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heartwarming, GROUNDBREAKING story!! minecraft youtuber baconwaffles0 was seen feeding a starving stray cat on the lifesteal smp ๐ฅน
#lifesteal#roshambogames#baconwaffles0#mapicc#video#im sorry for the caption but i need 2 push my stray cay roshambo agenda#i also just find him being so incredibly broke to be rly funny#he was eating BREAD before bacon gave him golden carrots#bread he fucking ran out of ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#the beloved roshambo......#โhere i'll feed the roโ LOL i love bacon#but yea. ro is just like the stray cat jumper and rek feed when he drops by every few weeks#thats my sticklers narrative now ive decided
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diff colored hair and fem oc-fied takiishi
#takiishi chika#chika takiishi#wind breaker fanart#top left is him jacking MY swag :3 my hair colors.....hehe#n he's fresh out of bed making morning coffee idk idk#realized the blonde n pink is just shidou colors. shrug#i tried a kaiser thing too i was not a fan sorry#takiishi looks great as a blonde but i'm not a huge fan of drawing blonde#idk im just sleepy and need to do some other stuff so i'll drop these here for now#my art <3#takiishi <3
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Guys I am so sorry for dropping off the face of the earth, it will happen again
#uhhhhhh nothing to interesting happening rn just waiting for college to start next week#been trying to figure out what kind of art program I should use (Procreate or Clip Art Studio (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)#Skye I am so sorry for just dropping out I read the rest of the wip so I'll get to you about that......... eventually#uhhh what else#oh uh. legally allowed to drive now#been thinking about researching ADHD still no idea where to start#been trying to draw but uh everytime I open it my brain pfffttttttssssss#I would have loved to say I was taking an internet detox but uh no I was mindlessly scrolling reddit while logged out#I am. just here I guess#feel like somewhere along the summer my... I guess everything mentally started drifting off to the side#really mellow and kinda bored#cannot wait for college to start I need a routine I need something to do
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still mad that we didn't get Vecna possessing Steve. haha silly Steve who asks stupid questions and everyone dunks on as if he's not an athlete and one of the better combatants in the group. Steve, who knocked out a trained soldier at 19. Steve, who has been beaten to hell every season and gotten right back up afterwards. just goofy old Steve.
but what if Steve wasn't actually Steve anymore?
#first of all it would have been ICONIC#second of all I have a very niche type#and it's brunets with big brown eyes that use a baseball bat as their weapon of choice#with a dash of possessed by an evil spirit for spice#ugh. fine. I'll do it myself#seriously though can you imagine THAT twist reveal???#they carry on that schtick with steve saying things the narrative frames as dumb#and the other characters all humor and/or snark at him for it#and then he just drops the act and sudden things get serious#begging the duffers to give joe keery literally anything to do in this show#sorry but kind of looked bored as hell throughout S4. at least to me#and tbh I would be too if my role consisted of forced 'dumb' dialogue. getting beaten up. and pining for my ex#steve didn't even get to have a standout buddy for the season#lucas and max were paired up. eddie and dustin. and robin and nancy were together most of the season#and it would have been cool if that was done with intent. but it just wasn't#okay I'm done rambling in the tags now#strangerthoughts
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me: im depressed and i have art block for drawing i guess i will try to write instead
the writing: bro this is just your own severe traumas portrayed through fictional characters you relate to & love at a distance
me:
#like ok i guess i will lie down until i am emotionally prepared lol hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i kind of just dropped out of a lot of conversations and irl hangouts and i mean#im sorry honestly idek what to say#just kind of lost my marbles again tbh#for new followers of the Disco fandom i can describe it very accurately#imagine playing Harry at max skills 24/7#it's been this way for like 7 years for me#like the reason i connect with the game is because the inner monologue is so chaotic and distinctly fragmented to their own personalities#....im not well rn idk#i was better for a minute#i'll get back to it momentarily#it helped to play DE#maybe i just feel a bit lost now ive finished it
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"... ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต๐ด.
๐๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ข๐ด ๐ช๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ, ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ท๐ช๐ค, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฆ๐น๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ด ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ '๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ' ๐ฆ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ต.
๐๐ฆ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฆ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ช๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ง๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ด๐ฉ, ๐ด๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐บ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ถ๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ช๐ด๐ฉ ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐จ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต.
๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ. ๐๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐ด๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ช๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต."
โ Jonathan Price, head researcher of the "Ghost" project
#writing stuff#cod stuff#john price#captain price#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#mermay#mermay 2024#ME??? WRITING 'RESEARCH NOTES' FOR A FIC TO HYPE MYSELF UP??#more likely than you think#gonna make this a nightmare for everyone to understand I'm sorry#maybe at some point in the month I'll just kinda drop a pwp mermay fic on ao3 and let the fandom have at it#but for now its gonna be a wreckage of far too much worldbuilding and a giggly mess of interspecies miscommunication#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap
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I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again#gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that#sorry if these are impossible to parse#anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway'''#sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs#WITH da family#so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner#like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec#but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept#took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa#I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me#this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be#the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face#'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you#gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed#Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec#so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next#happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night
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๐ฟPromises, Promises๐น
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Thorn x Mr. Flower fic i wrote spontaneously for me. i need.
so sorry if some things don't make sense lmaooo
Mild hurt/comfort, mild angst, some fluff, mentions of blood and injury.
Thorn and Mr. Flower have a conversation about some things.
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As per usual, when it happened, he hadn't been told much.
Workers in the manor sprinted to and fro and much to Mr. Flower's annoyance, grew hushed whenever he'd draw near.
It was all the same vague answer.
"There was an accident." Said the maid, the nurse and even the bodyguards who were often the ones dragging a half beaten Thorn in from god knows where.
And never did the explanations come with any further details.
So there Mr. Flower stood, in the middle of the foyer, body as tense as his face was stern.
Nurses stood at the ready, quietly and uncomfortably whispering to each other.
It seemed they were called on short notice and they themselves had only been apprised of so much regarding Thorn's recent situation.
Or so Mr. Flower was told, which of course only made him that much more tense.
The gnawing anxiety that made his mind race and his stomach flip were never not the driving force behind Mr. Flower's insistence on trying to get as closely involved as possible and to drag out every detail possible from whoever he could.
Because he knew he wouldn't be getting it from Thorn.
But that wasn't going to stop him from trying and he had a few choice words for the rose man for making poor Mr. Flower worry so often.
The heavy double front doors crashed open almost at the same time the thunder rolled from outside, pulling Mr. Flower from his thoughts.
His eyes widened as he watched the now wide open front entrance intently.
The biting winds cut through the foyer and the heavy rains speckled the cold marble floor of the manor.
There, with either arm draped over the shoulders of two of his bodyguards, Stag and Leo, was Thorn.
He was a mess. Rips in his suit like he'd been attacked by a wild animal, blood dripping from freshly torn wounds, bruises on his face. His neck appeared to be missing a few of his protruding thorns as well.
Mr. Flower winced upon seeing his partner stumbling through the doors as he was.
While Mr. Flower had certainly seen Thorn, Stag and Leo struggling up the driveway, to see Thorn up close was a different matter.
Mr. Flower's ear petals closed up tightly against his head. Simultaneously, Thorn in his half alert state seemed a little startled to see Mr. Flower there with everyone else and Mr. Flower knew it was because Thorn had no intentions of letting Mr. Flower see this.
Much as it irked and confused the floral creature.
As Thorn was being held up by two different people, it was clear Thorn was unsteady for the moment. But he seemed well enough to flash Mr. Flower one of his typical toothy grins.
"Sorry I'm home so late babe, there's a- was an accident." He slurred, before completely slumping over unconscious.
Anything Mr. Flower was about to say was gone. His stomach dropped almost in tandem with Thorn's battered body. His expression had instantly gone from stern to scared.
Wordlessly, Mr. Flower rushed towards Thorn, along with the private nurses who had been notified a little earlier to be on stand by.
Nothing was said in that moment, aside from shortly phrased and direct instructions from the head nurse to promptly get Thorn to the medical wing and start treating his wounds.
It was a bit of a blur from there for Mr. Flower, all he could do was try to keep up. Admittedly he did feel somewhat under foot the entire transition from the foyer to the medical wing, but he didn't want to leave Thorn's side.
For a mercy, it seemed like most people in the manor understood that now. Especially when Mr. Flower was allowed to linger when so many times before he'd always be gently escorted out.
He wasn't sure if it was because the nurses were distracted as things were, or if everyone was aware of the nature of Mr. Flower's involvement with Thorn.
It wasn't exactly a secret, the budding romance that had grown between the two, but it wasn't something that was outwardly broadcasted either.
At least not on Mr. Flower's part. There was never any doubt of interest on Thorn's end and as such, their relationship always held a kind of ambiguity among manor staff.
But of course, folk gossiped.
Mr. Flower sighed, sitting stiffly in a chair in Thorn's room, off to the side but where he could watch the nurses as they worked.
According to one of them, Thorn had lost quite a bit of blood and on top of it was going to need to have some of his wounds stitched shut. But it seemed his private set up here in his own home was well equipped to deal with that.
No doubt that was a detail that was among the many, myiard questions Mr. Flower had for Thorn.
For now though, the rose monster was still very out cold on his hospital bed, hooked up to an IV and carefully patched up.
All that was left was to wait.
And wait Mr. Flower did- Or at least he tried.
It was already late into the night as things were and somewhere along the way, Mr. Flower had drifted off in his seat. But when he had awoken, things had quieted down considerably.
It was just him and Thorn for now, though no doubt someone would be in and out periodically to keep tabs on Thorn's vitals.
Mr. Flower yawned, quietly stretching his arms and legs out in his chair.
He scanned the room for a clock and then patted himself down to see if he had his phone on him.
Thankfully he did, flipping it open to read, "2:33 am".
Seemed Mr. Flower had been out for at least an hour, a fact backed up by the stiffness in his neck which he tried for a moment to fruitlessly massage out with his free hand.
The creature snapped his phone shut, tucking it into his back pocket as he rose to his feet.
His eyes fell upon the still unconscious form of his poor monster.
Mr. Flower approached, with almost careful steps, as if the state Thorn were in were fragile enough to be disturbed by one wrong move.
Mr. Flower knew Thorn better than that of course, but it was still difficult to see him in such bad shape.
It had been one of the worst conditions Thorn had ever come home in since Mr. Flower began working with him months ago. Every time Mr. Flower struggled to extract details from Thorn and every time Mr. Flower was met with insistence that he needn't be so concerned over the incidents.
"It was just a minor scuffle! Don't you worry your pretty little petals over it, alright?" Thorn's voice rang through Mr. Flower's head as he recalled a conversation they had had during the first few weeks of Mr. Flower's employment with Thorn.
"Well these minor scuffles seem to be happening more often. Just this week you've gone through two different vehicles because one was covered in bullet holes and the other was almost completely shredded!" Mr. Flower replied, his voice raised slightly, "it was like a beast had sunk its claws into it! What on earth are you doing out there?" Mr. Flower demanded, arms crossed as he stood before Thorn's desk.
The rose monster scoffed, flashing Mr. Flower an unbothered grin as he shrugged in response.
"What can I say, Void's a wild place." Thorn said, all too casually, reaching into one of the side drawers of his desk and retrieving a pack of smokes.
Mr. Flower was not the least bit amused.
He watched with a frown and knitted brows as Thorn lit a cigarette for himself, taking a long drag as he remained reclined in his large leather office chair, bandaged and bruised for the fourth time in almost a month.
"You'd think by now you'd learn to at least be a bit more careful." Mr. Flower muttered, the intensity of his gaze barely waning.
Thorn's however expression however, did soften from an almost teasing grin to a much more empathetic smile as he happily gazed back at his fiery flower.
"C'mere..." Thorn said, sitting upright in his chair as he beckoned Mr. Flower over.
Mr. Flower hesitated for a moment before he dropped his arms and made his way around Thorn's desk to stand before him.
Without warning, Thorn reached for Mr. Flower's hands, gripping them in his own gloved ones as he looked him in the eyes with such a reassuring smile.
"I promise you love, if it there was anything you needed to be concerned about you'd be the first to know."
That was what he had the gall to tell Mr. Flower all those months prior to this moment, but as Mr. Flower looked on the unconscious Thorn, one hand gripping his other arm nervously, he felt ill.
Whatever was driving Thorn to keep putting himself in these dangerous situations felt like something Mr. Flower should already know about.
"So much for that promise..." Mr. Flower said under his breath, his petals falling slightly just as his shoulders did.
It was late enough as it was, and it seemed to Mr. Flower that Thorn was likely going to stay out for the rest of the night.
Seeing as Mr. Flower was confident the nurses had things in order the tired creature felt he had no further reason to stick around.
Thorn was for the moment safe and that was all Mr. Flower could ask for but, just as he turned to make his exit he felt a firm, warm grip encompass the wrist closest to Thorn's bed.
Mr. Flower's ear petals perked and he jumped slightly, but quickly composed himself as he turned to face Thorn who still lay with his eyes closed.
His chest rose and fell steadily, then expanded in one big inhale as the wound riddled monster took a deep breath, as if he were just waking up from a harmless nap.
Thorn turned his head towards Mr. Flower, his spiral eyes fluttering open and he dared to greet Mr. Flower with such a soft smile.
It was of course, quite irksome for the creature then to find himself responding with such an overwhelming wave of affection and of course, true relief to see the rose monster awake again.
"How long was I out..?" Thorn asked, yawning as he spoke.
So annoyingly casual as usual, but perhaps that was a good thing in this case.
"Couple of hours." Said Mr. Flower. He looked at Thorn's blood bag, roughly a quarter of the way gone. "A nurse will probably be in soon to check in on you."
"Great. What time is it?" Thorn asked, head lolling back onto the bed as his eyes fluttered shut. Drowsy most likely.
"Almost three in the morning." Said Mr. Flower.
A thoughtful and affirming "hm" left Thorn's chest as the hand that rested on Mr. Flower's wrist gently and ever so slightly, worked its way up and down the creature's forearm.
Mr. Flower's ear petals twitched at the warm sensation of Thorn's hand on him. He almost wanted to grab the stupid thing and intertwine those fingers with his own.
But he had his priorities.
"It's late. You should be resting." Thorn mumbled.
Mr. Flower tensed lightly at that. "Can't. Needed to be here to make sure you were okay." He said. His voice still soft, quiet, but there was a subtle bite to the statement.
Thorn's eyes opened again, his hand stopping but still lingering on Mr. Flower's wrist as he met with Mr. Flower's sullen gaze.
Thorn seemed to contemplate something for a moment and for that moment, Mr. Flower braced himself for Thorn to make light of the situation as he normally did.
"I'm sorry." Were the unexpected words to leave Thorn's mouth, leaving Mr. Flower noticeably stunned for a second.
He quirked a brow as if questioning the validity of the simple claim or to wait for some sort of addendum. But nothing of the sort came.
Thorn sighed as a sad half smile brushed across his face and he shrugged somewhat.
"Well don't look so surprised, sweetheart." He said, "Look, I know I put you through a lot, and maybe things seem hard to understand right now, but I promise it'll all make sense." Thorn said, trying to adjust himself in his bed so that he might be able to sit upright, but was impeded by the sudden sharp and searing pain of his wounds.
Thorn grunted in pain and Mr. Flower grimaced along with him, as he sighed and shook his head.
"I don't understand why you can't just tell me what you're doing." He said in exasperation. "Do you not trust me? Have I not been good enough for you in all of this?" He went on, sounding more desperate as he spoke.
Thorn wanted to stop him, but struggled to get his voice out over the pain as he tried to settle back down in his bed.
He was forced to sit and listen, his hand leaving Mr. Flower's wrist to rest on his stomach.
"It's been almost two years since I met you, and almost a year since I started getting involved in your 'work'", Mr. Flower spat, "...but the only thing I've understood is that you don't want to tell me the full story of what it is you're actually doing around here! What is it all for!?" Mr. Flower went on. "And is it really worth all this?" Mr. Flower desperately questioned, motioning to the entirety of Thorn's bruised and tattered form as the rose monster sighed pathetically in place.
Thorn winced, finally finding a comfortable position, then looked up at his angry flower and simply smiled through knitted brows.
"Well, I think you make a lot of things worth it honestly" He said simply, and Mr. Flower's frown deepened.
"Don't. Don't make this out like this is all for me." He said bitingly, shaking his head as he spoke.
A soft breathy single laugh left Thorn's lips as he barely had to think about it.
"In a sense." He said, his gaze wandering to the floor for a bit, "I would have given up a long time ago if I hadn't met you." Said Thorn thoughtfully, fondly even.
Mr. Flower's frown softened and while his crown of petals drooped sadly, his ear petals had perked ever so slightly.
He was already feeling the creeping, annoying defeat crawling up his back as he looked at Thorn, who looked back with sudden unwavering enthusiasm.
"Maybe it was better we never met then." Mr. Flower tried to say, but the horribly optimistic look in his monster's spiral eyes ignited that terrible, comforting warmth inside of Mr. Flower. Like for a second, he could believe that maybe things would be okay.
"Can't really imagine things without you love." Thorn had the gall to say. "And that's why I need you to trust me." He said so boldly, so confidently. That ambition that fuelled Thorn constantly day in and day out was hardly obstructed by the state he was in and by whatever encounter had put him in it.
The way Thorn always looked at Mr. Flower made him wonder if he really was somehow at fault for that awful inextinguishable flame.
"I-... You're not giving me a lot to work with." Mr. Flower sighed, "not when you constantly leave me in the dark and leave me wondering if the next time I'm going to see you is in a body bag." He said with a heavy sigh, crossing his arms as his shoulders fell.
"Ha! you're not getting rid of me that easy." Thorn said as his usual sharp toothed grin returned to him in full.
Mr. Flower took a moment to take it in, feeling some tension leave him as he did. And still...
"I wish I could believe that."
Thorn's grin softened to a warm smile as he reached out for Mr. Flower's hand, who acquiesced after a moment's hesitation, ear petals pulled back yet still fanned out slightly.
"Well sweetheart, I haven't died yet," Thorn said matter-of-factly, "and I promise I have no intentions of dying before my plans are through." He finished with a grin, ending the claim with an assuring squeeze to Mr. Flower's hand.
The creature sighed and allowed himself to give way to a soft smile, still adorned with knitted brows but he smiled all the same. To the best of his ability.
"Fine, but that's a promise." Said Mr. Flower, and as Thorn planted a kiss on his hand he replied, "That's a promise."
Just as their conversation had come to an end, one of the nurses entered the room, her heels clicking steadily against the tile floor.
She came to an abrupt and slightly startled halt when she saw Mr. Flower with a very awake and seemingly alert Thorn.
"Oh-! I hope I'm not interrupting." She said, her eyes flicking between the two lovers. "I just came in to check up on things.
"Oh of course. I was just leaving." Mr. Flower said with a polite smile.
"It's probably for the best. It's late and you should get some rest." Thorn added, "I'll see you in the morning?" He went onto question, still holding onto Mr. Flower's hand, caressing it with his thumb.
"Yeah, of course. Good night." He said gently, giving Thorn one last affectionate gaze. But Thorn wasn't entirely satisfied with that, not until he abruptly pulled Mr. Flower forward and down enough for a quick kiss and a quiet "I love you" between them, knowing Mr. Flower wasn't always the fondest of open displays of affection.
So Thorn kept it brief and chuckled a little when he watched his flower exit the room a little bit flustered as the border collie nurse looked on with a stoic face but a wagging tail.
No doubt she'd have a lot to tell the other nurses later.
#twomp#cannon x oc#mr flower twomp#the world of mr plant#completely self indulgent#ive been having a rancid evening#today and yesterday#and i wrote this on a whim#but its 2am and im so so tired#so sorry if it reads weird#twomp oc#vbeau writes#fic writing#short fiction#its a little unresolved#but it's not like thorn is fully off the hook yet#the beginning of many more conversations like this i imagine#until some actual changes happen loool#but this is for them#something of a break through#also sorry for any errors#im tired and only briefly looked for this a couple times#dfghjk#i'll edit it better in the morning#im sleep now#loaded with cliches btw lmaoo#very specific au i have no name for#that im dropping you in the middle of
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since we all agree that the bees are gonna kiss this volume you know what i also think would be really really cool to see?? a second kiss crisis. you know when you kiss someone and you want to do it again some time after but youโre nervous so you have to reason with yourself like. ok so this is something that happens now, right? it's not weird if we kiss, i can just go for it right???? but also what if!!!!!! and with that i mean: i want yang xiao long to give blake belladonna an awkward peck on the lips in the most casual situation ever and be a mess about it for at least half an hour and i want blake to look exactly like this after:
#bumbleby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#rwby#new question just dropped: who is initiating the second kiss#anyway yes i love new relationship dynamics i love people being awkward i love people figuring out how to be a couple#they are already awkward right now when they kiss they are gonna be WORSE#i am sorry for everyone in a ten mile radius around them but I'LL LOVE IT
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โชจ ๐ข๐ก๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ in the # โ
#ห ห ห แชฒ ห ๐๐๐ฐ ๐๐ซ๐ โฟ#I was thinking about my ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ style and how it has changed and that I would probably like to make ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ or ๐ข๐๐จ๐ง๐ฌ and stuff#now that I have more time . . . I would like to make my own dividers as long as you support and use it ! !#btw I'm very sorry for the delay in responding to requests! I've been procrastinating but I'll post them now trust me#I'm coming off the flop so don't drop it๐#I will also make my own bios so if you can give c it would help me a lot โกยฉ#that's all xoxo ๐โผ๏ธ
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at least i get to say that my hypochondriac delusions about dying soon weren't delusions at all lmao. small w
#not close to that stage yet but knowing that i wouldn't be eligible for a liver transplant should i need one terrifies me even more#maybe i'll make it to 30. maybe even 40 if i'm really lucky. but right now everything seems pointless#fucking autistic loser who has no friends or a general circle of people that like them or brings anything of value to society maybe this is#natural selection and my body's speeding up the process#idk man. looking back at all my struggles with classes this last year it all seems so pointless#i got so worked up and spent the last few months i had without this miserable because i was stressing over something that would never lead#anywhere. at least i have an excuse to drop it all now. an excuse to bedrot until i literally rot#sorry for doom posting blame my fucking immune system#romeo's wretched rambles
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Second week of this math class, exam is coming up.
Lessons 2-4 it said, doesn't sound too bad?
2.0
2.1
2.2
2.3
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2.6
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3.1
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Each has 20 slides worth of notes I'll need to remember for the exam. That's 400 slides worth.
Each lesson ends with a 16-20 question quiz. That's 320 questions minimum that I also need to remember for this exam.
I take this exam in 2 days and know I'm not going to catch up (;ยดโ`)๏ฝฅ๏ฝฅ๏ฝง๏พ๏พ๏พ๏ฝฅ๏ฝฅ๏พ๏พ๏ฝฅ๏ฝฅ๏พ๏ฝฅ๏ฝฅ
I need the luck โ(๏ผยดะ๏ฝ)โๅ่งฃ!
#vent#I suppose?#I was typically considered an honors student in highschool#Placed in the highest classes#This math class is really something else#I've heard of many people dropping from it#Or even dropping out from the college itself#I hope i don't get burnt out soon#i feel fine for now but i know it'll pop up soon if i keep at it this way#Ahh I'm not sure#I'll try to stick it out#Currently counting the days until winter break#3 months (ยด๏ผฯ๏ผ๏ฝ)#If this is 2 weeks i can't fathom a year#Sorry i don't like venting on this blog#I like to keep it lighthearted#But as much as i yearn to write#There's literally#physically#no time left in the day#Get up and go to work#Close at my job#Get home at night and then spend all night grinding on assignments for this math class#I've been getting around 2-3 hours of sleep โ( ^_^;)โ#i would hate to drop it#But i don't know if i can keep up (โ ๏ผโ ^โ ฯโ ^โ ๏ผ#๐ฌ#๐ฉน#tw vent
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Back to the grind tomorrow and lemme tell you what, while I do really enjoy tumblr I sure did like not having to be Online all the time during our break.. And I've been thinking that the amount I'm Online and Available will probably be much lower this year compared to the past. So if I'm not responding to asks as fast or posting as much or w/e, that's why! Thanks for understanding ๐
#also i DO NOT enjoy twitter/X and truly loved not needing to check it at all really over the break#i might drop twitter altogether because i hate being on there#i'm kinda afraid it'll affect my shop's traffic somewhat significantly buttttt maybe that's worth not having to be there#we'll see..#2024 is gonna be a year of shedding stuff left and right i already know it#sorry to anyone not in the US for already cutting off international orders#twitter you're next#after that who knows#maybe i'll stop carrying my smartphone because i also loved not having to look at it while we were closed#i miss having a flip phone that couldn't even text that thing never bothered me#step one with that tho is i've already turned off notifications from pretty much every app#but now when i open the apps they bother me relentlessly to turn notifications on which i will not do#anyway#maybe i'm just getting old#rant over#goodnight everyone#see you at the drop tomorrow
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hey guys good news I'm still alive! Bad news. Shirtless Schezo jumpscare
well it's not a fucking jumpscare if you go looking for it, dude
#puyo puyo#schezo wegey#scars#shirtless#Ive had this thing done for a while now actually but I didn't know if I wanted to post it#Anyways! I'm posting it#I have so many things I COULD post and just haven't yet. For one reason or another.#very sorry that I go completely radio silent only to drop this on everyone#I'll schedule a couple of normal things for later
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I'm sorry, I just... had to give y'all a glimpse of what it's actually like
*in medical dramas*
Doctor who never seems to leave patient's general vicinity: His blood pressure's dropping, he's crashing!! *intense music and people rushing around and alarms blaring with fancy disco lights flashing*
*in real life*
Me, minding my own business, hearing an alarm beep to indicate hypotension: *grumbling as I get up for the fifth time to go back into the room and adjust blood pressure IV medication* Gosh darn it Steve stop misbehaving, this is just downright rude.
#random rambles#frickin Steve#always be dropping his BP#the amount of times I've just glared at a monitor to bully their blood pressure back to normal as I wait for the meds to kick in lol#don't get me wrong we have moments where we're a bit more worked up too but like...#not like shows LOL#there was this one time where a nursing student flushed an arterial line while the patient's MAP was 45 and I had doubled the pressors#and I gave a very terse NOT NOW because it made the blood pressure reading disappear#so like... we get serious but... you try not to freak out because it doesn't do you any good#I am so sorry I'll shut up now I promise#this is what happens when someone shows me a medical drama#I am unleashed
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WHY ARE YOU SO NORMAL GO WATCH THE TRAILER AND BE INSANE LIKE THE REST OF US
So sorry sir. Back on duty ๐ซก
#Funniest ask I've ever gotten I'm rolling on the floor alsbdbksbdhekabejakbsis.#So true sorry for signing up late at stanning sskk it won't happen again!!!!#To be fair I was. very much. sleeping. But this ask is priceless I'm going to use it as a reaction for every time anything sskk dropsโ#and my sister ignores my screaming messages#(Like now. Sister you have to participate in the screaming. No I don't care you have never read a page of the sskk manga that's irrelevant)#people asks me stuff#And I wanted to answer all the other asks this morning but now I don't know if I'll make it in time before the new chapter drops#I'm so so sorry everyone ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd s5#bsd season 5
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