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matt 🚬🥽
some slight color variations under the cut 🫶
#death note#mail jeevas#death note Matt#death note art#death note fanart#anime#manga#digital art#fanart#elle draws#classic matt screencap redraw#randomly getting really into matt in the year of our lord 2024#I have no idea how to explain myself he's just very .#also I've been feeling kinda Eh about my art lately so I'm trying new things out again. new lineart brushes new rendering brushes all that#no room for consistency when I'm trying to beat burnout with a giant broom and shoo it out of my house so I can draw in peace
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#22.12.22#3208#books r still a great gift i just felt silly about it bc i 1/ got that for all gifts 2/ it was 100% last minute i hadnt managed it earlier#also i didnt actually read them after they were gifted though so eh#& hiiii hihi im back i got a new psu delivered fast and now pc works again so that was actually the issue hurray no sweat#postin this one manually and then i'll go fill the queue some more#the impending threat on it now though is i havent managed to keep up with coloring lately and i'm running out fast#but i'll get back to it its fine (probably)
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Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread
#Mmmmmmhhhh.#Well. If anything you can always tell when there's a ss/kk episode by the fact that it takes me two hours to watch it lol#What can I say. I'm a compulsive screencap taker#Mmmmmmhhh... I was right it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. Still moderately bad but not all bad.#It's just. I can feel the animators did their best.#I suppose it's just a difficult episode to animate within a short time frame since it's a specifically action packed one.#And the lack of time really shows. Like there *are* some detailed animated passages here and there. But then there's also these long static#shots that stretch on forever that are just... Idk. A little saddening to see I guess? Like the animators really ran out of time for them#There's also a big component of... I just can't vibe with the newfound artstyle. Like it looks soooo much worse than s1 in my opinion#Which you know‚ is only subjective! But eh... The distance between s2ep11 and this feels abyssal.#Everyone looks so ugly oftentimes. Like even in curated shots‚ they're just very rough and ungraceful.#Which like?? How could you look at Harukawa's art and come up with //that//??????? But it's whatever#And the pacing is so so off 😭😭😭 God please to death with 11 episodes long seasons give us filler episodes back. Please!!!!#The pacing is atrocious and it has not even to do with the animation. Even greatly animated episodes suffer from it.#Mmmmhh... I don't particularly like Fukuchi's vacting... He doesn't sound tired enough. Nor as pitiful as much as he should tbh#Among the three I feel like only Uemura really nails the job. I'm so sorry Onoken but I feel like even Akutagawa needs to sound vulnerable–#once in a while‚ you know? Although‚ if he's only going with how Bones depicts him‚ then I get why he would act him out like that 😭😭😭#There were so many reused shots too... The ones from the end of s2ep11... The s3ep12 kokko zessou one... Ss/kk running in the corridors...#Overall. Not as bad as I remembered it. But at the same time I get why I was so distraught because they really wasted the best four–#chapters of the manga just like that.#The “is his life that precious to you” moment was terrible 😭😭😭 Head in hands fr#Oh well. I babble a lot but it was okay. Like at least it wasn't season 3 kind of bad. And definitely wasn't t/pn s2 kind of bad LOL#I just hope ss/kk will be made justice in the future (╥﹏╥)#Especially since their new scenes (current manga events) are possibly going to be adapted in the first episodes of the new season.#If Bones pulls another s5ep3 on them you're going to see me on the news#Then again I have hope the arc finale will be adapted in a movie... Who knows...#Most of all I hope they change art style direction again D:#random rambles#Whaaaa it's so late already!!!#Edit: Oh also to not forget I've made like. One hundred posts. Maybe it's time to unfollow me now if you haven't already D:
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one of my biggest regrets is dropping tennis there were opportunities to play in undergrad but i avoided them because i was afraid i couldn't fit it into my schedule
#eh i guess it isn't too late to start again i'm still young lol#i just need to buy equipment and search for a local group or something on campus
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One thing I appreciate is that he's one of the few characters in the series that calls everyone out on how much they smoke
#ash rambles 💚#mask off 🎭#he's literally the most powerful character in j.udgment because he's the only one that doesn't smoke#is he.. my only y.akuza f/o that doesn't..?#eh whatever#he's so cool for not smoking#though it was insanely funny seeing y.agami and k.aito complaining about how horrible being in his 'non-smoking van' is later ajdjwhdj#i can't fucking wait till i beat 5#because then I'll beat 6#and then fucking FINALLY i will play l.ost j.udgment and i will see my boyfriend again and I will be soooooo powerful#I'm so ready for 5 to be over lmao i know i talk about it a lot but. the game has only gotten good recently.#why does a game take 35 hours to be good?! a few good chapters isnt gonna make me forget wanting to throw my ps5 for hours#anyways. i woke up so early today. I'm so sleepy.#i also stayed up really late playing y.akuza- but ahem
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Look at the dumbass who's one day late to mlqctober
Anyways it's hereee
The rules are like always, the most important thing is to have fun!
Don't forget to use mlqctober2023
Mlqctober2021
Mlqctober2022
Thx bro @jeexwith3ee for doing most of the work ksjsjsksj <3
#we doing it again hehe#hope you guys participate#this fandom kinda dying lol#anyways I'm so busy lately I can't post but I didn't abandon this fandom ehe#mlqc#mr love queen's choice#mlqc victor#li zeyan#mlqc fanart#mr love victor#mlqc lucien#mlqc gavin#mlqc kiro#mlqc shaw#xu mo#bai qi#zhou qilou#xaio ling#mr love mobile#mr love shaw#mr love kiro#mr love memes#mr love lucien#mr love gavin#mlqc fanfic#mlqctober2023#banenaz#BRO I THOUGHT I POSTED THAT UGH
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Who’s your favourite oc to draw :3
Ohhh that's a hard one... some designs are just easier to draw but others i Really like the character so..... easy answer, oath bhfvsh :3
#just us hi#helloooo good morning :D#thanks for the ask ! ! 🎉#i like to make all of my characters really easy to draw bc i like to do comics now and then hfvsh#/oh but you know what it's between him and hid#cuz hid has the 2 forms and i like playing with those a lot... though i do have complications because he has a design that is Not#me-friendly (2nd form is not a simple design) hfbsvh#so yea might be just oath lol :33#i draw him and it's nearly always instantly satisfying. like a sensory video hfbvsh#//yeaa though good morning again !!#i'm up early cuz i think i'll get a headache if i go back to sleep <//3 loll#and thank youuu for the ask ^ヮ^#/been thanking everybody twice lately.. just to be sure i didn't miss it the first time hfhbvsh#that. and eh why not pfsvh#//okay i've got things and stuffs ! ! perhaps i shall return... i'm gonna be reblogging that's for sure but we'll seeeee lol :33#toodles ! ! ! .w.
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Honestly one of the worst thing about being a poc and queer is the fact that the supposed "accepting" queer community is that for the most part they're racist as hell.
Let's just be honest, if someone is queer and white; they tried to get treated the same way a minority race would be.
Everytime some random white-ass speaks or do something with any flavour of racism and was confronted about it; they'll accuse that confronter of being queerphobic.
Which is, at this point— felt like the "white people wanna be oppressed so bad" done in a roundabout way.
Like bud, if people is criticising you for being racist— it doesn't mean that person is queerphobic.
You were and are just being an asshole spreading white supremacy retorict.
You can do better than that. You can be more open minded than that. And yet, you still somehow ended up being a racist.
In an ironic way, I suppose it's hilarious.
#a little something I realised in the queer “discourse” as of late#I'm referring to a specific part of course#but ah well#this started as a rant but eh#absolutely hate when I see this shit turns up again#like what the fuck#the whole thing about Queer is that they're supposed to be a loving community for those who aren't befitting to social norms#is it not?!?!?!?!#racism mention#queer issues
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Imagine if either Olli or Aleksi (or maybe both??) is used to sleeping with someone and just can’t fall asleep without another person and of course a bro helps another bro out and volunteers to cuddle but oops feelings
(also may I introduce this collection of them cuddling 🥰)
noooooooo that's one of my favourite tropes!! 😭💞
and why not combine this with the 'coming up with excuses to sleep together' trope because 🥺💞💕💓💗💕💞💕 the excitement of getting under the covers, the wondering if the goosebumps on the other's skin is just because they're feeling cold or something else... the perfect excuse to cuddle closer anyway 🥰
#(i saw your other ask too but to me it seems these are the exact same pics? 😅)#also since you're here - a little update on the olli/allu fic i'm writing:#i got stuck with a scene and will probably have to start all over since that's how i work lol#but i've been unwell lately because of my period + i had another busy weekend so i haven't been able to 😭#i get these awful migraine-like headaches before/during/after my period#just terrible headache that doesn't necessarily go away even with painkillers. the kind of headache that makes you wanna throw up#and this time i've gotten that both before AND during (usually it's just one of those options) 🥲#and i'm so frustrated because i really want to write olli/allu making out (and maybe doing something else) on the beach 😭#i just love them so much 🥺💕#but i can always try again tomorrow eh?#thanks for putting all this cuteness in my askbox again! much needed 😭💖#ollixallu#answered asks#sparfloxacin
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i rlly do like how i look today ehe
#🌙.rambles#my hair is fixed for once 😭😭 back home n after feeding the strays tho so it's ofc somewhat messy but yk it's part of my Charm. joke#i rlly like this shirt . i like my shoulders n my collarbones n all#i wore this shirt too back in the fair n oh man it was so hot then bcs i was srs wearing all black BUT#i rlly like how i looked on like thurs then n friday too ehe#hflsjfkajfka i wna watch more heartstopper today but also be more productive yk#sundays rest days nyways genbio n cle so easy ! school so ez nmn#maybe. maybe hmmm#i cld spend time w apollo but like#maybe cld call w one of our friends idk like play smth tgther#random but i miss calling w my friends sm wahh#yk going out is always lovely for me :< i love being w my family n friends but#i'm rlly an introvert too hfjshfkajfs but yk i don't usually go out like very often so#yh it's just fun n all. wnvr i do go out i enjoy myself#at lunch earlier i rmb ah yeah we were talking abt gays a bit !!!! i can't rmb how it started but my family's full of intellectuals fr#i'm so excited for our family trip in april bcs one of my ninang's gay friends will be there !!!! i heard he's really cool !!!!!!!!!#i miss my friends sm tho like. haven't talked w the ffxiv/twt one in like a month#they know we're busy tho but wahh i wna play tgther again n talk 🥺#n then w my tumblr/twt friends too i mean. like. i consider my online friends irl friends i rlly do but yk for the sake of yk identity rn#irls i miss calling smmmmm n like yk when i used to stay up late n i'll call w my friends or wtvr n late night talks too#i miss them all so much T_T hang on i'm thinking abt a lot of stuff rn#i will ask tita sometime abt ffviii/ffxii one day bcs she has them iirc. n then books too ! n other vgs ! maybe even music !#i will go to up fr. gna try my best w upcat like she said n all for pre-med. n then we cld ask her for tips for cets in general n#math bcs she's rlly goddamn good at math. tita's a bit arrogant but she's a good person c:#.. i rlly do like my hair today though#LIKE. I RLLY MEAN IT hfksjkfsjfs >< i'm so torn between so much i want to do n just think abt
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Idk what's going on with my brain lately but I'm just feeling really 'meh' about everything I'm trying to write, like none of it feels very good and I'm just tired af 😔😔
Having lots of "maybe I'm not cut out to be a writer thougts" as of late because I can't find any inspiration for my original stuff either and doing any kind of writing is just Hard atm and it's making me sad
#gs rambling again#my heads not a fun place to be lately ig#maybe it's seasonal depression maybe i'm just more depressed than i'm willing to admit or maybe it's both#but i'm just... eh lately#wish i could find solace in writing like normal but even that just feels shit lately
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scorched lots of chocolate while trying to make goodies today. haven't done that in years. 🤡🤡🤡 going broke buying fckn chocolate this holiday season 🙃🙃🙃
#I literally have not fckd up chocolate like this in like... a decade. major failure today.#wouldn't have made me SO mad if it hadn't been.... so much chocolate 😞#second attempt tomorrow I can't see how I could fuck this up again I literally have been making so many chocolates lately#idk WHAT happened..... well. I mean. I have ~ideas~ but I'm not like 100%#I'm so tired now though I chopped up so much chocolate and shit and meh#at least though! still fuzzy kitty jammies time! gonna have pizza for dinner! like eh. moving on. getting over it.#erin explains it all
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urm. hiiii
#I've been wanting to draw myself more lately again. idk. feeling very. robot. yeah. <3#i'm so drained I gotta go recharge ehe -///-#Android Arts#Android.txt
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Yes! Summertime rage is over, it's time for, uh... winter blues?
#ahah maybe the problem is not the seas-#anyway!#just having this funny thought today because it's cold FINALLY and it's also gray and rainy and I am feeling not really well#but i also slept badly and i'm feeling some things lately so maybe it's not the season I don't want to slander the colder months#i have always thought that if I do have some form of SAD it's in the summertime cause the heat and all that has always fucked me up a lot#mood wise#but then the cold arrives and I can breathe and then it gets a tiny bit too gray and i am not feeling that well#in a different way from summer tho it's not a simmering hate and discomfort it's more of a let me curl up forever#but again eh there's Factors#joke stands tho!#vaneggiando
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I don't think I'm okay
I think I've been broken for a really long time
And now..
Well now I don't know how to put the pieces back together
Maybe I never knew
Maybe I was always broken
But hey this is what therapy is for!
(don't read the tags)
#this is why i have a therapist#and therapy#tw sadness#sad thoughts#maye this should be a poem#I'm thinking about it now#lets add it to the list#project number 9 so that i work so hard I can't feel my feelings#tehe im silly#again i have therapy for reasons#hope my parents don't see this#omg they totally gonna see this#eh too late now I've decided to post#helloooo questioning parents#goodbyeeee freetime
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yandere! harpy who tries offering you his mating feather because he just loves you so much! he wants you to be his and what better way than to make you his mate?
he had met you a few months back after you got lost in the forest. his part of the forest of course. the harpy was a little confused by the appearance of some random human in the dead of the night. what were you doing here?
unfortunately he never found out. but that didn't matter. if you didn't wanna share that's totally fine. (you were passed out and couldn't talk)
he's worried that you might die if he let you be though, so he decided to watch over you while you fell asleep on the floor of his cave. aw, you're so cute! humans are adorable! you'd probably scream and try to get away from him when you woke up so he'll hide away.
....what he didn't expect was to get smothered by you...
"eh? what are you-"
"fluffy birdman."
"ahahah.... yeah..."
and just like that, a beautiful friendship was formed. and he found out that you were actually looking for the harpy (him). he was... flattered? embarrassed? a human was looking for him? why?
"cause birds are cool. and you're a bird so why not? also, i'm a researcher :3"
"um... ahaha..."
you came back to visit him again and again after that encounter. bearing gifts, talking to him, sharing about your life, asking about his life... the harpy was beginning to become a little more than just protective over you. you gave him gifts! surely this must be some sort of mating ritual for humans!
how could a bird like him distinguish between pure interest and love?
and you realized that too. unfortunately by the time you noticed his change in personality, it was too late.
"will you accept my mating feather?"
his big round eyes, plagued with obsession as his cheeks flush a beautiful red. you could only step back in horror as the harpy flashed a deceivingly innocent smile.
"sorry..."
silence filled the air as the harpy's smile dropped. ah. you rejected him?
"w-why? was my feather not pretty enough? should i pick another one?"
the harpy's chirps soon turned frantic as e grabs you by the arms and stares right into your very soul. why, why, why? weren't you interested in him? you're his mate aren't you? you love him!
no, someone must've tried to steal you away from him.
"is there someone else? someone tried to take my mate from me?"
you could only let out a shaky whimper as you stared at how his expression did a 180. no longer was he smiling or staring at you like a lovesick fool. no, now he was... looking right into your very being like you belonged to him.
"must be some other human... no worries, i'll just keep you with me. you should be with me anyway. my mate."
oops. looks like you fucked with the wrong bird.
#yandere#tw yandere#yandere x reader#yandere drabbles#yandere scenarios#yandere imagines#yandere concepts#yandere harpy#yandere harpy x reader#gn reader#suiana rambling#suiana brainrotting
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