#I'm glad she was resurrected in the sims

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Jonas: So what are your hobbies, dude?

Jude: Oh, like, I don't know. Hanging out and stuff.

Jonas: Do you play sports?

Jude: I used to do rugby. Now I run, I guess.

Jonas: If you want, you can come with me to the gym. I go, twice a week, bouldering.

Jude: Yeah, sounds okay.

Jonas: I have been going since last year. Before that, I didn't think I was so much a sporty kind of guy, but as I began to improve, I thought that someday.... [he yammers on for several minutes]

...So! If it is something you would like to do, I think it would be quite fun.

It is against the rules to do that.

Jude: That's okay.

Jonas: Are things okay?

Jude: Yeah.

[rebouks]

I just marathon read Somnium, and I saw a tag where you mentioned Sid's gen from your NSB, so OBVIOUSLY I went to find it, and I went through Sid's gen and Oscar's gen, and YOU MEAN TO TELL ME COURTNEY DIED IN THE NSB???? 😭😭😭 anyways, I loved Somnium so much and I'm about to dive into forever in between!! it's also reigniting my desire to one of my old gameplay families in a story bc I just LOVE the vibe of re-exploring beloved sims

ahhhhhhhhhhskjdksj SHE DID.. what a cursed au, huh? 🙈 love that you loved Somnium tho ouuugh it's my baby! i'm so glad i decided to go back n rehash Oscar's story in a different way, he's my ultimate fave so it seemed a waste just leaving him in my sad lil gallery as a long since perished heir 😭 u should definitely resurrect your old gameplay fam!!! 10/10 would recommend

[charsimsalot]

RAVENWOOD: ENTRY 12

This afternoon Zelmira invited me over to their home in Whispering Glen to talk more about the Order of Lenore. We got chatting about my research for the Occult Historical Society earlier this week at the Thinned Festivale. She already knew that the occult matters I'm researching are very real and was especially interested by the fact that I'm working closely with a spellcaster!

Zelmira told me a lot about Lady Ravendancer Goth's Tarot cards. It turns out that she created the cards but she didn't personally see everything on them. She did not, for example, necessarily see Vlad in person wearing a different coat to his hundred identical grey coats. What happened was, Grim came to her one night and she saw the images he was swiping through on his slablet. She then hand drew these images for her Tarot cards! Though not exactly, which could be one solution to the mystery of Vlad's uncharacteristically fashionable coat on the Suspension card.

Nyon showed up and I was glad to be able to report back on my first quest. As agreed, he gave me the Advocates in exchange for sharing my research on Crow's Crossing. Nyon joined in our discussion and said that Zelmira was actually the person who got him into Tarot.

He was here because he wanted to get away from Layne for a bit, and it turns out that Zelmira's had some strange interactions with Layne too. He was quite disparaging about their mother's intentions to write a Book of Life so that she can resurrect her sibling Esther! If Esther wants to get xir physical form back instead of being a ghost, writing a Book of Life for xem is a very helpful thing to do.

Once we'd been talking for hours, about Zelmira's research, about my research, about our work for interoccult reconciliation, Zelmira explained how they know so much about Lady Ravendancer Goth; they are distant relatives. How exciting! Zelmira was even able to summon her with their full deck of Lady Ravendancer Goth's Tarot cards. I asked them if they would introduce me to her, but they looked hesitant, and told me not yet.

Lady Ravendancer generally only meets with people who have collected her full deck. Even if it wasn't for that, Zelmira wants to talk to her about this potential meeting first. They don't know what involvement, if any, Lady Ravendancer Goth had in the Century Conflict, or with vampires. They'd only heard a little about the Century Conflict before today. I'd assumed she wasn't involved, since Tess has never mentioned her to Morgyn, but still, best that Zelmira talk to her first.

Zelmira said that in exchange for sharing my continued research into the links between death and magic and bringing them a death flower, they would give me their Magician card and bring me one step closing to meeting Lady Ravendancer Goth. I readily accepted!

I wished them both a good night after that and set off for this small island in the river that Alice told me about. When Zelmira called, I'd already intended to come to Whispering Glen to look for her daughter Ann, who she'd been very close to. I packed my swimsuit.

I could have flown here in bat form of course but I'd heard the river was especially nice to swim in under the moonlight, and yes, I did feel something faintly magical about it. I am by Alice's gravestone now and trying not to get the pages of my journal too damp. I wonder if this was a very special place to Ann in her life. There are such lovely yellow wildflowers.

I will transcribe the epitaph on the gravestone so I can share it accurately with Alice:

“Beloved Mother and Wife

Ann dedicated her life to the education of children, and she inspired so many. She was the one Sim everyone agreed on.”

I wonder if I have a gravestone somewhere. I might have been presumed dead even though there of course won't have been a body. If I do, I hope it's somewhere with flowers like this. I hope the people who knew me wrote something nice.

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[lenasai]

uhh top 5 fave blaseball players :]

i'm gonna do this and then i'm gonna check my ao3 page to see if what i end up saying lines up with how many times i've written about them

i don't think i could actually rank them past my top spot so in no particular order:

-my ultimate blorbos, max and ivy. they are my kids who i rotate in my brain all the time like rotisserie chicken. i cannot separate them, they are like pair bonded kittens. i am holding them up to the screen. i will never stop thinking about how their stories played out in the long run. there's just something about being marked for death but managing to avoid it. instead, they lived long enough to kill the god who tried to kill them, and i am so proud of them forever. also they did funny things with the sim >:)

-jaylen hotdogfingers. the first blaseball player who took up so much space in my brain. i love her so much. i remember staying up until like 2am because we had a feedback game against the mechs and jaylen was pitching for the mechs. it was a really emotional moment when she came back to seattle. i took so much emotional damage when she got alternated, but i love jaybot too. i miss both of them so much ;A;

-chorby soul, for many of the same reasons i love jaylen but also because there's a different kind of tragedy in their story. jaylen was resurrected because she was loved. chorby was resurrected because they were identified as someone who could break the game. and then they got bitten over 200 times by sharks and got trapped in a cycle of death and resurrection until getting forcibly pulled from the league. they deserved so much more and i would give them so many hugs if i could.

-parker macmillan, the poor little meow meow of all time. part of it is his tragic backstory and part of it is me patting tgb on the back for creating The Blorbo Of All Time™. he killed so many people and it literally wasn't even his fault. he's divorced and upset about it. he got hyped up as this guy who was going to bring about the end of the world in season 24......and then he didn't. he only killed one team and it was so funny. also he kept switching between the pies and the garages. that was also funny. i'm glad he gets to be just a regular guy who kind of sucks on the crabs. good for him!

-there are so many players who could take this fifth spot because there are so many players i just really like who also happen to not be plot characters, but i'm gonna give this spot to alaynabella hollywood because i just think she's neat. i like werewolves and werewolf-adjacent characters. also she started out as a pitcher who absolutely sucked ass, which was the reason i got attached to her in the first place. she pitched s15d37 (the cursed game where max and nan almost exploded) and won, but at what cost (one of her friends almost exploded and another one got bitten by sharks and observed.) we moved her to batting, where she was pretty decent. i think this might have been what ultimately inspired us to move mike townsend to batting, where he hit Two Grand Slams before getting redacted for being too good at grand slams. and the funniest part of layna's entire career was ending the expansion era as a pretty good pitcher! you love to see it, but also i miss the season 14 pitching dumpster fire 💜

oops almost all of those players were on the garages at some point (with the exception of ivy.) my biases are kind of obvious lmao

okay let's see those ao3 numbers....

...which mostly track! of the characters i named, alaynabella hollywood is the only one who doesn't show up enough times to be listed in the sidebar. in case you want the actual numbers, max shows up in five works, ivy shows up in four, chorby and parker both show up in three, and jaylen shows up in only two, but that number goes up to three if you include jaybot (who now has her own tag on ao3!)

[lunarwildrose]

Happy Easter aka Happy Day of Our Lord and Savior's Resurrection! 🙏🏻🙇🏻‍♀️💗💜💙🤍

I am a bit sick again, but got up in time for church, albeit a little late. I wasn't able to dress up very nice, but I tried. Hard to do laundry with a lack of quarters and such. I am glad I went, though. My first time at church on Easter, I went with Rob @timewillcrawl94. ☺💗💜💙🤍

Yesterday, Micky @octobernocturne got me a nabi sticker 🐈 a cup with a straw 🥤 and a lil red velvet cake 🎂 on a lollipop stick 🍭 from the punk rock flea market. It was yummy! 😋 and today he surprised me and Robi with lil Easter bags, with Cheetos, and Reese's! Yum yum! 😋 im happy cos for some reason I wanted Easter baskets this year. I am a kiddult at heart, heehee. 🐇🐥🧺

Today also happens to be my oldest imaginary son's life-day, he is 5 now. 🥳🎂🍰🧁🍫🍭🎎🎈🎉

I have pics from Animal Crossing of his younger sister's bday on March 20th, the first day of Spring, I meant to upload, but I've been so worn out, I'm behind posts I've been meaning to share with my friends and followers. ^^;

His other sister's bday is later this month, she's his triplet, and the third triplet's bday is in June, another boy too. They weren't born on the same day, but still all in 2018. 🥰 I dunno why, that's just how it happened in my imaginary world and dreams, hehe. ☺💗💜💙🤍

I dunno if I'll ever be a Mumsy in RL, but I'm happy playing pretend with my subconscious. I needa draw my kids, and play with them in The Sims and such too! I wanna add them to our main webcomic series, which is kinda based on me and my brothers, and we've been writing it since about 1998, I guess if prototypes count. ^^;

Karasu is in it too, of course. He's my imaginary SO, and father of our Little Crow Goblins. ♥

I'm tired, so gonna log off. Micky got us a nice dinner for Easter, some stuffing with turkey burger, potatoes, and added mac n cheese at my second youngest lil girl's request (her bday is next month on Android Day, May 12th with her twin brother; after their older brother's bday on the 7th) - i view my kids as parts of my inner child, so I guess I was hoping for mac n cheese too! 😋 🍽🥗🥣🍴🍲

[former-proffessor-and-policeman]

Now to get into the mind of hajime makunouchi in this situation, is the last thing he remembers, is a boxing glove. As a famous boxer that wouldn't be too surprising but it was the reason why that was important...He was beaten to death. He died, he is of course aware it wasn't real but it felt real the feeling of being punched and smacked in the head over and over, the blood shedding on his head, he remembered it clearly but also oddly in blurs....So why did he suddenly feel fine? It was upon recognizing his body feeling normal as can be is when he started to stir awake, opening his eyes slowly..Only to shut them tight quickly.

Oh right, he took his shades off before entering the sim...So it was uncomfortably bright. But it seemed like it didn't go unnoticed as he heard a familiar voice call his name and feel a hand on his arm trying to help him sit up from the pod, he managed to sit up and attempted to keep his eyes open, succeeding only barely by squinting. But doing so he was able to see the person who helped him..Emma magorobi, a close friend at least he considered her to be, and a fellow void, he wouldn't lie he was glad it was one of them that he got to see first emma especially so, he wanted to ask her what had happened after he passed and what was going on, but before he could utter a word she first pointed her finger at him signaling to wait a moment before she leaned down from what was now her clearly to be kneeling next to his pod.

She let go of his arm and grabbed a pair of sunglasses that he remembered placing next to the pod before everything, she carefully opened the shades and placed them onto hajime's face, he blinked twice to adjust but was now able to see fully with no problems he let out a sigh his regular grin spreading on his face. Now with that...They could talk properly, though hajime would sound very tired..and very very confused.

"Thanks Emma, uhm....So what's going on? everything's a bit blurry."

"It was the same for me when I woke up too...I just did awhile before you, but we are out of the simulation everyone is...You and yuri were the only ones that weren't awake until just now."

It was with that hajime went to hold his head, it didn't hurt really but being reminded of what he did his memories slowly started to clear out, right...He killed yuri for the resurrection process...He wondered if the other was still asleep like he was, he did feel guilty for killing him but more at the matter at hand he had been betrayed...As he recalled easily earlier he was executed for real, there was nothing fake about it...He pulled one of his hands into a fist mild anger settling in, mikado lied to him...to all of them. He turned his head to look around and quickly he locked his gaze on what was clearly his fellow void members, iroha who seemed to be a shaking mess holding the edges of nikei's coat tightly as she was on her knees, the journalist or to hajime, their former leader was gently patting iroha's head while from what hajime could tell...Being shooken up as well.

"What happened after I died...?"

"...I...I'm still trying to figure it out too, I went before I was supposed to and was executed after you....But it's clear we were played for fools."

"He...He said we had to continue the plan, and we foolishly went along with it...I went along with it...."

Emma tilted her head down, looking ashamed of herself, she felt so much guilt...And hajime could tell she was being genuine, she didn't have to act around him after all...Hearing emma talk like that...It angered him more, they were just tools mikado didn't care about how this would affect them at all, this is what he concluded. It seemed like their leader noticed he was awake by now and so chimed in while he continued to comfort iroha.

"After both your deaths I tried to get setsuka's help to take him down but she was killed by the otonokoji's...I went with a more complicated plan after that...It didn't work, and he fucked with the rules to kill me."

While nikei spoke hajime looked at nikei's right hand...His precious hand...Was completely red....A horrible rash was on it, looking closer it seemed some was on his neck too, he looked to emma who he finally realized had rashes as well...All over her, he looked down at his body and hands seeing red on himself too...Were these side affects? He looked mildly panicked, were these going to hurt them? Were they permanent..!? Emma could notice his panic and was quick to try and calm him.

"I don't know why we have these but I think everyone else has them too so it's not just us...From what I heard from the kisaragi foundation workers they should theoretically go away."

While that did calm him somewhat, now he was worried by the mention of the foundation, even if they felt guilt for what they did who knows if the foundation would even care for their stories of being betrayed, they still committed murder technically...Except for possibly nikei and iroha but he didn't have the full context for them just yet. But that didn't matter, right now...They had to leave. Hajime carefully stood up and got out of the pod and helped emma to her feet he approached the other two void's.

"We have to go, can she walk?"

"She can walk just fine, but I don't think she's stable enough to move on her own."

Hajime quickly looked down at iroha, still clenching nikei's coat tightly, her sobs could clearly be heard to him now...He could try to talk to her about it later but for now he cautiously picked iroha up and placed her behind his back like a piggyback ride, she loosely clenched on to him opening her eyes enough to notice.

"H...H...Hajime....!"

The way she spoke his name...It hurt him, he promised himself, he would do his best to help her feel better after this. And so hajime motioned for emma and nikei to follow which they had no issue in doing, and so the group moved out and headed to a boat that would get them back to the main land...They would try to recover from this...Somehow...And hajime, from what he's learned from it all, would be there for them and from then on...He would be sure to protect them, and do everything in his power to make sure they would never be hurt like this again....

At least he could only hope so.