#I'm about to crash for the night
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#Hey hey y'all#I'm about to crash for the night#but before I do I just wanted to say one last thank you to everyone who participated in the event#it was so much fun to do with y'all#and I had a blast writing it tired as I am#I posted all the prompts from last year and this year in the masterlist#admittedly upon checking it I realized I miss-linked one#so If you happen to be poking around and find any incorrect links#just let me know which ones so I can fix them#Okay I'm going to bed now goodnight everyone! :D
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The tac net crash chapter is one of my favorites so far~
Ah and. Guess what. I just discovered that including this post, I made 50 pieces of fanart for Mistakes on mistakes until.. I’m so sane and normal about this story can you tell👍
#maccadam#transformers#fic fanart#momu fanart#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#considering the speed and the amount of fanart#….yeah I can see why tumblr thought I was a bot lmao#also#I mostly read during night and then drawing from memory during day so uhhhhh the accuracy is questionable haha#mainly I feel like half of the time I don’t know how tf Jazz looks. The guy switching between his looks so often jdjfjfj#IM. SO GLAD THEY RESOLVED THEIR DRAMA EHEHBJGJ#The scene in medbay was so damn cute#oh my goddddd#the scene of the tac net crash#muah#loved it~#you know the thing is - I'm a biiiig fan of mutual feelings and actions#the scene of the kiss was absolutely great but it was a bit one sided#Jazz cared about Prowl but Prowl was far more concerned about information safety and strategy and stuff#but this?? mmmm~ Them caring for each other#Prowl using his last moments of consciousness to ask Jazz if he is mad at him#Prowl actually deeply caring of what Jazz thinks about him now when he knows Prowl killed his friends#i don't know how to explain#kisses are great but this (points) this is my favorite five star meal right here#also there is something so funny about Prowl slowly discovering fow fucked up Jazz is and just accepting it#but being so scared when Jazz discover how fucked up he is. Only for Jazz to be like “boo I knew about your fuckedupness from the start”
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Why not, it’d be fun to see ^_^
its MIDNIGHT! I have Art block but I WANNA DRAW! SO!
REBLOG this with a Drawn/Visual reference of your OC and I'll draw the top 2 or 3 that catch my eye
YALL GOT 40 MINUTES UNTIL I CHOOSE!
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Bonus tell us why in the tags!
#I'm sure your friend with 200 podcast listeners is a very serious journalist#tumblr polls#Journalism#News#News media#I used to get interviewed a semi regularly during my activist days#I once woke up hungover at 8am for what I thought was going to be a 10 minute max interview about an upcoming protest#And turned out to be an hour of live libertarian talk radio where I had to defend the core concepts of socialism to them#And I did great#Also one time a drunk driver crashed his car into my building directly below my apartment so I got interviewed about that#That was a great night. My super hot downstairs neighbor came out to watch the wreckage in these tiny slutty briefs.
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jumping off the back of the post about genres of song lyrics, another thing about tmbg's lyrics in particular is that even when they write about pleasant themes, they still manage to frequently do so through a sinister lens:
the experience of having children and looking after them:
a nice little nightlight protecting a child muses on the shortcomings it would have outside its assigned responsibility:
fantasising about getting high in the park with your crush:
#tmbg#AND. I love it.#please feel free to add to this btw. I feel like there's more flansburgh examples but they're dropping out of my head#I've gone on and on about ''sleeping in the flowers'' already. so I won't repeat myself too much in the tags here#but I can also see how it's intended to come across as playful. like.#it's two people in love having a silly exchange between each other#I also like the little interlude from the nightlight's lullaby-of-sorts to the child to describing how it would make a really bad lighthous#''man it's a good thing I'm not one of those. I'm too small. if I did that then people at sea would crash and drown horribly hahaha#anyway good night''#and actually re: nanobots. it only just occurred to me#I'd gotten 'newborn citizenship of the micronations'' being a verbose way to describe. babies lol#but is the start of verse about the actual birth of a child and getting so distracted by the preparation and stress#that you almost forget oh yeah. I have this kid now :)#and thinking about how even tho your worries around that are now over you'll focus instead on all the future responsibilities you'll have#how does something written in such a detatched way manage to be so sweet
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was supposed to only skim through a book I need to study for an exam but it actually ended up being interesting. I don't think I'll ever graduate
#it's called fear: a cultural history by joanna bourke#last night i read the chapter about disasters and mass panic#and how if mass panic sets in it'll take 5 minutes for people to start dying. so you have to be able to evacuate in 3-4 minutes#also mass panic sets easily in places where emotions are manipulated ie. theatre and sports stadiums#after the victoria hall disaster in 1883 where children were trampled to death as they scrambled for a toy prize after a theatre show#they invented those doors with the horisontal handles that you can push and they open. the crash bar#which prevents a mass of people getting stuck#anyway. i'm here all week for history trivia#nor's rambles
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omg im so happy youre talking about diane and bojack sharing some tension and feelings while it being always repressed by them and never touched on after s1, even tho the audience can feel its lingering. what do you think wouldve happened if they had gotten together? what kind of messes would they have gotten into?
oh wow this is such a fun question to receive!!! entirely because the whole time i've been watching i've just been like (eyes emoji) about diane and bojack, because i feel like (imo) they have some more-than-just-superficial-attraction romantic feelings for each other. BUT THE THING IS i'm sorta of the mind that they just legitimately cannot get together? like i absolutely cannot see a timeline where that happens, specifically because diane is so fundamentally philosophically opposed to her feelings for bojack. admitting in full that she has feelings for bojack would mean surrendering her efforts to do and be better, which (paradoxically) would mean she's not the person that bojack is so drawn to.
like we actually see them very tentatively brush close to the concept of something romantic happening right after diane's divorce, which i think is soooooooooo telling! that the first time diane entertains a relationship with bojack is when she's drunk and extremely emotionally all over the place and her marriage to the man she admired for his optimism and positivity and cuddly comfort has gone down in flames in large part because SHE was dissatisfied with it (this to me is key. that she was dissatisfied with it. that in a lot of ways in that marriage diane is made to feel like she's the problem element for not just Appreciating Mr. Peanutbutter). she starts going "hey isn't it weird that we're both single? we could both make out :)" and bojack responds by being REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE every time diane hints at anything romantic, because -- again -- they have this fundamental and very fucked up connection that's dependent on her NOT wanting anything to do with him romantically! if diane wants to be with bojack, that's diane saying "i give up. there's no way for me to become a better person. i want to be with someone who's also given up, because that comforts me." no coincidence that their moments of incredibly intense intimacy are literally all diane's lowest points (her crashing at his place in s2, them holing up and getting drunk when her house is underground, her divorce!! hello!)
sooooo i think that might be my answer to your question? i genuinely can't imagine them getting together specifically because their whatever-it-is hinges on them never getting together. the minute diane comes onto bojack, bojack is going to pull back, because he Gets her on this fundamental level and he knows that her coming onto him is her giving up, and i just so cannot see him being comfortable with that. we see sooo many moments when he's Not comfortable with that in the show. i honestly think he's the kindest to diane out of literally everyone we see him with and that is harrowing and also crazy compelling to me. my brain literally melts if i try to imagine them together. i think it would have to be a hyperspecific and INCREDIBLY apocalyptic set of circumstances. probably multiple people either die or are dead.
#asks#god what do i tag this as#bojack horseman#??#i wasn't expecting to be so compelled by them this watch!#but i was! in like this insane car crash kinda way#bojack i think is an intensely polarizing figure so talking abt him like this is a little nerve wracking#but that might be my hot take of the night. that he's too in love with diane to ever actually be with her#IF he legitimately thinks she wants to be with him#because he would see that as some sort of crashout on her part.#i do not know how to define diane's feelings for bojack but i'm certain he's in love with diane.#that part i am sure about.
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Yes, Frostcup is a better ship name, but Hijack just captures the dangerous recklessness that these two exhibit in their daily lives.
Hiccup tends to be labeled the "responsible one" by default because he's always surrounded by reckless idiots, but he's just as careless when it comes to his own safety as any of the other dragon riders or the big four, it just always works out for him.
#case in point#when he dove off a cliff multiple times testing his flight suit#crashing over and over again into a lake he didn't check was deep enough for him to survive#or when he went to the woods#alone#to search for a night fury that he injured and pissed off by doing so#or when he assumed the knowledge he learned about night fury behavior would apply to ALL DRAGONS regardless of species#and went into dragon training to apply said knowledge#WITHOUT USING ANY WEAPONS#or when he chased after his clan to stop his father from disrupting the giant leader dragon guy without a plan or a dragon#dragging his friends into danger to not only face off against ALL OF THE DRAGONS#but also HIS ENTIRE TRIBE#I'm sure someone who has more how to train your dragon knowledge will know more examples than me#but those are the ones that come to mind for me#hijack#frostcup#the big four#rise of the brave tangled dragons#how to train your dragon
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i've been playing kingdom hearts DDD
#kingdom hearts#my sona#scribblins#i had a category 3 autism moment about KH as a whole last night and now i'm Suffering#enjoying the game a lot though#...once it stopped crashing
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two things about doug eiffel: 1) he's a very physical person; he's always moving and needs to keep his hands occupied, and that extends to physical affection, something he's largely denied on the hephaestus; 2) he is an absolute space heater of a man.
which is to say, if hera had a body, i would hope for her sake that it'd be more biological than mechanical, because that guy is going to cause something to overheat.
... but, also. because, the way eiffel interacts with hera, he's always attempting to establish some physical connection - i think he makes eye contact with her cameras, touches the walls, etc. and he knows she's "always there" but he still doesn't really get it. he keeps asking. i think the same thing applies to her presence in the station - he never fully gets that she's always everywhere. sometimes when he gets up to leave a room, he'll ask her to go with him - just force of habit.
and sometimes, when he can't sleep properly - which is often; he's a restless sleeper, overcaffeinated, and his thoughts keep him awake - he'll curl up next to hera's servers. and it's hot in there - and he's already a sweaty guy - or it's too cold, if the AC is actually working properly - and it's loud, but it's enough to quiet his thoughts. and at first hera reminds him that she's equally there in his quarters (which would be set up enough for a suggestive retort, if he were any less tired), but he looks so tired, and it seems to help. and she's not sure why, but it does kind of make her feel closer to him, too.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#hera wolf 359#eiffera#these are kind of disconnected thoughts but#i'm sentimental about them i'm sorry#eiffel wanting to show physical affection to someone who doesn't have a physical body just. lives in my head#the in-character AMA where zach said 'lord knows i've hugged the walls enough to try' okay ...#if i ever wrote fic i would want to write. eiffel falling asleep to the drone of hera's servers vs. hera falling asleep to eiffel snoring#i know in my heart that eiffel is an obnoxious cuddler. i know it. and also he drools in his sleep.#also when he wants to stay awake so he can talk to hera ... he crashes because he's been awake for days already#but also because he finally feels safe to sleep. with her watching over him. head in my hands.#good night.
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everything about manfred makes so much more sense - his actions, his collecting weird shit - when you realize he's not a wisp in a skeleton, he's a five year old child.
#( ooc )#( tbd )#// was thinking about this last night before i crashed out#// and i bet his pockets have to be checked before laundry#// after he you know#// gets a wardrobe upgrade#// i bet they're full of shiny rocks and bottle corks#// there's probably a frog somewhere in there#// (this was also me as a child and an adult so i understand the allure manfred)#// (i also brought home tadpoles my mom hated it)#// anyway my point here is that manfred is a little boy#// and i'm not being silly when i write it in i do believe he probably has a stash of treasures somewhere#// probably in a beat up box
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hmm so originally demon neil was gonna be a longfic, but then i decided it would be a series with a bunch of smaller fics making up the story
BUT i just realized if i do that i have to come up with 5 bazillion goddamn fic titles >:( evil world
#also! i still don't know what demonneil andrew's job is gonna be.#of the options i like i know the most about librarian-ing. so. leaning that way but i don't think it's the funnest way to go#i mean it's appealing bc a library is a quiet place and it would be great to have andrew suddenly snapping at his demon to shut up!#in the Quiet Place#but... i could always just have him go to the library for that if i wanted.#mm i have ideas for how neil could be annoying if andrew were a tattoo artist or a bakery assistant as well.#so we shall see...#chapter 3/ part 3 of the series should be andrew learning to go to work with a demon in his brain... i believe#that's how it's outlined anyway#fuck if i know how's it's actually gonna go down#also! i have arson neil plotted/outlined for the next bit >:3 and i'm sooooooo hyped#but the curse is upon me and the brain fog is Thick so i can't actually write the Real Thing >:(#ANNOyING#andddd i also have some vampdrew plotted but i'm missing the little piece that comes between what's posted and what i have Planned >:(#and angel neil is... well i have him outlined (have for a Long Time)#like since that night my computer crashed and i thought i lost the angel neil file 4ever (if yall remember that. it was a long while ago an#but so scary TWT)#uhhhh the mer au is really the only one that's just dangling...#like i know what's gonna happen but i've made no plan for it#so hmm...#i'm not well in the head today but anywayyyyyyyyy#diaerie
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It’s been a while, you good?
I love y'all for checking up on me LOL 🫶🫶🫶
I'm okay, just MIA from Tumblr for a work trip. and obviously still upset and angry and pissed tf off about a lot right now. I have a few asks in my inbox I'll use to rant in more detail but this is just a smoke signal to let y'all know I haven't disappeared LMAO
#this week was sponsored by the effort I had to put into not crashing out ever five minutes in between long ass meetings and team dinners#the amount of brain storming sessions I spent staring at a blank wall trying to maintain some semblance of normalcy.........yeah.#so obviously I was not successful when I tried not to crash out lol#my poor colleagues were visiting the city I live in and I was so manic#I normally have a little bit of downtime during these trips but any downtime I had was dedicated to playing tour guide#and before the trip I was traveling elsewhere#so the timing truly couldn't have been worse#the amount of processing I've actually done is really really fucking low#watch this space for how poorly my processing goes lmfao#also talk about a mindfuck: all this bad news last week and this week I was celebrating some of the best news humanly possible at my job#and like this good news for my job === really fucking good news personally#so while I'm trying not to fall into a literal pit of despair#I'm also popping bottles with my coworkers#and trying not to get too drunk and start ranting about the deep seated hate I have for show runners who fuck over their audiences#I got really really really drunk one night and I have vague recollections of ranting to my work bestie about Bailey at 4 AM lmao
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#his lips and the way his teeth are showing here are so beautiful i'm gonna be sick#can you imagine if he had a tooth gap..... dear god#the shape of his cupid's bow is ridiculous#i wanna lick his teeth so bad it's not fair#and yes i just watched crash again i've been found out#keep thinking about that one shot towards the end where he's backing vaughn's car up to go check on catherine after she drove off the road#and as he's looking behind him he kind of draws the corner of his mouth back and you get a real clear view of his cuspids#why didn't i get a screenshot of that#anyway god i lose my everloving mind when he does that#i would let him pierce a hole through my tongue with his teeth honest to god#anyway that's enough tooth talk nighty night
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the rage i am experiencing rn i actually should be sequestered in a lab
#met a friend for what should've been quiet food/drinks last night. but nooooo he brought along some random drunk american divorcée who spent#the night traumadumping at us. one thing about me is i hate plans changing last minute and i HATE having to meet ppl i don't know without#prior preparation. no i'm not autistic why do you ask. but i was in sooo much pain and just general bad form before i even got anywhere plus#the bar was so fucking loud/drag was happening it was just NOT the vibes. and it takes so much to get me out the door in the first place#i straight up grilled my friend after being like 'if you bring a randomer along to one of our dates again i am leaving' lol in fairness he#was like. genuinely concerned for her wellbeing. but he's been so flaky lately and i am suffering from my general ailments and maladies#by the time she left after crashing our entire night out i basically had to leave bc i felt too horrible to stay out and chat. it just feels#so unfair.#anyway remind me not to go bars in future especially at the weekend and just like. meet people for a quiet dinner or something lmao#.txt
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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