#I'm fucking sick of everything
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the double standards are so fucking obvious
why am I not allowed to say that but they are?????
what have they done for you?????
am I not important enough just because I'm not in love with you romantically??
I guarantee you that I love you more than he does - why does its form fucking matter???????
sorry I can't relate to you in that way, but at least I give a fuck about what you're interested in
they don't even know what's going on in your life
I'm just fucking done
that's it
no more attempts at happiness from me
they all fucking fail
alllllllllll the time for him but never any for me
fuck
#/no one here#let it be known that if any aphobes make themselves known on this post I'll fucking gut you like a fish idc#I'm done#I'm fucking sick of everything#draft dump#bpd#borderline personality disorder#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aro#ace#asexuality#aromanticism#lgbtq#queer#oh mae oh my#vent post#void screaming
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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An Unsexy Post About Censorship
Sooo...gumroad is shutting down NSFW content sales because of Stripe and Paypal. This is also why Wishtender has been down as well, if you weren't aware. And why Patreon is also cracking down on anything remotely kinky.
(If you're wondering why your favorite FICTIONAL sexual content isn't allowed on most platforms, it's payment processors.)
Please be extra kind to anyone who works with NSFW content right now, whether it be art, writing, audio, photos or video. Whether it be tasteful erotica, or the kinkiest BDSM porn you can think of, we're all in the crosshairs right now.
And, judging by trends from these past few years, this is only going to get worse.
Support NSFW creators where you can, whether by tipping or buying our content (where you still can) or just helping boost content on sites where algorithms want to drown us out.
Call representatives where you can and complain about payment processors acting as arbiters of what YOU are and aren't allowed to pay for and enjoy.
This may be about porn right now, but censorship of this caliber doesn't just stop with porn. Any transgressive (read: non-conservative) media is fair game.
Fight against it where you can. Support creators where you can.
Art is important. Reflections of our sexuality are important. We don't want a world where people aren't free to make or see the things they love and enjoy.
#nyxrambles#Warning: I'm going to get kind of grim in the tags so peace out of you have to.#This bums me out so fucking hard!#I have artist friends who are struggling because their content suddenly goes against these stupid fucking guidelines!#I'm going to have to take my stuff off of Gumroad even though it was previously allowed!#It's hard to not feel like everything is just spiraling toward fascism sometimes yanno?#I am usually opposed to slippery slope arguments but the goal of moral conservativism is to destroy everything that isn't in line with it.#They will not stop until the world reflects their narrow ideals. Like...that's the whole point of it!#Sorry guys I'm just having a rough one.#Between this and being sick for months I'm getting pretty fucking Done.#I'll be okay but I'm not going to pretend it isn't hard and scary.
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ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴏᴏꜱᴇ ↳ anonymous asked: HUSK and ALASTOR or angel and valentino?
#hazbin hotel#husk#hazbin husk#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel edit#hazbin edit#radio demon#requested#make me choose#my gifs#dad beat dad#flashing gif#flickering gif#the full ask said ''in whichever way you define'' at the end so#i chose based off of which dynamic i'm more intrigued by. valentino as a villain and as a challenge to angel is REALLY interesting dont get#me wrong here. it's great. but THESE two have a lot of untapped potential for husk specifically#alastor is just there at the moment but HUSK. husk. it really is a mirror to angel's situation - everything wrong in his afterlife is#because of that gamble. but he WAS an overlord. HE was the one doing that horrible shit before. that's INTERESTING!!#he gathered and gambled away souls like money. it was all just a game to him. now HE'S getting his. a sick poetic justice in a way.#i am SO excited to see if they dive into this more!! will he ever self reflect? if he does will we SEE him doing this reflection? will it#be enough to play a part in him choosing to redeem himself? or even decide if redemption is worth the effort? i feel like there's potential#with his dynamic with alastor to influence that big time + his friendship with angel will also be a major factor#also making this set made me realize the hallway scene is like their one major interaction. jfc and it's fucking HORRIFYING lmao#look i loved their pilot interaction/dynamic as much as the next person but this is just. SO much better. more things to explore.#i'm really glad in the end that they were rewritten in this way. A+
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a couple more snuggle bros doodles cuz i am still cold and sleepy
#super mario bros#smb#mario and luigi#dreamyart#i like drawing them being clingy and affectionate Can you tell#semi unrelated but i've just been fucking exhausted everything sucks right now and i'm getting sick all the time#but at least i have bros#haha... anyway#thanks for everyone's love on my art it means a lot ;_;
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Dear diary...
I'm bad for people...
I'm bad for this world...
Maybe I need to stay away from everyone, forever...
#dear diary#personal#tw#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough#i keep fucking everything up...#I'm so sick of myself...
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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you know the fanship is good when you can't tell if the screen shot is edited
#yes this is about hilson#they are so married i hate them#WHY ARE THEY TOUCHING WHEN HOUSE TOUCHES NO ONE#I AM CONFUSED#JUST KISS NOW#hilson#also any naruto ship ever#sasunaru#inosaku#my wives#and the twink their inlove with#also so superbat#superbat#my favorite mutipart superbat fic series is worlds finest by dc comics#beautiful illustrations and very good slow burn#i'm sick and tired of them#i'm not gonna tag it but basically everything thor and bruce say to eachother from ragnorak on is so bisexual i can't even breath#wondercheetah#is that what you call it? whatver they wanna kiss so bad#diana prince is a LESBIAN good morning#kakagai#falls victim to this#what the fuck are you doing bringing flowers to you internal rival guy.. g..y...gay?#hello also i watch a lot of dude bro stuff so there's never any fun female leads and it's irritating cause i need to be able 2 call them gay#they are all lesbians but WHO are they kising there is only one female lead#avalance#gay gay gay
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More interpol + Emmet
I made a little relationship chart of them all :]
Subject to change over time ofc
#I'm sick w/ covid so i fucking passed out before k could post this at a reasonable time#now it's 3 am :')#my everything is sore#but drawing them makes me happy#pokemon#submas#emmet#subway boss emmet#subway master emmet#subway master kudari#kudari#looker#detective looker#officer looker#pokemon looker#anabel#pokemon anabel#nanu#kahuna nanu#interpolshipping#fallershipping#my art#sketch
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This is the first chance I've had to be online but just wanted to say: FUCK TAEIL
sending everyone out there who's also reeling from this news a big hug
#i'm currently just so fucking angry#i feel sick#i won't have time to fix everything on my blog until later#nor do i have time to be here until the end of the day but god i'm so fucking angry and surprised and disappointed and then not surprised a#all bc fucking MEN & just everything going on in korea rn#bex.text
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So I guess this whole season was really just about DeMayo getting to self-indulgently adapt X-MEN #25. And since he didn't have all the characters from that story, he just forced Rogue into the Colossus role (the one who sides with Magneto) and Gambit into the Illyana role (the loved one whose death makes Colossus so miserable and grief-stricken that he sides with Magneto).
So, what, was that bullshit Rogneto retcon just about getting it to make more sense that Rogue would side with the genocidal psychopath and killing Remy just about making sure there was nothing holding her back from doing so?
Thanks. I fucking hate it.
Hey, you know what would have been a lot better than this?
ROGUE AND GAMBIT FILLING THE ROLES OF ROGUE AND GAMBIT!
#x men 97#romy#gambit#remy lebeau#rogue#anna marie lebeau#rogue x gambit#i feel so sick#i hate everything#i'm so fucking furious rn#i just want to scream#i feel so used#just burn everything
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shipping jayvik out of spite now smh
#I am so sick to fucking death of people saying 'why does everything have to be gay what about close platonic relationships between men 🥺'#what about them bitch???#lotr the hobbit mcu (steve + bucky/tony) maze runner top gun literally every war movie ever#like the implication is that mlm relationships are sooooo well represented in mainstream media that platonic relationships#have to be prioritized#I want them to be platonic/queerplatonic too but I know for a fucking fact most of you are saying that bc#you think queerness/romance makes a relationship impure#like some of you are seriously accusing teenage lesbians/aces of fetishizing gay men and I could not be more embarrassed for you#and I would literally rather die than be associated with y'all#sigh#I'm probably still gonna make qp stuff for them#I think it's a good way of showing a platonic relationship without erasing their queerness yk#but part of me wants to ship it romantically out of spite#arcane#rant#vent#velvetrambles#jayvik
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Sami seemed to strike a big nerve with Jey last night
#jey uso#sami zayn#wwe#the usos#roman reigns#samijey#smackdown#this segment was SO IMPORTANT lemme tell you#YES SAMI REMIND EVERYONE WHO THE REAL ENEMY IS#jail for roman#jail for roman for a thousands years#the way jey's frown softens when sami says he loved him URGH I'M SICK#my toxic trait is that i will tear up randomly at work bc i'm thinking about these two and make my coworkers worry about me#yes hello no everything is fine haha just angsting over wet pathetic men and their dramatic 100k enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers fic#jey's character has remained so fucking consistent everything he does makes sense#wwe having years long character development that makes sense??? unfathomable#anyways vince mcmahon die challenge#what is up with this pink ass coloring you might ask#and ill tell you pink is the color of love :)))))#lies i just hate coloring gifs with real people in them oof#stuff i made
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Q!Slime Rant :DDD
I think Q!Slime deserves to snap, or–at the very least–be bitter.
It is insane how the other members of the other members have been treating him, ever since he lost his daughter. Mocking him, ridiculing him, bringing him back over and over again to that moment. Gods forbid, however, he does the same for a second, asking the–perfectly rational, by the way–question of whether or not the eggs are actually okay. Everyone knows JuanaFlippa is different from the other eggs, being brought back a few times now. And even Slime doesn’t know this but the other residents of the island suspect that Juana is code and trying to infect him. They know she’s different as well, so the question isn't insane.
Wilbur openly poked him, calling him a Misclicker but as soon as he brings up that valid point of Tallulah maybe not being okay, he snaps. (Also this hypocrite was yelling at Phil for not doing anything? Oh my gods.) Bad brought up Flippa’s death and Charlie’s mistakes and failures every chance he got and gave him an egg named after his dead daughter during his fucking breakdown. I’m aware that he’s a demon and maybe that contributes to the fact that he has harshly different standards of what’s okay, but that is an insane action to jump to. When your egg is alive, it’s a lot easier to mock those with dead children, isn’t it?
No one is even remotely attempting to help him with the Code Virus.
They are laughing, and they are pointing it out, but no one is doing anything. Each and every one of them knows that Charlie will be stubborn if they tell him it’s Flippa. Denial is his favorite stage of grief and he’s hardly left it since he first got on this island. But that doesn’t change the fact that people know something is wrong and no one has tried to help other than a brief, “Are you okay?” Or an “Are you feeling alright?”
Clearly not!!
I’m not saying he was a perfect saint, and I’m not saying he’s never done anything wrong. For a while, he was a terrible parent. But he was trying to change, and even succeeding in a few aspects. He loved his girl and was trying to change for her, even before she died for the first time.
Each time he had something taken from him, he got worse.
Every time his daughter died, Mariana left, Tilín’s death, everything makes him worse.
No one tried to help him then, and no one is trying to help him now.
He is far from perfect, but he hardly deserves the endless amounts of suffering he’s been subjected to, not many people do.
A person is deteriorating, decaying, being eaten alive from the inside out in front of each of the island’s residents. People are watching decomposition happen in real time, mentally and physically. In the mental aspect, they’ve been watching it happen for months.
I hope Charlie goes full corrupt and eats all their asses.
Y'know what? Not even that!
I hope he goes full corrupt and they have to lock him up or contain him somehow because he becomes a danger to others or a contamination issue.
Maybe he drags himself around the island, voice hollow and teeming with glitch after tic after error.
Perhaps the Federation could step in and drag him away kicking and screaming desperately for his daughter, wailing and sobbing for anyone to listen and save him, forgive him.
He could lose all concept of his humanity, entirely a shell of his former self, and every person he speaks to can hardly find his soul behind his eyes until he sees Flippa. Not even José cheers him up anymore. The only light in his eyes is the unnatural green gleam against his now dull blue eyes when his gaze meets Flippa’s.
And I hope that–no matter what–every member of Quesadilla Island has to come to terms with the fact that they did nothing to help a suffering, mentally tortured friend, and now there’s a chance that they’ll never get him back.
Anyway I’m insane how's your day going :p
#qsmp#q!slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#badboyhalo#el mariana#juanaflipa#codecicle#qsmp codeflippa#they make me sick#I hope Q!Slime gets worse#can't wait till everything goes to shit#qsmp rant#fucking love this server man#somebody please talk to me about this I'm imlpoding
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i can't believe we actually got a medium shot of the back rubbing scene
#FUCK EVERYTHING i need this scene tattooed into my eyelids#SC is so gentle with JW i can't do this omg#i'm so sick of their husbands soulmates behaviour#백설공주에게 죽음을#black out
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