#I'm coping so well rn
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Goodbye, Nanami
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk season 2#nanami kento#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#itadori yuji#kento nanami#shibuya arc#jjk shibuya incident#jjk shibuya arc spoilers#my art#digital artist#digital art#sketch#I'm coping so well rn
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ruby gets to join cinder in the spotlight. as a treat :)
#rwby#rwby9#rwby spoilers#ruby rose#cinder fall#all i could think about when the spotlights came out lmao#i'm coping so well rn
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#dev dimmadome#fop a new wish#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#the fairly oddparents#dev#my art#fanart#I like how both Peri and Dev is the type who prefers not directly express their feelings because they want to be seen as cool/independent#and be loved by the people that they care of#in other words#a tsundere//hit#jokes aside I like to think another reason why Dev cried during that scene is because-#he realized he's doing the same thing that his dad has done to him but on Peri#and yet Peri still cares for him despite his treatment towards him#like how Dev still loves his dad despite being a terrible father#and just..want to do everything right by him to earn his dad affection#man#Also ngl I have a hunch that Dev might still remember since Hazel's ''no rule'' wish was pretty vague#so maybe he counts in that wish?#plus he was wearing sunglasses before the memory wipe which maybe that won't affect him as well?#you can see I'm coping rn#I do hope this is only temporary and we will see them being back together in season 2 tho#giving them both some time to reflect and growth#because Peri clearly needs more experience in his job and Dev needs his character development for season 2
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bkdk can't hold hands and they can't hug so hori is going to have no choice but to give us eight panels of sloppy tongue kissing
#bkdk#bakudeku#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#i'm nOT coping well i am NOT#NOT HANDLING IT#ITS NOT BEING HANDLED#AND IZUKU ISNT FUCKING HANDLING THINGS EVER FUCKING AGAIN HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#HORI I'M TRYING TO TRUST YOU SO BAD RN BUT THIS SERO SUGAR MAN AND TAIL MAN SUDDEN RESCUE vs BKDK TEAM UP AGAINST AFO IDK IDK IDK#I'M upsetti
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Fun fact of the day, the soundtrack/background music in the scenes where Fang Duobing and Li Lianhua breakup after his identity reveal, and the scene where Li Lianhua writes his letter and is implied to have died shortly after, is the exact same. Even more fun tidbit, that soundtrack is called 世上再無李相夷 (Li Xiangyi is no more in this world).
So fanghua nation how are we feeling about fdb saying "Li Lianhua.... No, I should call you Li Xiangyi now." during a scene where the soundtrack is literally called Li Xiangyi is no more in this world?
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianhua#li xiangyi#lian hua lou#fang duobing#Fanghua#Mlc soundtrack#How sane am I about this no#Look if my discord acc is still dead rn I need to cope#Cheng yi's face in the entire breakup scene was screaming I'm not him I'm not lxy and I don't want to be him anymore#Who am I to waste that particular acting choice especially when it's so well executed
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Okay, but someone could STILL do something really, really funny
#vena vents#THIRD (or fourth? How many times has it been?) TIME'S THE CHARM#Hey god? What are the odds of an aneurysm in that dude's noggin? Because pls#He's well beyond the average lifespan of white men and not lookin too healthy so I'm just sayin...#not art#Being a pessimist has a way of making bad things a lot easier to cope with because you expect it to go badly regardless#makes GOOD things a lot harder to enjoy if you sink too far into it though#Also it's hard to feel as bad for us even when it's warranted on account of the fact there's a literal genocide happening rn#There is time for us to at least prepare and brace ourselves. They do not have such a privilege nor the means to#We are not being actively wiped out and starved as we speak#You feel free to do so esp if you're in a state more affected than mine especially but that's a me thing
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It's probably super overwhelming for you right now the amount of notifications you are having about OAO but after reading that rude anon I need to say something.
To be honest, I never never never lost hope with it. I don't know, call it wishful thinking. I don't care. Even if you never finish it, it will still be one of my absolute favourite fics of all time, but the update has made me so so happy that I just needed to say it.
You don't owe us anything, but thank you for giving us. For sharing those codependent messes with us, it's an absolute pleasure to read it (pun intended? maybe.) Can't wait to read the rest, even if it takes a lifetime before you are able to write it. Even if you never do it.
Fuck rude anons, honestly. <3
MY DARLINN <333 this is so so sweet. i gen feel so humbled by the fact that people are still this invested in oao;;; i also just want to do those two insane idiots justice and i want to make sure each chapter is the best it can be, and it's been a weird and hard past year but i really do appreciate each and every one of you who has been understanding and kind. i notice it! and you keep me wanting to post my writing. in many ways everything i write is for people like you <333 so thank YOU e hoa <333
#oao#pigeon post#im like 4 wines deep rn so i'm gonna get real lolza#a year ago i started medication and since then i've had to relearn what motivates me#and it has been v rando#bc fear (esp of letting ppl down) is what motivated me for the longest time. and that is v much no longer the case lol#it's been so liberating. and is also so hard to put into words#rn mentally i feel so well but i also feel completely destabilised because everything i have established as a coping mechanism#is now irrelevant. it's like learning a whole new way of being. and it's buzzy as hell lol#anywayyyyy... HEHE moral of the story is i appreciate your patience more than i can put into words#ngā mihi nui <333
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Every day that Dead Boy Detectives isn't renewed my emotional wellbeing takes a critical hit. I keep reminding myself that there are two studios at play in this decision and it took a little over 80 days for Sandman to be renewed, so really it's not all that surprising that the announcement is taking a hot second. But truly I need them to renew it ASAP because I cannot continue to live like this!!!
Anyway @netflix RENEW THE DAMN GHOST BOYS ALREADY. This show has a strong, dedicated, growing fandom and it has been praised by multiple media outlets and critics... there's literally not a single reason you shouldn't renew it, so get on with it PLEASE!!!
#I'm being so serious this is why I don't try new shows because the risk of attachment is too great#and I do not enjoy media like a normal person. I will not cope well if we don't get a renewal#In the grand scheme of things I know that sounds silly but I haven't hyperfixated this hard in a loooong time and it's overwhelming#at least 85% of the free/leisure space in my brain is going to Dead Boy Detectives rn#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#crystal palace#niko sasaki#netflix#renew dead boy detectives
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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"
#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol#anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n#like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills#n my support network now#idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night#n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions#because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore#it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore#sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide#and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed#but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself#n give myself time#n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too#growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time#it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine#despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself
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glaring directly into the sun as I write them into my unpublished f/o list
#i was already in trouble w Donnie but I've been spending so much time with Leo fic I'm just like oh. well. shit.#plus I've been on the Leotello fence for. A While. so that hasn't helped#unfollow me now babes im officially coming out as a tcester#i don't have a tag decided yet#but yeah#au where rat stays w them 👏#ive been violently fixing on the show again to cope with the BATSHIT AMOUNT OF BAD IN MY LIFE RN#this year fucking sucks. i am going to kiss some goofy ass turtles instead.#plus they're both biters. stay winning ✌️#aight how am i tagging this#sorry in advance to whoever i piss off with this post#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ficto tag#proship selfship#leotello#tcest#i will probably be putting up an updated pin post#at some point#fr tho what should their tag be#i was thinking like#two's disaster. three's chaos#or something#i dunno im still brainstorming#could just do emotes for this tho?#💜💖💙#that kinda fits tbh#olay sorry im done
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hi fellow neurodivergent people
i hate to jump on the "i think i might have adhd" bandwagon, but if i think i might have adhd, how do i bring it up to my care team as a 28-year-old cis woman who was a massive overachiever until i couldn't keep up the ruse anymore?
#idk what happened when i got laid off it seriously is like my brain BROKE i cannot do anything#i have not done much of anything in a year. and i think it's bc my coping mechanisms were 1. self-medicate but ESPECIALLY do that while#2. overcommitting. because it kept me busy and distracted. i excelled in school because i could focus on it without it giving me anxiety#school was honestly almost the only thing that didn't give me anxiety as a kid. and i never felt quite Right like i didn't feel like i fit#in with my peers. i've always felt like a human being that isn't a person. like something's not quite right. i excel but i feel like i'm#doing it wrong because it's SO hard for me. i graduated my BA and BS programs with a 4.0#but it came with the cost of alienating all of my friends and family and becoming really reclusive and weird and distant and anxious#but i really just wanted to do well at the one thing i felt i was good at. which doesn't seem like something i should take note of#idk. my life feels like a claustrophobic box. i feel like i'm buried alive and i can't get myself out because i can't work#because i can't focus. but maybe i'm just stupid and lazy and want everyone to take care of me forever so i can continue laying around doin#fuck all. which i do a lot because i'm chronically ill. idk. like is there ground to stand on here. i literally have zero friends rn#and i feel so so so sos so anxious any time i am working because i worry i'm going to do something wrong or forget to do something or make#lots of mistakes that get me in trouble. i'm so scared of making mistakes it keeps me from doing anything at all. but i get so anxious bc#i'm not doing anything! i'm wasting time! and i can't focus on anything when i AM working because i have to get up and pace#like i HAVE to move around or i start to feel like i need to peel my skin off like i'm an orange#like. is it anything at all. or is this just me being someone who has Other Stuff going on
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🚨 angst alert 🚨 i have a question for you. yes, you. put your au thinking cap on. got it? okay.
how do you think mike would've coped if they'd been in lucas and max's season four positions? as in, will dies a grotesque death in mike's arms after they agreed to go on a movie date this friday and mike admitted to feeling like he'd lost will not that long ago, mike almost gets shot and has to fight for both their lives to no avail and then pull them away from the rifts afterward to wait for help, and eleven manages to save will but he's in the hospital totally unresponsive and also whoops she can't actually find him in his mind btw. ...oof. thoughts? 🤨📝🎤
#redirecting my train of thought bc i was at risk of thinking abt canon lucas n max n tbh im in such a state rn tht it would kill me so. hi#byler#<- i want answers (aka free headcanons). pls reply or reblog if u choose to answer this 🫶#i personally do Not think he would've coped nearly as well as lucas lol <3#mike's anxious ass? mike's I'm Not Taking No For An Answer ass? mike's I'm Just A Random Nerd ass feeling like he'd proved himself right#after all in the worst of ways? that he wasn't the heart bc will fell apart anyway?#haha. This Is Fine This Is So *Unbelievably* (!!!!) Fine Actually 👍#also if mike read to him in the hospital could u imagine if he like. recounted hellfire's campaigns to him or one that he'd been#working on and was hoping to get will's input on or surprise him with it after everything was over etc etc... AUGHHH
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☀️Suntan Scribbles!🏀
Doodles of Sunny and Kel, my beloveds <3
#I'm not really happy with how any of these turned out tbh but oh well I guess :P#this was just created to try and cure my artblock anyways lol#anywho on a lighter note:#AGHHH I LOVE SUNTAN SO MUCH IM INSANE RGHHHHAHAH#they have been consuming all my brain space lately as a coping mechanism against all the tragedy in omori lol#I just want them to be happy!!!#also the kitties are from the fic “Bask in the Sun”#I honesty just consider that fic canon at this point because it's so well written lol#GO READ IT RN ITS SO GOOD.#ok onto the boring tags#omori#omori suntan#omori sunkel#sunny x kel#omori sunny#omori kel#mango’s art#(also this is totally a spiritual successor post to my “death/star doodles lol)
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haha guess who read the spoilers?
#I am not okay#it;s almost 3 am I want to sleep#and yet I'm here#and this chapter was like my personal nightmare#I'm talking about new mha ch of course#so... just#leave if you expect me being happy next couple of weeks or even months#it's 4th of April and yet Tomura's birthday is ruined and his life was planned from the start#I... just need a break now#maybe I'll just cope while sitting in the most depressive hsr story#I already completed the main one might as well just do all of them#so... yeah#I'm sorry that it's not the best time#since I've just done so much progress and then...#boom gone#and I'm left crying here#and most of all... I just on't want to interact with the fandom rn#not more that nessesary#tbh I never did so it's okay#it'll get better#but for now? for now it's not good
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SO annoyed about my stupid jaw because i had actually set real goals and now i can't work on parkour probably at all for like at least a month
#at this point it's still painful enough that it hurts if i just step down with a little force#i just want to do the stupid cat pass so bad#i guess the bright side to that is that by the time i can work on it it'll be cool enough to do it outside#but I'm still mad lol#oh well homeland to cope i guess#which is actually the only reason i am here rn#on too good of an episode not to Be Posting#m
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writes one tiny thing and fucks back off
#again I wanted to do stuff today... and again I am just dissociating lmao#the way I just realized that the usual day to day routine in the apartment shifting lately#is possibly what's had me so fucked up the last week or so#everything has felt off balance and I haven't been able to focus and I have been SO emotional#I think that's it. or part of it at least. the usual stability has been knocked around & I'm not coping#with that little realization... I'm really not gonna try to push myself to make words work#gonna just try to take it easy... bc I'm not functioning super well rn#sorry if I end up shitposting or throwing more headcanons out there again this evening#I want to be here sm... my own dumb oc is my hyperfixation so even when I don't have the energy to write... im thinking about Them#ESPECIALLY while I'm feeling like shit lmaoshfjsg#gonna be considering doing an inbox call of some sort later I think...#so I can feel like I'm doing something but I'm maybe less messy on the dash lmaoooo#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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