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Would anyone care to see my stardew valley headcannons for the bachelor/ettes? I've got many for literally all of them (although I've definitely got more for my favorites 😅). Also, should I release them all as one post (if it fits) or release them one by one? So many choices....

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I have a huge list of sdv hcs I've never posted before, and I'm contemplating posting them. I also have a fanfic (Sebastian X Farmer OC) that's kinda fun that I've been adding to since last summer, but I think it's much too long to post on here. Plus, my writing isn't great on it, either. I just wanted to write it for fun and for myself so there wasn't any reason to make it better at first but now I kinda have been thinking of maybe posting it somewhere or by chapter on here? Dunno. For sure been thinking about posting my headcannons for each bachelor and bachelorette, though.

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Please god let me find me a man that makes me feel half of what I feel for all of my fictional and celebrity crushes

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I really love how as a fandom, we all looked at Sebastian in game, asked "why is he naked?", and then provided beautiful art where he has piercings and tattoos. As Yoba intended

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I wish all sebastian simps a very pleasant evening

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stardew bachelor userboxes ✨ rb if used?

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Reminder that this exists

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gon and killua redesigns from a few months ago

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I found a YYH shirt in a Walmart of all places once and begged my mom to buy it for me bc I forgot my wallet at home since we were supposed to be grocery shopping. I was so excited, I still wear the shit outta that shirt and I bought it like maybe 3 or 4 years ago. Poor thing has already had to be sewn up in the sleeve bc I somehow tore it idek but that was my luckiest find and the shirt was like $15

i have an irrational slight grudge against hxh bc im like. gdi why do YOU get to be the togashi series thats ongoing and well known. i see hxh merch in a store and im like GRRR YOU SHOULD BE YYH MERCH FOR ME TO BUY. BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE

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Its crazy you can really draw anything you want

Anyway they’re bffs

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Just giving an update on what manga I've been reading (even though nobody gives a shit) from my local library as well as just talk about them and stuff ig. It'll basically just be stupid ramblings so no spoilers or anything at all lmao literally just me being dumb.

Blue Exorcist

I think I'm on volume 16 at the moment. I've been reading this one on and off for about 3 years now because I constantly forget the library exists, and if I get busy, I read a lot less. So, yeah, got back into this one and since I'd stopped after the events of the Kyoto Saga anime, I just watched that again to refresh my memory on what was going on, although I remembered way more than I thought I would. Anyways, I've really been enjoying this one, I've got so many theories and I can't wait until I catch up to see if any of them are correct (I'll probably get there very quickly as I've checked out 16 through 22 recently and will probably have that finished in about a week or so). Rin is my son and I love him sm, he's so stupid 🫶 and so precious. I've seen a lot of spoilers for this series online by accident and so I know some of the future events and some of them I'm not as happy about but I'm gonna trust that everything will work out eventually because I want all of them to have a good ending 😔

Kimi ni Todoke

I've only got nine more volumes left, so I just went ahead and requested them all. This story is probably the cutest one I've been reading lately, and I really like it. However, like Blue Exorcist, I've been reading it off and on for quite a while now. Sometimes my attention is difficult to hold, and unless I own something or I'm actively obsessed with it, I have a very difficult time remembering that some things exist or how much I like them until I've been introduced to them again. Regardless, I find this one to be very cute and wholesome. I like a slow burn but sometimes I find myself growing frustrated with them. This one wasn't like that for me through most of it asides from a few parts as I hate the classic non-communication and misunderstanding tropes despite the fact that they're very realistic for most relationships, especially for teenagers. Having said that, I think everything that's been thrown their way is handled very well and I think there's some good advice in there.

Teasing Master Takagi-san

I actually saw the anime on Netflix for this one first and loved it. It was very cute. To my surprise, some of the events in the anime were different than in the manga, but given the genre and formatting I didn't mind that at all, I actually found it to be rather cute and fun. The characters are very clearly awkward middle schoolers with a crush and whatever but I still find it cute. The dynamics between Takagi and Nishikata is super cute and is probably the most endearing part of each character. Unfortunately, since this series isn't as popular and I live in the middle of nowhere, they only have volumes 1-3 and then 5-7. Weird. I'm guessing volume 4 went missing so they just removed it from the catalog since that unfortunately happens an awful lot over here 😒🥲

Naruto

Yes, yes, I know what you're thinking! "An ani-manga fan that HASNT read Naruto?!" Well, yes. I've seen the first 3 seasons of the original anime but I never really got into it. I like each character for the most part, but something about this series makes it difficult for me to focus on it. The anime is worse than the manga for me, probably because there's a ton of dialogue over scenes where practically nothing is happening. I really don't like that in anime, even though I do watch a lot of older anime (I mean, I'm a huge Yu Yu Hakusho and old Sailor Moon fan, for one). In the manga, it's easier to skim, or it'll eventually just show up again later and probably be explained once more, so I don't bother going over all that. Not to say that explaining things is bad, I just think when there's a lot in the first 6 volumes of your story, that gets boring really fast. That might just be me, though. Despite all of those complaints, I do enjoy it, although battle shounen isn't really my favorite (I say even though I also just confessed to adoring Yu Yu Hakusho), I do like it enough to continue. Perhaps because I'm clearly not the target demographic, it's more difficult for me to get into. Sakura isn't as annoying as I remember her being (I was like 15 when I saw the anime) and Sasuke is...less edgy in the manga? I feel like the anime kinda butchered his character a bit (although I could argue they simplified all of them a bit) and kind of just boiled him down to being an edgy little asshole. Or maybe Im just remembering the anime wrong idk, I never liked Sasuke when I was watching it but now reading the manga I really like his character and I find him interesting. Naruto is still my favorite, though. I gotta admit, I love characters that fall into the loveable idiot category!

Yona of the Dawn

This one is definitely one of my favorites that I've recently gotten into. I've noticed in the last 5 years or so I've made a shift to reading more shojo manga and even shounen written by women. I'm not sure when this exactly happened, but I was looking at my bookcase one day and realized well over half of my manga series I'd started collecting were written by women! Yona of the Dawn is honestly one of my favorite stories I've read in a while. Even though I'm an adult woman I definitely look up to the strength that is in Yona as a character. She's very strong without fitting into that stereotype I see often in American media (you know, the "i don't need anyone" kinda thing where sometimes they're even mean or cruel). Yona is kind, caring, and just everything I think more people should aspire to be. She sees issues in her country and does something about it. Getting help from others doesn't make you a weak person, and I really like seeing her growth and development as a character through the series. Doesn't help that I also find the others very endearing as well! Yun is probably going to be making it on my ani-manga sons list bc I just find him so adorable for some reason. As for the dragons, I think Sinha is my favorite, but I really do love them all. And of course I like Hak, too. I just wish he was more open with Yona about his feelings because she's too dense to notice. I'm only on volume 12, though, so that very well might change. Also excited to hear that the manga is in its last arc, I'm looking forward to being able to finish it and not have to wait too long because I'm rather impatient...

The Apothecary Diaries

I have had this one on my mind since I started it. I devoured these books, absolutely devoured them. Now, I'm waiting for the next one to come out very impatiently. My library doesn't have the light novels, so I probably won't read them for now despite really wanting to. I've got so many theories! I'm also a huge Jinmao shipper!! Love them so much. I actually didn't think I was going to like Jinshi when he first appeared, but he definitely grew on me. Doesn't help I also happen to like men that are pathetic and down bad for whoever it is they like and Jinshi definitely fits the bill there.

DanDaDan

I actually just started this one, I've only read 2 volumes. So far, I absolutely love it, though! I didn't think I was going to, but I do! It's a bit weird, but the characters just make the story, and I love Momo and Okarun. I love how awkward they are with each other, they're so cute. It's funny, because while I was reading it, it for some reason reminded me of Chainsaw Man, so I was pleasantly surprised to find that the mangaka actually used to be one of the assistants on that series. Just a nice little fun fact that made it made sense to me. Not sure whether it's the art, pacing, or humor that made me suspect that, though. Maybe a mix of everything? There is a huge content warning on this one, though for SA and just a lot of other general sexual content (like jokes, mostly). While that part of the series I definitely don't really like (the former, not the latter), I do still enjoy the story and the characters.

Anyways, I'm planning on starting another once I've read all of Kimi ni Todoke and Teasing Master Takagi-san since I've got almost all of them read (or all the ones my library currently has). I'm thinking for my next one, I might do Snow White with the Red Hair, One Piece, or maybe try to finish Demon Slayer or Jujutsu Kaisen since I haven't finished those and my collections for either are on the back burner. All I know is that I'd prefer something very long or something finished. I'm tired of waiting for new volumes of almost everything and yet...I keep starting new ones! Like, right now, I really want to try Sakamoto Days, Undead Unluck, or Blue Box but all of those are still on-going so I don't want to have to wait.

Anyways, that was my little post ig.

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Finished watching hunter x hunter so now it’s off to readingthe manga but I had to drawmy sons before that . .

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i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

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