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Schedule Update
I'm going to be away from my computer for the next week and half or so. I've been really slow with writing. I didn't get much done last week despite spending multiple hours trying to catch up and get ahead, so I could just schedule the stuff to post on time.
Anyway, I am not going to try to write and format what will probably be a +3k word post (nor a second, probably longer post) on my phone. I still want to get the rest of the shorts requests done this month, and I'll probably do some work on them while I'm away. I'll try to get them up near the end of the latter half of the month.
#moss update#moss lover speaks#I'm not going to be away for a bad reason or anything at least#I don't know why I've been so slow lately. Maybe I'm just not doing good mentally? Not sure#It's not even that I'm not enjoying the writing process. I enjoyed the last few posts. My focus hasn't been so good though.#even this update probably took longer than it should...#Also anyone else feel like March is over already? Or is my sense of time is a little off?#finding the right words isn't going well. I have to keep digging for decent#the resistance to creation went from running my hand through a pool of water and dragging myself from a dense mud pit#I'll work through it I guess#Now get out of here if you're still reading the tags#I mean get out of the tags. Don't leave the blog or unfollow. I mean unless you want to...but I'll miss you (/hj? or maybe not?)
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we were fucking ROBBED
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#the only ssr i'll whale for#oh my god i loved this update. holy shit#got some ~compositions~ in mind so i'll get to the more serious stuff later#in the meantime those first couple of chapters genuinely made me question if i was perhaps trapped in my own absurd dream or not#the whole-ass video just DROPPED in there idia how long were you WORKING on that#don't forget to like and subscribe! :)#i demand that all cutscenes be animated in that style forevermore#i also demand that all clothing changes henceforth be done via magical girl transformation phrase#not just in the dreamworld. all of them.#DREAM~~~~~FORM~~~~~CHAAAA~~~~NGE#also savanarook was so unexpectedly precious! i want to protect him.#augh there's SO MUCH and i am SO PLEASED with all of it#anyway i guess we're going to be going through everyone's dreams after all!#and it's going to be a THING!!!!!!!! CLOSURE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE FOR EVERYONE#(insert 'it's all coming together' meme)#man i hope 'please watch this video' remains a running gag it's AMAZING#also i cannot believe#i cannot BELIEVE#that the plan is actually literally#defeat malleus by inviting everyone else to the party except him#HIS ULTIMATE WEAKNESS#malleus doesn't get to be in smash bros
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FINALLY FINALLY HAPPY (VERY LATE) BIRTHDAY ODILE!!!!!
#5 days of pain working on this. the things I do for you odile#isat#in stars and time#isat odile#day 98#I completely wrecked my sleep schedule making this! Woops. but She Is Real#The hubris of thinking I can animate a full body illustration when I barely touch after effects and didnt know how to use puppet pins at al#Apologies for disappearing for 5 days by the way. Yes this is the reason#Reposting cause hold on why didn't this show up on tags?? hey. I'm not letting this go unseen#In all fairness I went through a mental breakdown in those tags so I guess I'll be normal this time#Anyways don't be like me. Odile would want you to sleep well and rested. So sleep well
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(Are you ever scared of being Whole?)
[What do you mean?]
(I mean... what does Whole even mean? Is it just getting along, whatever the hell that means? Will we become one person again? If we do, will we still exist at all?)
[Whole is still us. We're parts of one being, split in three. We'll always be there.]
(I know! I know we'll all be there, but... You know the Ship of Theseus, right?)
[Obviously.]
(Okay, imagine there's three ships. All of them get dismantled, and all their parts go into building the Ship of Theseus. How many ships are there now? Are the three ships still sailing just because all their parts are there? It's ego death!)
[...Says the one who tried to shoot me.]
(Hah! You would be the ego.)
#this isn't exactly how i see their viewpoints on whole as a concept#but i've been thinking about the implications..#so enjoy my stream of consciousness rambling through heart. i guess#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash#cj mind#cj heart#i should have a writing tag. or something#i'll figure it out later lol#tridential tirade#fwiw i don't think this is how whole would work in canon. but it's an interesting concept#eclectic excerpts
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remember that i'm ALIVE but minty isn't unfortunately
#zeno's art#ocs#soulstice circus#minty#also do you remember that death game train thing i was working on a few months ago GUESS WHAT I PICKED IT BACK UP!!!#might post some redesigns soon#anyway this sketch is from a few months ago#i'll try to comb through my ibis gallery to find stuff to share over the weeks because when i say INACTIVE i mean prob for several months#like expect things to go back to normal around july-august 😭 if youre from the UK you can prob guess which exams i'm studying for#and you should know that they're a BITCH#anyway zeno out. biology revision in.
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Drew some Voxes in my clothes to cope with stress ☂️
#doodlings#art therapy#it actually worked#i missed coloring him#some of my clothes fits him pretty well#i also feel like it's sort of cringe to draw him like that but guess I'll just cringe through it#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#my art shit
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Did I accidently write more than just a few lines of dialogue for this scene?... *shyly fumbling with fingers* 🥹👉👈 maybe...
Sorry, I suck at words and this isn't betaread nor properly proofread and I am not native english, I'm very sorry in advance...
full story down below
(Chappel Roan - Love me Anyway)
(Benson Boone - Slow it Down)
"VICE-CAPTAIN!!!!"
The tiny moving plush-like thing in his hand apparently started screaming as well now.
"WHY ALWAYS MEEE!?!?"
What looked like the chibi mini-version of the Defence Force's biggest trump card, struggled to hold on his thumb, kicking around those little feet of his.
"Well, now I'm quite curious abut THAT story..."
"I CAN'T TURN BACK AND I AM T I N Y !!! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )"
"I see that... How'd you even get in here?"
Tiny #8 stopped fidgeting a bit. Instead two unproportionally big round dark eyes goggled at him. It was undeniably adorable to look at. "Well after THIS happened, I couldn't grab my phone on the table anymore, so I ran around to find someone, but I figured Narumi and Kikoru would very likely take advantage of my situation and do something stupid with me."
"Oh yeah, they definitely would and I get why, honestly."
"So I ran around to find you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THE 1st DIVISION IS, WHEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS, OK?! And then I saw the slightly opened window and just crawled in... ༼☯﹏☯༽"
"Wait... you know where my temporary place in the 1st Division is located? Why?"
"....Coincidence? (*゚ー゚) "
He sighed. "Well just when you think you saw everything...Kafka Hibino enters the stage..."
"SIR, WHAT SHOULD I DO?? WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME??"
"you really want me to answer that, bud?", he barely tried to hide the undertone of his voice, which left the small creature on the palm of his hand baffled for a second.
"Wha-? HEY, MEAN!! What are you on about!?"(>д<)
"Yeah, maybe, I don't know STOP CHANGING in general, like I told you f.ex.. or maybe stick to your training routine without going OVERBOARD on a regular basis? How 'bout that?"
The big dark round eyes got even bigger with every word spoken.
"Yeah, don't look at me like that, I might coincidently got wind of stuff, you know?"
His unexpectedly open and emotional response threw Kafka off. For a second he forgot about his *tiny* main problem, his mind jumped between confused and worried and he couldn't comprehend with his reaction for now. After some awkward seconds in silence, Hoshina's tone grew significantly calmer, but still sort of off to his usual self-assured expression. "Well at least this time you're actually telling me about stuff that bothers you, huh?"
Silence again. While hanging from the palm of his Vice-Captain's hand Kafka realized something (besides his size) was different. His senses grew more aware of his surroundings to find answers.
"Are... are you drunk, sir?"
Besides the slight scent of alcohol in the air, and the - well quite obvious - bottle of sake on the table, the startled twitch on his face confirmed Kafka's guess was right. Other than the sake the only other thing on the table were some snacks. Another odd thing to Kafka, who was used to see Hoshina's surroundings stuffed with documents, loose papers, books and other work related things.
The silence lingered around them uncomfortably. To Kafka's suprise Hoshina was seemingly struggling with words. A look on his face Kafka couldn't remember seeing before. Now his mind definitely jumped to 'worried'.
Hoshina tried to mimic an insulted face and looked away. "A little tippsy at most... I'm off-duty for tonight.." Besides the slightly blushed nose and cheeks, Kafka now noticed some dark circles under red eyes. "..and despite my gut telling me better, I assumed I probably won't be needed anymore today, and that I could hang loose a little. It's not my Division after all, there's another Captain and Vice-Captain in charge here. So I might as well make use of that chance... Should have known, it would end up that way or another.. " He smiled a bit and Kafkas felt like his heart clenching from the sight. "Although I definitely should have placed my bet on YOU to be the reason for that." He chuckled lightly, while his expressions grew somewhat softer.
"I'm sorry, Sir."
"Nah, it's fine. As if I didn't get used to your-"
"I never put much thought to it, but ever since the Defence Force started preparing for the big counter attack on #9 your workload must've at least doubled in the 3rd and 1st Division.. and here I am still taking over the rest of your time as well..."
"Don't like where this is going, officer... You're not starting pitying me, are ya?"
"No I-...I just feel like.. I didn't realize, and there for not appreciated your work enough.." Silence. "And also.." The tiny kaiju had his look glued to the floor in front of him for a while now. "I know you told me to brush it off earlier but,... I truly regret ... not telling you about... #8 n'stuff.. I'm sorry... I'd change that if I could.."
A small plushy-sized Kaiju was gently put back on the ground again. Hoshina scratched his nose for a second, before bending far back to the other side of the room. He grabbed for his smartphone that was burried in piles of carelessly pushed aside documents.
"As I said. You're here now, aren't ya?" When he got his phone he chose to stay laid down on the floor and started typing something on the lightened screen.
A tiny transformed Kafka carefully made his way around and walked up on eye-level with Hoshina's face again. Once again overwhelmed by his current state of being, he let himself fall back on the floor and sat on the ground. "So... what should I do?"
"The first thing WE do is trying to make some calls. But since you seem to be in no life-threatening condition, we might have to wait 'till tomorrow for a first medical examination. If that's the case you'll stay, and I get you down to the lab first thing in the morning."
"Wait!" The tiny Kaiju made a suprisingly far jump right up to Hoshina's chest and pressed the (for him very big) red hang-up button on the screen with both paws. "You're right about that, I won't die this second from being tiny, so we might as well wait for tomorrow."
The questioning look on the opposite's face made a tiny Kafka look away and scratch his neck shyly. "Well, since you're ... I dunno,... I feel like, I can't have you be seen d-dru- .. like this by other officials of the 1st Division, b-because of me..."
A finger poked his forehead, which caused a tiny being like him to fall right back landing on warm soft fabric of Hoshina's shirt.
"Idiot. But you might be right about that."
#kn8#kaiju no 8#fanart#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#kafhoshi#kafhoshi pls come and calm my mind#I don't know why but I get a thing out of slightly fed up Hoshina.. he would never actually be pissed at kafka tho#but I always thought like.. boy this man can't have that much energy / caffeine for all the stuff he is responsible for at#and I love storylines that could theoretically fit into canon#went through my pile of shame aka. WIPs I abandoned#tried working on some and failed#sticked to this one then.#mediocre happy with both text and fanart#guess its because of my mood tho#I had some weird days I tell ya...#ADHD problems all the way#like i broke a piece of my tooth AND my car lol the irony#there would be days I'll handle these things better but I'm very much ignoring my problems rn#my dad felt the need to help out his “little girl” once more and took care of the car for me#I'm really thankful for it but at the same time I feel horrible 'cause I'm like 31 ;_; I should handle my own sht rn n I feel like I can't#also my HAND is ITCHING for DAYS#these are the most unreasonable and confusing tags right here sry#I'm sure I'll laugh about it in a few months looking back at it (´◡`)#icy's art
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every time I make fake store ads/product designs I'm just like
#muffled wheezing laughing#iris complex#not a wip because this one's pretty much done#home stretch yall >:'D#since working on iris complex def. become a lot more like...lax with ref lmao#not like in a 'haha who needs ref' way but#more in that I'm not so much of 'wait how does this work what's this bit called also is there a blueprint/crossection' way hfghdkjhf#not that I still don't get that way hAHA but it's less anxiety induced I guess? shRUG#alsO#it's been#so WINDY#like wind whistling through the windows windy!#like I'll hear it howling through my earplugs windy
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i think i need a pickaxe or something
#the shovel and pitchfork combo works well for the packed clay but some of it is so hard i can't even tell it's not rock#and i need to be able to stab through it more efficiently#i keep hitting sections that are a few real rocks embedded in what looks like a big sheet of cement but it's just clay that's super hard#and it will fall apart if you can get in there enough#i guess I'll use my claw hammer for now and see how much difference that makes
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Last Line Tag
Thanks for the tag @late-to-the-fandom <3 (Sorry this took me so long to get to!)
Genesis may not be long dead- Maybe even- No. Genesis was not a child fleeing to caves when his parents ignored him anymore- ShinRa wanted them both dead and gone. They sought to eradicate the problem of rabid dogs shaking off the leash in perpetuity.
Tagging: @time-official; @birdblacksocialclub; @foreststarflaime;
@errantnight; @dendrite-blues; @ilminnestrone (No pressure!)
#tag game#rivkae writes#this is fairly rough but I feel that’s half the point#I ended up cheating a bit as a treat to myself#feel free to guess the rip if anyone is so inclined it is a fun one#currently on its way to being more disorienting than Sepulcher which I am excited about 💜#I am working my way through the tags ive gotten hopefully I'll be caught up by tomorrow night :3
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Strangely Cladded Wizards
#my art#my ocs#character design#Fun Fact: They're all based on types of jackets :}#Feel free to guess which; If you are correct it means I've done my job well if not I have more work to do...#Just wanted to do some simple character concepts and go these guys!!#To me it's rather simple to design a wizard#Pointed hat/cloak and a focous on the hand and already you have that iconic imagery#That being said designing possible staff/tools for these does sound fun hehe#As for possible magic systems: The fabric/material of the cloak would effect the magic in question#Fire magic from a silk cloak would be more calm and tamable/fire from leather would be slow moving and harder to put out#That's just from the top of my head through. Perhaps in the future I'll give them a proper expansion
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**Regardless of whether you actually overuse it or not, which one is the most enticing to you as a writer?
#i ask because i have to go through my works like 4x before posting to reduce the frankly ridiculous quantities of italics and em dashes#and i STILL have way more than i probably should#sometimes i'll go back and look at my fics months after posting and do another edit because i'm like#'why does every single sentence here have a word in italics??'#i guess i just don't trust people to know where i want the emphasis lmao#i'm working on it#fanfiction#or whatever you're writing#polls
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Swinging a bat at a hornet's nest, but I keep seeing the opinion go around that it's insensitive to say that we'll make it through the next 4 years because so many people didn't the first time around. Which, I guess I see the point, but like... do you expect all of us to just be like this for the next 4 years???
I totally get why some people can't feel hopeful, but insinuating that someone else is in the wrong for being able to stay optimistic just isn't productive or, in my opinion, a reasonable expectation. We all react to stressful times differently and not only is that okay, but it should be encouraged that people work through this however they personally need to and in whichever emotional state they end up in.
#uspol#politics#it's like grief in a sense. everyone responds differently and it's not disrespectful to have a positive reaction in the face of it.#my family loves looking at old pictures of passed loved ones. I can't do it and will leave the room to do something else#but it's not disrespectful for them to be happy when I can't join in. yk? it's just a different response.#sometimes I think I've had too much cognitive behavioral therapy for this website. ngl.#i'll be over here reframing my thoughts and identifying black-and-white thinking and challenging my catastrophizing#but you guys can keep arguing about if it's ethical to have certain emotions right now. that's chill too i guess.#but fr. every emotional response is okay right now.#some people are going to respond in ways that you don't understand but that doesn't make it an incorrect response.#I personally do not understand the doom and apathy but I respect that people need to work through that in their own time-#I just need them to not try and drag me back into it when I'm ready to put my mental health back together and deal with whatever comes.
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Hey gang! You'll never guess what happened ~
These two incidents happened within hours of each other and it's been a lot to deal with and I just have to laugh at it a little. That said, I'm opening emergency commissions with 25% off. There are limited Christmas spots, so get 'em quick and help out an artist. Please let me draw your blorbos and pets this winter!
For more detail: Commission Info I also have a kofi where I accept donations/tips and sell digital zines.
Reblogs are very very appreciated!
#commission#commissions#commissions open#DnD#D&D#What an absolutely buckwild time lol#I am Going Through It#Please reblog#I'm an unkillable cockroach so I'll be alright#eventually#but like I want it to not be utter anxiety hell yknow#Both my partner and I barely inch by the visa requirements before the change#so like. idk I guess but we'll make it work#graphic design is my passion
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Do you ever play Honkai star rail?
in a sense? like i have an account and i go in to farm artifacts and stuff but i'm not doing any events or quests whatsoever. i kinda left the game post tingyun fakeout (?) and hadn't done any events for a while before that? like idk what the aurum alley situation is. after that i waited till they stopped handing out ratios (did they ever actually give him for free? i heard smth like that but idk if it actually happened) n returned to do penacony just to see what all the hype was about, but haven't done any events at all. nor any sidequests or character quests. i did do the first ruan mei one out of obligation, i can't remember whose materials were locked behind that quest.
kinda waiting until they implement a wuwa-styled skip button lmao
#hrs' story stopped being for me like. after karpilla (was that her name. the tingyun neck snapper)#i'd have said after the luofu storyline but idk how storylines in hsr work so#p sure there was plenty of luofu stuff i never got around to doing#i already had to suffer through penacony once and unless forced to i'm just gonna wait for a skip button tbh#pretty much just collecting characters rn#i guess it doesn't help the game that the only character i ever really wanted was welt and like. i got him as my first 5* lol#every other limited 5* after him has sort of been a. if i can get them then cool. if not then whatever#same goes for all 4*#couldn't get jin yuan when he first came out and i haven't really tried for his rerun 🤷♂️ idc enough hahah#currently hoping to get sunday#but if i can't get him it's whatever#i'll just wait for the innevitable kevin expy#or screwllum
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I haven't really done much art for tumblr (at all) lately, cus life, but! Here's a lil something I've been working on (it's a Xmas gift) 💙
(also peep that lil January calendar painting 👀 i did mini squares for each month for myself, because I need to have a physical one always, and they each have their own colour 🥺)
#sometimes i forget i'm a painter lol#this is just the base so i'll still add some cool stuff (colours and some gold leaf details hehe)#usually my thing is more flat/less busy painting (with more mixed media) but i've been digging this vibe lately#my art account is completely wiped cus i private everything earlier this year (same with personal)#but i wanna start posting again. not just old stuff but actually *make* something new everyday#like a little challenge i suppose#since i'm not currently working in my field and have being going through a bit of a rough adjustment period about ✨things✨#(plus the whole depresh spiraling)#i barely have been making any art at all that isn't just sketches/silly stuff#i miss painting. i miss making murals and working on an actual project etc#now that *some * things have been settled AND i finally have my own space i feel a lot more keen on working on it#i know i hardly ever talk about that part of my private life cus i do wanna keep it somewhat separate from here#but i guess i'm in a good mood and kinda ready to admit some stuff#??? that didn't make sense#i'm feeling hopeful for next year and have a semblance of a plan. That's what I meant there you go#i can already feel myself cringe cus everytime i share these type of things something ALWAYS bites my ankles#and that's why i hardly ever share anything at all with anyone ever until it actually is done or underway#which is! not good! i'm aware! but. ya know#ANYWAYS. rant over. look at the pretty colours and ignore my rambles#hmmmm my band crush guy (platonic) (guess who) (🕊️🥁) said my name and loved my super insightful question and i'll probably dream about it#(and the other really liked it too. MY BABE. it was kinda silly so very unexpected)#(okay i think this is buried deep enough to not make myself look like a 12 with a stupid crush) (hehehehehe)#darya does art#<- sure in the art tag it goes#blue#(it was a coincidence! i've never done anything exclusively blue before actually!) (in this capacity i mean)#traditional art#abstract painting
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