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nervocat · 6 months ago

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Hey guys.. decided to do this lol

[ ★ - mutuals, like this post to receive and indirect abt you ]

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#—nervos indirects . ★#adding that tag #I'll probably do these after school #I'll try to go and answer those asks I got while this is posted #idk if I'll be able to be vague enough but all my mutuals have specific things abt them ngl #anyways yeah...... seemed fun to do :33

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triglycercule · 20 days ago

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mtt therapy moment except dust keeps taking breaks to talk to phantom papyrus and horror just wants this to hurry up so it can get to his turn because he couldn't give two shits about dust and killer's trauma and killer physically cannot discuss his issues and just starts zoning out while crying for some reason during it

and i'm the therapist listening to all of this writing down notes fervently because ITS CANON MATERIAL CANON I NEED TO GET THE CANON MATERIAL

#i have to break apart like 34 potential fights with my otherdimensional godly creator powers #i would be an ass therapist i will not lie. infact i would make them worse with my knowledge of their lives. never put me in a room w them #OH MY GOD I JUST REVISTED THIS IDEA AFTER LEAVING IT TO COLLECT DUST (hehehe) IN MY DRAFYS FOR A MONTH #ANS TJIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY HELP 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭#still real tho highkey i havent changed 1 bit. ITS CANON OMG WRITE THSY DOWN WHAY WERE THE EXACT REACTIONS #ive got these guys wearing microphones i got cameras in the room i got advanced psychologists watching to explain every detail #is it a therapy session or just a badly disguised interview #nooo nooo its therapy......DONT LEAVS!!!! (activates the chains (that coincidentally all are connected to eachother) (heheheheh))#now youCANT leave😈😈😈😈😈 not until im done asking my questions ASSHOLES. dont question the handcuffs that keep you guys together please #actually id probably get like nothing out of them because theyre all repressed and defensive and whatever. BUT im simply more determined so #tricule rant #killer sans #horror sans #dust sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au #fandom event if the mtt ever became real. we're all lining up to the facility to ask one question #world's hardest challenge: if you could ask the murder time trio one thing what would it be #FUCK idk...... id simply hav too many questions!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!#triglycercule do your homework SHUT UO RESPONSIBLE VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!! I WONT!!!!! NOT UNTIL THIS IS DONE #fall headcanons for the trio when. i'll think of them once i'm done with homework #see a reward system! now i have a thought that i dont wanna say in tags this will be going to the side blog #anyways! i think that's enough drafts undrafted and posted i REALLY need to do my homework #i dont even have that much it's literally 2 assignments but i know damn well doing 1 of them is gonna bring me to dream and nightmare's age #sigh......... i hate school bring me back to summer break i wasSO productive. SMH

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benevolenterrancy · 1 month ago

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if you're not reading the last book of SVSSS right now do you mind me asking what you are reading? I'm just curious!

Definitely! (though I warn you, I'm fundamentally incapable of reading only one thing at a time)

For physical books, I'm currently reading The Warden by Daniel M. Ford, the novelization of My Neighbour Totoro, and trying to keep up on Dracula Daily (i am failing this)

For audiobooks, I've been relistening to The Series of Unfortunate Events (because I never actually read them all when they were originally coming out) and I juuust finished This Census-Taker by China Miéville and Ogres by Adrian Tchaikovsky this weekend. I'm about to start A Closed and Common Orbit by Becky Chambers.

#i bounce between things a lot :P it all depends on *`~Vibes~`*#once i'm done The Warden i'll probably get started on SVSSS v4 #this census-taker and ogres were both strange little novellas i was trying to wrap up so i spent a lot of time this weekend #working on a puzzle and just finishing them #completely bizarre but both gave me a lot to think about they both had some very cool writing and themes #as for a series of unfortunate events i'm officially the farthest i've ever been in the series!#i reread the first 3 books a ton - whenever i was at my friends house and she was doing homework when i wasn't since she was collecting the #but i kinda fell off them after the carnivorous carnival #waiting a whole year for the next book is hard when you're in elementary school!#anyway i'm enjoying them a lot as an adult i'm picking up way more nuance than i did as a kid (obviously)#and snicket's writing it always fun no matter the age #thanks for asking! i love an excuse to ramble about books >:3

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Considering the. Ahem. Ways this year has gone, I've not been thinking about it all that much, but. I did start this year with the motto of Year Of Unfucking My Life. With a few goals involved in that.

I got an official adhd diagnosis, as well as a diagnosis for PCOS. Other diagnoses in progress. Gotten adhd meds and birth control to regulate periods. I've gone back to school and I'm keeping up with it better than ever before. I've even been working on practicing driving, something I've been largely neglecting since I first got my driving permit, um... 11 years ago...

I just need to actually Get my license. And I need to get it before the end of the year. If I can accomplish that, then I'll say the Year Of Unfucking My Life was successful.

#speculation nation #i had some pretty major negative And positive influences for this goal of mine.#primary negative influence of course being my dad abruptly dying.#but that also led to the primary positive influence of the life insurance payout that's letting me just focus on school for my final year.#it's like a monkey's paw curl kind of moment. i got a genuinely astounding amount of money #more than enough to live off for a year+ and pay off the rest of my schooling.#with this i have finally exited the purgatory of part time school full time work to pay my way through school #a setup that led to endless stress (both physically and mentally) and suffering grades.#failing some classes and taking longer bc part time Anyways. locking me into years and years of this perpetual fucking Hell.#ive escaped it. school is so so so much more manageable when i dont have to work a job. im actually keeping up with my assignments.#for once theres no uncertainty about passing any of my classes. i Will pass them all. and i expect As in most if not all of them.#it's been fucking Amazing. everything i couldve wanted. and it came with the low low cost of losing my father when i was only 26.#... 'low' being sarcastic here of course. he was the 2nd worst person i couldve lost in my life. second only to my sister.#the 2nd worst grief i will Ever experience. bc he was my Good parent. hes the very reason i have a future at All.#and losing him fucked me up Severely. im still working on recovering. i kind of figure i always Will be.#thank god id already been taking spring semester off bc that would've been Horrible to go thru while in school.#i honestly probably would've just withdrawn from the semester. theres no Way id have kept up with it #given how damned BUSY those first few weeks after were. between funeral prep and inventorying and packing up his house.#so fucking much involved in settling an estate. and im the lucky one in that my sister's been handling all the legal shit.#so i simultaneously was dealt one of the most severe blows i ever Will be dealt #while also being given probably the biggest boost i'll ever get in my life.#if everything goes well with graduating and getting an IT job then i'll never want for money again.#considering there was a time early last year when i got as low as literally $7 in my bank account. this is a pretty big deal.#it's just... strange. the ways things go in life. this has been a very strange year for me.#just doing my best to use this boost to the best of my ability. even if it feels like im taking advantage of his death.#it's what he wouldve wanted me to do.

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totheidiot · 2 months ago

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all i can think about is that i am going as L for halloween. I AM GOING AS L FOR HALLOWEEN EEE.

#🍂 arian's shit #l lawliet #death note #it'll be very shitty and low effort but still #all i will be wearing is a pair of skinny jeans (i don't even own them baggy) and a white long sleeved shirt which I can hopefully find #under 10 dollars from five below #the shirt I'll try to find in a size that's bigger than me #makeup also virtually nothing at all #probably some foundation for that paleness and eyeliner for the dark circles #my hair i will have to wear it long and kinda ruffle it up #long haired version of L that's it #NOTHING ELSEEE #i do hope people at school notice and draw attention to ittt #WHAT JF THERE WAS SOMEONE DRESSED UP AS LIGHTTT #SOCIAL ANXIETY BE DAMNED I WILL BE SHOUTING TO THEM LIKE #HAS THERE EVER BEEN A POINT WHERE YOUVE TOLD THE TRUTH???#please please please praying to God someone shows up dressed as light #even better if they would like us to act together and do light-L shenanigans all day LIKE IMAGINE AAAAAAA #i am getting ahead of myself. my outfit is going to be so shitty literally nobody will be able to tell if I am even in costume or not #BUT STILL. DRESSING UP IS GOING TO BE FUNNN #mutuals if they dm me can get photos after the day is done :DD #AAA WHY CAN'T HALLOWEEN COME QUICKERRR #something about death and a notebook. or whatever. she dies of diarrhea in three minutes.

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dazzelmethat · 3 months ago

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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.

Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).

#my art #my ocs #ft the irises #tw suicide #tw ableism #sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her #i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster #Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky #originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that #12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body #and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away #but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises #do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u #might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely #any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf

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flowerakatsuka · 5 months ago

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i really should make a post diving into the exact reason why kuroba treats the sextuplets so gently ( for the most part ) bc i was thinking about that today and it's... hmmm.

#for rn lets just say the way they were treated in high school really influenced how they treat others to this day #especially when it comes to pressuring someone to conform to societal standards by throwing vitriol at them #also the reason why i say for the most part is bc they do have moments where they put their foot down with them #particularly kara when he tries overworking during his temp job at the flower shop bc he wants to be praised by them more #that and they're harsh on totty 9 times out of 10 but that's more so bc they see him like a little brother and like to pick on him a bit #I STILL NEED TO ANSWER SOME OF THOSE ASKS FROM EZRA I'LL WRITE MORE ABOUT THIS AFTER I DO THAT #i'm having to rework some ideas for the spy au but i can probably work on the office worker ask ( another mutual asked me about that too )#mj rambles

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lieutenantselnia · 4 months ago

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Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹

#it was just a 20 minute beginners home workout and I can feel every muscle in my body now but I think they'd be so happy I pushed through!#I've had particularly Heinz and Maximilian on my mind I think they would be sooo happy that I'm trying to take better care of myself💖#Heinz because he's always there anyway of course but I kind of imagine Max is probably overall the fittest out of my f/os #he seems like the kind of guy who'd want to be an example for his soldiers and always hold himself to the same standards as them #he'd be so supportive and cheer me on and be proud of me every time I get myself to do something😭💖💖#I've never particularly enjoyed doing sports (aside horse riding but in the past year I didn't have time anymore for that bc of uni😭😭)#so I didn't really do anything anymore after I finished school #I started doing simple home workouts last year but in winter my mental health went a little📉 and then I had no motivation to keep going #dunno how long I'll go through with it this time but better than nothing I guess #again with the home workouts lmao bc driving to the nearest gym ain't worth the time for me and I'd need some basic fitness first anyway #I'm doing it mainly for health reasons but this time I'm also motivated to actually get a bit stronger #I don't mind looking like a stick figure and I'm overall content with my body (maybe it could help me to look a bit more masc tho?👀👀)#but I know especially for my posture and such it would be good if my muscles were just a tad bit more developed #my mum was proud of me too when I told her about it hehe :) she works in healthcare she's always a little concerned #she's just a little worried about me getting health issues when I'm older that could be avoided by taking proper care of my body now #I get where she's coming from but it's not easy but at least I'm motivated to try again now :)#selnia talks

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ctl-yuejie · 1 month ago

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6/8 done. lets hope it is enough to pass *fingers crossed*

#had physical therapy as well and will draw a bath today #tmr is a rest day so i'll try to make the most of it #and hopefully after today we're done with police and assembly law #although i thought today would be sth bonkers like sewage disposal law or sth #next one will probably be public construction or pollution control law #i just hope we don't get a school law one since i still do not understand which office is responsible for what #also in this state there is a three tier system only when it concerns school law (ans some other odd bits) which would allow for some #fuckery for the descision part #and i love that all of us have studied for around 10 years and prepped for this for almost 2 years specifically and still everyone has very #different solutions for each exam

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oh-meow-swirls · 6 months ago

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it's kind of weird to me that they didn't bother releasing sushi and tempura internationally at all but at the same time i'm kinda glad they didn't cuz like. yo-kai watch was financially failing in the west by the time 3 released. i feel like if they had released sushi and tempura the franchise would've completely tanked before we got sukiyaki which would've sucked. honestly if anything i feel like it's more surprising that we got all three versions of 2 instead of them just releasing psychic specters but tbf i think yo-kai watch was doing well in the west when 2 released. 2 is just inexplicably what killed the franchise despite being a masterpiece-