#I'm exhausted 😭😭
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I may not be very smart or good at many things, but at least I'm appreciate at sbux for fighting for my little facking life every time I clock in!!!!
#sbux managers love me!!!!#i was borrowed by another store in this city today (my day off rip) and now im taking the bus to my (new) main store to pick up a#few more hours rip in pieces to me#im so tired i got to work at 7 & left at 1 & got to my main store at like 1:40 ish & i agreed to work until 5 bc they need the help#and my bff isnt gonna get here until like 5:15 so i was like whatev I'll stay another hr its ok but my legs are killing meeee#I'm exhausted 😭😭
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🤭 I would have liked to see this in between
#doctor who#drwho#14th doctor#david tennant#the doctor#my art#i'm so exhausted to my very soul lately art has been hard#here is a little sketch while I work 😭
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CARLA GUGINO and GAITE JANSEN 📸 Alexandra Arnold
#carla gugino#gaite jansen#alexandra arnold#jett#leopard skin#celebedit#carlaguginoedit#cg*#exhausting#but i'm not immune#😭😭😭 i finally have a laptop again
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The way this race weekend has felt like a full season condensed into 4 days
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Of course I have to post SOMETHING today, of all days! May the 4th be with you ✨
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#The Force is absolutely NOT with me rn but that's okay bc i will get back with it soon.#This is as close to a jedi robe-drop as I could get today. I had less than 5 minutes to myself 😭#I wonder if I can get the puppy to sit in my mando helmet later.... 🤔🤔#satans knitwear#So exhausted I'm gonna scream#Sorry for the lack of content lately!! I miss doing it so much 😭 I can't wait until life gets sorted out a bit so I can get back to it#cheeky#Lingerie reveal#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#Underbust corset
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Simon and Wilhelm 🤎🧡💛
#Young Royals#Young Royals s1e5#Prince Wilhelm#Simon Eriksson#Wilmon#I have no time whatsoever lately#moving out has that effect I guess#(that plus the end of a uni semester#+ Christmas time#+ moving to Sweden)#I'm swamped and exhausted 😭#but at least it's for a good cause#just a few more weeks and then I'll have more time 😪#(and then I'll probably be annoying as fuck because I won't shut up about Sweden 🤭)#I almost forgot I had a few things in my drafts#so here enjoy a lil Wilmon kiss#'cause these are the best#my YR gifs
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I'm so immersed in my jason grace new rome uni fic that I'm studying ancient roman law terms using this as an excuse. help.
#I'm COMMITTED fr#I become smart just for these fanfics i swear. i thank the fanfic and fandom community for my thirst for knowledge 😮💨✨#I also remember listening to latin asmrs and learning latin words for reyna and jason :) I need help fr#i hate how I feel the need to want to know EVERYTHING tho 😭 like why do I have to overthink everything#I'm not sure if I should include ancient roman law or common law for jason tho#or he could just learn both as separate classes. the roman law can come under the history category#so he has to learn a bit of everything#political science criminal law economics history civil law corporate law banking law#I'm tired. law students I have always had nothing but respect for you#I won't go TOO deep into what he's studying in the fics tho like I won't mention his lessons in the fic every 5 mins#prolly just him doing presentations and projects then and there#bc like if I go too deep in then I'll get into a writing slump again#bc info dumping is EXHAUSTING it would feel like a school assignment not a fic#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#annabeth chase#leo valdez#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#jason grace x y/n#jason grace fanfic#jason grace x you#jason grace x reader#࿔‧ ֶָ֢˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢ ‧࿔ elora's PhD in overthinking
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telling all of you rn when I finish chapter 3 and this idea still lingers in my mind imma make an animatic of this song for my au
#I SEE IT...I SEE IT ALL SO CLEARLY#also i say after ch3 cause....theres spoilers lol#also sorry i havent been answering asks I'm more than open for them but..today and yesterday where emotionally exhausting to me </3#i'll try to get back to talking abt the ggs soon#you see ezlo this is why nobody sends u asks cause your ass is too tired all the time!!!! 😭#ive been playing minecraft all day u_u#txt
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Per usual, I'm obsessed with her
commissions ✪ ko-fi ✪ shop
#crow's art#digital art#art#artist on tumblr#doodles#sketches#blackbile#abigail rivera#i think my mom gave me. covid . so I'm like super exhausted I'm going to bed I think 😭 haven't even been awake for long but. yeag.#the bust and devil were done earlier this month :) I did gym abi today
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Had this one sitting half finished for literal months and am finally posting enxkaka
Whenever Arthur & Peter get into a spat and he runs off, Arthur spends time in Peter's room, drinking and being so normal about it. Do not ponder him, you do not miss your sentient war machine/golden retriever, you are FINE.
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Foreword: it's all just my opinion! Don't freak out! Don't worry! Listen if you want, don't listen if you don't! Discuss if you want, don't if you don't! Awesome! Also man it's wordy I'm sorry!
Ok I know we've talked about zooble trans allegory and yes, agree, however. I think it's also like, something about acceptance and adjustment as a whole concept. A feeling of self actualisation,, or something. I'm gonna talk about masking now!
Some characters have adjusted implicitly to the circus (Ragatha, Jax), some have brute-force adjusted (Kinger, Pomni), and some have adjusted by refitting to their environment as it changes (Zooble, Gangle).
What I mean to say is this hints at their past lives a little more (to me);
Ragatha and Jax
Ragatha and Jax are what I would call perfect maskers. The type who do it so well they fool themselves - the type who have the sort of trauma that just can't be given to an adult. It's entwined into your birthright. Ragatha has always come across as having "eldest daughter syndrome" (if you're not sure what I mean by this, look it up!) and Jax chooses destruction and cruelty in his every play (I know men who do not know how to be Nice to others and can only bully and demean the people they even genuinely like, because of toxic masculinity being ingrained in the very fabric of being A Boy in this world- yadda yadda yawn) (note: this still makes them suck and please don't forgive people who say "this is just how I am" when they hurt you just because of whatever they've been through. You are now going through it for them.) but they don't come across as genuine. Neither of them feel genuine.
Jax wants everyone to enjoy his "banter" and thinks that them reacting is similar to them enjoying. They're partaking, after all. He doesn't like when people aren't playing along with him, but they don't play with him because his playstyle is cruelty. He's compelled to be mean. And he needs you to respond in his language - his language that is obscene and hurtful. And it gets worse as you engage with it, because he's playing with you. And not necessarily to hurt you. Just.. to hurt you. You feel me? It's a game. It's not real. Why would it upset you? Lighten up.
Ragatha wants the same, in a way. She wants to play house (needs to) because eldest daughters can never stop playing house. They've been doing it since the second the younger sibling was born. Perhaps even parented a parent, with no siblings at all to speak of. They start the job so young that they do not live in reality. They're playing house. They're the mother. And Pomni is literally child shaped, so of course she wants to nurture and care for her. And of course she wants to care for everyone, because that's what she knows how to do; she can't accept thanks for it because of course she'll take care of you. She'll take care of everything. It's nothing to be thanked for. And Pomni is her child but also,,, she's not actually. That's not her child or even A child. She'll parent her as a way to show her love, right down to, "she's too busy flirting with gummigoo to be with us, wish someone would flirt with me" (aka: "she doesn't love mommy anymore, she's abandoning mommy and growing up"). We aren't going to travel this path further in this post but if you're a freak who wants to explore it feel free! Heck. Maybe you already have explored it! Life's crazy.
Anyway. They hate each other, (Ragatha and Jax) but they get along because they're both able to, weirdly, find common ground. Ragatha gets to bite at him in an angry housewife way. He gets to bite at her because she bites back. They let off steam by arguing, where he tends to play defence to her offence, when you might assume a nasty rude cruel guy would raise his voice and deny her the right to do so. I won't go further here either because I lack evidence the deeper I go rotating these two in my mind. My evil otp. Sorry Ragatha I think you're a lesbian having weird things with Pom but you're part of my evil otp with nasty Jax because you're parallels of what the world does to its eldest sons and daughters sorreeeeey.
Pomni and Kinger
These two are. They're rotating in my mind. Yeah. Yeah they are, right there. The child he never got to have, the father figure she evidently yearns for.
These two are the type who don't adjust well. They don't mask well. They can't hold it in and lie about things, and when they do they fall apart.
Pomni is in the early stages of a new environment - she can't blend into it all even though she looks the most like a circus act. She tries, but the way it drives her up the wall, the way every good moment is also a moment waiting to strike, she can't. Until the moments she can. When it's quiet, when people are acting normal, when she's alone somewhere and can functionally talk about it. And then she's. Fine. She blends, she matches. She's just in hell, just in the circus. It's okay though.
But there's only so much talking things out can do, especially when you're stuck somewhere that actively traumatises you. Going back to therapy won't stop the bad things from happening, and so she'll loop again and again until... well, who knows! I hope we find out!
Kinger my beloved that killed his wife (?) either beforehand (while alive) OR believes so because he watched her abstract in front of him, and confused it with killing her. Who knows. His real life and his life in the circus are one and the same, he can't pick them apart. Because he never did adjust. It all slams into him every time, he needs that quiet, dark, emotional place that Pomni is still reaching for. But he has accepted that he doesn't fit and can't reach. He's literally a piece from a set. A set with no other pieces. Nobody else is from a set; Pomni maybe counts as part of a Circus Objects set. But she is in a circus. She might be able to adjust with time; Kinger does not fit. Cannot adjust. An outsider who (if we're to believe that was his life, in the haunted house ep) was paranoid and lived away from society (with the one matching set piece that he got to have, his queen). And in killing her, lost his ability to be in a set. To have kids. Uh. Pawns if you will. He has no place, and though he cannot truly adjust, though he remembers himself fairly easily in private (something the best maskers don't necessarily get to have; whew boy let me tell you sometimes the mask feels more real than the skin!!), he has accepted it. He has adjusted. Episode 3 there's so much more in you that I'm not seeing.. there's more I should be able to see.. idk what though. But he knew it was his own life. 100%. Also I believe in ep 4 gummigoo remembered his past life as an NPC v.1 idk where else to say that tho. I'm putting it here I believe.
And now we nearly reach the end! Are you still with me folks? And do you like my informal writing style? Thanks! University hated it! I'm shocked that I have a degree!
Zooble and Gangle
These two literally in canon adapt and change themselves to fit in. They're not perfect maskers, but they're also not the type who can't mask. The perfect maskers need their situation to gradually change, the ones who can't mask need things not to change. But change is in the nature of these two. Adapting is what they do. Gangle literally changes her mask right in front of others (think.. code-switching? I guess!) Zooble offers her a mask she thinks might help. Changes up her limb pieces. They are adaptable. But they diverge.
Zooble steps out of anything she doesn't want to do, anything she can't handle, but this is because she is constantly trying to find the right "body parts." She is so interested in the introspective, in the self, that the affectation of the outside just slides right off her. Jax wishes! She is able to ignore everything because the most important thing to her is her sense of self. Never mind how it fits in with others. Her apathy is only for things that cannot help her - she holds empathy and gentleness deep within herself, and gives it to those who care or relate to her struggle. She isn't close to the Perfect Maskers because they fundamentally cannot understand her (Ragatha wants to just go with it and let each adventure play out and end. Over and over. Something to do. // Zooble doesn't want to be distracted from the self actualisation of finding her "correct" body parts. Adventure outside is nothing for her (literally episode 4 couldn't touch her lmao she just did her job good for her)).
And Gangle. Oh sweet Gangle. Ever the bottom of the dog pile, ever the hurt and wounded one, needs to be loved, wants to be loved, but can't ask. So instead she matches her mask to what the people need (or to a tantrum that perhaps This Time someone will care about, maybe, please). Gangle gets to be in charge in ep 4 and immediately becomes Boss From Hell. This is a person who wants to have attention paid to her, but also who feels undeserving or too unimportant. So when given control, of course she doesn't know how to do it in a way that works. It just isn't in her wheelhouse! And whew, everyone has caused heaps of trouble during the circus, but the one time she causes chaos, she blames herself and settles away outside of the group. But she is trying to pursue a sense of self by trying different masks, trying different ways to fit in. She can mask, and will mask, but her sense of self claws out. Her emotional, sensitive self. Tears of a crybaby are easy to write off. Contentment/happiness are even easier to write off. But uncomfortable emotions beg to be seen and heard. Manic mask(?) was extreme in a way that is uncomfortable for the others, and for herself, as it caused a weird little freaky outburst (like anger, jealousy, etc - they result in choice words and actions fairly often). I said good for her even while I was scared of her ngl good for her for real. She can mask fine, she just doesn't truly want to. She does, to make things work. But it's clear from the beginning that masking is just a gimmick to play along and feel part of something, it's clear she's just aching to feel something real and honest. And, just as Ragatha/Jax and Zooble can't get along, Gangle also can't get along with them; she isn't good at playing house. They both aren't into playing house, they want to express something real, either through correct body parts, or through hobbies (like art).
These groups fundamentally form and overlap where they intersect. There are dynamics that are clear, and dynamics that are untapped. Those who can play house, those who won't play house, and those who don't even know what street the dang house is on.
In conclusion
Shit I'm bad at conclusions..
TL;DR
That sounds less daunting. The characters all represent something to me that I think is cool :) and also may not matter at all in the grander scheme! I am always trying to think of the "what do they want" concept when they interact with adventures/caine/each other. Jax is the most interesting to me because he's the best masker on the team. "But he's just like that" you cry. No~ there's something that does that, even if it's nothing you notice. Breathing in tobacco smoke can still give you lung diseases - even if you didn't smoke! Kinger is my fav though uwu I'm an Ice King enthusiast ofc I'm gonna pick up another traumatised and confused old man he's in my basket rn as we speak.
Anyway hope you enjoyed my writing style, this is just how I like to talk. And I felt it was on theme with the vibes of the show hahahaha hope you had fun - also it's 1am, forgive me if I went off topic like 60 times 🥰 I swear I had something to say!
#PLEASE feel free to discuss this with me I'm thinking a lot of things#also I've watched each episode like twice so I'm not as informed as someone who's only watched tadc since its release lmao#and it's been a while since I watched ep 1 for real#and I know I'll interpret characters differently based on my own perception bc that's life baby that's why we discuss it#my god. it's past midnight I'm exhausted...#I'll proofread tomorrow... 😭#tadc#tadc gangle#tadc pomni#tadc jax#tadc kinger#tadc zooble#tadc ragatha#tadc caine#tadc thoughts#I'm just thinking a few things idk dide#dude*#the amazing digital circus
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Got back from my trip back down to my old area and it went... really well actually. For all that I hated, hated, HATED living there, during the last 7 years or so I found a community the next town over that was lovely and supportive and wonderfully kind. Some of them have moved away in the time I've been gone, but I had SO much gd fun visiting with everyone still there, watching the renewal of vows, dancing at the reception, getting tons of massive bear hugs and lots of cheek kisses, and I even popped into their church service this morning to visit a bit longer with everyone (hilariously i did not burst into flames or get thrown out). I missed them so much. It's not my faith anymore, and church is no longer my 'place', but my friends there... I'm glad I didn't have to leave them behind, that we all still love each other, that they're all so happy about me being happy and I'm just as happy that they're happy. And some of them said they'd come up to my city to visit! YES. COME TO ME IN THE LAND OF SNOW AND ICE, VISIT ME, LIVE HERE, MOVE HERE, I PROMISE IT'S NOT AS COLD AS YOU THINK.
Also I stopped at my family's favorite hole-in-the-wall bakery before starting home because I'd called ahead for 2 dozen of their speciality chocolate frosted, glazed cinnamon buns, they are as big as your hand, they're the most delicious things I've ever had, the bakery owner lady literally helped me carry all the boxes out to my car, I am going to freeze them and see if me and the fam can't drag out the supply for 6-8 months, I regret nothing.
#pasta life update#i had so much fun and i love them#how do i move them all up here#also i say 'bear hug' in at least one case as a pun#because one of my friends there is huge and fuzzy and flamingly gay and he loves to make bear hug jokes#right before he grabs you and hugs you and lifts you right up off your gd feet#so it was like#an entire two days of just being loved on and hugged and laughing and dancing and i am very happy#AND THEY GAVE ME A RAINBOW UNICORN DUCKIE??? 😭#They apparently gave them out at Pride this year and I always used to help out at their booth#by dressing in my inflatable t rex suit and decking him out in rainbow gear so he was a Pride-a-saurus Rex#(it's an LGBT majority church so they're always at pride)#and they wanted me to know I'm still a part of that family even if I'm not there#and so they gave me a duckie!#i am going to treasure my lil LGBT rainbow unicorn duckie#also they asked about my tattoo! and I got to show it off! THEY WERE SO HAPPY FOR ME CAUSE THEY KNEW HOW LONG I'VE WANTED THIS#anyway sorry for rambling i need to sleep cause i am exhausted LOL
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What's a better piece to start the year with than a redraw of this old artwork I made for a snipped almost a full year ago?
If you don't feel like reading the original thing; no, they didn't attack him. They went against his orders to protect him which is how he realised they're not hollow.
#hollow knight#pure vessel#the hollow knight#hk art#hk fanart#hk au#hk thk#hk pure vessel#hk pv#hk pale king#the pale king#hollow knight au#hollow knight fanart#hollow knight art#gore tw#blood tw#wayward royals au#spooky arts#my art#i finally added alt text! sorry i was exhausted when i posted this and didnt have any spoons left 😭 I hope it's understandable btw! I'm#not the best at writing descriptions
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i remembered Hugh Jackman hosted an episode of snl back in 2001 and so i went digging for the sketches
i... maybe my humor is different but i really just ended up smiling because of Hugh than actually laughing at the sketches
in the 2 sides sketch i mostly laughed whenever the jokes were about hugh
in the superman sketch i was mostly confused as to what the sketch was about 💀 i– yeah
i just wanted to share my thoughts on those two specific sketches cause those are the ones that i can't find on youtube
#i love hugh but i didn't really find the sketches that funny 😭#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#hugh jackman#deadpool & wolverine#snl#saturday night live#comedy#skits#idk what to tag anymore#it's not his fault tho#I'm not faulting the writers either (i mean the show is a weekly thing so they're probably exhausted or something like that)
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hirogaru sky! pretty cure ♡ ending messages
↳ episode twenty → cure melody
#😤.........melodyyyy😭😭😭😭😭😭 i waited so longggg🩷🩷#i'm literally so exhausted but i have been revitalized by the sight of my number one pink✨✨ (although not the phrase i was expecting)#precure#hirogaru sky precure#suite precure#cure melody#houjou hibiki#mygifs#*hgspm#also i'm annoyed that this week was 🤍mashiro🤍 focused but because aoyama did it every single shot she looks like she has strabismus
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what if we were cute little dogs and also in love? 😊💕 ( kuroba's a border collie btw! )
#honestly drawing this has made inumatsu grow on me a little more#they're fun to draw....#i do think kuro w/ normal dog proportions and dog orb kara are my favorite combo tho#really drives home that kuroba's just a normal dude amongst slap stick characters#okay i'm exhausted after work so i'm gonna go nap... 😭#osomatsu-san#osmt#yumematsu#inumatsu#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#au : inumatsu#mj draws
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