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So um, some news, mostly good for yall-
The bad first- my dom and I have been taking a break from 24/7 Power Exchange and sex and there's not a clear timeline on when I'll be feeling up to it again though I know I will eventually.
Now the good-
1. I'm no longer feeling sex repulsed so I'll probs be able to start putting stuff back out soonish, just focusing on fantasies rather than actual ongoing events w my dom
2. My relationship is no longer monogamous, which, for yall, means that if anyone (non man) wants to flirt w me, on or off anon, you now can!
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He loved her. It was a sudden thought. Very abrupt, as if a stone had hit head on. He stood on a bluff, overlooking the sea, watching as she played with children on the shoreline. Wind caressed his face, playing with his hair, as he observed her in two different ways; one in pure, brilliant color; the other in cold, crisp blue lines. His heart swelled. Funny, he had one of those again. All the wonders and annoyances of human existence, back for him to enjoy. Her laughter carried to his ears, and despite it all, he grinned.
He loved her. Damnit, but he did. He'd been attempting to deny it. Attempting to down play it. How could he love someone after Mare? But he did. Mauve was incredible; she wasn't a replacement, she was someone entirely different.
He took a breath, breathing in sea air, filling lungs he felt grateful to have. He'd tell her. When the time was right. Today. He'd tell her today. Mauve wasn't the type to like flowers. She loved dry wit and affectionate kisses. What could he do? He stared at himself in the mirror, thinking hard. Did he have to do anything? Why not just walk in and tell her? He set his jaw, tearing his gaze from the mirror and striding out of the room. He walked into their quarters to find her sobbing, clutching herself, nails digging into flesh. He froze, smile slipping off his face to be replaced with horror and fear. "Mauve?" She whirled, eyes wide, attempting to hide her previous sobs. He crossed to her in two strides, wrapping her in his arms. "What's wrong?" She sucked in a breath. Her entire body felt rigid, tight with anxious energy. "I can't stop it. I can't fight it." His brow knit. "Fight what?" "The pull. The..." She ripped herself from his grasp, backing away to the window. Outside was a beautiful day; the sky a clean, clear blue. She paused. "What keeps me wandering. I can't fight it anymore. I have to go." Kelsier felt his heart stop. Mouth dry, he took a step forward. "Go?" She nodded, looking away. Long hair tied back in a tail, her face red with sobs, she was still gorgeous. He swallowed. "You can't leave. You can't leave me." "Kelsier...I can't fight it." She stepped forward, arms raised into fists which she pressed to his chest, looking at him with an intensity he'd never seen of her before. "I've tried for years. I don't want to go." "Then don't." She hissed through her teeth. "I HAVE to go, Kelsier. Aren't you listening? I cannot remain on Scadrial." He grabbed her by the shoulders. "No!" The tears returned, leaking down her face. His own emotions swam, the whiplash of terrific joy replacement by terrific anguish reeling. "You aren't listening!" "We can fix this!" "WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS!" She yelled. "Kell, I don't want to leave you. I'll lose myself, wandering the Cosmere. I know I will. But I can't...fight this power." "I'll lock you up." He whispered. "Until we can fix this." She turned her gaze to him, violet, almost clear eyes haunted. "You'd cage me? For how long, Kelsier?" He hung his head. No. He'd never do that. "What can I do?" She looked at him. "Help me get to the perpendicularity." Her voice came out as a whisper. He gazed at her, eyes heavy with despair. "I wanted to tell you I loved you, Mauve." Her eyes widened. "I love you and need you here." She kissed him. A wonderful, passionate kiss. Her hands pressed into the backs of his shoulders, one of his wrapped in her hair, the other pressed to the small of her back. "If I could control this..." She said, smoothing back stray hair and tucking it behind his ears. "I would." He gave her a small smile, taking her hands in both of his own, kissing them. "I know."
#ramblings#Kelsier#It's Mauve#OCMauve#MyWriting#I'm back bb#i'm still super depressed and hate my life but I'm writing again#Mauvesier
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I haven't reposted anything in literal years.
since 2018 Yeehaw
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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thanks to the sponsors for supporting all the gay sex with your funding <3 gotta be my favourite supporting characters (and yes the homewrecking bike makes a return from last year eheheheheehe)
bonus (more like 'in-the-line-of-fire') gay sex sponsor
KP two-year anniversary event; Prompt 2: Favourite Supporting Character + Misfit (more like MOSTfit lol)
#kpanniversary2024#kinnporsche the series#kinnporsche#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche pachara#vegas theerapanyakul#ft. pete tay and time#mile phakphum#apo nattawin#bible wichapas#yes i know the bonus looks like kinn's back is the supporting character...which i mean....valid....it supports porsche's weight while kinn.#y'all get where i'm going with this#BUT! it's supposed to be the bank lol...that's the supporting character....(and afaik they didn't ACTUALLY fund the series#they just HAPPEN to be in front of the MOST important rooftop pool for the queers in thai bl lololololol)#also...i just HAD to include the tiddyrub kinn bb you GO TO TOWN on those buds#bless him#farmhouse bread#mama okay noodles#ducati red bike#deutsche bank my beloved
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🛫️ ONEW | Airport Departure 24.04.20 [x]
#SHINee#onew#lee jinki#jinki#analook#i'm tearing up at just how vibrant and healthy & happy he looks 🥺💕#soooo good to have you back bb#tw flashing#sorry about the flickers#the cameras were going crazy for him understandably#my.gifs
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So the rest of Star leaked and I’m just gonna say, it’s very funny that Splashstar technically gives out a dishonor title
I noticed that! Have you guys also noticed they're talking about food a lot more, too? Ivypool was constantly hungry in her SE, and Harestar tries to get Frostpaw to eat before doing important things. Secret BB fan on the writing team desperately trying to add some worldbuilding LMAO
In seriousness tho, it felt like discount dishonor titles. It reminded me of how I made Tigerstar do that to Stormpaw and Featherpaw, but like... that was because of bigotry against halfclan cats and the hatred he was stoking in BB!TigerClan. Not just because he's mean.
I do hope that like, comes across. Dishonor Titles usually exist to publicly shame or even dehumanize the cats they're put on, as a method of social control both for the dishonored and for the Clan. They're not just schoolyard bully name calling LMAO
Anyway long live Mistslime and Graysludge, these names would have been laughed at almost as much as Stupidhead
#For legal reasons this is a joke#They're definitely not reading the blog and referencing fun ideas#Even tho it would be dope and everything on this blog is free to use and they would also have my blessing#Secret BB fan if you're not reading this then bring back bumble#Give the graphic novel team full reign to do Bumble right when they get around to it#Oooooo writing team I'm beaming myself into your brain#Bone babble#As a side note though this is why I don't sweat and even encourage others referencing my ideas. No one does it like I do ✨️✨️#Especially not the writing team. I remain The King.#Dishonor titles#Asc spoilers
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━ JULY of Passion | 2021/22/23/24
Looking back at some sets from past July(s) 👁👄👁
Everything was so damn orange in 21 HGHFHGF goddamn My fav from that bunch gotta be the third one 👀 popped off with those colors and that light ouuughhh hhh
#Cyberpunk 2077#Mitch Anderson#Valentin Da Silva#Aldecaldos#OTP: High Voltage#MLM#Screenshot#Virtual Photography#Taking a break from cp77 in general s'doing good for my brain#deep in dragon age rot and can't wait for DAV to drop#but!!!! also still strongly loving the bbs#I just don't feel the strong need to take pics or mods atm#I'll come back soon tho uwu#One thing I noticed tho is that when I'm not actively creating stuff#I have more energy to get invested in others stuff?? I appreciate VP and general OC talks way more#just something I've noticed 👁👄👁
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i miss him so fucking much
#i miss him every day#my sweet beloved bb#in my canon dean went and got you back right away#i know it because it's what i would have done and i'm deancoded AF so#castiel#i love him your honor#mine#stills#pics
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WAIT WAIT WAIT HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE
So normally we only get fullblown, extended and dedicated flashbacks for heroic characters in One Piece, the characters who we're meant to root for. The literal only TRUE exception we've had to this rule was Big Mom's flashback. Even fucking Doflamingo's flashback was tied to Law and Rosinante's
So the fact that we haven't gotten a single fucking GLIMPSE at Crocodile's backstory is?!?
Like sure, we haven't gotten like a Moria flashback, but you know, he literally told us all we needed to know himself, AND we got to see glimpses of him in the Wano flashbacks. Arlong didn't get a flashback of his own, but he did get to cameo in Fisher Tiger's flashback. And Rob Fucking Lucci got a flashback that was 6 whooping panels long
BUT CROCODILE?? Not only do we know almost Fuck All about his story, but also have never gotten as much as a glimpse at it? But his backstory has been HINTED and TEASED at multiple times??
GUYS. FELLAS
Like. I am SURE the "Full Backstories for Heroes Only" rule is going to get broken again, but with Imu and Blackbeard already there just BEGGING to have their beans spilled, can we even be sure Sir Fucking Crocodile is somehow going to become A Villain So Dangerous To The Narrative that he ALSO should also recieve a Full Fucking Backstory?? For his Nefarious Schemes?? AT THIS POINT??
Y'all
I think it's more likely Oda's been saving up Croc's backstory because it might just completely recontextualize his entire character
#CROCODAD REAL?!#UNIRONICALLY#Sir Crocodile#Crocodad#Crocomom#OP Meta#Moon posting#Sleep Deprivation opened my third fucking eye I can see the fucking Matrix#Unironically this is the thing that has pushed me back into actually believing in Crocodad despite the timeline#Because I genuinely can not imagine how else Crocodile could be turned into an (anti) hero if it's not Crocodad#And I can not imagine his villanous schemes needing a backstory to explain them at this point- not over BB and Imu#And I mean sure maybe we could get three whole Extended Villian Backstories for Imu Blackbeard and Croc#But I just feel like it'd be so unnececary#Because there is no fucking way Crocodile is going to become The Ultimate Villian of the Story again#Not without some Darth Vader bullshit happening#But since he's supposed to be based on Wagnas from Romancing SaGa 2 and Wagnas wanted to SAVE the world#Look I have a whole different post about that waiting in my drafts I'll post it later#Point is!! I can't imagine him becoming The Final Villian!! Not at all!!#Also yes there are characters like Mihawk who have like histories etc that I'm sure many people would love to learn about#The only difference is that we've never gotten as much as a hint at what kind of a backstory Mihawk might have#Meanwhile Crocodile Having A History is something that's been hinted at every arc he's appeared in pre-timeskip#Like we KNOW he has a story we just don't know what it is
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anniversaries
#ocelhira#mgs#metal gear solid#revolver ocelot#kazuhira miller#id in alt text#deep breath .#i've been working on this all week. it's a weird time of year for me so understandably i'm going a bit crazy#this comic has been brought to you by take me to the river by the talking heads and babooshka by kate bush#the whole back half of my ocelhira playlist really but mostly those two#second panel of the second page is my fav ocelot drawing i've ever done i think#also every time i draw kaz he becomes more and more of a bear so i'm leaning into it#but anyways do you ever think about how technically kaz worked with ocelot way longer than he did with bb. fucked up imo
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Hellooooo! 👋
Thank you again for taking my previous request with the immortal x reincarnation Headcannons 🥺 I forever love that trope to death
I enjoy seeing others Headcannons for the guys💖 thus why i’m requesting another Headcannons for once again, the Kitsunes
Since it’s December 👀 do you think you could come up with some Headcannons for what the three Kits would do on Christmas?
Like Aki trying to trap Santa for example🥺
SO! 👏
A quick history lesson to preface this! (Which I had to google, these fox idiots and fan fics involving them have me googling so much lately)
While Christmas first appeared in Japan in the 16th century, it wasn't widely celebrated until the Meiji Era (1868-1912)
If we take their release date as the canon date for things (so they got foxified 200 years prior to their release) that means they got turned into foxes around 1823, aka the Edo Period
So yeah, they have been foxes for the whole of christmas being a major/regular thing in japan and also being kitsune probably did not even celebrate it cause it might be competition???? (would they bro out with Jesus or try and fist fight him in a parking lot?????? surely not on the dude's birthday! No one is that cruel)
but yeah, it's safe to say their christmas this year (or maybe in 2023 cause they WERE released on December 5th, how quickly did you unfox them??) with you is like---- their first christmas EVER
ALSO SPEAKING OF CHRISTMAS IN JAPAN
it's considered a couples' holiday-- or at least one you spend with friends at a party or something
sooooo with that being said
Aki:
ya know originally when you said he'd try to catch santa I was like 'nah' but then I thought about it and like
actually you're so right??
he totally would though
at least he would try
is he gonna ransom santa??
beat him up???
strike some kind of deal for presents???
JUST VIBE WITH THE DUDE????
even he's not sure, he's gonna see how it goes
I think he's very santa focused until he hears that christmas is a couple's holiday
then his gears shift so so fast
and don't even get me STARTED about after he heard about mistletoe
his santa trap plans become you trap plans so quickly
and all of them end with you kissing him
also he heard there's cake and fried chicken and frankly
he thought all this was really silly when he first heard it but it's low key one of his favorite holidays now
Haru:
Hoe hoe hoe
okay but no LISTEN
there's this saying that the most sex in japan is happening on christmas or something to that tune
so like
Haru has known about this holiday for a while
he's actually the only one who knew about it before hand
though his views on it are very like-----
in a horny japanese way
he only knows it as the go to a party and getting laid holiday
which fair
but yeah
his views on things sort of change a little now that he's got his powers back and is not stuck in fox mode for the first time during this holiday
well-- his views haven't changed but the mood has for him
he's still wanting to take you out and wine and dine you and also end up back at one of your places
but 1) it's more romantic to him now than just a fun lay like it would've been before you
and 2) frankly this is just his usual m.o. just more christmas flavored
it's like a pre-valentine's day as far as he's concerned
aka another excuse to take you out, show you off, give you a good time then end the night with some alone time back at your place <3
Fuyu:
The oldest and most shinto-y of the bunch, he's the most taken aback by this holiday
he doesn't hate it or anything but he does see it as humans doing kooky human things
but you've opened him up to a lot of new experiences recently so ya know what??
alright!
let's go out and have a modern little christmas date
it's different but it could be fun!
and it is fun actually
he tries a lot of new things and he actually has a good amount of fun with you
it's very much a cute little sweet christmas date
he tries fried chicken for the first time
well, okay--- yakitori exists but my understanding is that that's more grilled, and tempura exists but that's sort of different to like------- KFC style deep fried shit
he's def had stuff like it but not like---- KFC ya know????
he likes it fine
lil greasy for his taste but it's nice for a treat
but yeah it's mostly just a pleasant little date, you and him just kinda enjoying the sights and sounds together in this new world that he refused to partake in for so long
and it def ends with a christmas cake
and maybe you showing him mistletoe
aaaand maybe telling him about the spike in spicy times if you feel so inclined ;3
#blush blush game#bear text#blush blush#bear talks#bb game#sad panda studios#kitsune bundle#haru#fuyu#aki#also I want it on the record that I am a dumb slightly drunk white bitch talking about christmas in japan#but also like---------#japan and it's relationship to christmas and the christian faith are just#wildly different than it is in the states#it's just a very different creature in a santa hat#not bad OBVS but yeah idk I just couldn't fully ignore the fact that they're like#dead ass fox spirits from a different religion#they're literally creatures from a different faith from a whole ass different country and a long rich history with said faith#IDK WHAT MY POINT IS#other than I'm white and dumb and please don't yell at me I guess?????#also that sex thing is legit a thing I've heard a handful of times but who the fuck knows if it's actually true#probably not now a days I feel like most shit like that that was like#A THING back in the 80s and 90s isn't actually A Thing anymore like that across the world#still fun to play with though lol
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There is no doubt that Bones kind of fumbled actually getting Booth and Brennan together, but y'know, six seasons and over 100 episodes of them being together and in love, buying a house, having a baby, getting married, having another baby, and being all cute and domestic goes a long way in making up for it
#am i still just a little salty that we never got the first i love yous? yeah#but seasons 7-12 gave me everything else i wanted so I'm chill now#bones tv#booth x brennan#booth x bones#hey guess who finally sent back after literally 13 years and finished watching this show?#i think I'll always prefer the first few seasons for tone and story#but they did so much right all the way through#and omg the sheer amount of bb domesticity and love just kills me in the best way#series; bones#otp: two people become one#sam says stuff
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Quote the magpie
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If you mean the like sparkle dog hair. Do you want that really really fun idea to go this family or like a more fun family
Yeah that's exactly what I meant in the tags. I like the idea of the Berryheart family having Sparkledog hair with the distinct striped raccoon tail bang.
This sort of thing, if you know you know.
What gives me pause isn't this not being "a fun family," but more that I want to make sure the Rowanstar Family's two-striped mane remains distinct. This is essentially a mane with a more "localized" stripe, if you get me, so I fear it would have overlap with BB!Heartstar's mohawk.
Plus, this lineage really "starts" with Snowbird and her brother Ratscar. Since Snowbi is so influential to the tree and Ratscar is so important to BB!Blackstar's expanded redemption arc, it's especially important that whatever trait that defines this family is particularly distinct.
I want it to IMMEDIATELY define the family at a glance so "the viewer" sees, in the design, that a particular cat is (or is no longer, depending on family tree changes) a member of this group.
Hmm... maybe that's another point in its favor, though. I could have Spireclaw cut his bang off to symbolize that he's disowning his mother, when she threatens Fringewhisker.
I'll sketch around with it.
#Plus the Heartstar mane is a mane along the back#While this would be entirely on the head#Hmm... maybe I'll also play with its color. So the main tuft is always solid#While the bang can be multicolored#And most of the family just has a tuft that matches the head fur#I'll have to play with it#Also btw I'm sitting on like a lot of art I just gotta write out some summaries#I think I'm gonna try and push out the ShadowClan tree first#Because that is about to be relevant to the BB!ASC rework#Better Bones AU
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Look at this beautiful man. I missed him so much.
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