is very funny lol#Cure is absolutely no help with any of this - doesn't help that Never-Past-Bedtime-Land and Froopyland are both kinda like where she lives#I blame her for enjoying hopping back in she refuses to shy away from enjoyment pfbtl okay fine
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Dropping 3 episodes at once is such an evil thing to do to gifmakers! Just saying!
(jk I love it)
#yes i'm dutifully downloading and converting files#the most unsung part of making gifs lmao#i watched the first episode in the morning (in a room i couldn't black out which was a mistake!) and then went to work#and i'm about to get off work to finish watching#and then i'll probably rewatch tonight just so i can absorb every dimly lit scene in all its glory#also i think we can all agree that halbrand!sauron is the embodiment of 'if evil why hot'#like#i can't check the tag before finishing watching but i'll be surprised if there aren't a million sets of him come tomorrow and well-deserved#i don't even know where i want to start#also i'll probably be taking requests in the coming weeks#and i'll be using 'rop spoilers' for the really spoiler-y parts bc i know not everyone will be able to watch asap#(idk why i'm doing all this via tag commentary in the year of our lord 2024 but here we are lol)#(also i should probably tell y'all my main so you know when it's me liking posts in this fandom... i'm shy tho so we'll see haha)
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Is it seriously normal to talk to people every day?
#you mess around once and suddenly you cannot escape the text messages#like we already made plans to hang out again do you really need to talk to me again every day until then???#this is why i cant make new friends#i need fucking breaks until the schizo avoidance stops screaming at me to run#THEN youll never be rid of me#but until then...#holy shit this is just annoying#NOT A VAGUE POST DIRECTED AT ANYONE HERE#most of you have already broken past the schizo fence anyway haha. if i dont talk to you guys I'm just shy#slutprince.info
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I was thinking about your work recently and had a thought. Do you think anyone on team mustang talked to Ed about Lings super protective moments because it would be incredibly funny if it went like this.
Them: your boyfriend is kinda dangerous sometimes huh….
Ed: him? Dangerous?? The only thing that he kills is my wallet
KJEWJVWEJG W ABSOLUTELY LMAO. Unseen totally canon footage after Ling threatened Mustang in ch2: Mustang faltering back onto his desk as soon as Ed and co. are gone and just. Dead silence. Awkward shuffling. And then, Havoc, "Fuck."
Meanwhile Ed watching Ling cry over spilled ice cream XD
#in all seriousness tho I do think Mustang ponders Ed and Ling's relationship more than he wants to#cuz it's just so odd how ED had it in him to find a stable relationship with Ling#who's so wildly different from him#makes Mustang wonder about just how well he REALLY knows Ed#at least the softer side of him#thanks for the question!! feel free to send more haha i'm not shy to blab#katmail#Solaris#fma#anon
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i'm not tired, i'm exhausted
#my head is full of sooo many thoughts and i'm feeling way too many emotions right now#i struggled with my thesis today again after a few months break#yesterday a guy i'm kind of getting to know asked me a question that hit home when we were talking about the effects of past events#“'last time when cuddling and i gave you a kiss you tensed up completely for a sec. was that you being shy or being uncomfortable. '#i didn't even realise it and now i'm feeling extremely anxious about my subconscious acting out when i am in fact feeling comfortable#background: he knows my history of unpleasant events concerning intimacy/sex and he's very mindful about it yet challenges me in a good way#but now i am a mixture of extreme exhaustion experiencing high levels of fondness and yet feeling extremely agitated#and having constant minor flashbacks and i really don't know what to do or how to merely exist in this moment now#not going to bother anyone with this and my thoughts as they are having a good time and that also goes for the pretty nice guy i mentioned#so i'm on my own in my own company#maybe some music crying and ice cream straight from the tub would help haha#thank you for taking your time to read this mess love you and have a nice morning day or night#literally no one cares emma
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No mom, I'm not okay. (I'm so insecure that I'm scared to make a post tagging some mutuals that I don't know how but weirdly have, bc I fear rejection from them [and generally also from everyone else] sm)
#vent#Venting#i need a moment#Because#I'm drowning in my own misery#pls i need help#But i'm too shy and scared to ask#And also don't pitty me pls#Also this post was really rushed for some reason#Sorry haha#*internal screaming*#And I'm also really unserious at the same time bc when I wrote misery I thought of mizeria (a polish cucumber and sour cream salad)
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I'm honestly obsessed with Mr. Xiao. He may be my favourite (very) tertiary character ever. I love everything he adds just by being how he is in the context of the worldbuilding and sidequests of the Xianzhou. Arguably something similar happens with master Huaiyan
#The beginning and the end#No but really I love him. I'm taking pictures of Mr. Xiao like crazy this is stupid. I have over a dozen now xD#But it's all so intriguing? The potential of the vagueness of barely knowing him?#And still how telling and meaningful and fitting it all is? Goodness did they include all that on purpose?#Am I reading too much? Is HSR really this careful with details?#The first thing Mr. Xiao tells us is that he *guarantees* he'll fix whatever we need#and that it would be good as new‚ which has echoes of the 'arrogant craftsman'#Then he is silent and stubborn. He doesn't want to beat around the bush or engage in idle chat#And the fact that Mr. Xiao was the one proposing the renovation of the market seems to be so fitting#of someone who once studied under Yingxing? Yingxing‚ who against all odds was able to do what he did as a short life species#Yingxing‚ who liked to go beyond expectations in his crafts‚ beyond what could be done#Mr. Xiao being open to change‚ and change brought over by short life species‚ makes so much sense#It also works in a symbolic way I think. Mr. Xiao as one of the last remnants of that period that is lost to tales#Yet accepting and encouraging the change#And still in his shy stern stoic demeanour he gifts us the object that tells a story about that which was and that which made him who he is#I don't know... Every detail around this character is so well integrated and serves as culmination or terminus of so many stories#I like him a lot as stupid as it is to be so fond of such a fleeting character haha#Mr. Xiao#I talk too much
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As a fan of both Supernatural and your specific brands of brain rot, and as someone whose roommate had also started watching Supernatural not long before you, I'm really vicariously enjoying this journey you're on. I'm also having fun glancing across the living room, seeing which episode she's currently watching, and occasionally thinking to myself "Shy's gonna f*ckin' love this". Some real 'Girl knowingly staring back at the camera in front of the flaming building' meme kinda vibes.
Anon I am screaming, crying, laughing at this for 2 reasons: you can say "fuck" around me, I'm australian, I'll loan you my swear card and 2: I can just like. SENSE. Through this text that you absolutely 100% get my brand of brainrot and I trust you. This was so fucking funny and sweet and lovely to wake up to this morning!!!! Thank you.
Sitting here fucking beaming while I eat my brekkie.
I'm currently planning a full watch of Season 4, but I may drop off and cherry pick episodes S5 onwards. I don't know where your roomie is up to but if she's past that point and the episodes in question are beyond S4 PLEASE let me know which ones, cause I'll probably browse the wiki and look at the episode summaries but that doesn't always give me information on if the ep in question will have the brainrot brainworms I'm seeking you know?
#i'm sorry supernatural fans i'm so niche and so specific#but i am having a great time and I'm really glad people can enjoy me getting into this 20 years late LMFAOOOO#shy talks#not art#you're a fucking legend anon HAHA this was so nice to read
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